#sacredbeer

[shadeaux-be]

I am the visual

9 years ago, November 27, 2015 I got up at 5:13 am to lift weights. While in the bathroom brushing my teeth I started to cry. I didn’t think much of what caused it because it is something that I do at times. A few days later I was informed that my grandfather had passed away on that day. For about two years I had been making attempts of meeting him.

He NEVER claimed my father! My father was never into the idea of me meeting him. Since this time I have met many of his family members as well as heard stories about him. From these stories I have learned a lot of things about myself. Lessons can in fact carry themselves in our genetics.

Many of the standards I have imposed on myself since childhood may come from the life I had experienced while inside of my grandfather. Some are positive in nature and some are not.

For years I have tried to make sense of why he didn’t claim my father. For years I tried to make sense of why my father moved how he moved. Then I just woke up and stopped considering any of their actions and took control of my own.

I have planned out in my head to visit his burial site every time I go to Nola over the next year. Today I woke up at 4:44am with those same tears in eye except this time I’ll be going running. I purposely scheduled an exam today with hopes that he’ll come help me pass since I cried with him through his transition. I am forgiving of the things he has done to our lineage. The stone that he refused created me, the head cornerstone!

#careerprep #estateplanning #futureready #alwaysthegoodoledays #nolabred #educatedbrother #moundbuilder #originalcopperskin #timetravel #sankofa #shadow #gpse #goodpeoplestillexist #ot30rentals #222 #tyronehoward #crosscolours #LongLiveRoyal #olemanriverrun #landofmanytongues #crescentcity #CollobrateWithCulture #BarberTherapy #3001aboutme #welcomeback #Counselor #Thinker #RAshad #saj #moveonup #Surah35 #timeinspace2timeandspace #fear #certainty #eachonereachone #hbcu #childhoodreruns #CCC #KnowThySelf #Grateful #sacredbeing #maternalgrandparents #McCloud #Lawson #capoeira #roadto2028 #untetheredsoul #earthday42088 #big7 #mamaE #leaper #alldays #sunlike #ourland #visityapeople #invictus #lesstomeaux #ATGOD #deathtouniform #countitup #coins #trees #SNEHNESNE #19yac #freeyaself #peculiar #marketmondays #Moodadjustment #333 #fairytale #wisebrotherofsummer #shoutoutMoms #whatmoney #pmesif #cornerstone #sie #riseofshadow

[manoliberatattoo]

#sacredbeer #lasacrabirra #motorbike #meeting #tattoomobile #partyandfun (presso Sacra Birra) https://www.instagram.com/p/BoRpYnvnK9l/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sxmndhx3joq9

[flowerof-light]

~ august 7, 2019 ~

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🌼🦋.eacles īmperialis.🦋🌼

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✨thank you for bringing your dīvinę lovę and enchanting stories about the magïKkal adventures of de winged life my dear friend.🤲🏽💫(๑♡ ᴗ ♡๑)

[lunarfossil]

Trees that reach for the heavens. Some of the most amazing tree bonding of my life has happened here in Scotland. I met the best tree of my life two days ago, guided by my womb. This one really got my attention too! #drumnadrochit #tree #treewhisperer #treelife #sacredbeings #ancienttemple #hike #lochness #scotland #treesofinstagram

[brujayogi]

BLESSED RISINGS, FAMILY ✴️✨ Tomorrow is the day we gather in sacred unity to learn one another and learn ourselves. To talk about what it means to be a sacred being on this earth. To gather for meditation and peace. My best friend @mizzsarayalai , creator of @define_shame has asked me to be the special guest for her weekly #workshops where she empowers young girls and women and #REDEFINES shame. Whether consciously or subconsciously we digest and project the accumulations society has taught us about shame and here is a safe haven to dismantle this #stigma. I am so happy to be a part of something so great and so #divine. • • Tomorrow, April 7th is the first of many collaborations with S.H.A.M.E and another achievement for me towards oneness as I give back and serve my divine people to higher #gratitude and #awareness. I am so blessed and so grateful for this and it’s going to be magickal!!! Promise. Come through, tell a friend and LOVE YOURSELF🌼���🏼 • • #workshop #empowerment #meditation #meditationspace #shame #redefine #brujayogi #spiritual #spiritualawakening #divine #sacred #sacredwoman #sacredbeing #empoweringwomen #loveoneanother #themarathon #fornipsey #unity #safe #love#life #peace #guidance #nyc https://www.instagram.com/p/Bv6ZiptjMgE/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=10fp24tup1t12

[artandlivingenergy]

“Sometimes you are not ready. Circumstances aren’t there. You are at a time. Then later the story is transformed. Sometimes things converge and you have to go with it,” notes from a discussion after viewing the movie “Diane”, at the #IFC, with writer and filmmaker #KentJones and executive producer #martinscorcese. Time as a process gets overlooked. #instantgratification is not necessarily the big prize. #aswearemade #bylifeandchance #alchemy #sacredbeings #everyone #sensitivesoul in the film #Diane. That’s time. #abstractart #india #thesecretsweknowandthennot #subtlety Where is it? #creativeprocess https://www.instagram.com/p/BvmOBPtjBkt/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=ggua2uduhlvt

[aromally]

We are ONE sacred connection!! ❤️🌎 . . . #sacredcreature #sacredbeings #wearesacred #sacredspace #earth #livelove #spiritualawakening #weareonemovement #energyworker #youareenough #weareone #soulconnection #aromally (at San Diego, California) https://www.instagram.com/aromally/p/Bt13MhonmqM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1pktxcjhl4j1v

[kojosankofa-blog]

Unplug From What They’ve Told You. Realize That We are Sacred Beings #MatrixUnplugged #LoveThySelf #LoveThyWomen #SacredBeings #TheOne #Neo #MatrixDecode #TheAnhk #SymbolOfLife

[lisalooney911]

@Regrann from @eternallconnections - #gratitude #kindness #light #compassion #love #inspiration #universalprinciples #give #gifts #boomerang #backandforth #karmic #flow #synchronicity #observe #wakeup #givers #lightworkers #indigochildren #floweroflife #sacredbeings #transend #rise #higherconsciousness #vibratehigher #mondayreads #radiate #overflow #bewilder (at Middleboro, Massachusetts)

[sacredliving-blog1]

joy is truth #sacredbeing

[shadeaux-be]

My worth is not determined by the price of my clothes

No matter what I'm wearing I will always be

Rashad J. B.

So boom no lie I struggle with money.

Keep up.

First 24 years of my life I lived in poverty financially speaking.

In year 21 of those years I discovered poverty was a mindset.

The last 12 years I have made more than the median household income.

In year 8 of those 12 I realized despite all I had learned that I’m not the wisest steward of my resources.

So I devised a plan.

The first step of my plan has been going smooth.

I decided that I need to invest in the greatest form of wealth which is my health.

Physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, intellectual, and of course financial.

Not here to talk about the plan though.

I’m here to thank my mother.

She taught me things that led me to believe money isn’t real.

That is not at all what she was teaching me but it is what I comprehended.

Thank you Elder Sheila V. Williams!!

Because of the lady that form my being I have the confidence to walk around with out a hair cut and know I’m fly.

I’m able to have a stain on my shirt and still have the confidence to speak like I’m in a 3 piece suit.

I’m able to not be down about the “money” I don’t have yet.

I’m able to be up beat no matter what my account says.

I’m able to not catch attitudes with people from poor choices I’ve made.

I was able to shape my own understanding of the fiat concept.

Granted we were in “poverty” I enjoyed my entire childhood.

I learned not to accept no for answe when it’s circumstances I am uncapable of changing.

I realized that I rather be alive and paid.

I realized that I’m walking on the promised land.

Anyway thank you mother.

I look forward to creating a timeline where my blood line with thrive in a non linear sense!

Physical, mental, emotional, spiritual, intellectual, and financial wealth is eternal ♾️🧬♾️

#careerprep #estateplanning #futureready #alwaysthegoodoledays #nolabred #educatedbrother #moundbuilder #originalcopperskin #timetravel #sankofa #shadow #gpse #goodpeoplestillexist #ot30rentals #222 #tyronehoward #crosscolours #LongLiveRoyal #olemanriverrun #landofmanytongues #crescentcity #CollobrateWithCulture #BarberTherapy #3001aboutme #welcomeback #Counselor #Thinker #RAshad #saj #moveonup #Surah35 #timeinspace2timeandspace #fear #certainty #eachonereachone #hbcu #childhoodreruns #CCC #KnowThySelf #Grateful #sacredbeing #maternalgrandparents #McCloud #Lawson #capoeira #roadto2028 #untetheredsoul #earthday42088 #big7 #mamaE #leaper #alldays #sunlike #ourland #visityapeople #invictus #lesstomeaux #ATGOD #deathtouniform #countitup #coins #trees #SNEHNESNE #19yac #freeyaself #peculiar #marketmondays #Moodadjustment #333 #fairytale #wisebrotherofsummer #shoutoutMoms #whatmoney #pmesif

[rainbow9horse1fastlightning-blog]

Aaaw baby Willow 💖 he always loved dressing up in my baby girls princess dresses when he was wee wittle one. One day, HE will decide if he will take the role as Wiyankte. If anyone tries to force him to be something he is not, or calls him names, I will choke slam you 💪⚡✊ lol #twospirit #sacredbeings #wiyankte #wicakte #sincetimeimmemorial #resurgence

[electronicdreamplant-blog]

My first attempt at a Gruit Ale. A week in primary so far. O.G. Was 1.070 and it's down to 1.010 which makes it about 7.5ish%. Added two pounds of wildflower honey at the end of boil and used a tablespoon of Royal Jelly for yeast nutrient. Mostly get a nice coffee roasted flavor, slightly earthy. Defiantly the roasted chicory comes through. Should open up more and get better once matured a bit and carbonated. So far not bad though. The after taste reminds of Dr.pepper in a way just not as sweet. #homebrew #homebrewing #gruit #ale #ancientale #gruitale #herbalbeer #nohop #nohops #honey #royaljelly #sacredbeer

[shadeaux-be]

If it is always tomorrow what happens today??

So picture me way over there on another continent learning while educating.

Should not be too hard to picture that is the reality even when in a 25 mile radius.

As we construct artificial intelligence people are displaying artificial emotions.

Perhaps my brother is correct I live in a fairy tale world.

Only right I walk the fairytale path…

I am a genuine phony and that is quite the paradox.

The destination is the journey so long story short my heart is always in it!

#careerprep #estateplanning #futureready #alwaysthegoodoledays #nolabred #educatedbrother #moundbuilder #originalcopperskin #timetravel #sankofa #shadow #gpse #goodpeoplestillexist #ot30rentals #222 #tyronehoward #crosscolours #LongLiveRoyal #olemanriverrun #landofmanytongues #crescentcity #CollobrateWithCulture #BarberTherapy #3001aboutme #welcomeback #Counselor #Thinker #RAshad #saj #moveonup #Surah35 #timeinspace2timeandspace #fear #certainty #eachonereachone #hbcu #childhoodreruns #CCC #KnowThySelf #Grateful #sacredbeing #maternalgrandparents #McCloud #Lawson #capoeira #roadto2028 #untetheredsoul #earthday42088 #big7 #mamaE #leaper #alldays #sunlike #ourland #visityapeople #invictus #lesstomeaux #ATGOD #deathtouniform #countitup #coins #trees #SNEHNESNE #19yac #freeyaself #peculiar #marketmondays #Moodadjustment #333 #fairytale #wisebrotherofsummer

[shadeaux-be]

Yesterday(10/18) a friend told me I am of strange or extraordinary character.

He didn’t say it like that though lol.

He called me weird.

Immediately said “thank you, I am aware.”

Not sure if he was expecting that response.

He is a Christian so I almost told him check out 1 Peter 2:9 in the KJV.

A few years ago I started to realize I was a stranger to myself.

Being strange to others is ok but being strange to self is not.

I moved around a lot as a kid.

Hell as an adult as well.

Being new somewhere doesn’t bother me much.

Like that pawn shop in Nat town I am aware that I’m “New to You”

Reality is I’m the ever evolving Rashad.

lol haven’t wrote that name out in awhile.

Over heard using the question cup and they came across the “what do you look forward to in this class”

Must say I was suprised by some of the answers.

“To seeing if he(me) is ever in a bad mood”

“Stock tracker Monday”

“The consistency”

“The weekly writings”

I smiled a little on surface and a lot internally.

The fact that my students don’t know I’ve been in a shitty mood most of the year sheds light on my character.

To have someone look forward to a Monday is amazing 🥲

To know that I am providing structure and have someone in a whole different city say something a different student once said touched me.

In a country where people believe kids don’t like to write and that they aren’t social I love to see the truth.

I never wanted to be an educator but I am thankful for the opportunity.

I have developed so much.

I have been on a path of discovery for awhile now.

Finally just enjoying the process.

I’ve inspired youth in my neighborhood.

I’ve inspired youth in Dallas.

I’ve inspired youth in China.

Now I’m inspiring youth in a city I’ll be leaving at the end of my contract lol.

I am aware that I may never see many of the people I’ve inspired again.

However we each carry a small piece of each other.

What do I most look forward to in my class?

Getting to provide the youth a safe space to develop as a person.

2 weeks ago I figured out that I am of a small group that speaks to my students.

I pretty much know all of my students name and address them by it as they walk in.

It’s disheartening to know that the youth are being treated like another number.

I honestly feel unfulfilled in my role but should I???

#careerprep #estateplanning #futureready #alwaysthegoodoledays #nolabred #educatedbrother #moundbuilder #originalcopperskin #timetravel #sankofa #shadow #gpse #goodpeoplestillexist #ot30rentals #222 #tyronehoward #crosscolours #LongLiveRoyal #olemanriverrun #landofmanytongues #crescentcity #CollobrateWithCulture #BarberTherapy #3001aboutme #welcomeback #Counselor #Thinker #RAshad #saj #moveonup #Surah35 #timeinspace2timeandspace #fear #certainty #eachonereachone #hbcu #childhoodreruns #CCC #KnowThySelf #Grateful #sacredbeing #maternalgrandparents #McCloud #Lawson #capoeira #roadto2028 #untetheredsoul #earthday42088 #big7 #mamaE #leaper #alldays #sunlike #ourland #visityapeople #invictus #lesstomeaux #ATGOD #deathtouniform #countitup #coins #trees #SNEHNESNE #19yac #freeyaself #peculiar #marketmondays #Moodadjustment #333

[shadeaux-be]

Yesterday September 28, 2024 I received my verde cord as I participated in the 2nd Batisado held in Dallas. Even better it occurred in South Dallas at the cultural center. It has been 23 years since the 1st. If I have any hand in things it won’t ever take that long again

I’m excited about it but finding a way to not be. Not really saying anything about it. Invited no one to see me complete it. Feeling like I don’t belong amongst those people. However if that was the case I wouldn’t have been there?!

It was nice to be a part of a rites a passage. Its odd to know that is rare to participate in one. How did rituals fade from our culture?!

Why do I feel like an imposter!? I must thank the powers that be for pulling me along the road.

Stumbled upon a sidereal calendar.. battling the difference between belief and faith..

#careerprep #estateplanning #futureready #alwaysthegoodoledays #nolabred #educatedbrother #moundbuilder #originalcopperskin #timetravel #sankofa #shadow #gpse #goodpeoplestillexist #ot30rentals #222 #tyronehoward #crosscolours #LongLiveRoyal #olemanriverrun #landofmanytongues #crescentcity #CollobrateWithCulture #BarberTherapy #3001aboutme #welcomeback #Counselor #Thinker #RAshad #saj #moveonup #Surah35 #timeinspace2timeandspace #fear #certainty #eachonereachone #hbcu #childhoodreruns #CCC #KnowThySelf #Grateful #sacredbeing #maternalgrandparents #McCloud #Lawson #capoeira #roadto2028 #untetheredsoul #earthday42088 #big7 #mamaE #leaper #alldays #sunlike #ourland #visityapeople #invictus #lesstomeaux #ATGOD #deathtouniform #countitup #coins #trees #SNEHNESNE #19yac #freeyaself #verde #Dogon