#rory’s TMA diary

[tundra-employee]

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From the dairy of Rory Green

Oct. 10, 2003

I really need a job. Ever since the accident I’ve been drifting. Of course, my family said they would help but I don’t think I deserve that. I’ve been ignoring their messages and calls. I’ll take pretty much any job at this point… I don’t have a lot of qualifications. Graduated high school, straight into military service. And then quit before I even got past private.

Most boats I’ve gone too don’t need any extra hands, or they don’t want someone like me. There’s only one more option. A boat called The Tundra pulled into the dock a few hours ago. I’ll try my luck there. Please, if there’s any god out there…

[crashdown]

about me: rory • he/they • 21 • white

socials: insta (old insta tag was gold.tree.art, some art posted here is labeled with that tag)

fandoms: tma • battlestar galactica • the murderbot diaries • lord of the rings • star wars

reading: the stone sky (nk jemisin), the maze runner (james dashner)

watching: bodies, doom patrol

donations and commision info: ko-fi • commission post

(fic links below)

fics:

(onging fics marked with *)

the mandalorian

- din djarin: open the door* , sleepless morning

the clone wars/prequels

- obi-wan kenobi: the promise , oh fortune

- mace windu/ponds: greive with me

- thire: sundown , blasters, blacks, and the will to live*

- jesse: marching far away

- eeth koth: moving on , kosul's legacy

- fox: lonliness can be your friend

rogue one

- chirrut/baze: i'm your moon , we're still starry-eyed*

jedi fallen order

- trilla: sleep, thunder, and pride

good omens

- aziraphale/crowley: opening the bookshop

lord of the rings

- faramir: dear boromir (were you dead on the vine)

our flag means death

- blackbeard/stede: make things right

- jim jimenez: the art of (gender) fuckery)

[tundra-employee]

3. [I] trusted [you] ? also these are excellent

From the Diary of Rory Green

Feb. 29, 2003

Annie and I are settling in well. She’s taken to this life more than I have, I think. Since we’re the only two that passed the training to be here, I keep thinking we’re supposed to be sticking together. I can’t help but feel like she’s somehow betraying me by getting promoted so quickly. At the same time, I’m happy for her. She won’t have to go through nearly as much hazing.

Today was long and hard. Lots of jokes about Private Rory being a bit too private. I guess it’s a crime to keep to myself? Tomorrow I’ll try and be more sociable. Maybe Annie will introduce me to the friends she’s made here.

[tundra-employee]

26 please 👀 (love the rory lore)

From the Dairy of Rory Green

Sept. 30, 2003

(most of the page is illegible, either torn or scribbled out)

How dare they leave me? It should have [—-] me. it should have been me. It’s not fair. [——-] FAIR! So many [—————-——] accident. All those [———-] and I didn’t [———]. Lucky, they said,

(the rest of the page has been torn out)

[tundra-employee]

16?

From the Dairy of Rory Green

Nov. 7, 2003

I keep dreaming about… well anyways, I can’t sleep. None of the crew will talk to me. Something is weird about this ship. But I have nowhere else to go. I don’t think I deserve to be here, or anywhere.

I keep dreaming that they’ve come back to pull me down with them. I wish they would.

[tundra-employee]

12. Candles

From the Diary of Rory Green

Aug. 26 (?) 200…9 (?)

Some candles arrived today. Apparently it was a mistake or something. The captain let me take some of them up here with me. I’ve turned the electricity off and I’m sitting with the candles. It’s peaceful. I feel all old fashioned :)

[tundra-employee]

I’ll also give you a 49- nightfall for the one word prompts >:)

From the Diary of Rory Green

October 17, 2003

When night comes, I feel more alone. The feeling that I’ve been trying to leave behind finds me again when all is dark and silent. All I see is the faces I’ve lost. I’ve tried to forget but I still hear them. I’m grateful the captain took someone like me on with such short notice.

[tundra-employee]

I’ll give you a 47- crave for your prompts :)

From the Diary of Rory Green

Jan. 26, 2007

I miss the sun. It’s always foggy here. I miss the warmth on my skin and the shine in my eyes. I wish I could see it again, but at the same time, I shudder at the thought. Is something wrong with me?

[tundra-employee]

Introduction

Hi. I’ve been looking around this website more and, well, it seems I need to make an introduction of sorts?

Uhm, my name is Rory… I use he/they pronouns, I think… my memory isn’t so good lately. I’m… in my late twenties? Maybe? I don’t really remember. I work on The Tundra under Captain Lukas’s supervision. My job is to stay up in the crows nest all day and a good bit of the night too. I don’t actually do much, it’s too foggy to see anything mostly. But I’m sure I’m up here for a reason! Captain Lukas always knows what’s best for his crew :)

Updated: My name is Rory Green. I’m 28 years old. I believe I’ve become a fledgling avatar of a god called Forsaken. Currently I am stranded in London, trying to get back to the Tundra. Most of my emotions are lost to me, except for loyalty, admiration and anger. Occasionally I will have flickers of the others, but not for long.

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OOC: Hey guys! This blog is for role play and general fun. If you see me reblogging actual posts… uh it’s a mistake. I probably forgot to switch blogs again. Just ignore it. I’ll realize and delete it eventually. Rory has been marked by the desolation and is an avatar of the lonely NOTE: yes, I know cargo ships don’t have a crows nest, but consider. This is Peter Lukas’s cargo ship. Maybe he just wanted to have one so he could stick some poor sod up there to be extra lonely. Well guess who that poor sod is >:)

Content warnings for Rory’s story and how he will respond: high parallels of an abusive relationship, isolation, blind loyalty, manipulation (he is the victim of manipulation), memory loss, defense of an abuser.

Check out the #Rory’s appearance polls tag to participate in creating Rory’s appearance! At the end of all the polls I will draw him

Check out #Rory’s TMA Diary for pre-current time lore.

please send asks! I love getting them <3

I’ll do sfw and nsfw (will be marked as cw: suggestive) but will probably not do anything graphically sexual. Flirting or allusions are fine, as is anything implied. Rory will get very flustered quite easily, and may shut down such conversations.