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dummerjan · 2 years

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it's midnight and i have a headache, am really tired and just had a bit of a cry about the state of my life but my favourite kp fic just updated with a 10k chapter and shit is about to go down so...

#meins #alternatively i finally finish the first episode of vice versa #or watch the new minato's laundromat episode #i really need to think of something else besides vegas/pete and their kinky shenanigans which are #sadly all i can think about these days #and it's what's making me go mad #it's not good for me for a variety of reasons that are entirely my own fault #and actually have little to do with the series itself but rather the stuff it brings up that was more or less #buried with maybe just a food sticking up #i make no sense but i needed to get words out #i am eternally trapped in my own mind and it's horrendous #ignore me

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year

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Flashback, warm nights.

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#Poorly Drawn MDZS #MDZS #Season 1 #wei wuxian #lan wanji #jiang cheng #should I have a teen tag? for all the flashbacks? Maybe I'll add it later #Linking the song for its 80's vibes + flashback melancholy + I think its fun #We have finally arrived at the cloud recess flashback! Dramatic first meetings under the moonlight! A sword fight! acknowledgement of skill #Its like everything you see in a 'No Homo' martial arts story that makes you go 'hold on that's a little...'#except we rejoice; for these bitches do be nurturing plot relevant homoromantic tension #I have to give a shout out to 15 year old wwx for in all honesty he had no way of knowing who he was facing #on day *one* of cultivation Christian summer camp! talk about bad luck #ok some other notes: I wanted to give non mxy!wwx distinct features while still looking somewhat consistant #and i think im happy with it! Softer bangs + mole + different hair tie ain't much but it works for me #they'll soon all be in white with small accents so I gotta do what I can #What im not happy about is my paneling B*/ theres no excuse for why I went back to the bad 3 square format other than I was lazy #Sadly I do these in batches so my bad habits stick around for a little longer

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journey-to-the-attic · 11 months

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au where this was how ik and diavolo met for the first time when she was like seven

#obey me #art #they're reading 'the nine lives of montezuma' by michael morpugo by the way #it's about a cat called montezuma and it ends sadly. ik knows this because she's read it already but she wants to see if demons can cry #there's also very devout christian little girl later in the book and i just find the idea of diavolo encountering that character funny #obey me diavolo #jtta ik #slams hands on table how the HELL do you draw ROOMS!!!!!!#peep the incredibly thin lego house. that's all they could find enough bricks to build #also if you zoom in on the piece of paper (and turn it upside down) there's someone else making a little cameo #is it easy enough to tell who it is?? who knows #anyway yeah diavolo drew lucifer and ik drew herself and her dad (you can see zhao's glasses on one of the little figures)#when zhao gets home he sees the massive demon and passes out immediately #i think he and diavolo would make good friends actually. diavolo is the supportive ayi to his single fatherhood #one day dia's like 'man that guy's lonely so he sits him down like 'you know zhao i have a friend who might be your type'#infernal friends au

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olivewormz · 2 months

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ELLO!!!! GUESS WHO REDID HIS METAL SLUG DESIGNS!!!! i guess you could call it that uuhm

but YEA!! i've been thinking a lot about metal slug lately and i just... couldnt resist redrawing my versions, hopefully i do more in the future for more characters n all, i really want to post more metal slug stuff, i love LOVE these silly guys

im not writing anything at the moment cause i really didnt change my headcanons and im kind of tired to write proper paragraphs (i should stop staying up until 3 am to finish drawings? maybe).

#here comes the ramble......#its funny how with the og pic i was talking about how tactics was delayed for 2023 n i was sad #and here we are in 2024 and still no tactics lmao #ill still wait im hopeful that game is good #ANYWAY this is the first time im happy drawing their vests #and its because i used the tunshi figures as reference #man i really want those figures #but its so hard to get them when ur argentinian LMAO #thinking about opening cmms justs to get them........#WEELLLL #funfact! in 2023 i did some custom metal slug pins for an assingment #i never finished fio sadly #i also got this cool ms picture with lights n all #its not important i justwanted to share #i just go crazy with anything metal slug related #oh also i was at a convention n i asked this really cool artist if he could draw eri and we talked about the games for a lil while #i may have used all my savings on that one artist that day #he was really nice :-))#now i got a tarma and an eri from him #can you tell im tired by how much im rambling?#i just love this tagging system where i cant just go crazy n then regret it the day after #i should stop lmao im sorry #metal slug #eri kasamoto #fio germi #marco rossi #tarma roving #digital art #fanart #myart

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ohlookitsthearkhamknight · 2 months

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Theres nothing more i love to read than Tommy’s first crush being Sal to the point he would do anything for an ounce of his attention that slowly broke his heart but he was desperate to feel any love and would put up with Sal being an asshole and never reciprocating his feelings. Like mmm thats the good shit. (Im totally not projecting lols)

I love that its not just Evan thats learning to be loved and wanted, its Tommy too i just love that vulnerability *chefs kiss*

more hc in the tags

#just thinking about after Gerard left and tommy did some digging #he finally realized OH #it wasnt just looking up to sal #it was a crush too #i can see him doing EVERYTHING to get some form of acknowledgment #maybe they go out drinking and Tommy lets himself lie to himself and pretend its something more than ‘bestfriends going out for a drink’#tommy in some seedy bar kissing a broad guy with short hair that he can pretend is sal #going to work the next day and pretending he didnt call his one night stand sal #catching glimpses in the changing room #chimney has a suspicion but keeps his mouth shut #hen just looks at him sadly #and sal barely looks at him at all #tommy feeling sad that sal left for good but at one of their meet ups sal goes on a rant being homophobic and all #and tommys heart shatters because it finally hits him. he’ll never have a chance #sry tommy just makes me insane and i cant stop thinking about how his first crush could have been sal #tommy kinard #sal deluca #evan buckley #bucktommy #kinley #911 abc #911 show

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alfhildr-the-word-weaver · 1 month

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I was thinking about how a lot of people who are into the Vampire Diaries are also into Buffy the Vampire Slayer, and how there are some obvious parallels between the shows and between the relationships of Angel & Buffy and Stefan & Elena and then Spike & Buffy and Damon & Elena, but obviously they aren't exactly the same ships or characters, and it's made me curious. Fans of both, is there a correlation in what you ship?

#the Vampire Diaries #Buffy the Vampire Slayer #Bangel #Spuffy #Stelena #Delena #Spangel #Denzo #I also thought about putting “witches rule and Tillow and Bamon are superior” as an option but those don't feel as parallel #Tillow and Bonora maybe but Nora isn't quite as significant to TVD and Bonora suffers from being an obvious rebound #I also learned you can't drag poll options around to reorder them sadly #but the good news is you can have more than 10 choices now #yeah I'm really curious because I feel like there's a correlation in what gifs I see people reblogging but I don't know how strong it'll be #oh I should tag the characters too #Buffy Summers #Spike #William Pratt #Angel #does Liam have a last name I don't remember #Elena Gilbert #Damon Salvatore #Stefan Salvatore #Enzo St. John #Spuffel #is there a poly ship name for a stelena/delena ot3?#anyways. unleash the shipping discourse. I'm bracing myself. lol #I have my opinions but I think they're mostly on my sideblog these days #but yeah. please reblog for data points and all that #i ramble #even in the tags i ramble

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buglaur · 1 year

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trying to rebuild the reshade preset after the gshade catastrophe

i miss her

#sorry for not answering asks and the like. i'm lacking energy rn #hopefully i'll be more active soon. i haven't checked the dash in days #sadly i dont think i'll have the time to explore the new pack right away #and i know my 4000 file unsorted mods folder is going to be absolutely desecrated #i got all my exam results back. i only failed one out of nine 😎#but now i've got an oral exam in 3 weeks to prepare for #i have to have a conversation with an examiner in irish for 15 minutes #sounds easy because i've been learning the language for 12 years #but i can barely introduce myself #just trying not to stress about it at this point i guess #anyways its paddys day in one week 🥳#i wanted to make an edit for it but i have no ideas and i hate last years one #enough rambling #bye for now

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sortanonymous · 24 days

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There have been more thrilling finishes for sure this year, but that Gateway finish should easily remain the most "whut." finish of the year.

Well, at least Cindric's seat is just a little chillier now, I guess.

#nascar #nascar cup series #nascar gateway #nascar st louis #enjoy illinois 300 #blaney fans definitely aren't enjoying illinois right now (of course i'm not tagging him for his fans' sake)#austin cindric #i didn't think blaney would just coast since cindric was already starting to catch up #but wow was that not what i expected #whut #cindric just has knack for weird wins now that i think about it #maybe the racing gods are slowly spending his cup career apologizing to him for 2021?#(still an all-time nascar moment and sadly still the only year hemric's contributed anything of note to the sport)#i guess the only way ford can win this year is through a current or former driver of the penske no. 2 (first brad now austin)#dillon finished top 10 so overall a good day for mid drivers named austin on the hot seat with random daytona 500 wins ahead of bubba

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fauvester · 1 year

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one day julian brings a dartboard home and tries to get Lim to play with him. both as a way of improving his monocular depth perception but also as a Fun father-son bonding activity to reminder of his ds9 days. he never lets him win. but he underestimates what a hypercompetitive stubborn asshole his child is.. whenever Lim visits one of his siblings he goes to the local bars and pretends to be a novice then wins drinks for everyone in his party

#dee s 9 #garashir adoption au #lim left handed one eyed overhand throwing ass #julians like ah its all just fun and games and learning not about winning!#lim: i am going to put this dart directly into the boards skull #garak thinking sadly to himself. he would have been an excellent marksman #ONE day lim will beat julian. and on that day he can officially die happy.#ezri: YOU DON'T LET YOUR 10 YEAR OLD SON BEAT YOU AT DARTS?#julian: ??? no??? why would I?

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elfpassing · 23 days

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i need to start writing but i literally do not know how to start. every time i try i get blocked by the same exact invisible barrier wall and time continues to pass me by. why was this sk much easier in high school 😭 (it was because i was doing it instead of homework)

#i think i am legit in a depression rut except i legit did not notice it happening this time. which is a first #it wasnt until a couple days ago that it clicked that i am starting to lash out or speak very. self or just generally deprecatively #idek if you can use that word that way but yeah bros it could definitely be going better these days 😞#sadly the only way i can see to getting out of this is getting a better job but the market is FUCKED right now #and even if i did? it would still only be a minimum wage job. because thats all that im qualified for.#so im stuck. in reality and in my mind #much to think about

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lucyvaleheart · 1 month

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#hhhh #another stupid. vent post #been a while but mostly I've just been too tired to write it down #is there like. A fun quirky way to say i wanna kill myself still #....no probably not #anyway. i do.#im... im still in that day program thing #partial hospitalization. It's a good program. Lots of classes and very judgement free #sadly i cannot help but feel I'm. doomed to failure #because i need so much higher a level of care than this #i. frankly i should be put in a nursing home #that's probably the level I'm at #it all hurts. so much. everything does. my body my mind trying to think trying to talk trying to type #everything hurts either physically or mentally #I'm tired and exhausted all the time #I can barely move some days #I'm a massive financial burden on the people who love me #and i can't really do anything but play videogames to distract myself and then vent endlessly to people who reach out #....if you see this and reach out #i apologize if i don't end up replying #I'm overwhelmed lately #i just can't keep up #and can't help being lonely as fuck despite that #....but i do read it all #every message i get i read. and i cherish. And i forget because of my adhd but when i read it #i feel good for a minute #......so.....#..if you've reached out before...thank you #...if you plan to now.... I'm about to sleep so i may not reply but #....thank you

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cinnamon-phrog · 4 months

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How's your day going on tumblr

My day has only just started [EST timezone you see, I am so sorry if I'm incomprehensible] but it's going well, thank you!

I was a bit sad because I chose to give the benefit of the doubt to someone someone else was being mean to, but the person I gave the benefit too turned out to be exactly who I hoped they weren't.

That red x yellow shipper turned out to be a pr*shipper but just didn't say it, a friend of mine told me about their gross twitter acc, as well as the other shipper who sided with them. The only thing they're right about is yes it does indeed look like it's 2022 again :c

It makes me sad to see nothing but gatekeepers and pr*shippers in the dhmis tag so I'm just going to not bother looking anymore, you all had your chances.

It's very messy and has upset me for a bit, but I went offline to go to town and I felt much better!!

[I go off a lot more in the tags- like a LOT a lot. A sort-of vent/complaint but not an ooooooh look at me vent just a few things that've happened in the past that made me who I am now]