#russsel

[avesdraws]

heard of the new game coming out

[jabberwocky1996]

Nicole Brydon Bloom getting ready for the 2024 Screen Actors Guild Awards via instagram stories

[the-virgoperspective]

Moon in the 2nd House

Ian Somerhalder - Aries Moon

Russell Brand - Aries Moon

Jaehyun - Taurus Moon

Troye Sivan - Virgo Moon

Busta Rhymes - Virgo Moon

Ryan Reynolds - Scorpio Moon

Zachary Quinto - Sagittarius Moon

Robin Thicke - Sagittarius Moon

Jaden Smith - Capricorn Moon

Brad Pitt - Capricorn Moon

[wolfspaw]

[grrl-operator]

Let's Go Swimming (Gulf Stream Dub)

[puppyfoodcare]

All You Need to Know About Jack Russell Yorkie Mix - The Perfect Pet Companion

[midnight-star-world]

#CountryMusic

10-22-22 Billboard Country Music Airplay Chart

So today I will be bringing you the Top 20 Country Music Songs for the week of 10/22/22 from the Billboard Country Music Airplay Chart. So let's get started right now.

Number 20 belongs to Lee Brice who is dropping 1 spot this week - Soul.

Number 19 belongs to Kane Brown & Katelyn Brown who are moving up 1 spot this week - Thank God.

Number 18 belongs to Dustin Lynch who is dropping 1 spot this week - Party mode.

Number 17 belongs to Nate Smith who is moving up 1 spot this week - Whiskey on you.

Number 16 belongs to Russell Dickerson & Jake Scott who are staying in the same spot as last week - She likes it.

Number 15 belongs to the Zac Brown band who are dropping 2 spots this week - Out in the middle.

Number 14 belongs to Jason Aldean who is moving up 1 spot this week - That's what tequila does.

Number 13 belongs to Jordan Davis who is moving up 1 spot this week - What my world spins around.

Number 12 belongs to Jimmie Allen who is staying in the same spot as last week - Down home.

Number 11 belongs to Gabby Barrett who is staying in the same spot as last week - Pick me up.

Number 10 belongs to Luke Bryan who is dropping 1 spot this week - Country on.

Number 9 belongs to Jelly Roll who is moving up 1 spot this week - Son of a sinner.

Number 8 belongs to Bailey Zimmerman who is staying in the same spot as last week - Fall in love.

Number 7 belongs to Jackson Dean who is staying in the same spot as last week - Don't come lookin'.

Number 6 belongs to Thomas Rhett featuring Riley Green who are staying in the same spot as last week - Half of me.

Number 5 belongs to Ingrid Andress with Sam Hunt who are staying in the same spot as last week - Wishful drinking.

Number 4 belongs to Luke Combs who is dropping 1 spot this week - The kind of love we make.

Number 3 belongs to Tyler Hubbard who is moving up 1 spot this week - 5 foot 9.

Number 2 belongs to Cole Swindell who is staying in the same spot as last week - She had me at heads Carolina.

Number 1 belongs to Morgan Wallen who is staying in the top spot for another week - You proof.

And that's a wrap for the Top 20 Country Music Songs for the week of 10/22/22 from the Billboard Country Music Airplay Chart. Thanks as always goes out to the Billboard Country Music Airplay Chart for doing their weekly Country Music Song Countdowns. And thanks as well goes out to you for taking the time to read this weekly list. See ya all next time.

[ladycey]

BOOK REVEIW (SPOILERS AHEAD):

my dark vanessa by kate elizabeth russsell

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This books is a tsunami. A hurricane. Huge hurling waves of emotions that move through the words and pages.

It has to be one of the best books I have read.

But it isn’t for everyone.

For someone who used to reading dark material, nothing gets darker than this book.

It makes you feel layers of anger, anxiety, depression, and overall sadness.

Nothing about this novel is happy or bright.

But it becomes a favorite for me, because no other book has pulled out such a raw feeling and reaction.

The reader enters the mind of the main character, Vanessa, in both the present and the past. We witness the beginning and end of a relationship between her and her much older English teacher. What is marketed and seems to be a forbidden love is actually a abusive, damaging, crippling to both Vanessa and the reader.

“Readers live a thousand lives”.

This a quote that I think of when I reflect back upon my experience reading any book, especially this one. The author’s writing is so powerful and emotional that you feel like your in Vanessa’s shoes or simply a silent witness to this story unfold.

I thought I was reading a love story until the red flags began to appear one by one. The relationship is blurry, but as you continue to read you notice that it is Vanessa’s coping mechanism, to romanticize the relationship that in truth is abusive. It’s a nonstop cycle of abuse that lasts for years until she is forced to face the truth due to the damaging consequences it has left throughout her life.

The relationship between, Vanessa and Strane, is just a constant cycle of abuse: from the physical to emotional. Strane is a master manipulator who constantly gaslights and controls every aspect of the relationship. He uses her and discards her, only to return and use her as an enabler for his behavior. It evolves into a poisonous relationship of dependency: for Strane it’s to enable his pedophila, for Vanessa it’s to cope with or even deny the existence of the endless trauma. It’s hard to explain, but none the less for Vanessa, this man is a poison that creeps into every aspect in her life damaging her soul, her relationships, her emotions and thoughts, and future. He is a cancer that has taken root and continues to spread even if he is cut out. This destructive relationship finally ends when Strane kills himself after multiple women speak out about his inappropriate behavior. Finally leaving Vanessa to confront her mountain of trauma.

To be honest every page of this book is powerful leaving me to experience raw emotions. Every word left feelings of disturbance, disgust, anxiety, and overwhelming sadness. This resulted in endless tears, and constant pause while reading in order to digest and process what I just read.

It’s a book that leaves you questioning about everything.

Especially with Russell’s writing technique within the book, I described it as blurry, as Vanessa convinced herself that she experienced a forbidden love instead of abuse. This is perfectly summed up in the quote: “I just really need it to be a love story….because if it isn’t a love story, then what is it?”. When you read to see that clash as Vanessa desperately clutches onto this coping mechanism. An example of that can be seen when she is distressed by how no one around her acknowledges her relationship with Strane, though many people witness it and tell her it’s abusive, she refuses to believe it because they don’t see in the context she desires in both the present and past. She wants the people around her to see how much of a monster he is, but her coping mechanisms become an obstacle because she refuses to see herself as a victim. This makes her an unreliable narrator in some shape, but it also allows the story to unfold and allows the reader to witness Vanessa’s development and her process of confronting and dealing with all her trauma and abuse she experienced.

This writing is so beautiful and entrapping as both the reader and Vanessa revisit the relationship. I definitely would recommend this novel. I am in the mists of rereading it a second time which allows me to unearth and understand the themes, the characters, and the language that the author uses and explores; it only adds to reasons why the book has become a favorite of mine.

And to anyone who experienced what Vanessa had experienced, you are the strongest person in the world.

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(my spotify playlist for the book:)

[brasiliangp]

George Russsell takes a lie detector test

[valyrfia]

nico rosberg taking any opportunity to slag off george russsell will never not be funny

[vintage-every-day]

Winner at the Delta County Fair, Colorado (1940). Photo by Russsell Lee.

[countesspetofi]

Rudolf Nureyev in Ken Russsell’s VALENTINO (1977)

With Michelle Phillips as Natacha Rambova

[csny]

i bleive kurt russsel is a faghgot

[hellraiser-gorydays-kwort]

doeman doeman dann

Selling sess like a set of🎃wild horses at FSS

lololol drive around.........THE MALL N THE HALFWAY HOUSE

😮

I'M NOT A DUMBASS. GRADE 12

TRU STORY....SHARON REYONLDS

🐶🔪

PICTON REEDO REGENT RUSSSEL

MMM K GOOF PITBULL

JAYSON N DONNA HER C YA

[figurelifeflirt]

2022 International Challenge cup entry #1

Junior men free program

Naoki Rossi(SWI) Thoughts: I love his pink sparkles, but he needs a haircut. Not a big one, just enough to get those bangs out of his eyes.

Senior free dance

Ipolito/Russsell(LAT)

Thoughts: the ending had this lovely soft vibe to it, but I think the first lift was my favorite part.

[ausetkmt]

"The Carlee Russsell Story"

Shirlene is going in hard on this girl and I'm laughing so hard I just can't stop