#rudy ramos

[countesspetofi]

Today in the Department of Before They Were Star Trek Stars, Nana Visitor guest stars in "Hellfire," episode 8 of the first season of MacGyver (original air date November 27, 1985). Visitor plays the wife of Mac's old friend Bill; the pair is trying to make their fortune as wildcatters. Mac helps them put out the blaze when their oil well catches fire, then promises to stay and help them rebuild at the end of the episode.

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The Driver (1978) Walter Hill

February 4th 2024

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Blindsided (1993)

Blindsided from 1993 is much better than you could expect and deserves to be resurrected. It's an honest, well made serving of noir. Those who have seen it, enjoy it.

[kavalyera]

um hi *hits you with propaganda for some of my mbn npcs*

esteban basilio - search up palawan. that’s where he’s from. he’s the gangrel primogen. he’s taking care of an elderly woman he’s related to in manila whenever he can. he bit off a spaniard’s arm off back in visayas. he’s not proud of it but the coterie was cheering him on

rudy aquino - the tremere high regent and primogen and also a night professor at ust. you may ask yourself. is he tired? yeah. he has a huge garden in his house that he totally doesn’t bury bodies in

prince de silva - ventrue and worst woman in the world but she believes in killing colonialists. how is she still camarilla? hypocrisy most likely. she’s your unmarried childless rich aunt who you don’t know where she lives or even works but all you know is that she’s rich and #nonchalant

david ramos - he mugs cammies, he rides motorcycles, he has red tinted sunglasses, he’s amazing at math, the prince has a bloodhunt on him, visual age is 19 and actual age is 31. this neonate is giving the camarilla grey hairs

[flyhighisco]

does anyone else have a player at their club that they have no recollection of signing? i swear militao just appeared in our backline one day

[bu3terfly]

I just want a man who looks like them:

[camyfilms]

OUTER BANKS 2020

It might be stormy now, but it can’t rain forever.

[pintrestgrl]

hey girly, sending a request for latina reader x drew doing press for obx 4! she’s born and raised in latin america (if you wanna choose a specific country i could say Mexico but that’s my biased nationality recommendation) , so she speaks fluent Spanish and has been in the show since season one, so she’s in the tight friend group with the rest of the cast! I’d love to see their dynamic, maybe a friends to lovers, slow burn type of thing, that could be just a blurb or if you feel like it, it could turn into a series with different scenarios!

cannot wait to see what you come up with<3

hiii i love this idea !! i’m gonna do puerto rico js bcs that’s where my family is from :)

alsooo instead of a usual story, i’m gonna do headcanons

ty for the ask !! love yaaa 💕💞💓💖💘

friends!to!lovers drew starkey headcanons with latina!reader.

- drew most definitely was eyeing you the SECOND you walked into auditions. likeee no shame at all.

- and when he saw you at the first day of filming?? omfg he was cheesing so hard.

- your character was a pogue, so you didn’t get to shoot many scenes with him. but when you did, he was literally silently freaking out.

- he kept breaking character too. it was hard not too when you looked up at him with the biggest brown eyes he’d ever seen.

- he rambled to chase and rudy all day on set about any little thing you did.

- after the first season came out, the rare interviews you did have together, he couldn’t hide the smile at his face any time you spoke, looking at you the whole interview.

- and his face when you started speaking spanish to the interviewer? god, he wanted to die.

- this only caused the fans to notice, and to make many, many posts shipping you two together.

- he absolutely hated this.

- why? because all the fans were right. he did in fact have a silly high school crush on you.

- producers picked up on it too. which only meant that you two would have to start doing one-on-one interviews with eachother.

- specifically, ones that celebrity couples usually did.

- the whole world was practically begging you to get together.

- by the time filming for season 2 came around, there was thousands of rumors coming out about you two every day.

- but, he knew it was bound to awkward on set. you two had done all these interviews, heard all the rumors, but hadn’t really sat down and talked about it. any of it.

- so, he did exactly that. the first day of filming the 2nd season, he spoke to you.

- the conversion was probably the most embarrassing thing he’d ever done.

- he told you everything. every tiny little thing he thought about you, down to the details.

- he told you how he had been infatuated with you since auditions, and how you filled his mind everyday on set.

- to his surprise, you took it rather well.

- you smiled at his words, blushed even.

- he almost died, when the words “así, le gusto al gringo?” came out of your mouth.

- you were definitely open to the idea of trying out a relationship with him, he was the cutest guy on set.

- he was fucking ecstatic. the prettiest girl he’d ever seen in his whole life, agreed just like that?

- you talked for a few weeks, before he finally asked you to be his girlfriend.

- he showed up to your apartment, a huge ramo in hand, and a sign.

- the whole movie shebang, he even learned how to ask you to be his girlfriend in spanish. just for you.

- you kept it private from fans, and your costars for the first couple of weeks, wanting no interruptions in your relationship.

- there was stolen kisses inbetween breaks on set, shy hands reaching for your thigh under tables, and subtle whispers in ears.

- after the first month anniversary of your relationship, you both hard launched eachother on instagram.

- you posted a photo of you and him kissing at the beach, that you took on your digital camera.

- he posted photos he took of you at your previous anniversary dinner, in the prettiest pink dress.

- both your phones blew up immediately. texts from your cast, from your personal friends, everyone in the world was going crazy for you two.

- so many social media posts talking about you two came out, articles, even your own costars posting about the news.

- he was the happiest he’d ever been. that was, because of you.

- you were the perfect girl for him. all he’d ever wanted.

- little did he know, you’d eyed him since the auditions as well.

[cherie-doll]

Hi I was wondering if I could request Rudy (or anyone really:)reacting to being given a ramo buchon I love him and I really wanna give him flowers<3

how about him and alejandro? :)

Rudy

He did not expect it to be for him at all, his reaction was something to be caught on camera

You told him you had a surprise and he simply smiled at you, "Cariño, ¿qué tienes para mí?" (Love, what do you have for me?)

He turned around and closed his eyes while you breathed in and held the ramo in your hands, happy to finally gift him something

You knew he'd appreciate anything you got him and even if you didn't he wouldn't care about that, just being able to have you was enough

So he couldn't help but gasp softly when he turned around to see you standing there so pretty holding a huge ramo of beautiful flowers arranged just for him

You swear his eyes softened and he practically melted, he didn't know what to do with himself!

He just wanted to hug you tightly and that's what he did :)

His arms came around you still holding the ramo, he kept thanking you and saying "i love you" over and over again, how you didn't have to but was so thankful for the gift

He'd cherish those flowers forever and the thought behind them forever

He later spread the ramo around, some at his place, one tied to the rearview mirror in his car and some at the base

He practically blushes when he glances at them and has to bite his lower lip from smiling too much when he's around others

Although when someone asks about the flowers he's like "oh, this? heh, a gift from my beloved..." and the person who asked is about to sit there for a while listening

Alejandro

You were giddy with excitement, so much he was suspicious when he saw you waiting for him

He eyed you suspiciously and then flashing you his charming smile asking what you were up to

And when you pulled that ramo out on him he froze

It's as if you proposed or something, this, he knew was more than just any old bouquet of flowers, it symbolized love and commitment, for all the time you'd been with him

He had to pull you into a more private area where no one would unexpectedly walk in because this man could swear his heart was about to burst from his chest

It had stopped beating for a minute before continuing but now stronger and faster

It certainly made his day, or entire week

He would not stop thinking about it practically called you his reina or queen for that, you conquered his heart what else could he give you

Never did he think that as a guy he'd be the one receiving romantic gifts such as these, he definitely didn't mind though

This moment is practically embedded forever in him, he'll keep brining it up in your relationship as one of his favorite moments because he'd never been given a gift so tender as this, usually as a guy he's dismissed or missed out on stuff like this so he'll love you forever for seeing past all that into his heart who needs soft love too

[gazlocked]

cod + valentine's day ✦

— headcanons on how they show affection as your valentine, as well as how they would view the holiday if single.

featuring: 141, alejandro, rudy, valeria, alex, farah, graves, nikolai, and laswell. safe for work, fluff. A/N: i know this is being posted late (like...literally the day after valentine's day) but it was on my mind. whether you spent the holiday single, partnered, or in a complicated situationship, know that the point of valentine's day is the yummy candy, duh. enjoy! x

kyle garrick would be the most suave valentine; nonchalant but in the sweetest way. he has everything planned to a tee. he doesn’t stress about the gifts he’s giving you or the plans for the day because he already knows that he aced it. that shit-eating grin will say it all.

single on v-day, gaz wouldn’t lose an ounce of optimism. "i'm my own valentine,” he’ll assure, though his attention will linger on the sappiness of it all. he can’t help that he’s a romantic.

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johnny mactavish, your brazen lover; while he’s unabashed in his affections at all times, the holiday would only amplify just how far he’s willing to go to show you off—and in turn, show off for you.

alternatively, you’d think that soap was better off without a valentine by the way he carries himself; "too much heart for this world to handle,” or some shit. it's true, as the lines within his journals would reveal his poeticism.

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simon riley is the private romantic; begrudgingly reserving a table on one of the busiest nights of the year. but, he pays attention to the things that make your heart sing, which is why he’d have fresh flowers cut and arranged in a clean vase before you're even awake.

single, ghost would treat it no differently than any other day—only this day is accompanied by (more) bad jokes. “they may call me ghost, but i don’t need a ‘boo’.”

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john price has always been a traditional valentine; he wouldn't get your hopes up by planning with those finicky restaurants. he'd put his everything into a homecooked, candlelit meal, paired with an elaborate set-up and a verbalized list of reasons why you'll always be his.

while price would be fine without a date, that won’t get him to admit his guilty pleasure of receiving chocolates and paper cards from his loved ones.

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alejandro vargas is an enthusiastic date; he'd want to do anything he could to make the day special, continuing to shower you with his usual displays of affection—today just gives him the excuse to go all out with a vibrant ramo buchón, and a night on the town.

on the other end of the spectrum, ale would feign ignorance of the holiday altogether. in reality, he's just as quick to buy novelty candies when they go on sale.

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rodolfo parra would be the prepared partner; everything had been planned out in advance. expect the gift of something you made an off-comment about, like...months ago...coupled with a playlist burned into a cd—he's just old-fashioned that way.

without a date, rudy could be found content, going about his day like he would the rest of the year. he wouldn't be ashamed to admit the beauty in it all, though.

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valeria garza would be your passionate valentine; gift-giving out the ass with this one. she'd present jewelry in particular, adorning you in extravagant stones set in by her affection.

if valentine's day is spent alone, valeria wouldn't hesitate to splurge on herself instead. they say "money can't buy happiness," but she is proof of how wrong that is.

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alex keller, the pleaser; he lives to see that smile on your face. expect breakfast in bed with blueberry waffles—a touch of his personal favorite—before some scheduled cuddling. he'd want to make it special for you both, eager to go with the flow as you spend the day together.

with no valentine, alex would remain a good sport about it. if anything, he'd be happy to know that those around him are simply having a good time.

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farah karim being the blatant romantic; she'd present her whole heart to you and carry yours diligently in return. valentine's day would be the day to slow down and reconnect—allowing the world to go by so she can focus on her main orbit.

in the case that farah spends the holiday single, trust that she'd spend it indulging in her own company. the romance media would be a choice, all tied in with the self-care she'd never lose sight of.

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phillip graves is a secret sap; sure, he'd believe that valetine's day is typical capitalism, but boy does he just love the look on your face when he spoils you rotten. "here's the card, darlin'. you know the pin."

an eye roll is to be expected from graves when hearing the stories from the couples in his life. he would go about the holiday unaffected otherwise.

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nikolai can't help but be dramatic; not so much as to make a fuss about the holiday, but adding a little—okay, a lot of—flair to a typical day of being his partner. good luck making it through the day without his hands being somewhere on you, too.

being single on v-day wouldn't be a big deal to nik. if anything, it would give him the perfect reason to be as unserious as possible with those around him. "get a room, lovebugs!"

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kate laswell is begrudgingly romantic; folding at the simple things and not looking for the theatrics. expect to kick it back to the basics, to be reminded of why you carry that ring on your pretty little finger in the first place.

if laswell is to be alone for the holiday, she'd make it work. "it is what it is,"—not taking away from her focus on any other daily activities.

ramo buchón - a large, extravagant bouquet.

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[mycrymes]

feel free to drop a like / comment to interact with one of the muses listed below !

welcome to lotus lofts ! ( PART 1 BC I HAVE SO MANY LOL ) below are the residents of merely three apartments in downtown new york ( ? ) ! working hard every day these tenants overcome and submit to the harsh realities of life .

sebastian alonso , 27 , he / him , bisexual , resembles anthony ramos .

meet seb ! seb lives in apartment 102 in lotus lofts . owning a small business at the corner of downtown , seb is constantly out and about . he is very well liked and respected . he could be considered everyone's brother or best friend . many nights seb allows strangers (ish) into his home if they are too intoxicated or in a bad mental space to sleep on his couch . very much an old soul as well . seb can be described as flirty , charming , sensitive , a bit dumb , ambitious , and warm !

ace regan , 24 , he / him , bisexual , resembles rudy pankow .

meet ace ! ace lives in apartment 409 with his sister freya and best friend fennec . if you have a broken pipe ? car ? device ? he is the handyman for you . ace spends most of his time doing small jobs for those in the apartment building as well as those who find his advertisements on craigslist . he also loves a motorcycle and won't hesitate to get into some pretty gnarly situations . ace can be described as rude , harsh , passionate , silly , hard working , hot headed , sexual , and protective .

freya regan , 22 , she / they , lesbian , resembles sophie thatcher .

meet freya ! freya lives in apartment 409 with their brother ace and his best friend fennec ( she tolerates him ) . recently graduated with a degree in mortuary science , freya has been job hunting for the past couple months with the part time job as a bookshop clerk . they tend to be pulled into the party scene and would easily be considered a stoner . she also is vey much into the rave / eden scene and can mostly see them clad in dark , risque clothing . freya can be described as moody , blunt , self conscious , powerful , focused , fierce , all or nothing , and protective .

fennec rivera , 24 , he / him , bisexual , resembles michael cimino .

meet fen ! fen lives in apartment 409 with his best friend ace and his bratty little sister freya ( he loves her ) . fen is what you call . . . a freeloader . agreeing to the apartment with the two he definitely had hopes to help pay and support them , but he seems to have a very hard time sticking to the plan . practically living in the club and bar scene , he ends up coming back home with a man or woman in his arms ! he dreams to be an entrepenour and own his own night club but every time he gets close something always happens . he truly means well , but , yeah lol . fen can be described as flirty , kind , gentle , stupid , sexy , ambitious , sociable , dorky , and funny .

sabrina bishop , 21 , she / her , bisexual , resembles whitney peak .

meet sab ! sab lives in apartment 218 with her older brother hudson . all sab wants to do is go to college to pursue her dreams in fashion design , but its of course far too expensive . she spends most of her time working two part time jobs -- one as a bartender in a local bar ( hi fen ) and the other as a receptionist at a fashion warehouse in an attempt to get noticed . she is often seen crocheting in her downtime and has an alarming amount of knit stuffed animals in her bedroom . sab can be described as intuitive , smart , prude-ish , opinionated , clever , warm , nervous .

hudson bishop , 25 , he / him , bisexual , resembles jonathan daviss .

meet hudson ! hudson lives in apartment 218 with his younger sister sabrina . hudson is your very favorite actor stunt double ! with a dream to become a full time actor , hudson has taken the opportunity to become a stunt man . and he actually loves it . its exhilirating and he is attempting to make connections with those in the business . when not working as a double , he tends to spend his time reading or playing video games in the apartment . hudson can be described as loving , smart , adrenaline junky , quiet , reserved , caring , over protective , worried , gruff , dense .

[californiahq-archived]

Hello! I am very interested in joining, but would like to know if there are any faceclaims you all would really like to see join the rp? There are just so many great faces that I wanted to ask before sending in an application. Thank you!

hi, thank you for your interest! here are some fcs that came to mind! mason gooding, harris dickinson, pedro pascal, oscar isaac, manny montana, rudy pankow, jonathan daviss, andrew garfield, lorenzo zurzolo, arón piper, manny jacinto, evan mock, aaron tveit, thomas doherty, archie renaux, brenton thwaites, casey deidrick, avan jogia, maxence danet fauvel, logan lerman, keith powers, raymond ablack, rahul kohli, andy samberg, joseph quinn, xolo maridueña, tanner buchanan, clayton cardenas, mario casas, bill skarsgard, zethpan smith gneist, bradley cooper, joseph morgan, alberto rosende, emilio sakraya, tom holland, manu rios, luke grimes, kedar williams stirling, regé jean page, andré lamoglia, henry zaga, chay suede, elias kacavas, josh heuston, nico tortorella, felix mallard, jamie dornan, chris wood, justice smith, luka sabbat, alex fitzalan, jeff satur, herman tømmeraas, carloto cotta, ander puig, froy gutierrez, charles michael davis, george sear, darren barnet, jon bernthal, ben barnes, anthony ramos, corey mylchreest, anthony keyvan, sinqua walls, cody christian, eddie redmayne, jaehyun, hugh dancy, michael evans behling, elliot fletcher, emre bey, joe keery, chance perdomo, ross lynch, gavin leatherwood, richard madden, alex aiono, shiloh fernandez, chris evans, chris wood, jacob elordi, danny ramirez, drew starkey, havana rose liu, davika hoorne, lalisa, lulu antariksa, christina hendricks, zion moreno, jennie kim, danielle rose russell, kaylee bryant, anya chalotra, simone ashley, charithra chandran, maia mitchell, cierra ramirez, melissa barrera, hailee steinfeld, diane guerrero, stephanie beatriz, melissa fumero, greta onieogou, maia reficco, alisha boe, paris berelc, camila mendes, bruna marquezine, camila queiroz, anne hathaway, lauren tsai, rachel hilson, inbar lavi, lesley ann brandt, giorgia whigham, antonia gentry, katie douglas, melisa asli pamuk, margot robbie, jenna coleman, halston sage, chelsea clark, brianne howey, cindy kimberly, chloe bennet, halle bailey, sara waisglass, jessica alexander, christian serratos, phoebe tonkin, claire holt, isabella gomez, courtney eaton, madelyn cline, madison bailey, abigail cowen, jessie mei li, blu hunt, auli’i cravalho, anya taylor joy, annie murphy, mila kunis, simary barlas, mimi keene, aimee lou wood, emma mackey, samantha logan, natalia dyer, megan suri, maya hawke, coco jones, jasmine tookes, ana de armas, chase sui wonders, priscilla quintana, maris rascal, keke palmer, angelique boyer, rachel sennott, benedetta porcaroli, valentina zenere, ludovica martino, joey king, fivel stewart, adeline rudolph, natasha liu bordizzo – hope these help!

[debaxchery]

FEMME

angelica navarro. early 20's. cis female & she/her. jenna ortega.

bambi cauldwell. mid 20's. cis female & she/her. ella purnell.

cecelia mendoza. early 20's. cis female & she/her. olivia rodrigo.

cynthia rodriguez. early 20's. cis female & she/her. maia reficco.

daisy gordon. mid 20's. cis female & she/her. kristine froseth.

danica rodgers. mid 40's. cis female & she/her. jessica chastain.

dorthea wilcox. mid 30's. cis female & she/her. elizabeth olsen.

dove alsbright. late 20's. cis female & she/her. florence pugh.

gwendolyn marsh. mid 20's. cis female & she/her. sydney sweeney.

kensington carr. mid 20's. cis female & she/her. sabrina carpenter.

kimberly carr. mid 20's. cis female & she/her. sabrina carpenter.

lourdes snyder. mid 30's. cis female & she/her. taylor swift.

lorraine day. early 40's. cis female & she/her. anne hathaway.

maría josé alvarez. early 20's. cis female & she/her. rachel zegler.

marni hathaway. mid 20's. cis female & she/her. madelyn cline.

ximena martinez. early 30's. cis female & she/her. melissa barrera.

HOMME

austen bowers. mid 30's. cis male & he/him. jonathan bailely.

bastian valdes. late 40's. cis male & he/him. pedro pascal.

beckham ford. late 20's. cis male & he/him. nicholas galitzine (blonde).

benjamin ford. late 20's. cis male & he/him. nicholas galitzine (brunette).

desmond murray. late 20's. cis male & he/him. paul mescal.

domingo ramos. mid 40's. cis male & he/him. oscar isaac.

guillermo rivera. early 30's. cis male & he/him. taylor zakhar perez.

jude stevenson. late 20's. cis male & he/him. tom blyth.

marlon white. mid 30's. cis male & he/him. glen powell.

sinclair banks. early 40's. cis male & he/him. ben barnes.

sullivan reid. mid 20's. cis male & he/him. jacob elordi.

troye powers. mid 20's. cis male & he/him. mason gooding.

wilder parsons. early 20's. cis male & he/him. rudy pankow.

RESERVED

abraham benowitz. mid 30's. cis male & he/him. aaron taylor-johnson.

alaric davenport. early 30's. cis male & he/him. leo suter.

elif demicri. late 20's. cis female & she/her. hande erçel.

griffin wheeler. late 20's. cis male & he/him. dylan o'brien (blonde).

henry fox. mid 20's. cis male & he/him. nicholas galitzine.

malika bashir. mid 20's. cis female & she/her. alisha boe.

willa crawford. late 20's. cis female & she/her. phoebe dynevor.

[kavalyera]

Please tell me about Rudy! What are some of his fondest memories?

Rudy !!! My favorite tired professor ever !!!

His fondest memories would probably back when he was in Manila in the 1930’s where he was officially made regent of the Tanggan de Maynila (Chantry). As much as I stress Rudy is chiller in comparison to his sister bestie of all time Alejandra, he was not always that chill and honestly? He’s still just as power hungry as her but he feels more secure in his position as regent. He likes this moment because it shows that he has someone that he can trust—Alejandra

Back in simpler times, Rudy was the son of farmers back in Siquijor (Island in Visayas), and his grandmother was what they called a mangkukulam—roughly translating to “witch”, but it means folk healer. His best times when he was alive was spending time a lot with his grandmother, who they called Apo Taling. Rudy was the youngest out of four siblings, and while his older sisters and brother worked on market places and the farms, he spent most of his time caring for his grandmother, and was learning occultism in the process

[brown-little-robin]

Writer asks: 7, 9, 10, 12, 13, 20, 26, 28, 30

Dude, that's a lot! I'm going to have to answer these questions as efficiently as possible... a real challenge for your local Robin...

7 is answered here!

9: Favourite OC?

aughhhh... I love so many of my ocs so very dearly and it changes all the time. At the moment it's Rudy (the Party Clown).

10: OC you most struggled to make?

SIX. I am STILL struggling to figure out Six. He's a vortex of "who are you???" in my brain. I know I need him in the story and I can describe his effect on the others but I don't KNOW HIM. He keeps CHANGING on me. Even the picrews are out of date.

12: Which story took the most research?

Caravaggio story (based on the mamluks in 1250s Egypt and Mongolia) took the most difficult research. There's not a lot of resources on day-to-day life in 1250s Egypt. But the story that took the most time in research has been Clown World, for which I have read three full books and a bajillion articles and watched a documentary and a few short clown performances.

13. Which story has the most lore?

Probably Clown World...? But Strange Redemption comes really close. If you don't count details about characters that will be written into the story, Clown World definitely has the most lore. LOTS of worldbuilding, LOTS of backstories that will never be fully explained in-universe.

20: What story are you the proudest of? Why?

The Strange Redemption of Thaddeus Thawne. It's... deeply personal... it's cathartic for me and for others... from what I'm told, it often does what it's intended to do, which is let people experience Thad's perspective but not get lost in it, to get them thinking about healing and trauma and what it is to be alive... I'm proud of the story for what it is, even though I can see all the flaws. I'm proud of its slow, careful pacing and the way I write Thad's mind.

Also, Strange Redemption is my longest work and my first public work, AND I managed to publish it weekly and biweekly for two straight years while in college. And I'm sticking with it now even though it's like pulling teeth at the moment. I'm proud of myself for the writing of it.

26: What are your favourite books?

In no particular order, Howl's Moving Castle and Archer's Goon by Diana Wynne Jones; The Graveyard Book by Neil Gaiman; Watership Down by Richard Adams; All Systems Red and the rest of the Murderbot Diaries by Martha Wells; Going Postal by Terry Pratchett; and The Goblin Emperor by Katherine Addison.

28: Favourite songs at the moment?

Famous Last Words by MCR (hard rock, but it means a lot to me (it's about brotherly love!) and it's stuck in my head); Something Good by Alt-J (sweetly-sung melody about distracting oneself with self-destructive behaviors); Life Itself by Glass Animals (I associate it with Clown World!); and The Ballad of Bull Ramos by The Mountain Goats (from a concept album about pro wrestling, this song is about what the narrator imagines as the best possible old age... it's so strangely sweet...... it's about staying tough but having the freedom to help out his friends.....)

30: How are you doing? <3

Good! <3 I'm visiting a friend right now, and it's been lovely. I'm tired right now, but so content.

Overall, though, to be honest, I'm increasingly anxious about the future... it's my senior year of college, and I don't know what I'm doing after that. God will provide, but it's exceedingly nervewracking not to know how. So I'm doing good, objectively! I have an overabundance of good things in my life and even a good amount of security and stability! But I think maybe the stability itself is making me fall apart a bit 😭

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