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softcenteregg · 5 months ago

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// in every age, keep chasing after me // ❤️💛

#poolverine #wolverpool #deadclaws #peanutbub #wolverine x deadpool #deadpool x wolverine #loganpool #wolverine #deadpool #wade wilson #logan howlett #wade x logan #logan x wade #now that's what i call a reversible couple #worst wolverine #deadpool 3 #okay but they do actually find each other every time and the universe does not let them skip a timeline #for better or worse #running through memories of you

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mobius-m-mobius · 3 months ago

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-Julio Cortázar, from "Bolero" (trans. John Joseph Lyons)

Loki S2 Anniversary x Episode 2 - “Breaking Brad”

#mobius #loki #lokius #mcuedit #lokiedit #marveledit #taking a deep breath. clenching my fists. I WAS FOLLOWING YOU NO I WAS FOLLOWING YOU 🥺💖#had the most successful day in recent memory so treated myself to the official anniversary rewatch of episode two forever beloved #or episode(s) two that is 😅#and will never be over the emphasis of how their lives have reflected in such a way they can see right through each other #to the point where they're actively willing to challenge everything they know and have boxed themselves into #it's about moving forward where you used to stand still and choosing to stay when it's easier to run away!!#owen wilson #tom hiddleston #marvel #owenwilsonedit #dianagifs #flashing cw

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casualavocados · 6 months ago

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I asked myself why I failed to notice. It was the first time we'd been apart that long. I found the birthday gifts you prepared for me in my room, from my 18th to my 21st. ...Shut up. I started to think about what you were doing back then. Were you celebrating my birthday all by yourself?

KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 12

#kiseki: dear to me #kisekiedit #kdtm #kiseki dear to me #chen yi x ai di #ai di x chen yi #nat chen #chen bowen #louis chiang #chiang tien #jiang dian #userspring #userrain #uservid #userspicy #userjjessi #pdribs #*cajedit #*gif #do you ever cry about the chen yi that woke up to find ai di gone.#do you ever think about the chen yi that felt ai di's tears on his face and reached up to hold him closer. to comfort him.#who saw & chose in a moment the true ai di that had always been by his side then lost him in the next. & woke up to learn it was his fault #cuz i think about the chen yi during ai di's prison time a lot. i think about him going over so many of his memories #reevaluating ai di's anger and teasing and realizing it was all heartbreak. THAT IT WAS ALL HEARTBREAK.#the guilt...the desperation & need to get through to ai di so he never makes him feel that way again. understanding that he loves ai di too #the way he gently touches ai di's hands and face here... he tied him up to keep him from running but hes being so earnest and SO careful #with ai di's pain & ai di's love. his expressions & the way he takes deep breaths before admitting things out loud like its clear #hes thinking hard abt what he wants to say and how he wants to say it. bc he has to make ai di understand how much he means this #how much he misses him. how much he wants to make this right. how he wants & needs to be by ai di's side forever bc he loves him!#he loves him!!!!!!!!! GOD. i love chen yi.

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vivi-the-sky-kid · 11 months ago

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Psst

Ya wanna know my technique for getting around 17.5 candles a day without going Everywhere?

Geyser -> Brook Candle Cake and Light Farm -> Grandma -> Sunset Turtle

Then just do:

Whatever realm has the treasure candles for the day

Basic Vault (focus on the candle cakes)

Village of Dreams and Hermit Valley cakes

And then maybe the bouquets from Performance, the cake in Wind Paths, and then the cake in Starlight Desert (since the path to it is right next to the one in Wind Paths)

Super fast and doesn't take too much effort aside from getting to the timed events on time and dealing with Vault

#sky children of the light #also make sure to grab the cakes n big plant in sanctuary #i cannot stress enough how thankful i am for those shared memories and spaces in vault #that get you through the doors to get the candle cakes #because seeing a chibi clip through when there are 3 other people in the area #or seeing a group of people leave even when they would complete the amount needed for the door #has filled me with more rage than i can handle #also shout out to the people who put light burning shared spaces around the light farms #makes it so much easier #in general I recommend focusing on big ticket items like candle cakes and big dark plants over just fully running the whole realm

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butchtwelfthdoctor · 4 months ago

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HELL BENT TWELVECLARA MOODBOARD BWEEUUEUUEUUUUHHHHHNHGERHGNRHNGRHNGHRGHRGRNHNGRHGRHRGHRRIPPING MY HAIR CHEWING OFF MY OWN ARM TWELVECLARA. HELLE BENT TWELVECLARA DO YOU. DO YOUGET IT. THE. THE FUCKING. AUGH.

#LITERALLY HAD BY RUNNING MY HANDS THROUGH MY HAIR AND POUNDING MY FIST INTO THE NEAREST AVAILABLE SOFT SURFACE #CLARA WHO. YOU WILL FALL WHERE YOU STAND. DONT LIE TO ME. DONT YOU TRUST ME ANYMORE #STORIES ARE WHERE MEMORIES GO WHEN THEYRE FORGOTTEN #GOD. FUCK. I M NORMAL #twelveclara

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xxplastic-cubexx · 4 days ago

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magneto tiddies in the preview for rogue the savage land #2 (and confirmation that there won't be any rogue/magneto romance thank god) 😌 https://aiptcomics.com/2025/01/20/x-men-monday-282-tim-seeley-rogue-savage/

ON MY LIFE YOU SWEAR ?? PROMISE ??????

Full Article

#snap chats #LETS GO????#OK BUT NGL because that one anon said magneto watched lassie i skimmed through the first issue while hanging with my friend #and what i saw i was interested in .... sometimes i give a non-romantic relationship between rogue and mags a passing thought #i always thought there could be somethign interesting... tho thats how i feel with. any combo of chara really JELRKGAJ #anythign can work if you make it work yk .. ill be watchint his run from the benches at least .. maybe get it once its done idk..#beyond that tho what ive always liked about rogue's character is her feelings of loneliness #i always thought it was relatable and i felt comfort in how she expressed it and longed to be with others but being afraid #so i was really happy to catch that in the beginning- her being comforted by the memories she absorbed.. girl i sobbed idc..#ill always be side eyeing the 'swimsuit' outfit but if theres interesting writing for rogue and/or mags.... i will be there...#also the art's pretty.... i fear you can always hook me on some good art...#theres some panels of mags in this article and GIRL. he's so handsome ......

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the-stove-is-divorced · 6 days ago

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I'm sorry you were hit by a car???

HA, I forget people can see my tags. To make a long story short, yeah, but luckily with no major injuries! I was young enough that going to the hospital/doctor was my parents' decision and they just kinda didn't? Don't know why! Got hit on saturday, went to school that monday! Which is crazy. I don't even have a scar, which is also crazy. Mf got me from behind so I couldn't even stare them down ominously (a habit of mine I carry to this day, Just In Case), so my face could haunt their nightmares if they killed me, but the driver had a kid in the car who didn't blink the entire time. I'm sure I became a Significant Memory in their young psyche! Longer story short, driver drove me back home, mom was hysterical, blah, blah, blah, I'm still alive. By now the thing's hilarious to me, not so much to literally anyone else ┐(シ)┌

#anyways yeah heres some author lore for you #maybe i got my ao3 curses early lmao #i technically couldve gotten kidnapped since the dude that hit me drove me home #but in my defense i was like ??? going through shock + adrenaline and i couldnt think and was like bawling #tho fully offended everyone who saw didnt call 911 #kudos to the random guy that picked up my purse/bookbag whatever #anyways i have a running joke i never fall and i got hit my car and STILL didnt fall #i think?#the memory's kinda wonky and crystal clear at the same time #part of me wonders if that did some shit to my back and i just dont know honestly #was that a concussion or did i have a headache? who knows!#im leaning towards headache?#also crashing dwon from adrenlaine? CRAZY WORKKKKK #asks #the yapping hour <3 #i realize this sounds utterly insane but istg im not lying LMAO #my life is just werid sometimes ig

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theprinceandthewitch · 29 days ago

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#TOH has left me with so many unanswered questions...#Season 1 is like that because of Witches Before Wizards right?#Luz is supposed to explore TBI's and make friends so when Belos drops the reveal in HM it's going to be devastating for her #she makes the horrific realization that she is responsible for all the turmoil her friends and the people of TBI's have gone through #so every happy memory that came before HM is tainted #And I honestly don't hate that idea... but... it came at the cost of worldbuilding #Luz doesn't run into any problems with Belos' theocratic dictatorship and in season one the people of TBI don't really fear Belos #-- and that's not because Belos orchestrated it as so.#Belos takes a very passive role in Season 1 and 2a... it is implied in ST that he's much more aware of things #than we previously have been made to believe #so we are supposed to assume he's been watching Luz the whole time but hasn't really interfered #besides sending Lilith after Eda #Honestly I think they bit more off than what they could chew with the "Belos is a puppeteer'' idea #cuz you need to ask yourself how much puppeteering should Belos be doing?#And in TOH's case they chose to make Belos extremely passive... he's observing but not really doing anything to antagonize Luz #ANYWAYS

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spotaus · 6 months ago

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Thinking about Orchid and her connection to my take on Gender (because this was meant to be about her and the Crew but it just devolved into a character analysis kinda??? More trauma-dumping maybe???) This is very much an oc/personal rant so feel free to ignore it 🫡

So, Orchid started off as a character I didn't really think much of (hear me out this is going to be relevant) because I wanted to add a 'girl' character but didn't know what to *do* with her, y'know? She was always going to be the strongest one there, she had the odds stacked in her favor with her parents. She was always going to be the gloomy side-character to match Reset's energy. But I think she's gone through every stage of Generic Woman I could possibly find.

At first she was angry and abrasive (think Fell!Sans) where every other word was a curse and she was likely to throw the first punch then laugh as she kicks her enemy while they're down. This was when Reset was a cartoonishly self-centered villain whose goal was simply to prove others wrong. Then Orchid became a sort of sisterly figure. This was short-lived, but she was the one comforting people who Reset would torment, but would ultimately follow his orders, because at this point he was actually a danger and sadistic. And then there was the phase where the story mellowed out and she became the token Goth Girl who, yes she was strong, but was heavy on the 'whatever' energy. Then there was her Era of deep self-loathing and anxiety about her worth that held her back and made her a much more timid and meek character who would only lash out on occasion.

Now, Orchid is the best of those iterations I've written yet. She's calm, level-headed, and a natural leader. Her father raised those traits into her. But she's very reactive, and can be silly, and when she's comfortable it's likely that air of importance transforms into something more comfortable and familiar. She laughs loudly and grins wide, she likes loud video-games but loves to read in the quiet. She's extremely disciplined, and normally no one can get through her tough exterior besides her best friend, Reset. She does what she does for her own enjoyment, sure, but she's thought of every angle and makes her choice to help Reset and control the others with her whole chest. She still worries she won't live up to her invisible expectations, and that and her loyalty are her two driving forces.

I know that Orchid is important to me because she's the longest-running female oc I've had. I have a rough relationship with womanhood/girlhood and I know looking back that Orchid recieved every ounce of my distaste for being a woman that I could shovel into her. That never made her less of a character, she was actually always one of my favorites, and rarely was she a 'punching bag oc'. I just... projected onto her a lot. And she's a good sign of how I've learned who I am. I've decided that my own femininity is something I could live without. I'd rather not associate myself with it, and I'd like to leave it in my past, focusing on a future where I'm not tied down with any gender roles or expectations. That won't happen, but I've come to terms with it myself. Orchid though? I figured out through her that I don't have to hate women characters. My own distaste for my circumstances doesn't mean I have to push it onto my characters (on God I've never expressed anything rude to actual people, that'd be rude as hell and uncalled for, but I have a bad habit of disliking fictional women in media). So, Orchid is a well-roubded character finally. She has motivations abd goals and a *lot* more depth than I ever expected her to. She's happy with being a woman, she's content. She's not treated differently for it in unfair ways by those she cares about, so she doesn't mind it. She likes to wear pretty outfits and lets Reset add bows to her ribbons. She doesn't let being a woman hold her back in the slightest.

So, yeah. Orchid is one of my babies. If I ever leave this Fandom behind for good, she's one that's coming with (Ichor, Orchid, and Pretender all have human designs I can use elsewhere lol-) but in the meantime I'll just rotate her around in my brain for a while longer.

If I'm right, she's been with me for nearly 5-6 years and I went through a *lot* with her as an outlet. So, she's kinda just like an old stuffed animal. A lil ripped, matted fur, maybe a stain or two, but there's a story there and that makes it important beyond belief.

#spotatalk #i'm just gonna drop this in the queue I guess?#but I'm writing this on the last day of june so....#whenever this rolls around will be a jumpscare abd a half I guess?#I think honestly I coukd do a full breakdown of the Crew and why they're all expressions of me but like #quick summary is #Reset: Wants approval from people but mostly clings to the past. is afraid of losing his brother and acts on it to bring him back. i #<- I lack that conviction to do whatever you have to to get your way. i worry my brother and I have a weird gap between us we wont repair #Orchid: Uhhh woman. lots of pressure that she had at one time that's now no being pressed but she still tries to live up to it also.#<- I don't like the pressure of being a woman. also gifted-kid who cannot move past the pressures imposed to be 'perfect' and it's screwed #Stereo: Pulled into a situation he doesn't want to be in initially. it's bad for him but he likes the people so he decides to stay #<- I see the good in people. even when they hurt others around me. I was a bystander often and should've left the situations. paralelling.#Monochrome: Afraid. No purpose or preperation in life. soneone offers to guide him and he takes that offer because it's better than home.#<- Kinda self-explanitory but I've got little direction and feel lost a lot of the time. If I'm given a path I usually walk it no hesitation #and... for fun let's do some others!#Haphazard: Cleaning up after others since childhood. he's never really gotten a break and sees any sort of mess as an enemy #-> He's fixing rifts in universes I gotta patch relationships. there's so much conflict and I'm always so overwhelmed by it #Lost: He's got amnesia. no clue where he is. where he's from. who you are. who he is. he'll know when he gets there. he's sure.#-> I've been hsving minor issues with my memory for years. i coukd be forgetful but sometimes it just escapes me and that's spooky #Teddy: Isolated in her universe for years. she self-mutilated until she liked herself. when she finally met people she compulsively lied #-> Much more extreme version of how isolated I sonetines feel. hobbies can't replace human interaction but it's hard #oh and Ichor: God who loves mortals but cannot seem to find ones who will prove hin right for his trust and care #<- I've got a big heart. i express it often but the sentinent is scoffed off a lot. I get beat down about it and just keep moving forward #Pretender: Knows who he is. however the world doesn't like it much so he acts how they expect him to or isolates away #<- I still present femme when I'm nb/agender. i bend and break to people's perception of me. if I can't solve something I run.#okay I feel more insane than when ai started but these stupid skeletons have helped me through so many mental health problems it's only a #little bit funny 🙏

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luminarai · 8 months ago

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You know when you read a piece of fiction - book, short story, fanfic, what have you - and there’s just one tiny detail that just takes you completely out of the story?

I just read a passage in a piece of original fiction where the main character hugs a friend and tells us she smells like the ‘delicate rose and jasmine of her familiar Chanel No 5’ and my brain just screeched to a halt. Tell me you googled ‘famous fancy perfume’ and picked the first two scent notes you saw without telling me. Many things can be said about that particular fragrance I don’t think anybody with a working nose would describe it as ‘delicate florals’.

#cecil blogs her life #btw it wasn’t in English and I’m not gonna call them out anymore than necessary six #also!! I know I dnf but I glanced through the rest of it and this character seems to be a bog standard ‘supportive friend’ character #who’s also described as being a kind of carefree gentle spirit. who wears cn5???#im sure that there are young women who still wear cn5 but it’s really not common and w that personality?? she should be the main character #certain fragrances carry specific cultural and social codes and connotations #cn5 is a classic ‘rich old woman’ scent. a lot of people associate it with older female relatives wearing it at special occasions #you can’t just name drop it on a cottagecore girlie and run that’s not how fiction works #added: plus scents are such strong and often under-utilised descriptors! everybody knows that feeling where you smell smth and suddenly #you’re transported somewhere else in your memory #telling us that her perfume smelled like delicate roses etc is nice - actually namedropping such a famous fragrance (that is also #incongruent with the description you just gave) is bonkers to me

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blue-eli · 6 months ago

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Realised it’s @khoc-week so even though I don’t have the energy to do it daily have this I did a while ago but never posted.

Arxeht my beloved. They came to me in a dream where I was a replica (of multiple people but looked most like Vidar) made by apprentice Nort/Xemnas, who was the fifteenth member of the organisation and also had my knowledge of hit video games Kingdom Hearts and kept getting randomly thrown through space and time.

#khocweek2024 #kh oc #kh ocs #kingdom hearts oc #kingdom hearts original character #Arxeht #blue boi draws #kingdom hearts #kh #Arxeht my beloved I love them #Apprentice Nort started making them to help figure out memories and based them on people he’d get glimpses of in dreams #but he got distracted and only came back and finished them/woke them up around the beginning of Days after Xion #meaning they are theoretically younger then Xion and Roxas but with the way they act and view the others they’re older #they woke up sorta all at once unlike Roxas and Xion. they also have basic knowledge about General Like that the kiddos lack #also their knowledge of how the game plays out is from the perspective of someone who played the games.#like they’d know the ‘press triangle for Sora’ meme and the differences between CoM and ReCoM and refer to time periods by their game name #also VERY AWARE that most kh games are tragedies and desperately trying to change that despite not really having the power to do so #Arxeht is shit at fighting but is saved from getting injured by any time they’re about to get hit it triggers a jump through time/space #and the jumps can be really far and in fast succession. they start a jump in twilight town and are thrown through Daybreak Town #and like two other worlds until they settle and fef a chance to breathe. its handy because they wont die but jumps can happen #in the middle of a conversation or while they’re trying to get somewhere in particular and then suddenly they’re ten years in the past #in a whole different world. it sucks.#can you tell the dream they came from was a stress dream? 90% of what I remember from it was running around trying to get to Xion and Roxas #and keep them safe. the other 10% was the org not knowing what to think of Arx and Xemnas being weird #Arxeht is heart + x in a reflection of Xehanort being no heart + x btw. that did not come from the dream I made it awake #Xemnas was weird he had a very distant vaguely amused view on everything Arxeht was doing I don’t think he ever thought of them as a threat #unlike Xigbar who was concerned which is fair because Arxeht knew he was Luxu and about MoM and stuff #the time jumps can get really long as well but tend to avoid kh era?? days onwards and bbs and before is fair game but they dont actually #meet Sora until kh2.#their main power is information. they know who people are and what’s going on and they are constantly trying to tell people during the

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talentforlying · 1 year ago

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john and his niece going for a walk, arm-in-arm, so gemma can confide in him about her ghost problem without worrying her mum......i'm severely unwell about them.

#( ooc. ) OUT OF CIGS.#unfortunately mike carey kinda popped off about the two of them growing apart + gemma trying to follow his footsteps alone #gemma had so much to deal with at home and john provided a picture of stability and self-government that he simply does not really possess #and therefore by extension? so did the world of the occult #her descent into resentment + rebellion + risky behavior was fully in character for a troubled teen in an unhappy home #and it SUCKS bc the breakdown of their relationship was all due to john wanting SO BADLY to be a good influence on her + be there for her #and succeeding in the most monkey paw of ways #gemma never ONCE saw the cracks in the mask until she got close enough to his orbit to see him fail her in the WORST way #and that is a FUCKING tragedy #and we do NOT speak of the bullshit peter milligan pulled in his run because FUCK. THAT. NOISE.#in my canon they tentatively reconciled after the empathy virus. gemma's making her way through university #(see: studying part-time and still pursuing the occult on the side. but doing so Much more cautiously)#(no longer trying to be a Constantine TM but just trying to help out friends here and there)#and they meet once a year on december 2nd to honor cheryl's memory and catch up #( gemma masters. ) THAT'S MY NIECE YOU PIECE OF SHIT!#( visage. ) AND I'M A BASTARD.#sched.

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unma · 5 months ago

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Cats

What's not to love about these lovely creatures? Honestly, growing up I was always a dog person (even despite the fact that I was attacked by one when I was young). But then I realized I wouldn't be able to take care of a dog for, well, a buncha reasons, thought about how it would be to have a cat, and thought, yeah, it would be nice to have one. For so many reasons. The eternally lethargic me could never take care of a dog properly. A cat, though? I probably could.