#saturn and narcissism

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Are there placements you don't like/not for you for being friends to begin with? And of course which placements?

˙⋆✮ Hey love! little disclaimer, this is purely my personal opinion, on some of the astrological placements I personally find hard to deal with for people who have it. take it lightly <33

˙⋆✮ Astrological Placements I Find Hard To Deal With ˙⋆✮

˙⋆✮ Sagittarius Sun Men: This is purely biased but every sag man I have encountered in my life (minus one) I wanted to beef with them. They are very stubborn with their ideas and opinions and they often have a rigidity to them that I find hard to deal with

˙⋆✮ Aquarius Sun Women: This is another trauma, but I do not trust Aquarius women. This is purely biased on personal experiences and I know obviously not everyone is like this. Still I find they can be such good gaslighters

˙⋆✮ Moon in Aries: This is mostly people people with this placement are often quick tempered and impatient with things and some people can have a hard time with them. They are also super unpredictable

˙⋆✮ Moon in Aquarius: Again probably biased with the Aquarius sign in general but I tend to find Aquarius moon to be very detached, not only emotionally (as they can be emotionally unpredictable) but also when it comes to empathy. They are also rebellious on the most insignificant details.

˙⋆✮ Mercury Retrograde: It's a complicated placement. people with this may struggle with expressing themselves which honestly in a way, it's all okay, however they misunderstand others and often turn things against the people when they are the ones who aren't able to see other people's perception (specially in signs fire signs, Aquarius, Capricorn and Virgo. some with Gemini too)

˙⋆✮ Venus in Capricorn : Kinda of self roasting here but Capricorn venus are hard to deal with when It comes to relationships in general. They can be emotionally distant, have complex commitment issues and even if they make you feel loved they will be unable to fully commit to you. Most of them are also focused on material aspects or careers and they would never prioritize their partner over this

˙⋆✮ Venus Square Pluto: this placement is the epitome of power struggles in my opinion and often people with this placement will try to have full control of the relationships. They are often obsessed, and create toxic relationship patterns.

˙⋆✮ Mars in Scorpio: Listen, I think scorpio mars are amazing lovers and I have no complaints on them but they are sooooo vengeful and sometimes it's hard to make them let go of stuff. they hold onto resentment and that can become quite toxic

˙⋆✮ Mars Square Pluto: People with this placement are prone to extreme power struggles in their relationships but also in their every day life. If they are a boss In their work or if they have a high status they will make other miserable without noticing sometimes. they also have controlling tendencies.

˙⋆✮ Saturn in the 1st House: Often, people with this placement comes off as too serious, cold, and overly rigid in personality and I personally find it hard to talk or be friends with them because of that. They like it their way only, everyone else is wrong

˙⋆✮ Saturn Square Moon: This is more because these people have a lot of difficulties expressing emotions which again it can be okay but they also have a victimization mindset while being prone to depression and emotional repression. It can be hard for other people or people who are too empaths and easily suck on their negativity

˙⋆✮ Pluto in the 1st House – they have such a dominating presence and people may find them intimidating. They aren't necessarily good but I often have a hard time with them because I wouldn't have the courage to approach them

˙⋆✮ Pluto Square Sun: this is another placement that shows struggles with power but here with others. that because they often have narcissism to them and therefore provoke ego clashes. they also have huge authority issues, might talk without respect with their parents or older people

˙⋆✮ Pluto in the 7th House: I have noticed that people with this placement are intense lovers which for some that is totally fine but they are also possibly very controlling in their relationships. Often turning the whole thing toxic

˙⋆✮ Sun Square Mars: they are prone to anger issues and that means they often use their fists when it comes to arguments or when they have emotion outbursts. Hard to deal with, also they are super competitive to a fault.

˙⋆✮ Moon Opposite Mars : and speaking of emotional outbursts they are also the perfect placement for that to happen. People with moon opposite mars also have difficulty handling conflict. depending on other placements, this can be a easy thing to deal with if they are mediators, but if they are more in the violent side.. well good luck

˙⋆✮ Venus Square Uranus – Personally this ins't a placement that is an issue for me but I also think it might be complicated to deal with for a lot of you. this also shows a lot of fear of commitment and often these people can be seen as players. they easily bored in relationships and need to seek stimulation elsewhere

˙⋆✮ Mercury Square Neptune: I think they are hard to deal with due to the negativity they often express. they are prone to deception and they make sure everyone around them knows it. they have missed with self delusion (impossible to get them to stop being delulu and they think you are an ass if you point it out), their miscommunication can also be heavy

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Levels of sadism, narcissism, and lack of empathy seen in a chart

Hey y'all! Today we're discussing some more deeper themes in a chart posting to sadism, lack of empathy, and overall just signs to be cautious of in an individual. This doesn't mean it's 100% accurate, after all it's a study I find intriguing. Not everyone with these placements are inherently bad. Enjoy! 🤍

So, a big planet we may not think to look at is Neptune. We think Mars, Saturn and Pluto are only responsible for this, and while I agree to an extent, Neptune may have tricks hiding up its sleeve.

When Neptune is in hard aspects with Sun, moon, Venus, mars, Saturn and Pluto in an individual's chart this can point to a need over drowning oneself in pleasure. They find it exhilarating to fantasize about power, control, and dominance. Neptune knows no bounds, and it causes what we identify as taboo or unconventional to come up consciously. When it struggles to express itself, the energy itself can become weakened, callous, and detrimental.

For example, Neptune touching Mars 5h can point to someone with outstanding faithfulness to a religion, cult, political party, etc depending on other aspects and placements of course. The native can be blind irresponsibly to the opinions of others, driven by his need for validation and power. I've seen how rigid, fixed, and persuasive these placements can be in terms of their thinking, and also, delusional. Their way of thinking is sadistic in the way they derive pleasure from seeing others succumb to their ways of thinking, like treating others as objects to not just destroy, but change.

Neptune is just as powerful as Saturn, Pluto, or mars here. It knows no bounds, and it permeates our subconscious. It has a persuasive effect, on what we choose to believe and our expression. When paired with a volatile sign or placement, it's even more amplified in the way these individuals will seek to find pleasure in hurting others.

While I understand one placement of Neptune isn't enough to suggest strong levels of sadism, we have to look at other planets as well for a sense of grandeur, manipulation and a need for validation and control.

Jupiter conj/ squaring any personal planet can create a sense of someone being on a high horse. They can walk and act as if they truly know better, and struggle to accept multiple perspectives as the truth. They can be rigid to change, and find amusement in seeing those fall behind, wanting to be ahead themselves. They have a heightened need for control, stability and safety at the expense of others. They have a sense of superiority and intellect, and can be entitled.

For example Jupiter conj Chiron inflates ones insecurity, pains, and anguish. This can create a need for control, for perfectionism and establishing importance in a society or community. For example, let's take the position of Mars here. Mars in Leo 12h further amplifies sadistic tendencies, and when in a fire sign its expression is loud, fiery, and destructive. Even narcissistic for a sense of greed, and control. This can result in someone who is critical, argumentative, and can even result to petty games to win.

Jupiter conj/square sun, moon, Venus, mercury: Inflated sense of intelligence, asserts their opinion as the only opinion, and does not like authority. They can be seen as controlling in relationships, and have a lot of drama surrounding it.

Mars debilitated or afflicted can also cause this as well. Mars in Taurus, squaring Saturn can make for someone with incredible sadistic tendencies, or lack of regard for emotional states of others. In some cases, we can see this as positive, like becoming a philosopher and seeing suffering as a factor for ones growth. But on the other hand, you have someone motivated by patriarchal means to assert their self serving opinions. Someone who does not necessarily care for those below, as long as the issue never affects them.

Mars square moon is someone who is volatile, prone to anger issues, discontentment in the home. Someone who can make it all about themselves, when others are in pain. It reminds me of: misery likes company. This native can go on to force themselves into places they don't belong as well, separating communities of people, creating divide, not union. They have a strong contempt for anything serving others than themselves. Also, since moon is here describing femininity, if they are a man and have this placement they are likely to objectify, diminish women's rights, and believe that sex is a sin but they themselves participate in sex.

Venus conj. Saturn is all about the oppression of women in a males chart. He seeks control, and is vengeful and bitter with rejection from females. When in a water sign he's impatient, controlling of women's needs and desires, and is hypocritical. He lacks structure, emotional maturity, and can present himself as ''stunted.'' When Venus is in scorpio, he becomes obsessive and controlling the way the women see him, and think of him. When in cancer, he requires validation from women yet is callous to them. When in Pisces, he enforces strict standards and delusional ideas of perfectionism on women. These are the men who marry for status as well, lineage, and legacy, not always for the romance.

Capricorn can also suggest sadism, lack of empathy. They have a strict regime, and their need for control stems from pushing others away. They want to stay safe and comfortable with themselves to the point of abandoning relationships. They are the kind to think that no one is looking out for yourself but you, and it can be pessimistic.

Lastly, an afflicted 4h can suggest manipulation learned in the home for ways to get by. It can signify being put in an institution/family situation, when they were younger, and have had to learn tactics to separate themselves from others.

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Narcissistic Tendencies

Some placements have characteristics that can manifest in narcissistic tendencies. Narcissism in its extreme clinical form (a personality disorder) is a specific psychological condition, not something directly caused by astrological placements. However, some placements lean more toward narcissism, like focus on self-image, attention-seeking, or an inflated sense of importance. These are some placements & aspects that are associated with traits that reflect narcissistic tendencies, like vanity and the need for admiration and an overly inflated ego.

Sun in Leo, since Leo is ruled by the Sun, and people with this placement often have a strong desire for attention, recognition, and admiration. In its higher expression, Leo can be very generous, warm, and inspiring, but when out of balance, it can become self-centered or crave constant validation.

Sun in the 1st house amplifies the persons desire for recognition and the need to project a certain image of themselves to the world.

Venus in Leo (especially in conjunction with the Sun). Love is expressed in a very dramatic and attention-grabbing way. The person wants to be adored and admired, especially in romantic relationships, and could have an inflated sense of self-worth. When Venus is in a close conjunction with the Sun, their esteem is tied to how others see them, prioritizing how they are loved & validated over deeper emotional connections. This combination leads to a "performative" love nature, where they seek admiration and affection from others as a way to feel important or valued.

Pluto in the 1st house, this is someone who is intensely focused on their image, identity, and how they present themselves to the world. People who have this placement often desire control over how they are perceived by others and will exhibit manipulative tendencies and they feel the need to maintain dominance in their relationships. They'll struggle with letting go of their need for power, leading to behaviour that might appear narcissistic to others, like emotional manipulation or dominating conversations. They expect everyone to adapt to them at all times.

Having an Aries Moon leads to an emotional landscape that is very quick to react and demands instant emotional satisfaction. Aries Moon people are highly independent & dislike being emotionally vulnerable or dependent on others.

Ascendant in Leo or aspect to the Sun gives a strong desire for recognition and visibility. If Leo is poorly aspected by planets like Saturn (which will bring restriction) or Neptune (which distorts their image), the person could possibly lean into the role of the "performer" or "star," overemphasizing self-importance and neglecting the needs of other people.

Sun conjunct Pluto, like Pluto in the first house, induces the person’s need for control, power, and recognition, blending the ego with a desire for dominance. This aspect can result in a highly intense and forceful personality that craves attention and admiration, sometimes resorting to manipulative or controlling tactics to maintain their sense of superiority or to reshape their image in the eyes of others.

Venus in Aquarius seek admiration for their originality or avant-garde choices in love, which veers into narcissistic behavior if they view their relationshups more as sources of validation rather than as equals. The person is more interested in self-assertion than actually nurturing the needs of their partner.

Uranus in the 1st house, can make the person want to project a highly unique and unconventional persona. This placement can foster a strong desire to stand out from the crowd, but if not balanced, it can lead to self-obsession with the image of being different or revolutionary.

Having any of these placements doesn't neccesarily mean the person is a narcissist. It might actually indicate they aren't...

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The Strictness of Saturn: Giga Chads, Scammers & Spiritual Gurus

Lately, I have been contemplating the energies of Saturn and how it manifests in men and it brought me to the realization that Saturnian men are the type of men that other men idolize and look up to. There are always certain male celebrities that other men fawn over but women dgaf about and they usually tend to be Saturnian as well. Why do men worship Saturnian men? For starters, the world we live is a deeply Saturnian one, with law and order, systems and regulations and structure. The general narrative is that in order to be successful in life, you have to "hustle and grind" and work hard and that you'll be rewarded for it. This is essentially the theme of Saturn. Saturn is also a masculine planet and a malefic. We live in a capitalist society where the working culture is designed with men in mind. Be it the 9 to 5 or the culture of conquest and domination (in business, politics, colonization etc) are all aggressively yang. You do all of it to make more profit to buy/accumulate more stuff, this is a deeply patriarchal worldview because yang energy is one that is fixated on "accumulation". Therefore to thrive in this world, its important to have a strong Saturn and the kind of people who thrive in this set up, aka men, look up to and admire other men who exemplify such Saturnian qualities.

I'm going to start with the most notorious example of this Saturn worship by men

Andrew Tate, Anuradha Sun & Moon

Tate's brand of hyper-toxic masculinity and his "hustler university" is so wildly misogynistic it's insane. Yet it appeals to many men.

In one video, Tate describes how he would deal with a woman who accused him of cheating: “It’s bang out the machete, boom in her face and grip her by the neck. Shut up bitch.” He’s argued that women are a man’s property, shouldn’t drive, and shouldn’t leave the home if they’re in a relationship. He claims only to date 18 and 19 year olds as it’s easier to “imprint” on them, and in a now deleted YouTube video, Tate claimed that “about 40 per cent” of the reason he moved to Romania is that he believed police in Eastern Europe would be less likely to pursue rape allegations.

Tate seems to represent the lifestyle that most men dream of (wealthy) and he presents himself as ultra masculine/alpha like which is every man's dream but the thing is extreme behaviour of any sort comes across like that person is overcompensating for something.

Machoism and machismo are what men use to signal to other men that they're not to be messed with. Its a very primitive display of behaviour that probably goes back to the cave men era where men had to rely on physical strength and brute force to survive. But no man who is actually secure in himself will feel the need to aggressively display his "masculinity" by spewing absolutely vile hateful nonsense against women or other people. Toxic masculinity is rooted in narcissism and self centeredness; these men want to be the best among men (more rich, more powerful, get more girls etc). Its a gross by product of male insecurity because truth be told men grossly overestimate the standards women have for their romantic partners.

they seem to have a scarcity mindset about how no women would want to be with a deadbeat ugly loser (i mean, duh) but believing that every single woman would only date 6’4” dudes with 12 abs and rolexes isn't true either. majority of heterosexual relationships feature a gorgeous girl with a guy who looks like a gnome. many women date absolutely hideous men who are broke just because they have sweet personalities and are nice to be around.

but male insecurity leads to incel behaviour because they believe that the reason women dont go for them is because they're ugly or broke when usually the reason women dont go for them is because theyre an asshole. by blaming women for not sleeping with them or dating them, they get to conveniently shift attention from the fact that they have absolutely nothing to offer and also, women dont owe charity sex to lame, rude, broke, ugly men?

men underestimate just how much personality matters. and by pretending that being the "alpha" will get them women, they're feeding their own masculine egos because women literally just want a guy who is sweet, texts them back regularly, listens to them and isn't a complete asshole. you never hear a woman talk about being into "alphas". its literally just a male fantasy that is completely severed from what real people are like or what real people want. its like how men believe the "Cool Girl" exists, they write female characters to be quirky, nerdy but above all hot and constantly feeding their male ego, they also write male characters to be macho, alpha, dominating other men and women because they want to be like these men.

anyways lol went off on a tangent (me with every post)

Saturn is considered a malefic not because of how it represents "karma" or "discipline" its because Saturn overdoes the strictness, commitment and discipline and "hard work" associated with it. You may work hard but you can't always tell if you're working hard enough or why your hard work isn't translating to results/rewards. That is the energy of Saturn. You overdo things and go beyond the extra mile. This may sound like a good thing because we live in a world that values these traits but it can manifest in many unpleasant ways bc pushing yourself that hard means risking burnout out and it's actually unhealthy to swing into such extremes? You can live a good life without living like a monk or a soldier which is what a lot of hustle/self-improvement coaches advocate for. This is a negative manifestation of Saturn; believing that deprivation, scarcity and harshness are the only way to get things done or that "tough love" is the answer.

Hunter Moore has a Saturn stellium (Mercury & Venus in UBP and Saturn in Anuradha)

He was a predecessor to Andrew Tate who posted intimate photos (some acquired through hacking, and many nonconsensually submitted) of women with their Facebook details on IsAnyoneUp.com (he's a convicted criminal)

He's an early example of a toxic masculine internet influencer who spewed misogyny and was worshiped by many dudebros.

Solar men may be Chads who just want to hang out with other men but they are NOT like these Saturnians. If we're going to think of Sun as the most masculine or "yang" planet, it also means they're masculine to the point of being almost feminine, if that makes sense? The qualities of preferring other male company, valuing male friendships and wishing to keep women at an arm's length (under the guise of "independence" or "non-attachment") are similar to behaviours shown by women described as a "girls girl". Solar people of either gender have a very welcoming, positive energy but they're often virtually sexless. (there are exceptions to everything ofc) but these are not people known for being highly sexually desirable. They're likable and have qualities/traits that make them "wanted" but Solar energy is too self-centered to be sexually appealing. Sun is the centre of our solar system, it's used to being the source of light and does not have the same need to achieve things the way Saturnians do for whom accomplishment has its origins in insecurity and the desire to overcompensate for what they lack. Solar ambition is rooted in their belief that they're the best and deserve to be at the top of the world and refusal to settle for anything less. Those are two very different approaches.

Tom Hardy, Uttaraphalguni Sun, Chitra Moon once said:

“A lot of people say I seem masculine, but I don’t feel it,” Hardy confessed. “I feel intrinsically feminine. I’d love to be one of the boys but I always felt a bit on the outside. Maybe my masculine qualities come from overcompensating because I’m not one of the boys.”

Tbh this could be a generalization but I feel like I have seldom seen Solar men present themselves as mega alpha hypermasculine figures. They are often perceived that way but they're not personally like that. They're more boyish, more youthful than aggressively "manly". They actually represent a more indulgent "frat boy" type of masculinity than the alpha male ideal presented by many Saturn men.

I'll cite some examples of famous men who are popular among men and not so much among women

Jason Momoa- Pushya Stellium (Sun, Mercury & Venus)

Men love to talk about him like he's a God or something because he represents the kind of masculinity that other men want to embody. 6'5 bulky beefcake build and has this uber-masculine personality.

Like all Saturnian men, he's also known for making crass, tasteless remarks like the time he said at ComicCon:

“But as far as sci-fi and fantasy, I love that genre because there are so many things you can do, like rip someone’s tongue out of their throat and get away with it and rape beautiful women"

In 2011 during an interview he said:

"Yeah, I’m raping Emilia [Clarke]” he said. “I love her, but I’m hurting her and she’s crying. We could have made it longer, but you get the idea. I’m not a rapist. I prefer my women to enjoy sex.”

All of these statements reek of the smug asshole Saturn alpha-chad vibes like he really thought he did something by saying it. You just know that he was saying it for other men to laugh to🤢🤮🤮

Saturnian men lack social grace and manners and are literal troglodytes

Sam Levinson- Pushya Moon

everything he has ever made is SO male gaze-y, be it Euphoria or The Idol. he literally makes torture porn and all his female characters are treated like shit with absolute shitheads written as the male protagonist

The Idol portrays an absolutely vile toxic relationship where the woman is literally treated like scum. He sidelined his female collaborator on The Idol and reworked the show to suit his shitty male gaze. The show Euphoria was also stolen from photographer Petra Collins' aesthetic. Here's what she said:

he's also just known for being an asshole in general. several female cast members on euphoria asked Sam if they could cut down on the nudity (first of all, i think making a highschool drama, casting grown adults and getting away with depicting gratuitous sex scenes is fucked up on its own)

Sydney Sweeney had said:

“There are moments where Cassie was supposed to be shirtless and I would tell Sam, ‘I don't really think that's necessary here,’” she told the Independent. “He was like, ‘OK, we don't need it.’”

Jason Statham- Pushya Sun, UBP Moon

Jason is another example of a man who is idolized by men. He's known for playing menacing tough guys in action movies who are sometimes complete psychopaths and has the brooding toxic violent masculinity that men get off to.

Tom Brady, UBP Moon

He is another male celebrity whom men fawn over.

Chris Evans, Anuradha Rising

Chris is arguably more popular among men than he is among women. He's too plain and boring to appeal to the female gaze truth be told.

DJ Khaled, Anuradha Sun conjunct Mercury (and Saturn in Pushya)

DJ Khaled is in general known for being an obnoxious, egotistical, pompous asshole further confirming the rumours about how self-obsessed, vain, downright delusional and mannerless Saturnian men are.

In 2014, DJ Khaled revealed in an interview that he never performs oral sex on women. The full quote goes like this:

"It's certain things I just don't do. I believe a woman should praise the man, the King." "If you holding it down for your woman, I feel like the woman should praise and the man should praise the Queen," he continued. "But, you know, my way of praising is called, 'How was dinner? You like the house you living in? You like all them clothes you getting? I'm taking care of your family, I'm taking care of my family"

When host Angela Yee asked Khaled if he "goes down" on his longtime girlfriend, he replied, "Nah, never. Nah, I can't do that. Hell nah...I can't do that. I don't do that."

Yee asked Khaled if he would be okay with his girlfriend not giving him oral sex, to which he said, "Nah, it's not okay. You gotta understand I'm the Don, I'm the King."

She told Khaled she doesn't think the double standard is fair. Khaled said, "It's different rules for men. You gotta understand, we the King. There are some things that you guys might not wanna do or wanna do. It gotta get done. I just can't do what you want me to do. I just can't," he added.

This literally sums up how Saturnian men see themselves versus how they see women.

Logan Paul, UBP Sun & Mercury

In 2017 Paul was accused of sexist behaviour with the release of his song "No Handlebars." The track, which samples 2008's "Handlebars" by Flobots, changes the original song's lyrics from "I can ride my bike with no handlebars," to "I can ride your girl with no handlebars." The video shows Paul mounting three women who have positioned themselves to act as a bicycle. This wasn't the first time Paul was accused of sexist behavior, famously releasing a now-deleted Vine with controversial Vine star Sam Pepper in which the pair lassoed women as a way of courting them.

In 2018, in one of the first videos back from his infamous post-Suicide Forest hiatus, Paul can be seen lifting a live koi fish out of water and moving it like a toy boat, as well as tasing dead rats. 

In January 2023, fans were outraged when Paul's former pet pig, Pearl, was found abandoned and injured in a field by the nonprofit The Gentle Barn. In the past, he had put his Pomeranian in seemingly stressful situations for YouTube videos, like introducing him to an actual tiger and putting him in a bucket to zipline him off the roof.

In fact, animal abuse/cruelty seems to be a recurring theme with many Saturnians, both men and women. I think so many Saturnians are notorious for abusing animals because their desire for domination and control manifests most through people who cannot fight back. Obviously being abusive to women and expressing desire to subjugate them is another extension of this Saturnian tendency but it is very telling how a Saturnian can and will dominate, control and abuse absolutely every living being they come across.

many years ago, Kim Kardashian, UBP Moon went viral for holding a cat like a toy and many people said it was abusive behaviour

Kristi Noem, Anuradha Sun, Ketu in Pushya

She recently came under fire for revealing in her memoir how she shot and killed her dog who was difficult to train along with her goat who she hated? Idk how callous you have to be to describe in detail (her exact words and excerpts from the book are available online, I dont feel like repeating it here) how you murdered your pets?? idk how insane you have to be to even publicly admit something like that??

Paris Hilton- Pushya Moon conjunct Rahu

Paris is notorious for how she prefers teacup sized dogs and for anybody who does not know, when animals are specially bred to be an unnaturally small size (bc people think small dogs are "cute") they really struggle with their health a lot bc their bodies are too small to hold all their organs and they struggle with respiratory issues along with being more susceptible to diseases and having weaker immunity. Breeding dogs is absolutely inhumane and cruel. imagine saying you want a cute tiny dog when being that small means that dog lives a much shorter life and a much more arduous one as well?

But Paris isn't just guilty of this but is notorious for neglecting her pets. Los Angeles Animal Services finally interfered after rumours that staff had found a dead puppy in one of Paris’ closets. This was one of Paris’ ways of handling dogs when she got annoyed: lock them away in a different area of the house and then forget about them.

After her documentary came about, many have also accused Paris of being a neglectful mother. Her own sister, Nicky Hilton once said that Paris was too selfish to be a mother and unfortunately 😬it sort of looks like its true? Paris basically left her newborn baby with his nannies and complained about having to "work a lot" when the truth is she's a multimillionaire who can afford to take time off to bond with her newborn?? she treats her babies like props to pose with. if you watch the show you'll know what I mean. her whole attitude and demeanour made it seem like she did not gaf about her kid. She also very callously said she was doing egg retrieval over and over because she wanted a girl and kept getting boys?? idk what happened to the other embryos but its a bit icky to admit that you kind of have a designer baby? On the show, her son was supposed to get circumcised and she says she doesn’t want to be there because it’s too painful for her. How painful is it going to be for your baby?!

On the same show, she also said casually that five of her dogs got ate by coyotes on different occasions? and she cloned two of her deceased dogs??

Shane Dawson, Pushya Sun, Mars in UBP

Shane is a sociopathic asshole in general but in 2015 on a podcast, he, in very graphic detail, explained how he inserted his penis into his cat and then ejaculated onto it as well. His exact words were, "One time I laid my cat down on her back...I moved her little chicken legs spread open or whatever," "I came all over the cat. It was like my first sexual experience...I was also like 19." After this was brought back up in March 2019, he then tweeted saying “I didn’t fuck my cat. I didn’t cum on my cat. I didn’t put my dick anywhere near my cat. I’ve never done anything weird with my cats.” 🤮🤢🤮🤢

Mitt Romney, Anuradha Moon, Jupiter & Ketu

He infamously tied his pet dog in a kennel to the roof of his car for a cross-country trip.

Ted Bundy, Anuradha Sun

Serial killers usually abuse animals as children and there have been studies that link animal cruelty to future psychopathic behaviour. Ted used to abuse the neighbourhood dogs. He shot one neighbour's dog because according to him, the dog was an "evil force" that compelled him to kill. Bundy used to watch as his own father tortured animals.

Angelina Jolie, Pushya Rising

I used to suspect her of being Punarvasu Rising but I came across a 90s interview where she admits to abusing her pets which makes me think she is indeed Pushya Rising lol

"I had a dog and I ended up beating him, and he got sick and... I've hurt so many—I am just not a good animal person... I had a rabbit that died, too... a cage fell on him..."That happened when she was six. But then I had a hamster... I took him in the shower. He died of pneumonia. I had a bunch of little lizards. My friend left them in the sun, and I came back and they were just... my snake, I tried to kill."

Another thing I've noticed with Saturnian men is how they usually scam their way to the top? Deceit, duplicity, being a con artist and a scammer are also common among Saturnian men (Andrew Tate included). They have vv right wing views, especially regarding women and they're also entirely dishonest?

Lance Armstrong, Jupiter in Anuradha in 1h

He was stripped of his tour de france titles after it was revealed that he used performance-enhancing drugs and cheated on his doping tests??

Emily Ratajkowski, UBP Moon & Pushya Stellium (Venus, Mars & Jupiter)

Her bikini wear brand Inamorata has come under fire for not shipping any of their orders?? last year lol. Her brand has also been criticized for selling poor quality bikinis that are tacky and garish

Jennifer Lopez, Pushya Sun, Mercury & Rising

Apart from the fact that J Lo does not sing her own songs and has essentially scammed her way to the top, her numerous business ventures over the years including her Sephora skincare line, Kohl's clothing line etc have all been absolutely horrible, even her perfumes are apparently terrible lol

Anna Delvey has Jupiter & Ketu in Pushya

She is an infamous con artist and fraudster who posed as a wealthy heiress to access upper-class New York social and art scenes from 2013 to 2017. 

Back to the theme of Saturnians being abusive, here are some more examples:

Colleen Ballinger, Anuradha Sun

She was accused of grooming her underage fans and being creepy to them and she responded to that with a ukulele song? Her ex-husband reacted to the weird apology saying "This behaviour was my reality anytime I spoke up & disagreed with her actions & rhetoric during 2009-2016. I was gaslit too. I was made to feel like I was always the problem. Any pain I felt was an inconvenience and was belittled. Every ounce of what you’re feeling, I understand."

As someone who used to watch them in the early 2010s (I feel super old) I know for a fact that Colleen was a major asshole to Josh (her ex husband) and always acted like, since she was more successful than him, she had the "upper hand". She's a toxic narcissist and I hated the way she treated all the people in her life like they're all her glorified assistants or something ugh

David Dobrik, Pushya Sun, Saturn in UBP

If you've watched any of his content, you do know that he uses people around him for "vlog content" and often does really crass, distasteful, offensive, weird, inappropriate shit to his friends for clout? he was rightfully accused of setting up the stage for one of his friends to sexually abuse a minor

Russell Brand, UBP Moon

He has been accused or rape, sexual assault and emotional abuse by 4 women

He's like the spiritual hippie avatar of a toxic alpha chad and he used to be heavily involved in the Ra Ma Yoga place that was essentially a cult

Haile Selassie, Anuradha Moon

This is a more extreme example of men (and women) worshipping a Saturn man, in this case quite literally. Haile Selassie was the emperor of Ethiopia. In the 1930s when he initially became emperor, Rastafarianism emerged in Jamaica and Rastafaris believed that Haile was the second coming of Christ and is perceived as a prophet.

Sri Sathya Sai Baba, Anuradha Stellium (Sun, Mercury, Venus & Saturn)

Sai Baba was a guru who was revered by his followers and literally thought of as God. however, he was embroiled in several scandals in his lifetime including child molestation. Its really hard to dig up info about Indian gurus because they started doing their stuff in the pre-internet era and because its really easy to get away with virtually any kind of abuse under the guise of religion and spirituality in India.

Another guru with major Saturnian energy was Anandamayi Ma who had UBP Rising.

There will be a part 2, where I'll explore more about Saturnian energies and how it manifests in women etc<3 But I hope this post was interesting <3

[micahsmalevolence-pccw]

Micah Bell the Third

Correspondences:

Story: Red Dead Redemption Series

Deity Of: Survivalism, bonefires and banefyres, battlelust and valor, rusticity and untamed wilderness, the Second Amendment, natural disasters

Symbols: The "Come and Take It" flag, Dukes of Hazzard's rebel flag, No Step on Snek flag, H8, Elhaz rune, Tiwaz rune

Colors: Red, white, beige, gold, black, green/blue

Planets: Mars, Uranus, Saturn (again, the non-Cthonic variation of this planetary correspondence)

Element: Fire (and thus can be used as a symbol of Fire/South)

Tarot: The Tower, sometimes also The Hermit

Favorite Season: Summer (& Autumn)

Zodiacs: Aries, Scorpio

Birthstone: Bloodstone, Topaz

Holidays: National Day of the Cowboy, probably also something like International Firewalk Day given his sadomasochistic tendencies

Herbs/Plants: Cayenne pepper and red bell pepper, white pepper, black pepper, venus flytrap and gympie gympie, rocket leaves, and all herbs and plants corresponding to the fire element

Crystals/Gemstones: Carnelian, red scoria, red jasper, diamond, smoky quartz, obsidian

Animals: Horses, rats, snakes, vultures and buzzards, and creepy crawlies

Affirmation: "I'm a survivor."

Offerings: Coins and dollars (especially from that era), strong liquor, horseshoes, revolver imagery (such as drawings, props, rusty bullets, good gun oil with a ribbon, maybe even real revolvers if you have one), sugar cubes (for Baylock), and blood

When To Work With: Days are Tuesday, Wednesday, and Saturday. Times of day are night, midnight, and the small hours.

Reasons To Work With:

Survivalism and Prowess. Adaptability, physical toughness, resourcefulness, combat skills, quick thinking, self-preservation instincts, danger sense, reading people, protection, and wilderness survival skills.

Vengeance and Imprecation. Malice and mercilessness, amplified curses and hexes, psychological torment and misfortune upon enemies, lingering torment and sickness upon rivals, how far you want to take it is how far you want to take it.

Unpredictability and Unconventionality. Unexpected and powerful results, breaking patterns and barriers, batshit craziness, adrenaline, embracing contradiction, destruction as creation, and bending and shaping reality.

Confidence and Power Enhancement. Godhood, higher self-esteem, self-belief reinforcement, encouragement, cockiness, assertiveness, boldness, pride, vanity, brashness, haughtiness, audacity, self-importance, and narcissism.

Aggression and Virility. Hostility, belligerence, masculinity, manliness, alpha manhood (for cis men), testosterone enhancement and reversing feminization (for our transmasc friends), and hoydenism (for our tomboy friends).

Intimidation and Coercion. Psychological warfare, frightening presence, petrifying enemies, fear inducement, threatening glare, aggressive posturing and body language, verbal hostility, and overall being an absolute menace.

Do I really need to say it here that Micah Bell has a warning label? Out of all the Van der Linde Gang outlaws, Micah is clearly the most dangerous. He doesn't just have a warning label, he is a warning label. Please take precautions before contacting.

When you're going to invoke him, it's a good idea to look out for...

Signs:

Hear:

The shot of a Colt M1892

The clopping of horses' hooves

The crackling of a campfire

The unhingedness of laughter

The buzzing of a forest at night

The music of a bluegrass banjo

Smell:

The bitterness of cigarette smoke

The sourness of gunpowder

The ruggedness of leather

The smokiness of whiskey

The fear from an enemy's flesh

The metallicness of blood

Feel:

The toughness of calloused fingertips

The coldness of a revolver per hand

The prickliness of spurs

The heat of a bonfire

The warmth of worn leather

The roughness of a weathered saddle

See:

The glow of a fuel-burning lantern

The transportation of a horse

The flickering of shadows on trees

The rising of smoky wisps into the sky

The drifting of fireflies into the night

The smoldering coals of a fire pit

Taste:

The tartiness of vinegar

The saltiness of sweat

The smoothness of Jack Daniel's

The sharpness of fresh tobacco

The toastiness of a charred marshmallow

The lingering capsaicin of a pepper

These signs are to only be looked out for if you can’t visualize him in your mind's eye.

Clown-O-Meter:

Does He Do Any Pranks?: Countless. Most of his pranks are either offensive or extremely violent, carried out with a slasher smile and insane laughter, with no way of knowing just what will set him off. However, there are a few moments that aren't like that, such as when he told Jack that he would give him a dollar if he asked Arthur Morgan about the pole stuck up his ass.

What Are His Emo Moments?: He's an insomniac who thinks that sleep is overrated, his brooding nature is reflected in his worldview and his memories of his past, and his demeanor is marked by a sense of unrest and unpredictability.

Does He Have A Stage Presence?: Micah delivers his lines with a distinct confidence, and he is self-assured and imposing. For instance, the way he leans against objects, smirks, and uses his hands while talking all contribute to this image. He thrives on chaos and confrontation, and his actions frequently lead to dramatic showdowns.

Does He Have A Clown Cult?: Yes, he has what technically could be called a "clown cult" made of cowpokes, namely Cleet and Joe.

Would He Be Part Of A Killer Clown Version of Rebel Clown Army?: More than definitely. Micah has a deep-seated hatred of authority figures, and has no qualms about disobeying orders or taking matters into his own hands. He also openly defies law enforcement and the government, viewing them as oppressive forces. His guns were even stolen from a police officer who attempted to arrest him.

Did He Kill One Of His Family Members?: According to @miguel-owhora, the Bell family straight-up murders each other once they've grown tired of one another. Micah killed his father, and then he went after Amos and his family, just for fun and for the sake of the family tradition.

What Is His Kill Count?: 666

Overall (out of five): 🎈🎈🎈🎈🎈

Additional Notes:

Disclaimer: Unlike how I was for Dutch, I'm not going to defend myself this time because I don't think there is a defense for this. I still encourage those who hate Micah to block me, but if you send anon hate my way, maybe I deserve it. I personally think that Micah brainwashes people who hate him the most into people who love him the most. I feel... mindfucked. I don't even know what happened, and apparently, neither does anyone else who is a fan of him. All I know for sure is that I love him, and I started doing that at a time when I was suffering from night terrors, and needless to say, he shot all of my dream demons, and for that, I will be forever grateful and indebted to him. Now, my Additional Notes this time will have a different format as it is essentially a list of my defenses for him. It is important to know that Micah's energy differs from fan to fan as we all have different beliefs about him and defenses for him.

Did Micah Betray The Gang?: While you'll find that MANY fans agree that he did, my answer is that he didn't, Milton lied. I've always found it odd that no one could put an exact time window on it and agree with said time window. I've also always found it odd that, when faced with law enforcement, many people agree with the officer's statements rather than do their own homework — both in-game and in real life. Despite believing this even before watching the video, I think this video does better explaining than I can.

"Hey, Your Blog Says That You DNI With Bigots But Micah Is One. Are You Hypocritical"?: Actually, no, I'm not. Let me tell you something that may come as a shock to you: Arthur Morgan's fanbase is filled to the brim with Trumpites (although he himself isn't). Micah Bell has been very supportive of transmacs, and he was only racist and misogynistic just to be spiteful. His "bigotry" is the equivalent of those kids on Xbox Live who use the N-Words. For example, he kept calling Sadie the name "Hellfire" and became friendly towards Javier.

Why Did Micah Kill Cain?: His hatred towards dogs is definitely rooted in some incident from the past, maybe a childhood event or such. I certainly know how it feels to hold a grudge against all dogs after being bit by one at a young age. Would that excuse him killing Cain? No, but there's a lot of things that most of the gang members have done that aren't excusable. On a better note, he loves other animals, such as horses and cats. So, if you're planning on working with his energy, make sure that you don't have any dogs nearby.

Did Micah Hurt Jenny?: This is a heavy topic for me considering the fact that I am a victim of SA myself (as are other Micah fans). I'm going to say that he only said that after her death because she was dead and couldn't refute his story. He is a man to brag and isn't one to go quiet about any achievement, so the fact that he only mentions it then is a little suspicious. wouldn't you agree? I think that he was only pissed off that girls kept rejecting him, which caused him to spew all of that out. I mean, just look how heartbroken he was after that interaction with Mary Beth.

Which Type Of Witches Would Micah Work Best With? The ones that play Five Finger Fillet for a living while wearing leather jackets and listening to AC/DC, Mötley Crüe, or Metallica, or participate in some other thrill; likewise, also ones who need his protection or guidance to grow a set. There is no wrong type of witch except for those who are too unprepared or too yellow to contact him, or those who hate him. For those who do work with him, it is to be remembered that he thinks that you're beautiful in all of your chaotic ways and can't wait for the next ritual.

Regardless if you find yourself agreeing with me or not, one thing is clear: Micah Bell is revealed to be a very overhated misunderstood outlaw who, in fact, is both a Cinnamon Roll (kinda) and BAMF, once you do some digging into his story (...or are brainwashed, however you look at it...). He is a clown outlaw and "court jester" (as Arthur called him) who never had to go to the circus or clown school to prove his killer clown chaotic hilarity. As @fangbangzz stated: "He's the dangerous kind of clown, but he does it to mask his tragedy. His makeup would be violence instead of face paint. It just seems how he masks the pain."

And with that, I leave these pieces of information here so you can do what you want with them: either work with his energy or not. The choice is yours.

My Micah Moots (some of them contributed and deserve credit): @rom-707 @varoneatseyes @miguel-owhora @coloruin @sanguivorousmuse @08melancholie @davids-muzzle @444celeste444 @salvationcometome @metallic-cherry @missusarthurmorgan

[exoduxnile]

Terrence and his theories

I'll examine the background of this case, summarize the interview, and then offer my analysis. Terrence Deshawn Howard was born on March 11, 1969, in Chicago, Illinois. He was raised in Cleveland, Ohio, by his great-grandmother after his parents divorced when he was young. Terrence developed an interest in acting and, in 1992, was cast in a miniseries on ABC. In 1995, he landed roles in the movies "Mr. Holland's Opus" and "Dead Presidents." Over the next several years, Terrence continued to be cast in various movies and television shows.In 2004, Terrence collided with success when he landed a major role in the movie "Crash." He received positive feedback from critics for his role in the 2005 movie "Hustle & Flow." From 2015 to 2020, Terrence expanded his on-screen presence in the dramatic series "Empire."

Despite his successful acting career, he developed a reputation for being difficult to work with. For example, he was in the 2008 movie "Iron Man" but was replaced by another actor in the sequels.Terrence's romantic life has been tumultuous. He married his first wife in 1993 and was accused of punching her in the face in 2001, later pleading guilty to disturbing the peace. They divorced the same year but remarried in 2005, only to divorce again in 2007. In 2010, Terrence married his second wife, and they divorced three years later. Two restraining orders were filed against him by his second wife in 2013. That same year, he married his third wife, and they divorced in 2015.Regarding education, Terrence has claimed he is three credits short of an engineering degree. During a 2013 interview, he claimed to have earned a PhD in chemical engineering from South Carolina State University. However, he never attended that school, which does not offer a PhD in chemical engineering.

He did receive an honorary doctorate of humane letters from the school in 2012. Over the years, Terrence has made outrageous claims and pretended to have vast scientific knowledge. For example, he developed his own "language of logic" called Terryology and insisted he could prove that one times one equals two.In May 2024, Terrence was interviewed by Joe Rogan on "The Joe Rogan Experience," resulting in three hours of Terrence rambling about nonsense. Here's a summary of that interview: Terrence dominated the conversation, making several bizarre and nonsensical claims. He claimed to remember being inside his mother's womb and being born, which is impossible based on human physiology. He expressed a desire to rebuild the periodic table of elements based on colors, tones, and octaves, referring to the tone of carbon as bisexual.

Terrence also discussed electromagnetism and claimed Einstein left the balancing side of gravity out of the theory of relativity. He asserted that he could "kill" gravity and proposed that a balloon could do so.Terrence spoke at length about ancient Sumerian texts, electric poles, high and low-pressure conditions, and the negative space between eight bubbles, whatever that means. He sent a document containing his scientific theories to astrophysicist Neil deGrasse Tyson, who politely implied that it was nonsense. Terrence was not pleased with this feedback. During the interview, he also talked about the distance between planets, the age of the universe, and his ability to rebuild Saturn without gravity. He claimed that the rise in illnesses is due to man's lack of understanding of science and introduced concepts like wave conjugations and mirror shapes, which he claimed to have patented.Terrence insisted that he has 97 patents used by major companies to develop virtual reality technology and that no government on the planet has his advanced technology. He claimed to have educated 20 PhDs about the universe's behavior, though it's likely they learned more about narcissism. Terrence believes he has achieved a level of genius so profound that no one can understand him. He thinks he has been granted unlimited knowledge about the universe and that his technology has revolutionized the world.In my analysis, during the interview, Terrence's speech was pressured and disorganized. He repeatedly used words like waves, electricity, tone, frequency, lynchpin, connections, angles, curvature, balance, universe, pressure, magnetism, and equal and opposite. He believed himself to be an expert in fields like mathematics, chemistry, physics, biology, and information technology.

Terrence never admitted to lacking knowledge in any area, believing he knew everything about the universe.To support his assertions, Terrence mentioned dozens of scientists by name and frequently used numbers. His speech was like a firehose spraying nonsense instead of water. He could have talked for days on end; three hours of rambling was only the tip of the iceberg. A recurring theme was that Terrence saw himself as a misunderstood genius, a gift to the world whose knowledge could revolutionize society if people would only embrace it.In my opinion, there are several possibilities regarding Terrence's behavior. One is that it is a massive act, requiring a high level of commitment to his routine despite the damage to his career and reputation. Another possibility is that he has magical thinking and odd beliefs, traits often observed in otherwise productive people. A third possibility is that Terrence experiences delusions, which are clearly false beliefs held despite evidence to the contrary, often seen in conditions like schizophrenia or bipolar disorder.Regardless of the cause, Terrence Howard's behavior has destroyed his credibility. It's surprising that someone with such distorted beliefs was given a platform to speak at length in an interview seen by millions. Normally, such ramblings would be met with avoidance or a wellness check. However, Terrence was allowed to continue for three hours with minimal interruption and no confrontation. While being open to various perspectives is important, encouraging someone to promote a distorted belief system is not helpful. Unless Terrence reveals that his behavior was an elaborate performance, he will continue to entertain the world at his own expense.

[bivht]

Astrology Observations Part 2

🎃People with 3rd house stellium look really cool driving vehicles i.e. cars, motorbikes. Especially if they’re also earth dominant.

🎃People who lack earth in their chart are unstable and can have horrible balance. They trip so easily😭. Especially if there are harsh contacts with mars. I’m looking at you Mars-Neptune and Mars-Mercury people.

🎃Earth doms are stable, play pushy games with them and they won’t budge. They are also quite rough even when playing around.

When I said stable I was talking in a literal sense lol but they also have their sh*t together.

🎃Mars square saturn people are so unintentionally rough people. These people can’t seem to express anger or playfulness in a healthy way. Also, they seem to struggle with getting started on something and procrastinate a lot. They also have a hard time getting out of a ‘down in the dumps’ mood. Mars rules all action and Saturn restricts that. It can be a depressing aspect.

🎃Air energy always overrides water energy. I swear their ability to dissociate from any emotions they’re feeling is almost sociopathic. Almost.

🎃I didn’t say this in previous notes but 🔞NSFW🔞. People I know with prominent sexy asteroids in their chart such as eros(433), sirene(1009), lust(4386) etc. have more confidence than fire energy istg. You need to be confident to know you’re hot. And they KNOW they’re hot, for sure.

🎃Moon+Mars in the 1st house are gorgeous af. The energetic, action oriented mars with the caring, emotionally reactive energy of the moon in the 1st makes such a magnetic personality. They radiate ‘fun but not reckless’. You can probably imagine the androgynous features this combo gives as well.

🎃Mercury opposite/square Neptune🤝hearing ‘I’m sorry but can you repeat that’ 24/7.

TW: narcissism?

🎃Undeveloped cardinal placements and their narcissistic traits:

Aries- thinks they’re always right (will do whatever reckless thing they want to do at the expense of everyone’s worries).

Cancer- thinks they’re always right (will emotionally manipulate you into believing their point, play the victim🥺).

Libra- thinks they’re always right (will lack empathy for all of your problems, thinking they’re being diplomatic and a mediator in said situation, no emotion involved).

Capricorn- thinks they’re always right (these mf will interrupt you when you’re trying to argue your point💀🖐).

🎃Chiron in the 7th house people struggle with relationships a lot and get a lot of unnecessary hate for it. Suffice to say they may grow up as an anti-people person and prefer to be alone.

🎃You better believe Scorpio mercuries are batsh*t crazy and love them for it.

[vivmaek]

Leo, Scorpio, and Capricorn: How hatred turns into power

In my opinion, Leo, Scorpio and Capricorn are the most hated zodiac signs. By which I mean, I consistently see these signs evoke almost irrational reactions from the general public and the internet. Narcissism, cruelty, and a lack of consideration for others are traits that people consistently attach to Leo, Scorpio, and Capricorn. I don’t see this discourse often on Tumblr, mainly because I think people on here are actually trying learn about astrology and tend to be more educated and nuanced with their opinions. (In fact, I think Scorpio is the most beloved sign on this site.) However, for people who rely on astrology to garner a sense of identity; Leo, Scorpio, and Capricorn are always painted as the bad guys. Why?

For one, all three signs are rather ambitious, and I would argue that they are the most domineering when it comes to enforcing a sense of control over others. They don’t explain themselves when they give out directions, unlike Virgo. All three signs never doubt their capabilities, and instead act on them. This type of confidence is infuriating to people who can’t make decisions for themselves. Leo’s, Scorpio’s, and Capricorns prefer to be in leadership roles and they aren’t willing to make themselves small for the benefit of others. It is the nature of these signs to gravitate towards positions of power, this is what they are destined to do. They are ruled by the Sun, Saturn, and Pluto after all.

But most importantly, these three signs never outwardly express their weaknesses. Partly because this is unnecessary for the most part, but also because they understand the danger in doing something like that. To them, expressing weakness is the same as giving someone an opportunity to overpower them. Leo’s, Scorpio’s and Capricorns are actually incredibly self critical, they just keep it to themselves. Their ambition is a response to these insecurities. You could compliment these signs on a daily basis and they’ll never truly take it to heart because the only people they are trying to impress is themselves.

Leo’s, Scorpio’s, and Capricorns take all the hate they receive from others and use it to become better. Negative reinforcement only pushes them. Leo’s are well known for not handling criticism well on an emotional level, but that doesn’t mean they blatantly ignore it. These three signs are on a mission to prove themselves, and they have the stubbornness and determination to do so. What infuriates people about these signs, is that their hateful opinions don’t illicit a sense of shame. And instead, Leo’s, Scorpio’s and Capricorns use these hateful opinions as motivation to prove otherwise.

[exilethegame]

Is there an iconic/classic piece of art or media that you associate with each of the main cast that sums them up on an aesthetic level for you as the writer? (for me, I associate Freedom w/ the ecstasy of st teresa)

THE ECSTASY OF ST TERESA YOU SAY??? Oh my god I am so obsessed with that statue that it isn't even funny. I wrote an entire essay about the most obscure topic ever in a cultures class just to have the excuse of talking about it 💀

Anywho-- I selected the art based on meaning instead of aesthetics. I didn't really realize I was doing it until half way through, and then I decided to just stick with it.

CW: Blood/gore

MC: Fallen Angel by Alexandre Cabanel

Vethna: The Hesitant Fianceé by Auguste Telamouche

Nikke: The Return of Marcus Sextus by Pierre-Narcisse Guérin

Jost: Clytemnestra Hesitates Before Killing the Sleeping Agamemnon by Pierre-Narcisse Guérin

Amilia: Apollo and Daphne by Bernini

Sabir: The Death of Caesar by Jean-Léon Gérôme.

Syfyn: Requiescat by Briton Rivière vs. Lady Justice by Raf Grassetti

Freedom: Tamara and Demon by Konstantin Makovsky.

Marcelle: Ivan the Terrible and His Son Ivan by Ilya Repin.

Emeline: Pietá by Michelangelo

Esmerelda: Loki and Sigyn by Marten Eskil OR The Execution of Lady Jean Grey by Paul Delaroche...

Trystan: Saturn Devouring His Son by Francisco de Goya

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Aridivus Naulvonte: Sacrifice of Isaac by Caravaggio.

[libbee]

Can astrology pinpoint the tendency to do maladaptive daydreaming?

Maladaptive daydreaming is a chronic habit of daydreaming vivid imaginary world, characters and stories. The dreamer acts out the scenes, imagines plot in head, isolates themselves, spends hours and hours replaying the scenes in their head. It is highly addictive and satisfying. The dreamer finds more excitement in daydreams than in reality. The dreamer imagines romantic partner, storylines and dialogues in their head. This is not a mental disorder yet but it can ruin a person's life by distracting them from work and school, isolating from relationships and addiction to daydreaming.

This type of maladaptive daydreaming happens as a result of childhood abuse or emotional neglect or emotional invalidation or emotional abuse or loneliness. The dreamer imagines themselves to be popular loveable well liked cool smart famous multitalented etc. Their imaginary character is everything they want to be. It is like that movie the fight club:

Why does this happen though and can we pinpoint this in astrology?

Pisces sign and 12th house are both related to daydreaming and imagination. This is where they zone out into another world. Add to it, emotional trauma and the result is maladaptive daydreaming.

In one case, the native with Saturn in pisces in the 5th house was a maladaptive daydreamer lifelong. Saturn in 5th house shows restricted childhood, confinement, not allowed freedom and independence, strict and controlling childhood. Pisces sign is again the representation of imagination and daydreaming. This shows that the native started daydreaming as a defense mechanism against childhood abuse. As life goes on, it becomes an addictive habit. Some people start writing novels from their behaviour but I dont know if it is acceptable. If it works for them then good, otherwise it is something that you must fix.

I will add more observations for this placement when I find them.

This is the problem then what is the solution?

Psychologist Eli Somer is the forerunner of studying maladaptive daydreaming. One suggestion he has is mindfulness. But it is easy to say than practice. How do you reach the point of mindfulness? By breaking yourself down to pieces. Understand your projections and the projections of those around you. Build self esteem and balanced self concept. Know your strengths and weaknesses. Learn the shit out of narcissism; your daydreams are highly narcissistic in nature. This is a guarantee. Socialize and practice new interpersonal skills. Change your environment and live in a safe normal environment free of abuse. Stay grounded in reality.

Wish you the best in healing!

[whatsupbomb]

💗How to understand your partner through the planets in his natal chart 💗

Of course, it's better to check information about nakshatra of the planet

MARS: the way he's courting women, how he wins them over other males, is he interested in women or not, might indicate his sexuality

MERCURY: how he attracts women with his manners and beauty. Mercury is responsible for "dressing up to impress". For example, how he's gonna behave and look during the date

VENUS: how does he feel about women, does he respect them, how easy it is for him to make contact with women, what makes him feel at ease with women

MOON: why he's insecure about himself, his triggers, why he might start conflicts and defend himself, level of his aggression

SUN: male fertility, stamina and attractiveness among women, sex appeal. Check Sun aspects too

CHIRON: his intelligence level and manners, the way he might project his problems onto you, where he lacks self-esteem, where you'll help him heal

PLUTO: how he feels about sharing his resources and paying for a woman, level of his generosity and mercy, might indicate how much money he makes and where he gets them like his job

JUPITER: does he allow his woman to be free and independent, how he might try to control her, where is his attention directed in his woman regarding her actions or appearance

SATURN: how he wants to protect his woman, restrictions he puts on her, what she's not allowed to do in his opinion, doubts he has about his woman and her loyalty to him. Responsible for the way he attacks and provokes his woman and brings charges

URANUS: level of narcissism and lying about his achievements, where does he exaggerate his qualities, where he lies about himself, how he's trying to impress a woman

NEPTUNE: sexual fantasies about the woman of his dreams, what he wishes you to behave and look like, who he prefers to sleep with, sexual fetishes and level of sexual dissatisfaction. Responsible for erectile dysfunction (check Neptune aspects)

[flickeringart]

Saturnian narcissism is fear of inadequacy & being seen as a failure societally/socially. Lies, demands & exaggerations of limitations to make others feel less than is common Saturn-nacissism. They’re with you for the social points/status. Super nice in public, degrading in private.

Pluto is control through fear of destruction, this is more extreme, you fear for your emotional or even physical safety, you can’t hide, paranoia, subtle threats, energy drain etc. Usually very controlling with a strong emphasis on dangers in the outside world, ”I’m the only one you’re safe with” etc. Usually isolates the partner/takes complete ownership.

Neptune narcissism is through deflection/gaslighting, incapacity to take responsibility, confusion, playing the victim, crazy-making & subtle undermining. ”I didn’t say that”, the innocent weakling who demands special treatment because of inability to set boundaries, ”it’s not my fault that I cheated, you left me with no choice”.

[coffeencream]

my favorite Taylor Swift lyrics in no particular order

💫don’t you see the starlight? don’t you dream impossible dreams? -starlight (red)

🪐love you to the moon and saturn - seven (folklore)

🥀 snuck in through the garden gate every night that summer just to seal my fate - cruel summer (lover)

^^ also the rasp in her voice when she screams “I LOVE YOU AINT THAT THE WORST THING YOU EVER HEARD”

🌞 I once believed love would be burning red, but it’s golden like daylight - daylight (lover)

🎸with every guitar string scar on my hand i take this magnetic force of a man to be my…lover

🥹called me up again just to break me like a promise / so casually cruel in the name of being honest - all too well (red)

👂did you hear my covert narcissism i disguised as altruism (like some kind of congressman) - anti hero (midnights)

❤️‍🩹give me back my girlhood it was mine first -would’ve could’ve should’ve (midnights)

💋I’m only cryptic and machiavellian ‘cause I care! -mastermind (midnights)

🌌baby I could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at me - New Romantics (1989)

[thewritingmagician2022]

Folklore - Taylor Swift - Brothers and Dateables

Lucifer: Illicit Affairs

And you know damn well For you I would ruin myself A million little times

I can picture myself crying over Lucifer to this song. The sound of it, the dark academia vibes, the vulnerability as the mistress sings about realizing this is never going to be enough and she’s just going to end up cast aside and heartbroken. You go back to the human realm and realize nothing will ever compare and spend your days cursing him for showing you a love that can never be achieved again; you’re ruined for anyone else but you’d do it all again if he asked you to.

Mammon: Betty

If you kiss me, will it be just like I dreamed it? Will it patch your broken wings? I'm only 17, I don't know anything But I know I miss you

Mammon is not stupid or cruel enough to cheat on his human. James can go fuck himself, Betty deserved better. Anyway, mammon isn’t a cheater but he does make plenty of mistakes, especially when he’s being tsundere self and saying things he doesn’t mean to protect himself/his image. He’s also the kind of man who will genuinely regret it if he ever hurts you and will do everything in his power to make it right because he may not know a lot but he knows he loves you and never wants to be the cause of your pain. Just let the Great Mammon fix it!

Levi: Invisible String

Hell was the journey but it brought me heaven Time, wondrous time Gave me the blues and then purple pink skies And it's cool, baby, with me And isn't it just so pretty to think All along there was some Invisible string, tying you to me?

Your past doesn’t define your present but it is the road that leads you here. Levi has spent most of his life feeling like a loser and thinking he could never find love in the real world because who would want someone as disgusting as him? But then you came along and destroyed every wall he ever put up, and dragged him into the sunlight to see exactly what was out there waiting for him. He thinks the millennia spent wishing for the kind of love he read about and saw in his anime was more than worth it if it means he gets you in the end. 

Satan: The 1

I persist and resist the temptation to ask you If one thing had been different Would everything be different today? We were something, don't you think so?

This is my headcanon song for when you go back to the human realm the first time after your not-quite relationship. It’s lovely and wistful and you can’t help but wonder how it would have turned out if you’d just stayed in the Devildom, if you weren’t a human with a life of your own in this realm. If just one thing had been different, would you have found your happily ever after in him?

Asmo: Mirrorball

I'm a mirrorball I can change everything about me to fit in You are not like the regulars The masquerade revelers Drunk as they watch my shattered edges glisten

I will die by the headcanon that Asmo is the most insecure soft boy deep down and he covers it perfectly with vanity/narcissism and love for everyone else. Asmo can change his form to please his partners and we’ve seen him adapt his personality to whoever he’s with at the time. I don’t think Asmo really knows who he is anymore outside of his title as the Avatar of Lust and he tells himself he doesn’t care but then you come along and you’re immune to his charms. More than that, you seem to be able to see right through his façade and it’s terrifying but liberating. Asmo wants you to love him for him, even the dark and ugly parts he keeps hidden away. And you do, of course. 

Beel: Seven

Love you to the moon and to Saturn Passed down like folk songs The love lasts so long

Sometimes Beel just gets songs that give me feels because Beel gives me feels. They rhyme for a reason. I would consider Beel the most family invested of the brothers, especially when it comes to Lilith and Belphie, and this song is the perfect protective older sibling/protective best friend anthem. Even if that person may not be in your life anymore, their memory still stirs up those feelings and they could call years later out of the blue and you’d have their back. That’s how I think Beel would be as a friend too. 

Belphie: My Tears Ricochet

And you can aim for my heart, go for blood But you would still miss me in your bones And I still talk to you (when I'm screaming at the sky) And when you can't sleep at night (you hear my stolen lullabies)

I literally can’t hear this song anymore without wanting to cry over chapter 16 Belphie. It’s a little concerning honestly. “I can go anywhere I want just not home” fits MC and him so well. He kills MC but he's also killing himself and his family at the same time because he’s only killing MC out of misguided self loathing and guilt that he’s pinned on humans. I’m ugly crying just thinking about Belphie’s trauma which turns into your own trauma and you can love someone so much and still ruin them. Send help. 

Diavolo: August

And I can see us twisted in bedsheets August sipped away like a bottle of wine 'Cause you were never mine

An affair with Diavolo as an exchange student? Passionate, exciting, a whole new world. Never going to last. You’re a human and not even a particularly special one in the grand scheme of things; you were never going to have a permanent place by his side despite how much the both of you want that. He was always going to choose his duties over you and you were never going to be able to fully give up your life back home. It was great while it lasted and you knew it would end but, boy, that ending hurts more than you expected.

Barbatos: Peace

All these people think love's for show But I would die for you in secret The devil's in the details, but you got a friend in me Would it be enough if I could never give you peace?

I’m a real sucker for pining. The idea of the stoic butler watching all of these other demons and men try to woo you while silently dying inside because he knows that what they feel can never compete with his feelings for you. Their love for you, while sincere, is a big spectacle as well, a display of power and dominance. Barbatos will let you make your own choice and he won’t interfere but he will protect you behind the scenes, even going against Diavolo’s explicit orders about the use of his powers. He may not be able to give you much but he will always do what he has to do to keep you safe. 

Solomon: The Lakes

Take me to the lakes where all the poets went to die I don't belong, and my beloved, neither do you Those Windermere peaks look like a perfect place to cry

I really like to think that even if we don’t end with Solomon romantically, he’s going to stay a life long friend. If you let him, he’ll show you all of his favorite spots across the world (and he knows so many at this point). He knows you’re both different from the regular human population; he’s constantly torn between wanting to steal you away from the darkness and chaos of the world he knows so well to somewhere safe for just the both of you and needing to let you go live your own mortal life. 

Simeon: Cardigan

And when I felt like I was an old cardigan Under someone's bed You put me on and said I was your favorite

There’s something about this song that makes me think of Simeon. Like you end growing very close to him In the Devildom; you’re friends and it’s obvious there’s something more there but Simeon isn’t willing to risk his status as angel. I think, at some point, he’d walk away because he’s too afraid of the consequences and losing Luke and making a mistake that can never be fixed. You’d be heartbroken but you know that he loves you and he’ll find you again one day. You’re right; after a while he would realize that you’re worth taking that risk and he’d find his way back to you because you’re really just his favorite person and he can’t imagine his life without you anymore. 

[nncastle]

Autumn Room, Royal Palace of Caserta

Royal Palace of Caserta Part II

June 23, 2021 :: Can you guess which rooms were my favorite in the Reggia di Caserta? The seasonal ones, specifically the Autumn Room! I fell in love with these frescoes as I'm totally satyr obsessed! I adore these nymphs and happy satyrs surrounded by all of autumn's bounty; the grape garlands, the gorgeous verdure, the putti, the leopards. In short, I loved all of it.

The writer in me kept wondering if the people who inhabited this opulent labyrinth ever felt as happy as the mythological figures painted on their ceiling. I wager that the walls of this palace saw more tears and worry than laughter and joy. Such is the way of power and circumstance. Then again, maybe I'm wrong. Perhaps the room behind the "audience room" was a place where people could let their hair down and frolic.

The Acadian lovers are joyous for all time and now they give people from all over the world pleasure. Little did the Bourbon kings know that their masterful palace would one day serve to delight those they would consider beneath them. This room truly made my day...as did the gardens, more on that in the next post.

The ceiling of the Autumn Room, defined in the inventory notes as the "room behind the audience room", was painted by Antonio de Dominicis (1734-1794) with The meeting between Bacchus and Ariadne. The painted lintels and decoration above the mirrors were painted by Gaetano Starace (second half of the eighteenth century) and depict, from the left: Ceres, Allegory of Diana, Vulcan, Allegory of Saturn, Juno, Allegory of Apollo, Neptune and Allegory of Mars. The furnishings comprise four large mirrors and three consoles with tops in Vitulano marble. The engraving work and the wooden and lead paneling which frames the walls of the room were created by Gennaro Fiore (second half of the eighteenth century), whilst the gilding and the painting of the ends were done by Bartolomeo di Natale (documented in Caserta in the 1880s).

The central medallion depicts the scene of the meeting between Bacchus, god of wine, and Ariadne, daughter of Minos, King of Crete. With the legendary ball of thread, Ariadne saved Theseus from the Minotaur in the labyrinth of Crete, but subsequently, abandoned by Theseus on the island of Naxos, she became the wife of Bacchus. In the lower part of the ceiling are scenes of Arcadian love between satyrs and maenads. The decoration in the form of garlands and tendrils that links them is the work of Giacomo Funaro (active in the royal apartments between 1780 and 1781).

All photos ©2021 Narcisse Navarre. Please do not use without my permission.

[everythingthemoontouches]

Hiii Jahn!🌙 I’m just a new follower. I discovered you while searching for D9 asks. I was amazed by your in-depth explanation on each placements. 🤍 I’d like to send in my D1 & D9 charts also for future spouse reading to understand more about it.Thank you so much!!🤍 Please take your time. I’ll patiently wait. 💕 Hoping you’ll have a lovely day/night! 🌹

Hello there

This, my love has been a longtime coming. First off I'm gonna introduce you to an intuitive read and then present it in a more formal, bulleted manner. You seem to ha e chosen quite a challenging path in this lifetime. Props to you for bravery. And a hug + some tea to help you brave it 💕 your life could be a beautiful movie on love, healing, growth, spirituality and personal power.

Future BAE seems to be stable, practical reliable with service being his love language. He is down to grow together, and help you walk in your power.

Taurus rising.

Scorpio 7th house. + Pluto + moon.

Wow. Lots of shadow work involved when it comes to close personal relationships. You need to turn that critical eye inwards.

Untill you work at managing or integrating your inner child issues, any partners you end up with will continue to trigger you. At its best, this is someone who helps you work through your feelings. Breakdown. Confront reality. Breakdown and rebuild yourself stringer than ever. A hades and persephone kind of love. Lots of sexual allure. Strength, protectiveness, passion, push and pull, makeup sex? Specially since the ruler of the 7th house (Mars) is in the 5th house. You're not the kinda person who'd be happy to marry just for stability. Passion and mutual attraction, love is a must.

Mars and rahu. Service. Over exerting for those you love. Days spent in bed. Service kink. Lady in the streets, freak in the sheets.

You're definitely attracted to people who help you better your place in the world. They have to have a little bit of ' I wanna do good / change the world in them'. A friendly leader kinda figure. Disciplined.

Your darakarka Mars is retrograde. Controlling. Dominant. Future BAE is definitely gonna overthink themselves into a worry when it comes to dating and wooing. Or they could think that only their way is the right / best way to do soemthing. Poor lil baby( I say baby, but as a Virgo Mars they're probably the person who takes charge, plans, overanalyzes things has a set way of doing things.) this could be someone who is an advocate for universal free education, teaches children for free or some such. Could second guess themselves when it comes to taking action.

Mars Rahu conjunction: sub kink. They'd want a lot of adulation. Could be from a different culture from you or have studied in a very different environment.

I think your fs gets better at dealing with overthinking after you guys tie the knot. They learn to be more at peace with themself, letting their intuition guide them instead of focusing too hard on trying to do the logical thing. Okay with being messy. May like to act and arrange things behind the scenes. Imagine coming home tired to find that they've already called the restaurant, arranged for your favorite food to be dropped off, warmed, alid out on the table. Gives me the vibes of a puppeteer(katputli - a rajasthani folk dance)pulling the strings. You can't see them, but the show goes on.

From being ficusssed on accumulating wealth your focus goes towards doing things that boost your sense of Self confidence. You could also grow more tactful as you learnt to seek out harmony. You probably become more direct and assertive as a result the peopep you attract are more easy going / Libra like.

I'm seeing a house for a wedding present? Or moving into your spouse's ancestral home. They could also come from a matrilineal lineage.

Your household could be supported by one or both of you working in tax, insurance, financial industries. There could also be soemthing related to life insurance.

Pluto and Saturn in the 7th is a tad concerning. There's a very heavy sense of some kind of karmic duty. Saturn is exalted in Libra.

Way too controlling. Narcissism. Moon Mars mother. Karmic ties. Moon 8th house.

U must learn to stand up for yourself.

If you're meant to have any babies in this lifetime, they'd probably visit you in a dream or a psychic trance before they come down to earth. Call it mothers intuition. This is just a gut feeling wrt your moon in 8th house in Scorpio in the D9. I say this because the moon rules the 4th house of home, and children are an important part of the house if you're a mom. The 4th house is also the home/ heartland what you'd protect.

You suppress your emotions. Emerges as a volcano. But a cold one. U turn to ice and grow aloof.

Out of body experiences

You need to learn to be more dominant and combative. I'd suggest watching the teal Swans video on creating a zero sum game in relationships. Strengthened by Aries ascendant in d 9. This life u gotta learn to fight for yourself, and not sit quietly because people attacked u or kept u under their thumb when u were younger by a strict dad.

OK, now let's look at the placements and aspects

D1 lagna (ascendant) VS D9 lagna

You go from comfort stability minded to taking more risks and initiative. Self Confidence increases. Assert your needs better.

Vargottama Moon

The moon is quite dominant as it does not change signs between d1 and D9. You're super cooperative and hate to disappoint people. I'd suggest reading up more on Anuradha Nakshatra.

Moon - Pluto - 7th house

Could indicate karmic ties or past life connections to FS. You work through a lot of your own inner insecurities, self doubt, lack mindset related issues in close romantic relationships. There could be some mother wound related issues. You can only love as deeply as you allow yourself to love yourself. In order to attract people who inspire positive growth in you, you must first sit with your shadow, examine why people trigger you, and make peace with yourself or, perhaps your mom?

Mars Rahu - sextile moon

Mars and Rahu are both impulsive action oriented Planets. Them sextile your Pluto and moon could lead you to feel quite triggered and attacked by the slightest hint of advice or suggestion from someone else. Sex with the wrong people can really mess with you. In a better manifestation good sex has you feeling liek you can change the world and also that you're super safe and secure.

Venus combust - 10th house

You need to feel appreciated for your uniqueness. Ego battles could arise and get in the way of finding, expressing love.

Saturn- Ketu Pisces

The ruler of your 7th Nakshatra this is someone who loses themself to community service, could do too much for the wrong cause. Money could come in from fish farming. Seduments or other aquatic culture.

Anuradha 7th house

This is a Nakshatra that focuses on achieving success by working with a group. Your fs is collaborative and good at managing people. Someone who shares success. And is hence likely to go far ahead in life. Major success may come later in life.

Mars 7th house

Expect healthy amount of frank, direct communication. Some arguments with FS. But there's also protectiveness, concern, and the will to do the best by someone. Mars and moon aspects indicate a healthy sex life. They're probably enamored by you. You in turn would find them super sexy.

7th Nakshatra lord and Ketu

Your fs and relation with FS is a highly spiritual one. You could both be looking for a soulful connection. There is love, there us duty there is a need to help each other value time, focus on the future. They could have been a strict disciplinarian figure Ina past life. You both probably have a knack to look down at your phone just in time tos ee an email / message alert from them? Perhaps you two run or help/volunteer at an institution for the mentally challenged.

7th house relation to pieces

OK, so this is where we have a lot going on. Mars opposes saturn. And is placed with Rahu. Mars here feels restrained. Your fs could feel blocked in their creative gifts. In the sense that all they want to do is focus on it, create, post, gain fame but saturn and Ketu try to restrict their creative time. They could be perfectionists. Having to redo things. Since Rahu is also in virgo there's a focus on creating things with the hands and fine tuning every single detail. Directed towards you, this is someone who is always encouraging you while trying to micromanage a lot of details because they think they're being helpful. This is sosmrhtinf you two could have in common so

Mars Darakarka: they teach u to fight for you. Opinionated. Honest. Perfectionist. Service before self. Hardworking. Have integrity. Very active mind.

Mars conjunct Rahu-venus D9 creativity

The 5th house rules creativity and with your venus in the 9th house in D9 your fs is someone who encourages u to be more creative and follow or take up a course to be better at your hobbies. It's like full creative freedom to be you and do you.

D9 Exalted Saturn

Justice. Duty. Not very affectionate but they make sure you have everything you need. Balanced approach. Someone thoughtful. They're fair in a fight.

Libra, venus ruled 7th house

Beauty, peace and harmony in thr relationship. You're not gonna feel like you're being taken for grated. They will treat you to nice things and probably have a schedule for dates and other such romantic leisure activities.

Jupiter rules 9th, in 2nd house

Philosophy. Art. Culture. Museums. Travel coudk be a key focus in your married life. This is something you two bond over. Could also strike God fortune when u do travel or go on pilgrimages. Luck and money via foreign sources.

Rahu in aquarius

Social media influence or you get better at making friends just make sure that they're not provoking you into taking uncalcukated risks or actions that are wya too bizarre. Could denote some kind of breakthrough with technology, a love for a high end gadget driven spaces. An interest in Photography. Any couples pictures posts would be well received. Like you're the couple that looks exotic in their photos. Radiant. Aloof, intellectual, stimulating and even more appealing together.

Jupiter Taurus in 2nd house of D9

Debilitated Jupiter 9th house- religious issues - venus 9th house - conversion?

You may have struggled with religious ideologies being forced on you, or the one you were born into didn't quite feel right. Your fs may follow a different religion or show you that being religious does not mean you feel bad about some of your lifestyle choices.

Pisces Mars d9: he is either tactful and charming or a bit manipulative. You may feel like you prefer to act behind the scenes. It may be a little hard to be recognized for the things you do untill you get really really angry.

D9 Cancer 4th house: the home is a serious source of pride. Beautiful interiors and you'd be quite guarded about who you invite over. The best meals. Soothing interiors.

Pilgrimage within the 1st year of becoming a mom ( Jupiter's aspect on the 9th house)

Venus in Sagittarius D9: future BAE is gonna love his freedom. He could be a workaholic.

Alrighty, that's all I've got today. I hope this helps. I wish you the best on your healing and integration journey