#rottenlove

[nezumi666]

Make me vanish under the moonlight’s beauty.

I may vanish, but you know that my traces will always be carried by the guilt in your veins.

-A requiem to a rotten lover

[onwriting-hrarby]

The last 10 days - AOT fanfiction writers

Or: LET'S CELEBRATE THE ENDING OF ATTACK ON TITAN WITH OUR FAVOURITE PASSAGES OF WHAT WE'VE WRITTEN!

If you're anything like me and you fell hard for this rabbit hole called Attack On Titan, you might have written thousands of words by now. The series are ending, but wouldn't it be great to celebrate it by sharing our favourite passages from our works? Any ship and any character! Some of our works might be so old that they are hard to look-up on AO3, too.

Anyone can join, but I'll be tagging some of my AOT colleagues in case they want to participate :)

Day 10 of the countdown - Mikasa's semi confession to Eren in "I did not live until today"

And she finds the lyrics pouring out of her with ease, not caring about any looks from her peers, not caring about the deep gaze Eren is planting on her. Just singing about a love that maybe cannot be, about a love that she has always been feeling but never knew. Levi watches how she closes her eyes, she opens her ribcage, and she puts her arms wide, embracing the vulnerability when she sings, full voice, I love him but everyday I’m learning all my life I’ve only been pretending. Her voice embodies all the tragic and all the pouring overflowing sensations and the sunset and the dawn and the whole night, and a starless sky and also a sky full of stars, because Mikasa has made it, Mikasa has opened up and realized, she is in this world to love and be hurt, and there is no shame in crying, and there is no shame in feeling small. Because, sometimes, she will feel tiny. And, other times, her voice will make her as big as a giant ready to take the world. She hits the highest note: A world full of happiness that I have never known. Her chest is heaving, her arms come to her sides, as Mikasa’s eyes open again. There she is, black hair in a ponytail, long pink skirt and white wool jumper, her eyes not looking at anything in particular but, Levi knows, thinking about a very particular boy that is standing next to her —completely mesmerized by her, cheeks flushed—, and she sings, as if confessing: I love him. I love him. And then, happier, smiling: I love him. But only on my own.

title: I did not live until today (25 chapters; 180 k; finished) pairing: eren/mikasa (with additional: annie/armin, historia/ymir) tags: Musical, Drama school, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, Soulmates, Romance, Trauma, Friendship, Friends With Benefits, Eventual Smut synopsis: Eren and Mikasa have always had a strange, platonic, best friends relationship. After two years of separation, Mikasa comes back to Trost Performance Arts College and joins Eren on their childhood dream —to be dancers and perform in musicals. Armin Arlelt, their once best-friend, has grown stranged from them both, but has Annie Leonhard by his side now. Jean Kirstein, Mikasa's ex-boyfriend and Eren's best friend, swears he is over her already.

As this group of singers, dancers and musicians come together in the yearly production of their drama college, they can't imagine how their bonds are going to change. A coming-of-age story about meeting new people, figuring out the future, understanding the multiple forms of love, guilt and pleasure and trying to juggle life with unbreakable (or not) friendships.

tagging my colleagues in case they are interested in following the chain! (if you don't want to be tagged in the future, please write to me!): @sinigangsta-ao3, @karizard-ao3, @breezysaysblog, @likesunsetorange, @dead-dolphins, @rottenlover, @onigiri-dorkk @nuri148, @chaosisbeauty23, @stalactice, @on-kamis-green-earth, @r-brauns, @irememberthedark and anyone else!

[diorgirl444]

flo’s 200 follow celebration: hayley mills films <3

first of all thank you so much it screws with my mind to know that 200 people are interested in my silly little rambles about silly little things but trust me it means the absolute world. now a brief explanation on the theme. i’ve loved hayley mills since i was a little girl because i’ve always seen myself in her and the characters both emotionally and physically. so i thought what better theme for my event then hayley mills’s films. if you’ve never watched any i definitely recommend it though you don’t have to have done so to participate in my event. it simply means that you may be missing out on some truly brilliant films.

navigation can still be found here

the parent trap 🍓 ༊*·˚ - tumblr games! cym, kmk, would you rather, etc, etc

summer magic 🎀 ༊*·˚ - give me a character + a trope and i’ll write a little drabble about it

pollyanna 🍰 ༊*·˚ - (moots only) send this in and i’ll make a moodboard for you based on my perception of you as my friend

that darn cat 🐈 ༊*·˚ - send me in a character + a brief description of your appearance (including clothing style) and i’ll make a fake instagram post of what you’d post of each other

whistle down the wind ☁️ ༊*·˚ - (moots only) give me your favourite thing about me + i’ll tell you my favourite thing about you

sky west and crooked 🌸 ༊*·˚ - matchups! give me detailed information + the gender + fandom of you’re choosing. then i’ll ship you with a character from that fandom and explain why

the moon-spinners 🌙 ༊*·˚ - send me in a fic you’ve written and i’ll read it + tell you my favourite part (cannot include smut)

in search of the castaways 🗺️ ༊*·˚ - tell me your clothing style (include pictures) and i’ll tell you what fictional character would have a crush on you

the truth about spring ⚓️ ༊*·˚ - (moots only) send this in and i will tell you what food i’d cook for you + what gifts i’d give to you on your birthday

taglist 🏷️ ༊*·˚ - @goodoldfashionedluvergirl @fairyofthehollow @nutellani @starstruckwillows @disneymbti @ifthiswasamovie1989 @songofpatrochilless @rottenlovers @unadulterated-syd @sinswept @princess-paramour @starlit-epiphany @vancitycharlie @anxiouspisces23 @angelgnome @toddandersonsmuse @sincerelyyoursg @teddysgrahms @bealovesmarauders

(sorry if you didn’t want to be tagged <3)

THIS IS NOW CLOSED BUT I AM WORKING MY WAY THROUGH ALL THE ASKS

[semper540deinceps]

A True Love Lost

Well I can't get too close without wanting all of you So I'll settle right into this back seat But to be honest, I'm not sure if I can take the solitude It's been a long time running since I sighted my first love

And this mountainside's only getting steeper My breath's burning in my lungs I wonder when I'm gonna catch a break or at least be able to breathe easier This drive is telling me to be all that I can't for her

You're not holding up your end of the bargain But I'll continue to hold up mine 'Cause I've always been a betting man And I'm dying for you to prove me right

I see the potential you have inside Maybe that's why I've continued to fight

You just can't see all that you are to me So I'll just have to learn to be alright without you by my side

This chill doesn't seem to be going away so I'll acquire a taste for its bite

Give these dry lips words to speak

A wandering soul, hopeful for living springs Searching tirelessly for a well, blue and deep From which to pull up strength, something cool to drink There are deserts hidden deep inside you and me

Come now, sit for a while and breathe Darling, you don't have to say a thing Your silence says everything Darling, your silence says everything

#tragic #wish you were here #rottenlove #heart breaking #bpdrelationship #in the wind I’ll be lost but found # I love you V

[wolvisms]

tag game <3

thank you for the tag @bcyhoods and @bradshawed !!! <3 this was so freaking cute i love omigosh

rules: make your own cute pixel picrew

no pressure tags! @rottenlovers @amoraffairs @amourrs @devotion @fleabagflu @junekicks @bruisedboys

[strscrossed]

to the anon who asked about bilingual translators. i wasn't able to find a community or group however i did ask and @rottenlover and @dead-dolphins have offered to help. ❤️

[hrts4natejacobs]

my favorites always 4evr

@rottenlovers@housekeeperjjswife

[arkofblake]

havent done one of these in a WHILE

1. thin white lies - 5sos

2. four - the wrecks

3. figure this out - the wrecks

4. getaway car - taylor swift

5. good for nothing - the wrecks

6. lonely heart - 5sos

7. wrong direction - hailee steinfeld

8. i hope it's cold in new york - the wrecks

9. out of style - the wrecks

10. james dean - the wrecks

my no pressure tags are gonna be @rottenlovers @kimoralov3 and @moreidsdaughter <3

thanks for the tag @disdainy 💕💕

tag game rules: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and post the first ten tracks, then tag some people 🎶

1. Fallen Star - The Neighborhood

2. La Lune - Billie Martin

3. Bad Habit - Steve Lacy

4. Peace - Taylor Swift

5. No choir - Florence + the Machine

6. Interludes - Travis Scott

7. Bands (ft. OhGheezy, Fenix Flexin & Master Kato) - Shoreline Mafia

8. Reflections - The Neigborhood

9. Evergreen - Omar Apollo

10. How Much A Dollar Cost - Kendrick Lamar

tagging: @courtjestermerlin @we-pay-for-everything @itsjustclaryy @kairenn-n @not-rome @27fanficlilies @dryadalisliv @cornmazehater (no pressure!)

[sabbelot]

[sadist-kiz]

Que horribles estas ganas de buscarte pero más horrible es saber que no sientes lo mismo por mi.

[onwriting-hrarby]

Thank you letter: The End

Image commissioned to @andengeu <3 Thank you so much for this amazing Eren and Mikasa from Rotten Judgement!

If you’re reading this, it means you have wrapped up your reading on Rotten Judgement. First of all, thank you so much. Whether you have liked your reading or not (although I hope you have), thank you for making it up here: to know that you’ve considered my story worth it of finishing, among so other many stories that there are (so other distractions in our daily life) makes my heart flutter and gives me a sense of plenitude.

When I started writing this story, I wanted it to be an amiable rom-com, that kind of fanfiction that people read to disappear from real life. I think I was pulled by the attraction of gaining a readership. However, as the story began forming in my head (in December, 2021!), I realized that these characters and their stories and their problems were much bigger than my not-so-down-to-earth ambitions. Why was I writing, firstly? Did I want to write just for exposure, or did I want to tell something that worried me in my writing? The second won, as you have all seen: I believe that we do not live in a kind world, that we have to fight endlessly, and that everything is politics. Excerpts from Fritz’s speeches were taken from Donald Trump and Santiago Abascal (the chief of the ultra-right party in Spain), although I could have cited many others. The demonstration of the last chapter was inspired by the massive demonstrations we’ve had in Spain in the last few years, too. As I wrote, I realized how important it was to me to show all the love, the friendships and the families in a political context. I won’t pretend I have discovered something new in this fanfiction, of course. If anything, I hope that it was mildly enjoyable, despite being the complete opposite of what I envisioned from the first time. It has surprised me to know the number of people who have read this: mainly because my chapters were long, and dense, and chapter by chapter you were here, commenting. I truly have no words.

This story wouldn’t have been the same without the world of Isayama, of course, but also Disney, and most particularly, Hercules. Without reading, either, since I read all the time, professionally and also in my spare time: I believe that reading takes us places, whatever we read. It makes us more empathetic and sets us up for healthy debate. So, despite the bans in libraries, in books, censorship all over, and morality police, do not stop thriving for books, and do not stop reading.

Some people have been very important throughout this year. In real life, my boyfriend and friends. In the virtual world: Sam, Ris (@liquorisce), KB (@irememberthedark), Jo, Kami, Anna, Hannah, Heart (@heartvu), Rotten (@rottenlover), Rae (@staraesea), Lys (@sunlightandsuffering), Ashley (@r-brauns) Shon (@wlshond), Onigiri (@onigiri-dorkk), Chaos (@chaosisbeauty23), Nuri (@nuri148), Bry (@bryhaven), Sam (@shenanigansam) (I hope I don't forget anyone)—thank you for the beautiful conversations, for giving me a place when I felt disheartened, for commenting on other fanfictions and readings with me. Special thanks to Ro (@dead-dolphins), for being her genius and creating self, full of empathy and altruism and making such beautiful banners for Rotten Judgement. All the covers for the different parts are her doing. And special thanks to Nina (@sinigangsta-ao3): for lending her ears whenever I was wrong, for her interactions with series and books and politics, for her effort in beta-ing some of the parts in this fic and giving me the vocabulary to talk about things I didn’t know how to express, but most of all, for being an extraordinary friend.

I am thankful for a lot of other people, too: especially some of you, commenters, who have been following my stories since I did not live until today, or even those who have discovered me with Rotten Judgement but have, without fail, left a comment someday. I know some of your usernames by heart, but I trust that you all know already who you are. Without your engagement, I would have felt discouraged to write some days. Coming here was a safe haven, and so I thank you deeply. For the ones that read, left kudos I thank you all, truly, for the motivation and encouragement you left along this 500 pages of story.

Some images of this past year and the making of Rotten Judgement. Thank you again.

[the-small-and-sadness-crow-blog]

[xanderturian]

We just #Won multiple #Awards at @nyfilmawards with our #Shortfilm #RottenLove 🎈💫🎥🎬🎞✨🥂🍾 #BestThriller #HonorableMention #BestScore #BestActor #ActorInAnIndieFilm #IndieFilm #Actor #ActorLife #FilmAward #NYfilmawards #NewYork #Actors #ActorsLife #NewYorkFilmAwards #Acting #ActingLife

[asmm-brett]

Those are my boys! #nuffsaid💯 @dirtybonch • • • • • Is this kid a fuckin stud or what?!?! #rottenlove #mymini #refusetoletmyrottengrowup #hedidntgetitfromhismama haha https://www.instagram.com/p/B38TymlJdFf/?igshid=17ehp5ya0k45g

[strawberriesndaisies]

THANK U FOR THE TAG ML <3

are you named after anyone? nope my parents were ✨original✨

when was the last time you cried? this morning (slay)

do you have kids? nope

do you use sarcasm a lot? according to other people: yes

what’s the first thing you notice about people? eyes

what’s your eye color? brown

scary movies or happy endings? both tbh depends on how i feel

any special talents? clownery & bullshitting

where were you born? the netherlands

what are your hobbies? none i just plug back into my charger when im not at school

have you any pets? no :(

what sports do you play/have you played? volleyball & badminton

how tall are you? 172 cm (ew feet)

favorite subject in school? pe bc the teacher slayed

dream job? teacher

tagging:

@rottenlovers @caianyde @langorion @wholesome-dragon-lady @princesscat01 @the-blackdale @simply-simptastic

15 questions / 15 mutuals

thank u so much @achingly-shy for tagging me !! (also u play the viola so cool)

are you named after anyone? yes actually!! after a model bc my mother thought she was the prettiest alive

when was the last time you cried? today when my mom told me abt her shitty coworker v sad story literally

do you have kids? no 🫶

do you use sarcasm a lot? noooo never!1!1!1!1!

what’s the first thing you notice about people? usually their hair

what’s your eye color? brown livelaughlove

scary movies or happy endings? happy fucking endings literally

any special talents? hmm does speaking 3 languages count otherwise idk

where were you born? galaxy far far away

what are your hobbies? playing geetar, singing, writing, reading, painting wow that's a lot damn

have you any pets? nope 🫶 i have a rabbit in my backyard that comes around and i feed but nothing else

what sports do you play/have you played? ew physical exercise

how tall are you? 5'3 😥😥

favorite subject in school? history surprisingly

dream job? a fucking musician i wish capitalism didn't exist

tagging: @dieselsdesire, @topknott, @olvias @msmxrvel, @tmarauder101, @billejoes, @dilfcrowley, @rebel-grrrrl, @tylerdurdengirl, and everyone else i might be missing !!!!!

[mybookdream]

So lange kam nichts von mir, aber jetzt kommt die neue Rezension Rotten Love von Mia Kingley. Meine Meinung: Cover: Verrottete Rosen, das passt perfekt zum Titel. Die Liebe wird oft mit Roten Rosen in Verbindung gebracht und im Buch sieht kann man deutlich die verrottete Liebe erkennen. Auch die Schrift ist passend gewählt und hat noch etwas geheimnisvolles, aber trotzdem kommt das Cover wie ein Thriller rüber und das passt nicht richtig. Schreibstil: Ich hatte immer Lust zu Lesen und hatte auch nie das Gefühl, dass ich mit dem Buch nicht warm werde oder es Langweilig wird, kann natürlich auch an dem wechsel der Sichten der Charaktere liegen. Geschichte: Es ist mal eine andere Art von Liebesgeschichte, immerhin geht es hier um einen Serienkiller und jeder dieser Männer, hat etwas komisches an sich. Ich muss aber auch sage, das die Geschichte etwas krank ist und man mit paar dingen einfach klar kommen muss, Tja wo die Liebe halt hin fällt. Was habe ich gelernt? Manchmal kann man sich nicht aussuchen in wen man sich verliebt und die Vergangenheit kann eine große Rolle für die Zukunft spielen. #rottenlove #miakingsley #love #liebe #rezension #book #buch #skoobe #bewerung https://www.instagram.com/p/B0vRyKMIv23/?igshid=svl28jx268iz