#sappy thoughts

[philippeauguste]

The greatest thing about Stede is his resilience. He was bullied by his father and the other kids. Forced into a loveless mariage. And still, he dared to dream and went for a life of adventures. He’s a terrible pirate but he always ends up winning somehow.

Every time he fought Izzy, he bested him, which must be must be so frustrating because Stede clearly is very unskilled at any thing that could remotely make him a good pirate.

But he’s always trying, being himself even after the world told him time after time that he was worthless, and he got ridiculed for it. Edward seeing that strength right of the bat and admiring it makes the love story so great. We all want to be seen, perceived flaws and all. And Ed definitely sees Stede.

[heyitsmeyourfavoritechick]

I saw galaxies in your eyes

It was nice for me to lay under too

How the stars connect to each other like family on thanksgiving

And how the nebulas dance like teenagers on prom night

The clouds chime in just to add that bit of razzle dazzle

Oh how I got lost in those eyes

And I can’t seem find my way back

Maps are useless to the sands of time

But I don’t mind

I have the clouds, I have the stars even nebulas to admire

If anything it seems like I found my perfect world.

In your eyes.

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[enigmaticexplorer]

A year ago (in July) I completed my second full-length fic. The moment I published the final chapter on AO3, I told myself I would never write fanfic again. 

I was tired of writing. I was tired of tying my self-worth to my writing. And I was tired of hating everything I had written. It reached a point I almost deleted all my fics and my AO3 account. I was done with it.

Months passed. Ideas percolated in the back of my mind. I had an itch to write. But the moment I tried to, I froze. Sometimes I thought about writing and it made me nauseous. After so long of unsuccessful writing moments, I thought I had reached the end. Writing for fun was no longer something I could do. If I had the skills to write before, I no longer had them.

It wasn’t until May of this year that I had an idea. It was so sudden and random that it shocked me. I started to write. I didn’t feel nauseous at the thought of writing.

Today I completed the second draft of that random fic idea. It’s surreal to see the chapter documents on my computer.

I went from thinking I would never write again to completing a full-length fic. And I feel so relieved to have found my old joy in writing again.

All that to say, I hope other writers who have taken a break, who feel defeated, who feel nauseous whenever they look at an empty Word doc will find their old spark and joy again.

[adrie-75014]

I have tried but I can’t put my finger on exactly why I love The Far Meridian so much, but I do. It has a special place in my heart, I hold it so dear. I wish I could hug it like a friend, the whole podcast, its entire sound and story and existence and heart 😭

[puptoy]

I want to draw a comic about us, but there are too many moments from this visit that I want to remember. I can't pick just one. I can't think too hard about it, or I'll get overwhelmed. I'll miss you too much when I start. It's too soon. I just want to fold the memories up nice and safe and keep them in a photo album. I don't want to get fingerprints on them yet. You know?

Two weeks together. I really don't mind spending a day alone reading and cleaning my room, but I wish you'd be back tomorrow, or next week, or in a month. I hate thinking about how long it'll be before I get to kiss you again. I miss you already.

[mrsackermannx]

having satoru spoon me would fix me…also maybe with my head in suguru’s chest, and satoru slotted behind me, our legs linked together, satoru’s fingers trailing back and forth along my hip

[im-skitariiposting-i-swear]

exec.tumblrpost.exe;

funct.print ("[Statment] I'll be honest, I started this blog as a gimmick to reblog admech stuff and roleplay a goofy little skitarii, not really to get 'tumblr famous' if such a thing exists. But this:");

funct.print ("[Grateful] this made me feel really happy today. Someone enjoyed my little goofy blog and posts enough to leave this tag. I wasn't expecting to meet so many awesome mutuals with this blog, but every single one of you guys are amazing people. I love scrolling my dash and seeing the cacophony of varied posts. Its my favorite thing every day, seeing what all of you are interested in or turned on by, god we are all so horny. So I want to thank all of you. I want to thank the trans mutuals, I want to thank the asexual mutuals, I want to thank the gay, bi, lesbian, and everywhere in between mutuals, I want to thank the shiny chrome ones and the fleshy meat bags, all of you are perfect just the way you are. I hope you love you as much as I love you, and have a great day all of you. <3");

funct.end;

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[kasey-writes-stuff]

Me when I’m wanting to be a menace and wanting to fluster new friend vs suddenly being hit with sappy softness of realizing how somehow despite him being younger than me he gives me such caring older brother energy and it really calms me but also makes me wanna cry cause I’ve wanted it for so long

[chris-continues]

Being able to interact w other writers that you used to just kinda peek on from the shadows is so nice like PPL LIKE MY WORK AAAAAAA you guys motivate me sm and i genuinely love writing (even if I haven’t been doing it super actively recently because my brain hasn’t been braining and personal stuff) it just AAAAA

It makes me so happy to know that people like what I make and what I put effort to out here. I’m overjoyed when I get an ask, when someone comments, when someone recommends my stuff and when I get to share ideas. Thank you so much :)

[disassociativesaddiebaddie]

I can't die yet, I haven't seen the mountains, or a real natural waterfall, or the beach, or a sunset from the view of a balcony...

[koreposion]

Crazy? I was crazy once. They locked me in a room. A rubber room. Filled with rats!

Pov Kore's mind gets so happy my brain no longer knows how to process the serotonin

[the-boy-meets-evil]

Happy New Year! 🎉

2022 was a bit of a roller coaster for me at times. There were definitely some personal struggles, but I’m going to focus on the truly amazing experiences that I got to have. If I learned anything, it was to just take the trip. I’m hoping to carry that over into 2023 as well.

I’m also lucky to have gotten closer to some amazing people as well as getting to meet new friends. (Excuse me while I’m sappy for a second)

@effortandmore I am honestly so in awe of you and everything you’re able to accomplish. I’ve been so proud of you as I’ve watched you navigate everything and celebrate your wins. I hope you truly know what a wonderful person you are and how fortunate I feel to have you in my life.

@hot-soop I’m not even sure where to begin. I watch you navigate everything in your life with so much patience and grace, it’s truly incredible. I love being able to cheer you on through everything and support you any time you need it. I’m also thankful you’re so supportive of me even when talking about things doesn’t come easily.

@ugh-yoongi my favorite chaos demon. I can’t believe I went from genuinely not knowing if you liked me to here. I can’t imagine having a better friend to push me down rabbit holes. I know you would burn down the world to protect the people you care about and I feel so lucky to be part of that group.

@bubbleteakittyy (even though I know you don’t use tumblr as much). You are such an incredible person with just the biggest heart. I love your sense of adventure, your honesty, and your willingness to take everything on. I hope you always remember to be as kind and patient with yourself as you are with others.

And as a final thought, I really ended 2022 by making some wonderful new moots (and friends) that I can’t wait to continue getting to know in 2023!

[foxgloveawake]

I sometimes wanna cry when I think about genuinely sweet people who go out of their way to build you up or make you smile or laugh.

[puptoy]

Being with him feels like coming home to a warm fireplace after a long, cold hike. It's not that I don't enjoy myself on the hike! It's not that I can't have fun by myself, or I don't do interesting things and have good experiences when we're apart. But I always, always look forward to hearing his voice, seeing him, touching him. And being away just makes me that much more grateful when we're together again. 💗

[melancholic-bats]

Kink: falling in love with someone and still being in love with one another in each life after this

[theoriginalfool]

You are my sun,

Without you winter is bone chilling, the days go unlit and without you I wouldn't see the true beauty of the world around me.

You, are my sun.