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That kiss was one for the books fr I'm still shaking wtf??? SO MUCH TONGUE!!! And did y'all see him bite her lip???? ALSO HE ASKED PERMISSION I'M OBSESSED
Gu Won is officially one of the best kdrama leads out there
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THIS IS A VENT SO PLEASE SCROLL AWAY
Tws: Eating disorder, negligence, religion, SA
I'm scared to eat again, I keep gagging on my food and whenever I eat I get the urge to purge it out. I feel so disgusted in myself for eating all of this shit, I feel like I HAVE to stay skinny for my health but then my cousin comes along and she's just like "Oh you need to eat a burger!" SHUT UP. I JUST START GETTING SELF-CONSCIOUS ABOUT EVERYTHING. IT BRINGS ME TO THE POINT WHERE I START BINGING FOOD AND THEN I FEEL LIKE A DISGUSTING, FAT, BITCH THAT CAN'T CONTROL HIMSELF. It doesn't help that my grandma and mom don't see a problem with any of this. My mom would just say "Oh your body is in the perfect range for our culture" or "You are so lucky that you lose weight so fast" it doesn't help that when I talk about my mental health issues she just says it's the devil trying to take control over me. My grandma is over here groping my ass and saying shit like "Oh I'm jealous of you, if only I could look like you when I was younger" DON'T TOUCH ME. I FEEL SO FUCKING DISGUSTING, I FEEL LIKE I SHOULDN'T BE ALIVE. I ALWAYS TRY TO LOSE THE EXTRA WEIGHT FROM MY BINGES IN A HEALTHY WAY BUT IT ALWAYS ENDS UP WITH ME HUNCHED OVER THE TOILET AND STICKING MY FINGERS DOWN MY THROAT UNTIL I THROW UP. IT DOESN'T HELP THAT MY MOM DOESN'T SEEM TO CARE. SHE'S TOO BUSY WITH CHURCH AND FUCKING THE PASTOR TO CARE. THE ONLY PEOPLE THAT SEEM TO CARE IS MY STEP MOM AND MY DAD. BUT EVEN I DON'T TRUST MY DAD. BECAUSE HE'S A SICK BASTARD THAT THINKS THAT WOMEN ARE THERE TO STICK HIS DICK INTO THEM. I WOULD KNOW BECAUSE I'VE SEEN HIM CHEAT ON MY MOM BEFORE AND BECAUSE HE'S TOUCHED ME BEFORE. I ACTUALLY FEEL SAFE AROUND MY STEP MOM AND I'M SCARED HE'S GOING TO HURT HER.
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MATURE CONTENT: ⚠️
Possible triggers: SA/Sex/Depression
Excerpt from Mysterious Kunoichi (Book 1 of 2) posted on Wattpad:
It hurt to breath. The wound below my right breast punctured a lung. I had a cut along left abdomen. My face was bloody, swollen and bruised. My entire body burned. My dignity and pride burned as well.
"Weren't we lucky to stumble upon such a find?" Hidan cackled.
"Shut up. I'd rather have her bounty than have her join us." Kakuzu pointed out.
"I'll kill myself before I join you idiots." My voice dripped with malice.
*smack*
I was rewarded with a backhand. I spit at Hidan's feet. Blood and saliva. My body was becoming heavier, like it was filled with rocks. Sinking fast in the pool of self pity.
The men continued talking until there was a knock at the door. Kakuzu opened it, allowing whoever was there to enter. With one eye swollen shut and the other obscured by my h/c hair, I wasn't sure who it was.
"Who is she?" Someone asked. A man. Orange hair.
Hidan approached me, as he lifted his hand to my chin, I bit him. I got the side of his palm, drawing blood. The taste of old copper filled my mouth. I spit it back at him.
"Bitch!" This time I was given a punch to the stomach, "And she still won't scream."
"She's from The Hidden Leaf?" The same man asked. My hitai-ate must have been found.
"Yes, Leader-sama." Kakuzu answered, "She is most commonly known as 'The Archer.' She has a pretty good bounty on her head."
"Y/n?"
Tachi.
"You know her Itachi?" The leader asked.
"Yes." Was the only answer Itachi gave.
Foot steps where heard and someone else entered.
"Tobi wants to see!" A childlike voice filled the room.
I glanced up to see a masked man standing amoungst the other men. Kisame, Itachi, Hidan, Kakuzu, their leader and now this man named Tobi. Tobi approached excitedly. He ducked slightly, trying to look at my face.
"Did Itachi-san say he knew her?" Tobi asked happily.
"Her name is y/n." Itachi answered again.
Tobi's demeanor seemed to change. He paused in his childish antics. There was a dark aura surrounding him all the sudden. Then it vanished as fast as it arrived.
"I can't wait to have a taste of that swee-" Hidan started.
"You'll do no such thing." Itachi warned.
"You're not getting her." Hidan snapped.
"She was like a sister to me. You won't touch her."
"Itachi, let's talk." Their leader said, "Everyone else. Out. No one touches her."
Everyone left the room in silence. There I was in a situation I didn't know how I was going to get out of. Rowan and Sage were in mating season, so I couldn't summon them earlier. I was caught off guard by two Akatsuki members and there was nothing I could do. One long range and one mid range fighter against one mid to close range fighter was difficult. I was easily subdued.
I was deep in thought, trying to figure out my chances. No one would be searching for me, I'm alone. If I had returned to the village, I wouldn't be here. This wouldn't have happened. Was it my pride that kept from going home? Was I scared? What was the real reason I wouldn't go back? I'm alone. If I go home, will I still be alone? Is that what I'm scared of?
I tensed when the door opened. The heavy foot falls made me wary. The dark, menacing laugh I heard alerted me to who was standing before me. Hidan.
"A little fun won't hurt anything."
Before I could answer, there was a cloth tied around my mouth. My teeth bit down around it. I tried to make some kind of noise to alert someone, but realized it was futile. Aside from Itachi, would anyone care?
I felt a cold metallic object press against my chest. The familiar sting and burn as it was dragged across my skin. Not deep enough to scar, but deep enough to bleed. He knelt before me, his head right at my mound. He was touching my ankles, attaching something to them. Leg spreader.
"There, now you can't trying and snap my neck that way." He commented, "Wouldn't really matter though." He added.
"Mmmffhhgmmffff." I thrashed against my bindings, drool falling from my mouth around my gag.
"Don't worry, pet. You'll feel good soon."
As he removed his cloak, I was able to see his body for the first time. Under normal circumstances, I'd say he was attractive. Under these circumstances, he was a sadistic fuck and I needed a way out.
I had enough strength left for one move.
He knelt before me again and was looking down. Jashinist. I noted as he drew his religious symbol. I used my arms hanging for leverage and swung the leg spreader upwards, catching him under his chin.
I caught him by surprise, "You bitch!" He yelled.
His chin was dripping with blood. Before he could even move, the door swung open. I don't know if it was really appropriate, but I still sighed in relief. The orange mask of the childlike man caught my eye. The glow of a red eye was now my focus.
"Leader-sama will be angry at Hidan." Tobi warned.
"Get out, brat."
Hidan didn't seemed fazed by Tobi catching him. Instead, Hidan stood in front of me. His hands roamed my body. I refused to cry. I refused to scream. I wouldn't let him see me break. No one would break me. No one.
"Not going to react?" He smirked, picking up a kunai, "Then I'll punish you until you do."
The familiar sting of cutting flesh again, made me squeeze my eyes shut. The cut was shallow, but still there. From hip to knee. He moved behind me, cutting the back of my shirt open. He cut my bra open as well, causing it to hang loosely in front of me. I glanced up to see Tobi staring at me. One red orb unwavering. I held his gaze, even when Hidan pressed the kunai to my back. This cut was deeper, likely to scar, from left shoulder blade to right side of my lower back, I didn't flinch.
Hidan moved to stand before me again. He used the kunai to lift my chin to look at him. He leaned in, I was repulsed by this man. I refused to pull away though. He licked my cheek, tasting my blood and sweat. He straightened himself. He opened his mouth to speak but was cut off.
I gasped around the gag as blood sprayed my face. Hidan's blood. Tobi had sliced his head from his body in one clean blow. I knew Hidan was practically immortal, and this wouldn't kill him, but I found myself relieved.
Tobi unhooked my hands, casually throwing me over his shoulder. Hidan was yelling and cussing, vowing revenge against Tobi. Tobi never answered. Instead, he carried me out the door, down the hall and into another room. A bathroom.
The man sat me gently on the counter top. He moved to fill the large tub with steaming hot water. He removed his red cloud cloak to reveal a skin tight shirt. I realized now that one hand was gloved, the other was not.
He moved to me silently. He held my hands in his as he unbound me. First my gag, then my arms.
"Thank you." I choked back the tears.
"You're not safe yet." His voice was different. A mans, not that of a child.
I didn't answer, I just sat there. My body trembled in shock and fear. Tobi held my hands gently, undoing the chakra cuffs.
"I could kill you in an instant, I suggest you not fight me."
"Yes." I whispered.
He slipped my tattered shirt and bra from my body. I flinched when he grazed a wound. He guided me to stand, letting me hold onto him for support. He knelt and removed my panties. I leaned against the counter as he turned the water off. He held me as he walked me to the tub. I hissed as I eased myself into the water with his help.
He washed my body tenderly. Washing the caked blood and sweat from my skin. His skilled hands massaged my scalp as he washed my hair. He leaned against the counter, allowing me a minute to simply breath.
"Why are you helping me?" I asked quietly.
He didn't answer me as he reached for a towel. He pulled the drain and helped me stand. He wrapped the towel around me, and then his cloak. He lifted me, carrying me as though I was his bride. He carried me to a room, I assumed was his. He placed me on the bed, gently.
"I'll return with clothes and bandages." With that, he left.
I stayed huddled in the towel and cloak. The warmth from the cloak was soothing. His scent seemed inviting. I had almost fallen asleep when the door opened. As promised, Tobi entered with clothes and bandages. I stood from the bed on shaky legs, letting the towel and cloak fall.
Tobi sat everything down on the bed and stood before me. My knees were weak and I reached for him. He held my elbows as he peered down at me. He helped me sit on the edge of the bed. He moved the clothes, searching for something. I didn't question where the panties came from, I simply let him help me into them. I stood as he knelt, my hands on his back for support. He pulled them up slowly.
"Lay down on your stomach so I can treat your wounds."
I did as told and crawled on to the bed face down. The bed shifted with his weight. I tried to remain still and make no sounds as he cleaned my back. Tears stung my eyes as I squeezed them shut tightly. His hands were skilled and gentle. I found myself almost melting at his touch.
"Roll over. Carefully."
As asked, or told, I suppose, I rolled over slowly. A whimper escaped me. A few tears managed to slip from my e/c eyes. I turned my head away from him, embarrassed by my weakness and exposure.
He began cleaning my chest first. The wound was just below my collarbones. If it scarred, I'd wear it proudly, in defiance. Just like every other scar I've earned in my 22 years.
Like I often do, deep in thought, I reached for my necklace. It was gone. Panic gripped my heart like a vice. I snapped my head towards Tobi, "My necklace."
"What?"
I sat up, grabbing his shoulders, the adrenaline pumping allowed me to ignore the stinging pain that shot through my body.
"Where's my necklace?"
He shook his head and removed my hands from his shoulders. He guided me back down onto the bed.
"I'll search for it later, I need to finish cleaning these wounds."
I gave a nod, trying to hold back the sobs that's threatened to leave my mouth.
"Here." He announced once finished.
He held a shirt out too me. It was a little large, likely his shirt. I sat up and took it from him.
"Thank you. Again." I mumbled.
I gingerly pulled the shirt on over my head and laid back down. I turned on my side, facing away from him. He covered me with the blanket before leaving without a word. The sweet embrace of sleep enveloped me.
Some time later, I awoke to the sound of the door opening and closing. My body was stiff, it felt like I was twig that could snap at any moment with the right amount of pressure. I sat up slowly, watching him curiously. Tobi dropped my belongings in the corner, including my tanto.
"Here." He tossed something at me.
The shiny metal shone as it flew through the air. It landed without a sound on the blanket in my lap. Tears brimmed and fell as I looked at the tiny trinket.
Kakashi.
Shisui.
A sudden realization hit as I though about those two. I thought of Kakashi first. I picked the necklace up and traced each charm slowly.
"You're engaged?"
I shook my head slowly, "No," I whispered, "He was killed. Before he could ask me."
"Who was he?"
"Shisui Uchiha. Close friend of Itachi."
"He's spoken of him before." He paused, "The other charm? It's a crest, yes? A lover perhaps?"
His voice sounded distant, like was lost in thought, "No. A dear friend. Reminding me to come home when I'm ready."
"How long have you been gone?"
"Almost 7 years now." It sounded horrible once I said it out loud.
"Do you miss him?"
I balanced the charm as I balanced the question, "I don't know."
"Yet you wear the charm?"
"I don't know what we are to each other."
"He wouldn't have given you the charm if you didn't matter to him."
"No use in me worrying about it now." I sat the necklace on the beside table.
I stood slowly from the bed and walked towards Tobi. He had taken his cloak back off and stood near the door still. I looked up at him, he was around the same height as Kakashi, similar build as well.
"How can I thank you?" I placed my hands on his chest.
I could feel his body tense, "You wish to repay me?"
"You saved me from that sadistic asshole. You've been nothing but kind to me. I'd like to repay you, yes."
I let my hands slide up slowly, tracing his pecks. As I reached the end of his mask, I found myself pinned to the door, his hand around my throat.
"You don't want this."
"Are you so sure? You can check for yourself." I spread my legs wider, hinting at what I wanted him to do.
I saw his eye scan my face for deceit. He took his ungloved hand and lifted my shirt. His fingers danced at the waist of my panties. He slid them downward, slowly, he ghosted over my clit, causing me to jerk. Wasting no more time, he slipped into my folds, to find, I was indeed, quite wet. I moaned at his touch.
"Is this what you want?" His voice was even deeper now.
"Yes." I moaned.
"Aaahhh!" A small screamed slipped from me as he pushed two fingers into me.
"You want me to fuck you?"
"Y-yes." I whimpered.
"Then cum for me."
What was I thinking? I couldn't even see this mans face. I had no idea who he was. What he looked like. I knew Tobi wasn't his real name. And yet, here I was, opening my legs wider. Propping one up with my foot flat against the door behind me, allowing him to thrust deeper and harder. This is the addiction winning. He may be in control, but really, I was. I had something he wanted. I'm the one that initiated this, I'm in control.
"T-Tobi." I stuttered as my walls clamped down on his fingers.
"That's it."
He pulled his hand from my panties and shoved his soaked fingers into my mouth. I nearly gagged as he forced them all the way back. It's not the first time I've tasted myself, men seem to enjoy this action. When he was happy with me, he removed his fingers from my mouth.
"Turn around."
I turned to face door as demanded. He lifted my shirt from me, tossing aside. My panties were pulled down, and I kicked them across the room. I heard him moving around, but remained still. I felt like was drunk or high. Or both. This adrenaline rush was amazing. A new addiction.
I felt a cloth cover my eyes, "Wh-"
"You can't see my face."
I didn't push any further. His tone expressed that I shouldn't. He turned me around to face him. He took my hands and placed them together. What felt like leather was tied around my wrists, nothing too tight, just enough to show dominance.
"On your knees."
I dropped to my knees immediately. The sound of clothing being removed and hitting the ground was all I heard. The sound of a heavy mask hit the floor. Soft, supple flesh brushed my lips.
I opened my mouth, inviting him in. He was large, girth and length, I couldn't take all of him in. He held fist fulls of h/c hair and controlled the pace.
"Kami." He groaned, "Yes."
I could feel his restraint, he was trying not to cum yet. Before I could attempt at teasing him, he pulled me off of him. He lifted me and tossed me on the bed causing me to wince. I was on my back. I squeaked as he grabbed my hips, pulling me towards him.
"So tight." He mumbled as he pushed into me.
"Tobi." His name was like a mantra.
"Say it again." He thrust fully into me.
"Tobi!" I exclaimed.
Both legs over his shoulders, my arms above my head, I writhed beneath him. He bent forward, hands bracing himself. Rough lips littered my skin with kisses. His tongue traced a small scar on my neck. He kissed my left forearm, where my self inflicted scars were. Finally, his lips were pressed to mine. I was addicted. Who is this man?
I moaned into the kiss, his tongue winning the joust. I began bucking against him, the friction causing my orgasm to hit. I threw my head back, breaking the kiss.
"Ah!" I couldn't suppress the scream.
Not even down from the first high, Tobi repositioned me. He lifted one leg over, putting me on my side. He was even deeper now.
"Ngh, fuck." I mumbled.
His grip on my legs was tight, bruising. He grabbed a fist full of hair for leverage. He continued ravage me.
"Yes!" I screamed, "Oh!"
With one final, harsh and toe curling thrust, Tobi met his release as well. He pulled out of me as I lay there panting. I heard him moving around but didn't care what he was doing. I felt shame wash over me.
Fool.
I simply lay there. Wallowing is self pity. Self sorrow. I wanted to cry. I wanted to scream. I wanted to feel again. Wasn't that the point? I wondered.
"I told you that you didn't want it." He was sitting on the edge of the bed, I think.
"It's not that."
"Then what?"
"I wanted to see you. Touch you." I whispered.
"Hn. Maybe one day."
His hands untied my bindings and blindfold, "Get some sleep."
He headed towards the door, "Where are you going?"
"I'll be back soon." Was all he said.
The next morning I awoke alone in bed. Not alone in the room though, "Itachi?"
He sat at the desk in the room, "Get dressed."
He tossed my pack on the bed. No, not just my pack, all of my belongings. I stood, unashamed of my nudity now. Itachi didn't look away.
"Throwing yourself at another Uchiha?" Itachi hinted.
"Hardly." I slightly flinched at his question.
I knew what I saw in Tobi's eye. I wasn't an idiot, but Itachi just confirmed it. I dressed in silence. My hair placed in a high ponytail. I sheathed my tanto on my right calf. I grabbed my necklace from the bedside table and put it on. My quiver and bow in place, I was ready.
"Where are we going?" I asked as I reached Itachi next to the door.
"I'm taking you home."
I looked at Itachi in shock. A mistake. His Sharingan flashed and I was out.
I awoke on the path to Konoha. Home. I scanned the pathway, looking for a sign I wasn't alone. No one was around. I closed my eyes and flared my chakra, alone.
How did I just survive that?
Instead of going straight to the village gates, I made my way to the place Shisui showed me. The place he died. I stood atop the cliff where he jumped. I looked down in wonder. How? Why? Didn't he love me? I didn't cry. I didn't scream.
I slipped the necklace from around my neck. I took the ring off the chain. I tucked the chain and Hatake charm in my pocket for a moment. I slipped the ring on my finger and smiled. Shisui. With that, I took the ring off and dropped it into the raging waters below.
"Goodbye, Shisui. Until I see you again."
Defined: Jashinist suck. Masked men are sexy and mysterious. I am lucky to be alive. I have many issues I need to work through. That being said, it's time to go home.
Home.
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Badass (Bakugo x reader)
A/N: I have a like 4 WIPS and instead of finishing them I chugged this out. The ending is meh, I could make another part to this if you’d like! I hope you enjoy, please see warnings! Also this has spoilers for Bakugo’s hero name!!
Pairing: Pro hero!Bakugo x reader (gn pronouns I believe)
Word count: 2.5k
Warnings: Mentions of attempted assault, swearing, fighting, blood mentions
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You walked down the street minding your business. You had just gotten off of work, a grueling 9 hour shift, and you were more than ready to collapse in bed, order takeout and fall asleep watching TV. You were considering where to get food from when a heavy hand landed on your shoulder and tried to pull you into the alley. You had your headphones in, music playing loud enough to where you couldn’t hear around you. They pushed you against the wall roughly and you scowled at the man in front of you.
He reeked of alcohol and the disgusting smirk on his face made you shiver. His hand moved lower to your upper arm, tightening his grip. You could see his mouth moving but your headphones were still drowning out anything he was saying. His face was getting closer to yours, like he was going in for a kiss. You slammed your head forward, headbutting him, and he staggered backwards. You took this opportunity to stomp on his foot, and put your weight into your swing as you threw a right hook, glad you wore your chunky rings as you watched him fall. You took out your headphones, hearing his yells of pain as blood leaked from his nose. He called you various slurs and insults as you rolled your eyes and backed out of the alley, only to bump into someone.
You reeled around, about to throw another punch when the person gripped your wrist before it could make contact. You grimaced at the tight grip, taking a step back and tugging your wrist, trying to break free. “Woah there, how about you take a fucking breath?” Your eyes focused, taking in the person holding your grip.
It was obvious they were a pro hero, with the getup they had on. They looked familiar, probably high ranking, and they matched your scowl as you narrowed your eyes at them. They had spiky blonde hair, and red eyes that stood out against the black eyeliner and mask they adorned. You took a deep breath, and they released your wrist as they watched you exhale. “Wow, you really did a number on this guy.”
You turned toward the new voice, not realizing there was another pro hero. He was crouched next to your attacker, who was still holding his nose. “That- That bitch punched me, you need to arrest her!” You rolled your eyes at the man, “Oh yeah, because you definitely didn’t pull me into an alley and try to assault me. You just happened to push me against the wall and you just happened to try to kiss me was that it? You’re lucky I just broke your nose you fucking creep, you got skin and blood in my rings.” You say with disgust as you looked them over, it was gonna be a bitch to clean them out. The man called you another slur, and tried to stand up, only to fall on his ass again.
You laughed and went to step forward towards him when the pro-hero behind you laid a hand on your shoulder. “Alright, alright. Chargebolt, stay here with the piece of shit until the police come, I’ll walk her home.” The yellow-haired hero deflated slightly, pouting, but nodded nonetheless. You shook his hand off of your shoulder, “I don’t need you to walk me home, I can obviously take care of myself.” He rolled his eyes, following you as you started back towards your apartment. “Just accept the fucking offer princess, who doesn’t want the number 2 hero walking them home?” You looked over your shoulder at the hero, raising an eyebrow at the smirk on his face.
“You say it like it means something. I could care less if you’re the number 2 or number whatever, I still don’t need you walking me home. I have no idea who you are, so it’s basically having some random dude follow me.” You pull out your phone and look at the hero rankings. “Dynamight huh? Number 2 ranking and your patrolling here?” He scoffs and matches your pace, walking besides you as he grumbles. “I’m actually here because I’m partnering with another agency over some disappearances that have been occurring around here. So I will be walking you home, since who knows what kind of quirks these assholes have, rings won't do anything against that.” You rolled your eyes but kept quiet. He was right, there have been girls disappearing more often recently.
As the two of you walked you made small talk, you talked about your job, he talked about life as a top 3 hero, and your mutual interests. You soon arrived at your apartment building and you stopped in front of the door. “Well this is me, thanks for walking with me I guess. Maybe I’ll see you around.” He nods, fishing a card out of a pocket and handing it to you. You looked it over, it was simple, his name, a phone number and an address under it. On the back was another number scrawled in chicken scratch. You looked back up to the hero, eyebrows raised. “In case you get into any more trouble. The number and address are for my agency and the one on the back is my personal number.” He rolled his eyes when you smirked at the last part of his sentence, “It’s not for what you think fuckface, it’s for emergencies.”
“Sure, whatever you say.” You drawl out as you watch a very faint blush settle over the hero’s cheeks. You said your goodbyes and you made your way into your apartment, cleaning your rings and heading to bed. Hoping you’d see the hero again.
You saw the pro hero 3 weeks later, on TV, standing next to a police officer as they discussed the case they just solved. They rescued 14 people from an abandoned factory, they had all disappeared within the last month. It didn’t say what or why they were taken but you let out a breath you didn’t know you were holding. You switched off the TV and got ready to leave for work.
You walked home in silence, ready for a drink. You didn’t work a long shift, but it was still tiring. You walked past an alley, and you gripped your keys when you heard footsteps begin behind you. You started walking slightly faster, cursing under your breath when they speed up as well. You discreetly shifted your purse in front of you and dug through it, grabbing what you needed before speeding up again and rounding a corner.
You quickly turned around just in time, spraying the mace in the eyes of the person following you. They cursed loudly, clawing at their eyes. You stepped backwards and whirled around to run, when you stumbled into another body. You looked up and saw another unfamiliar man, who did not look pleased. He harshly grabbed your arm and you cursed, sticking your other hand in your purse (After the last incident you acquired several items just in case).
You quickly pulled it out and hit him on the temple, the brass knuckles meeting his skull with a loud crack. He cried out and stumbled back and you quickly turned around, punching the other man who was still reeling from the mace, knocking him out. You quickly ran from the alley, huffing as you refused to slow down. You could hear the other guy running behind you, cursing into what you assumed was a phone. The thought there could be more worried you, and you fished out your phone, tapping on the contact and holding it up to your ear. It rang twice when a gruff voice answered, “What do you want?” You laughed a bit, you obviously had the right person. “Number 2! You said this number was for emergencies, and I’m kind of in an emergency right now.” You huffed, out of breath as you continued down the street. It was a desolate part of town, the only people on the street were you and your pursuer.
You explained the situation to the hero and he cursed, “Ok, explain the area you're at to me.” You gave him the street names you just passed, “ Great, like 2 streets over is a hero agency, turn left at the next street then right and it’ll be right there. They’ll be open, so just run inside. I’ll be there soon.” You agreed and hung up, clutching your phone as you followed his directions, glad you didn’t wear heels today.
You skidded around the corner, the hero agency in sights. There were 2 heroes outside and you yelled out to get their attention, waving your hand and you ran towards them. They looked over, surprised, steadying you as you bent over, out of breath. You quickly turned on your feet, pointing in the direction you ran from. You explained the situation and gave descriptions of the two men, still panting. They ran off in that direction and you walked inside the agency, plopping down in a chair near the entrance.
A few minutes later the door burst open, Dynamight rushing over when he spotted you. He wasn’t in uniform, he must have been off duty. Guilt swirled in your gut as he approached. “M’sorry, were you off?” His eyebrows furrowed at your apology. “Why are you apologizing? Who cares if I wasn’t on duty, I gave you my number for emergencies, I expect you to fucking use it. Now, are you okay?” You smile softly at his words, nodding. He exhaled, crouching down to your height.
“Good. Now c’mon, give your statement to the police and I’ll take you home.” You nodded again, standing and heading to the police officer that was near the door, talking to the two heroes you had sent after the man chasing you. You explained the situation for the third time that night, giving street names and detailed descriptions of your attackers. Once the police had everything they needed, you followed the blond hero outside, to what you assumed was his car. “Thanks for coming, and for taking me home. I know you said not to be sorry, but I do feel bad for making you come take me home on your day off.” He rolled his eyes yet again, looking at you with a deadpan expression before looking back at the road.
“I could care less if I had to come pick you up, I wasn’t doing anything, if I was I would’ve had someone else come pick you up. Don’t get all sad or whatever, it wasn’t a big deal. And call me Bakugo, you don’t have to call me by my hero name all the time, it’s weird.” You smiled, knowing you hadn’t called him by his hero name since your initial meeting. You agreed anyway, smiling the rest of the way.
Though your smile quickly left your face when you passed your apartment building. “Um Bakugo, you passed my building.” You started to quietly panic, had you just made a huge mistake? “I know, I’m not taking you to your apartment. Don’t go freaking out, we’re going to my place. I don’t like that the guy was on the phone. It seemed like they were waiting for you, they might know where you live. Do you live with anyone, have any pets?” You shook your head, calming down once you heard his explanation. He nodded, pulling onto the highway. “Good. You can stay the night tonight and tomorrow we can look at your place, I’ll look for any bugs or anything that might be there, and you’ll look to see if anything seems off.” You agree to the plan, watching out the window as he drove to the nicer part of town.
After a while he pulls into the garage of a high rise, you hadn’t really put together that the number two hero was probably pretty well off. You followed him into the elevator, going to one of the top floors. You walk with him down the hallway, and he punches in a code on the door and you follow him into the apartment. It was incredibly spacious, but scarcely decorated, though he had an assortment of cooking supplies, implying he was a decent cook. You placed your purse on the hook and took off your shoes, standing awkwardly near the door, not sure where to go.
He disappeared down a hallway, only to peek around the corner. “Well, are you coming?” You follow him into a room. “You can sleep here, it’s the guest room. I’ll get you some clothes to change into.” With that he left the room, going further down the hallway before reappearing with clothes. He nods out the door. “The next door down is a bathroom, you can shower if you want, if you’re hungry I can make you something, otherwise you’re free to do whatever. I need to finish some paperwork so I’ll be in the kitchen if you need anything.”
You nod, and quickly shower, rinsing off the night’s events, the hot water making you realize just how tired you were. You dress, noticing how baggy the shirt and sweatpants he gave you were. You headed back into the bedroom, looking around before climbing into the bed. It was extremely comfy, and it only took a few moments before you were drifting off to sleep.
You woke to the smell of cooking and a soft light coming through the curtains. You sat up and stretched, you hadn’t slept this soundly or this long, in a while. You pad down the hallway, pulling up the sweatpants occasionally. You greeted Bakugo with a quiet good morning, slipping into one of the chairs in front of the island. He looked up, a slight flush overtaking his features as he took your appearance in, grumbling his own greeting before getting back to cooking. You watched him contentedly, chin resting on your palm.
He set a plate of food down in front of you, and you dig in happily as Bakugo sat next to you, eyeing you as you ate. You thanked him for the meal and once both of you were done eating, you did the dishes while Bakugo showered. After he was done it was your turn, he had found an old pair of leggings a friend had left over a while ago, and gave you another old shirt of his for you to wear. Thankfully the leggings fit well and after you were ready the two of you headed back to his car to look at your apartment.
You arrived at your apartment and the two of you looked it over. Nothing seemed out of place, and Bakugo didn’t find any bugs or anything suspicious that made it seem that people were watching you. You kept the curtains drawn the whole time, paranoid someone could see through your window. After thoroughly searching, you and Bakugo sat on your couch. You turned to the blonde, grinning. “So, lunch? I’ll buy.” He smirked, scooching closer. “I came to your aid twice, and all I get is lunch?” You pretended to think for a moment, sliding to where your thigh touched his, leaning to whisper in his ear. “Well, since you did so graciously help me out, maybe something could be arranged.” He chuckled and leaned closer, ready to collect.
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Three Days ~ 88
~*~Sebastian~*~
After the video call with my friends, I went back to the couch with a fresh glass of wine. I am blessed. Family, friends, co-workers, and a woman who loves me. None of us are perfect. I have people to call when times are tough. Today they called me, knowing I’d be struggling, only this time it was in a good way. Not long later Jessica called and invited me to dinner.
Pizza, beer, friends, and a toddler made for a good night. Giulietta thought I was much more fun than mom or dad. I guess they don’t let her use them like a jungle gym. When mom spoiled our fun and said it was time to settle down, I stopped the tears by promising to read her a story. Her choice. Like someone else I know Giulietta was asleep before I was halfway through. At this rate I'll never know how anything ends.
I sent the picture Jessica had taken to Emma. She'd wake up to it and with any luck send me back something fun. Which she did as soon as she woke up. Which was afternoon for me. Dinner break before I checked my phone. Emma struck the perfect balance between sweet and sexy. Her hair was messy with just her eyes peeking over a pillow she was hugging. Those beautiful green eyes I loved to look into. I couldn't see her smile so I could imagine it anyway I liked. The sweet one she often got right before she told me she loved me. Or the other one she got when she wanted me. I loved them both.
Our texts were broken up over the course of the day. Short bursts or long hours between. We talked most days at least for a few minutes. We talked about our days, shared memories, and talked about us. Maybe had phone sex. What didn't happen was whining about being apart or bitching about the time and distance. I didn't hang up feeling angry or guilty. I did my job, hung out with friends, relaxed during my downtime, and did a little shopping. Emma relaxed, did some studying, and practiced guitar. I missed her. She missed me. But we went on with our lives apart, making the best of the situation. It sucked, except it didn't.
I think this is the way it's supposed to be.
Thursday we wrapped for Paris. That was worth a party. Over the next four days production would pack up and move to Rome. I'd spend a day and a half on planes going from Paris to Dallas to San Diego. Then back to Dallas and on to Rome. The time zones were going to fucking kill me.
I called Emma when I got back to my room. I was drunk and grumpy. Hearing her voice helped. Seeing her face was even better. The way she told me exactly what she wanted to do to me and said all sorts of dirty things until I came... I wasn't grumpy anymore.
I had a headache when my alarm rang. I needed more sleep. Hopefully, I'd catch up on the flight. I was still debating going back to sleep and blowing off the weekend when my phone rang. Emma. It was the middle of the night for her. "Why are you awake?"
She laughed, "Making sure your drunk ass doesn't turn off his alarm and blow off the weekend."
I rolled to my side, mirroring her. "I wouldn't do that. I was thinking about it, but I wouldn’t do it."
"Such a professional. How are you feeling?"
"I've been better. Advil, breakfast, and a long nap on the plane and I'll be fine. How are you?"
"Good. Big plans laying by the pool with Mallory today."
"Sounds fun. I will be on a plane."
"Yes, but you will walk out of the airport into sunny California. Then spend two days being adored and laughing with your friends."
"That will be fun." I was honestly looking forward to that part.
Emma yawned. I smiled at her beautiful face, "You need to go back to sleep. I need to get showered."
She didn't argue with me. She was tired.
"Thank you for making sure I was up. I love you."
"I love you." There was my sweet smile.
I cannot begin to explain how very disorientating it is to board a plane at nine am, travel for fifteen hours, to arrive at three pm, which is only six hours after you left. I get to relive eight of the hours I spent on the plane. Only thing is, my body thinks it’s midnight. I slept some on the flight and I knew better than to go back to sleep. The closer to "normal" bedtime for this time zone I could get, the better I would feel tomorrow. Anthony and I had press then an autograph session, before the big Marvel event. Sunday was photo ops and an autograph session. Both long days where I was expected to be pleasant despite how inappropriate or rude fans got. Needless to say, a decent night’s sleep would be best for everyone.
I got to my room by four and quickly realized I couldn't stay there. I needed fresh air. I needed to breathe. I changed into shorts and took off to have a look around. There were several hotels in the area that hosted celebrity guests. We weren't all in one place. I'd requested a beach. It was a little farther from the convention center and I was confident I could wander unseen. Most people stayed right around the center since a lot of packages kept prices lower and being so close to the action was appealing. I wanted the ocean.
Down the beach I could see big boulders and took off that direction. I needed some flip-flops. The sand made me think of Emma. The water. The people surfing. The impending sunset. Breathing. I'd like to say the plan I was cooking up was a product of sleep deprivation. It wasn't. It had been bouncing around in my head since this morning as we lay in bed together thousands of miles apart. I'd dismissed it as selfish. On the plane, when sleep was impossible, and I was panicking, it didn't seem so selfish. I shoved the idea away because I knew it really was. The same reasons I didn't ask Emma to stay in Paris or go to Rome were valid here. Asking her to fly literally to the other side of the country to spend two days with me, asking her to amuse herself while I worked a chunk of that time, was peak me as a selfish asshole. The longer I sat on the rock watching the ocean the less of a bad idea it seemed. Maybe not less of a bad idea, but an idea I could give her a choice in, with the difference being if she said no, I wouldn't be angry or make her pay for not doing what I wanted. Growth in action. Hopefully.
I should check flights before I even think about calling. Or actually call, because I'm already thinking about calling. Might not be possible.
It was. I flipped my phone in my hands several times before hitting the buttons to call her. Apparently, I hadn't grown completely out of being an ass.
"I'm about to be an asshole."
Emma raised her eyebrows, "Uh oh."
"Yeah." I was going to do it anyway. "Fifteen-hour flight with little sleep because the turbulence over the ocean was a nightmare. I'm grumpy, exhausted, and lonely as fuck. I'm on the beach without you. I miss you. I can get you on a flight in the morning and if you come straight to the venue you'll be here before I have to do anything. It’ll be two days. I have to leave for Rome Monday. I know it's a shitty thing to ask, but will you come see me? So I can see you."
"I'd love to."
I was prepared to step up my game and her easy acquiescence caught me off guard. "You will?"
She nodded with a smile, "I miss you too."
I took a deep breath and let it out, "I was prepared to beg."
Her smile was almost a laugh, "While you begging sounds fun, it's not necessary. Do I need to pack anything dressy?"
"Fuck, I hope not. I have a pair of jeans, shorts, and sweatpants." It's amazing how much better I felt. I ran my hands through my hair. "You're flying out of JFK. Sorry."
"You booked the flight already?"
"Not many seats left. I wasn't risking it. You leave at seven, here at ten. My first thing is noon." I could see her grabbing her carry-on from the closet.
"I'm going to spend the night at your place. Do you want me to bring you anything?"
I scrunched up my face, "Underwear."
"You don't have underwear?"
"The one's I'm in and a spare."
"You may not like what I pick out."
"Emma, baby, I will wear yours as long as you deliver them."
"I think that's a little drastic."
"It's really not."
Emma laughed and touched her screen. I could almost feel her. I could definitely imagine feeling her. She almost gasped and broke into a smile, "I have an idea. I need to call Jill real quick. Give me five maybe ten minutes."
I nodded, "Okay. I'm going to lay here on my rock."
My rock was not soft, but I was very comfortable. I was very happy. The sky was blue and the sound of the waves was calming. I only had to wait until tomorrow to see Emma. It was going to be a good day.
A little more than five minutes later Emma was calling me back. "You've made my little sister very happy."
"Excellent!” I smiled, "How'd I do that?"
"We need to change my flight. Monday I'm going to Seattle pick up Olivia and take her back to New York with me. Then we'll meet up with the family in Chicago."
"That's perfect. You're not just coming out here for me."
She picked up on it. "Yeah, because seeing you isn't enough of a reason. You know I miss you, right?"
"I know, but I'm..."
Emma cut me off, "Stop there. I jump on planes to spend weekends on tour with dad. This is fun for me. Dad's doing sound checks, interviews, and charity shit while I amuse myself. You're not an asshole. I love this."
"You love this?" I did not love jumping on planes at short notice.
She was nodding as I spoke, "I love this."
"And you'd tell me to fuck off if you didn't?"
"Maybe, but this is your lucky day."
"No, my luck day was exactly eight weeks ago."
We talked for another ten minutes or so until she was loaded and heading into the city. We've talked while she's driving many times, but I wanted her to pay attention. The sun was going down where she was and it would be dark before she got to my place. I headed back toward the hotel and ordered room service. By the time Emma texted she was at mine and I was deep in a documentary, struggling to stay awake.
Emma ~ Safe and sound in your bed.
Naturally, she sent a picture. Sheet barely covering her breasts and one arm stretched out above her head.
I sent back a picture of me in the same pose, but making sure to show the empty side of the bed. I drew a red ✗ there.
Sebastian ~ Where you will be in my bed tomorrow.
Emma ~ Equally safe and sound Sebastian ~ More. Emma ~ I'm going to sleep. I will see you in the morning. Sebastian- Can not fucking wait
I was probably asleep before she was. By the time I woke up twelve hours later Emma was halfway here. I felt well-rested and excited for my day. Not just the Emma piece. Mackie and I always had fun together. I'd been sent the day’s itinerary. Noon was press, two thirty was an autograph session, and five was the big deal Marvel panel. We should be done by 6:30. Disney was having a party tonight. I had to make an appearance. It started at eight. That wasn't going to happen. Nine was more likely. I remembered it wouldn't matter because mice can't tell time.
At the venue I was led to a behind the scenes area. There was a large room, guarded by security, set with food and drink. Several smaller rooms encircled the larger area and some were labeled with company names. One of the largest was for Disney, with cloth wall dividers making several smaller rooms, where a stylist would be waiting to make sure Mackie and I looked presentable. Outside of the room was a loading area that was separated from the autograph booths by black curtains. I'd already ducked between them and gave fans nosing around my booth quite a surprise. Those were my favorite interactions. The ones without expectations. Security came over to make sure I hadn't been ambushed. I hadn't, but that was a perfect way to get away and I needed to talk to security anyway. I had them take me to the security office. Some lucky fans got a shot at a sighting of a Sebastian in the wild. I explained what was happening to the head of security and put Emma’s name on a list. They gave me a lanyard with her all-access pass and told me what door to direct her to. Security would meet her and bring her to me.
"About that." Call me paranoid, but I didn't trust they'd remember to have someone waiting for her. They'd call someone when she showed up and gave her name to the person with the list. "I need a Pearl Jam fan."
"Excuse me?"
"Someone on your staff is a Pearl Jam fan. Get them.”
He got on his radio, "Anyone out there a Pearl Jam fan?"
A voice came back, "Big Ed. He works all the shows up the coast."
I looked at my watch then back at the supervisor, "I need to borrow him for an hour."
His face read doubtful, but I was Disney. "Big Ed. I need you in the security office. Anyone see him? Send him."
A different voice, "On my way, boss."
Several minutes later Big Ed came through the door. I knew it was him because he was six-five and an easy two-fifty. He was his name. I held out my hand, "Hey, Big Ed. I'm Sebastian. Nice to meet you."
“You too."
"Walk me back to the guest area." We headed out and I waited until we were away from the office. "Do you know Ed's daughter?"
He smiled, "He has three. Which one?"
"The only one old enough for me to ask about."
"Emma. I've seen her at a couple of shows. I work security up the coast. Great way to see a bunch of shows."
I nodded, "I guess anything you miss at one you can catch at the next."
"Exactly." He pointed to his ear, "And you can always hear."
"Back to Emma. She's on her way here. I'd appreciate it if you would meet her and bring her to me."
"Is Ed coming?"
"No, he's," I stopped myself, "you ask her where he is."
He laughed, "I might take the long way back here."
"I haven't seen her in weeks. Not too long." Two is weeks. Barely.
Emma texted they'd landed. Big Ed changed where he wanted her to go and he headed in that direction. I sat down to wait for her to text she was here. I heard a familiar voice.
"Sebastian Stan? Is that really you?"
"Captain America?" I stood up and turned to the voice.
"Don't call me that. The pressure." Mackie hugged me, slapping my back much harder than necessary. "How jet-lagged are you?"
"Is that code for how much work are you going to have to do because I'm grouchy?"
"Maybe." We laughed.
"I had a good night’s sleep and I'm in a great mood."
"You seem twitchy. Why are you twitchy?"
"I'm not twitchy."
"Yes, you are. You're twitchy."
"If I'm twitchy it's because you're making me twitchy."
He pointed at me, "Ah ha! You admitted it. You're twitchy."
I rolled my eyes and scowled, "Emma's on her way. I might be a little twitchy."
"Here?" He pointed to the ground. With his eyebrows raised.
I smiled, "My girlfriend."
"Yeah, I got that. Plus, Evans told me."
"She’s not a secret." That felt good.
He asked and I answered. Talking about Emma is my second favorite thing having to do with Emma. First is being with Emma. In absolutely any way. My phone went off with Emma telling me she was here. I put my hand on Mackie’s arm. "Stay here. Right here."
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Rules: Answer 21 questions and then tag 21 people who you want to get to know better.
Tagged by: @39-volunteers-to-space and @angrylizardjacket
Nickname: Sel (alternatively Dumb Ass Bitch)
Zodiac: Scorpio
Height: 5' 3"
Last movie I saw: Rainbow's Sunset (2018), a local movie in my country that honest to god made me cry like a baby. ((psst sa mga filo frens ko dito panoorin niyo na i swear its gud))
Last thing I googled: i have no mouth and i must scream harlan ellison
Favorite musician: Marina aka Marina and the Diamonds, the neon alt-pop goddess herself
Song stuck in my head: Babydoll by Dominic Fike
Other blogs: my main
Do I get asks: mostly ships i still haven't answered I'M SORRY I PROMISE I'LL ANSWER THEM AT A LATER TIME i only ever get questions like every other century
Blogs following: 99.9% queen/beatles blogs, 0.1% everything else (mostly aesthetic and writing prompt/inspo blogs)
Amount of sleep: ranges between 3 to 12 hours depending on whether or not it's a school day and/or if i'm so beaten down by my academics i decide to kill my motivation and soul further by browsing dank memes and hunting for ben hardy pictures until the ungodly hours of the night
Lucky number: i have no idea
Dream job: historian/journalist/musical or film actress (just anything linked with literature & fine arts)
Dream trip: paris, madrid, and/or an extensive tour of old manila & intramuros
Favourite food: Fried chicken & chocolate crinkles
Play any instruments: very very very very very basic piano
Languages: English and Filipino
Favorite songs: I Want To Break Free by Queen, If I Fell by The Beatles, OZONE (Itulak Ang Pinto) by UNIQUE, Losing You by boy pablo, Lover Boy by Phum Viphurit, Let My Baby Stay (Cover) by Véronica Hidalgo
Describe yourself as aesthetic things: Oversized tops and mom jeans, rainy nights in a café with muffled jazz in the background, vinyls stacked atop one another, neon-lit diners & listening to sad love songs at midnight
Tagging: @siriuslymooned @sam-writes @beerbottlesandchainsaws @bburellina @im-happy-at-home @prettyboyroger @dancindeaky @johnkalangsatabi @hotspacedeacon
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Sinful Thoughts [ Wincest! ]
'Sammy I love you, I love you more than a fucking brother. Why can't you get that through that thick skull of yours? Oh yeah you're just as stubborn as me, why would I even fall in love with you? I raised you from six months old because dad was way too obsessed to find the son of a bitch that killed mom. It was my responsibility to make sure you had clothes on your back and were still breathing.' Dean made a mental note, never to let anyone read his thoughts. He wished his little brother would listen to him, hear what he meant behind his words. Yeah like that was ever going to happen, the only time Sam ever listened like that was if Dean was injured. Dean rubbed the bridge of his nose climbing out of the bed, being careful to not wake up his baby brother who was fast asleep beside him. He wandered around the cell, pressing his face against the iron door. It smelled musty, like blood and sweat. 'I guess it always smells like that, it is a horror house.' Their was shuffling behind the door and it flew open, revealing one of the many guards from before. He seemed about 6 foot something, buff, very very buff. The male grabbed Dean's arm yanking him out of the room before the male could call for help. "Sammy..." Dean breathed out looking back at his brother who was fast asleep on the bed, he saw a shorter male walk into Sam's cell carrying a syringe filled with dark liquid. "No...No..SA--" He screamed, but was cut short when a rag was tied around his mouth gagging him.
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The eldest Winchester woke up chained down to a chair, his head being forced back staring up at the ceiling of the crummy room. The distinct smell of death and depression floating throughout the air. Oh how he wished he was able to break through these chains. He would give them a run for their money. Derek, now he would run Derek through without a second thought. His eyes flickered open, meeting the gaze of the crazy doctor. A soft cry left his lips his body adjusting to a new kind of pain, what was this? He tried to move his head to see what was happening. "I wouldn't do that if I were you," The doctor's raspy voice rang out, Dean felt a wrinkly hand on his arm then a sharp pain. He jerked away--or at least tried to.
"What the hell are you doing to me?" He snapped lifting his head maybe a couple inches, the doctor merely laughed pushing another thin needle into Dean's vein. In the thin tubing there was a dark liquid. Of course it was demon blood but it had a touch of something else too. The doctor wanted to see how it would react to someone who has never been in contact with it.
"If you're lucky--" The old man sudden fell silent, a loud thump echoed the room. Then silence, a creepy dead silence. Dean suddenly felt as if he was going to throw up his guts, his whole body began shaking breaking out in a heavy sweat. He shook fighting against the bounds--the chains jingled a little but didn't break. Footsteps echoed towards Dean, something like out of a horror movie script since nothing had been said quite yet. It wasn't until Castiel was standing over top of him, blue eyes squinted. His trench coat stained with mud and blood, the angel had an angel blade in one hand wiping it on his clothes to clean the blood off.
"Hello Dean," Cas's deep voice rang out, reaching down undoing the chains helping Dean sit up. "He's injected you with demon blood, since you are human and never been in contact with it...it could kill you. Slowly and painfully."
Dean stared at the angel, "Thanks. That's reassuring. You pop up out of nowhere to tell me I am going to die slowly and painfully. Thanks Cas." He sighed rubbing his face climbing to his feet, as soon as he did he fell against the angel covering his mouth. Hunching over and throwing up whatever was left in his stomach. "This...T-This is like a bad hangover..." He gagged, then remembered Sam. "Cas we--"
"Sam is safe. He is back at the motel, I had to knock him out." The angel shifted on his feet grabbing Dean's arm, "We need to leave now." Dean watched the angel closely wondering why he was so uneasy being down here. "Now Dean." He pressed two fingers to Dean's skull making the male appear back at the motel room. There on the bed laid Sam, the male's usual tan skin was as white as snow. A few bruises on his wrists and neck; probably from fighting against the male who had injected him with the stupid demon blood. But the man seemed so puny, so weak looking. He didn't look like he could take Sam down, he looked like Sam could've knocked him out with one punch. But that wasn't the whole point of what was going on right now. Dean brushed his thumb across Sam's bottom lip smiling a bit, he took a seat on the motel bed.
"You'll be just fine, Sammy," He breathed out leaning down over his little brother pressing his forehead to Sam's. He closed his eyes inhaling his brother's scent; missing it so much. It seemed creepy to actually think about it but he didn't seem to think about it too much. Just focusing on this now, focusing on Sam. Who laid on the bed, torn up clothes. Swollen lips parted, man was he so tempted. To just lean forward and press his lips into Sam's. He should.
He was going to.
A minute passed before Dean finally made a move, leaning over his little brother, a hand on Sam's chest the other above Sam's head.
Then he did the unspeakable.
He pressed his lips against Sam's.
Sam's eyes opened. 'Fuck,' Dean thought to himself pulling back looking away. His hands folded on his lap. The only thing he could think of to say or just to keep to himself was:
'Forgive me father for I have sinned.'
Even then it felt so good.
"Dean? Did you just kiss me?"
Shit did it feel so good.
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