sometimes i look back at when i joined tumblr as hot-af-irwin back in 2014, writing 5sos fanfic for a ridiculous amount of followers i had somehow managed to accumulate over time and wonder why so many people on the internet thought 16 year old me was so cool. kinda miss it lol
i'm sorry ive been gone, depression got the best of me & my other hyperfixations reappeared from the darkness BUT. i saw 5sos live.
it was SO good and i miss them so much. i was alone in the pit and just had a solo party to them i 🫶🏻🫶🏻 idek if anyone will see this but here's my fav video from that night teehee