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Rolleiflex 4x4 127 Kodak Gold film
Blickling National Trust Estate
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#photoblog#photographers on tumblr#photography#original photographers#my photos#127 film#4x4 format#rolleiflex#baby 4x4#colour photography#colour#medium format#cottage
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Heyyy! Just a quick little request that has been TAKING over my mind. GN!Reader that LOVESSSSS photography x Rockstar!eddie. LIKE Reader will be taking photos of him whenever because he’s just so goddamn pretty playing his guitar. And Eddie will snatch film and shit for them. I’d like to think that they both have Polaroid pictures of each other. Bonus points if reader doesn’t like taking pictures of themselves but LOVES taking pictures of Eddie. I DONT KNOW I JUST THINKS ITS CUTE AHHHHH. if it’s fluff, smut, whatever, you do you! :D Byeeeeeeeee
as a film photographer myself i feel uniquely qualified to add to this tysm anon 💖
gn!reader, +18 mdni
Eddie absolutely gets you the good shit. he makes it a habit to visit the local camera stores at every city when he’s on the road, shells out for high-quality film cuz you taught him right and he actually listens when you talk about your interests!!
constantly surprising you with new gear. he’s never had money like this before and the fact that he can actually buy his partner things is so fucking thrilling. if his baby wants a vintage Rolleiflex with Planar lens that’s what’s getting boxed up for ‘em.
once you and Eddie settle on a house, he sets up a whole darkroom on the lower floor- lets you pick out all the details, hires a plumbing guy to hook up water so that you can do your own film baths. Jonathan Byers is equal parts green with envy and grateful that you’re willing to share the space w/him whenever he comes out for a visit 😇
before you, Eddie never really liked his picture taken, tolerated the ordeal at best- Wayne showed you an old photo book one time, groused about his nephew making odd faces and being squirmy in front of the lens even as young as 4 years old. you’ve made up for it a hundred times over, tho- Eddie learned quick that you wouldn’t take no for an answer when it came to your new muse.
you’ve got probably over a thousand pictures of him by now, in different states across the country, some on stage in full makeup shredding on guitar, a few that are widely recognized as Corroded’s album covers- but most are quiet, intimate. there’s this one you keep in your wallet, makes your heart flutter every time: Eddie leaned back in the grass on his elbows, soft sunlight filtered through the magnolia tree in your backyard, eyes crinkled at the corners and fixed on you behind the camera.
he’s got a bunch of you, too, of course- mostly Polaroids that are decidedly not for public eye. keeps those like a true gentleman safe in a shoebox under your bed at home: images burned into his brain by this point to take with him in memory while on the road. the soft shape of your thigh against a downy duvet, gleaming pearlescent with his cum. another of his hand wrapped around your throat, rings digging into gentle flesh under the blissed-out smile of your mouth that makes him ache somethin’ fierce just thinking about it.
there are others that he does keep in his wallet, more tame but just as searingly intimate, ones he’s taken after cajoling you in front of the lens or having won a tussle over whose turn it was to shoot whom. one of you with guitar cables looped neatly around either arm after a gig, nose crunched and mouth halfway to telling him off, irritation and fondness captured in bright flash. another of you stretched out in the front yard, one hand at your forehead to block the afternoon sun, the other resting placid on your stomach as you looked up at him.
“This one’s mine,” Eddie always says when asked about you, showing off the latest picture with a deep well of love and pride. he may as well start carrying an album for all the photos he carries of you.
#lu’s anons#e.m. thots from lu#eddie munson x reader#eddie munson#rockstar!Eddie x reader#rockstar!eddie x photographer!reader#Eddie x photographer!reader
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ALICE COOPER Toronto 1989
You could not have grown up in the '70s without being aware of Alice Cooper, the band or the man - by now it's an academic point. Shock rock or glam or punk precursor, the band led by the eponymous Alice (born Vincent Furnier in Detroit in 1948) made a major mark on the decade with albums like Love It to Death, Killer, School's Out, Billion Dollar Babies and Welcome to My Nightmare. I was delighted - and a little bit frightened - when I was assigned to take Alice's portrait for NOW magazine a few months into working full-time for the paper. I had heard stories - at some point in the '70s and early '80s Alice had nearly killed himself trying to live up to his image (see the 2014 documentary Super Duper Alice Cooper) - but everyone kept reassuring me: "He's a really nice guy. You'll see."
Alice Cooper, by now a solo act, was in town promoting the record that would make his major comeback at the end of the '80s, Trash, on which members of Bon Jovi and Aerosmith as well as Dead Boy Stiv Bators made guest appearances. (Alice always had punk rock bona fides: don't forget that John Lydon lip synched to "I'm Eighteen" on the jukebox of Vivienne Westwood's shop when he tried out for the Sex Pistols.) He ended up playing the Skydome (now the Rogers Centre) on New Years Eve that year, so I suppose I was assigned this shoot in advance of that gig. I took my new Nikon F3 and Rolleiflex and some lighting up the elevator to a suite at the old Sutton Place Hotel and found Alice waiting, surrounded by record company people and his manager. I quickly scanned the room to find a decent location for what I assumed would be the usual lightning quick shoot.
Did I have "School's Out" and "I'm Eighteen" playing in my head when I shook Alice Cooper's hand in that hotel suite in the fall of 1989? No doubt I did, but I had to find a spot for our shoot and settled on an antique chair with brocade upholstery in front of a wall where the flocked pattern on the curtains and wallpaper matched each other. I thought the formal, floral background would contrast with Alice in his leather vest and skinny jeans, but for a moment I thought I made a mistake explaining this when his beefy manager said that he didn't think it was a good idea for Alice.
Gratefully - you have no idea how tough it is to pivot during a shoot when you have one idea and no time - Alice disagreed and said he thought it was a great idea, and his manager backed off. The shoot went fast: Alice mugged and glowered for me, slipping in and out of the Alice persona, while I shot a roll each on the Nikon and the Rollei, and then I got the high sign from his manager, packed up and thanked Alice for his time. And yes - he turned out to be "Mr. Nice Guy", in the best possible way.
#alice cooper#portrait#portrait photography#rolleiflex#black and white#film photography#some old pictures i took#musician#rock star#early work#nikon f3#hotel room
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It’s the first and second signs of Spring! 1. Vicki is getting orders for baby blankets and 2. We have seen the sun rise and set this last week. If you are looking for a great gift for someone there is a link to Vicki’s Etsy site in her bio @vickiknits Vicki Knits, Portland, March 2016 🇺🇦💔🌎💔🌏💔🌍💔 #earth #america #human #family #photographer #documentary #portrait #photography #knitting #knittersofinstagram #portraitphotography #schwarzweiss #blancoynegro #blancinegre #bnw @ilfordphoto #ilford #mediumformat #film #blancetnoir #白黒 #Hēiyǔbái #siyahbeyaz #shirokuro #blackandwhite #pdx #portland #nw #northwest #oregon #photojournalism 16032311 HP5 1953 Rolleiflex f3.5 Xenar https://www.instagram.com/p/CoKvVItpq22/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
#earth#america#human#family#photographer#documentary#portrait#photography#knitting#knittersofinstagram#portraitphotography#schwarzweiss#blancoynegro#blancinegre#bnw#ilford#mediumformat#film#blancetnoir#白黒#hēiyǔbái#siyahbeyaz#shirokuro#blackandwhite#pdx#portland#nw#northwest#oregon#photojournalism
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(フィルムの種類 (撮影フォーマット) · Lomographyから)
35mm、110、120の3種類のフィルム フィルムの種類(フォーマット)はフィルムの大きさを指します。一般的に、フィルムが大きければ大きいほどノ��ズが減り、より繊細な写真を撮ることができます。 35mmフィルム (135) 最も一般的なのが35mmフィルムです。135フィルムと呼ばれることもあります。レンズ付きフィルム(使い捨てカメラ)に使われているフィルムもこの35mmで、入手や現像のしやすさもこのフィルムが一番優れています。 通常35mmフィルムは24枚撮りか36枚撮りとしてパトローネと呼ばれる円柱形のケースに入って売られています。 35mmフィルムはLC-A+ 、 Sprocket Rocket、 Fisheye No.2 、Simple Use Film Camera などのカメラで使われています。 中判フィルム (120) 中判または120フィルムは幅が6cmの35mmより大きいフィルムです。中判フィルムはカメラによって6×4.5、6×6、6×7などの撮影サイズに変えられます。中判フィルムはフォーマットによって10から16枚撮影できます。 中判フィルムはDiana F+ や Lomo LC-A 120 などのカメラで使用されています。 大判フィルム シートフィルムとも呼ばれる大判フィルムは一番昔から存在するフィルムフォーマットで、今でも製造販売されています。一般的に広く使われているのが4×5や8×10といったサイズです。ただ、シートフィルムはとても高価でカメラも大型なため、35mmや中判フィルムに比べてユーザーの数は限られています。 110フィルム ポケットフィルムの愛称を持つ110フィルムは35mmフィルムの約半分の大きさのとても小さなフィルムです。35mmや中判フィルムと違い、110フィルムは独自のカートリッジ方式を採用しています。フィルムは左から右に送られ、撮影後も自動的に巻き取られるので35mmフィルムのように巻き取りをせずに使用することができるフィルムです。 他のフォーマットと比べ認知度は低いですが、ロモグラフィーは現在残る唯一の110フィルムメーカーとして、110カメラのDiana Baby 110 と豊富なラインナップの110フィルム を販売しています。 127フィルム (ベスト判) 127フィルムは幅が46mmのフィルムで、35mmと中判フィルムの間くらいの大きさです。今では127フィルムはとても貴重なものになってしまいましたが、Kodak Brownie Reflex Synchroや Rolleiflex 4×4 (Gray Baby)のような127カメラは中古カメラショップなどで見つけることができます。
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The mysterious New York nanny who helped shape 20th-century street photography
For much of her life, Vivian Maier was something of a mystery. Her photographic talent went largely unrecognized because she kept her work a secret from most of the people who knew her, including the New York and Chicago families she worked for as a live-in nanny and caregiver. Maier only printed a tiny fraction of the hundreds of thousands of images of bustling city life she snapped with her Rolleiflex and Leica cameras over some five decades, and showed them to almost no one, instead amassing boxes and boxes of negatives and unprocessed film.
Her fame came about posthumously, and only because the contents of her Chicago storge lockers were sold off at auction in 2007, after she had stopped paying the rent.
“Vivian Maier the mystery, the discovery, and the work — those three parts together are difficult to separate,” said Anne Morin, curator of the touring exhibition “Vivian Maier: Unseen Work,” which opened 31 May at Fotografiska New York, the American outpost of the Swedish contemporary photography museum.
The show, which runs through 29 September, does not attempt to unravel the puzzle of Maier’s life, however, instead focusing on the work itself, with more than 200 photographs on display, including about 50 vintage prints made by Maier. Morin places her work on the same level as that of renowned street photographers like Robert Frank and Diane Arbus, and worthy of a place in the history of photography. “Nobody doubts that,” Morin told CNN. “The work is strong and Maier had a marvelous eye. And in 10 years, we could do another completely different show — she has more than enough material to bring to the table.”
The exhibition is also a homecoming of sorts for Maier, who was born in New York to a family of French and German immigrants. She started capturing street scenes in the city as a young woman in the 1950s, first borrowing her mother’s Kodak Brownie box camera and then buying her own professional-grade Rollieflex, which she taught herself to use. Her confidence and skill in finding the right moment to snap the shutter is evident even in these early works, in which Maier zeroed in on the unique characters and situations that make up city life: Men snoring open-mouthed on park benches; a balloon from the Central Park Zoo floating to hide a doting father’s face as his baby reaches towards him.
But while Maier was known to use commercial studios in New York to have her film processed, she never seems to have made a serious effort to exhibit or sell her work. Maier’s return to New York as a popular icon is “a big thing not only for women, but also for all the artists who are working and are never recognized and never have the opportunity to be seen, to be shared, to exist,” Morin said. “It is never late to repair history.”
New York is “in many ways, the heart of photography history in America,” said Sophie Wright, the museum’s director. “So it’s amazing now to be in a position to be bringing Vivian back to that world. She’s a rediscovered, important voice of 20th-century photography.” Wright added that Maier’s photographs were taken with “so much thought and care and lack of self-consciousness — there’s no audience in mind. In a way, it’s pure, artistic expression for her.”
Maier’s name and work first captured the public imagination in 2009, the same year she died in Chicago, after the collector and amateur historian John Maloof shared scans of her work on the photo-sharing website Flickr. He was seeking advice on what to do with the thousands of negatives, prints and undeveloped rolls of film he had acquired over the past two years, after stumbling across Maier’s work at the auctions of her storage lockers.
Photographers and critics immediately remarked on Maier’s well balanced compositions, and her incisive and often humorous view of the people and places she came across, not just in New York, but also Chicago, where she moved in 1956 and spent most of her adult life, as well as the far flung locations she visited on vacations, from California to Europe and Asia. In 2011, Maloof published a book, “Vivian Maier: Street Photographer,” and with the filmmaker Charlie Siskel co-directed the 2013 documentary “Finding Vivian Maier,” which was nominated for an Academy Award.
A number of other gallery shows and biographies have also debuted in the years since— as well as a legal tussle over Maier’s estate, which is now overseen by Chicago’s Cook County Probate Court, and with which Maloof has signed an agreement to display and sell her work. (While Maier did not have any children of her own to inherit her estate, 10 potential heirs in Europe have been found among her extended family, and the court is looking into whether her brother Carl, who died in a psychiatric hospital in 1977, might have had any children.) The public’s appetite for Maier hasn’t diminished, however. When the current exhibition was on display at the Musée du Luxembourg in Paris in 2021, amid the Covid-19 pandemic, more than 213,000 people attended over its four-month run. The opening preview in New York on 30 May had over 600 visitors.
Despite her immense popularity, some museums have been slow to accept her work, even those that have major photography collections. Wright attributes this caution over Maier’s work to the fact that she did not make many prints herself. “There’s a reticence to be seen to be driving a narrative for the work that’s not the artist’s,” she explained, as well as a nervousness around the politics of her situation as a woman who was vulnerable in her later years. (At the end of her life, as her hoarding led to her losing caretaking jobs, Maier was believed to have been facing homelessness, until two of her former charges, Lane and Matthew Gensburg, paid for an apartment for her to live in, and later a nursing home.)
Maloof and the photography dealer Howard Greenberg, who represents his extensive collection, acknowledge the concerns around posthumous printing of Maier’s work, and during a talk at the exhibition opening, said that led to their decision to only create uncropped, direct reproductions from her negatives. In the show, there are many instances where these later prints are displayed next to the ones Maier made herself, showing how she chose to focus on certain elements in a scene.
Maier’s presence can also be felt in the exhibition through audio recordings she made interviewing the children she cared for to encourage their critical thinking, which were also found in her storage lockers. They are played throughout the galleries. But the most persistent reminders of the artist behind these works are the numerous self-portraits she took, often as reflections in mirrored and glass surfaces, or simply as her shadow cast on the ground or a wall.
“The beating heart of the work is the self-representation,” Morin said, and it is these works she sees resonating the most with today’s audiences. “Everybody says, ‘Oh, my God, Vivian was the godmother of the selfie.’ But it’s different,” the curator continued. Maier’s self-portraits are a stubborn insistence in declaring her independence and identity, at a time when women, and especially domestic workers like her, were ignored and marginalized. “She wanted to record that,” Morin said, imagining Maier as saying: “I’m here at this moment. No one will erase my face. I exist and I have the proof.”
~ Helen Stoilas · June 24, 2024.
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La Chapelle Notre-Dame du Pont
Laroque d'Olmes, Ariège, France 23 May 2019 [ref:08]
Rolleiflex 3,5. Ilford FP4+
#laroque d'olmes#ariege#Midi-Pyrenees#occitanie#france#film#rolleiflex#ilford#fp4#virgin mary#mother mary#jesus#baby jesus#statue#eglise#notre dame du pont#catholic#roman catholic#medium format
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Hidden on one of our shelves was this handsome little Rolleiflex. Lovingly called the "Baby Rollei" it shot 4x4 photos on 127 film. It looks like a normal Rolleiflex, but is about 20% smaller. This one is destined for a repair shop, it unfortunately has a non-functioning shutter. The next one around will surely be mine!
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Rolleiflex Baby / 2015 // instagram.com/soyalquimia / cargocollective.com/soyalquimia / facebook.com/soyalquimia / flickr.com/photos/analogisnotdead / lomography.com/homes/xoch_photosfera
#medium format#analog photography#120 film#color film#film photography#me#holga#35mm#smile#short hair
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Activate Me by Byungwook Ann Via Flickr: featuring Norita66 Noritar 80mm/f2.0 + Hasselblad 2000FCW + Motor Winder + 220 Film Magazine taken with Schneider Xenar 60mm/f3.5 + Baby Rolleiflex(K5 Grey) + Rera Pan100(127 Film, 4x4, Black & White) tumblr
#film photography#Analog#4x4#Baby Rolleiflex#Rolleiflex#black and white#Rera Pan 100#127 Film#Hasselblad#norita66#twin Lens Reflex#TLR#Noritar 80mm/f2.0#Hasselblad 2000FCW
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A Classic Beauty - Rollei Baby 4x4 #rolleiflexbaby #rolleiflex #tlr #mediumformat #filmphotography #analogphotography https://www.instagram.com/p/B_i-8E7heuY/?igshid=77si1nsi6i8o
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Do you have a camera rec? I really want to get into taking pictures, for myself mostly, but I have honestly no clue what good cameras are out there
Hello lovely Anons,
I hope you don’t mind but I took some photos of my cameras and explained them a little for you. Under the link!
This is my main camera. It’s a Pentax K1000 from some point between 1977 and 1990. I chose this as my first camera because it’s a completely manual 35mm: you’re in charge of focus, you’re in charge of winding onto the next frame, you’re in charge of exposing the picture correctly. I didn’t have any knowledge of photography before I came to shooting on this and I knew the best way of learning is to do EVERYTHING. It’s heavy and metal and I’ve had a few lumps on the head from beaning myself with it, but it’s a solid workhorse. It just doesn’t let me down. And you can usually find a decent one on ebay between £70 and £150. 35mm in camera speak is the size of the little rolls of film you saw your parents or grandparents use back in the 80s and 90s. It’s the size of the frame that you’re putting your picture on inside the camera! 3.5cm!
What I love most about Pentax is their range of top quality lenses. The glass is SUPERB. The lens attached to the camera in the picture is a 50mm 1:1.7 - what you would usually use for street photography. The small lens next to it is my main lens - it’s what I use for all the landscape photography in Wales and Scotland etc. It’s relatively rare - a 28mm 1:3.5 lens - and cost me more than the camera (about £150), but the sharpness is BRILLIANT. The big, long lens in the picture is a 75-150mm zoom lens which I use when I’m travelling in cities. Being able to change your focal length in one lens is much easier than stopping to change lenses, but the downside is a loss of sharpness. For the most part, all zoom lens are inferior to prime (non-zoom) lenses in terms of sharpness but this one does well and only cost me about £75.
If you don’t know anything about focal length in lenses: the smaller the mm length (eg. 28mm) the wider the angle. Wide angle = good for landscape. But if you wanted to concentrate on portrait photography, you’d maybe go for a 105mm lens - this means you can keep a little distance from your subject but still have a nice, tight frame. This isn’t a hard and fast rule by the way! But it might help you decide on what lens you want to initially spend your money on.
This is my BEAST. It’s so bloody heavy. This is a 120mm (also known as medium format) camera - my Pentax 645. Because the size of the film frame is larger (120mm as opposed to 35mm in the Pentax K1000 above) it’s able to capture a LOT more detail. I don’t use this a huge amount as it’s so heavy, but its so fun to use. The sound of the shutter is like gunfire. It’s NOT for street photography as there’s no way you can blend in while making such a loud sound. If you’re looking to get into 120mm photography - this is a solid choice. Or if you have the money, its fancier, sharper sister - the Pentax 67.
This is my baby. I love it. I love just looking at it. I love the pictures it takes. It’s a Rolleicord Vb from the 70s. For a 50 year old camera it takes the most mouthwatering photos. Like the Pentax 645 above, it’s a 120mm (medium format) camera so it uses a larger film roll than the 35mm. Whenever you see a square framed picture on this blog, THIS is the camera that took it. You can’t change the lens and you have to look DOWN into the camera while holding it at chest height. You see the image through the top lens (the top round circle) and the picture is taken on the bottom lens (the bottom round circle). It doesn’t have a light meter so I have to use an app on my phone to get the right exposure.
This camera requires some thought when taking a picture - you can’t just snap away on it - but it rewards your patience like HOOOOOOO BOYYYYYY. Go have a look through my rolleicord tag - look how beautiful some of them are, particularly the landscape ones. If it’s ever out of focus that is because of ME and my crappy eyesight.
You can see I have a lens hood and the original box for it in the top picture- this blocks stray sunlight so I can try and avoid sun glare on the images. The little purple glass lens below it is what’s called a Rolleinar. I attach this to the camera lens and it changes my focal length. So I can go from landscape to portrait without changing cameras. The Rolleicord has a fancier sister - the Rolleiflex, which again has sharper glass but it comes with a bigger price tag.
I’d really only advise going for a TLR (Twin Lens Reflex) camera like my Rolleicord once you have some solid experience of working on a manual or semi-manual 35mm camera.
This is a lot of information, I’m sorry about that anons! But if you want a good starter camera for film: go for a Pentax K1000, an Olympus OM or AE1, or a camera from the Nikon FM series. All are good, solid cameras, with a nice range of lenses for not too much money on ebay.
If there’s any more questions, just let me know :)
Sx
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Where You Lead- XII
Canon Divergence AU: Faith survived and stayed at Lallybroch when Claire returned through the stones before Culloden. An accidental trip to Craigh Na Dun turns life upside down for the Frasers once again.
Chapter 1 and Chapter 10 artwork by the wonderful @cantrixgrisea
Chapter 1/ Chapter 2/ Chapter 3/ Chapter 4/ Chapter 5/ Chapter 6/ Chapter 7/ Chapter 8/ Chapter 9/ Chapter 10/ Chapter 11
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Shout out to my brilliant betas, @whiskynottea and @isitgintimeyet for helping me figure out what I was even trying to say here.
Thanks to all who have continued to ask about this one.
Chapter 12
Claire wrestled the dripping bed sheet – fresh from the hot, soapy water of the wash basin – into the wicker basket to hang dry in her small yard. Momentarily, she regretted declining Mrs. Graham’s offer to use the new machine at the manse, wearily purchased by the Reverend after a slew of hints from the persistent housekeeper.
Still, at-home handwashing was more convenient than dragging the entire load to the steamie in town. Especially today, with Jamie spending the day at his job-training (Jesus H. Roosevelt Christ!) and unavailable to lug the wet things back home for her.
Claire had returned to work in the past few weeks, starting with just a few days to give Jamie a trial run of keeping the girls and house in check. While the stove’s modern controls still baffled him a bit, he could manage a few of Claire’s simple emergency recipes for lunch.
“Ye keep calling it ‘SOS,’ Sassenach,” Jamie had mused as he hesitantly flipped one more piece of toast in the pan. “What about it minds ye of saving ships?”
Claire pursed her lips in amusement, impressed that he had remembered that particular call signal from her stories about the war.
“Actually.” She smirked. “In this case, it stands for ‘shit on a shingle.’”
Jamie blanched as he stared down at the browning meat in the other pan. “Christ,” he muttered.
“The Americans taught me that expression, and later showed me the ‘speedy’ recipe.”
“Weel, I mind Mrs. Crook creaming beef a time or two, but I dinna recall hearing such crass language cross her lips.” He leaned down to kiss the offending feature and blinked at her slowly, expertly switching the burner off.
“Mama?”
Claire startled, turning around to find Faith’s blue eyes searching for hers, bare feet shuffling across the kitchen floor. It had been weeks already with her daughter back in her arms, and yet she still wasn’t reacquainted with Faith’s light footsteps and silent approach. While Bree babbled to her pile of blocks on the quilt spread across the floor, Faith had kept herself studiously occupied at the kitchen table with one of her sister’s books, worn out after ‘helping’ – which had amounted to her splashing the bubbles around in the basin.
“Yes, Lovey?” she knelt down to her daughter’s level, pausing to admire the flush that had come back to the girl’s cheeks along with the gradual return of her figure, belly promising to become a delightful pooch.
“Could I… hold the bairn?” Faith’s eyes were wide and hopeful, anxious of a request not previously made.
Claire’s chest swelled, another abundant occurrence in the last month. She stroked downward from Faith’s shoulder, then offered her hand. “I think she’d really like that.”
Claire knelt to greet her 10-month-old with a sloppy kiss as she lifted her into the air. They walked through the house together, laundry postponed at present.
Claire directed Faith to sit up against the arm of the sofa, then lowered Bree into her waiting arms. Nerves wound tight, Claire scooted close to her eldest, ready to intervene should disaster or conflict occur.
Bree squirmed in Faith’s hold, hips twisting as if she would throw herself onto the floor.
Claire registered Faith’s heart-wrenching little intake of air as she watched with bated breath.
Brianna must have heard it too, as she pivoted her upper body once more to study Faith, who stared back with frozen features. Suddenly, Bree pitched back into Faith’s middle, damp fist seeking Faith’s closest curl.
Faith sighed in relief, meeting Claire’s eye before stroking her sister’s back tentatively.
Claire lost herself in the sight, her daughters closer than they’d ever been, something she’d only expected to see in her imagination.
“A nighean ruaidh,” Faith whispered, the words rolling off her tongue effortlessly, drawing Claire out of her own thoughts.
“What was that, Baby?”
“Just something I’ve heard Da say to her,” Faith shrugged. “Almost like he calls us.”
Claire’s lips twitched into a smile, overcome. “I suppose you’re right.”
“I dinna have enough Gaelic yet,” Faith continued, brow scrunched in contemplation. “But I think it means that he loves us.” She paused in thought, then lifted her chin to meet Claire’s eye. “Mama, will ye have more bairns verra soon?”
Claire felt her cheeks flush. From the mouths of babes, indeed. While she and Jamie hadn’t discussed the idea of more children, she knew it was a surer possibility in their hopeful future. Meanwhile, they’d plenty of practice of late. The temptation was hard to resist when every morning they woke tangled together from the previous night.
She shrugged as she stood to cross the room, keeping a careful eye on the pair. “I think we’ll have to see what God has in mind, my love,” she said gently.
Reaching the corner desk, Claire easily found what she had in mind. She brought the large format Rolleiflex to life, pointing it toward her girls. She captured one shot just as they were – studying each other curiously. “Smile,” she called before snapping the second photograph. Bree looked up at the sound of her voice, while Faith looked startled before baring her teeth in an awkward grimace in response to the command. While the camera had been present in many of their daily moments of late, both were still becoming accustomed to the expected behavior in front of the device.
As soon as she had clicked the shutter, their pose shifted at the scratch of a newly minted key in the front door.
Claire glanced down at her watch. Five o’clock on the dot meant that she still had a number of chores to complete, but at least one more willing helper to get them under way.
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Faith leapt from the sofa as soon as Mama had lifted the baby from her lap, bounding to the door.
She’d been greeting her mother every day when she came back to the house from seeing her patients. Faith wasn’t allowed to go with Mama when she made calls to the sick tenants anymore. She still didn’t quite understand her parents’ explanation that these patients could be sicker and more gravely injured than Faith was used to seeing. What could have happened to them that was more dangerous than at Lallybroch?
Either way, she was always excited and a bit relieved when Mama got home in the afternoon. After all their time apart, it was hard when she left even for the day. Mama didn’t usually notice, but Faith always woke to the sound of the creaking door when her mother tiptoed in and kissed her cheek in farewell. She didn’t want to miss those moments together.
But this was the first day that Da had gone anywhere by himself in a while, so Faith thought he must have been nervous. She knew how hard it could be to meet new people and learn new things, especially in this strange place where they had found Mama. So she wanted to be sure to welcome him back just in case he hadn’t had a good day.
Faith jumped high as Da closed the door behind him. He noticed just in time to kneel and catch her in the air, like she knew he would. He laughed, his voice deep with joy.
“Good even’ to ye, a leannan.” Da drew her close to him, a big hand grasping her back. “Have ye been helpin’ yer mam today?” They crossed the room in only a few large steps.
Faith was glad that he seemed happy, so his day must have been better than she thought.
“Aye, we did the laundry. ‘Twas verra heavy, Da.” Faith sighed, remembering the mess she’d made as she pulled her new dresses out of the wash basin. But Mama’s thankful smile and compliments had made it worthwhile.
Mama chuckled as Da gestured for her to pass Brianna to him, as well. “And to think there’s still more of it left!” she teased.
Bree grabbed for the collar of Da’s new shirt as she settled in his arms and made wee noises to him. He nodded back to her as if she was using real words, something Faith remembered him doing with Michael and Janet, not long ago.
Da sat on the couch, making room in his lap for both Faith and Bree.
Faith remembered something from earlier. “Mama, Da, I knew all the letters in the book I read today!”
They spoke at the same time, then chuckled together. “Show us!”
As Faith ran down the hall to retrieve her book, she turned just in time to see Da place Brianna in her swing and stand up to face Mama, whispering to her. Mama chuckled deeply as they reached for each other.
She couldn’t help but notice Mama’s silly little smile as their faces came together, nor Da’s hand finding its favorite place on Mama’s bum.
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Jamie exited the lavatory wearing his new pyjama bottoms, steam from the hot bath following him into the bedroom. He paused to watch Claire as she sat at her dressing table, wrapped in her dressing gown and combing through her still-damp locks. The scene was so reminiscent of their everyday life in his time – at Leoch, followed by Lallybroch and everywhere else his duty had taken them.
She startled as they made eye contact in the mirror before her face slipped into a wide smile.
His breath caught. He’d surely just witnessed her remember their reunion for the hundredth time, each ever sweeter than before.
Jamie crossed the room in only a few steps, reaching for the comb to take over her task.
Claire’s head lolled back and her eyes slipped shut as his hands worked into her curls, squeezing out a few more water droplets. “So, how was the first…” she paused her inquiry to make a breathy wee noise that nearly drove him to distraction. “… day?”
“I must say it was a bit overwhelming at first, Sassenach,” he muttered. “I’m grateful once again that ye drove me in, though I almost couldna find my way inside the hospital itself.”
She hummed. “You’ll figure out the way of it by the end of the week, at least. But the job itself?”
Jamie smiled. “The director and the other lads I met were all verra kind, and if I did anything out o’ the ordinary they didna point it out.” He hummed to himself. “Felt a bit braw to recognize all the wee defense tactics they showed me, even if they were a bit tamer than one might actually find in the face of battle.”
Claire nodded, but quickly stopped when the motion pulled the comb too tight against the last knot in her hair. “Well, I am proud of you.” Their eyes met in the mirror again, connected.
He kissed the top of her head and offered his hand to let her know he was done. She stood up to face him, but then arched a brow as she took him in. She guided him down to the stool by his shoulders and took up the comb again, pulling it gently through his towel-dried waves.
Jamie was glad that his hair didn’t take as long, since his wife’s gentle motions pulled him into a pleasant drowsiness. And that was hardly what he had in mind for their night.
As soon as he heard the slap of the comb hitting the table in front of him, he turned to face Claire. As he prepared to stand, he put his hands behind her thighs to lift her.
“Wait, I wanted to show you something!” Claire shimmied out his grasp and reached for the table behind him before taking a seat next to him, hip snug against his.
She presented an envelope to him, identical to the one she’d brought home just the week before.
“More photographs?” he asked, settling his arm over her shoulders.
“I stopped to pick up the new packet on the way home today,” she told him, cheeks flushed with excitement.
She unwound the seal gently and slid the portraits into his open palm.
It still gave him a bit of a shock to see his likeness printed so neatly on the surface of the first sheet. He grinned to see the tenderness on his face as he gazed down at Bree while building a lazy tower out of her blocks. Faith could be seen climbing onto his back to look over his shoulder in the black and white shot.
Jamie flipped through, starting to notice a pattern. Nearly every picture was a combination of himself, the lasses, or all of them together. There was naught of Claire to be found. Come to think of it, the only likeness of her he recalled seeing was hanging on the wall in Bree’s nursery – the blurry shot taken moments after the bairn’s delivery.
“You’ll have to teach me to use this wee thing,” he said determinedly. “I’d like to see your bonnie face in one of these photographs.”
She blushed prettily. “It’s a deal.” She kissed his chin sweetly. “Come to think of it, I’ve hoped to get us into town for a portrait sitting one of these days when we’re both off. We’ve no pictures of us together, either.”
“If you’ll lead the way, my lady.” He stood and stretched, then bent once more to gather her into his arms.
Claire smirked. “You don’t always have to carry me, you know.” Nevertheless, she tightened her arms behind his neck as her legs twisted around him like vines.
“Perhaps no’,” he leaned in to kiss her once, leaving a smacking noise as he did so. “But you’ll find that I will as often as you’ll let me.” He hesitated as he lowered her to the end of their mattress, then knelt in front of her. He placed a hand over her belly gingerly. “Until it’s mebbe a wee bit too difficult?”
She startled, eyes leaping to his, then harrumphed. “Watch it, lad.”
Jamie grinned at her cheekily but didn’t let her stray from his implication.
Claire’s hand gripped the back of his neck, then slipped under the collar of his shirt. “Your daughter asked a strikingly similar question earlier today.”
“Mmphm,” he uttered. “And did ye have an answer for her?”
“There was only so much I could think of to say.” Her blunt fingernails scratched his shoulder.
Jamie swallowed deeply as he looked into her eyes, searching her glass face as he crossed his arms over her knees.
“Maybe after the divorce process is complete,” she whispered.
He took her hand and nodded, remembering the thick envelope on their kitchen table, still unopened amid their adjusting routine. “Aye, of course.” He kissed her smooth palm.
“Besides,” she chuckled. “Bree isn’t even a year old yet.”
“That may be so, Sassenach.” Jamie rose to his feet before her. “But we’ll have to put in some extra effort for that even dozen.”
Claire’s mouth fell open, several moments lapsing before her body shook with laughter. “You’re ridiculous.”
He struggled to speak through his own snickers, his voice not quite sounding like his own. “But in the meantime?” His eyebrows rose.
“Please.” She laid back as he crawled over her, easing the robe over her shoulders.
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[Several weeks later]
Claire felt like cackling in delight as she took in the details of the postcard in her hands. Their family portrait had arrived in the post just that afternoon, but she had delayed opening it until the girls were asleep. She hadn’t been sure of the results of their outing, and wanted to keep it to herself until she was. She would show them when they were older, of course, preferably once they’d gotten the hang of a portrait sitting.
So the Frasers had gone through their evening ritual together, a joint bath for the girls – quicker when it wasn’t made to be more chaotic – then she’d combed the tangles from Faith’s curls while the nebuliser ran, and cuddled her to sleep as had become customary.
Jamie had just slipped out of the sitting room with a freshly burped and rocked Bree, and would be back any second. She still wasn’t sure when she’d show him the family memorabilia, as his reaction seemed to have tipped the scale for the most priceless.
It had been a drizzling afternoon as the Frasers had filed from Claire’s auto and into a corner shop in Inverness. Campbell Portraits boasted a proud lineage, their circulars advertising their establishment in the 1880s. The family-owned business had serviced the highlands amid the changing technology of photography, evidenced by the display in the waiting room.
Claire had gone to great lengths to make everyone look presentable after lunch that day – teasing curls, straightening collars and pressing skirts until she finally resolved to leave well enough alone and herd everyone into town.
As she had signed them in for their appointment time, she had felt a tug on her skirt. She had smiled at the receptionist, taken Faith’s hand, and walked them back to sit with Jamie, whose free hand had tapped a rhythm against his thigh. He had bounced a fussy Bree, who had been teething once again, in his opposite arm.
“Yes, lovey?” Claire had asked as Faith patted her hand.
“Ye said you would go with me again, aye?” Faith had asked.
Claire had pasted on a smile and answered patiently, for the third time. “Yes, darling, we’ll all be together.”
Her eldest daughter seemed to have conflated the foreign concept of the studio with her recent experiences at the hospital, unsure of her role in this new environment.
Almost as soon as they had settled down, their name had been called. Claire had led the way into the little room, Faith’s hand tight in hers. She had noticed both Jamie and Faith eyeing the surroundings of the dark room suspiciously.
Claire had wondered at what they might be able to compare the tight quarters and dim lighting to from their own experiences. The priest hole at Lallybroch? Damn it.
An almost too-cheery man had greeted them at the door.
“Welcome, Frasers,” he had declared. “My last appointment of the day.”
The short man – Archie, as he had introduced himself – had quickly displayed his frustration as he tried to arrange the Frasers in a posed position. Jamie had begun to show his full range of stubbornness at Campbell’s brisk directions, while Faith had become drawn into herself.
At last, they had settled into an arrangement with Jamie and Claire side by side, angled diagonally. Faith had been seated on a platform just in front of them, while Bree had been propped up on Jamie’s lap.
The frustrations of the afternoon were clear in the final product. Claire’s curls were frizzed from the rain, while Jamie had adapted a complacent glare from trying to sit still for so long. Faith looked plainly startled from the bright flashbulb, her teeth bared unnaturally. And poor Bree’s fingers were in her mouth, Claire’s earlier pain-relieving methods worn off.
Chuckling over the image once more, Claire rose to tuck it away in an album at the back of her bedroom closet for now.
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Christ, but it had been a long first official shift, Jamie thought as he re-entered the sitting room. He hadn’t expected for a large part of his job to involve fielding questions from incoming patients and visitors as they entered the hospital. He’d found himself running back and forth to get answers to those questions just as often as he’d stood at his post.
His supervisor, a man named Duncan, had assured him once again that this was one more aspect he’d grow accustomed to, soon memorizing the answers just as well as his other duties.
Come to think of it, Duncan had mentioned that he still needed to add a few of Jamie’s records to his employee file. He dragged himself up again and to Claire’s desk, where he had last seen the documents before they were sorted away. He scratched his head as he wondered which drawer Claire might have slipped them into.
Jamie hadn’t heard her moving through the house while he’d put Brianna abed, but perhaps she would be back soon to help him locate the documents that the Reverend had procured for him.
Taking a cursory glance over the desk’s surface, he noticed that their collection of printed photographs had grown. There was a third envelope, that appeared not to have been opened.
He looked back toward the doorway of the sitting room. He assumed Claire was planning to show him this set when she returned, but it wouldn’t hurt to have a wee keek at them. He’d practiced taking a few shots of her in the last week or so, and was anxious to see how they’d turned out.
Jamie slid the stack out carefully, but then nearly dropped the entire set at the first image he encountered.
Taken on a bright day, the portrait proudly displayed Leoch. Or, at least he could still recognize a few features of the castle. Stones were missing from its great walls, while several windows were broken and overbearing vegetation grew up its sides.
But most startling was the man stood in front of Jamie’s ancestral home. Randall – not Black Jack, as he’d originally feared – but Frank, dressed in a proper three-piece suit and matching hat.
Jamie swallowed deeply, stunned at the juxtaposition of this part of Claire’s history and his – theirs -- unexpectedly converging.
With shaking hands, he flipped through the next photographs. The castle by itself, an auto in front of the castle, then like a shock to his system, Claire in front of the auto, Leoch in the background.
He ghosted his finger over the likeness of Claire’s apple cheeks in the photograph, careful to heed her previous warning about smudging the surface.
Examining the image, Jamie recalled the other-worldly, shivering lass that had tended him on a cold and damp night, then compared her to the fearsome woman he’d since shared two lives with.
She’d been more slender then, her present curves having filled in as she carried each of their wee miracles. But there was something he couldn’t quite put into words, as if the last vestiges of her innocence still existed in this single captured moment. All that they’d faced together had honed her into the unstoppable force that continued to surprise and challenge him every day.
“I found one more undeveloped roll, tucked away in a drawer.” Claire’s voice carried softly.
Jamie looked up to find her studying him from the doorway, a wistful smile on her face.
His cheeks burned. “I didna mean to– “
She shook her head, then offered her hand, head tilted toward the sofa. “Let’s look together?”
Jamie took a seat cautiously, perspiration slickening his palms.
Claire followed close behind him, footsteps soft on the carpet. She lifted the stack from his hands, then arranged herself in his lap, her back braced against his sturdy arm.
“What do you think?”
He drummed his fingers against her hip. “’Twas a shock, to see him there.” He paused. “But ye… Lookin’ so happy.”
She sighed. “Getting there, perhaps. I didn’t want to acknowledge it at the time, but things weren’t quite the same.” Her fingertips caressed his neck. “We both knew it.”
Jamie breathed out. “Suppose things did no’ turn out quite like ye expected?”
“No.” Claire twisted to face him, forehead pressing against his. “Better.”
They flipped through the small batch of photos from the unfinished roll, Claire giving him space for any questions or clarifications.
While shots of the clan markers and open spaces of Culloden Field robbed him of breath, what truly puzzled him was a portrait of a village square in Inverness.
“I don’t think you and I have been back that way,” Claire insisted when he asked. “That’s in front of the inn where we – Frank and I – stayed during our trip.”
But something about the location struck Jamie as familiar, sending a shiver through his very bones. “Suppose it doesna help to dwell on it. We’ll be busy making new memories, you and –"
Claire’s lips swallowed the end of his question as she twisted in his lap to straddle him, her calf-length skirt gathering between them. She guided him in a subtle rocking motion, her eyes never leaving his. One hand gripped his jaw, thumb sweeping over his bottom lip. The other lost itself in his hair.
Jamie’s hands slid from her knees to her arse and held on. “Dhia,” he panted into the gooseflesh of her neck. He quickly forgot about Frank and any other bloody Randall.
Perhaps not exact, but this is pretty close to my mother’s SOS recipe, credited to my grandfather’s time in the U.S. Army in the 1950s.
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