#saladiers

[alushroom]

i wonder how common it is for people to build their own spiritual philosophy from scratch.

i read feminist lit here and there, and do a lot of exploration and study into religions, spiritual philosophies, occult practices, etc to pick and choose what works for me, and this year these two things (fem lit and spiritual study) collided in a way that's made me shift into probably building my own spiritual philosophy, because of how bleak spiritual philosophies are for women.

i got into buddhism this past year, then discovered that traditionally, women can't reach enlightenment, or can only reach it if reincarnated as a guy....... i know this has changed, but i always prefer to go to the source of a philosophy and i hate to say it ladies, but this shit is fucking everywhere. we are demonic matter to these philosophies. so now i'm just building my own thing. the inevitable conclusion, tbh. i just didn't wanna face the mammoth task but to be true to myself, i have no choice. i do not want to go down some spiritual rabbit hole of wonder to then be slapped with a 'you are not actually welcome here' in some form. anyway my study thus far is further proof that misogynists are little freaks that still have a 'boys only' sign on their rotting shelter they're so desperately trying to keep together as they also build around it, destroying the land around it as well as, eventually, the shelter itself, and that anyone - even a fucking buddha - is not immune to being a woman hating idiot.

i urge both women and men to always research deeply into these things. can you morally trust a spiritual (and therefore sacred) philosophy if part of its history is exclusionary to a group of people because of how they were born? not very sacred to me.

[rainbyte]

I love grilled cheese :)

[oldsardens]

Abbes Saladi - Sans Titre. 1986

[philoursmars]

Marseille, le MuCEM et sa nouvelle collection permanente (à mes yeux, bien plus intéressante et mieux présentée que la précédente…)

Suite et fin, enfin !!!

saladier à "l''Arbre d'Amours", René Legros- France, 1781 - les commentaires sont très amusants : à zoomer !

encrier - Cher, mi-XIXe s.

Calvaire en grès, Marie Talbot et fils - La Borne, Cher, 1802

"Assemblée dominicale" , Jean Talbot - La Borne, Cher, 1800-50

voir 3

voir 4

[communist-hatsunemiku]

its so obvious to anyone whos not an asshole when someone does not actually give a shit about whatever social issues are being discussed and are instead obsessed with Being Right Online and epic comebacks and gotchas. And the way they phrase things is always suppose to seem smart and shit but its just a bunch of convoluted bullshit that is just fox news talking points put through some kind of 4chan word salad filter.

[saladyy]

the love i have for sonic the hedgehog cannot be contained in my mortal body

[number-one-toku-robot-lover]

I know, I know, everyone has made this comparison. But the Brau-1589/Blue Knight connection intrigues me, so I’m going to be annoying about it a bit. Because why not?

The main reasons people think Brau is intended to be a version of Blue Knight:

1.) The name “Brau” may be a misspelling of Blau, or blue.

2.) Brau-1589 has a spear embedded in his chest. In the 1963 Tetsuwan Atom anime, Blue Knight is ultimately destroyed by his own spear.

3.) Both of them are robots that have killed humans, who (usually) die after accepting the possibility of human/robot coexistence with Atom’s help.

The original Blue Knight is motivated not just by hatred of humans, but the desire to create a better world for robots at the expense of humanity. His supposed counterpart in Pluto seems to have no such ideals. The Knight’s idea of a robot utopia, Robotonia (yeah, he’s not the most creative with names) is more closely reflected in Pluto by Roosevelt. Which makes their confrontation in the final pages of the manga so, so interesting. The character inspired by Blue Knight destroying the character most closely aligned with his source’s goals at the request of Atom.

[thegeminisage]

tng update time, brief because i am BUSY. two nights ago we caught "contagion" together, yesterday i watched "the royale" on my own, and just now i finished "time squared."

contagion: don't know why this one was recced by so amny people because it was VERY boring. because it had romulans in it? it's not even unwatchably bad or anything, i just...didn't care

did like that the romulan commander was a woman though. just like the enterprise incident. where's spock when you need him

the archaeology angle was stupid. "oooh i have to go i've been studying them since i was a lad" you literally do not have to go "well china was thought to be only a myth until marco polo traveled there" bitch, not to the fucking chinese. get a grip.

the fakeout data death...girl we know he's going to be fine! i did like him throwing geordi around though he made the little faces <3 and i was very proud of him for continuing to work when he had a little computer virus. aw. maybe less glad that picard didn't give him any extra priase for doing so but whatever we can't have high expectations for this ep

anyway it was all just very overly contrived. and i was bored.

the royale: this had a great setup because i love when star trek talks about nasa. that made me really excited for what turned out to ultimately be a holodeck episode

played this one on 2x speed genuinely (my deepest dishonor - bad ones get 1.25x, really bad ones get 1.5x, and horrible ones alone get 2x speed)

like, if you changed it a little, you could say the holodeck is broken and won't let you out until you pretend to be investors and win big in the casino! it's the same thing. i guess they didn't want people thinking the holodeck was dangerous and unreliable, which it is

anyway, i liked data blowing on the dice. that was all though

time squared: this one blew my tits clean off. amazing. 10/10. it's like the immunity syndrome, enemy within, and doomsday machine had a time traveling baby

there is like a little bit of time travel technobabble that makes no sense whatsoever. and i did get the final twist spoiled for me. but it doesn't MATTER. neither of those things mattered because i was still sitting there with my jaw on the ground after the end

like, one website called this one confusing. sure yeah a little bit. they were playing very fast and loose with both their own rules established in the episode and the greater rules of the franchise as a whole. but the point is the character arc

like. picard sees himself make a decision that will destroy his ship. he sees himself fail utterly to do everything he holds sacred - he did not even GO DOWN with his ship. he is facing a matt decker doomsday machine of a situation. remember when kirk pitied matt decker because he saw his whole crew die and was helpless to stop it but was also a little put off by him because he couldn't possibly imagine himself in that situation? but with picard IT IS himself. it's green shirt john crichton and black shirt john crichton. they're BOTH the real picard but one of them has been through something unimaginably horrible

AND WHEN THAT PICARD. ENDANGERS THE SHIP. like. IN COLD BLOOD our picard chooses to kill him. and in my personal interpretation he thinks of it as mercy. but like he still shot him while looking directly at him and NO ONE knows what he did because he DIDNT TELL THEM except he called the fucking doctor for some reason

like at the end he's just staring out of a window. and riker is like hi im here to let you talk about it! and picard doesn't talk about it and riker goes away and in the end he is just staring out of the fucking window and they just ROLL CREDITS a real "anyway! these are the voyages of the starship enterprise" of a situation aka what i always loved about tos episodes (honorific)

i THINK this is a cross-section of drag me to hell and there was no laugh track but further contemplation required. straight banger i fucking loved it

i still have to do "the icaurs factor" and "pen pals" alone, but then we get to do "q who" together WHICH IS THE BORG EPISODE i cannot wait. nobody tell me ANYTHING.

[melissamaehatesyou]

[scaryarcade]

“to anyone reading this who has plurality-related experiences that they feel don't match up with the experiences of anyone else they know, i want you to know i literally made this blog to invite people to share those experiences and to promote discussion of them!”

Saw this and thought to send something because I’m someone who feels alienated by most plural spaces because so many people seem to believe plurality = being a system (and often nothing else).

For context: I used to be a mixed origin plural system and then just somehow got to a place where that’s not true anymore because I don’t have headmates. Because of this I conceptualise headmates as ‘previous selves’ or a part of my previous self because I’m talking about experiences that happened 5+ years ago. But I also don’t have a good explanation to how this change happened (the plural community is shitty enough about fusion and integration that I tried looking into resources for CDDs about fusion, but the usual stuff I found was that you can’t just unknowingly do fusion & it has to be a conscious effort - which doesn’t describe my experiences). I’m not a system, most likely not a singlet, and also not a median system.

(it could be argued that I have somehow unknowingly resolved trauma by unusual means (me practicing hypnosis, kink, listening to music, and attending peer support meetings), but I still don’t 100% buy that as the reason for why that change happened)

hi, thanks for sharing!! this ask did make me realize i have a habit of treating "plural" as synonymous with "system" without thinking about it, so thank you for bringing this to my attention, and i'm sorry your experience has been so commonly overlooked!

so, re: the idea of fusion in CDD spaces that you brought up, this reminded me--

i actually was reading a post on r/DID the other day that discussed the idea of involuntary/accidental fusion (won't link it because it was about someone's personal experience), and noticed a lot of comments along the lines of "i feel 100% certain that some of my alters fused with each other accidentally/unknowingly, but that can't be the case if we didn't do it on purpose, right?" i've also seen many people who are certain that they've experienced fusion in their system, and that not only was it not purposeful, it was also negative, even traumatic--and i've seen these people get dogpiled repeatedly because their experience contradicts the idea that fusion is ALWAYS a form of healing.

one conception of fusion that deviates slightly from the "it has to be a conscious effort" angle (and may actually be more in line with medical literature but idk off the top of my head) is the idea that fusion occurs when dissociative barriers between alters are completely lowered to the point where the alters no longer perceive themselves as separate; i think this is generally understood to allow for cases where trauma processing/lowering of barriers occurs subconsciously or internally without full conscious awareness.

(definitely not claiming this applies to you specifically though, especially since like you said, unknowingly resolving trauma doesn't feel like it fits with your experience. also, that conception of fusion is specific to the framework of DID/OSDD from a clinical viewpoint, so it won't be useful for everybody anyway)

but anyway fusion, and what qualifies as fusion, is really hotly debated in all kinds of plural spaces isn't it? i wish people weren't so quick to shut discussion of it down. clearly, people are experiencing "multiple headmates becoming one" in a variety of different ways for different reasons. i think your perspective is really valuable and highlights a topic that needs to be discussed a lot more, thank you again for sharing it! and thank you for the important reminder that "plural" =/= "identifies as a system"

[hpdfag]

hello mutual!! how are you? I hope you are well :D here are some asks from the ask game for you:

moment of death, rigor mortis, putrefaction, and skeletonization!

hihihihi im doing well thank u !!!!! ^_^ answers r under the read-more since this got a bit long v_v

moment of death: to what lengths would you go for your beloved? is there anything you wouldn’t do? any dealbreakers?

almost any length at all. if he wanted me to get worse, id gladly succumb to despair. if he wanted to see me alive and happy, i'd keep fighting to survive. almost anything i can think of as a dealbreaker i would handle just for him. though i guess i'd hate having to share him with someone else... i have a terrible time with jealousy.

rigor mortis: describe your darling.

he's everything, he's a concept, he's an ideal, he's a feeling, he's a wonderful wonderful man that i love very much. i like to say i'm in love with the sun. he's so bright, he lights up a room with his smile alone. when he's there, it feels like everything is going to be okay. he's passionate, and driven, and the most wonderful man i've ever had the privelege of knowing, let alone loving. he's intelligent, and witty, and gorgeous. he's love itself.

putrefaction: do you believe in soulmates? what about reincarnation? if so, do you believe your beloved has always been your beloved?

this one's complicated. i think that, in his original form, he does not exist in this iteration of reality. he couldn't, he's still alive and well and waiting for my recovery. but through being inside the program as a part of the killing game, he's left his mark on the world. there's a piece of him in every living thing. man was recreated in his image, a little kinder, a little warmer.

i used to believe in reincarnation, but i'm not sure anymore. all i do know is that, in a way, every form that hinata has taken has been one that i've loved very dearly despite it all. even if i don't want to admit it to myself. i've always loved him, and who he became, and then who he became again. nothing could change that.

skeletonization: how would you describe your obsession? what does it feel like?

it feels like a hazy fog settled over my senses. it feels like my whole body is bathed in warmth whenever i think about him. when im jealous it feels like something sharp is lodged in my chest, something thats always been there as a dull ache but stings whenever i think of him with someone else.

even my more violent impulses feel warm. sunny. like theyre glowing. when i want to see inside of him or taste his blood it is not out of a desire to cause pain but out of reverence, curiousity, a deep hope that in knowing him as completely as he knows me i'll be able to please him.

all in all i am less an aggressor than i am a servant at heart. i was put on this earth to make him as happy as i possibly can, to please him even if i recieve nothing in return. just the simple act of service to him, a higher power, brings me joy. as much as reciprocation would make me the happiest man on earth, i'd do it all the same even if i wasn't appreciated for a second of it. its all for him.

[2t2r]

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[pinketine]

Ok, so. Gathered my thoughts a bit, but things are still a bit word salady, and I wanted to talk about how this stream shows how much trust and emotional attachtment Tubbo has in Fred.

Like, it's obvious that Tubbo is emotionally attached to Fred, has been for a while now, but the dejection when Fred didn't show up to the date? It's getting more and more and more noticable that Tubbo has a habit of softening his voice when Fred is involved, as first seen with him warning Fred to stay away from Pierre. And now we have a second example with how melancholy he sounded, as he wandered around, holding the flower he was going to give Fred.

(Side note, I find it so symptomatic of their influence on each other that Fred was holding the flower Tubbo gave him for comfort. They've changed each other so much.)

And something both me and Alto @alt0stratuscloud noticed on vc, is that Tubbo was never angry at Fred. He was sad, and confused, but never expressed actual anger at Fred for supposedly standing up. Which lines up with his earlier claims that if Fred was evil, he would be as well. He just can't bring himself to have a negative view of them.

And then Quackity tries to make Tubbo lose trust in Fred, and it just simply doesn't work. Not only can Tubbo not have a negative view of Fred, he knows her too well to believe Quackity. He knows Fred's handwriting and writing style, knows that Fred wouldn't do that to him and that he can't trust almost anyone that isn't Fred.

So it's a good set up for Tubbo trying to find Fred (which he really did, just being a bit too late). He promised to protect them, and they still have a date to go on.

[coovieilledentelle]

A table... couleur Automne.... et un superbe dessert

GATEAU CHOCOLAT MARRON

Pour 6 personnes

1 pot de yaourt nature

 4 pots de farine

 3 pots de sucre

 1/2 pot d'huile

 3 oeufs

 1 sachet de levure chimique

 150 g de confiture de marron

 1 pot de cacao en poudre

 Décor

 100 gr de chocolat noir

 Poudre d'amandes.

1 - Préchauffer le four à 190°C

2 - Mélanger tous les ingrédients dans un saladier.

3 - Enfourner 40 min.

5 - Faire fondre le chocolat et en napper le gâteau, saupoudrer d'amandes en poudre.

Pour les gourmands …

[moremysteriesthantragedies]

Haha you're bravery than I could ever be.

I was tagged by @camillenrose and @moremysteriesthantragedies and am too lazy to get out of bed so my formatting is scuffed.

Last Song: Ehhhhh *presses play* Farewell to the Firstborn by Thornheart. Fuck.

Last Movie: I don't know. I watch like 2 movies a year. The last thing I watched was half an episode of 1899 which is fucking weird.

Currently Watching: Nothing.

Currently Craving: A snowstorm.

Last thing I searched (for writing): So uh. An article about autopsy on torture victims, including pictures. 10/10 breakfast read.

This one keeps going around and I am running out of people I haven't tagged yet. Perhaps @whumpinthepot and @salomeslashes if you want to? No pressure (and sure as hell no nine people 😅)

[bcolfanfic]

need more about the bucks' baby micah, headcanons or blurb i want more!!! (please, and when you have time ofc)

for ref

doing this in headcan0ns list form bc im tired from the time zone switch back to the states

the bucks do, as reffed in that blurb, turn the car around from going to wisconisn to go back to wyoming. end up having to get a hotel somewhere for the night so they don't drive more or less 20 hours roundtrip themselves into an early grave. but yeah.

swing josie by gale's sister’s house on the way back to sheridan. don't explain all the details but have to give her *some* explanation when they go from headed them to wisconsin to now suddenly back in wyoming.

maybe don't explain that this baby is her biological sibling right away but just. say that someone they know needs help with their baby, and that they gotta go back because they don't want him to be in the hospital by himself. pretty word salady but they're exhausted and she's five so. it is what is for the time being.

get to the hospital and get scrubbed in to down to the nicu with natalie to go see him. john's head still feels like his head is still in in spin-mode to the extent that he's not really processing everything fully.

but gale sees that itty bitty baby in his little nicu incubator with a little tube in his nose and is just. distraught.

has to sit down after a minute because its making his chest hurt. he just can't fathom how little he is and how he's in *danger* and how connected he already feels to him.

he gets reallll "woowoo" about the fact that he finally brought up wanting another kid to john all of 20 minutes before they got the call about him. feels like he somehow already intrinsically knew about him before he actually knew.

so kinda the reverse of how it was with josie- gale instantly feels bonded to him and john has a little bit of a harder time.

loves him so much already, is worried sick with all the preemie health stuff he's got going on. its just hard to process how fast everything is happening. if him and gale had sat down and decided to go the infant adoption route that'd be one thing.

in that case he'd have a lot more time to work through his hurdles re: being scared of having a baby, of being responsible for someone's life from scratch etc etc. but here he only had the drive back from wisconsin.

calls his mom a lot. calls curt a lot. that helps.

lil guy doesn't have a name for the first week of his life lmao. they just call him buddy and baby boy and then john is sitting up w/ gale one night and asks if he's given any thought to his name.

they land on micah curtis. micah as a riff off of michael the archangel, and curtis after their best friend (:

curt cries when he finds out. sweet man.

john's mom comes out from wisconsin and when she's there at the hospital that's when both the bucks go to gale's sister's house and have to explain to josie- the best they can- the full details.

poor peanut is so conflicted about Everything. has been confused about not seeing either of her dads in the same room for almost two weeks. is excited about having a baby sibling- but confused about why if he's /her/ sibling from her mom why she can't see her mom.

just a lot of Big Feelings, which gale and john handle the best that they can. good dads <3

i think it finally really Clicks for john when micah is doing okay enough that theyre allowed to hold him. looks at that lil guy in his lil nicu baby beanie sleeping on his chest and just. yeah. big thats my son, i would do anything for you feelings.

john gets really into sitting by his lil incubator and reading to him. nice way to bond that isn't super overwhelming. makes gale heart happy to watch. his boyssss.

this is getting super long lmao so ill cut if off here. but i wove micah- and rachel and i have developed a looottt of lore about him as a teenager/young adult (specifically re: him and wyatt- helen's baby with nash/ev's step son). so feel free to come prompt me to yap more!