Like A Pretty Boy: Gabe x Y/N Midi Series- PRT 5
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Gabe gives Y/n the space he knows he needs. He stands in the bathroom, staring at himself in the mirror. In his head, he's tearing himself apart for being such a coward in a relationship he is so secure in. There are a million things going on in the world and the one thing in his life that he is 100% sure on is that he wants his life with Y/n.
There is no option for him to be without him and yet everything he does makes Y/n feel the opposite.
There's a soft knock before the door opens and Y/n enters.
"I don't mean to interrupt your thinking session but I need to shower before bed...do you care?" Y/n asked already putting a towel into the shower stall and turning the water on. Gabe shakes his head and Y/n starts taking his clothes off. He pulls hit shirt over his head and tosses it in the hamper when he notices bloody tissue in the bin. He turns and looks him over and sees the band aid on his thumb.
"You've been picking..." Y/n touched the top of his hand and Gabe shakes his head.
"It's fine." Gabe mumbles.
"Hey...look at me." Y/n put his hand on Gabe's chest.
"I'm not ashamed of you...I'm ashamed of myself." Gabe blurted.
"I feel like such a fucking fraud. I am so passionate about marginalized communities and giving back and yet I hide behind this wall of fear, and for what? I barely speak to my parents. My sister already hates me for being the slightest bit progressive." Gabe continued to rant and Y/n listened.
"You deserve better than me and I know you know that." Gabe let Y/n pull his shirt over his head.
"Why are you torturing yourself right now? We have this same argument every few months. It passes and we continue with our lives." Y/n reminded undoing the button of Gabe's jeans and sliding them off with his boxer briefs.
"Because I'm tired of putting you through it. I'm tired of being an asshole that you put up with." Gabe kept his hair pulled back as Y/n pulled him towards the shower.
"Hey...stop all of this okay? Sometimes I get grumpy and you put up with it. I wouldn't have stayed this long if I truly had a huge issue with it." Y/n put his arms around Gabe's neck, feeling his hands rest on his hips.
"Someday I want that freedom for you. I want you to feel safe in it though. I want you to feel loved despite it. I would never rush you into it." Y/n watched his shoulders relax into the hot water of the shower. Gabe pulled his body to rest flush against his own.
"I'm already free...when I'm with you." Gabe kissed the spot just below his ear and Y/n let his eyes slip closed. No one knew his body like Gabe. He had been with him before his transition really gave him the results he wanted and he knows that helped his body dysphoria immensely. Years after his transition, there was no one he trusted with himself like Gabe.
He felt his hands grip the meat of his ass in his hands tightly, rubbing his cock against his own.
"I know baby. I know." Y/n kept his arms around his neck, grinding his cock into Gabe's until they were both painfully hard.
"There's no one I want more than you." Gabe groaned into his mouth as they kissed. Y/n moaned feeling his index finger enter him. Gabe let his tongue dip into his mouth to taste him
"I know, I love you baby. I love you so much." Y/n let his head fall back against the shower stall and Gabe starts trailing his mouth down his chest, licking around his nipple, letting his free hand rest in the patch of hair on his sternum.
Gabe eventually gets to his knees and takes his cock into his mouth, sucking and humming against the throbbing flesh. Y/n's hands grip the back of his head, shoving his crotch into his face, wanting to feel so much more of him.
"Oh fuck...Gabe..." Y/n whines feeling over-stimulation on the horizon from Gabe's mouth around him, his long fingers inside of him and keeping a slow but deep thrust. Y/n cums gripping the back of his head tightly in his hands, yanking him back to his feet so quickly, he nearly falls over.
"I love you so fucking much." Y/n said breathlessly as he started jerking Gabe's hard cock. You wouldn't have guessed it by how he carried himself but Gabe was very vocal when it came to their sex life. Y/n felt himself getting turned on just listening to him moan and plead to cum. He made sure to get him off, feeling the shift in height as Gabe's knee's buckled and he pinned him to the shower wall.
They both held onto one another, breathing heavy and leaving soft, sweet kisses on each others wet skin.
Once they cleaned up, they got into bed and cuddled together. Just before Y/n drifted off to sleep, he could have sworn her heard Gabe tell him he loved him but right now, it could also have been the beginning of a very sweet dream.
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