#sad tag

[ragx17]

I envy people that have good relationships with family and friends. Always a constant reminder of what I don’t have.

[sparkles-and-trash]

I miss being an equestrian so much, it’s genuinly one of the biggest sorrows of my life that I’m too sick for it

[christnarr]

day 3, patching up

[futureless]

actions reveal why words hold no weight

[blueshinefox]

So Long, Rachael Lillis

It's hard to believe that I am making a second tribute this month… Along with the great people who passed away this month like Dragoneer and Susan Wojcicki, we recently lost one more legend. Rachael Lillis.

If you want the full context of about Rachael's passing, then please read the thread that Veronica Taylor made on Twitter.

As far as I can tell you about this Twitter thread about Rachael's passing, Rachael fought her hardest to live while fighting back her breast cancer, but she finally succumbed. Rachael Lillis was Veronica Taylor's best friend and she meant the absolute world to her.

I will not be doing art, nor posting art, nor watching YouTube videos, nor watching Twitch streams at all this week. I'm going to take time to give myself time to mourn while I mentally recover from this loss. This hurts so bad. I'm sorry.

[agapi-kalyptei]

it's breaking my heart but i'm slowly starting to admit I might need to move to avoid being practically disabled

i just need a country that doesn't have weather

just like permanent 19 semi-cloudy weather. no hot days no freezing winters. i just can't afford getting a concussion every time the life-giving sun comes out

[fuzzyblizzardkitty]

[lightcaballero]

Bothered. Parched. Miserable. In the middle of the road. Unfocused. Decaying.

[selectivechaos]

post event rumination. wanted to talk about it. social anxiety can make you regret a social interaction for a long time after. like a long long time. or it can be just for a few hours afterwards. sometimes, might be delayed; like you think the interaction went 'Well' (by social anxiety brain's definition), but then it twists it.

social interactions other people would walk away smiling from, have left me with no energy, terrified, and full of self-hatred.

personally, feels like brain just winces. like automatic negative thoughts (ANTs) hit suddenly; it's a sharp mental pain, triggered by events. one time, had this for about 4 months afterwards, just recurring cycle of rumination. could not get out of head. would be doing something else, and it would just come crashing back. the same thought. over and over again.

it does lessen with time. promise. don't have that thought any more. still sometimes will remember things, but it stings less.🌹🌹🌹

[ragx17]

I’m so tempted to look at her profile and compare myself to her.

[slutabed]

life lately

[futureless]

i let you in when i needed space

and you crossed a line when i pushed you away

how could u …

[bad-brain-thoughts]

my brain craves sadness and despair.

like how a sweet tooth craves sugar.

it aches for the sorrow, and when it finally gets it’s helping,

it is so painfully relieving.

but it’s good to remember:

too much sugar will rot my poor sweet tooth.

[fuzzyblizzardkitty]

[attleboy]

TADC SPOILERS AHEAD!! //

don't forget

[weewooooweew-is-gay]

i wanna talk to him but also i'm scared he secretly hates me but i can't just ask if he hates me because like on one hand if he's just like "yes" i'll have a breakdown but if he says "no" i probably won't believe him and then we'll go down this cycle again and again and again because something is always perpetually wrong with me and you know what that's probably why he hates me because i'm annoying and i'm a lot and i'm always having a mental breakdown so really who can blame him i'm gonna jump off the roof