#running through memories of you
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// in every age, keep chasing after me // ❤️💛
#poolverine#wolverpool#deadclaws#peanutbub#wolverine x deadpool#deadpool x wolverine#loganpool#wolverine#deadpool#wade wilson#logan howlett#wade x logan#logan x wade#now that's what i call a reversible couple#worst wolverine#deadpool 3#okay but they do actually find each other every time and the universe does not let them skip a timeline#for better or worse#running through memories of you
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-Julio Cortázar, from "Bolero" (trans. John Joseph Lyons)
Loki S2 Anniversary x Episode 2 - “Breaking Brad”
#mobius#loki#lokius#mcuedit#lokiedit#marveledit#taking a deep breath. clenching my fists. I WAS FOLLOWING YOU NO I WAS FOLLOWING YOU 🥺💖#had the most successful day in recent memory so treated myself to the official anniversary rewatch of episode two forever beloved#or episode(s) two that is 😅#and will never be over the emphasis of how their lives have reflected in such a way they can see right through each other#to the point where they're actively willing to challenge everything they know and have boxed themselves into#it's about moving forward where you used to stand still and choosing to stay when it's easier to run away!!#owen wilson#tom hiddleston#marvel#owenwilsonedit#dianagifs#flashing cw
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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#chen yi x ai di#ai di x chen yi#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#userrain#uservid#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault#cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories#reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too#the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful#with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear#hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this#how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.
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Psst
Ya wanna know my technique for getting around 17.5 candles a day without going Everywhere?
Geyser -> Brook Candle Cake and Light Farm -> Grandma -> Sunset Turtle
Then just do:
Whatever realm has the treasure candles for the day
Basic Vault (focus on the candle cakes)
Village of Dreams and Hermit Valley cakes
And then maybe the bouquets from Performance, the cake in Wind Paths, and then the cake in Starlight Desert (since the path to it is right next to the one in Wind Paths)
Super fast and doesn't take too much effort aside from getting to the timed events on time and dealing with Vault
#sky children of the light#also make sure to grab the cakes n big plant in sanctuary#i cannot stress enough how thankful i am for those shared memories and spaces in vault#that get you through the doors to get the candle cakes#because seeing a chibi clip through when there are 3 other people in the area#or seeing a group of people leave even when they would complete the amount needed for the door#has filled me with more rage than i can handle#also shout out to the people who put light burning shared spaces around the light farms#makes it so much easier#in general I recommend focusing on big ticket items like candle cakes and big dark plants over just fully running the whole realm
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HELL BENT TWELVECLARA MOODBOARD BWEEUUEUUEUUUUHHHHHNHGERHGNRHNGRHNGHRGHRGRNHNGRHGRHRGHRRIPPING MY HAIR CHEWING OFF MY OWN ARM TWELVECLARA. HELLE BENT TWELVECLARA DO YOU. DO YOUGET IT. THE. THE FUCKING. AUGH.
#LITERALLY HAD BY RUNNING MY HANDS THROUGH MY HAIR AND POUNDING MY FIST INTO THE NEAREST AVAILABLE SOFT SURFACE#CLARA WHO. YOU WILL FALL WHERE YOU STAND. DONT LIE TO ME. DONT YOU TRUST ME ANYMORE#STORIES ARE WHERE MEMORIES GO WHEN THEYRE FORGOTTEN#GOD. FUCK. I M NORMAL#twelveclara
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Haunted one
#ffxiv#gposes#my characters#Daine sicarius Occasus#long time no solo Daine pose. well. it's not really SOLO is it technically#please god click thru for fullview i am KICKING myself for not setting up a portrait bcs landscape is so bad on this site AUGH!!#Anyways hiiiiiii :3#The masculine urge to hunt down your countrymen because you want to burn everything to the ground >#while you're trying to run from the memory of the one person you ever loved and ever WILL love but you chose the easy route and killed him.#and now hes haunting you metaphorically and literally through the ruins of your home as you lash out like a rabid dog and won't stop#until you take out everyone who tasked you with his assassination or you get put down in the streets like a dog.#anyways sorry i just cant stop thinking about them ever i promise i have other ocs#i just get to do so many things w these two that i cant do w other ocs and its fun lmao#actually im gonna tag Niki in this he deserves it#FFXIV Dominik Dekah
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I'm sorry you were hit by a car???
HA, I forget people can see my tags. To make a long story short, yeah, but luckily with no major injuries! I was young enough that going to the hospital/doctor was my parents' decision and they just kinda didn't? Don't know why! Got hit on saturday, went to school that monday! Which is crazy. I don't even have a scar, which is also crazy. Mf got me from behind so I couldn't even stare them down ominously (a habit of mine I carry to this day, Just In Case), so my face could haunt their nightmares if they killed me, but the driver had a kid in the car who didn't blink the entire time. I'm sure I became a Significant Memory in their young psyche! Longer story short, driver drove me back home, mom was hysterical, blah, blah, blah, I'm still alive. By now the thing's hilarious to me, not so much to literally anyone else ��(シ)┌
#anyways yeah heres some author lore for you#maybe i got my ao3 curses early lmao#i technically couldve gotten kidnapped since the dude that hit me drove me home#but in my defense i was like ??? going through shock + adrenaline and i couldnt think and was like bawling#tho fully offended everyone who saw didnt call 911#kudos to the random guy that picked up my purse/bookbag whatever#anyways i have a running joke i never fall and i got hit my car and STILL didnt fall#i think?#the memory's kinda wonky and crystal clear at the same time#part of me wonders if that did some shit to my back and i just dont know honestly#was that a concussion or did i have a headache? who knows!#im leaning towards headache?#also crashing dwon from adrenlaine? CRAZY WORKKKKK#asks#the yapping hour <3#i realize this sounds utterly insane but istg im not lying LMAO#my life is just werid sometimes ig
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#TOH has left me with so many unanswered questions...#Season 1 is like that because of Witches Before Wizards right?#Luz is supposed to explore TBI's and make friends so when Belos drops the reveal in HM it's going to be devastating for her#she makes the horrific realization that she is responsible for all the turmoil her friends and the people of TBI's have gone through#so every happy memory that came before HM is tainted#And I honestly don't hate that idea... but... it came at the cost of worldbuilding#Luz doesn't run into any problems with Belos' theocratic dictatorship and in season one the people of TBI don't really fear Belos#-- and that's not because Belos orchestrated it as so.#Belos takes a very passive role in Season 1 and 2a... it is implied in ST that he's much more aware of things#than we previously have been made to believe#so we are supposed to assume he's been watching Luz the whole time but hasn't really interfered#besides sending Lilith after Eda#Honestly I think they bit more off than what they could chew with the "Belos is a puppeteer'' idea#cuz you need to ask yourself how much puppeteering should Belos be doing?#And in TOH's case they chose to make Belos extremely passive... he's observing but not really doing anything to antagonize Luz#ANYWAYS
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You know when you read a piece of fiction - book, short story, fanfic, what have you - and there’s just one tiny detail that just takes you completely out of the story?
I just read a passage in a piece of original fiction where the main character hugs a friend and tells us she smells like the ‘delicate rose and jasmine of her familiar Chanel No 5’ and my brain just screeched to a halt. Tell me you googled ‘famous fancy perfume’ and picked the first two scent notes you saw without telling me. Many things can be said about that particular fragrance I don’t think anybody with a working nose would describe it as ‘delicate florals’.
#cecil blogs her life#btw it wasn’t in English and I’m not gonna call them out anymore than necessary six#also!! I know I dnf but I glanced through the rest of it and this character seems to be a bog standard ‘supportive friend’ character#who’s also described as being a kind of carefree gentle spirit. who wears cn5???#im sure that there are young women who still wear cn5 but it’s really not common and w that personality?? she should be the main character#certain fragrances carry specific cultural and social codes and connotations#cn5 is a classic ‘rich old woman’ scent. a lot of people associate it with older female relatives wearing it at special occasions#you can’t just name drop it on a cottagecore girlie and run that’s not how fiction works#added: plus scents are such strong and often under-utilised descriptors! everybody knows that feeling where you smell smth and suddenly#you’re transported somewhere else in your memory#telling us that her perfume smelled like delicate roses etc is nice - actually namedropping such a famous fragrance (that is also#incongruent with the description you just gave) is bonkers to me
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Realised it’s @khoc-week so even though I don’t have the energy to do it daily have this I did a while ago but never posted.
Arxeht my beloved. They came to me in a dream where I was a replica (of multiple people but looked most like Vidar) made by apprentice Nort/Xemnas, who was the fifteenth member of the organisation and also had my knowledge of hit video games Kingdom Hearts and kept getting randomly thrown through space and time.
#khocweek2024#kh oc#kh ocs#kingdom hearts oc#kingdom hearts original character#Arxeht#blue boi draws#kingdom hearts#kh#Arxeht my beloved I love them#Apprentice Nort started making them to help figure out memories and based them on people he’d get glimpses of in dreams#but he got distracted and only came back and finished them/woke them up around the beginning of Days after Xion#meaning they are theoretically younger then Xion and Roxas but with the way they act and view the others they’re older#they woke up sorta all at once unlike Roxas and Xion. they also have basic knowledge about General Like that the kiddos lack#also their knowledge of how the game plays out is from the perspective of someone who played the games.#like they’d know the ‘press triangle for Sora’ meme and the differences between CoM and ReCoM and refer to time periods by their game name#also VERY AWARE that most kh games are tragedies and desperately trying to change that despite not really having the power to do so#Arxeht is shit at fighting but is saved from getting injured by any time they’re about to get hit it triggers a jump through time/space#and the jumps can be really far and in fast succession. they start a jump in twilight town and are thrown through Daybreak Town#and like two other worlds until they settle and fef a chance to breathe. its handy because they wont die but jumps can happen#in the middle of a conversation or while they’re trying to get somewhere in particular and then suddenly they’re ten years in the past#in a whole different world. it sucks.#can you tell the dream they came from was a stress dream? 90% of what I remember from it was running around trying to get to Xion and Roxas#and keep them safe. the other 10% was the org not knowing what to think of Arx and Xemnas being weird#Arxeht is heart + x in a reflection of Xehanort being no heart + x btw. that did not come from the dream I made it awake#Xemnas was weird he had a very distant vaguely amused view on everything Arxeht was doing I don’t think he ever thought of them as a threat#unlike Xigbar who was concerned which is fair because Arxeht knew he was Luxu and about MoM and stuff#the time jumps can get really long as well but tend to avoid kh era?? days onwards and bbs and before is fair game but they dont actually#meet Sora until kh2.#their main power is information. they know who people are and what’s going on and they are constantly trying to tell people during the
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Hey quick question,



Where the hell are these????
#shining nikki#I'm getting really tired of them arbitrarily skipping things#like what purpose does it serve to skip a gleam a crafting and an old event style???#sure the pinnacle suit MAYBE because it's an event that doesn't run anymore#but you can still get it through memory booth when it runs#the other two there's literally no excuse#also why skip 2nd reruns?#oh SSRs AND URs#and bring us 3rd reruns????#way before we have any rerun of others#I'm not following why this is a good strategy#just pisses me off to be frank#there's just no reason to do things in a different order in this regard#it not like idea lab follows events#or even reruns to like get people to spend#cloud dancer already had its second rerun#so in what way does it benefit them financially to skip bunch of shit?
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ok it's almost 4am, no i haven't slept yet, but just... something about kin memories while being non-cannon.
i had a cannon mate describe it to me once as "you don't realize something/someone is missing until it's brought to your attention" and it just makes me think a lot, because it was much the same way for me. watching/listening to a source and having that nagging feeling like something is missing and later realizing that I was missing.
but the memories themselves for me come in various different ways. it's full scenes/memories where I can see, hear, and feel everything properly. it's the feeling of a flannel or jacket draped over me as I fall asleep on a sofa, on a couch, or at a desk. it's the idea of keeping things close that just seems right. it's the taste of black coffee during sleepless nights. it's fleeting moments I can't quite grasp like trying to remember a dream that fades the second you wake up.
sometimes finding cannon mates feels impossible when no one remembers, but I know it's not. I've found cannon mates, two of them from the same source. but sometimes it feels like not everyone is around this time, making that longing so much worse. longing for friends longing for siblings longing for family and I know I'll find them all someday. i just have to keep looking.
#memory attic#random attic rambles#not going to tag this specifically. im too tired and have too many things running through my brain at the moment#but i think this is probably more aimed around lee. marcus. eddie. maybe ever.#do with that what you will.
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You guys ever feel trapped? Yea I'm well-acquainted with the feeling of being trapped.
#*text#talk about unpleasant#sorry for only posting textposts here lately. I Forgot how I use this blog.#Also I'm gonna use this as an excuse to vent in the tags about something that's been bothering me today.#I hate days where it feels like I can't be the same person for even. idk. an hour?#I was gonna say just a general statement of 'I hate how I can't feel like the same person for more than an hour' but then I realized it onl#particularly bothered me today so maybe it's just a sometimes thing. throws hands up in the air I WOUDLN'T KNOW#It's just...nothing I do throughout the day matches. i keep starting new things only to forget about them (or forget how much I cared#about them) and try something else later. resulting in a long line of unfinished stuff and frustration.#I keep trying to come up with new conclusions/solutions to problems I've run through my head a million times already.#problems I didn't know I had or forgot about pop up etc.#I'll be doing fine and then I'll just feel stranded out of nowhere with no idea why and trying to figure out if this is normal for me.#I've felt stranded all day.#it's just ugh. i'm so confused. it's been a day i guess.#all the words i write feel kinda foreign to me sometimes. short term memory problems I guess. ✌️#but also I feel very very locked in a really limited worldview. or just like. my world feels very small like tunnel vision kind of thing an#for that reason it just feels like it'll go on the same forever and ever and ever. which is a very scary thought.#idk if my logical 'well that obviously isn't the case. things will change eventually' rebuttal is good enough to go against it.#so there you go I wrapped it all back to the point of the post: feeling trapped. yayyy#i don't mean to make myself sound so sad and pitiful. usually i'm doing fine and bad things kinda just don't register in my brain#but there are Secret Evil Feelings inside me that I don't even know about and sometimes I like to poke them with a stick.
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Two Birds AU Aesthetic
"Two birds on a wire/One tries to fly away/And the other/Watches him close from that wire/She says she wants to as well/But she is a liar"
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#ocappreciation#ocapp#ochub#queerocs#OC: Jane#story: life on mars#merry christmas! time to cry over this again haha#two birds is so fitting for jane and the doctor in this au#bc again she and thirteen got into an argument bc jane believed that thirteen was trying to make her like her#and thirteen couldnt exactly say 'no'#so fourteen feels ALL the guilt for literally causing his daughter to run away#good news is that fifteen went through therapy! bad news is that he didnt know that she was going to be there lol#caps tw#but they do both forgive each other although jane v has to be dragged into the adventure#jane: you helped INVENT THE DALEKS??? fifteen incredibly upset that she didnt notice WHICH FACE helped invent the daleks:#'i literally got donna's memories back and that's what you're focused on???? the salt at the end of the universe???? the BIGENERATION???'#'i wasnt focused on that bc you were running around pantsless and that was embarassing'
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Merry Christmas, Please Don't Call is super vague and as such it can be anything you want, which is why it's nothing, but if it's anything I gotta say it's definitely a BDEF Will song.
Perhaps even a BDEF Mike song.
Could be BDEF Charlie if you squint.
#'everybody's gone; it's just you and your anger. Oh golden boy don't act like you were kind; you were mine but you were awful every time. So#don't tell them what you told me; don't hold me like you know me! I would rather burn forever.' BDEF Henryesque text for real#'But you should know that I died slow running through the halls of your haunted home. And the toughest part is that we both know what#happened to you.' BDEF Wills response to that tbh#and the part 'Why you're on your own#Merry Christmas; please don't call.' could be both of them#like haha boys you are doomed just the same despite one of you being alive and the other dead.#after all the line between those is rather fine; isn't it?#who is the one who's alive again? do you know? do you remember? the memory itself is more alive than you've ever been#anyway
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tales of the tardis is enough for me, it is, it really is, after all those years, jamie & zoe finally got their memories back & if that's the last we see of jamie mccrimmon that was fantastic, it was more than enough, there is & now will always be a conclusion
but
if i had to bring any classic who companion back to new (new?) who it would be jamie, it would always be jamie because the idea of jamie meeting a modern doctor sends me just a tad feral, just a a little bit balls to the wall feral.
#jamie mccrimmon#even though i would sell my soul to sarah jane imagine jamie in school reunion#can you imagine if jamie had been in the giggle#i dont know how they would have transported him through time but#yet i think about him being there and meeting fourteen and donna#fourteen sees him and just stops working#donna sees him looking at jamie and she hasnt seen the doctor look at anyone like that aside from rose#she said it was like a furnace looking back at the time she was the doctordonna but when she was the doctordonna i have always thought#she must have seen the doctors memories of jamie i headcanon she saw those memories quite clearly#i wonder if the doctor ever thought about what the time lords did to jamie when he had to wipe donnas mind#imagine donna and jamie interacting#donna wants to dropkick the time lords#donna and jamie being there when the bi regeneration happens jamie is with him this time they wont be torn apart again#apparently all doctors have been hatched across the galaxy the bi regen was the miracle of rebirth#so jamie does leave fourteen and donna#but we see him running towards a different tardis that just landed#because as soon as two was respawned i just know he went back for jamie#jamie gets to spend the rest of his life with his doctor#i love mel i love her i love her i love her but she just pops to earth here and there because glitz isnt gone 😩#they are still causing havoc in space together#i know his actor passed away but it still hit me hard knowing the character is now gone too 🥺#he may have been an antagonist at various points but that dude was snazzy#classic who#doctor who#whoniverse#this is what happens when i dont sleep for 24 hrs
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