#samlud

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Everyone: *sees Sami and Ludwig fighting*

Me: *started shipping them a year ago and wrote two fics about them*

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"I'll always love you no matter how broken you are" 💖💖💖

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"Little Violet"

*slight angst and mentions of childhood trauma/abuse and panic attacks and Google translate might need to be used for some words*

"Scheisse!" Ludwig screamed as the knife sliced his hand. He was making dinner for him and his boyfriend Sami while the latter was doing laundry in the other room. He watched as the crimson liquid spilled quickly down from his hand and dripped onto the cutting board. He then realized what happened... he made a mistake and to Ludwig, mistakes mean punishment and he's certain that Sami will hurt him this time (even though Sami has never done it before.) Ludwig started to hyperventilate and dropped onto the floor and started to rock himself, not caring that he was smearing blood all over his clothes.

Everyone assumes that "The Ludwig Kaiser", right hand man to the "Ring General" Gunther, wouldn't be so worried about a simple accident to his hand... boy were they fucking wrong. His problems stem from his early childhood... he was a middle class boy growing up in Germany with a loving mother and a hard working father. His mother, Amelia, was a loving and caring woman that had the kindest heart. She loved Ludwig with all her heart and Ludwig sometimes believed that she was an angel sent from above to protect him. His father, Hugo, was a hard working man who believed that being tough was how you succeed in life, he also had a temper that only Amelia could control. One unfortunate day, Amelia got sick with pneumonia and died later on that night... that was the night that Ludwig's problems began. Hugo drank heavily that night and he blamed Ludwig for his wife's death, that his son was to blame for losing the love of his life just because Ludwig was in the same room as her. So he started beating Ludwig with that same bottle until he got sick of his sons pathetic crying and left the room. From that day on, Ludwig was beaten black and blue for every little mistake he made by his father. Ludwig was now terrified of making mistakes and would succumb to panic attacks that led to him to go unconscious from lack of air if he ever made said mistakes.

Currently, Ludwig had his head between his knees and was violently shaking while hyperventilating. "I'm such an idiot!" Ludwig thought while grabbing his hair and making his hair pink from the blood. His vision was starting to blacken around the edges and all the noises around him sounded muffled. "He's gonna leave me for sure! He's gonna beat me until I'm unrecognizable and then he's gonna leave me!" he thought as his head was starting to pound. He was too into his own head to hear Sami's footsteps and see the concerned look on his boyfriends face. "Ludwig... Ludwig... Ludwig!" the sound of Sami's voice is what got Ludwig out of his own scary thoughts. "Ludwig, chéri, what happened?" Sami said (he already pieced together what happened based on seeing the blood covered cutting board and the bloody knife but he wanted Ludwig to tell him.) "I-I was cutting s-some carrots so I can u-use them for tonights dinner, b-but my hand slipped and I cut my h-hand on the knife. I-I'm sorry! Please don't h-hurt me!" Ludwig begged to Sami with tears in his eyes.

Sami cupped his hands over Ludwig's cheeks and wiped his stream of tears with his thumbs. "Violet, you know I would never hurt you right? Now take some deep breaths for me ok?" Sami said with a calm tone. Ludwig blushed at the nickname but took some deep breaths and his heartbeat was starting to go back to normal. "There we go, there's my little violet now let me see your hand so I can bandage it up and then get you into some new clothes ok?" Sami said with a sweet smile. Ludwig now knew that Sami wouldn't hurt him so he pulled his hand out to show the cut to Sami. Sami gently grabbed Ludwig's hand and gently kissed the cut which made Ludwig blush even more. "It doesn't look that bad and the bleeding has stopped but we still gotta bandage it up and put some peroxide on it so it doesn't get infected" Sami said while he gently takes Ludwig's hand and takes him to the bathroom.

"I'm sorry you have to do this schatz" Ludwig said sadly. Sami finished bandaging up Ludwig's hand and looked at his boyfriend with a loving smile. "Don't be sorry mon amour, it was a little mistake and I know you still have your moments and just know that I will never leave you and I most certainly will never harm you because I love you violet" Sami said and then kissed Ludwig's forehead which caused him to go red all over. Sami then got Ludwig into a new change of clothes and then ushered them to the bed where he cuddled Ludwig from behind. "You're so special to me violet" Sami said while kissing Ludwig's temple. "I always wondered Sami... why do you always call me violet?" Ludwig questioned. Sami gave him a loving smile. "Well violets are elegant and beautiful and that's what reminds me of you" he said which made Ludwig blush. "O-oh, well I never thought of myself like that but I do love it" Ludwig said then turned to hug Sami. "I'm glad you love it violet, now how about we order some takeout from that one Italian place and watch some cheesy romance movies on hallmark" Sami said while hugging Ludwig and kissing his forehead. Ludwig nodded and kissed Sami deeply. "I'd love that very much, Ich liebe dich mein Schatz" Ludwig said with adoration. "Je t'aime aussi ma violette" Sami said as he kissed Ludwig again with adoration and love. Ludwig was glad he found someone like Sami who gave him so much love while Sami was happy he could give all his love to his little violet.

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"Happy Birthday Dandelion"

*I'm hitting you guys with another SamLud fic for Sami's birthday! Happy birthday Sami you ginger angel!*

Ludwig was busy mixing the cake batter when he felt strong arms wrap around his waist and Sami's head looking over his shoulder. "What are you doing violet?" Sami asked as he kissed Ludwig's cheek. Ludwig immediately blushed at the nickname and from the kiss while trying not to spill the bowl. "Well schatz it is your birthday today right? So it's my duty as your loving boyfriend to make you a cake for said occasion" Ludwig said proudly. "Violet, you know you don't have to go through all this trouble just for my birthday... I would've been happy receiving a cake from you that you bought from the store" Sami said while hugging Ludwig from behind.

Ludwig looked at him with a look mixed with shock and disgust. "You really think I? Ludwig Kaiser! Would give the love of my life a mere pathetic representation of a pastry that looked like it was found inside a dumpster and beaten with a stick? Absolutely not! It's your birthday and you deserve to have a cake made by yours truly! Do I make myself clear schatz?" Ludwig said giving Sami a serious look. "He's cute when he's mad" Sami thought but nodded his head in agreement. "Good! Now can you please pass me the liqueur" he said which gave Sami a confused look. "Don't you mean liquor chérie?" Sami asked. "It's pronounced liqueur but yes I need the liquor" Ludwig said with a smile as Sami passed him the liquid.

As Ludwig poured the liqueur into the mix and started stirring he felt Sami's eyes burning into his back. "If you keep staring at me it will take longer for me to finish it meine liebe" he said while looking at Sami's flustered face. "O-oh yeah right! I-I'll just go wait at the table til you're ready!" Sami said then he kissed Ludwig's cheek and ran which caused Ludwig to chuckle. "How I ever ended up with that man will always be a mystery to me" Ludwig thought with a smile as he put the cake in the oven and set the timer for an hour.

Sami was sitting at the dining room table anxiously waiting for Ludwig to bring him his cake. When Ludwig put the tray on the table Sami was in awe. It was a yellow cake with cream in the middle and topped with honey and almonds. "This looks delicious violet! What is it?" Sami asked while not tempting to ruin the perfect cake. "It's a Bienenstich or normally called a German Bee Sting Cake and it was rumored to be created by German bakers from the 15th century who lobbed beehives at raiders from a neighboring village, successfully repelling them, and celebrated later by baking a version of this cake named after their efforts.” Ludwig said with a blush on his face.

"I can't wait to try it! But I don't wanna ruin it so maybe you could feed it to me? It is my birthday" Sami said with a smile. Ludwig blushed and sat in Sami's lap and cut a piece of the cake and fed it to him. Ludwig swore that he saw stars in Sami's eyes when he ate his first bite. "Violet... this is delicious! You're an amazing baker!" he said which caused Ludwig to blush. "I'm glad you like it! Alles Gute zum Geburtstag Löwenzahn" he said while giving Sami kisses. "What does that mean violet?" Sami said with crumbs all over his mouth causing Ludwig to giggle. "It means happy birthday dandelion" he said while wiping Sami's face which caused Sami to blush. "With you violet, this was the best birthday ever" he said then he kissed Ludwig deeply. Ludwig was happy he gave his dandelion the best birthday ever while Sami was happy he got to spend it with his violet.