#sad tag

[ragx17]

I envy people that have good relationships with family and friends. Always a constant reminder of what I don’t have.

[sparkles-and-trash]

I miss being an equestrian so much, it’s genuinly one of the biggest sorrows of my life that I’m too sick for it

[christnarr]

day 3, patching up

[blueshinefox]

So Long, Rachael Lillis

It's hard to believe that I am making a second tribute this month… Along with the great people who passed away this month like Dragoneer and Susan Wojcicki, we recently lost one more legend. Rachael Lillis.

If you want the full context of about Rachael's passing, then please read the thread that Veronica Taylor made on Twitter.

As far as I can tell you about this Twitter thread about Rachael's passing, Rachael fought her hardest to live while fighting back her breast cancer, but she finally succumbed. Rachael Lillis was Veronica Taylor's best friend and she meant the absolute world to her.

I will not be doing art, nor posting art, nor watching YouTube videos, nor watching Twitch streams at all this week. I'm going to take time to give myself time to mourn while I mentally recover from this loss. This hurts so bad. I'm sorry.

[agapi-kalyptei]

it's breaking my heart but i'm slowly starting to admit I might need to move to avoid being practically disabled

i just need a country that doesn't have weather

just like permanent 19 semi-cloudy weather. no hot days no freezing winters. i just can't afford getting a concussion every time the life-giving sun comes out

[fuzzyblizzardkitty]

[lightcaballero]

Bothered. Parched. Miserable. In the middle of the road. Unfocused. Decaying.

[selectivechaos]

post event rumination. wanted to talk about it. social anxiety can make you regret a social interaction for a long time after. like a long long time. or it can be just for a few hours afterwards. sometimes, might be delayed; like you think the interaction went 'Well' (by social anxiety brain's definition), but then it twists it.

social interactions other people would walk away smiling from, have left me with no energy, terrified, and full of self-hatred.

personally, feels like brain just winces. like automatic negative thoughts (ANTs) hit suddenly; it's a sharp mental pain, triggered by events. one time, had this for about 4 months afterwards, just recurring cycle of rumination. could not get out of head. would be doing something else, and it would just come crashing back. the same thought. over and over again.

it does lessen with time. promise. don't have that thought any more. still sometimes will remember things, but it stings less.🌹🌹🌹

[ragx17]

I’m so tempted to look at her profile and compare myself to her.

[slutabed]

life lately

[bad-brain-thoughts]

my brain craves sadness and despair.

like how a sweet tooth craves sugar.

it aches for the sorrow, and when it finally gets it’s helping,

it is so painfully relieving.

but it’s good to remember:

too much sugar will rot my poor sweet tooth.

[fuzzyblizzardkitty]

[inklingofadream]

[id: A map of the US with a bug wearing a party had over it and the text "Weird bug in charge of the night time!" /end id]

[ragx17]

Me acting shocked he’s just like the rest of boys that I’ve dated

[ensign-miyazaki]

My whole family has no concept of this so why is it baked into my soul????

I think one of the most profound forms of love is "I'll try that, for you. I may not like it, but I'll try it."

It's a confused middle-aged man in a pottery class, whose daughter is helping him with his clay's plasticity. It's a kid scrunching up their brow while listening to their mom's favorite music, trying to figure out why she likes it. It's a girlfriend who says "Yes, I'll go with you" and her girlfriend cheering and buying a second ticket for a con. It's a friend half dragging another friend through an aquarium, the one being dragged laughing and calling out "Wait, wait, I know we're here for the exhibit, but I haven't been here! Slow down!"

It's being willing to spend some of your time trying something new because it makes someone you love happy.

[fuzzyblizzardkitty]

weh