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WHAT THE FUCK‼️
Good morning everyone archive is back up I just woke up instead of getting ready to go to bed and I'm actually tweaking because I just remembered smoothies exist and I want one.
Anyways. Updates here today.
(7:54) the fact that I'm awake this early and it's because I like just woke up and am not just going to bed has me bugged. I feel like I need to take a nap to reset myself. But A Girl is at 10.2k so. We have that at least??? Will it get finished today???
I seriously hope so bc I've been literally dragging this out so long
(9:38) .... guys what if I dropped one of my current rotation ideas to make something Dovakien centric. Like based on all the tiny bits we do have from canon. Because..... I may or may not be thinking about it.
It's 11:57. I have yet to take a nap. And I'm honestly kinda sad over this rn (I am allergic to happiness and apparently it really shows when creek is involved, chat wtf is wrong with me)
(6:07) guys I took a nap and have now settled on I'm finishing A Girl and then I very well may go back to finishing Genesis BC I WANNA WORK ON REVELATIONS SO BAD. ^The above is Karma. So now I'm just thinking about Trin in general and how it hurts my soul LMAOOO
(9:46) While I'm on here procrastinating, I just wanna note that I think it's kinda funny that Revelations will have almost a 'monster of the week' format. Like I fucking adore monster of the week stuff so actually having something like that and making it my own (despite the fact that it's in a four chapter rotation so it is month and not week), is both very funny and makes me very happy.
(1:23) I'm sorry imagine rejecting someone your their and your own peace of mind only for them to come find you the next morning and throw a stack of papers on the table in front of you and claim that they reject your rejection. LIKE PLS I FUCKING LOVE THE WAY I WRITE BEBE SHES SO FUNNY
(2:40) after getting completely distracted I am in the home stretch of finishing this. Then I'm jumping back on Trin for a bit. Maybe. Idk I'm afraid to write the end LMAOOOOO
(3:27) AT 15.2K WORDS, A GIRL IS DONEEE. IT'S TINY. I DON'T CARE. IT'S KINDA CUTE. IDK IF I HATE IT. WHO KNOWS. IT'S DONE THOUGH.
YeAH IT'S Exactly one hour later and I'm back on Genesis. Can someone make the decision for me if I actually want to write Cartman into this or not.... Because part of me really wants to fucking do it. Like probably not in part one. Most likely not in part one. But I am debating on properly giving him a role.
(4:55)Guys I literally have five chapters left and now is when I decide oh hey you know what????
Maybe I should just erm... Tinker with Wendy's character a little bit. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN TINKER WITH HER CHARACTER A LITTLE BIT BRUH WHO DO I THINK I AM????
Okay wait it's 4:59 I actually already accidentally put Wendy almost exactly where I want to be so everything is fine now. I can live with this.
(6:56) and just like that I'm playing around with the New Beginnings Rewrite.....
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(TW- ALFRED'S PLAYHOUSE,NECROPHILIA,SH,SA,RAPE, ABANDONMENT, DISSOCIATION,INCEST MENTIONED)
right now, the time in typing this, it's 7:57 am
Yesterday I spent 4 hours looking at Alfred's playhouse video essays and watching the series on new grounds
That little traumatized dog is stuck in my head
Even when I regressed the only thing replaying in my mind was the alfred alfer movie part 3, yes that part where the entire time he was going on a necrophilic rampage
And I was curious (dumb) and thought "I bet there wouldn't be any fanfiction (there was.) and I read this series like it was multiple works. Why was it well written??? One was about incest like a fan-made brother people made so they can y'know do the hanky panky and stuff
And all the rest in the series was
>rape
>necrophilia
>abandonment
Like, hes so silly but he's so traumatized
It was such a good talent wasted
But yes yes I know
The disturbing comforts the traumatized
But dude..
It was WILD
Like after I watched everything, I just ate dinner and after that I just sat on the floor just thinking like "yo what the fck am I doing with my life"
But my notebook already has alfred drawings so that lil sucker is gonna be stuck in my mind for a few now
I have more that I drew last night but I'm too lazy to get up right now
He's so silly but he's so sad
I really do love him
Like
I feel so bad for the poor puppy :(
I just want him to live a nice a comfortable life
I mean yeah I do relate to alfred (my mind keeps saying albert I don't know why {fun fact that was the fan-made brothers name for the incest fanfic} it's weird)
When I was younger and I was going through stuff I would SH and no one would notice
I remember have my left arm FULL of cuts from my wrist to my elbow and like all around my arm
And I didn't wear sleeves, just normal tee-shirts, I didn't even cover them up
Until my sister noticed when she was visiting and like I spiraled from there
But I would still be addicted if it weren't for her
And I relate to the dissociation also
I don't remember much because when I was younger I would force out memories
And how I can't remember shit for the life of me
But I just feel bad for Alfred
He deserved better than all of that
But some of the scenes were like "whoa.."
Like the dead girl strip club, that really got me like "oh.. oh no.."
Like I bet that was just Emily just drawing her necrophilic desires or something idk
But it was really scary to watch but like good for Alfred ig??????
But he really did deserve better :(
#alfred's playhouse#No I don't support emily yuicos#I feel bad for Emily going down a horrible ideology to help her mental illness#I don't support what she says#separate the art from the artist#poor alfred#I really hope Emily gets/got the help she needs/needed#Yes I know she's a neo-n@zi#And she's against trans people for some reason?????#its now 8:16 at the time of finishing this post.
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100 Songs
1. I’m Blue - The Shangri-Las
2. Paris, Texas - Lana Del Rey ft. SYML
3. Whispering Sea - Loretta Lynn
4. Heads Or Tails - Shannon and the Clams
5. Ku-U-I-Po - Elvis Presley
6. Riot In Cell Block no. 9 - Wanda Jackson
7. Blister - Midriff
8. Mirror Forever - Weyes Blood
9. Littlest Things - Lily Allen
10. The Bargain Store - Dolly Parton
11. Comment Di Tire Adeiu - Françoise Hardy
12. Love You Madly - Cake
13. Cowboy Like Me - Taylor Swift
14. One More Time With Feeling - Regina Spector
15. Grapejuice - Harry Styles
16. This Little Bird - Marianne Faithful
17. Moi Je Joue - Brigitte Bardot
18. I Want You Around - The Ramones
19. Paris Summer - Nancy Sinatra + Lee Hazlewood
20. Marigold - Nirvana
21. It Ain’t Me, Babe - Johnny Cash + June Carter Cash
22. Too Much - Spice Girls
23. Space Cowboy - Kacey Musgraves
24. I’d Rather Go Blind - Etta James
25. No Love Allowed - Rihanna
26. Cornerstone - Arctic Monkeys
27. Pandora’s Box - MARINA
28. Weary Blues From Waitin’ - Hank Williams
29. Seasons In The Sun - Terry Jacks
30. Lavender Blue - The Fleetwoods
31. (You Don’t Know) How Glad I Am - Nancy Wilson
32. Carmelita - Warren Zevon
33. Home On The Rage - Nick Shoulders
34. Dark Heart - Painted Hands
35. Stand On The Word - The Joubert Singers
36. I’m So Young - The Students
37. Ladies and Gentlemen, We Are Floating In Space - Spiritualized
38. Bridge Over Troubled Water - Elvis Presley
39. Rootless - MARINA
40. Morning Elvis - Florence and the Machine
41. Joey - Concrete Blonde
42. Blue Spanish Sky - Chris Isaak
43. Sad Dream - Sky Ferreira
44. Love I Can’t Explain - Shannon Shaw
45. I Call Your Name - The Mamas and Papas
46. Dangerous Girl - Lana Del Rey
47. Seven - Taylor Swift
48. In My Hour Of Darkness - Gram Parsons
49. Some Day You’ll Want Me To Want You - Brenda Lee
50. It’s Raining - Irma Thomas
51. Thinning - Snail Mail
52. I’ll Never Find Another You - The Seekers
54. The Air That I Breathe - The Hollies
55. Deep End - Lykke Li
56. Some Velvet Morning - Nancy Sinatra + Lee Hazlewood
57. Vanishing - Shannon and the Clams
58. Lonely Like Me- Nick Shoulders
59. Strange - Patsy Cline
60. Kathy’s Song - The Secret Sisters
61. Lonesome 77203 - Loretta Lynn
62. Motion Sickness - Phoebe Bridgers
63. In Spite Of Ourselves - John Prine + Iris DeMent
64. Into My Arms - Nick Cave + the Bad Seeds
65. Sing To Me - Walter Martin + Karen O.
66. Can’t Find My Way Home - Blind Faith
67. My rifle, my pony and me - Ricky Nelson + Dean Martin
68. Call Me Irresponsible - Bobby Darin
69. Bubblegum - Clairo
70. I’ll Be Here In The Morning - Townes Van Zandt
71. Work Song - Hozier
72. Sweet Dreams, TN - The Last Shadow Puppets
73. I Can’t Stand The Rain - Tina Turner
74. Beggin’ -Frankie Valli + the Four Seasons
75. Living Legend - Lana Del Rey
76. Lottie - Blair Dunlop + Larkin Poe
77. Gracias A La Vida - Kacey Musgraves
78. Magic Man - Heart
79. Gonna Hurry (As Slow As I Can) - Dolly Parton
80. He’s Fine - The Secret Sisters
81. Stickwitu- The Pussycat Dolls
82. It’s Not For Me To Say - Johnny Mathis
83. Silver Threads and Golden Needles - Dolly Parton, Loretta Lynn + Tammy Wynette
84. Yer So Bad - Tom Petty
85. Desire - Meg Meyers
86. Cold, cold water - Mirah
87. Careless Love - Eartha Kitt
88. Coin Operated Boy - The Dresden Dolls
89. Buckskin Stallion Blues - Amy Annelle
90. After Laughter (Comes Tears) -Wendy Rene
91. Anyone Who Knows What Love Is (Will Understand) - Irma Thomas
92. Love Is A Laserquest - Arctic Monkeys
93. Forever Blue - Chris Isaak
94. In The Flesh - Blondie
95. Wedding Bell Blues - The 5th Dimension
96. New World Coming - Mama Cass
97. Blues Run The Game - Janileigh Cohen
98. Everybody’s Free (To Wear Sunscreen) - Quindon Tarver
99. A Lot’s Gonna Change - Weyes Blood
100. I Could Say - Lily Allen
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Time: Saturday, April 25th, 2020, early in the morning
Location: Rooftop
Harper was a morning person. She was the first one to wake up in their room and back at Georgetown with her roommates, she was the first one up. She would roll over, reach for her phone, and see the time staring back at her. 7:00 AM. Then she would do her morning routine and then start her day. But not today, today was different. Because she didn’t have her phone next to her to check the time, only knowing that it was way too early by how dark it still was. But no matter how many times Harper tried to close her eyes, she couldn’t go back to sleep. Too many things were running through her head, ready to jump out and cause her to burst. And she didn’t want to do that, not while Luce, Atty, and now Marlowe were in the room.
Carefully and quietly as possible, Harper slid down from the top bunk, happy that nothing squeaked too loudly to catch the attention of the others. Once on ground level, she took the time to just stand there and look at her friends. Ever since the incident, Marlowe has decided to stay with them, not wanting to leave Luce’s side. Which was understandable and if it was Grace in that situation, Harper would’ve done the same in a heartbeat. For any of them honestly. It was just that her bond with Grace was deeper than the others.
Picking up clothes to wear and other items, she got herself ready in the bathroom. Fifteen minutes later, she emerged, hair pulled up into a bun and a basic outfit on. There was no need for her to put effort into her appearance, not when it was still dark out and no one to impress. She actually gave up on trying to impress and flex on the Gallagher students, the desire leaving her body once the truth was revealed.
With her key to get back inside, Harper was careful not to wake her roommates when closing the door. The halls were quiet, as everyone was still sleeping. It was a Saturday morning, she could understand why everyone was clocked out. And not only that, it was too early. It was a miracle that even Harper was up this early and without the need of an alarm clock to get her up at this hour.
She made her way down the hallway, away from the room that has become her “home” this semester. Though, it sure didn’t feel like it. Not being able to buy decorations for it, lights, or anything because they didn’t have the chance to do so. Then again, they just witnessed a bombing and then were whisked away by Gallagher. So the idea of getting decorations wasn't on anyone's minds, their safety being the number one concern.
The destination in mind was the rooftop, an area that universally everyone went to when they were emotional. It was something about the aesthetic of being on a rooftop to clear your head that meant something to everyone. Some went up there to smoke, others to look at the world below them. For Harper, well, it was to get away and feel like she had some power. Power over Gallagher, to just look down on the school, ya know? That was what she wanted.
What she did realize was how she rarely went to the rooftop when emotional. Not even at Georgetown, her crying destination was always her room. Because it was her safe space and she could freely cry without a bunch of people staring at her. It was difficult during her freshman year as she wasnt close to her roommate at the time. The two girls talked and went to one party together, but they werent close to the point where Harper could freely cry in front of her. It got a bit easier during her sophomore year and by her junior year, she got an apartment with friends and had a room of her own. It was in her room with the door locked that she could sit on her bed, tears rolling down her cheeks, snot that tried to break free, and Frank Ocean playing through her headphones. There was no screaming or noises that left her body, she was silent the entire time. None of her roommates ever aware that she was crying unless they were told.
There was a time that Harper did cry in public while with friends. It was during her sophomore year, finals week of their fall semester. Everyone decided to sit in Starbucks early on a Saturday morning and get work down together. It wasnt a massive group but there were more than four of them that could fit comfortably at a table so they had to do some rearranging. Pushing tables together, making sure everyone had enough space, and that they were ready to go. They could have easily gone to the school's library and done work there but decided against it. Because they wanted to chill in Starbucks. "It's for the aesthetic, Atty," Steph told their friend who brought up the school's library as another option.
The group was calm, working hard on preparing for exams and typing up papers. There were times that they would all break to get on their phones, to scroll through Twitter or to post on Snapchat, some more than others. For Harper, she seemed okay as she laughed with friends and posted on Snapchat. None of them realized either, as they were still feeling each other out as a solid group of friends. It wasnt until three hours in that she closed her textbook in frustration and a single tear gently hit the table with a plop. That was when they realized that she was frustrated and stressed out about her exam. It was Imogen who gently rubbed her back, Marlowe who talked to her calmly, Luce who showed her memes, and Hudson who bought her her favorite frappuccino. Everyone was trying to be there for her, showing that they cared and that they were there for her. It had been a while that she realized that maybe people did love her.
Of course, there were times that she cried over someone and was embarrassed by it. She cried over Michael, a lot this school year. But not as much as the day he broke up with her.
She could tell that something was off about her boyfriend at the time. He seemed distant, his text messages were dry and lackluster, and when they came back for school, it felt like he was avoiding her. The only time he talked to her was about their organization since they were president and vice president. She had a feeling that something bad was going to happen but pushed those thoughts away. Because she was always so pessimistic, thinking of the worst of a situation. Harper always hated that about herself. How she was always so wary of everything and just believer that things were going to go south at any minute. It was just for her relationship, that had been going strong for a year and a few months, that she didnt want to believe was going to end.
Until it did and in the worst way. Just three weeks into school year, Michael showed up to her apartment with a solemn expression and his head lowered. "I'm sorry, Mariah," his voice rang through her ears, as if he was walking beside her at that very moment. "I just can't do this anymore."
What happened next was a blur, as she repressed the memory because of how pathetic she was acting during that time. What she did remember was calling Grace, choking on her words as she asked the other to come to her apartment. And when she did arrive, Harper clung onto her friend, crying into her shoulder as information about the end of her relationship was revealed.
Michael had became someone who she always went to when things went wrong. He was her number one supporter and the person she called when she needed comfort. He would show up to her apartment, pull her into his chest, kiss her forehead, and call her by her middle name. It was something that she only granted him permission to call her, outside of her family. He would always call her that, causing her heart to flutter whenever she heard it. And it was very much appreciated when crying and needed someone to calm her.
Maybe that was why she still went back to him, since Michael knew what to say to keep her calm. His presence and touches were always sought for her, especially when she was drunk and just needed attention. It was only when she woke up the next day, head pounding and in bed with Michael that she realized her mistake.
And while her friends would tell her not to go back to him, Harper couldnt deny how much she wanted him right now. To have him hold her, tell her that it was going to be okay, to call her "Mariah". That was what she needed at this very moment, someone to just stop her and tell her to calm down.
Once on the roof, Harper could see the sun in the distance slowing starting to rise. Okay, that gave her smile explanation on what time it was. She walked over to the edge, looking over once to see people walking. It was the added protection, as President Sutton decided to add more walking around and be on the look out for suspicious people. But how would they know who was suspicious when the person looked, talked, and acted just like them? It was like that with Cecil who was brought in as a mentor, none of them realizing at all about his true intentions.
Looking back up, Harper sat down, staring in the direction of the sunrise. She took in the colors that could be seen, how they were slowly pushing away the darkness, claiming their dominance. She could hear a few bitds chirping, up and ready to get to work. The sounds and looks of nature should have been calming her and give her strength.
But it only made her cry, a soft noise leaving her throat. The tears came down like a waterfall and the snot followed. Emotions about what had been happening hit her like a bulldozer. The thought of almost losing Luce, the truth about Gallagher, the safety of her friends, and the realization of how she ruined the few friendships that she formed here. How she called Grayson pathetic in the library, to seeing Jai cry in the middle of the hallway, to storming away from Caden and not caring to look back at him. Then there was Rafa and Grace, a relationship that she interfered in by calling out Rafa before talking to Grace about the situation. How she could tell how pissed off Rafa was and how Grace began to cry. God, what was wrong with her? Why was she like this?
She thought that after calling them out, that she would feel better. That all of her stress and worries would disappear right after. But it only made her feel worst. She was sure that they saw her some crazy bitch, probably happy that she was out of their lives. Who would want someone who was unstable and had bad anger issues like her as a friend? None of them, hell, not even Michael since he broke up with her.
That made her cry even more and become just a little louder. She needed to leave and go back home. Not to Gerorgetown but back to Washington. To be in the comfort of her childhood house. Sit inside of her room, listening to her uncle talking to friends, and her dad listening to R&B music in the kitchen. To be called Mariah again and told that she was loved. To have her family beside her and to have them hug her tightly. That was what she needed right and what she wanted.
But until then, she could only cry on a rooftop. Where the tears fell down like a waterfall, snot that ran loose like an escaped convict, no Frank Ocean being played, and no one to call her Mariah to keep her calm.
#muse ⁂ you don’t keep me from turning up#oof#i wrote about michael yeet#sad girl hours at 7:57 am#her full name is harper mariah kent bc i think mariah is a pretty name#i almost made it soraya but already typer up mariah in a different reply oops#but pls enjoy this
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What Have I Done? - Bakugou Katsuki- pt.2
Bakugou x f!reader
Warnings: Angst, Mentions of suicidal thoughts, fluff, insane behavior, nsfw, noncon! Dubcon!, murder, stalking, abusive behavior, yandere!Bakugou, cursing, blood, lowkey kinda slow burn (meaning the beginning is a little boring BUT IT GETS GOOD I SWEAR😭)
Ep. Warnings: Angst, hitting, cursing, stalking, kidnapping, murder
Summary: It’s been awhile since you’ve left him. Two months actually but it was two months too long. Katsuki was slowly going insane and I guess you could say he officially has because he’s officially snapped. You become his main target, his number one priority, his entire being even though you’re trying to leave him. But Katsuki won’t let you. You’re his..and in the words of Bakugou Katsuki..you always will be.
A/N: ....I made it a yandere story y’all. OH SHI-
BAKUGOU’S MASTERLIST
Chapter 1
Twitch, twitch, twitch. That’s all Katsuki’s body been doing. Either his eyes or his fingers, his body is uncomfortably moving. Shit doesn’t feel right for him. And he knows exactly why. You left him.
The first week was horrible. All Katsuki did was cry. He even kept his destroyed home in shambles because he couldn’t find the motivation to do anything. If it wasn’t for Kirishima, Katsuki would have starved himself to death. The second week was just as bad. Nothing but a crying baby being taken care of by his best friend.
The third week is when Katsuki become a drunkard. He made Kirishima and the boys of the Bakusquad constantly take him out whenever. As long as the place served alcohol, he would go. He would go and drink himself to sleep. While he was intoxicated he would cry about how he misses you and how he was a terrible husband. He always said you deserved better but he was too in love with you to let you go. The 4th week was pretty much the same.
After a whole month without you, Katsuki threw himself into depression. For the entirety of the second month, he locked himself within the walls of his home. Thankfully, it was now considered a home environment once again after his dear friends cleaned the place up for him. Katsuki stayed inside all day, drank his soul away every night, and sobbed constantly. Constantly regretting how he neglected you, how he mistreated you, and how he hurt you. He doesn’t even know how he even brought himself to do that. Even though he’s been alone for almost 2 months, he still had hope that you would come back. That things would go back to normal and he would be a better husband to you, just like he promised.
Katsuki felt himself going mad and slipping away, but what pulled the trigger was what Kirishima brought to him on the 6th week.
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Flashback
“WHAT THE HELL IS THIS?”
Katsuki looked down at the papers in his hands. Kirishima had walked in with a nervous and sad look on his face when he gave Katsuki the papers you had the red head deliver. “Sorry man...”
Katsuki shook as he stared at the divorce papers with wide eyes. He saw you already signed it and all the paper needed was his signature. His face grew dark as something in his mind snapped. Katsuki turned to his friend and instructed him to get out of his home.
“What? Man are you alright?” Kirishima said. He walked to his best friend and when he reached a hand out for him, Katsuki pulled on his arm and pushed him out the door. He slammed it shut and locked it as he looked at the papers.
A scary smile grew on the man’s face. His eyes grew crazy as he laughed maniacally. Hysterically. As if what he held was the most hilarious thing in the world. His palms began to spark as he used his quirk to destroyed the papers. The quick blast made his hair floof around a bit and when it was over, a pile of ashes lay at his feet.
“She-....she thinks she can leave me?” Bakugou began to walk to the framed picture on the coffee table. He picked up the picture of you both on your last anniversary and ran his finger over the image of you. “Poor Princess....you can’t leave me. You need me. Just as much as I need you. I mean..hehe...look at what I mess I’ve been. I can only assume you must be worse. But it’s okay, love...I’ll find you soon enough..and I’ll help you feel better,” he walked to his bedroom and layed down on the soft mattress as he held the frame close to his chest as he stared sinisterly at the ceiling, “and we’ll never be apart again.”
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The 7th week was when it began. Katsuki took some time off of work. He was gonna be too busy for hero work. He had something much more important to do. He had to bring you home.
Katsuki spent the 7th week looking for information on you. He was up 24/7 reading all he can, talking to as many people as he can, and doing all the digging he could until he found you. Unfortunately for him but luckily for you, he found nothing. It pissed him off. How could you have completely erased your existence? Did you just go into hiding or was he not searching hard enough.
This time, the luck switched. Katsuki was just walking to the store when he looked to the far side and saw you in a cab. He had to do a double take to make sure he wasn’t mistaken but after a good glance and taking a picture for confirmation, he knew it was you. His body almost betrayed him as he almost went in to run after you but luckily his brain stopped him. He had to think. Katsuki hid in an alleyway nearby as he watched you from the side. When the driver continued down the road, that’s when he began to follow you. He used his hero training and quirk to keep up with the car. He followed you for miles until the cab finally stopped at some hotel. He watched you walk in and decided this was far enough.
He knew where you were now. He could wait a little longer before snatching you up. If he did it now in broad daylight, chaos would break out. He had to wait for the perfect moment to get you back. He was okay with waiting. He knew where you’ve been staying, how to get there, and knew what time you got back from wherever that cab picked you up. And then it hit him. The cab.
Katsuki went back to look at the picture he took of you in the cab and checked the license plate. With this information, he went home to find where the vehicle was.
Katsuki busted the door open to his home and ran straight to his in-home office. He went to log onto his work laptop that he used for hero work. The laptop contained the tools and websites that would allow him to find the cab. He finally reached the site he was looking for and went back to the picture. There, he typed in the license plate number.
“よ 57-342” he whispered aloud. Finally, he located the vehicle and went to find it. Katsuki followed the location until he found the house where the driver stayed. He waited in hiding, hoping someone would come out and hoped that the someone would be the driver. He waited and waited until finally, after almost 2 hours of waiting, a man came out. Katsuki quickly pulled up the picture and made sure it was the same person who was driving you, and to his luck, it was.
He quickly ran to the driver before he could get into the cab and pulled him into a dark corner. He slammed the man up against the wall and pulled up a picture of you. “Listen! You dropped this girl off at a hotel, I need to know where you picked her up! Tell me! Now!”
“W-whoa!” The driver exclaimed as he took notice of Katsuki’s identity. “Y-you’re Dynamight!”
Katsuki sucked his teeth at the fact that this guy knew who he was but then again, he wasn’t surprised. He was the number 2 hero after all. “Yeah! I am! Now tell me where you picked up my wife you dog-faced loser!” He screamed.
“Y-you’re wife??” The man looked at the picture and recognized you and the name you gave him. “Oh! M-Miss Y/N! Yes! Uh-..uh- I- she- I- ..I picked her up from a gym!” The man exclaimed.
“What gym?! Tell me!!!” Bakugou shouted at the man.
“I-I’m sorry! I don’t know if I can! She- she said she got divorced so how can I trust you’re her husband?!” The man shouted in fear.
“Are you calling me a liar?! I’m a fucking pro-hero! Why would I pull some bullshit like that! Tell me where my wife was! What?! Gym?!” Bakugou screamed once more. In fear, the man gave Katsuki the information he needed.
“Hosu Gym!” The man shook and Bakugou stared for a minute to scare the poor guy before dropping him to the ground. As he walked away, the man spoke up once more. “D-Dynamight, sir. I-If miss Y/N doesn’t want to see you..and you’re forcing information out of people..I’ll have to tell the authorities..sir.”
“You’re not gonna do a damn thing. You hear me?!” The pro screamed. Bakugou side eyed the man as he watched the driver get up from the ground.
“Sir. From the small conversation we had in the car, Miss Y/N said she was divorced-“
“We aren’t divorced!!” Bakugou said as he made a random explosion to intimidate the man. “We are still together, and she is still my wife, and none of this is any of your business!” Bakugou began to walk away but heard the driver grumble something under his breath that triggered something in his brain.
“I can see why she left a crazed man like you...” the driver mumbled. Katsuki quickly snapped his body to face the man and jumped on him. His burning hand found it’s way around the man’s neck and began to squeeze.
“The hell did you say?! You’re gonna wish you never said that you fucking fool, cuz now those are gonna be your last words!” Bakugou said before he activated an explosion and killed the man. Katsuki took deep breaths before realizing what he did and for some reason, he felt no remorse. And he knows why.
“That idiot should’ve known better than to talk about me and Y/N like that...s’his own fault he died.” Bakugou said before walking away from the gruesome scene. He acted like nothing happened as he made his way to Hosu Gym. He just needed to know what time your got there and when. Then, he could finally go home before continuing his plan for the next day.
—
The blonde decided to wait for some time before he went into the building. It was getting dark and so the gym would be closing soon. He waited and waited until finally, the place was empty. Empty except for the man who worked at the front desk.
Katsuki slipped in right before closing and hid himself in the locker room. He waited 10 minutes before going out and finding the one employee he saw. After exploring the area, Katsuki found the man sitting on a bench. He snuck up behind him, and pounced. He covered the man’s mouth as he tugged him into the back room. Once inside, The blonde threw the man in and locked the door to prevent anyone getting in or out.
“W-What is going on? D-Dynamight, what is happening?” The employee asked in fear. He assumed a threat was going on or some trouble was taking place outside of the gym. He had no idea the trouble was standing right in front of him.
“I need you to tell me when this lady came in.” Bakugou said and pulled up a picture of you. The man looked at the picture and shook his head.
“I’m sorry, but I don’t recognize-“
“YOU WILL! This woman came in here today and I need to know what time! TELL ME!” Bakugou screamed as he lit sparks in his palm. The man shook in fear at the hero’s booming voice and began to look harder. After a minute, he finally spoke.
“I- I remember. She came in hours ago! Sometime around 12 to 2!” The man said in hopes the yelling would stop. It didn’t.
“ARE YOU FUCKING STUPID?! There’s a huge space in between! I need to know exactly what time she came in! Don’t you morons have a sign in?!” Bakugou screamed.
“We do! We do sir!” The man nodded his head in fear. Bakugou huffed before walking over to him and dragging him by his collar to seat him on the chair in front of the computer.
“Then get into your data base and FIND MY WIFE!” The blonde screamed. The worker nodded frantically before getting right into it. Bakugou watched his every move and the computer. He kept a sparkling hand right next to the man’s head to keep him intimidated as he worked. Eventually, Bakugou saw your profile picture on the screen when the man scrolled down. “Stop. Her. Check what time she came in.”
The man read the drafts and spoke. “1:30 p.m.”
Bakugou nodded before walking to the door and unlocking it. He turned to the trembling man and gave a quick warning with a sinister smile. “If I ever find out that you told anybody, even your own damn friends or family, about what happened tonight, I won’t hesitate to come back and kill you. Am I clear?”
The man gave a quick and jittery “y-yes sir!” As he watched the pro-hero leave the room. Once Bakugou was gone, the man let out a breath of relief and allowed the few tears he was holding back to fall. Bakugou Katsuki definitely struck fear into those of the lives he met.
With this simple information, Bakugou smirked as he walked out the gym doors. He knows where you live, what gym you go to, what day you go, and what time you arrive. You were always a very punctual person. You had a schedule and you followed it through and through. He completely trusted the fact that when he came back here next week, he would be sure to see you. All he had to do now was wait 7 days.
—
7 days have passed and Katsuki was waiting for your presence in the gym. After finding out you arrived at 1:30, he showed up almost an hour earlier at 12 just in case. He waited and waited for you to show. He was almost out of patience, but after seeing that it was only 1:00, he settled the slightest bit. It wasn’t until he took notice of a familiar figure at the desk.
The man Katsuki had threaten nights ago was shivering and shaking in his boots as he greeted people at the door. He was aware that the pro hero was in the building and after the incident of what went down that night, he was definitely scared for his life. Bakugou began to walk to the man and said man could feel a scary aura coming around. When he turned, he was greeted with the sight of a smirking Katsuki.
“Hey friend,” Bakugou said with his hands in his pockets.
The man jumped at the sound of his voice and his scary presence made his eyes teary. “H-Hello Dynamight.”
“Thought I’d just come by to warn you again. When Y/N walks through those doors, don’t you fucking dare try telling her about me or my presence here. Got that.....” Katsuki said looking down at the man’s name tag. “Hiro Itadori? ‘Cuz if you do, your body goes boom. Understand?”
“Y-Yes Sir!” Hiro said as he looked to the ground with wide eyes as he felt himself break into a cold sweat. Bakugou patted the man’s back, causing him to flinch but when the hero walked away right after, Hiro calmed down. Unfortunately, that only lasted for about a second before you walked in.
“Hello Hiro!” You joyfully said. Your voice reached the ears of your ex-husband. Or more so, your “supposed to be” ex-husband. His ears perked up and he smirked as he hid behind a corner wall, taking the view of you in.
“Y/N.” He whispered to himself. He smiled and a blush bloomed on his porcelain skin as he admired you from afar. You were just as beautiful as he remembered. If anything, your looks seemed to have only gotten better. He watched as the man nervously greeted you and allowed you to go through with your workout. Katsuki smirked as he knew the man gave no hint at him being there, and so he would be able to watch you in peace.
Katsuki wasn’t there to keep tabs on your workout and what exercises you did. He was there just to watch you. Of course, while doing so, he admired you, but he was there to gain selfish intel. He watched you from start to end. Once you finished he followed you to your next location. It was still early and so it was safe to assume you weren’t heading to bed yet. He followed you back to your hotel and waited in another area until you walked out again. Sure enough, you did.
For the rest of the day, Bakugou followed and stalked your every move. He watched where you work, where you spent your free time, he followed you to the new cafe you seemed to enjoy, and then he followed you back to your hotel. Instead of waiting in another area and watching from afar, Bakugou climbed the side of the building and watched you from your hotel balcony through the glass door. He payed attention to your every move and noted what time you went to bed. Satisfied with the day’s revelations, he went back to his own home.
Knowing this information, Katsuki was able to sleep a little more peacefully. For the next few weeks, Katsuki followed this procedure. He became a full time stalker, even going so far as to call out of work for some time to put his full attention in you. He watched you like a hawk. He took note of everywhere you went, where you ate, who you spoke to, and what you did. All of it became engraved into his brain.
Now, Katsuki stood at your balcony for the umpteenth time as he stared at your sleeping form. It was deep into the night and with the moonlight on his back, he found enough courage and craze to open the door. He walked in quietly and shut the door, blocking the chilly air from seeping in to awaken your unconscious state. He approached your bed and crouched down to meet your face.
“Still as perfect as ever,” he whispered as he removed a few strands of hair out of your face. His touch didn’t seem to startle you and Katsuki took it as your body naturally indulging in his familiar touch. He blushed at the feeling of your oh so soft skin as his fingertips grazed your pillowy cheeks. His hand finally cupped the side of your face as his thumb drew circles along your skin. Your head unconsciously nuzzled into his warmth like it used to and Katsuki couldn’t help but smile. “Don’t worry Teddy Bear...I’ll bring you home soon.”
With that, Katsuki leaned down and softly placed a kiss on your lips. This was the lightest kiss he ever bestowed upon you. The pressure and weight was similar to a feather and the blonde struggled to restrain himself once he came in contact. He craved more but his mind knew better. Reluctantly, he pulled away and removed his hand from your face. He walked away, back to the balcony to take his leave but not before turning to look back at you. “Real soon.”
—
You woke up to a sense of familiarity in your room. Although you were alone, you could’ve sworn there was this chilling presence. It was faint but it was there. Taking in a breath and looking around at your surroundings, you reluctantly got out of bed and got ready for the day.
You did the usual. Got ready, got dressed, had breakfast, and went about your day. You went to the market to picked up a few things and ended up staying much longer than you liked. You walked in during daylight and came out when the sun was setting. You sighed in disappointment.
“Guess I can skip the gym this one time. I might as well get back home, read a book or two..” you went on talking to yourself about your schedule. You walked with the groceries in hand as you enjoyed the scenery on your way back, however, even with the shining sun creating it’s golden hour with a beautiful purple sky, you couldn’t help but feel wary of the stillness in the wind.
—
‘Where the fuck is she?!’ Bakugou thought to himself. He waited at the gym all damn day. He waited and waited to see your beautiful face but you never showed. If he had known that you would’ve skipped out on the gym today he wouldn’t have came here and wasted his time. Today was supposed to be the day. The day you came home.
Shaking off his negative thoughts, Bakugou continued with his backup plan. Although it would hurt his soul to bring harm to his precious princess, he reminded himself that he was doing this for her. He’s been so broken for the past months, he could only imagine how destroyed you must be. Hurting you was his way of helping you.
And so, Bakugou made his way to your hotel, where he found himself standing infront of your glass door at your balcony. To his dismay, you weren’t there. He released a huff before climbing down and once again, began to wait. He waited and waited in hiding, constantly on the lookout for you. It’s hard to find you in the city when you don’t follow your daily schedule, but knowing where you currently resided to get your rest made his job much easier.
Finally, after some time, he heard the familiar and comforting sound of your humming voice as you sang a little song to yourself. Bakugou took the sight of you in and blushed at your beauty from afar. He allowed himself to soak in the sound of your pretty voice before making his move. “Sorry Princess.”
—
You finally made it to the hotel. After your long stroll, you couldn’t wait to get some rest. Except, the closer you got, the more tense you became. You could feel the suspenseful aura in the air and your pace soon slowed down. Eventually, you came to a stop as your nerves got the best of you.
“Hello?” You said in the wind. You looked around and saw nothing but the pitch black night illuminated by the street lights and stars.
“Is someone there?” You asked again, turning your head another direction. Nothing but leaves in the wind. You released a sigh and continued your walk but became startled due to the sound of squirrels fighting in the trees.
“Ah!” You screamed and dropped your bag. After taking notice of the two animals going at it, you chuckled to yourself and turned to pick up your bag, unfortunately being startled once again at the sight of shoes in front of you. “AH!”
You jumped back in fear and took a fighting stance before you settled and relax at the sight of your supposed ex-husband. “Bakugou..it’s just you.”
“Mm, nope.” Bakugou said as he bent down to pick up your bag and hand it to you. “It’s Katsuki.”
His words sent your eyes rolling as you took your bag back with a hesistant hand. Something seemed..off.
“Not anymore. Thanks for the help. Bye.” You attempted to walk on to your hotel entrance but his arm stopped you.
“What? That’s it? Thanks? Bye?” Bakugou asked while gently pushing your body back in front of him. “We should talk, Y/N.”
“There’s nothing to talk abou-“
“There is.” Bakugou said with a firm voice, grabbing your full attention. Seeing your doe eyes look at him with caution caused him to settle. Bakugou sighed through his nose and allowed his hands to rest on your waist. “I miss you, Y/N. I want you to come back home.”
You shook your head at the idea and scrunched your eyes as you tried to step out of his hold. “Bakugou..”
“Hear me out, okay? It won’t be like last time, Teddy Bear-“
“You don’t know that-“
“I do. Because I’m going to try harder for you and I’m going to hold onto you and I’m not gonna ruin us for a second time. I still love you Y/N. I always have and I always will.” Bakugou sweetly said. You looked at him with the same eyes of caution before you placed your hands over his, giving him a sign of hope.
“I’m sorry, Bakugou,” you said, pulling his hands off of your waist. “I sent divorce papers. I don’t want to be with you anymore. I don’t love you anymore.”
“You don’t mean that.” Bakugou said with full confidence. Although you pulled his hands away from your waist, you still allowed him to keep a hold on your own hands.
“...I should.” You said looking down. With each word of denial, Bakugou took a step closer, invading your personal space. “You should get going-“
“No, Y/N-“
“Bakugou-“
“Baby. I know you still want me. I know you still love me and I know you’re excited that I’m back. I love you...and you love me. So just admit it.” He said, inches away from your face. You stared in his eyes with a look of longing...and a hint of love. He was right. You did still love him. But after the neglect and harm he’s brought you, you didn’t know if you did want to go back. You didn’t know.
Sensing your hesistation, Bakugou slowly moved in to close the gap between you two. His hands let go off yours as he wrapped his arms around your waist. His face inched closer to yours and when you didn’t stop him, he continued. Finally, he gently placed his lips upon your own and you’d be lying if you said you didn’t feel something again. His kisses always brought a comforting feeling of butterflies in your stomach and after a second of feeling his warm lips, you kissed him back. Your hands found way around his neck as you pulled him in deeper and you could feel Bakugou smile into the kiss. It was hot and passionate. You were out in the open but for a moment it felt like no one else in the world existed. You would’ve gotten lost in the kiss had it not been for you remembering the situation you were in with the man.
Reluctantly, you gently pushed Bakugou off of you, but he still managed to press his forehead to your own. “Katsuki...you should go home.”
“Not without you.” He softly said. You shook your head as you completely pushed him off of you and gathered your things.
“Please...just go.” You said and began to walk away but Bakugou held onto your arm to stop you from moving any further.
“I’m not leaving without you, Y/N. Come home.” He stated.
“Bakugou! Just leave!” You shouted as you turned to him. When you faced the blonde man, you were shocked to see a crazed smile decorating his face.
“Too bad. I’m not asking Y/N. I’m telling. You’re coming home with me. Tonight.” He said and you scoffed at him with slight fear.
“You’re crazy!” You said and tried to shake his hold off of you, but of course failed.
“About you? Yes.” He said as he pulled you in closer. You squirmed against his hold until he pressed you in his chest and kept you in his grasp. You continued to fight against him but he grabbed your face with one hand to force you to stop and look at him.
“Let me go!”
“Listen! You either come home with me the easy way..or my way.” He warned. You looked at him with fear laced all around your face as you watched his insane side surface. You began to squirm again and fight once more.
“I’m not going!” You spat. Bakugou just released a simple laugh before caressing the side of your face.
“Yes. You are.” With that, the gentle hand on the side of your face formed into a first as he swung and knocked you out. You dropped unconscious in his hold and Bakugou was quick to carry you princess style and walk away, abandoning your groceries on the sidewalk.
“Shoulda listened. Cant believe you forced me to hurt you like that, baby.” Bakugou spoke to your unconscious state as he walked back home through dead city streets. “Don’t worry though, I’ll take care of you once we make it back. And then, we’ll never be apart again. I promise.”
—
You awoke to chains being locked on your wrist that were tied against a headboard. You layed on a large mattress in a dark room with a dim light. As you looked around, you recognized the familiar place. The place you used to make love for hours with your ex-husband. The place where movie dates and cuddle sessions were a must. The place you locked yourself in before leaving your last relationship. Katsuki’s bedroom.
You tried to jump out of bed but the restraints pulled you back down. You tried to scream and only muffled sounds could be heard. Katsuki taped your mouth shut. You tried using your quirk but it didn’t work. You looked to your restraints and saw the cuffs he used to hold you were quirk restraining cuffs. With nothing else to do, you tossed and turned in the bed as you allowed the muffled sounds to be as loud as they could. Eventually, the ruckus you were making brought the attention of your captor. Katsuki Bakugou.
Hearing all the noise, Bakugou busted opened the door to be met with your frustrated and teary eyes. You glared at him as he smirked at your locked up state. He took the opportunity to walk up to you and caress your face.
“I’m so sorry I had to hit you baby,” he said leaning down to place a kiss on your forehead. “But you left me with no choice. All you had to do was come home on your own free will and I wouldn’t have had to do all that.”
You began to tremble with anger and fear as you stared up at the man. Your teary eyes challenged his insane rubies as he sat on the side of the bed.
“How does it feel to be back? Hm?” He asked, ripping off the tape. You groaned at the pain and grew sick as you saw Bakugou pervertedly lick his lips at the sound. You leaned back and huffed with heavy breath before answering him.
“What the hell is wrong with you?! Let me go!” You screamed. He only looked at you in confusion as another sinister smile took place on his lips.
“Why would I do that, Teddy Bear?” He asked, allowing his thumb to create sweet and soft circles on your cheek.
“I don’t want you anymore Katsuki! I don’t want to be with you!” Bakugou merely raised a brow at your words and continued to listen. “You burned me-“
*SMACK*
You looked at the man in front of you with fear and shock written on your face. Your cheek stung as your face now turned to the side but Bakugou quickly changed that by taking you by your chin to make you face him and wrapped a hand around your neck, chocking you. You gasped for air as Bakugou’s smirk became replaced with a frown and his brows became pointed.
“How dare you?! You’re asking what’s wrong with me but what the hell is wrong with you?! You left me, for months, Y/N. I was heartbroken. I was basically dead with you gone. I did you a fucking favor bringing you back. If I was so fucked, I can only imagine how horrible you must’ve been feeling. You’re lucky I came and save you. Saved us. And now, we can be happy again.” He explained.
“K-...Katsuki-..p-please!” You forced out, trying to beg for air.
“SHUT UP! I saved you, Y/N. So don’t even try to mention the little accident that happened so long ago, baby. Now you can forgive me. And don’t worry..I’m ready to listen to all the apologies you surely have for me...even if I have to choke them out of you.” He seethed with his hand tightening. Your eyes began to pop as the blood flow began to fill your face. Your eyes turned red as you struggled for air.
“I-...I-I’m..K-Katsuki! ...I’m sorry!” You shouted as best as you could. Luckily for you, the second you did, Bakugou’s hand lost its grip and simply rested on your neck. You choked and coughed as you relished in the sweet taste of oxygen. He smiled and leaned down to give your lips a sweet peck to shut you up and tapped your cheek before he walked to the door. Before leaving, he turned around to look at you and give you your official welcome back.
“I’m glad you’re home, baby. Can’t believe you really tried leaving. You’re mine, Y/N. And you always will be....don’t forget it.”
He slammed the door shut, walking away from the room with a smile. And you?
You cried.
A/N: Back by popular demand, we have part 2 to “What Have I Done.” How was it? In my opinion the beginning SUCKED! But I promise it’ll get better! The story will focus on Y/N and Bakugou’s new lives now so stay tuned and I hope you guys enjoyed it!
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206 QUESTIONS
Pick a question and I'll answer
Then I'll pick and you'll answer
#till we're tired#
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1:Do u still love your ex?🌏❤
2:Will u marry me?😕
3:Are u in love?😶
4:Do u like me?😏
5:Can we date?👀
6:Are u single?😴
7:Can I be your bestie?😇
8:Can I be your gf/bf?😉
9: Let's be frnds wif benefits?🔥
10:Send me your nude?😋
11:What ll u do if we where locked in a room for 2 hrs?😎
12:Let's be fuck buddies?😜
13: Seduce me when we meet?😒
14:something u love about me?😍
15:Write a paragraph about me?💓
16:Who is your favourite person to chat with?😌
17:Who do u hate?🤨
18:Date me or pass?🤷🏼♂🤷🏼♀
19:Send me a screen shot of the chat with your crush😈
20:Confess to me something deep😠
21:Put a pic of me on your status an take it off after 2 minutes🙃
22:kiss for an hour?😋
24: What's your nickname?
25:How would u describe me atleast 6 lines😗
26:Put me as your status saying my boo🦋
27:Write my name on your status with a heart❤
28:Propose to me💍
29:Send me your sexy pic🔥
30:Send me your sexiest pic💥
31:Write my name on your status saying u love me🙊
32:Would u choose food or me🤤
33:Tell your bestie u like me😀
34:The best thing we did together🤭
35:Tell me your deepest secret🤪
36:Whose your boy bestie ?😁
37:Whose your girl bestie?😄
38:Smash or pass?👌
39:Ever lied to your crush?✌
40:Ever cried for love?😭
41:Ever dreamt about me?😱
42:Tell me something to make me blush😊
43:Post on your status u love me till the moon and back😂
44:Do u consider me a gud friend?👥
45:Can I be your bestie?👫
46:Post a pic of me on your status saying my bestie TLT🤷♀
47:Tell me if u see me as a angel or a devil?🧚♀👿
48:Tell me something that makes me happy and sad at the same time🧐
49:Hug me next time u see me👩🧑
50:Tell me a secret about u?😨
51:Tell the person u hate u love them🤣
52:Tell the person u love u hate them😃
53:Post on your status in pain😢
54:Wright my name and your name on your status for 1 day🙈
55:Be my slave for 2 days🤩
56:send me your boob pic you can't say no tho
56²: pic in panty only😋
57:Tell me something u have never told anyone😛
58:Rate me out of 10⭐
59:Where do u see our friendship in a months time💫
60:Whats on your mind?🤔
61:Send me a 100 hearts an say u love me 💖
62:What atrackts u to me the most?❣
63:Let's have sex on the first date 👙
64:Put my pic and write we had a great night 😍
65:Tell the person who broke your Virginia 😁
66:let's fuck for a night🤪
67:Tell someone u love them🤤
68:Send me a v.n saying BABY I LOVE U💞
69:Send me a song witch reminds u of me💝
70:Tell someone u crying for me💟
71:Tell someone #with your name for no reason😂
72:Hug me tight next time u see me🙈😍
73:Send me your naughtiest pic☠
74:will we be together in the future?💙
75:What would u prefer singing or dancing with me?🗣
76:Keep your breath in for 1hour😶
77:Send me 3 photos of u that u think is cute✨🌹
78:Tell me anything over a v.n🌈
79:Kiss me on the chick next time u see me☺🙈
80: Send me $2 ecocash💰
81:What would u want our relation to be?🤔
82:Give me 10 kisses😙
83:What would u do if I asked u out?🙈
84:Bribe someone😆
85:Am I naughty?😜
86:Would u take me with u to a party?🎉
87:Would u like to sing with me?🎤
88:Buy me a chocolate🍫
89:Tell someone there hot🔥
90:Eat a ladybug🐞
91:Tell someone they look like an alien 👽
92:Send me a cute message😱😳
93:Send me a new contact😒
94:Ask someone do they love u?😘
95:Are u a lazy person?
96:Cry for 2 hours😭
97:Send me one of your beautiful pics😱98:Send me one of 9 your most embarrassing pics
99. Thoughts on me?
100. Would you ever date me?
101. Birthday
102. Worst mistake
103. Ur greatest fear
104. Crush
105. Best colour
106. Do u or have u smoked?
107. Do u drink alcohol?
108. Do u go for nyt parties?
109. Last time u cried and wat caused it
110. Ur dreams
111. Have u or do u masturbate?
112. Happiest moment
113. Best memory
114. Last kiss and wit who
115. Do you watch porn?
116. Your best body part
117. Ever been fucked hard nd u cried?
118. Complete d**k
119. Complete p***y
120. Ur most enjoyable sex,tel me abt it in details
121. Full name
122. If u have d chance wil u date me?
123. Will u kiss me?
124. Kiss or hug
125. Favorite song
126. Favorite movie
127. Ever kissed a same gender person?
128. Do u love bj?
129. Send me ur number
130. Ever maked out?
131. Wanna explore me?
132. Wanna kiss me?
133. Wanna fuck me?
134. Wanna date me?
135. Ever been abused?
136. Best hubby
137. Tel me 3 deepest secrets
138. Send me ur nude pics or porn videos
139. Favorite body part of ur opposite gender
140. Big dicks or normal dicks
141. Big pussy or normal pussy
142. Promise to kiss me wen we meet
143. Tell me how u really feel about me
144. Tell me a story
145. Do u wear bra?
146. Do u always wear pant?
147. Promise to watch porn wit me or gv me a Bj
148. Will u let me finger u or stroke ur dick?
149. Wat age did u have ur first sex
150. Wat year did u have ur first sex
151. Player or loyal
152. Single or taken
153. Have you ever been played?
154. Have you ever played someone?
155. Tell me an erotic story
156. Last sex
157. Ever had sex wit a same gender person?
158. Use my pic as ur dp for 1 week
159. Send me ur breast or chest picture
160. Do u sex chat?
161. If u see me naked, wat will u do
162. Shy or bold
163. Ever slept naked?
164. Virgin?
165. Wat turns u on
166. What do you love doing the most
167. Ever begged for sex?
168. D craziest tin u have ever done
169. Best friend
170. Ever had sex?
171. Age
172. Are you naughty?
173. Naughtiest tin u have ever done
174. Ever exchanged nude?
175. Buy me a gift
176. Wil you let me touch you?
177. Do you love me?
178. How do you want d dick or pussy to be.
179. Sex chat with me
180. Have some mistakenly seeing ur dick or pussy?
181. What gets u wet
182. Last time u felt like having sex
183. Favorite clothes
184. Ask me anything
185. Promise to have sex with me
186. Nickname
187. Favorite sex position
188. How long do you want sex to be.
189. Do you love sex?
190. Something u will change about yourself
191. Send me two of your sexiest pics
192. Tell me how you had ur last time sex in details
193. How much do you enjoy sex
194. Tell me things you want from me.
195. Hard fuck or normal
196. Send me 2 pics of your dick
197. Send me 2 pics of your pussy
198. Hairy dick/pussy or shaved
199. Send me your dance videos
200. Will you fuck me?
201. Ever fucked someone you don't love?
202. What do you like in a girl
203. What do you like in a boy
204. Tell me things you want us to do together
205. Send me a sex video of yourself
Ask away, I’m really bored.
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'The Dance of the Celestial Orb' liveblog!
for real this time lmfao
book and show spoilers below
I'm ✨nervous✨ please let our children be okay
0:10 this Sticky arc hurts me so kuch
1:35 this music is BUMPIN
2:22 I just wanna know how she got under there without the dude seeing her
2:47 "all systems go" for the Improvement.... yikes 😬😬😬
2:55 she didn't wait even 5 seconds after they left, the door was still closing when she popped up 😂 can you imagine if one of them doubled back right at that moment
3:18 they look like the dudes from that veggietales movie, I think it was Esther- the island of perpetual tickling?? Anyone??? 😂😂😂
4:00 Kate vented.......
4:51 "not a rat" yeah no shit
5:07 if not for the suspense, I would be jamming out lmaooo
6:10 Mr. Benedict is looking at the shoreline, is he about to watch Kate dive in???? Because I mean that's where she's gotta be going
6:20 "memory challenges"? Is Rhonda talking about Milligan's amnesia, or has short term memory been affected as well??
6:29 .....thank you for answering so efficiently 😂
6:42 "I buy it. I completely.... buy it." RHONDA THAT'S NOT HELPFUL AHSKSHDJKD
6:56 can you imagine seeing your friend go down in a sub then hours later seeing the sub float up in fucking PIECES
7:06 KATE! KATE! KATE! KATE!
7:06 please let it be reunion time
7:25 oh hello that's a drop
7:38 *to the tune of Bezos I* come on Katie u can do it pave the way put ur back into it
7:51 she craves that mineral
8:06 Sticky, my child
8:20 oh my gosh they went out and LOOKED FOR HER I care them 😭😭😭
8:23 SHE KNEW HIS DREAM SHE KNEW HIS DREAM TELEPATH TELEPATH TELEPATH
8:34 STICKY STOPPPP
8:40 "jumping to conclusions is a failure of character" wow that really is something Curtain would say
8:52 angry Reynie. He is in rare form
8:54 "and you helped put her there!" OOOOOOOH I SCREAMED
9:03 "I shouldn't have yelled" okay but you kinda should have Sticky needs a wake up call
9:06 "dont apologize. I like this side of you." IS THIS THE START OF REYNIE AND CONSTANCE HAVING THE BEST SIBLING RELATIONSHIP
9:22 "if you really cared about me, you'd want me to be happy instead of standing there telling me who I am" oh Sticky my dude I am NOT digging the manipulation
9:36 Reynie pulling out the BFF card!!! Also Reynie digging in his feet because he knows he's right!!!! That's great setup for his arc as a strategist later
9:48 "I'm telling you, Kate's fine." Narrator: Kate was not, in fact, fine.
10:03 "they'll notice." Sticky has made one (1) good point.
10:11 oh dear god are they fingerprinting this bitch
10:19 all this equipment, has no one walked up to the cliff and looked down???
10:23 HAHAHAHA WAIT THEY ACTUALLY HAVEN'T
10:27 "we've been out here all night" that means Kate has been clinging to a cliff by her fingers and toes ALL NIGHT????
11:04 babe I know it's been a long night but maybe wait a second for them to actually leave before you climb back up
11:15 BUCKET NO
11:22 she has to go get it. There's no way someone wouldn't find that shit, it's in plain view
11:37 "WAS"???? WHY ARE WE SAYING WAS????? NO PAST TENSE HERE MILLIGAN'S FINE
11:43 "I only wish we could've known him better" NOOOPE NONONO WE'RE NOT DOING THIS
11:47 Rhonda back at it as the voice of reason!!!!!
11:59 "I have never met a more competent swimmer" throwback to "the baaAAAYYYY"
12:10 MR. BENEDICT'S FACE HAHAHAHA HOLD ON LET ME TAKE A PICTURE IM DYING
12:11 NUMBER TWO, NOT HELPING
12:14 RHONDA'S FACE HAHENDJDKDN
12:33 "we will go rescue him" because of COURSE he would
12:36 Rhonda is his best wingwoman omfg she's so consistent
12:54 MISS PERUMAL??????
12:56 MISS PERUMAL!!!!!!
13:00 SHE KNOWS HE'S RIGHT GAKSHDBDHEKSNND
13:09 "how hard can it be? It's an island!" PFFFFT
13:16 oh SQ baby boy please get out of there
13:25 "I certainly have my own suspicions" he said, looking at SQ why are you looking at SQ like that
13:31 SQ GET OUT OF THERE PLEASE IS2G
13:36 here we fuckin go
13:43 the captions have the f in forest capitalized like it's this special place
13:43 new hc that the Forest is a magical place like pixie hollow
13:57 TWO THINGS: 1. YES stand up for yourself baby!!!! 2. Shepard Quaid? Interesting! I don't think we ever got SQ's full name in the books, I hope TLS made that decision!
14:08 your "father hat"??? Oh my gosh shut the fuck up right there don't even continue
14:16 oh yeah real fuckin cute put on your "steward of this institution hat" and call that a good reason to be a shit person
14:43 "No." GOOD FOR HIMMMM GOOD JOB SQ
15:03 Kate's struggling right by the shore where a certain someone would be returning after a very hard swim, it would be a great time for a meeting wouldn't you think
15:09 KATE THE GREAT
15:11 "THE TRAPESE GODDESS" I WILL REFER TO HER AS NOTHING ELSE
15:26 sorry but that green screen of her falling was kinda funny
15:28 soooooo is someone, a very certain someone, gonna catch her...??????
15:36 YEEEAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH
15:43 IS THIS IT????@?@?!?
15:46 awww poor baby girl you can tell how tired she is
15:46 just putting this out there- they look so good in frame together
15:46 the actor who plays Milligan is fucking huge in stature so I wasn't sure how that would go but it looks so good
16:00 THE WAY HE'S LOOKING AT HER WITH HIS HAND ON HER SHOULDER I CANT DO THISSSSS
16:20 "keep going." 😭😭😭😭😭
16:23 "you dont understand." Ohhhh I think he does
16:25 "I think I do." What did I tell you, he's got your back babygirl
16:45 I'm so glad she's talking this out, and with Milligan of all people
17:01 it makes so much sense for Kate to feel alone in that situation, and when Kate feels anything less than positive she goes and does something, whatever that something is.
17:05 "So.. I...." "fell off a cliff and nearly died." Thanks for putting things into perspective Milligan
17:05 Milligan is such a good dad stop
17:19 "most of the way" is an understatement LMFAO
17:29 I'm so glad we know the intimate details of Milligan's illustrious swimming abilities 😂 out of all the new things wfrom the show that one wasnt on my radar
17:52 leave it to Milligan to come up with an escape plan off of an island with no water vessel with four kids in tow
18:08 THEYRE SO CUTE 😭😭😭😭
18:08 lowkey I'm super surprised they didnt take this opportunity to have Milligan's arduous swim force his memories out and have the father daughter bonding time they deserve. I hope they give that moment ample time to flesh out.
18:13 BUCKET!!!
18:13 wait that shot is so artsy hold up lmfao
18:13 this looks like someone's photography final hahahaha
18:26 THE TENDER MUSIC STOPPPP 😭😭😭
18:41 Sticky is still on that jumping to conclusions bs he got from Curtain
18:44 WETHERALL'S WIDGET 😭
19:31 "Kate... she's in danger..." NO SHIT SHERLOCK
19:36 "and it's all because of me." Not just because of you but love to see you taking responsibility
19:52 once again I am asking WHY ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT THIS IN THE OPEN
20:26 "Kate. She has changed." "Not really. She's always been who she is." "Her clothes. She changed clothes." PFFFT HAHHAHA they really took a moment of self-reflection and made it so much better
20:55 AYYYYY KATE'S DEPENDENCY ARC CONTINUESSSSS
21:35 yikes yikes yikes
22:16 I love that Mr. Benedict got closure in telling Miss Perumal that her words stuck with him
22:40 the way she just knows Reynie took the position of leader 😭😭
22:54 SHE WROTE HIM A LETTERRR
23:02 "Would it be possible to get this to him?" Ma'am what part of undercover spy don't you get
23:54 it's still really weird that we are now in a position where Reynie is the one who is not trusted and Sticky is the one in Curtain's favor
24:13 and here we see Curtain's thinly veiled anger issues shining through
24:21 "the little things matter. Every minor detail, it all matters!" CALLBACK TO MR. BENEDICT TELLING THE CHILDREN THAT THEY ALL MATTER
24:55 "I can tell with complete accuracy when a person is lying." first of all, no. second of all, I cannot wait for him to talk to Constance.
26:33 why is Mr. Benedict graphically explaining the children's potential trauma so funny to me
26:40 "you're catastrophizing." "Yes. I am. Quite severely. Thank you." WHY IS THIS FUNNY
26:58 MADGE!!!!
27:16 she's so prettyyyyy
27:33 GOOD JOB MADGE!!!!!
27:36 wait did she just take the LETTER??? she's delivering the LETTER?????
28:05 WHAT DOES "OKAY FINE" MEAN??? REYNIE??????
28:22 it's sad because it's true 🥺
28:24 "I miss my teacher from the orphanage" the best lies are the ones rooted in truth 🥺🥺🥺
28:48 roll credits
29:16 Reynie honey Orion's Belt isn't on the ceiling
29:29 the way he was so confident that he had it right 😑 Curtain Stop Being a Pretentious Fuck challenge
29:52 our babygirl is so smartttt
29:55 did Milligan plant his prints 😳 oh no OH NO
29:57 MARTINA???? WHATSUEJHDKD
29:57 is this the replacement for when they pin cheating on her????
30:03 THE KEY CARD!!!!
30:11 MADGEEEE
30:21 "one attacked me as a small child" honey you are a small child
30:24 "it did not win," she said, smiling menacingly
30:40 "so we dance again" WHY DID THE MUSIC REV UP WHEN SHE SAID THAT HAHAHAHA
31:01 ✨woodworking is a passion✨
31:58 "was it functional?" "Well I guess that depends on how you define functionality" RHONDA'S FACE IN THE BACKGROUND HAHAHAHA
32:10 OH HEY MARTINA
32:17 wait 🥺
32:22 that has to be SQ :)
32:28 hi sweet boy
32:34 please tell me they did that shot of the sandwich because Madge is about to take it
32:39 LMFAOOOOO
32:44 hi good girl!!! Enjoy your snackies
32:50 oh god oh no the LETTER
33:25 oh wow we're doing this NOW??
33:52 and here we see another example of Curtain's thinly veiled anger issues bubbling to the surface
34:10 hey what if you uhhh weren't such an asshole
34:33 that man's voice is buttery
34:52 REYNIE'S TRYING TO TELL SQ????
35:02 and they're talking about this right in front of the office door, WHY??
35:24 AND THEY'RE TALKING ABOUT THIS RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE OFFICE DOOR, WHY????
35:55 he's letting him go 🥺🥺🥺🥺
36:14 why does that look like a body bag
36:17 oh my gosh it definitely is a body bag, hey Martina
36:25 yep, that's about what I expected
36:36 "whoever did this to me, they're gonna pay" oh girl do I have some bad news for you
37:12 ahhhh, so Martina is the burnt out gifted kid who keeps going out of spite and sheer force of will
37:12 everything makes much more sense now
37:30 ohhhhh my gosh feelings time
37:44 "I think it's awesome." "Yeah. I know you do." THE SHIPPERS ARE THRIVING
37:54 THEY REALLY WANT TO MAKE THIS AS PAINFUL AS POSSIBLE HUH
38:10 "it's the least I can do" that's an understatement 😬
38:14 AAWWWWW SHKSHSLSBDK
38:20 "I don't know what I'd do without you, Wetherall" STOPPPPP
38:30 HEY BUD UH MAYBE CLOSE YOUR DOOR???
38:38 he's been writing letters to her every night and now he finally gets one back 😭😭
39:34 so Miss Perumal wrote this letter with the intention of it being sent to him, right- why did she write it like that?? 😂
39:34 they've gone to such lengths to communicate in code but the letter kind of undermines that- it was written in such a way that an onlooker would know Reynie was a spy but wouldn't know what he was doing or why. No wonder SQ was pissed
39:41 KATE!!
40:10 BREAKING NEWS: local bastard man treats everyone like shit
40:15 ohhhhh SQ bud please be careful
40:30 "always have time for my son," he said in a clipped voice that implied that he does not have time for his son
40:35 ohhh he's getting RIGHT INTO IT HUH
40:41 you mean to tell me he's never asked about Mr. Curtain's work?? Ever???? Somehow that doesn't seem right to me
40:57 hey uh what if you didn't talk down to SQ at every opportunity
41:02 "would you care to reconsider that answer, son?" "No." DIG THOSE HEELS IN SQ!!!!
41:22 I'm really not digging that Curtain is using the guise of openly expressing his feelings to communicate his anger and his unasked question. Not cool bitch head
41:33 the fact that he didn't answer SQ's spoken question kind of also answers his unspoken question
41:45 "I knew there was something off about that girl. But espionage?" "How do you so convincingly fake a tetherball obsession?" I love that this entire conversation could be about Martina or Kate interchangeably
42:34 WELL THAT'S NOT GOOD
42:36 IF IT WAS THAT EASY TO FIND WITH BINOCULARS HOW HAD THEY NOT BEEN SPOTTED UP UNTIL THIS POINT?!!?#? HOW????
43:05 Kate advocating for Martina with the Society 🥺🥺 the interaction I didn't know I needed
43:58 "I definitely don't like to leave anything unfinished." "That's true, I've seen you eat." PFFFFT
44:05 YESS YOU GO STICKY USE YOUR ACCESS FOR PRIME INTEL
44:19 "well, you can't succeed without me, so..." baby girl you have no idea how right you are
44:28 please let that be Milligan PLEASE LET THAT BE MILLIGAN
44:32 YEAAAAAHHHHH
44:35 I simply adore him
44:45 "would you mind helping me down, please? I'm stuck." Your honor I would die for this man
44:54 oh shit, Martina's tryna sleuth it out herself.. this can't end well
45:04 is she about to find Kate's marbles or something?? Callback to the book?
45:26 the absolute MURDER in her eyes
45:31 FUCKIN YIKES
45:41 "the clothes of someone who had given up" ASEJDGEIDNDLFK
45:47 well that's not good
46:00 WELL THAT'S NOT GOOD
46:04 PLEASE let them be on their way already, please
46:14 THEY MADE A BLIMP????
46:17 Goodyear is QUAKING
46:35 why the fuck is Number Two in red, that's upsetting on principle
THEYRE JUST ENDING IT THERE???? goddamnit!!!!
How surreal is it that next week is the finale?? Idk if I'm ready for that????
#mbs disney+#mbs liveblog#the dance of the celestial orb#the mysterious benedict society#charity's talkies
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Questions and Answers about your OC
From the perspective of your OC (if you want). Do this as many times are you would like to and answer as many as you would like!
I was tagged by the lovely @sosa-royals and I’d like to tag @whitmoreroyals, @thelockwoodroyals, @royalhouseofcarrington and anyone else who wishes to have fun with this!
The person answering this is my main girl Eleanor.
1) What is your favorite sport?
Tennis
2) What is your favorite color?
Many people assume it's purple because of my eyes and the fact I wear it quite frequently but my favorite color is actually light blue.
4) Taken? Single?
engaged
5) What would be your perfect day?
I enjoy any day where I don't have to be a princess. When I can just hang out with my friends and be a "normal" person.
6) Are you a night owl or an early bird?
I am an early bird. I like having the quite time to myself in the morning to drink a cup of tea or coffee and watch the sunrise.
7) Do you think you're smart?
I live by the quote, " If you are the smartest person in the room, you are in the wrong room." No one knows everything and I think it is important to listen and learn from those around you.
10) How do you like to be comforted when you are sad?
Since Archer and I broke up, I like to be left alone when I am sad. Ryland sometimes tries to cheer me up when I'm sad but it doesn't always work.
11) where do you want to be in 5 years time?
I hope to be starting a family and continuing to carry out my duties to Trenton.
12) Do you have any regrets?
Why regret something that cannot be changed?
13) Who are/is your best friend(s)?
Audrina Layne is my best friend. Our mother's are best friends so Audrina, Archer and I naturally became very close. I do still consider Archer one of my best friends despite how our relationship ended.
14) What was your dream last night?
That I woke up and the betrothal to Ryland was all a nightmare.
15) Who in your family are you closest to?
I used to be very closer with my mother but since the betrothal fiasco, I would say I am closest with my Grandmother.
16) What is one thing people don't know about you?
I really want to get a pixie cut. I think it would look good on me but I know my mom would drag me to a solon for extensions if I ever went through with it.
17) Best present ever given to you?
The locket given to me by Archer for my 16th Birthday. I still wear it almost every day. It has a photo of us inside of it, I haven't been able to look at it though.
20) Do you have a crush?
I do not currently have a crush. I've been told that when I was younger, I was not good at hiding my crush on Archer.
22) Any nicknames?
Those close to me call me El, Ryland for some reason will only refer to me as princess, and when I was younger my dad always called me sweet pea.
25) Hobby?
In the past year or so I've become a big fan of reading. The palace has a wonderful library and I enjoy being able to escape from reality and immerse myself in a fictional land.
26) Beach or pool?
Beach. I'm not one for swimming so I enjoy the plethora of other activities available at the beach.
27) First kiss?
It was at the end of my first date with Archer. It was magical.
28) Favorite subject
It's hard to pick a favorite because I love learning about everything. I would say it's a tie between history, sociology, and psychology.
34) Where do you live?
Bremore Palace in Bremore, Trenton. Though I have the feeling Ryland would like us to move out once we are married.
35) What/who do you miss?
I don't normally admit this out loud but I miss Archer. Not just as my boyfriend but also as my friend. I love Audrey but Archer just seemed to know the best thing to say or do when I was feeling down or stressed.
39) Done anything illegal?
Absolutely not. My mother would kill me and I'd never hear the end of it.
40) Fav TV show?
I don't really watch much TV, I prefer to read.
41) Do you know any celebrities?
There have been a few celebrities that have been invited to the Palace but I wouldn't say I know them.
42) Dreams/wishes?
I wish I didn't have to always put my needs second to the needs of Trenton.
43) Are you very competitive?
I always try my best in everything I do and if I win that great but if not then I congratulate the winner and work to do better next time.
44) Greatest gift (could be a physical gift or a spiritual gift)?
The ability to make a difference and improve the lives of the people of Trenton.
45) Greatest accomplishment?
I don't feel like I've accomplished enough in life to have something I would consider my greatest accomplishment. Unless you count me not chopping off Rylands man bits and feeding them to them to the wild foxes (poor foxes) an accomplishment.
46) If you were stuck on a desert island, who would you be stuck with?
Archer. He always knows what to do in tough situations.
48) Where were you born?
Trenton
49) Sexuality?
heterosexual
50) What color are your eyes?
Lavender
51) What color is your hair?
Auburn
52) Do you want/ have kids?
I've always wanted a large family.
55) Do you send goodnight or good morning texts to people?
Not anymore
57) How long do you sleep for?
I try to get 8-10 hours of sleep.
58) How long does it take you to get up in the morning?
Since I love the mornings once I'm awake I get up.
59) How long does it take you to get ready?
Depends. If I am getting ready for a princess thing, it takes anywhere between 45 minutes to 2 hours. If I'm just spending time in the palace or with my friends, it takes between 20 to 30 minutes.
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WC: 2.5k (long winded girl, I know)
Plot: They share stuff and it changes how they see things. Connection ensues.
CW: Mentions of death, illness, hospitals I guess, violence.
a/n: Hello y’all. This is part two of whatever the fuck is going on inside my pea brain. Hope you enjoy.
Part one, the meeting.
Two; It’s better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.
She laughed at the awkwardness of the text and the perfect grammar Dr. Spencer Reid maintained while texting. Ollie made a mental note to care a little more about the phrasing of her own texts, especially considering the circumstances. To say she wanted to impress him was an understatement.
“Good, germs are yucky.” Sent at 7:45 am.
“Also, hi. Good morning” Sent at 7:45 am.
Good morning? Too much too soon? She fell victim to her overthinking for at least twenty minutes after sending her last text, realizing she had to slowly build up the courage to ask about the next time they would be seeing each other, which apparently would have to wait, since Spencer had an inconvenient schedule and could be out of the state in a matter of 20 minutes. Ollie exhaled and stood up from her awful office chair to go and make herself some coffee, hoping to stop her mind from reeling and sending her into her usual never-ending pit of despair and anxiety that came with stepping out of her comfort zone.
A ping echoed in the room and her screen lit up, displaying a text from the one person she had been thinking about. Ollies mother would be crying laughing if she saw the state she was in, positively losing hair over the fact that a cute, smart, witty man was texting her back. A man she had spoken to for the first time not even 24 hours prior.
“I’m a nice person, I’m funny sometimes, I offered him coffee.” She whispered to herself, rationalizing every aspect of their interaction. “That’s how friendships start” She laughed bitterly. “I’m here… freaking… wishful thinking, and maybe he has a significant other… maybe he doesn’t even like women… maybe he just thought I was nice and he thought ‘yay, a new friend’… fuck” she plopped herself back on the chair and threw her head back.
Lia would have known what the right thing to do is, she would come up with a cool thing to text back on the spot, and she resented her absence like she had a million times before. Ollie had gotten used to writing her letters like her best friend was living somewhere else in the world and she would eventually read her friend’s attempt at keeping her updated, which she knew was not healthy and definitely not helping her move on.
The thing is, Lia’s death was not a surprise at all. It was a possibility to the point of actually being expected. She had been diagnosed as a terminal patient for a little over a year before she passed and almost everyone around her had made peace with the fact that she could go any day and that life would have to go on without her, but no amount of grief counseling and encouraging talks with Lia’s family could have prepared her for the unimaginable pain Ollie felt when it happened. She had heard about experiences that made the world turn upside down and how some life events made you go numb and make your legs give weight, but had never come face to face with a happenstance that painful.
She figured she was going to have to carry the burden of her loss till the day she died, and even then, the words “I missed you, till the very end.” would be carved in her grave.
Coming back from her spiral, she remembered how she fell down the rabbit hole in the first place. She took her phone with the intention of texting Spencer back and smiled at how stupid she had been to worry about seeing him again.
“Hey, arrest made successfully. Are you busy right now?” Sent at 7:57 am.
Sighing with relief, Ollie smiled and tried to sound casual with her reply as to not sound like seeing him again was the only thing she had been thinking about.
“I’m the boss, I can un-busy myself. Why? Were you charmed by my Keurig?” Sent at 8:00 am.
Spencer was not the kind to send sassy texts, or any text for that matter. This was completely new to him and he was determined to get it right, so he channeled the Derek Morgan that lived within him and prayed to whatever deity was looking out for him to make him sound cooler than he was feeling.
“I’m a sucker for coffee so, yes.” Sent at 8:05
“I’m a sucker for you, apparently” Ollie nearly screamed at how quickly that came out of her mouth. “Fucking loser, dear God” She shook her head, scolding herself and whatever hamster was in charge of her brain and thought process.
“Mi oficina es tu oficina, then. I’ll be waiting.” Sent at 8:07
Twenty minutes later, he was there, coffee cup in his hands. After what felt like no time at all, they were four coffee cups deep into their conversation and had learned a lot more about each other. Turns out Spencer had a day off after they landed from an away case, he had a thing with germs, his favorite color was purple and his co-workers were more his family than just the people he happened to work with. He liked a bunch of sugar with his coffee and had an eidetic memory that was as much of a blessing as it was a curse.
He was impressed at how this girl was not what you would expect her to be, every aspect of her seemed to make no sense and at the same time, it made perfect sense. This purple haired girl had ADHD and a PhD in history, she was the oldest daughter of two of the most stubborn Mexican immigrants and had a sister that made even the most patient of humans go mad. She loved music, and was not ashamed to admit that her taste in music was far from sophisticated. “I am Taylor Swift’s bitch; I know the words to every single one of her songs! Same goes for One Direction too” She argued when Spencer said that it couldn’t be that bad.
A blaring ring halted their conversation to an unexpected stop. Ollie picked up the office phone with an annoyed grimace and exchanged a few words with whoever was calling.
“Hold that thought, I have to go sign a thingy at the front desk” She dashed out of her office and left Spencer there.
For the first time, he felt compelled to look around and fixate on the details. There were a few old looking pictures and some newer ones with people who looked a lot like her. There was one picture that caught his attention, isolated from the rest like it deserved a spot of its own. In it, there was a red-haired girl that looked around Ollie’s age, one of her arms around her waist and the other one cradling her head that was laying on her shoulder. Ollie’s eyes were closed and the red head looked like she was caught mid-sentence. Stuck to the frame was a little post it note that read “I love you, head ass. -Lia” It looked intimate, they were clearly comfortable with that kind of physical affection, and if Lia hadn’t called Ollie a head ass in the post it, he would have assumed they were together romantically.
Ollie came back in a hurry, apologizing for having to run out like that and sitting back down to resume their conversation.
“It’s okay, don’t worry” Spencer assured her. “I was looking at your pictures, I hope you don’t mind” He said, suddenly very aware of how invasive that could be.
“Not at all, those are there to be looked at” She shrugged, bracing herself for the question she knew was coming. Somehow, talking about Lia with him did not feel as dreadful as it had all those times she was asked about it before, perhaps it’s just him and his calming presence.
Sure enough, he pointed at the picture Lia had framed for valentine’s day and asked, “Who’s that?”.
“That’s Lia, she was my best friend. She is my best friend.” She smiled fondly, something that had never happened before when talking about this specific topic. Maybe sharing Lia’s memory with someone who didn’t know her was different. “She passed away almost a year and a half ago. 468 days ago, to be exact. She was really sick, it was inevitable” Ollie let out a breath she didn’t realize she was holding, reaching for the post it and tracing the words over with her finger.
“I’m so sorry, I can’t imagine how hard that must have been”
“It was… heartbreaking. Even with all that time we had to process the news, it still took me off guard.” She shook her head trying to ground herself. “Anyways, that’s a sad topic. I don’t want to bum you out with it.”
He knew the feeling all too well, he had apologized to several people when he rambled about Maeve, feeling like he had said too much and gotten too personal. He was not about to let this beautiful, vibrant soul feel the way he had for so long. Like he still did, truly.
“Don’t apologize, I get it. You’re not making me sad” He felt like he needed to elaborate to actually convey the message. “I went through the same thing with someone I loved too” he said, looking down at his hands, the very familiar feeling of oversharing creeping in. As he looked up, he noticed the sad look Ollie was giving him, but if the profiler in him was right, she was inviting him to share, not to stop.
“Her name was Maeve. She… she was a geneticist. She helped me through a rough time and she became my friend. It’s a long story…” he looked away.
“I want to hear it, long or not. But only if you want me to.” She gave him the warmest smile she could muster, which convinced him to keep going.
“Um, I started getting some headaches a while ago. I went to a few doctors but none of them gave me an answer. I reached out to Maeve for help and… We bonded, I guess.” He took a shaky breath.
“You don’t have to continue if you feel uncomfortable” she whispered in the most delicate tone.
“No, it’s not that. It’s just… I’ve never told this story before. Everyone in my life that I care about was there to see it.” He said, meeting her eyes so she could see how honest he was being. The man got a hold of himself for a minute, and continued.
“Maeve had to go into hiding. She was being stalked by some woman she met at work. Beyond talking on the phone, we hadn’t even met. I had no idea what she looked like and vice versa. This girl, the stalker… She wrote a paper, and Maeve dismissed it because it didn’t have a good enough foundation. When she started stalking her, she scared her into hiding and eventually started dating her ex-fiancé to try and get closer to Maeve, assuming he knew where she was. They ended up finding her and confronting her. She shot herself and the first person I ever loved. Right in front of me and my friends. The first five minutes I got with Maeve face to face, were the last.”
Baring his soul to a person he had known for a whooping 18 hours was the weirdest thing Spencer had ever done, so unlike himself it was almost funny. But at the same time, he felt like it had to happen. By no means did he believe in fate or destiny, but this one moment made him feel like maybe whoever does believe in that stuff, is not completely wrong.
She was not a therapist. She listened because she was going through a similar thing herself and her interest in Spencer’s loss was not rooted in psychoanalyzing him and helping him cope. She was just a mundane human that did not look at him with condescension and pity, she looked at him like she, too, had found a person who wouldn’t ask her “And, how does that make you feel?” in a monotonous voice. They both knew better than to assume they had all the answers.
“Spencer, that’s horrible. I am so sorry you had to see that. Jesus, fuck. I- “She thought about her next words very carefully. “That’s enough to crush anyone’s spirit” She looked at him like he was turning green. The reason being, he did not look like he was crushed. He had a beautiful smile that shook Ollie to her core, he was easygoing and conversation with him was carefree and it flowed easily. If he had not told her about Maeve, she would not have guessed the man sitting right in front of her was as affected as her.
“How did you manage to get through that?” Ollie questioned, fully intending to take notes.
“I don’t really think I have yet…” Well, time to come clean. Spencer thought. “The whole reason I was here yesterday, and a lot more times before that one, is because she and I talked about this museum. She told me about some conferences she had attended here and we made plans to visit together. Doesn’t quite sound like someone who’s over the whole thing.” He fiddled with his fingers, suddenly too aware of how cold it was. “How did you get through Lia’s death?”
“Yeah, well. I don’t really think I’m quite there either. Not like I’m trying, anyways. I can’t seem to get away from the Grey Roots either” Mental images of two little kids running around with dusty books in their hands came to her and she couldn’t help the small smile she broke into.
“I’m a hopeless romantic at heart, I have always thought that the way Lia and I found each other was pure magic. We met when we were in the second grade, right in this museum, we were on a field trip and we clicked. It was crazy to me that I actually met my best friend at such a young age, and the kind that lasts forever too. It sounds like when people meet the love of their lives on their first try. It sounds dorky, I know”
“It doesn’t. If anything, it sounds like you consider yourself lucky to have loved her like you did. We need more people like that, people that believe in magic.” Spencer reassured her with a shrug. He wished he could believe in cute stuff like that, but he was happy Ollie led a life that made her believe.
“Yeah, but us crazy people, we get our hopes up too easily. Sometimes it hurts.”
“Tell me about it.”
And just like that, in the not so well-lit office of the head Conservator of the Grey Roots Museum and Archive, something in the world had shifted.
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1. I own a ferret. 2. My best friend is my boyfriend 3. My best friend is a girl 4. I use the word super way too much 5. I am a boy 6. I like My Chemical Romance 7. I own more than 100 CDs 8. I like discussing politics 9. I collect state quarters 10. The Legend of Zelda is my favorite video game. 11. I have Cingular 12. I love MAC makeup 13. I smoke too much 14. I own more than 5 bandanas 15. My favorite movie is Kill Bill 16. I watched Lamb Chop when I was young 17. I have my ears gauged 18. I can do HTML without guidance 19. I watch Spongebob Squarepants regularly. 20. I go to the movies at least once a week 21. I play guitar or bass 22. I love Elvis 23. I’ve had a mo/bi/trihawk before 24. I have met my favorite band 25. I like to hardcore dance 26. Something’s outside my window 27. I believe in ghosts 28. I do drugs regularly 29. I am straightedge 30. My favorite feature about myself is my lips 31. I have never consumed alcohol 32. I want a tattoo. 33. My favorite actor is Will Ferrell. 34. I have seen Conan O'Brien live. 35. I hate MTV 36. I used to watch Cheaters every week 37. I have my own vaccuum 38. Frank Sinatra is awesome 39. I sleep with a stuffed animal 40. I am scared of werewolves 41. I watch hockey regularly 42. I am originally from New York 43. I own an iPod 44. Some people aren’t funny. 45. I hate school. 46. My favorite vegetable is lettuce. 47. Tickle fights are fun. 48. I am currently unemployed. 49. I have my license 50. I hate spelling mistakes 51. I love Spanish class 52. I live in a big city 53. I have been to the Grand Canyon 54. I listen to music to fall asleep 55. I watch TV to fall asleep 56. I only get a few hours of sleep each night 57. I’m relatively innocent. 58. I am a size 3 or smaller 59. I’m bored. 60. Purple is my favorite color. 61. I hate flossing 62. I have a car. 63. I believe in God 64. I’m in love. 65. I used to love Unwritten Law. 66. Reno 911 is my favorite show. 67. There is a mini stapler on my computer desk. 68. Cuddling’s my favorite. 69. For sure. 70. I have a flip phone 71. I love my handwriting 72. I own a Louis Vuitton handbag 73. I want to be an astronaut. 74. I love the song Dragostea Din Tei 75. 50 Cent is not talented 76. I like scanners better than digital cameras. 77. I own at least one Punk-O-Rama CD 78. My room is sound proof. 79. I’m 5'5 or less 80. Lying pisses me off 81. I backstab people. 82. I have been in a fist fight. 83. I have PaintShop Pro. 84. It’s almost midnight 85. My nightlight is cracked 86. I only listen to Dashboard Confessional when I’m sad 87. And I feel like a pansy when I do so 88. I hate metal 89. I’m in a band. 90. Napoleon Dynamite is annoying now. 91. I love hickeys 92. I want to lose weight 93. My favorite channel is the Food Network. 94. I don’t have a CD burner. 95. Pixar is stupid except for the Incredibles 96. I own an apartment/house 97. I am engaged. 98. My computer’s a Gateway. 99. I hate driving. 100. I like watching boys sleep. =========================== 01. I miss someone right now 02. I don’t watch much TV these days 03. I love olives 04. I love sleeping 05. I own lots of books 06. I wear glasses or contact lenses 07. I love to play video games 08. I’ve tried marijuana 09. I’ve watched porn movies 10. I have been in a threesome 11. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship 12. I believe honesty is usually the best policy 13. I have acne free skin usually 14. I like and respect Al Sharpton 15. I curse frequently 16. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year 17. I have a hobby 18. I’ve been told I can suck the chromes off a trailer hitch. 19. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me 20. I’m smart 21. I’ve never broken someone’s bones 22. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal 23. I hate the rain 24. I’m paranoid at times 25. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scars. 26. I need money right now! 27. I love Sushi 28. I talk really, really fast sometimes 29. I have fresh breath in the morning 30. I have semi-long hair 31. I have lost money in Las Vegas 32. I have at least one brother and/or one sister 33. I was born in a country outside of the U.S. 34. I shave my legs 35. I have a twin 36. I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past 37. I couldn’t survive without Caller I.D. 38. I like the way that I look sometimes 39. I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months 40. I know how to do cornrows 41. I am usually pessimistic 42. I have a lot of mood swings 43. I think prostitution should be legalized 44. I think Britney Spears is hot 45. I have cheated on a significant other in the past 46. I have a hidden talent 47. I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have. 48. I think that I’m popular 49. I am currently single 50. I have kissed someone of the same sex 51. I enjoy talking on the phone 52. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants 53. I love to shop. 54. I would rather shop than eat 55. I would classify myself as ghetto. 56. I’m bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders 57. I’m obsessed with my Livejournal 58. I don’t hate anyone. 59. I’m a pretty good dancer 60. I don’t think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington 61. I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother 62. I have a cell phone 63. I believe in God/ a higher being. 64. I watch MTV/Vh1 on a daily basis 65. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months 66. I love drama. 67. I have never been in a real romantic relationship before 68. I’ve rejected someone before 69. I currently have a crush on someone 70. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life 71. I want to have children in the future 72. I have changed a diaper before 73. I’ve called the cops on a friend before 74. I bite my nails 75. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club 76. I’m not allergic to anything 77. I have a lot to learn 78. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger 79. I plan on seeing Ice Cube’s newest “Friday” movie 80. I am sometimes shy around the opposite sex 81. I’m online 24/7, even as an away message 82. I have at least 5 away messages saved 83. I have tried alcohol or drugs before 84. I have made a move on a friend’s significant other in the past 85. I own the “South Park” movie 86. I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal 87. When I was a kid I played “the birds and the bees” with a neighbor or chum 88. I enjoy some country music 90. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza 91. I watch soap operas whenever I can 92. I’m obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist 93. I have used my sexuality to advance my career 94. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all 95. I know all the words to Slick Rick’s “Children’s Story” 96. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy 97. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it 98. I have dated a close friend’s ex 99. I’m happy as of this moment 100. I was born in the 80s but I am truly a child of the 90s 101. I have slapped john dasaro and chris burke in the face..on the same night 102. I haven’t showered in two days… and I like it. 103. i own every f***er here 104. I procrastinate all the time 105. I’m a nerd 106. I LOVE the movie The Wedding Singer. 107. i hate corn. 108. i’ve attended the rocky horror picture show 109. i’ve never seen Bambi the movie 110. Thinking about the future terrifies me 111. Without music there would be no point in living. 112. If I could change one thing about myself I would 113. If someone of the same sex liked me, I would date them. 114. I went to the mall today for 5 hours ================================ Would do Have Done
001. Bought everyone in the pub a drink 002. Swam with wild dolphins 003. Climbed a mountain *004. Taken a Ferrari for a test drive 005. Been inside the Great Pyramid 006. Held a tarantula. *007. Taken a candlelit bath with someone 008. Said ‘I love you’ and meant it. 009. Hugged a tree *010. Done a striptease 011. Bungee jumped *012. Visited Paris 013. Watched a lightning storm at sea *014. Stayed up all night long, and watch the sun rise several times *015. Seen the Northern Lights 016. Gone to a huge sports game 017. Walked the stairs to the top of the leaning Tower of Pisa *018. Grown and eaten your own vegetables *019. Touched an iceberg *020. Slept under the stars 021. Changed a baby’s diaper 022. Taken a trip in a hot air balloon *023. Watched a meteor shower *024. Gotten drunk on champagne *025. Given more than you can afford to charity 026. Looked up at the night sky through a telescope 027. Had an uncontrollable giggling fit at the worst possible moment 028. Had a food fight 029. Bet on a winning horse 030. Taken a sick day when you’re not ill 031. Asked out a stranger 032. Had a snowball fight 033. Photocopied your bottom on the office photocopier 034. Screamed as loudly as you possibly can 035. Held a lamb 036. Organized and planned a surprise party for a loved one *037. Taken a midnight skinny dip 038. Taken an ice cold bath 039. Had a meaningful conversation with a beggar 040. Seen a total eclipse 041. Ridden a roller coaster 042. Hit a home run 043. Fit three weeks miraculously into three days 044. Danced like a fool and not cared who was looking *045. Adopted an accent for an entire day 046. Visited the birthplace of your ancestors 047. Actually felt happy about your life, even for just a moment *048. Had two hard drives for your computer *049. Visited all 50 states 050. Loved your job for all accounts *051. Taken care of someone who was really sick *052. Had enough money to be truly satisfied 053. Had amazing friends 054. Danced with a stranger in a foreign country *055. Watched wild whales 056. Stolen a sign 057. Backpacked in Europe *058. Taken a road-trip 059. Rock climbing 060. Lied to foreign government’s official in that country to avoid notice *061. Midnight walk on the beach 062. Sky diving *063. Visited Ireland 064. Been heartbroken longer then you were actually in love 065. In a restaurant, sat at a stranger’s table and had a meal with them *066. Visited Japan 067. Bench pressed your own weight 068. Milked a cow 069. Alphabetized your records 070. Pretended to be a superhero 071. Sung karaoke 072. Lounged around in bed all day 073. Protested something you feel strongly against 074. Scuba diving *075. Got it on to “Let’s Get It On” by Marvin Gaye 076. Kissed in the rain 077. Played in the mud 078. Played in the rain *079. Gone to a drive-in theater 080. Done something you should regret, but don’t regret *081. Visited the Great Wall of China 082. Discovered that someone who’s not supposed to have known about your blog has discovered your blog 083. Dropped Windows in favor of something better 084. Started a business 085. Fallen in love and not had your heart broken 086. Toured ancient sites 087. Taken a martial arts class 088. Swordfought for the honor of a woman 089. Played D&D for more than 6 hours straight *090. Gotten married 091. Been in a movie 092. Crashed a party 093. Loved someone you shouldn’t have *094. Kissed someone so passionately it made them dizzy 095. Gotten divorced 096. Started an office war 097. Gone without food for 5 days 098. Made cookies from scratch 099. Won first prize in a costume contest 100. Ridden a gondola in Venice 101. Gotten a tattoo 102. Found that the texture of some materials can turn you on 103. Rafted the Snake River 104. Been on television news programs as an “expert" 105. Got flowers for no reason 106. Made out in a public place 107. Got so drunk you don’t remember anything 108. Been addicted to some form of illegal drug 109. Performed on stage 110. Been to Las Vegas 111. Recorded music 112. Eaten shark *113. Drank an entire 6 pack by yourself *114. Gone to Thailand 115. Seen Siouxsie *116. Bought a house 117. Been in a combat zone 118. Buried one/both of your parents 119. Shaved all of your hair off *120. Been on a cruise ship 121. Spoken more than one language fluently 122. Gotten into a fight while attempting to defend someone 123. Bounced a check 124. Performed in theatre 125. Read - and understood - your credit report *126. Raised children 127. Recently bought and played with a favorite childhood toy *128. Followed your favorite band/singer on tour *129. Created and named your own constellation of stars 130. Taken a bicycle tour in a foreign country 131. Found out something significant that your ancestors did 132. Called or written your Congress person 133. Picked up and moved to another city to just start over 135. Walked the Golden Gate Bridge 136. Sang loudly in the car, and didn’t stop when you knew someone was looking 137. Had an abortion 138. Had plastic surgery 139. Survived an accident that you shouldn’t have survived 140. Wrote articles for a large publication 141. Lost over 100 pounds 142. Held someone while they were having a flashback 143. Piloted an airplane 144. Petted a stingray 145. Broken someone’s heart 146. Helped an animal give birth 147. Been fired or laid off from a job 148. Won money on a TV game show 149. Broken a bone 150. Killed a human being *151. Gone on an African photo safari 152. Ridden a motorcycle 153. Driven any land vehicle at a speed of greater than 100mph 154. Had a body part of yours below the neck pierced 155. Fired a rifle, shotgun, or pistol 156. Eaten mushrooms that were gathered in the wild 157. Ridden a horse 158. Had major surgery 159. Ridden on a passenger train 160. Had a snake as a pet 161. Hiked to the bottom of the Grand Canyon 162. Slept through an entire flight: takeoff, flight, and landing 163. Slept for more than 30 hours over the course of 48 hours 164. Visited more foreign countries than U.S. states *165. Visited all 7 continents 166. Taken a canoe trip that lasted more than 2 days 167. Eaten kangaroo meat 168. Fallen in love at an ancient Mayan burial ground 169. Been a sperm or egg donor 170. Eaten sushi 171. Had your picture in the newspaper 172. Had 2 (or more) healthy romantic relationships for over a year in your lifetime *173. Changed someone’s mind about something you care deeply about 174. Gotten someone fired for their actions 175. Gone back to school 176. Parasailed 177. Changed your name 178. Petted a cockroach 179. Eaten fried green tomatoes 180. Read The Iliad 181. Selected one "important” author who you missed in school, and read 182. Dined in a restaurant and stolen silverware, plates, cups because your apartment needed them 183. …and gotten 86'ed from the restaurant because you did it so many times, they figured out it was you 184. Taught yourself an art from scratch 185. Killed and prepared an animal for eating 186. Apologized to someone years after inflicting the hurt *187. Skipped all your school reunions 188. Communicated with someone without sharing a common spoken language 189. Been elected to public office 190. Written your own computer language 191. Thought to yourself that you’re living your dream 192. Had to put someone you love into hospice care 193. Built your own PC from parts 194. Sold your own artwork to someone who didn’t know you 195. Had a booth at a street fair 196: Dyed your hair blue 197: Been a DJ 198: Found out someone was going to dump you via LiveJournal 199: Written your own role playing game 200: Been arrested ====================== 1. I have self-mutilated before. 2. I still love the song Dragostea Din Tei 3. I used to like New Kids on the Block 4. The 80s was funny. 5. I have realtones enabled on my cellular phone. 6. Public bathrooms scare me 7. I have keys on my belt 8. I’m not wearing a belt 9. I hate writing 10. I hate reading 1. I love compilation CDs 12. My favorite teachers have all been guys 13. I think Bad Religion’s only been around for ten or so years 14. I don’t know who Bad Religion is. 15. I don’t wear my hood unless it’s raining 16. I enjoy smaller clubs rather than big ones 17. I’ve put a song on repeat for more than 8 hours 18. I have sound on my computer 19. Someone wants my hiney. 20. My mom loves Elvis 21. I have my own computer 22. I live on the east coast 23. My favorite animal is a kangaroo 24. I’m on vacation 25. I don’t own a pair of ripped jeans 26. I am very insecure somewhat 27. I love to dance 28. I curse way too much. 29. I choose the pansy way and star out my curse words (f*ck) 30. I feel dumb because I was just called a pansy 31. I have a flatscreen computer 32. I collect something. 33. I’m married 34. I won’t date someone who’s smaller than me smaller, as in also shorter? 35. Brass knuckles are the shit. 36. I own a hand puppet 37. I write with blue pens 38. I wear eye makeup almost every day 39. I wish I lived somewhere other than here 40. I don’t own a band shirt. Not yet anyway.. 41. I love techno. 42. I have my nipples pierced 43. I’m shitty at wrapping presents 44. I know someone in the KKK 45. I’m racist/anti-semitist. 46. I don’t know what those mean. 47. I love life most of the time 48. I have posters all over my room 49. I’ve never been a camera whore with someone.. And I want to. 50. I’m halfway done 51. I wish I lived in the 80s 52. I know what the term borgie means 53. I’m interested in social hierarchy. 54. I love music videos. 55. I have a DVD player 56. I’m drunk right now 57. I’m listening to music 58. I have a big screen TV 59. I have an STD 60. I know the singer of the Clash’s name 61. The only IM program I have is AIM 62. I skateboard regularly 63. I live on the north side of town 64. I have been to Alaska 65. I’ve worn a cowboy hat 66. I watch late night infomercials for retarded, unnecessary things 67. I LOVE DOING THE DEATH GROWL TO MY FAVORITE METAL SONGS. 68. That last question was dumb. 69. I know what the word “peligroso” means in English 70. I speak another language fluently 71. I’ve been in a limo 72. I own a bong 73. My lungs hurt 74. I know someone who’s committed suicide 75. I’ve got a six pack and I don’t need you! 76. I know what band sung the above line 77. I like strong boys. 78. I’m sick right now 79. I know someone who’s currently enlisted in the army 80. I do not own a color phone 81. My birthday is in September 82. I hate mall cops 83. I hate most cops in general 84. I’m wearing blush 85. I live in an apartment 86. I’m still in high school. 87. I own something from Victoria’s Secret 88. I don’t know a boy that wears girls pants 89. I’ve had the same best friend since I was 8. 90. Brownies are my favorite 91. So is cake 92. I’ve heard the song “Looks Good in Leather” 93. I own some sort of propaganda, fake or real 94. I deny the Holocaust happened 95. Kisses are my favorite sign of affection 96. I need to charge my phone 97. My purse could pass for a suitcase 98. I take birth control 99. I only buy what’s fashionable
1. I love bolding 2. I know someone named Mimi 3. I hate my old best friend 4. My favorite alcoholic drink is Jack n Coke 5. I have a digital camera 6. I’m talking to at least one person online 7. I like watching college basketball 8. I have never moved. 9. I have at least one cat 10. I have at least one dog 11. I’m going to see a movie tonight maybe 12. I make my own AIM icons 13. I’m in pain 14. I watch more than five shows a day 15. I love the Cure 16. My parents like some of the same music I do 17. I have never been to the dentist 18. I listen to the radio 19. I do my own laundry 20. I’ve made at least one article of clothing 21. I have/want something on my face pierced 22. I go to at least one concert a week 23. I’ve written a story 24. I’ve dyed my hair every color of the rainbow 25. I own a Grand Theft Auto game 26. My favorite pattern is camoflauge 27. I know someone who does/did cocaine 28. I have too many game systems 29. I love scary movies 30. I hate scary movies 31. I’ve had sex more than 5 times 32. My favorite chips are Lays Original 33. I think butter is unhealthy 34. I hate the Osbournes 35. I used to have dreadlocks 36. I need to take medicine for something 37. I suffer from insomnia 38. I speak ebonics 39. I’ve gambled 40. And won 41. I have at least one gay friend 42. I like going to pet stores 43. I own a dog toy 44. And I don’t have a dog 45. I own more than ten candles 46. I’ve smoked a cigarette in the shower before 47. I’ve flunked a class 48. I listen to music every day 49. I have more than one nickname 50. I wear pajamas when I feel like it 51. I’m wearing more than one jewelry item 52. I haven’t washed my hair in a week 53. I watch the Grammy’s every year 54. Along with the Macy’s Parade 55. My favorite season is winter 56. I have seen the All American Rejects live 57. And I’ve enjoyed it. 58. Boobs are nothing special 59. I go swimming at least once a week in summer. 60. I have a pool. 61. I’ve gone skinnydipping 62. I’ve played strip poker 63. And lost 64. I want a nautical star tattoo 65. My cell phone turns off when it’s charging 66. And it pisses me off 67. I used to buy my entire wardrobe from Hot Topic 68. I’ve been to albinoblacksheep.com 69. My favorite subject is History 70. And/or math 71. I am a republican 72. I am a democrat 73. I listen to the Used occasionally 74. I have been to the Warped Tour 75. I am part Mexican 76. I am part German 77. All of my grandparents are still alive. 79. I love bowling 80. I know that there is a South Park, Colorado 81. I love Dairy Queen 82. Sometimes I think I’m crazy 83. I own a Moffatts CD 84. I own a Backstreet Boys CD 85. I want plastic surgery 86. Operation, operation, snip and tie, snip and tie 87. I know what song that line is from 88. I have killed something [bugs!] 89. I’ve never had a Nokia cell phone 90. I’m never sarcastic 91. Light eyes turn me on 92. I have never been to a foreign country 93. I don’t eat enough 94. I own illegal weaponry 95. I know someone who has overdosed on something 96. And lived to tell about it 97. I don’t own a pair of mittens 98. I love the heat 99. I’ve never had a steady boyfriend/gf 100. I want to makeout.
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𝘗𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘵 𝘓𝘪𝘴𝘵
FLUFF
1.“Cuddle with me?“
2.“Baby are you drunk?“
3.“Aww“
4.“Can we get a Cat/Dog?“
5.“Please?“
6.“Good Morning Love“
7.“How was your Day Baby?“
8.“I love you“
9.“Will you Marry me?“
10.“Can we have a Baby?“
11.“Its Okay Baby“
12.“Calm down“
13.“I missed you“
14.“You are so cute“
15.“Are you sick?“
16.“Period “
17.“Showering“
18.“You are Perfect the way you are“
19.“You are Beautiful/Pretty“
20.“Don´t stare at me! / Stop staring at me!“
21.“Why are you awake?“
22.“Don’t worry“
23.“I just lost all my Uwu´s“
24.“Why are you sad?“
25.“Lets have a Movie Night“
26.“Lets go on a Date Baby“
27.“Give me Attention! Please?“
28.“5 more Minutes“
29.“I Love you more than I love myself“
30.“Stay. Please“
ANGST
31.“I’m sorry“
32.“It’s all your fault!“
33.“I hate you“
34.“I’m always wrong in your Eyes!“
35.“Please“
36.“Just listen to me“
37.“Cut the bullshit!“
38.“I don’t care!“
39.“Don’t fucking touch me“
40.“Stop being a bitch!“
41.“Get out of my sight!Now!“
42“I was wrong“
43..“Are you okay?“
44.“Are you going to keep ignoring me“
45.“Lets talk“
46.“I miss you“
47.“I can’t keep doing this“
48.“Why are you here?“
49.“How Many hours did you sleep last Night?“
SMUT
50.“Strip“
51.“Daddy“
52.“You’re so fucking hot when you’re mad“
53.“Wanna Shower with me?“
54.“Behave“
55.“Baby Girl/Boy“
56.“Such a good Girl/Boy“
57“.Don’t Stop please“
58.“Does that feel good Princess/Price“
59.“Fuck, baby you’re so tight
60.“I can’t hear you“
61.“Don’t you dare to make a sound“
62.“P-please s-s-stop!“
62.“T-to M-Much...Daddy“
63.“Be patient“
64.“Open wide Baby“
65.“Stay still for me, princess“
66.“Tell me Baby....what do you want“
67.“On your knees...NOW“
68.“Swallow“
69.“You feel so good “
70.“So fucking pretty“
71.“Mine. Only mine“
72.“Scream my Name Baby Girl/Boy“
73.“Don’t you dare to cum until I say so“
74.“Cum for me, Baby“
75.“Choke me“
76.“Harder Daddy“
77.“You’re drooling“
78.“Who do you belong to?”
79.”You are so sexy”
80.”I Need you...Now“
Sleepy/Cozy prompts
81.“The bed is cold without you”
82.“I can’t sleep, you’ve been gone too long”
83.I’m sorry my bed is so old
84.“Carry me up to bed?”
85.“Can we at least still sleep in the same bed?”
86.“When you sleep, you snore.”
87.“You look so much softer, so much calmer, I wish you could see yourself as you sleep.”
88.“We could…take a nap together?”
89.“Sleeping with you was the best sleep I’ve gotten in years.”
90.“I-I miss your arms around me as I slept, I know it’s embarrassing but you made me feel safe.”
91.“You sleep with the stuffed animal I got you?” “Of course”
92.“Your pillow smells like lavender”
93.“Goodnight love, I’ll see you in my dreams.”
94.“You smell like vanilla.”
95.“Will you carry me to bed?”
96.“Keep talking, your voice helps me sleep.”
97.“Stop moving I’m trying to sleep”
98.“It’s just a nightmare, it’s nothing real.”
99.“You should sleep in my bed more often.”
AUs
100.Historical
101.Future
102.Coffee Shop
103.Bar/Restaurant
104.Florist
105.Tattoo Artist
106.Hospital
107.Library
108.Royal
109.Ghost
110.Time Travel
110.Neighbor/Roommate
112.Bodyguard
113.Criminal
114.Police
115.Prison
116.High School
117.College
118.Teacher
119.Singer
120.Dance/Ballet
121.Actor
123.Soulmate
124.Magic(Dragons,Fairy,etc...)
125.Werewolves/Vampires
126.Mermaids/Sirens
127.Angel/Devil
128.Gods
129.Hybrid
130.Poly Relationship
Tropes
131.Sick/Injured
132.Scars
133.Baby/Child
134.Vacation
135.Fake Dating/Married
136.Arranged Marriage
137.Accidentally Married
138.Friends to Lovers
139.Enemies to Lovers
140.Masquerade Ball
141.Locked in a Room
142.Making Out
143.Bed Sharing
144.Twenty-Four Hours to Live
Kisses
145.'Kisses under the moonlight
146.Bloodstained kisses
147.Kisses in the dark
158.Soft kisses
159.Forehead kisses
160.Hair Kisses
161.Kisses in the Rain
162.Nose Kisses
𝙍𝙖𝙣𝙙𝙤𝙢 𝙏𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜𝙨
163.I think I am in love with you
164. can I kiss you
165.say that you like me back
166. you are too much for me
167. you are the only one for me
168.“ we need to breakup ”
169. “ can I have your number ”
170.“pleas don’t go ”
171. “..where do you want my hands ..”
172.“.. you are mine ..”
173. “.. he has no chance next to me..”
174. “.. you are my everything..”
174.“.. nothing is holding you from going ..”
175. “.. I don’t like you anymore ..”
176.“.. I am not happy anymore..”
177.“.. can I touch you there ?..”
178.“ … you love me don’t you?..”
179.“..i love your smell ..”
180. “… I have been waiting for you..:
181. ”..you are so beautiful..“
182. ”.. don’t call me baby girl ..“
183. ”..I am her boyfreind..:
184. “.. damn you look so sexy ..”
184. “ .. did I turn you on ..”
185. “..cuddle mee.. ”
186. “ it’s time to say goodbye then..”
187. “..can you be my first..”
188.“..I need you ..”
189.“.. you deserve better ..”
190. “.. I can’t stop loving you
191.”.. you make me weak..“
192.”..stay please ..“
193.”.. don’t talk to other boys ..“
194.”.. do you want to go out on a date with me..“
195.”.. you are the only one in my heart ..“
196.”..don’t compare yourself to them they aren’t you love..“
197.” I see myself in your eyes ..“
198.”..i love it when it rains..“
199.”..let’s take a break..“
200.”.. let me show you something ..“
201.”..can we just talk ..“
202.”..we are running in circles..“
203.”..pleaas talk to meee.. “
204.”…aren’t you snowing a lot of skin…“
205. ”..you are so comfy..“
206.”..I won’t break your heart ..“
207.”..I want us to be more than friends..“
208.”..dont ignore me ..“
209.”..you are just soo cute ..“
210.”..I ship us..“
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Dear anon that called me a coward. I am not, fuck you. //lh
*green was answered by Wei, Red by Harley, Blue by eirynn, Pink by aydi. Sorry if it’s confusing.
1. Is there a boy/girl in my life? There is someone in aydi’s life.
2. Think of the last person that hurt you? Do you forgive them? Yes, I know I actually shouldn’t but I do.
3. What do you think of when you hear the word meow? I’ll meow back because I want too.
4. What’s something you really want right now? A beer and some love 😭
5. Are you afraid of falling in love? Yes, because it involves vulnerability and sappy stuff and I hate that.
6. Do you like the beach? Kinda, it’s not bad.
7. Have you ever slept on a couch with someone? Yes and I hated every minute of it.
8. What’s the background on your cell? The lockscreen below. The Home Screen is none of your business.
9. Name the last 4 beds you sat on? Mine, aydi’s ex’s, xyr brother’s and a friends.
10. Do you like your phone? Well if I say no I sound spoilt but I wouldn’t mind better y’know...
11. Honestly, are things going the way you planned? No, I hate everything and need death :/
12. Who’s the last person you added to your contacts? A friend from school, he found my number and I dunno how.
13. Would you rather have a poodle or a Rottweiler? Rottweiler
14. What hurts more, physical or emotional pain? Depending on what’s going on, currently it’s emotional pain being a bitch.
15. Would you rather visit a zoo or an art museum? All I want is a date at an art museum ;-;
16. Are you tired? Absolutely exhausted
17. How long have you known your first contact? Since January 2019
18. Are they a relative? No, school friend.
19. Have you ever considered getting back with an ex? No but *some people* have and I personally find it annoying because the ex is a jerk.
20. When was the last time you talked to the person you shared a kiss with? ...yesterday
21. If you knew you had the right person would you marry them today? I don’t see why not, sure.
22. Would you kiss the person you kissed last again? No, don’t think I would.
23. How many bracelets are you wearing? Currently 2.
24. Is there a certain quote you live by? “No”
25. What’s on your mind? This really big teddy bear i saw in the store, but I couldn’t get it and I’m sad 😢
26. Do you have any tattoos? Can’t get any yet but I really want a few!
27. What’s your favorite color? Pink and green
28. Next time you will kiss someone on the lips? Do you want a date or sumn?
29. Who are you texting? Currently my Classmates
30. Think of the last person you kissed, have you ever kissed them on a couch? Yes... why are all of these about kissing?
31. Do you ever have a feeling something bad is going to happen and it did? All the time bc nothing good happens
32. Do you have a friend of the opposite sex you can talk to? Yes, quite a few
33. Do you think anyone has feelings for you? From what I hear recently, I’m gonna say yes.
34. Has anyone told you you have pretty eyes? Yes and it makes me melt each time.
35. Say the last person you kissed was kissing someone else right in front of you? Not my problem, we’re not together so he can kiss who he wants.
36. Were you single last Valentine’s Day? No.
37. Are you friends with the last person you kissed? Yes
38. What do your friends call you? Whatever they want to at the time, I don’t care.
39. Has anyone upset you in the past week? Myself
40. Have you ever cried over a text? I do that a lot.
41. Where’s your last bruise located? My face, under my eye.
42. What is it from? I’d rather not say.
43. Last time you wanted to be away from somewhere really badly? All the time when I have to be with people who don’t give me space.
44. Last person you were on the phone with? I don’t make calls so the last person I texted was a friend.
45. Do you have a favorite pair of shoes? Heels/boots make me feel good.
46. Do you wear hats if your having a bad hair day? Yea if it’s necessary or it’s a cute hat
47. Would you ever go bald if it was in style? No, I love my hair too much.
48. Do you make supper for your family? No but I can cook if need be
49. Does your bedroom have a door? Yes
50. Top 3 webpages? Tumblr.com, picrew and Pinterest
51. Do you know anyone that hates shopping? My friends like shopping but hate shopping with me bc I wanna go to every shop.
52. Does anything on your body hurt? Everywhere (not even joking) currently it’s my left arm that hurts the most
53. Are goodbyes hard for you? Depends on the person really, if you were a bully or just a bad person I won’t miss you.
54. What’s the last Beverage you spilled on yourself? Coffee
55. How is your hair? Currently curly and not set properly so my bangs look uneven ;-;
56. What do you usually do first in the morning? Lie there for a few minutes, cos I’ll probably still be tired.
57. Do you think 2 people can last forever? Yes, if they are happy with each other.
58. Think back to January 2007, we’re you single? I was 9 months old so yeah...
59. Green or purple grapes? Both suck
60. When’s the next time you will give someone a big hug? As soon as I can without the chance of death.
61. Do you wish you were somewhere else rn? Probably somewhere quiet
62. When will be the next time you text someoone? Later today bc time zones
63. Where will you be 5 hours from now? Still at home, maybe the store idk
64. What were you doing at 8 this morning? Still sleeping
65. This time last year can you remember who you liked? An ex I think, not sure
66. Is there a person in your life that always makes you smile? Yes, the tumblr mutuals
67. Did you kiss or hug anyone today? No
68. What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? “Ow my fucking head” after hitting it while trying to get comfy at 4am
69. Have you ever tried your hardest then get disappointed at the end? Yeah, happens a lot and sucked every time
70. How many windows are open on your computer? I’m on mobile but 16 tabs are open rn.
71. How many fingers do you have? 10
72. What’s your ringtone? Whatever’s the iPhone default
73. How old will you be in 5 months? I don’t know how old I am now but the body will be 15
74. Where’s your mum right now? Lol who?
75. Why aren’t you with the person you first loved or almost loved? If you are talking exes, then it’s because we weren’t happy
76. Have you held hands with someone in the past 3 days? No
77. Are you friends with the same people you were with 2 years ago? Sort of
78. Do you remember who you had a crush on in year 7? No
79. Do you know anyone with the name mike? Nope
80. Have you ever fallen asleep in someone’s arms? Yes because I sleep in class a lot and my classmates let me
81. How many people have you like in the past 3 months? Between all of us, 3
82. Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the past 3 days? No, or I hope not
83. Will you talk the person you like tonight? Hopefully
84. You’re drunk and yelling at hot people from your car, your with? All my guy friends bc I’m more likely to get drunk with and I’m more comfortable doing weird stuff with them.
85. If your bf/gf was into drugs would you care? I mean I would prefer them to not but honestly it’s their life in the end. I would try to help but if I can’t stop it it’s not my problem, it would also be kinda hypocritical of me
86. What was the most eventful thing that happened when you went to see a movie? Can’t remember
87. Who was your last received call from? A missed call from my friend, I texted her back tho
88. If someone gave you $1000 to burn a butterfly over a candle, would you? ...yeah
89. What is something you wish you had more of? Love
90. Have you ever trusted someone too much? Sadly yes
91. Do you sleep with your window open? No
92. Do you get along with girls? Yes, if they’re nice
93. Are you keeping a secret from someone who needs to know the truth? I’m not exactly sure if they need to know
94. Does sex mean love? Absolutely NOT, lol just bc someone is horny and wants to sleep with you, doesn’t mean they love you
95. You’re locked in the room with the last person you kissed, is that a problem? Not really
96. Have you ever kissed someone with a lip ring? No but I did kiss a guy with a tongue stud...
97. did you sleep alone this week? All except one day, or was that last week...
98.do you have someone who makes you happy?Yea I guess
99. Do you believe in love at first sight? No, not really actually
100. Who was the last person you pinky promised? A friend
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ANSWER THEM A L L L LL LL L H AH HAHHEHAHEHAHAHAHAH HAH AHH AHAH AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HAH AHA HAHAHHAHAHA
Here we go! 1: Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now? No reason, in particular, just the fact that my life is a confusing mess.
2: Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone? Not really, no.
3: If your significant other smoked pot, would you care? Yes, but mostly because I’d be concerned for their safety.
4: Do you find it easy to trust others? Hell no.
5: What were you doing at 11 PM last night? Failing quite badly at sleep.
6: You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you? Hopefully a friend.
7: What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on? Cut ties and tell them to do better next time.
8: Are you close with your dad? Eh, relatively.
9: I bet you kissed someone last night, right? God, I wish. Sort of.
10: What are you listening to? The Silent Confessions album by sad boy with a laptop
11: You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it? Plain old water.
12: Do you like hickeys? Not particularly.
13: What time do you go to bed? Before midnight, if I’m lucky.
14: Is there someone who continuously lets you down? Nope.
15: Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both? More or less.
16: Do you always answer your texts? In time, yes.
17: Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for? No.
18: When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends? A minute or two ago.
19: Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them? Most of my friends tbh.
20: What was your last thought before you went to bed last night? I haven’t the foggiest.
21: Is anyone else in the room with you? Nope.
22: Do you believe what goes around comes around? Absolutely.
23: Were you happier four months ago than you are now? For sure.
24: Is there someone you wish you could fix things with? A little bit.
25: In the past week, have you cried? Yep.
26: What colour is the shirt you are wearing? Grey.
27: Do people ever call you by your last name? Once in a blue moon, yeah.
28: Is anyone ignoring you right now? I hope not.
29: Do you have a best friend? Not one person in particular, no.
30: Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed? Not particularly.
31: Who was your last call/text message from? My mum.
32: Are you mad at anyone? Myself.
33: Have you ever kissed someone older than you? A few times.
34: How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
35: How many more days until your birthday? 167.
36: Do you have any summer plans yet? Stay inside. And that’s about it...
37: Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex? Yeah.
38: Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now? Perhaps.
39: Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone? Absolutely.
40: Have you ever regretted kissing someone? Not really.
41: Do you think age matters in relationships? Depends on the context. Most of the time, yes.
42: Are you available? Quite.
43: How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended? A few.
44: If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get? Nose, probably.
45: Do you believe exes can be friends? Absolutely.
46: Do you regret anything? Nearly everything I’ve ever done.
47: Honestly, what’s on your mind right now? Entirely too much.
48: Did you ever lose a best friend? Sort of, but not really.
49: Was your last kiss a mistake? No.
50: Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like? Assorted reasons, mostly because I’m a coward and it’s complicated.
51: Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry? Yes.
52: Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed? Yes.
53: What was the last thing you ate? Fried rice with an egg over the top.
54: Did you get any compliments today? Not really.
55: Where are you going on your next vacation? I don’t know yet.
56: Do you own anything from other countries? Quite a bit, even if we’re only talking souvenir-type stuff.
57: Are most of your friend guys or girls? Guys, I guess.
58: Where have you lived most of your life? Washington.
59: When was the last time you took a long drive? A couple days ago.
60: Have you ever played Spin the Bottle? Once or twice, yeah.
61: Have you ever TP’d someone’s house? House? No.
62: Who do you text the most? Text? My immediate family, probably. Discord, who knows.
63: What was the last movie you saw? I honestly don’t recall, it’s been a long time.
64: What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex? Ahahahahaha...
65: How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2011? None.
66: Is the last person you kissed younger than you? Yes.
67: Do you curse around your parents? I try not to.
68: Are you happy with where you live? More or less, but there are definitely places I’d rather live.
69: Picture of yourself? Nah.
70: Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships? Depends on the context, but I think that a healthy open relationship could 100% work.
71: Have you ever been dumped? Not really.
72: What do you most like about making out? Physical intimacy.
73: Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with? Maybe once? But no, not really.
74: When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other? Generally the other.
75: What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive? Eyes, most of the time.
76: Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed? A friend of mine.
77: Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour? Nope.
78: Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name? Nope.
79: What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
80: Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already? Depends on the person, but most of the time probably not.
81: Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you? A few times.
82: Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush? I certainly hope not.
83: Do you miss your last sweetie? A good deal.
84: Last time you slow danced with someone? A couple of months now? I think?
85: Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met? Nope.
86: How can I win your heart? Just existing is sufficient most of the time. Kindness helps.
87: What is your astrological sign? Capricorn.
88: What were you doing last night at 12 AM? Failing quite badly at sleep.
89: Do you cook? A few times a week.
90: Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication? No.
91: If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship? Somewhat, yeah.
92: Do you prefer to date various people or do you pretty much fall into monogamous relationships quickly? I generally stick to one relationship to see if it works out.
93: What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest? Not many, honestly.
94: Name four things that you wish you had! The ability to shapeshift. Or go back in time. Significantly more money. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
95: Are you a player? Nope.
96: Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day? Once or twice
.97: Are you a tease? Sometimes.
98: Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr? Don’t think so.
99: Have you ever been deeply in love with someone? Yes.
100: Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with? Absolutely.
101: Hugs or Kisses? Hugs.
102: Are you too shy to ask someone out? Always.
103: The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Their voice, generally.
104: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe? Can be.
105: If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in a relationship, would you go for it? Depends on if I know them and their partner(s). Generally, no.
106: Do you flirt a lot? Sometimes.
107: Your last kiss? It happened, yes.
108: Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2012? Yes.
109: Have you kissed anyone in the past month? I wish.
110: If you could kiss anyone who would it be? [redacted]
111: Do you know who you’ll kiss next? Nope.
112: Does someone like you currently? I doubt it, but I can hope.
113: Do you currently have feelings for anyone? Yep.
114: Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings? Serious, all the way.
115: Ever made out with just a friend? The ones I have didn’t stay that way long, one way or another.
116: Are you happier single or in a relationship? I think it generally goes the other way around, honestly.
117: Your own question that you want me to answer. Just write it. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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Favourite Songs From 2020
My 110 favourite songs of the year - basically one song per artist and then I doubled up on songs from my ten favourite albums of the year - Taylor Swift, Pheobe Bridgers, The Strokes, The Killers, Porridge Radio, The 1975, The Weeknd, Fleet Foxes, Soccer Mommy PUP - rather than do a seperate albums list. So 100 artists total.
It was definitely a year that I listened to songs more than albums. Blame Spotify for shrinking my attention span or the lockdown for pushing me more towards short bursts of pleasure.
I think it was a great year for music though, this list is as strong as any in recent years. Dominated by indie rock for the most part, and in turn as heavy on female led acts as any year, as they have taken over the rock scene (for the better) over the past couple years.
1 - Phoebe Bridgers - Kyoto 2 - King Princess - Ohio 3 - Taylor Swift - exile (feat. Bon Iver) 4 - The Strokes - The Adults Are Talking 5 - U.S. Girls - 4 American Dollars 6 - The Killers - Imploding The Mirage 7 - Caamp - By and By 8 - Nathaniel Rateliff - And It's Still Alright 9 - Porridge Radio - 7 Seconds 10 - The 1975 - If You’re Too Shy (Let Me Know) 11 - The Strokes - Brooklyn Bridge To Chorus 12 - The Weeknd - Blinding Lights 13 - Bright Eyes - Mariana Trench 14 - The Killers - My Own Soul’s Warning 15 - Mt. Joy - Strangers 16 - Dayglow - Can I Call You Tonight? 17 - Jason Isbell and the 400 Unit - Be Afraid 18 - Phoenix - Identical 19 - Car Seat Headrest - Deadlines (Thoughtful) 20 - The Beths - Dying to Believe
21 - HAIM - The Steps 22 - Gus Dapperton - Post Humorous 23 - Holly Humberstone - Falling Asleep At The Wheel 24 - Phoebe Bridgers - I Know The End 25 - Hayley Williams - Simmer 26 - Tame Impala - Lost In Yesterday 27 - Harry Styles - Watermelon Sugar 28 - Fontaines D.C. - Televised Mind 29 - Yves Tumor - Gospel For A New Century 30 - Dawes - Who Do You Think You're Talking To? 31 - Taylor Swift - betty 32 - Partner - Honey 33 - Of Monsters and Men - Visitor 34 - Fleet Foxes - Can I Believe You 35 - The Shins - The Great Divide 36 - Jessie Ware - Spotlight 37 - DIIV - Blankenship 38 - The Districts - Cheap Regrets 39 - Riverby - Smart Mouth 40 - Beach Bunny - Rearview
41 - The 1975 - Me & You Together Song 42 - Miley Cyrus - Midnight Sky 43 - Deep Sea Diver - Impossible Weight (feat Sharon Van Etten) 44 - Fiona Apple - Shameika 45 - Waxahatchee - Fire 46 - Foo Fighters - Shame Shame 47 - Dogleg - Kawasaki Backflip 48 - Christine and the Queens - People, I've been sad 49 - Middle Kids - R U 4 Me? 50 - SAULT - Wildfires 51 - Ghostpoet - Nowhere To Hide Now 52 - The Darcys - Look Me in the Eyes 53 - Diet Cig - Night Terrors 54 - Westerman - Confirmation - SSBD 55 - Maxband - Unsaid 56 - Porridge Radio - Sweet 57 - The Backseat Lovers - Kilby Girl 58 - Royal Blood - Trouble’s Coming 59 - Soccer Mommy - circle the drain 60 - The Weeknd - After Hours
61 - Run The Jewels - walking in the snow 62 - The Hold Steady - Family Farm 63 - STRFKR - Dear Stranger 64 - PUP - Anaphylaxis 65 - beabadoobee - Care 66 - Soccer Mommy - yellow is the color of her eyes 67 - Destroyer - Cue Synthesizer 68 - Wallows - Are You Bored Yet? (feat. Clairo) 69 - Local Natives - Lemon (Feat. Sharon Van Etten) 70 - Bad Moves - Party With the Kids Who Wanna Party With You 71 - The Beaches - Want What You Got 72 - Wolf Parade - Julia Take Your Man Home 73 - Billy Nomates - Modern Hart 74 - The Dirty Nil - Blunt Force Concussion 75 - KennyHoopla - how will i rest in peace if i'm buried by a highway?// 76 - IDLES - Model Village 77 - Arkells - Quitting You 78 - Bombay Bicycle Club - Eat, Sleep, Wake (Nothing But You) 79 - Best Coast - Everything Has Changed 80 - Andy Shauf - Try Again
81 - Peach Pit - Shampoo Bottles 82 - Sorry - Perfect 83 - THICK - Bumming Me Out 84 - Trace Mountains - Lost in the Country 85 - Hum - Step into You 86 - Fleet Foxes - Sunblind 87 - Pinegrove - The Alarmist 88 - Lady Gaga - Rain On Me (with Ariana Grande) 89 - Kiwi jr. - Murder in the Cathedral 90 - The Chicks - Gaslighter 91 - Perfume Genius - On the Floor 92 - Rolling Blackouts Coastal Fever - She's There 93 - Amanda Shires - The Problem (feat. Jason Isbell) 94 - Bon Iver - AUATC 95 - The OBGMs - All My Friends 96 - PUP - Rot 97 - Alanis Morissette - Ablaze 98 - Anyway Gang - I'm Just That Good 99 - Everything Everything - Violent Sun 100 - Julia Jacklin - Pressure To Party 101 - Grimes - Delete Forever 102 - Plants and Animals - Love That Boy 103 - Dua Lipa - Physical 104 - Cloud Nothings - Am I Something 105 - Wye Oak - AEIOU 106 - Sunflower Bean - Moment In The Sun 107 - Pale Waves - Change 108 - Bruce Springsteen - Ghosts 109 - Gord Downie - About Blank 110 - Dizzy - Sunflower
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Doctor Who Tag
yes im a nerd...
CHILDHOOD
1. Did you like DW as a child?
I was 10 when it came back on telly with Eccleston and the first episode with the autons scared me so much my mom wouldn't let me watch it again until a couple years later, but yeah my teens I was obsessed with DW... still am at age 25
2. Your age at the time of the revival?
10
3. First DW episode you ever saw?
‘Rose’
4. Did you have any of the toys?
I still have the eleventh doctor’s screwdriver... I used to have some of the figures but there in storage now somewhere
5. Which DW character did you play on the playground?
didn't play it on the playground
6. Monster(s) that scared you most as a child?
all of them! the ones that still scare me now are the Cybermen and the Autons... genuinely cant walk past a shop mannequin without being suspicious
7. Joke/story you didn’t get as a kid?
as a kid, any of the innuendo type jokes
8. DW opinion that has changed since you were a kid?
idk I think I still have the same opinions
9. Who introduced you to DW?
parents
10. Did you like Sarah Jane Adventures as a child?
I LOVED SJA!! I miss that show, and Elizabeth Slade :(
DOCTOR
11. Who is your Doctor?
Ten was the doctor that made me fall in love with Doctor Who
12. Your favourite Doctor?
omg why not just ask me who my favourite child is... (I don't have kids but you know what I mean) if I had to chose my top three are ten, eleven and thirteen
13. Least favourite Doctor?
purely just because he doesn't have enough episodes... nine...
14. Best regeneration?
none of them I hate regenerations :( they make me sad, im too emotionally invested in every single one
15. Do you like “Doctor-Lite” episodes?
they're not my faves
16. Who is the most human Doctor?
I think nine maybe? or twelve?
17. Best multi-Doctor story?
the 50th anniversary special
18. Best Doctor monologue?
“Hello Stonehenge! who takes the pandorica, takes the universe. but bad news everyone, cause guess who? HA! You lot you're all whizzing about- its really very distracting. Could you all just stay still a minute because I AM TALKING. Question of the hour is, who's got the pandorica? Answer, I do. Next question, who's coming to take it from me? Come on, look at me! No plan. No backup. No weapons worth a damn. oh and something else, I don't have anything to lose. So, if you're sitting up there in your silly little spaceship with all your silly little guns and you've got any plans on taking the pandorica tonight... just remember who's standing in your way. remember ever black day I ever stopped you and then- AND THEN- do the smart thing... let somebody else try first.”
not copied and pasted, remember that from the top of my head... its always there waiting in my mind incase I ever need an epic monologue :’)
19, What do you think TenToo/MetaCrisis Doctor is doing now?
hopefully living his best life with Rose
20. Best Doctor/companion pairing?
ten and donna
COMPANIONS
21. Favourite companion?
Donna, Clara, Amy
22. Favourite secondary companion?
is Mickey classed as secondary? idk
23. Least favourite companion?
Ryan
24. Best TARDIS Team?
Doctor, Amy and Rory
25. Most underrated companion?
Graham, but that may just be cause I love Bradders
26. Most overrated companion?
Rose... I like her but idk, I think she gets more hype than she deserves.. don't @ me
27. Favourite companion’s family?
Rose’s mom
28. Who should have been a companion but wasn’t?
idk I cant think of anyone
29. Favourite (canon or non-canon) DW universe relationship?
Amy and Rory
30. Who did you not used to like, but really like now?
wasn't keen on Bill at first but by the end I really liked her, same with Rory
EPISODES
31. Favourite episode ever?
girl in the fireplace
32. Least favourite episode?
most of Chibnall’s episodes tbh sorry not sorry
33. Which episodes do you skip?
the regeneration episodes
34. Best two-parter?
Human Nature - Family of Blood
35. Historical, present day or futuristic episodes?
I like them all in there own way but I think present is fave, then historical, then future
36. Episode that will always make you smile?
all of them
37. Episode that will always make you cry?
Rory and Amy’s last episode :’(
38. Best run of episodes?
ugh I cant answer this theres too many
39. Best cliffhanger?
the end of Spyfall part one when the Master reveals who he is... I was SHOOK
40. Favourite Christmas special?
Voyage of the Damned
SERIES
41. Classic Who or New Who?
new who
42. Favourite series?
four or five
43. Least favourite series?
eleven, I just cant with the writing
44. Which series do you skip?
none
45. Favourite series opening?
eleventh hour
46. Favourite series finale?
Doomsday
47. Best series arc?
Bad Wolf
48. Thoughts on series 11/12?
I adore Jodie Whittaker and her doctor, and although I think 3 companions is too many I do love Yaz and Graham (Ryan is hit & miss). I just think theyve been massively let down by the stories/writing... they’ve tried to hard to tick certain boxes and completely missed what Doctor Who is about for a lot of people.. an escape from the real world into these outrageous unbelievable but lovable fun alien adventures
49. How much of Classic Who have you seen?
not a lot
50. Who should have had another series?
NINE NINE NINE NINE NINE
MONSTERS
51. Favourite monster/villain?
the master
52. Most creative monster?
Weeping Angels, whoever came up with monsters that look like statues and only move when you're not looking at them is genius
53. Monster(s) that scares you most?
Autons, Cybermen, the creepy dolls from Night Terrors, the ones from Waters of Mars, Weeping Angels
54. Monster you think is too easy to defeat?
idk
55. Least favourite monster/villain?
absorbaloff
56. Monster you want to return?
The Master, I really hope that isn't the last we see of Dhawan
57. In your opinion, what makes a monster good?
being genuinely scary,
58. Daleks, Cybermen or Weeping Angels?
Weeping Angels
59. Best Dalek story?
Daleks in Manhatten
60. Best one time villain/monster?
my brain has gone blank I cant think of an answer right now
ADDITIONAL MATERIAL
61. Torchwood or Sarah Jane Adventures?
SJA
62. Favourite Torchwood Team member?
I haven't watched it all so I couldn't say
63. Which Torchwood death made you saddest?
again, not watched it all
64. Do you rewatch COE or MD?
huh
65. Favourite SJA Team member?
Sarah Jane
66. Mr Smith or K-9?
K-9
67. Maria or Rani?
Rani
68. Do you read the comics/novels or listen to Big Finish?
Nope
69. If you do, your favourite additional stories?
n/a
70. Do you like DW analysis (video essays, fan theories, etc)?
yes
DESIGN/PRODUCTION
71. Favourite piece of alien tech?
the sonic, I love how it is so multipurpose except for when it comes to wood
72. Favourite piece of Murray Gold music?
I am the Doctor - gets me pumped every time
73. Favourite TARDIS design?
Ten’s Tardis
74. Has the 2005 era CGI aged well?
actually yeah, I was rewatching the ‘are you my mummy’ episodes the other day and my God when the gas masks emerged from the faces... ooooooof I was like omg how
75. Favourite Doctor outfit?
eleven or thirteen
76. Monster with the best design?
not really a design more of a costume.. I live Dhawan master’s costume. that shade of purple, oof he so stylish
77. Best show runner?
idk
78. Best writer?
Gatiss
79. Best opening titles?
eleven’s titles where the Tardis is flying and being zapped is cool but thirteens music hits different
80. Will DW age well/stay popular in the future?
I hope so, I feel like its lasted this long surely it can last forever.. if the writers don't fuck it up...
IF YOU WERE IN THE SHOW
81. Time period you’d want to go with the Doctor?
whatever time means Id get to wear the most beautiful costumes
82. Planet/place you’d want to go with the Doctor?
Galifrey, pre-desctruction
83. Doctor you’d most like to travel with?
any of them, please and thank you
84. Companion you’d most like to travel with?
donna, sceso a good laugh but also I feel like she’d look after me
85. Monster you’d like to defeat/fight?
The Master
86. If you could go back on your own history (like Father’s Day), where would you go?
back to when I was a toddler, I wanna see what I was like
87. If you could ask the Doctor anything, what would you ask?
theres too many to ask
88. Historical figure you’d like to meet?
Shakespeare
89. How do you think you’d meet the Doctor?
id probably be rescued from doing something stupid and then the doc would be like you know what the bitch clearly needs supervision she's coming with me
90. Would you travel forwards or backwards in time first?
backwards
IF YOU MADE THE SHOW
91. Historical event would you like to see in DW?
Hamilton
92. Issue you’d like to see addressed in DW?
idk
93. Who would you completely erase from the DW universe?
Ruth
94. One unanswered DW question you’d love to know the answer to?
where is Clara now?
95. Actor/actress you’d like to see play the Doctor?
Phoebe Waller Bridge (or Lin Manuel Miranda)
96. Actor/actress you’d like to see play a companion?
Andrew Scott (yes I did just basically recast fleabag and hot priest)
97. Is DW “too political”?
series 11 got a bit like that
98. Which characters fate would you changed?
Danny Pink
99. What about DW could be improved?
I think ive made my options about Chibnall pretty clear...
100. If you could write an episode of DW, any ideas for what you’d do
bring back Jenny, the Doctor / Daughter adventures they would have. I’m actually writing a fic about it if you wanna read.... here
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Episode 8: Family Friend
Things are getting intense.
SPOILERS
0:16 - Martin has a nameplate that reads “Dr Martin Whitly” in his home office. That is maybe the most egotistical, narcissistic thing I have ever seen. Seriously. WTF Martin.
1:14 - So this phone in the basement has a different phone number than the rest of the landlines in the house? Seems odd. I guess Martin set it up as a business phone so it needed to have a different number?
1:21 - This conversation is really cool. Malcolm is scared - you tell by the way his voice cracks a little at 1:22 and by his eyes in the beginning of the conversation. However, you can also see that Malcolm has been trained by the FBI to be an investigator. Listen to his interview skills. He’s calm, professional, and he’s speaking in careful, calculated sentences. It’s impressive. I’d really like to see him in this position more often. Another really interesting part of this scene is Jessica’s reactions in the background she looks positively terrified. She’s hugging herself and looking around in horror. I’m not sure we’ve ever seen her this frightened.
1:23 - So Watkins has been watching Malcolm right? For how long? Because he recognizes Malcolm’s voice. And presumably he recognized Malcolm’s face at the junkyard? Creepy.
3:35 - Ainsley is going through the interview footage with a disturbing amount of admiration and joy in her eyes - while her bf in unconscious because her dad orchestrated a stabbing during her interview. Also though, is she editing the video footage? Seems like that’s not in her job description?
4:40 - I love everything about the initial moments when we see Gil, JT, and Dani enter the Whitly house. First of all - Jessica is clearly still shaken and terrified. Secondly, Gil (even though he does look concerned for Jessica) looks so comfortable in that house. It really makes you wonder how many times he’s been there over the years because honestly, the house Gil was almost murdered in shouldn’t be a place he feels comfortable in. Finally - JT and Dani. hahaha they walk into the room with faces that are clearly trying to hide how awestruck they are by how rich the house is. JT actually has an expression that I’m interpreting as “Damn. Rich people have a lot of weird useless crap.” AND look how Jessica’s demeanour immediately changes from terrified to welcoming, considerate hostess the moment she sees JT and Dani. That is the result of years of rich people manners being drilled into her as a child. I’m sure of it.
5:12 - Look at the way Malcolm looks at his Mom as she pours a drink. He’s a mixture of exasperated, concerned, and embarrassed that her alcoholism is being so blatantly exposed.
5:24 - Malcolm giving the abridged house tour to Dani and JT is awesome. He’s clearly trying to make them feel a little more comfortable in a world they aren’t used to while simultaneously trying to make clear that he doesn’t love the fancy house - it holds bad memories and he’d trade it in for a life without trauma. Also - Dani’s reaction is perfect. She’s trying to make Malcolm just as comfortable as he’s trying to make her. I love it.
5:50 - How come this bald, black, police officer dude doesn’t have a name yet? He’s had speaking parts in most of the episodes. At this point he’s practically part of the team.
6:15 - Gil checking up on Jessica is super sweet. ALSO the irony of keeping a gun in a hollowed out copy of War and Peace is hilarious.
6:50 - Another Gil and Malcolm moment to fuel my heart. Also - Gil looks exhausted. Can someone please give this man a vacation? He does nothing but worry about our shaky-handed boy, Jessica, the Team, and Ainsley. Seriously - Gil needs some time off.
7:21 - So it’s the next day. Am I to believe that Gil somehow convinced everyone to go home, shower, and come back in a few hours? Because it’s daylight now and everyone is in a fresh outfit. Something tells me Malcolm would not have done that willingly.
7:22 - Something about the fact that Gil is the only one who ever drinks coffee during the case briefings is hilarious to me.
8:22 - You know I’ve always laughed at this seen because JT says, “I can’t with this.” but I’ve been missing the best part of the scene!! Look at Gil’s face. hahaha it’s an expression of total disbelief. He’s so done with working with these children.
9:29 - Just how many jackets does Malcolm have?!? I know he’s rich but I really want to see his closet. He doesn’t strike me as a rich person who cares about appearances or the money itself. So - what does his closet look like and who is buying him all of these jackets?!?
10:15 - Anyone else wonder how the hell someone managed to bury a winnebago without anyone noticing? It just seems like it would’ve drawn a lot of attention?
10:47 - *sigh* Gil is so resigned to the fact that he can’t control Malcolm. Poor guy looks exhausted. Trying to save Malcolm from himself is not an easy job. This particular case is also probably really hard for Gil too. I mean, Gil caught the Surgeon. If this killer worked with the Surgeon, Gil is probably questioning his detective skills. Questioning whether or not he missed something all those years ago that would’ve had this killer behind bars years ago. Also Malcolm has gone manic again. Yikes.
13:25 - Ainsley. Ugh. Girl - your bf is in the hospital with a stab wound. Stop trying to find a story to further your career and worry about him. Honestly. Why is she even dating this guy? She clearly doesn’t care much about him.
14:24 - Katcha? Another one of the Whitly family employees. WHY ARE THERE SO MANY OF THEM?!? We’re up to 4 now (Louisa, Katherine, Alfonso, and Katcha).
15:51 - Look at Eve in this scene. Initially she is annoyed, then concerned, then curious but by the end of the conversation you can tell that Eve is scared of what Jessica tells her.
18:40 - haha look at Gil’s face here. He’s so pleased and amused that JT is teasing Malcolm. It’s precious.
18:57 - Malcolm’s comment about how the Junkyard Killer has been killing for over 20 years, which is longer than the Surgeon, has me curious. How long did the Surgeon kill for? Did Martin start killing before he got married? Before Malcolm was born? After Malcolm was born? After Ainsley was born? I really want to know. ALSO Gil looks so concerned after Malcolm makes that little comment. Generally Gil shoots Malcolm a concerned look whenever Martin is brought up. I love it.
19:02 - How long did the front desk have that box? No one noticed it was bleeding? AND that blood is seeping out really fast. There’s no way JT could’ve gotten it to Malcolm before it started bleeding. Ugh. The things I excuse/ignore because I understand episodes have a time constraint and things need to happen a certain way to forward the plot.
19:43 - I don’t know a lot about how quickly the human body decomposes or anything BUT father Leo’s hands did not look that beat up a few minutes ago. Check out the severed hand’s finger nails? They’re in terrible shape. Biology nerds: does this kind of stuff happen to severed limbs? I’m curious but too scared to google (I don’t want pictures).
21:00 - This is another instance where we can see how good Malcolm is at interviewing....well until Watkins brings up the girl in the box and Malcolm kind of loses his mind. I love this.
21:36 - Gil looks scared here. A rare look for him. Also - really makes me wish I could’ve seen the moment when the story behind the girl in the box was explained to Dani and JT.
22:30 - Look at Malcolm’s eyes. He looks haunted. Broken. Scared. I’m genuinely surprised he didn’t descend into a full blown panic attack. He looked really close to one.
22:50 - This conversation between Malcolm and Gil is everything. You can tell that Gil feels guilty - like he might’ve worsened Malcolm’s trauma. You can tell that Gil is also concerned about Malcolm. But check out the way Gil is speaking to Malcolm. Gil is so honest with Malcolm yet simultaneously reassuring. I respect that.
24:38 - The moment Malcolm decides that his need for answers is greater than his wellbeing. He could’ve called Gil right here. He could’ve walked away and waited for backup. But he didn’t because knowing the truth is more important to him than his physical health. That’s genuinely concerning. This is a passively suicidal act.
25:34 - “You even smell like him.” This line has always struck me as bizarre. What exactly is John referring to? Does Malcolm smell like fear? Or like desperation mixed with determination? Is that how he smells like Martin? Because I promise you Jessica Whitly would lose her mind if Malcolm was wearing the same cologne his father used to wear. If Malcolm smelled like Martin due to his personal hygiene products I’m sure Jessica would’ve put a stop to it. And I’m sure Malcolm would’ve listened to his mother in this instance because he’s so desperate to be nothing like Martin Whitly.
26:21 - This is sad. Malcolm is being honest here. He really believes that he is like his father even though he desperately doesn’t want to be like him.
27:22 - Gil is pissed. This is peak Dad behaviour. I’m shocked that he didn’t punish Malcolm himself or call Jessica because he knew that her overbearing presence would be punishment for Malcolm.
28:23 - Malcolm is spiralling. Look how manic he is. How desperate he is for answers. Look at how much pain he’s in. This whump is thawing my cold, dead soul (also semi-shirtless Tom Payne is attractive).
29:05 - Jin has the appropriate reaction to this. Ainsley does not. If a murder is on the loose you should be at lest mildly concerned for yourself and sympathetic for the victims and their families. Not excited at the prospect of a story.
30:02 - 1. Tom Payne without a shirt is...wow. and 2. He’s using frozen peas as an ice pack...so he does have food in the house?
30:25 - Yep. When he opens the fridge here you can see he has some other frozen vegetables in the door.
30:27 - This is interesting to me. Malcolm is clearly attracted to Eve and he doesn’t want her to think he’s crazy (even though their first conversation was about how he got high at work) so he hides his pill bottles. When Dani’s come over Malcolm has never hidden his pill bottles from her. Because Malcolm is comfortable with Dani. Just something to think about.
31:00 - Eve said she got Malcolm’s address under “false pretences”. The only false pretence I can see Jessica giving out Malcolm’s address to Eve is because Eve told her she was going to ask Malcolm out. But the false pretence implies that Eve has no intention of ever dating Malcolm. Huh. Either way, I would’ve really liked to hear that conversation. The one where a drunk Jessica Whitly gives a woman her son’s address because she thinks he’s going to get laid. It’s both upsetting and hilarious that this happened.
32:15 - Gil looks like exhausted. Holy crap. Why is everyone so worried about Malcolm when Gil is looking like this?!?
33:25 - The acting throughout this entire phone conversation is phenomenal. Tom Payne’s facial expressions really convey Malcolm’s desperation, fear, and determination to get answers. Lou’s tone of voice really conveys Gil’s worry over Malcolm and tired, desperation to solve this case. And Michael Raymond-James’ confident, controlling voice is just the perfect amount of creepy to be a believable killer.
34:40 - Are you telling me that Gil wasn’t hearing this conversation in real time? Why wasn’t the police recording this conversation for evidence? Also how is Malcolm’s cell phone connecting to Gil’s radio?
35:53 - “Damn it. Ainsley’s there.” This line is beautifully delivered. That is believable big brother concern. This whole sibling conversation is great. I love how they interact.
36:30 - Can no know in this family follow orders?!? Honestly. Ainsley stay in your room. These Whitly’s really need to learn to listen to the people who want to keep themselves safe. BUT SIDE NOTE: Malcolm’s desperate cries to Ainsley as she runs from the Junkyard Killer are haunting.
38:21 - THANK YOU JIN. SOMEONE WHO SEES IT MY WAY. AINSLEY DID YOU DIRTY BROTHER.
39:15 - “How’s Ainsley doing?” Love this. I’m so desperate to know the extent of Gil’s relationship with Ainsley. We know that Gil was a big part of Malcolm’s childhood. I want to know how much contact he’s had with Ainsley through the years.
40:35 - hahaha I love this scene between Jessica and Malcolm. It’s honest, sweet, and sad. You can really see the role that Malcolm put himself in. He’s the self-appointed family protector. He’s probably felt that way most of his life. You can see Jessica’s determination, guilt, and fear. It’s beautiful.
Ahhhhhh I love this show. Thanks for hanging out Prodigies.
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