#ruthlessnessisyourdesire

[anderson-residence]

I commissioned the lovely and talented @faestorian​ for a chaotic Mayson comic. Mayson asks his daddy Sixty @ruthlessnessisyourdesire​ a question and there is a little misunderstanding... Also!! I wish you a very Merry Christmas Ash my lovely friend this is my gift to you! ( @creation-is-chaos​ / @wynterlanding​​ )

[anderson-details]

Mayson Headcanon - School

Mayson’s school forms headcanon 1. Just the emergency contact form here but more are coming. Yes I created a form from scratch for his fictional school and filled it out for my muse. Made it for Mayson as filled out by Hank. I made up street names and numbers, the school name, and phone numbers (which are a blend of the traditional fictional well used numbers, completely random, and message speak or android serial numbers.) Although a bit is canon with Hank’s ‘I don’t care’ number making an appearance here lmao

Also fun note on the parent situation. Sixty @ruthlessnessisyourdesire​ has moved from third in line emergency contact to be listed as a parent/guardian. Although he isn’t the legal guardian nor does he have any custody but hey he is the other father isn’t he? Hank doesn’t have full trust in him but also maybe some of the issues can be put on his shoulders instead of all on Hank’s. It would be nice if the irritation was shared.

Connor and Niles are also listed on the form but as emergency contacts. Connor is first then if he can’t be reached, Niles will be contacted. This is if Hank can’t be reached first. Note the differences between this year and last. Connor is at a different address! But Niles still lives with the Anderson’s. He wasn’t listed last year but he is now.

The muse facts and details no one asked for but here I am anyways because I love the random little things that are also the super detailed things.

[goldnfortune]

"You really should get your assistant to remind you when you have a meeting." Callum shook his head, nearly laughing at how rushed his brother always is. Why does it take him last minute to flake on him? He could have remembered he had somewhere else to be. Instead of giving Callum the hope of a quick lunch while he's away from bioTech; he kept a handle on his briefcase as he moved down the street. So much for catching up. He'd rather not think about the problems with his father. Their father he means.

"It is not my fault," Caleb scoffed on the other end of this conversation. "I am extremely busy lately. Maybe another time."

Another time. Always seems to be. Callum gave a sigh but realized it wouldn't do much. They're both busy. He just wonders how bad things are driving Caleb there at Atomix. Being CEO must be a killer.

Callum himself is on the verge of a run down. The executive at least has some downtime. He needs a new vacation. There is something coming up in Venice he has been eyeing. Maybe Daisy would love that.

"....."

He slowed his footsteps as the conversation hung in the air. Callum's distraction took a toll. In the way that he was not expecting.

Is that - Dahlia?

Sure enough his sister-in-law is leaving a club. Definitely not on duty. No she can't be because she's with a man. A man in a long black coat. The cane he gripped in hand is not the only stand out. He just stood out on his own. Slicked back dark hair, goatee and looking very much like some mafia elite. Must be his imagination. Of course it is. Dahlia is a detective but his imagination didn't conjure up the intimacy between the two stopping near a black Camaro. He put his hand on her backside. Pulling her in and talking closely, the man opened the door for her.

Callum watched the scene play out with his phone still hovering. Snapping out of it, he took a breath. "Caleb? Hello?" Damn it. He must have hung up.

He slid his phone into his pocket. Heading for lunch did not seem to be on his mind right now. Pretty quickly he turned around to walk back the way he just came. His car parked a few blocks away. Enough of a jaunt to think about who this mystery guy is. Dahlia isn't one to talk about her personal stuff. It's only just recently that they became close. Thanks to Daisy. But this. He wonders if she knows?

The question was on his mind while driving home. It stuck with him until he made it inside, depositing his briefcase as he did. "Daisy," Callum called for her before he found her fiddling with some new plants on the patio. "Hey, Daisy Day. Uh. You didn't tell me Dahlia had a boyfriend." That looked like he was a mob boss, remained unsaid.

plotted closed start || @diivinerose // @creation-is-chaos​ feat. @ruthlessnessisyourdesire

[pcsitivibee]

positivity for ruthlessnessisyourdesire : a happy little shutout for @ruthlessnessisyourdesire Ash is a really good friend, lovely to talk to and, a wonderful writer. Ash honey I love you and Sixty. You took a character we didn't really see a lot of in canon and made him his own person, your own fabulously dramatic man, built him into something so much more. verses and aus are wonderful too! I love all the things we do together and even all the things I'm not in. You bring a smile to my face whenever you're on my dash!

[diivinerose]

[ 📚 ] what is your muse’s favourite genre of books, tv, movies, etc.? [ 👥 ] does your muse have many friends? do people feel they can rely on your muse? [ 🍀 ] does your muse believe in luck? do they have a good luck charm or rituals they follow to avoid bad luck? All muses. All or nothing 😈

headcanon memes inspired by things i like

[ 📚 ] what is your muse’s favourite genre of books, tv, movies, etc.?

Daniela reads mostly nonfictional medical books in her time, to keep up with the recent studies. As for movies, she likes to watch true crime series if she got the time for it.

Dahlia enjoys action movies and thrillers. Reading is not something she often does, but she enjoys dark poetry. But don't ever mention this to her. She won't admit it.

Daisy loves romantic novels and romcoms. And who had've thought sometimes she likes to watch a horrormovie, but with their s/o.

[ 👥 ] does your muse have many friends? do people feel they can rely on your muse?

Daniela has the reputation of a ruthless bitch who only follows her career. So she doesn't have much friends, since the people around think of her as an arrogant person.

Dahlia is very ambivalent in her behaviour. At times she pushes the people away and sometimes she craves to socialize and goes drinking with the most random people and call them there best friends. She is not really a person you can rely on, if you are not close to her, but once having her loyalty she will try her best.

Daisy is probably the most loyal between the three and also someone who tend to have more friends if she would not be so shy around others. She would do everything for friends, even if they are not close.

[ 🍀 ] does your muse believe in luck? do they have a good luck charm or rituals they follow to avoid bad luck?

Daniela is not a superstitious person. In just one verse she follows a ritual with her s/o 60 @ruthlessnessisyourdesire. They both give each other a goodbye kiss before leaving the house, since it happened a few times where they didn't do and bad things happened.

Dahlia has no such thing as a good luck charm, but she does believe that she is followed by bad luck which is why she tends to push people away.

After waking up Daisy makes herself a tea and waters her plants. Every day and one by one. She gets extra early up to take care of her green friends.

[lavishbylaw-archived]

[ @ruthlessnessisyourdesire said ]:

❛  can  i  kiss  you ?  ❜ college

The request that came from Caleb's mouth wasn't exactly one that she expected. Obviously, this was just yet another attempt of him messing with her. She must have been such an easy target for him. Her always being around and knowing what probably bothers her. But, you know what? Not today. Today, she will play this game with him. Certainly, it'll make him reconsider his meddlesome behavior.

"...You want to kiss me? Sure, Cal. Come on over and pucker up." She said with a tilt of her head and a big smile on her lips. That probably made him sick to his stomach. He didn't even like her - at least that's what she thought.

[gxldenpetals]

@ruthlessnessisyourdesire

They were fighting again. She knew what it was about. She always knew what it was about.. Alex peeks in through the crack in the door. Mom was always the one defending her but Dad.. He shrugs it off. Every time. Did he want her? The tears fill her eyes. He didn't love her.. She did everything to try and get his attention. Even drew for him. And every time he would just walk away..

Alex sniffles as she backs away from the door. Making her way back to her room. For a few moments she looks around her decorated room. She thinks back to when her mom helped her decorated it. It was really the best day she had in her life.

She moves her chair from her vanity and looks over at her drawings of her and her mom and dad.. The smiles Alex and her mom had while her dad.. A big frown. He always had that look. Has he ever smiled before?.. Alex wipes the tears from her eyes. Wishing.. Just wishing she had a dad that loved her..

Her hand moves taking a blank piece of paper and starts writing. Tears staining the paper as she wrote. Saying her goodbyes. Saying how much she loved her mom. How she hopes her dad will smile now that she would be gone.

She gets up from her chair and takes a small bag. Gathering a few toys and clothes.. She looks back at her room before closing the door behind her and sneaks out.

The woods at night were scary. More so than she thought.. She could hear the branches snapping around her. That fear drawing close as she gasped when it sounded closer. Her pace quickened as she started to run. Looking behind her to see what followed. That is when she crashes into someone and falls back. Her greenish blue, doe eyes look up at the figure. Trembling.. She holds her doll close to her body.

Mentions: @creatorofclay @rxseguided

[bloomingascension]

Her snakes hiss, cutting loud in the quiet of the woods. Though distant, she can hear it, the tell tale sounds of footsteps approaching. 

Another foolish adventurer, seeking to vanquish the monster? Standing amongst the statues in her overgrown garden, she can only shake her head. When will they learn that she just wants to be left alone? @ruthlessnessisyourdesire

[creation-is-chaos]

Connor: Where's your school spirit? Caleb: Up your ass.... Corvus: Buried six feet under with a bullet hole to the temple Caleb: ..... jfc Corvus

[ruthlessnessisyourdesire-archive]

Ind. DBH. Muses. Group Promo. Feat: Pri. Sel. Mutual Excl. Non-Sel. 18-21+ content

1. @theveryfirst || Chloe RT600 || Non-Sel. 18+ 2. @denicdlife || Rohan RK900 || Pri. Sel. Mutuals. 21+ 3. @ruthlessnessisyourdesire || Sixty RK800-60 || Pri. Sel. Mutuals 21+ 4. @rob0badge || Multimuse Connor, Gavin, Sierra, Markus || Pri. Sel. Mutuals. 21+ 5. @creatorofclay || Elijah Kamski || Non-Sel. 18+ 6. @celestial-trepidation || Deimos RK900 || Non-Sel. 18+ 7. @noblecne || Arya RE400 || Semi-Sel. Mutuals. 18+ 8. @bluebloodstained​ || Connor RK800 || Pri. Sel. Mutuals. 21+ 9. @risefrxmtheash || Ash WR400 || Sel. Mutuals. 18+ 10. @cherry-delights || Vian || Non-Sel. 18+ 11. @itisnothingtodie || Simon PL600 || Non-Sel. 18+ 12. @jadedindreams || Jade Winthrope || Pri. Sel. Mutuals. 21+ 13. @creation-is-chaos || Corvus DeVille (RK800-61) || Pri. Sel. Mutuals. 21+ 14. @lover-of-wolves​ || Connor Griffin || Pri. Sel. Mutuals. Excl. 21+ 15. @vexeddetective || Gavin Reed, Lucifer RK900 || Semi-Sel. 18+ special request promo || follow these babes 

[chaos-is-us]

@ruthlessnessisyourdesire​ said

⎈ 

[ > RNG chose: Letter of Urgency ]

Uncle Caleb,

Dad hasn’t been the best in keeping in contact with you. I don’t even know your number because he told me that he doesn’t have it. Whether that is true or not, I don’t know. But, this is important. 

Your brother, my dad, is currently in the hospital. He had major brain surgery some few days ago, and he decided not to tell his own brothers beforehand. He’ll most likely be mad at me, but if I were in his position, I would want my family to know. I left this letter with your secretary because I really couldn’t get in contact with you any other way. I hardly talk with you and you’re apparently busy. I hope this letter finds you well. 

---Byron

[anderson-residence]

Was watching a show and someone said: "Ava I don't want you to break your heart by sleeping with some pretty face wannabe playboy who is out to make love a profession"

'Ava': He isn't a playboy Dad. Caleb is going to be a business man.

👀👀👀👀👀 @ruthlessnessisyourdesire ahhhhaaa the names! The everything! Haha. What a wild world.

[bluebloodstained]

[ INCOMING TRANSMISSION ]:  --  ANONYMOUS

❤ + RuthlessnessIsYourDesire and all their blogs

POSITIVITY HOUR                                        -- Accepting

[ MOE ]: you want me to gush about @ruthlessnessisyourdesire​ on main? Gosh Nonny, you don’t have to ask me twice UwU

Ash is a remarkable human and an extremely talented writer and I adore her. I didn’t meet her until I was about a month or two into the dbh fandom and I can’t even express how happy I am that I found her when I did. She’s one of the strongest women I know, and someone I really look up to. When I came back to tumblr, I was on very shaky legs about re-entering an rpc and writing publicly again. Ash was one of the people who welcomed me with open arms. She’s an extraordinary person and just an absolute treasure. If you’re not following her you’re missing out on some of the best writing on this goddamn website lol. She’s just amazing and I’m so happy to call her my friend. 

[soulxism-archive]

Perfect Doesn’t Last

@ruthlessnessisyourdesire - Plotted starter  - Verse: Post College ( Military route ) 

Love is such a fragile thing, one step, and that love would fall into darkness. Always a dance but love was always a two-way street, “No!” Aiden always thought he was doing the right thing, that this was what he was supposed to do in his life. He thought Caleb would understand, would support him but perfect doesn’t last and as he stood in the airport alone he wondered how he once felt like he was on top of the world with Caleb Stern. 

They were untouchable, met by chance, and fallen into a perfect dance but he was wrong as he stood in the departure gate with just a ghost of a hand in his, fingers brushing against his cheek as he closed his eyes. “No! Aiden, I don’t support this! You’re going away to die! You’re going to fight for a system that won’t give a shit about you!” He felt his hand curl into fists as he recalled, “you had a life playing soccer! What the fuck do you think you’re proving going off to be a hero?! Sure as hell know I won’t be there to wait for you! I won’t be there to see you die! So fuck you, Barnes, go off and die for all I care, we’re done!” 

The moment he stepped into the plane he knew his life would change. 

[ One year later ] 

Aiden returned from basic duty and with the help of his friend Gavin, he surprised Connor, Markus, and Cassius with his arrival. Smiling as he hugged his friends he noticed a pair of eyes on him and when he turned his head and saw Caleb his smile slowly fell, quickly looking away he let them drift further apart as he carefully picked the pieces of his shattered heart up. It was his fault for leaving, it was his fault. 

His short time back was spent with his family and his friends, all of whom took a trip down to Texas for one last hoorah before Aiden had to take off again. One more year into the heart of the beast and as he stood in the airport, this time with people he loved his heart grew numb as that one person was nowhere in sight. With a smile, he hugged his friends and his sister and picked up his duffle bag before leaving for a land where no one knew who was a friend or foe.

[ Ten years later ] 

As he fought to keep his eyes open, he tried recalling Caleb’s eyes, his smile, or his laughter. He had written letters to his friends and sent them off, their lives moving on as he fought on foreign soil, friends marrying and starting a family. Missing important milestones, Aiden had written his letters and hiding the truth from those he cares about. That he made a mistake. He never asked Connor or Cassius how Caleb was doing, he didn’t want to hold onto a hope that was no longer there, he always wondered if the other found someone else. Someone who wouldn’t fuck off to the Marines. 

Then the explosions happened, his convoy was ambushed and his team was trapped, the ringing in his ears hadn’t stopped when he saw a pair of arms grab him. His left side on fire as he whispered an I’m sorry to a ghost of his past. 

Cassius, walked up to his brother with shaking hands as he felt tears roll down his face, “Emily called… Aiden… he’s...Missing in action, they fear the worst.” the shattering of glass echoed throughout the house as the brothers turned to look at a wide-eyed Caleb. 

“So fuck you, Barnes, go off and die for all I care, we’re done!” 

Aiden didn’t know how long he was captured, a slight movement and he was coughing blood he looked at his captors in the eyes and spit blood on their faces, again and again, he was hit as he weakly tried to protect himself with whatever limbs he had left. He didn’t look at his left side, he didn’t want to look at the stump of his left arm or his leg. He didn’t want to hate himself even more than he did. 

“You were right Caleb... “ 

Although he wrote letters to his friends and family, he also wrote letters to Caleb, never sent he allowed his weakness to flow into those letters. Yet, it was too late now, if he died he would die as Caleb had wanted. Maybe in another life, he would be smarter and stay home. He wouldn’t go off to prove something, to fuck his life up with pain and suffering. Hell, if he took that offer to play with Barcelona he would be at the top. 

He took a glance at his leg and felt a single tear roll down his face, This was his fault. He ruined himself and he stopped trying to protect himself, his right arm falling to the side as the punches and the hot metal rod hit his torso. He bit his lips to stop the screams as he closed his eyes, wanting to die. 

That’s the funny thing about death, no matter how much you wish for it, it never comes and Aiden was one whom Death spared, he returned as a hero while his darkness was covered up by medals and awards. His left arm and leg missing from the service he gave, his sacrifice to a war that was futile. 

He returned a dead man, not even his sister recognized him. Once a vibrant youth he was a jokester, always with a smile on his face and an arm around his friends. Now, he sat in his wheelchair as he looked out of the window with eyes clouded with why. He didn’t let his friends visit him, he knew he was being unfair but the moment he saw the pity in their eyes he let his anger out on them. His hands found his newest demon as he drank his weight in whiskey, wanting to forget, to numb, to die. 

Yet death never came. 

Between Cassius and his sister, they collaborated on help Aiden in any way possible. A Veteran expo was hosted by a prestigious biotech company, showing off their shiny new prosthetic and they invited all members of the armed forces to attend. Aiden didn’t want to go but he found that he didn’t have the strength to resist. His current prosthetic hurting him more than helping as he chose to sit in his wheelchair and let Cass push him around. After everything he had done to his friends, the guilt sitting heavily in his chest he didn’t know why Cass still visited him, still tried. 

Wearing his military brown training shirt, his dog tags weighing heavily on his neck and cargo pants his fingers wrapped tightly against the fabric as he could feel the stares on him, the whispers even though the majority of attendees were soldiers like him. 

When he looked up to tell Cassius he wanted to leave he saw the one person he still dream about, Caleb. Wearing his crisp and expensive suit, a devil may care grin, and being his usual self, Aiden felt his heart skip a beat. “Cassius...don’t please…” he whispered as he failed to tear his gaze away at the man. Still as handsome as the first day he met him unlike himself. Broken, pathetic, and full of issues. He always wondered what Caleb would do if he saw him like this, laugh? Sneer? Backhanded edged words that cut deeply into someone’s very soul? He knew Caleb was capable of being cruel but he also knew that wasn’t him.

Maybe he wanted Caleb to look down on him, to break that final piece of his heart so he can leave and sleep forever. 

Those thoughts halted as their eyes locked and the world slowed until it was just them. He was scared, he didn’t want his pity or his charity. He didn’t want Caleb to see him this way and laugh, sneer in his face that he was right. He was scared that he would hurt Caleb with his own viciousness and he tried to move out of Cass’ grip but it was too late.

[pcsitivibee]

positivity for ruthlessnessisyourdesire : I've followed @ruthlessnessisyourdesire for a very long time and they're still my favorite Sixty. Their writing is amazing and always has a flair for the dramatic. That's just the kind of character Sixty is but it flows so well in everything I see! The mun is super talented and absolutely a fun person to see on the dash. I hope they continue to write Sixty for a very long time. I can't imagine not seeing their posts. Their blog is too good!

[lavishbylaw-archived]

💭 ( main + college )

"Hm, ...college is all about discovering your sense of self and... about experimentation. I'm aware of the reputation that Caleb had during that time and I honestly don't fault him for it. He was sort of mean to me, then. But I think he was sort of mean to a lot of people - even to his own twin. I may went back and forth with him, but I didn't have an issue with him. I wanted to get to know him more, but I think he didn't want that."

"But, he's in a better state, now. Maybe he just needed the chance to mature like anyone else. Don't get me wrong, he is still Caleb. But... he's more thoughtful and considerate... and sweet. He seems to think so highly of himself, yet I feel that he has some sort of resentment towards Connor. I see it in his face whenever Connor is mentioned. But! Caleb doesn't need to feel like he's in Connor's shadow. He's not. Caleb is his own individual and he's in his own spotlight. I hope he realizes that one day."