#sadspo

[ghettomealspo]

Can you imagine how much better it'll feel to be sad and t h 1 n. Bored and thïn. Lonely and th!n.

[stopthinkingg]

It's about to be midnight. I'm lying on my bed, staring at the ceiling as I'm getting sucked into the vortex of thoughts. We call ourselves "social beings" but we're arguably the most self-absorbed beings there are. It's funny and low-key heartbreaking at the same time how lonely we are. No one is entitled to anyone's time or attention despite having been promised to get so. It's naïve to think you might have someone's unconditional companionship at anytime just because you think you have a special place in that person's heart. At the end of the day, we all are on our own, battling out own struggles, without having time for each other, even for our closest ones. Still we reassure ourselves with illusions of hope: we're "social beings" after all.

[summer-of-athena]

Hi,

If you ever want to feel better about your relationship, know that I married someone who knows about my ed past but (because I've gained relationship weight) actively encourages me to do a long term water fast and reassures me that I will be fine for months without food because "your body will utilize all your fat storage".

🙃

[slurpthatdicktill]

I wanna be anorexic because I know i’m too big for the roles in my life. I know my friends are skinnier than me, I know I don’t fit into their world. it’s like my skin is stretched trying to fit me, like I'm squeezing into the lives of people around me and I’m breaking it. I want to scream

[anaonmyshoulders]

Loneliness is a curse I’ve come to deserve.

[milalwh]

Depressed because I haven’t worked out and feel disgusting

Haven’t worked out because I’m too depressed

It’s a cycle and I don’t know how to break it

[please-smile-4-me]

I

Wish

I

Wasn’t

Here.

[chasedillon]

why do i feel everything at once

[journey-thinspo]

Playlist i listen to when i’m sad but like i end up daydreaming about slow dancing to these songs when i’m skinny

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/596zbYszb5KR7CEkZ6B0u8?si=X_SExzC7SiiKWrC2Mq0G4Q

[dontmentionthefoodbaby]

Feelin fat atm (5'1 125lbs) I'll update in a month. Pls message me thinspo

3/26/20^

[lilyjiu]

i feel like i wont ever be satisfied with my weight until i’m underweight idk it’s just ugh. having been obese, it just hits different when u reach the other side of the spectrum

[dietredbullll]

Here I am...

Still sad af that my bf is leaving back for college soon. I’m happy that he’s closer than he was when he played baseball in Dallas but I know with him playing at a four year that he’s going to be way busier.

Also still sad that I look like a walrus...

That is all.

[ohwowivelostonepound]

I feel like I have become deranged from being hungry

Like, I eat a raisin and i go NUTS

Like MENTAL

My pastime has become me trying to control myself from tearing apart every morsel of food in this house

The other part of me makes ED memes

[summer-of-athena]

Sitting at work watching this cute skinny girl in her crop top and cargo pants, thinking about all the things I would do to look like her.

A few minutes later she received a bouquet of roses from a secret admirer (I guess someone else at my workplace).

That shit only happens to pretty girls. Only cute skinny girls have movie moments in real life. I'm too old, too fat, and too ugly for anyone to send me flowers. Fuck

[mymindisablackmess]

when you think about it, it’s kinda sad that of everything bad that’s ever happened to me I’ve never thought that I didn’t deserve it. Every time something awful happened to me that hit me hard, pulled me down, made me cry, made me cut myself, made me isolate myself I thought yes of course I deserved that because I’m such a bad person and I only deserve the worst of the worst.

Imagine what kind of damage that does to a person.

[please-smile-4-me]

you made me feel safe then tore away the love whenever if felt inconvenient