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for my love---

Dig your hands into my ribs and uproot my heart with all your power, feel it beating in your hands but do not dare to stand in horror, but love me when my body is all that defines frail, love me when I cannot stand without your gentle hands.

Love me when my heart tremors in your hands.

Love me even when you stand with discomfort.

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stay

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Poem for my love.

For you, my pride vanishes with such ease,

like a layer of my body shedding

to reach the soil beneath my feet.

Your call echoes through every wire of my mind,

covering every inch that was once tangled.

Your smile like no other,

like a sliver of the moon.

My love for you burns,

as bright as an angel taking the place of evil.

My love for you is even more frail and consuming

than my pride could ever be.

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did you miss me?

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sorry for ghosting yall again its my bday

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जावानी का असार

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Phool dena mohabbat nahi hai;

Phoolon ki tarah rakhna mohabbat hai

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I wish we were pressed flowers on the same page.

-Unknown

Ab ke ham bichhde to shayad kabhi khvabo me mile

jis tarah sukhe hue phuul kitabo me mile.

-Ahmed Faraz

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CW: hallucinations, derealization imagery, horror

I have fallen for a Ghost—, old and pure, haunting and cured. I have fallen for a ghost, she watches me.. Yes she watches me… her eyes white as the sun, they burn to look at but oh, how I would burn for them– I have fallen for a ghost she ruins my body and soul with vines and tales of who she once was– she holds me in my reflection her weight on my shoulders burden me like a void so empty, so free. She holds me in a cold embrace empty of any love– empty of a past. I’ve fallen for a ghost, in my head she haunts in my body she wanders– I wish to not, I wish to not– I have fallen for a ghost the relics of her body rots and she begs me to tell her just who that is… reeking in the dirt she screams “I am that of the air and dust” she yells ‘I am that sky your pupils so affectionately stare at’ she groans, she cries besides her own corpse and wonders just how she ha become so old, so ugly, so gray, her dress ripped her casket opened….

….Her casket opened. My hands, guilty, her casket opened, my shirt creased, her casket opened, my hands bleed, her casket opened, the graveyard screeching, her casket opened.

But she holds my hand, she holds my hand– I look into her eyes it burns, it burns, it burns… Like the sun without the chains of distance. I burn… passion she is passion she is love, affection, she is fire, she is… she is her ghost. Oh no… she is—

Oh. no. no, no, no, she is not. She moves like the mist in mountains—- she is not that of a corpse she is that of a spirit–

I feel dirty, dirty, tainted, coloured in guilt… the dirt on my palms, the maggots that eat away her flesh and her voice keeps whispering to me… she is telling me she loves me… yes— she loves me so much… but her corpse is so sickening… but she whispers and whispers in voices of my own past. Her incarnation is the ghost that I had fallen for but why must she— why must she ever scream at me why— I have fallen for a ghost. Her body like the oceans, her voice like the angels. I have dreams… many dreams, I have fallen for a ghost, not her– Oh, no, not her.

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Heyy,uh so I did your quiz on uquiz i think about what I crave haha I saw it on pinterest n I just wanted to reach out yk?You seem like a nice and fun person so yeah

yes ofc my dms are open <3

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wo ishq thoda katarnak hai na?

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Batane ki baat nahi hai, Par... batane dogi kya?

Ishq bepanah hai tumse, Ek bar... jatane dogi kya?

Tum titli ho, pahad ho, Aasmaan ho mera.

Ek dibiya me, sindoor rakha hai mere pass.

Tum... lagane dogi kya? –Zakir Khan

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Hello my friends! 👋💓

The situation in Gaza is worsening day by day, and my family is still struggling in very tough conditions. 😔💔

I only have $223 left to reach the $9000 goal, and I hope to achieve it today. 🇵🇸😢

I sincerely thank everyone who has supported and stood by us during this time. 💗🍉

https://gofund.me/abbc2759

<3

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If I could put it into words.

If I could put it into words I would say that I want to chip the skin of my fingers not only till I see blood,but till I see my flesh.

I would say that I want to gouge my eyes and break my bones.

I would say that I want it all.

I want the world.

I could never have it.

I would say I'd experience the drug that is pain so addicting and freeing.

I'd say I'd want to help those like me.

I'd say I am not free but I wish others to be.

I am not kind, nor compassionate.

I would say that I no longer enjoy being brittle.

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Please, I beg for your love

OVER

AND

OVER

AND

OVER.

AGAIN

AND AGAIN

AND AGAIN.

I will NEVER get tired my love my skin craves yours.

My eyes burn red to be seen by your eyes.

Oh, so blind you are

How pure you are

Break me like sticks, I am fragile and torn.

Climb in my heart like vines, I am brittle and shallow.

But no more shall I hold this hurt.

As I bury your soul in the dirt, I can only hope that you'd stop rotting in my mind.

You reek of kindness.

It gags me.

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