#s3lf injury

[wreckrinho]

whenever I get sick I have the extreme desire to simply do extreme bullying with my characters (I did the kidnapping comic when I was almost dying of a fever lol) so if my future drawings are angst or just really bad fights, dont judge me

its my way of coping (ig???) Sprry if it look weird, i know it does

[fluffydeoxys]

Sanford and Deimos Scar Resource

In making my designs for Sanford and Deimos, I wanted them to reflect every injury they've incurred thus far in Madness Combat. So I've put together a resource, noting every significant injury that would result in a scar.

I've simplified it into a basic reference, but note this does not include the injuries from MC11-12, or Dedmos Adventures. They're quite complex/detailed and are better referenced from the original source material.

Under the cut is the full record/screenshots of my findings. (I'm sure someone has already done this, and if so, I'm sorry!)

[Madness Combat 5.5] Their first injuries. Deimos is on the left, Sanford is on the right. You could interpret it as Sanford's injury is larger, whereas Deimos's is smaller.

[Madness Combat 6.5] This is the injury that gives Sanford the bandages on his torso.

[Madness Combat 9] Aww, they're friends. Sike, they're not. Random Engineer win here.

[Madness Combat 9] Two bullets put Deimos down, but

11 additional bullets are what eviscerate his body and finish him off.

[Madness Combat 9] Sanford gets his turn of being hurt later (nowhere near as badly, though), although this injury doesn't seem to appear later in the animations/isn't bandaged. It actually just disappears when Sanford momentarily pops off-screen at the end of MC9.

[Madness Combat 9] My screenshot kinda sucks here, but Hank is piercing the upper left collarbone/shoulder area of Deimos here when using him as a body decoy. Also he gets a shitload more bullets in him but cmon the guys had to deal with enough already.

THE OTHER PLACE - SANFORD

When it comes to the permanence or nature of scars incurred during the Other Place, it's not entirely clear. We've seen only Deimos reemerge from the Other Place, and most of his injuries were filled in/over with rocks. You could stylise these scars as normal scars, or remain as black markings because they are essentially points of "corruption", worsening and growing with time. Personally, I headcanon it as parts of the S3LF and body being damaged and eroded by the Other Place. Regardless:

[Madness Combat 11] Shortly after entering TOP, Sanford's injury is still red, but

it darkens into the corrupt blackness after he warps through a door.

[Madness Combat 12] Slightly worsened injuries, or perhaps lightly redrawn. Note some scars/injuries on his back as well:

Likely from Doc's first failed attempt to retrieve Sanford here:

and then lastly, yeooowch !

THE OTHER PLACE - DEIMOS

This one isn't as interesting because everyone knows about Dedmos Adventures and the wiki has some images, but here's at least an image compiling how his state visually worsens.

[devicecontact]

shitboy au where they died and get crazy dissolved in auditor hell. this guys not insolvent even a little !

That’s just how I stylize the injury but yeah. It gets nastier and worse much like how deimos already has his wound marks from when he died carry over to dedmos. And then the progressive new damages make it worse and worse. Little dangle of the soldat eye peice strap remains for fun.

This would be the worst ending for SB because they just die without knowing anything about themselves ever and are just stuck forever in that limbo state of vauge uncertainty. Not much time for self reflection anyway when you become horribly ill prepared and naturally disadvantaged fodder in a place activity harmful to your existence. haha s3lf reflection.

[emo-gremlin]

Cannibal Puzzles with a reader that enjoys knifeplay?

Mr. Cannibal Knife play!

Trigger warnings: Knives, blood, scarring, s3lf h4rm scars mentioned

🩸 Oh honey, he's definitely taking you up on that. The taste of your blood mixed with the scent of sex is addictive.

🩸 The knives he uses on you are kept very sharp, being able to cut through you like butter.

🩸 He's keeping a toy stuffed in you while he cuts, knowing that if he was plowing you into the mattress while cutting, you'll be losing more blood than intended.

🩸 He takes great care in avoiding major veins.

🩸 If you let him, he will leave scars that stay.

🩸 If you have scars already, he doesn't touch them unless you let him. If you do, he'll try to turn them into art. Intricate designs layered over old battle wounds, turning them into something beautiful.

🩸 If you don't, he keeps the knife away from that area entirely.

🩸 Seeing you enjoy the pain as he laps up your crimson lifeforce is nearly enough to make him bust then and there.

🩸 Please let him fuck you with the knife handle. Oh dear God he's a feral mess. Seeing you writhe and moan his name as the grip disappears inside you is heaven.

🩸 And if you suck on the handle like it's his cock? He's losing his mind.

🩸 Lick your blood off the blade and then kiss him.

🩸 He will make you cock drunk. Almost near breaking your mind with how damn good he's making you feel because you let him indulge in this.

🩸 Aftercare is bliss. Praising you on how damn good you were, how well you took him and the handle.

🩸 He's sewing up any deep wounds, bandaging and kissing your injuries. All the while saying how much he loves and cares about you.

🩸 He checks in on your wounds, making sure you aren't getting an infection. If you are, he puts on a face mask and gets you to the hospital. He may be on the run, but you're more important. He will risk getting caught if it means you're ok.

Enjoy!

[sleepdeprivedsimp234]

As promised, here’s some angsty NY hc’s cuz he is too adorable not to torture :)

(TW: s3lf h4rm mention/implication and child abuse)

Uhhhh- @alaskashigh and @stawpny I tortured the baby again :3

~~~

-NY is so touch starved that something as simple as a head pat or a hug could make him MELT.

-he is WAY too insecure about his scars. He hates them. So. So much…. (But Cali’s there to make it all better ☺️)

-just purely out of worry and concern, his brothers always make sure to keep an eye on him if he’s using a knife. Just to be safe. He’s both grateful and annoyed by this.

-one of the reasons that he’s so damn clumsy is because England broke his legs when he was younger, and they never healed right. So now he has nerve damage and mobility issues in his legs.

-idk if this counts as angst, but he forgets to eat and drink water a lot. Something that happens often is: of his brothers will check up on him and ask him when the last time he ate was, and then his mind will just draw a complete blank and he’ll be like "Uhhhhhh-".

-due to another childhood injury (one caused by England ofc), his voice isn’t as loud as it should be cuz his vocal cords are damaged. He hates it when he tries to raise his voice and it ends up cracking 😭

-surprisingly, PA was one of the first people to ever get him to actually break down. And he did it unintentionally too.

^PA noticed that NY was acting weird, so he tried confronting him about it, but NY just ignored him. And so PA grabbed him by the shoulders and spun him around and shouted a bit to tell him that he would "beat it out of him" (he wouldn’t actually- maybe.). And that scared the sh*t out of NY, who instantly hugged PA close cuz he thought that that would keep him from being able to hurt him. Yea- PA was so confused but comforted him anyways cuz he knows that Mass woulda killed him if he didn’t do anything (definitely not cuz he cares about NY no what no way-)

-*cutely yoinks the eyesight out of one of NY’s eyes cuz of another childhood injury*

-He has words literally BRANDED into his skin from before and during the Revolution. Most of them are scratched or cut up, but there’s still a "Property of England, 1776” that’s quite visible. (THANK YOU @misery-has-no-company-now FOR THIS IDEA <3)

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[cali-n-fae]

BPD vent 2

TW : drawn injuries, scars, s3lf H@r.m

after the cut.

This was drawn as a way to cope. And put here for all to see how certain crisis feels like, at least for me.

If you struggle with BPD, or any type of problem that would push you to S3lf H@r.m, please do not give in to the impulse.

I know some ways to cope are incredibly frustrating but it's worth it to use them. It's so worth it in the end. Ask for help. Talk to friends if you have some, talk with professionals, family, strangers on the internet, anyone.

Just know that, that pain you feel. That nobody can see. I know 's real. I don' t need to see it with my eyes to believe that you're in pain. I do not pretend to know what you're going through. Nor do I know your struggles. But if you tell me that you suffer, I do believe you.

Se.lf h@.rm isn't a solution. Nor is it a good way to cope.. You don't deserve to get hurt even more. Even if you feel that it brings you back to reality. Even if BPD tells you that you deserve it, 's not true. BPD feeds you lies. Distords reality. Blinds you. Haunts you with all your past mistakes and fears to remind you of how awful you are, even if you're at heart a very kind person. It mentally tortures you. I wish that pain to nobody.

But in the end the crisis always pass. The scars... They stay. That's also why it's such a terrible way to cope.

I hope, if you're in such pain or in crisis, that you'll find some inner peace soon. I wish you the best.

- Fae.

PS : Here I put a little website I found about it. I use some of the coping techniques in it. Like drawing. Cali tends to be on the sport side of things, running until her legs give up. To each their own. Once again, please don't give up.

PPS : I needed it out. But if I wrote something stupid, it isn't intentional, so please warn me so I can correct it and make it right.

Tons of love ❤️

Undertale by Toby Fox

Underfell by Vic the Underfella

[sloppypears-ash-sg]

Fourteen's Backstory (AU)

CW: testing dangerous stuff, s3lf h4rm, murder, yandere behavior, cannibalism (mainly eating skin), and gory details (somewhat)

Fourteen used to hang out at the Equation Playground and used to be your average Algebralien - kind, a little dim-witted, loved math (and in Fourteen's case, science - mainly biology!), was friends with other Algebraliens (Ten and Fifteen were his romantic partners - they loved Fourteen as well), and was generally enjoyable before he started eating skin.

But then, one day (sometime after XFOHV), Fourteen got a brain injury by tripping and falling on a sharp rock. They were rushed to the hospital and stayed there for a while. They stayed for four weeks - three weeks before what made Fourteen go crazy.

What did make Fourteen go crazy?

They missed Ten and Fifteen and wanted to see their joyfriends again. They would do anything - and I mean ANYTHING - to make sure the three of them could be together. They wondered when they'd leave the hospital.

One day, a set of operating tools were left in Fourteen's room unintentionally. Fourteen then got a little too curious.

He tested some of the tools on his body and hurt himself with them. Then, he bandaged the wounds and cleaned the tools. After that, he hid the tools. Following that, he planned to kill - and to escape.

The next day, the camera in the room where Fourteen stayed was broken (Fourteen broke it), and someone came to fix it.

Fourteen woke up to see someone fixing the camera they broke, then got up, pulled the ladder out from underneath the handynumber's feet, and killed them.

Now Fourteen was hungry, and breakfast hadn't arrived.

So they ate the skin of the dead handynumber.

They loved the taste.

Fourteen progressively killed more Algebraliens and ate their skin.

He escaped the hospital with intentions to eat more skin - and with that, showing Ten and Fifteen how much he loved them.

A few days later, Four and their company were preparing to take a picture together. Fifteen prepped the camera and started the countdown to take the picture, and as the picture had been taken...

Fourteen attacked Two and ate some of the skin off the latter's head, resulting in a permanent scar.

He was about to kill Two when all of a sudden, a spade Algebralien named Black Jack (one of my OCs) saved Two from being hurt by Fourteen.

When Fourteen was confronted about attacking Two, he said that he did it for Ten and Fifteen's love, and it was for them.

After that, Fourteen was banned from the Equation Playground and Algebralex (the town) in general. Ten, even though he loved Fourteen, was too scared to be around Fourteen, so he hid from the other Algebraliens for a while because he thought he caused Fourteen's behavior - like it was a curse.

Fifteen was angry at Fourteen for the situation and also wanted to get away from him, so she ran away and became a hikikomori to prevent any situations like Fourteen's photobomb from happening again.

And then, years later, Fourteen was invited to the subcount because Ten thought that Fourteen could redeem themselves...

and the rest is history.

[alex-is-stressed]

NEW PEOPLE ARE SCARED TO BE ASKING QUESTIONS DONT BE MEAN TO US FOR IT

(Im not new. But I was. And people got fed up w me and I felt horrible.)

More detailed stuff under the cut but I mention $h and 3d's

I just want to talk about my experience with theatre and its impact on my life lately

(Tagging it a ton so people can avoid it if they need to 🫶)

My very first year in theatre I was just a mentally ill nearly nonverbal freshman with social anxiety so bad I vomited daily. I was severely depressed as well. I heard so many good things about the environment of theatre so I decided to try it out. Now while I did meet amazing people that saved my life in the most literal way possible, and that still sit with me next to the toilet getting sick or through panic attacks or give me tips on cleaning s3lf injuries. I did have several people who hated my guts and constantly made rude remarks at me regarding my being new. "Freshie" hurt but the constant jabs like "Oh my god she talks?!" Probably hurt worse. And eye rolls at questions. And horribly not okay comments. If a person, any experience level, comes up to you and asks questions, do NOT humiliate them. They are already scared. Actually during my first show there were a few people who said things that immediately led to new cuts that night.

This is not to say every experienced theatre senior is horrible. The girl who played Aunt March in the first ever musical I was a part of, Little Women, has helped me open up so much. She is there for me every relapse. After every forced vomit and every anxiety vomit. Even sat on the phone w me after I @tt3mpted over the summer. And I love this art with all my heart. It is my love and my life, but it was hard at first, hard even now. But I have grown to love it and the people it brought into my life

Be. Kind. To. People. New or experienced. Doesn't matter. Everyone needs help and everyone struggles.

Hey, theatre kids? Hi, me again with another public service announcement about performer etiquette.

I don't care if you're the teachers/directors' favourite. I don't care if you're playing a lead. I don't care who you are really, treat your stage management team and fellow actors with fucking respect.

You don't like somebody in your cast? That's fine, but don't go spreading false rumours about them to everybody.

You don't care for the members of stage management? Well first of all, fuck you too, and secondly, don't talk shit about them when they're in the same room as you. Don't talk shit about us full stop actually, you're show would fall apart without us.

A new cast member asking a lot of questions, and it's kinda bothering you? Don't tell them to shut up to their fucking face, answer them and help them out.

I can't believe I even have to ask this? I feel like this should be common sense? But I'm watching things happen in our musical cast right now, and I feel like I need to give a friendly reminder.

Take care,

- your local fed up stage crew member.

[tenaciouschronicler]

March 2 2025 2010

Lots of convos going on in these pages.

First up is Rose and John. We only see it from Roses side but from the sound of it on the timeline its before John makes it to the village. John is trying to see if Rose is on the same land as him but both of them are annoyingly dancing around actually describing what they are looking at. To be fair, John would have no way of knowing if there is or isn't somewhere with rainbow waters, constant rain and white sand. We know but they dont. John also gives a summary of his conversation with Carcino and Rose complains about Daves slapdash assistance. John ends the conversation to 'go over [the] river and through [the] woods' which had me start humming the song. I looked it up and it was originally a poem called "The New-England Boy's Song about Thanksgiving Day" by Lydia Maria Child. The version most people hear nowdays has changed some wording from grandfathers to grandmothers house and is typically about Christmas. Probably not relevant but I thought it was interesting.

Rose, now armed with the fact the trolls could offer more insight, talks with gallowsCalibrator, who SP34KS 1N 4LL C4PS US1NG 413 L33TSP34K. (Thanks to @homestuckreplay for pointing out the tidbit about 413, I wouldnt have noticed o7) Their color is teal and the symbol for them is the zodiac Libra. They and Rose talk alot about the trolls session and overall Sburb lore which I highly recommend going to @homestuckreplay 's post here for fact checking on what they share and what we know.

Gallows is Way meaner than the other trolls so far. Like Carcino was rude but Gallows is downright vicious telling Rose 'SH3 H4T3S YOU 4ND H4S L3FT YOU FOR3V3R' very gleefully about Roses mom and later threatening John with grevious injury. Luckily Rose is very unphased by this fact because of the messed up relationship she has with her mom so it doesnt really work.

Gallows is equal measure helpful and trolling. According to them, not everyone in the group has started at end of the timeline as for them 'W31RD T1M3 STUFF G1V3S ME A H34D4CHE'. Rose eventually gets them talking about what they can offer thats helpful so lets almalgamate it all together. (gonna be under the cut untranslated and translated)

DO3S 1T S33M LlK3 TH3R3 1S A SUBTL3 VO1C3 1N YOUR H34D URGING YOU TO DO THlNGS? FOR M3 TOO 1T W4S MOR3 LOUD 4ND CL34R TH4N FOR TH3 OTH3RS. S33R OF MIND, P4G3 OF BR34TH, KN1GHT OF BLOOD, M41D OF T1ME. 12 FOR US BUT OBV1OUSLY 4 FOR YOU.

1TS 4N 3X1L3 FROM TH3 TWO K1NGDOMS 1N TH3 1NCIP1SPH3R3, 3XP4TR14T3D DUR1NG TH3 R3CKONING, FORM3R 4G3NTS. TH31R ROL3 lS TO H3LP YOU ON YOUR QU3ST, TH3 OBVIOUS W4Y lS BY D1R3CTLY GUlDING YOUR 4CT1ONS. BUT M4YB3 TH3 MOR3 1MPORT4NT W4YS ... 4R3 4CTIONS TH4T COMPL3T3 LOOPS 1N TH3 T1M3L1NE. P4RT OF TH31R JOB 1S TO R3BUlLD LlF3 4ND C1V1L1Z4T1ON [ON TH3 D34D PL4N3TS]. 1F TH3YR3 SUCC3SSFUL, 1N THOUS4NDS OR MlLLlONS OF Y34RS TH3 T3CHNOLOGY 1S UN34RTH3D 4ND TH3 PL4N3T 1S RIP3 FOR S33D1NG 4LL OV3R 4G41N.

TH3 UN1V3RS3 W1LL 34T P4R4DOX3S FOR BR34KF4ST 4ND SO WILL THlS G4M3. BY NOW YOU SHOULD R34L1Z3 THlS WHOL3 M3SS W4S 4 BlG S3LF FULLF1LL1NG CLUST3RFUCK. A HUG3 ORG14ST1C MOB1US DOUBL3 R34CH4ROUND.

I think this makes more sense, yes? Yes. Good, now lets break it down.

Does it seem like there is a subtle voice in your head urging you to do things? For me too it was more loud and clear than for the others. Seer of Mind, Page of Breath, Knight of Blood, Maid of Time. 12 for us but obviously 4 for you.

We get a few things here. In total there are 12 titles and domains that can be combined to make 144 possible pairs. From what Gallows said I believe they are the Seer of Mind. The reason for this is it also sounds like each troll probably has their own distinct title and domain plus how excited Gallows was that Rose was also a Seer. It seems like each role is going to have have certain aspects or powers tied to it. Like in this case as Seers, Rose and Gallows are more sensitive to the communication from the Exiles. And actually reading back, Rose actually becomes more suggestible through these commands than the typical Narrative ones. Ive speculated Rose as someone who can reject commands so seeing how little reaction she has right now is odd. I also kind of have to wonder if thats the real difference between seeing the command pompt and the command box because John was also easier to command in the walkarounds and when PM talked with John.

Its an exile from the two kingdoms in the Incipisphere, expatriated during the Reckoning, former Agents. Their role is to help you on your quest, the obvious way is by directly guiding your actions. But maybe the more important ways ... are actions that complete loops in the timeline.

Here we get confirmation that our friends are exiled agents and something happens to cause their expatriation. The Reckoning Could be when the Earth was destroyed by meteors, however PM? and AR? are currently at the same point in time as Johns adventure so its probably a future event we haven't seen yet. A lot of times reckoning is used in a religious context denoting the 'end times' where judgement is passed over everyone and only those of a specific group are pardoned while all others are destroyed which matches with the meteor. A Day of Reckoning is used to denote an event where someone is forced to deal with unpleasant events that have been avoided. The only thing that fits this criteria is the war we keep hearing about. Its curious that members of Both sides experience it if one side is supposed to win.

Part of their job is to rebuild life and civilization [on the dead planets]. If theyre successful, in thousands or millions of years the technology is unearthed and the planet is ripe for seeding all over again.

Now this is terrifying. Especially with the next context.

The universe will eat paradoxes for breakfast and so will this game. By now you should realize this whole mess was a big self fullfilling clusterfuck. A huge orgiastic mobius double reacharound.

Combine the two and we get a Much larger loop that continues, like some sort of fucked up Ouroboros. Essentially what Im getting here is the concept of Sburb and meteoric destruction is inevitable. 'Beating' the game may not affect anything if the cycle carries on in a new world. Its terrifying not knowing what Sburb and Skaias end goal is with this or if there even is one.

A Mobius Strip "is a looped surface with only one side and only one edge" so walking along its surface twice would bring you right back to where you started. In a way thats sort of how our timelines are functioning right now and its easier to see with the Exiles. PM? is in the Present but is also PMs Past who is now viewing from the Future. The trolls in their Present can see and interact with the kids Past, Present and Future selves. Beyond that, I dont know enough mathematical theory to understand and connect the Mobius Reacharound comment.

Rose pushes for a little too much information and Gallows decides they no longer want to be a fount of knowledge and goes to talk with a different Rose.

We rehash a previous Past conversation between Jade and John but this time we get to see the interruption from Carcino.

CG: YOU KNOW YOUR ROBOT?

[...]

CG: LATER ON IT WILL BLOW UP FOR SOME REASON. IT DOESN'T MATTER WHY.

[...]

CG: ANYWAY, WHEN IT HAPPENS YOU WON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO.

CG : THE THING TO DO IS TO CONTACT US

CG : AND WE 'LL TELL YOU WHAT TO DO

GG: why should i do that?

CG : BECAUSE THAT 'S WHAT YOU TOLD US TO TELL YOU.

This is the most "Who's on first?" conversation I have read so far. Aside from the round-aboutness of it all, we can read just how much the cultural divide of trolling with the timeline causes miscommunication. Shortly after Jade recieves a sendificated package from a mystery pen pal that only serves to increase the need to see whats in the box.

The last conversation is with John and Gallows which is nothing but confirming Gallows is a girl and how much worse she is than Carcino.

This took a very long time and I have so much more to stew and yell about like the zodiac thing and how much my brain keeps spelling the word Gattaca.

[chronic-writes]

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[sleepdeprivedsimp234]

(TW for s3lf h4rm mention)

So a random thought popped into my mind, and it was "Can Loui hurt himself with his own magic?" and the answer is yes. He can. And has. MANY times.

And he has a bunch of weird scars on his body that don't look like they're from guns, fires, whips, or blades. When someone asks where they're from, he'll just shrug and say "Magic." and unless they know him, they will be hella confused.

When those that he's close to found out, they just had to check and ask if he did it to himself on purpose with the intent of hurting himself, since he had (has) problems with s3lf h4rm. He reassures them that, no, he didn't do it on purpose, it was just an accident (sometimes, it was in fact on purpose, but he doesn't want them to worry and fuss over him).

Also his magic hurts a lot more than a normal blade would, so if Mass or Texas are helping patch up magic wounds, Loui will be squirming and quietly crying a little cuz of how much it hurts to have anybody touch the wounds. He has had to be pinned down or forcefully but gently held in place on a few occasions.

Also his hands are a tad bit sensitive to touch and injury cuz he uses his hands for magic a lot.

I think about him a lot if you can't tell.

[cocosight2]

“ ah good your up”

“ um well duh we are the creatures that ask coco questions also we do a lot of stuff to coco, don’t ask why”

*They all look at daisy with an angry look, they look at deadlysilence at as a scared look on her face, they all decide to calm her down*

“W-well I’m William this is daisy, Philip, Lucas, Christine, Susie, star and those too are Derek and George”

* deadlysilence got up and look at them with worry, they had injury’s and they don’t go away, they look at her then looked at the three people that are glitching and then looked back at deadlysilence with out making a sound*

Few Minutes later….

In the mind

“What are you and why am I here?”

*coco looked at the figure with a straight face so she doesn’t act surprised, then the figure started to talk to her*

“W3l/ m6 de@r3s) @p0lo&i3s, l3t m3 e#pl@in m4 s3lf, I’/lsh0w m5 s3lf t9 y8u”

* the figure comes out of the dark and shows it self to coco, this figure looked big and large it had a mask on + a top hat on its skin was gray but the rest of its body were in the darkness it was hard to see the rest of it, this figure had a lot of glowing eyes watching me. Its eyes were x and its mouth were a lot of glow things, I look at the figure face to face and the figure put its hand on coco’s shoulder*

Meanwhile with the others

*the others were helping the too get out of the glitch and it was painful to hear no one can hear it except for coco but deadlysilence can also hear it now, the two looked at deadlysilence with an angry face then looked back at the others*

“AUHHH OWWWW, WHY DOES THIS HURT SO MUCH AUUUHHHH?!”

“OH REALLY! THIS YOUR FALT IN THE FIRST PLACE YOU IDIOT?! AHHH”

“Oh my god will you two just shut up plz geez”

“Yea I’m with daisy on this one, you both have been arguing and screaming in pain about 2 hours ago, so can you both plz stop talking also we’re almost done”

5 mins later

*They were done with these two and now it was time for them to fix coco but she was nowhere to be found, they thought that’s weird no one moved the body or was never near the body, they were helping these two including deadlysilence was with them and never saw any body take the body nor go near it*

“ um guys we’re is coco at”

*They all looked for coco anyway but didn’t find anything so decided to go in to groups and split up, daisy was partnered with Derek, Christine was partnered with George, Susie was partnered with Lucas, star wanted to find coco on her own, and lastly deadlysilence was partnered with William*

*they all split up to find coco*

Hey ragatha, uh uhm well- has everything been okay? I know we haven't really spoken since the incident, but hey..?

POMPOM! er.. Pomni..!