#road to Schkeuditz

[aubzylynn]

After the Epilogue

Word Count: 1500 Warnings: Steve’s a little shit. This is his revenge for being picked on so much during RTS. Lots of fluff. Summary: After some time of separation, Bucky wants to see you again. A/N: Soooo hi. I’m not dead. I swear. Im trying to get back into writing. What better way than to have a fluffy ending to RTS a year after I posted the original? lol

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[Road to Schkeuditz Masterlist]

You breathe in deeply through your nose, letting the world fall away. Your eyes drift closed as the rising sun kisses your skin, not as warming as the mantra in your head:

You’re going to see Bucky today.

Over a year of waiting. A year of listening to Steve’s stories of Skyping with his best friend. A year of Steve visiting his pal. A year of your Captain telling you that Bucky asks about you all the time, that he wants to know how you are, what you’re doing, not so subtly asking Steve if you’re still harboring feelings for him.

You worried that this day would never come. That your promise of patience for Bucky was being tested. Doubts that the soldier had any remaining feelings for you crept into your mind. He was getting himself back, why would he need you? Despite Steve’s constant reassurances, you doubted. He just needs time. He’s doing so well. He wants to be ready. He misses you, he’s adjusting, just give him a little more time.

More time. Something you wish you didn’t have an abundance of. You had all the time in the world following Steve, Natasha, and Sam around on covert missions and hiding away from the United States government.

But that’s what you had promised, isn’t it? I’ll wait for you.

Your doubts were silenced when Steve found you, beaming, looking like he was holding a small bust of Bucky in the palm of his outstretched hand. You sat up, asking silent questions as Steve beckons you towards him, still looking towards the Bucky in his palm. “Yeah, she’s right here, pal, hold on.”

Steve grabbed your hand and pulled you into his side, his smile practically splitting his scruffy face. Your focus is on the Kimoyo bead in Steve’s palm, then on the lifelike Bucky who is just grinning from ear to ear. “Hey, Kid.”

You stop and look between Bucky and Steve, trying to figure out if this is real. Reaching out, your fingers brush across Bucky’s image. You feel nothing but air, but it looks like your fingers are sifting through fine sand. A startled laugh escapes you as you watch Bucky’s facial expressions.

Suddenly his image is distorted and your smile fades, worried that he’s going to disappear. “Bucky?”

“Sorry, Kid,” he smiles sheepishly, tucking a lock of hair behind his ear. You quietly realize that he must have also touched your...hologram? (What even is this?) The thought brings a shy smile to your lips.

Steve’s still beside you, you realize when he huffs out a quiet laugh. “Already touchy feely and you’re not even in the same room yet?”

As a reflex, you smack Steve with the back of your hand, turning to him and making a startled noise. “Cut it out, you monster!”

“Aww, you blushin’, Buck?” he smiles wide, bringing the image of his best friend in his hand closer to his face.

“No,” Bucky clears his throat as Steve laughs. “Shut up, punk.”

After that first time, Steve was happy to ask T’Challa for your own set of Kimoyo beads so you could talk to Bucky whenever you wanted. It was slow going for a while, conversations would stall, shy smiles exchanged. Eventually, though, you had found your rhythm with him again. After some time, he asked if he could see you. You cheekily made a remark that he practically sees you every day. He smiles at you, eyes gleaming.

“I’m serious, Kid. I...I think I’m in a good place. I th--” he stops, purses his lips and swallows. Bucky looks down and nods before glancing up at you through his lashes. “I think we’re in a good place.”

The controls and insistent beeping on the jet pull you from your head, you look at the coordinates Steve had given you, panic bubbling slowly in your stomach. “Steve, you sure this is right?”

“Keep going,” he says with no offer of an explanation.

You’re headed straight for the mountainside. He has a little ornery smile on his face, but you know to trust him. Your muscles slowly tense, waiting for impact; but it never comes.

The trees on the mountainside melt away, revealing Wakanda. The country is waking with the morning rays bouncing off the tall, beautiful buildings, the open plains, the little villages and huts. Animals graze lazily through the open fields while their shepherds wave at your jet.

“You were nervous, weren’t you?” Steve asks cheekily.

You scoff and smile at him. “I wasn’t ready for this view.”

He smiles warmly, turning back to look out the windshield. “You were sleeping last time you came in, huh?”

You nod absently, taking in the skyline and the beauty of the land before you. The whole country was beautiful. It almost felt like coming home.

The awe you felt seeing the beauty of Wakanda slowly dissipated and a raw, jittery energy slowly settled in the pit of your stomach.

You were going to see Bucky today.

As much as you had dreamed of this day, you were nervous to see him. Sure, you had fallen back into an easy relationship with him, but would it be the same when you were together? What if things were different while you were in his presence?

“You keep spacing out--which scenario are you imagining?” Steve asks, taking over the steering from his side of the jet. “A: Bucky runs to you, arms open, slow motion, like in that movie--”

“When the hell did you have time to watch 10?” you laugh loudly, thinking of Bucky in corn row braids, running like a sex icon.

Steve grins, running a hand through his beard. “We’re here.”

“Darn, I was looking forward to hearing what you think scenarios B through Z were,” you sass, making Steve laugh again. “But I must say, option A sounds pretty good to me.”

Despite Steve’s brief distraction, you’re nipping at your bottom lip as Steve lands the jet. He turns everything off and looks at you, face spreading into that shit eating grin that makes you wanna smack him sometimes. “You ready?”

Sigh. “As I’ll ever be.”

He pats your shoulder as he passes by, “I thought you’d be more excited to be able to kiss the love of your life--”

“Steve! Oh my god, shut up!” Heat burns your cheeks as you shove him.

He laughs joyously, dodging your feeble punches as he makes his way down the ramp. T’Challa is making his way towards you both with a couple of members of the Dora in his wake. He crosses his arms over his chest in greeting. Steve nods in reciprocation before shaking T’Challa’s hand and pulling him into a hug.

“He has been anxious for your arrival.” T’Challa says to you over Steve’s shoulder. Heat flares up in your cheeks again, prompting a smile from T’Challa and Okoye. “Come. Let’s not keep him waiting.”

Steve grins at you again before offering his arm to walk with you. Taking it gratefully, your mind starts to wander again. Wondering how today was going to go. Wondering if you would still mean so much to this man once he saw you again.

Everything focused as soon as you saw him. Bucky was sitting on the ground, a baby goat in his lap and a child sitting next to him, laughing while the goat ate from his hand. He only glanced up when the child ran towards your party, speaking excitedly to T’Challa.

Bucky stands, a smile slowly enveloping his face. You let go of Steve, feeling like the grin you’re sporting is going to split your face in half. Bucky looks so good in his Wakandan clothes. Hues of blue and green really make him look soft. You reach for him as you get close enough, your hand slides from his shoulder to cup his jaw. “Hi,” you breathe, caging your lower lip between your teeth again.

“Hi,” he says just as quiet. The wind blows around you, whipping your hair around. Bucky tucks a lock behind your ear seconds before you lunge into his embrace. “I smell like goats--!”

“I don’t care!” you laugh, wrapping both arms around his neck, hugging him tight. He scoops you into him, wedging your shoulder under his chin.

You stay like that, wrapped in each other, for a long time; but it’s not enough for you. You could stay here all day like this.

He pulls back slowly, wanting to see your face. As you release him, you press a gentle kiss to his cheek and you’re just beaming. Before he can stop himself, his fingers are tangled in your hair as he pulls you close and presses a sweet, chaste kiss to your lips.

You giggle against his mouth and kiss him again and again and again.

“Come on,” he says, eyes sparkling. He’s completely forgotten about the party behind you. “There’s so much I want to show you.”

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MCU Recommendation List

This list will be updated constantly. I´m aware many of these are empty but in those are the categories I´m looking for fics that I read at some point to fill it. {Last update: 08/18/2020}

Tony Stark/Iron Man

Dad!Tony x reader

Series:

One Shots:

Chin up, Princess by @aubzylynn Summary: Tony cheers you up, imparts some wisdom. Ya know, dad stuff.

Tony x reader

Pick-Up Line by @letsgetfuckingsuperwholocked Prompt: “So… You come here often?” – “I work here.”

Adventures In Babysitting by @beccaanne814 Summary: As a professional nanny, you’d seen your fair share of difficult children, and you were certain that there wasn’t a situation you couldn’t handle. When you’re called to the Avengers Tower at the last minute, you find that you’re completely unprepared for what awaits you.

Steve Rogers/Captain America

Dad!Steve x reader

Steve x reader

Series:

A December Deception by @aubzylynn

Summary: I told my sister I have a boyfriend so she’d stop trying to set me up with people but now she’s coming to visit I’m in too deep I need a boyfriend ASAP!

The Best Mistake of My Life by @anika-ann

Summary: A soulmate AU. They say having a soulmate is a blessing. Who wouldn’t love the idea of star-crossed lovers, right?Neither Steve Rogers nor you consider yourself lucky though. It probably has something to do with the lines written on your skin. Because if the words are anything to go by, you’re not sure you want to meet each other.

One Shots:

5 times by @aubzylynn Summary: 5 times Steve was hipnotized by your voice.

James “Bucky” Barnes/Winter Soilder

Dad!Bucky x reader

Bucky x reader

Series:

Road to Schkeuditz by @aubzylynn

Summary: So much has changed with the Sokovian Accords. The team is divided in half, and you’re not sure where you stand. You know you should sign the Accords, but it doesn’t feel right. After a conversation with Sharon, Steve, and Sam at the prison, you realize that you don’t want to sign them. Now you, Steve, Sam, and Bucky are on a mission to get to the Leipzig airport…in the tiniest car imaginable…so you can clear Bucky’s name.

One Shots:

Partner by @aubzylynn  Summary: Set after Bucky’s out of cryo and the team is all together. You’re used to working with Sam. He’s your partner for everything. Until Steve and Tony decide it’s a good idea to shake things up. Everyone has a new partner. It’s good for “team unity,” or whatever. You’re less than thrilled to be paired with your crush Bucky. 

Blind date by @aubzylynn  Summary: Your best friend set you up on a date, but he never shows. Bucky was also set up on a blind date, who also didn’t show up. Well, since you both got stood up, you might as well go on this date together, right? 

Prejudge by @marsmoonqueen Summary: Bucky just learned a lesson: You have to ask before you make assumptions.

Badass Ballerina by @bby-bxrnes Summary: You present yourself as a major tomboy, with no girly side to be seen. You fight like the boys, swear like the boys, and drink like the boys. But then, one night, Bucky sees a side of you that you keep hidden from everyone else.

More Than Meets The Eye by @bby-bxrnes Summary:  High School!AU Bucky Barnes is the stereotypical bad boy of the school, always smoking cigarettes and skipping class. One fateful night, you learn there’s so much more to him beneath the rough exterior.

Sam Wilson/Falcon /Captain America

My Hero by @letsgetfuckingsuperwholocked Summary: Soulmate AU Soulmates are born with the name of their significant other tattooed over their hearts.

Just Do It by @letsgetfuckingsuperwholocked Prompt: “I just fought off ten armed men, and you expect me to – what? Jump off a thousand foot building?”

Thor Odinson

Clint Barton/Hawkeye

Dad!Clint x reader

Clint x reader

I Never Miss by @letsgetfuckingsuperwholocked Summary: Soulmate AU Soulmates are born with their significant others’ name tattooed over their heart.

Natasha Romanoff/Black Widow

Mom!Natasha x reader, Sister!Natasha x reader

Natasha x reader

Bruce Banner/Hulk

Dad!Bruce x reader

Bruce x reader

Loki Laufeyson/Odinson

Dad!Loki x reader

Loki x reader

Cloak and Daggers by @the--sad--hatter Summary: When Thor asks for your help in clearing his brothers name, your secrets about the God of Mischief are unraveled. 

Wanda Maximoff

Wanda x sibling!reader

Wanda x reader

Pietro Maximoff

Pietro x sibling!reader

Pietro x reader

T’Challa/Black Panther

T’Challa x reader

Peter Parker/Spiderman

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Well, there are more A’s in my follow list than I realized! 🤣🤣 Next up is @aubzylynn who is the sweetest peach in the world! ❤️ I first read her Cuddle Drabbles series and fell in love with both her and her writing, but my favorite story of hers is Road to Schkeuditz which chronicles the journey our three misfits and the Reader had to take in that tiny VW Bug during Civil War! So hilarious! 🤣🤣

sigh... the Cuddle Drabble series sounds like a dream,. Sleepless night with bucky? yes please! lol they really couldnt have picked a smaller car to fit two huge super soldiers and a very fit sam lol... but I wouldn't mind being squished in that tiny bug lol. you’d be safe for sure! Road to Schkeudtiz is everything!

JOIN OUR FANFIC APPRECIATION CELEBRATION!

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These questions are from this list. You should check it out, there’s 50 questions all together and they’d be great to ask your favorite fic writer!

1) How old were you when you first starting writing fan-fiction?

I think I was 12. My best friend at the time and I wrote Harry Potter and Lord of the Rings fanfic. We also put ourselves into the stories as OCs. I also wrote for Full Metal Alchemist, InuYasha, I also had my own HP fics, and I think I even had an Eregon oneshot at some point when I started lol. I’m confident there’s more, but it’s been such a long time.

2) Do you prefer writing OC’s or reader inserts? Explain your answer.

I actually really enjoy both. Like, with reader inserts, I can inject a lot of my (or my friends) quirks and fears and insecurities into the reader and get messages back from readers saying that they really connected with the story or the reader. And OC’s are always fun because they have their own personality and it’s fun for me to figure out who they are.

3) What is your favorite genre to write for?

Fluffffffff. Yall know I can’t write a story without a happy ending.

4) If you had to delete one of your stories and never speak of it again, which would it be and why?

Surprisingly, I don’t think I have one. They’re all fine. I wish I had time to go through and kind of update a few of them, but there’s not really any that I’m super embarrassed by.

5) When is your preferred time to write?

First thing in the morning. Right after I wake up. It doesn’t happen very often, but it’s easiest then. I’m not bogged down by my jobs or my brain. It’s easiest to get into a good headspace.

6) Where do you take your inspiration from?

Usually from Sarah or other friends–the stories they tell, the things I read or see.

7) What’s your favorite scene that you’ve written?

Hmm..there’s a scene in my 40’s series that I’m pretty proud of. The reader, Bucky, and Steve are all reunited at long last and it’s really sweet and I dunno I really just love it.

But, if we’re going off of fics that I’ve posted…this is probably going to sound so bad, but the Kennedy assassination in Control was interesting to write. I actually watched old news footage of it. The chaos, the panic, the craziness, and then having her reunite with the Soldier and there’s a little spark is just ugh. It’s one of my favorites.

8) Have you ever amended a story due to criticisms you’ve received after posting it?

Not yet. Luckily, my followers and readers have been incredibly kind. I’ve never really had any hate or criticism for my stories.

9) Who is your favorite character to write for? Why?

This should be easy to tell, but it’s Bucky. Lol He’s got such an interesting depth and so many layers and I know I always write him so soft and loving but I also love to read fics where he’s the Soldier and the ones that explore the different sides of him. Someday I want to write those different shades of Bucky.

10) Who is your least favorite character to write for? Why?

I don’t have a whole lot of experience writing a lot of the characters, so I can’t really pick one. It feels unfair. I would like to write more for other characters to be a stronger author and to have some variety.

11) How do you come up with the titles for your stories?

I’m so unoriginal when it comes to titles, tbh. Like, my most creative one was Nomonakalo and that’s literally because I was looking for “apocalypse” in Xhosa. But I didn’t like any of the translations for “apocalypse” so I looked up synonyms until I landed on “devastation,” and here we are. The others, are song titles, like Control. And some are a word or two about the story, like Midnight Snack, or Partner.

12) What do you think is the best idea you’ve had for a story so far?

Nomonakalo is the best idea I’ve ever had. I hope to continue it someday even though it didn’t get a lot of love. I also have a Princess Bride au on ice in the back of my brain that I’m pretty sure is gonna be fantastic.

13) Do you have any abandoned WIP’s? What made you abandon them?

Oh god so many. My poor babies. I’m not inspired by the request or they’ve gotten to be too big for me to handle.

14) Are there any stories that you’ve written that you’d really love to do a sequel to?

Maybe Partner or Blind Date. Or even a sequel to Cuddle Drabbles, but the focus would be on Steve instead. I’ve been playing with the ideas of a Steve Cuddle Drabbles for a really long time.

15) Are there any stories that you wished you’d ended differently?

Road to Schkeuditz. I hated that it ended so angsty. I wanted to do more, but I didn’t know the timeline and when Bucky would wake up. But I think I might write a little something someday about the reader visiting him in Wakanda after he’s healed.

16) Tell me about another writer(s) who you admire? What is it about them that you admire?

I have so, so many, but I’m gonna do the first three that came to mind.

I admire @sarahwroteathing. I know she’s my best friend, but guys. G u y s. Sarah’s so talented. I admire her work ethic and how hard she works on her stories. Soundtrack has been giving her grief for over a year, and she’s still working on it. It’s still one of the best stories I’ve ever read and it amazes me how much care she puts into her writing.

@soldatbarnes is also another great friend and amazing author. I also love how she perseveres through her tough times. She amazes me. I’ll see her posts about not being inspired to write, or wishing she had more time to do so, and then she’ll come out with an amazing story that’s beautifully written. She’s incredible.

@bitsandbobsandstuff is fucking phenomenal. I love her writing. It’s so in depth and wonderfully crafted. I aspire to be as amazing as she is.

17) Do you have a story that you look back on and cringe when you reread it?

I’m probably gonna get hate for this, but i can’t reread the Cuddle Drabbles. It’s my first time writing and posting for the MCU and I can tell. It’s cringey to me. But I get such sweet messages about it every now and again, and I can’t bring myself to change it.

18) Do you prefer listening to music when you’re writing or do you need silence?

I do it both ways. Sometimes a focus playlist is needed and other times my brain can’t think if there’s any noise. Just depends on what it is.

19) Have you ever cried whilst writing a story?

Yep. Chin Up, Princess made me cry. It was what I needed someone to say to me, and having it come from Tony just made me more emotional than I had anticipated.

20) Which part of your fics have been the hardest to write?

I overthink action scenes. I struggle with thinking it sounds forced or unorganic, sometimes.

21) Do you make a general outline for your stories or do you just go with the flow?

Umm both. I make an outline just to know where I’m going, but sometimes it diverges because it’ll flow a different way while I’m writing it.

22) What is something you wished you’d known before you started posting fan-fiction?

How addicting the praise can be, and sometimes it doesn’t seem like enough. I love getting sweet messages more than I could ever attempt to tell you.

23) Do you have a story that you feel doesn’t get as much love as you’d like?

Yes. Nomonakalooooooooo. My poor baby. I worked the hardest on it and it has the least amount of notes of any of my fics.

24) In contrast to 23 is there a story which gets lots of love which you kinda eye roll at?

No, not really. Sometimes, I’ll see someone start the Cuddle Drabbles or Road to Schkeuditz and I’ll think “oh here we go, they’re gonna flood my notifications with likes” but I mean that’s the most that happens lol

25) Are any of your characters based on real people?

Um, a few. But, it’s pretty minor. The reader in A December Deception has some of Sarah’s mannerisms, and Morgan in Handsome Stranger is basically my friend Morgan. I have an OC in my 40’s series based on my friend Cassidy, and the reader’s best friend in a wedding fic is essentially Sarah. (I mean, she’s marrying Steve. How could I not make her the bride? Lol)

26) What’s the biggest compliment you’ve gotten?

Sarah called Nomonakalo “emotionally excellent” and I still haven’t recovered from it. She sent me an email responding to everything. It was practically an essay. I still reread it when I feel like quitting.

27) What’s the harshest criticism you’ve gotten?

“The reader says ‘dude’ too much,” and “focus more on Bucky’s feelings.” I don’t really get a whole lot of negative feedback.

28) Do you share your story ideas with anyone else or do you keep them close to your chest?

Sarah and Cassidy are pretty much the people I’ll run to. But, I will keep them close to my chest if I’m not sure I want to proceed with the story or not.

29) Do people know you write fan-fiction?

Some do, yeah. My friend Ashlee actually found some of my writing and actually read it. I wasn’t prepared for that. It’s unclear if my family knows that I still do, but they definitely knew that I did when I was a kid.

30) What’s your favorite minor character you’ve written?

Probably Sam in Road to Schkeuditz. I had a lot of fun with him!

31) What spurs you on during the writing process?

Feedback. It really does keep me going. Seeing others enjoying what I’m writing about keeps me motivated to finish a story.

32) What’s your favorite trope to write?

So, after deliberation with Sarah, I’ve realized that I don’t have a favorite to write. I haven’t written enough to really have a favorite!

33) Can you remember the first fic you read? What was it about?

The first fic ever? No. God no. I can’t remember. It was probably my friend’s HP fanfic. I can remember the first fic I read for supernatural was from Mimi, and the first from the MCU was from Tesla. But I don’t remember what the stories were.

34) If you could write only angst, fluff or smut for the rest of your writing life, which would it be and why?

Fluff. Always fluff. I can’t have a story end on a sad or bad note. It always has to have a happy ending.

[sarahwroteathing]

Your story board thing for just one kiss is soooooo good! Are you going to make more do you think?

Aww thank yoooou! As soon as I found out how to do it I got really into it. I’ve made a couple for @aubzylynn for Nomonakalo and Road to Schkeuditz and a few for my own works in progress that haven’t been posted yet. But yeah, absolutely I’ll make more. If you guys ever want me to make a storyboard for one of my, yours, or a friend’s story, send in a request!

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Hi! Just saw the ask thing. V, C, and Y please! I am nosy!

Super cool! Nosy people are the best, aren’t they, @sarahwroteathing ?

V: If you could write the sequel (or prequel) to any fic out there not written by yourself, which would you choose?

Oh, out there not written by myself. Great (like that makes the question so much easier). Maybe Road to Schkeuditz? That one was so awesome. I mean, I get it. Why would Steve, Bucky, Sam and me be stupid enough to stuff ourselves back into that tiny VW beetle, but the first time was kinda fun, in retrospective, so why not? haha. I’d write a sequel. Not sure if it would be as good as the original, though. Or her Cuddle Drabble Series? Man, that one was the cutest. @aubzylynn is an admirable writer and a great person.

C: What member do you identify with most?Since I write MCU-based fanfics, I’m going to interpret "member" as in "Member of the MCU”. Okay, so film-wise, I immediately and most strongly loved Steve Rogers and Peggy Carter from the start. Bucky Barnes I have come to love immediately when I saw the Winter Soldier (I only came to the realization that he was Bucky when Steve said it).I haven’t experienced war, but I have experienced homelessness. Not in the sense of being so poor to not afford a living space or anything, but like Steve, Bucky and Peggy, I kind of experienced "The Great Depression" and what it means to have to do without things I would like. 

Also, I experienced being homeless in the sense of being alone. Steve and Peggy are kindred spirits, but they both stand alone in their worlds, Steve in the army and in later, in New York, in the 21st century, Peggy in the army and later, after the war, in the SSR. They are both alone and I have felt that as well, at home sometimes, but also in school and in other areas. Sometimes, it's easier, but it can be very tough sometimes. Every time I watch Captain America or Agent Carter, I feel understood. I kind of feel strong and I feel hopeful. The characters have been through a lot, but they keep going. I hope to one day look back and be able to say the same thing about me. I kept going. I got stronger. And I won.

Wow. This got emotional and personal so fast. Sorry for that.

Steve Rogers and Peggy Carter it is. (Maybe that’s why they are my biggest ship. I cried when he died and I cried when she died. And I usually don’t cry when watching movies.) 

Although I kind of also could identify with Natasha Romanoff in The Winter Soldier as well. She felt young, she felt smart and I loved that version of her dearly.

Oh crap. I just now remembered (as I am writing the response to Y) how I sat in the cinema and cried over Peter Paker. I cried, guys. My heart broke when he tried so hard and failed over and over again and Tony took the suit from him and he had tears in his eyes. I could identify so much with Peter. What it means to have something great taken from you. What it means to stand there, numb and empty-handed.God. I identified so much with Peter. 

Y: A character you want to protect.

Bucky Barnes, certainly. But I have a tendency to make almost all characters suffer in my fics. Sigh. Steve Rogers. They all suffer. (Except for Natasha Romanoff. I don’t know how she does it, but she kind of manages to get away, kind of. So far at least. Natasha can protect herself. But she’s precious too.)

Peter. Peter Parker. He needs to be protected. I cried with him. I laughed with him. He is in my heart.

Thank you so much for asking, @lovelylittleraindrop! :)

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Things I have been reading... (Jan)

Okay, so this one is MASSIVELY late but I blame my pneumonia for the delay and totally not the fact that I was so busy reading stuff that I have only just finalized January’s list!!!  So here are a few things that I have been reading this January and I think you might like them too.  I have been sucked into a few new fandoms thanks to @bkwrm523 , @thorne93 and @sdavid09 and so the last section has kinda grown more diverse.  If you read or write something and you think it should be on my list then please tag me or send me a link or print it out and send it by raven.  Well, without anymore of me rambling, here’s my favourite fics in January 2017.

Supernatural:

Cuddled Love – @sdavid09  I want to cuddle with Dean after this fic!  If you are having a bad day then just go read this and it will make everything better *well maybe not, but you will feel happier after reading it*

Dancing on my Own – @jelly-beans-and-gstrings I’m a sucker for a choose your own ending and this one is fantastic.  So who would you choose? Sam or Dean?

Dirty Thoughts of an Archangel – @dont-hate-relate-pls  By now you should all know how much I adore Gabriel and this fic is just an amazing mixture of cute, awkward and hot. I may or may not have read this one several times.

A Kiss for the Night –  @thethingwewrite This is a smutty Crowley for you should you be that way inclined.  I really liked reading this one, I have a soft spot for the King of Hell.

Whats-His-Name – @l8nitl0vr I think this is one of my favourite Lucifer fics.  For me I think the characterization is spot on and I could totally picture him being like this, plus I would probably do what the reader did too.

A Little Too Late -  @lucifersagents  This series has had me hooked all the way through. There are so many things that keep you guessing and it is so well written I’m kinda sad that it’s finished.

Woman of Letters - @like-a-bag-of-potatoes  I love this series, everytime I see theres a new part it brings a smile to my face.  One of my all-time favourite writers and all round lovely person.  If you aren’t already following her I highly recommend you do.

Marvel:

Matchmaker –  @callamint Bucky and Natasha playing matchmaker is my new favourite thing and this series is brilliant.

Imagine Wade Wilson introducing you to Matt Murdock - @imamotherfuckingstar-lord  This. Is. Amazing.  Seriously, this little imagine is sooooo good.  I love @imamotherfuckingstarlord anyway because she’s one of my favourite writers but her Deadpool is simply sublime.

Iron Icarus – @serzhantjamesbuchananbarnes  Jeeeeeezzzzz, this one hurt my heart.  Poor Tony doing pretty much what Tony does and you want to punch him and shout at him and then give him a huge hug and wrap him in bubblewrap, or maybe that’s just me.  Beautifully written and well worth a read.

Homesick - @thorne93 This series is the perfect blend of fluff and angst.  A reader with amnesia, Steve picking her up in the park, the introduction of Bucky... Go read this right now and then you too can know the delicious torture of waiting for the next part.

Sassy Stark - @redlipstickandplaid  Every imagined what it would be like to be Tony Starks daughter?  Imagine no longer, this fic is super cute and the relationship between the reader and Tony is exactly how I would picture it.  Loving this series.

Mess with Them - @redgillan  I love Friends, I love Marvel, I love this series.  The relationships between all the characters is so on point and fluffy!  

No Regrets – @mar-gega  A lovely little series where Bucky is definitely awkward and clueless and it is gorgeous.  

The Lonely Tree – @sarahwroteathing  This is one of my favourite series of all time ever and I am super sad that it’s over but the ending is just perfect.  I fell in love with Steve all over again with this fic and I hope you will too.

Road to Schkeuditz – @aubzylynn   Being stuck in a car with Steve, Sam and Bucky as you drive across the country!! Set in CACW this is what ‘may’ have happened as they drove to Leipzig airport on their mission to clear Bucky’s name.  I like to think that this is how that journey went.

For Your Convenience – @brighterlights  Oh. My. Goodness!!!!  Steve or Bucky?  Bucky or Steve?  This amazing series had me going from one to the other, back and forth.  It is such a good read and I think you should go binge read the entire thing now.

Star Trek:

Shore Leave – @imamotherfuckingstar-lord  This series officially killed me.  I am now dead.  How are you supposed to live your life after you get involved with McCoy AND Kirk?  I will never be able to write smut as well as this genius but as long as I can read her work I think I’m okay with that.

Other Fandoms and Fics:

Wrong Number – @totally-turtle-imagines I thought this little fic was so sweetand I’m kinda hoping that there may be more parts. I’m beginning to suspect I might be team Donatello when it comes to this fandom.

Flirt –  @plumfondler I’m not usually a massive Lance Tucker fan but this fic just seemed perfect for him.  I don’t think I could just be friends with him either.

Muffins – @just-a-little-crazy  So a little foray into the Gotham fandom here and a little fluff with Victor Zsasz.  Even ruthless hitmen deserve muffins.  

Even the Playing Field - @sdavid09  So I have totally fallen in love with Fili after falling back into the Hobbit fandom.  The relationship between Kili and Fili is so well written and I really enjoyed reading this, it brought a goofy smile to my face.

Tag: @deanxfuckingadorablexwinchester @cojootromuelle @chaos-and-the-calm67 @mysaintsasinner @its-my-perky-nipples @percywinchester27 @neeadinghugs

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Am Freitag Abend fand im Konzert- und Ballhaus „Neue Welt“ in Zwickau die Sportlerehrung des ADAC Sachsen statt. Geehrt wurden die erfolgreichsten Sportler des vergangenen Motorsportjahres. Als Sportler des Jahres im Zweiradbereich wurde der mehrfache deutsche Enduromeister Andreas Beier aus Krumhermersdorf geehrt. In 2018 gewann Beier den deutschen Enduromeistertitel in der Klasse E1 und belegte den zweiten Platz in der Internationalen Deutschen Enduro Meisterschaft. Ausgezeichnet im Vierradbereich wurde Tim Tröger aus Plauen. Tim belegte im vergangenen Jahr den zweiten Platz im ADAC Kart Masters in der Klasse OK. Nachwuchssportler des Jahres wurde der 18jährige Laurenz Falke aus Brandis, welcher im Vorjahr Sieger der dmsj Deutsche Jugend Motorcross Meisterschaft in der 125er Klasse wurde. Über 80 Motorradsportler/-innen aus zahlreichen Motorsportdisziplinen wurden darüber hinaus für Ihre im Vorjahr weltweit erzielten Resultate geehrt.

Kategorie: Motorradsport

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Peter Weidinger Jörg Steinbeiß Vorstand Sport des ADAC Sachsen Breitensport-Beauftragter der Sportkommission des ADAC Sachsen

Sportart: Bahnsport

Magnus Rau Käbschütztal 2. Platz / dmsj-Dt. Jugend Bahnsport Meisterschaft / Klasse Junior A 3. Platz / ADAC Bahnsport Bundesendlauf / Klasse Junior A

Bruno Thomas Nossen 3. Platz / dmsj-Dt. Jugend Bahnsport Meisterschaft / Klasse Junior B 2. Platz / Norddeutsche Bahnmeisterschaft / Klasse Junior B

Sportart: Supermoto

Maximilian König Rammenau 3. Platz / ADAC Supermoto Trophy / Klasse S4 Ost

Sportart: Zweiradturniersport

Gert Richter Käbschütztal 2. Platz / ADAC Zweiradturniersport Bundesendlauf / Klasse 1

Sportart: Motorradtrial

19:20 Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Peter Weidinger Frank Krumbiegel 0:04 Vorstand Sport des ADAC Sachsen Trial-Beauftragter des ADAC Sachsen

Scott Sander Chemnitz Sieger / Ostdeutsche Trialmeisterschaft / Kl. 6 Jugend 2. Platz / Sächsische Trialmeisterschaft / Kl. 6 Jugend Marcel Barthel Hohndorf Sieger / Ostdeutsche Trialmeisterschaft / Kl. 6 Ü18 bis 1999 Sachsenmeister / Kl. 6 Ü18 bis 1999 Jürgen Wittig Claußnitz Sieger / Ostdeutsche Trialmeisterschaft / Kl. 5 Senioren bis 1973 Sachsenmeister / Kl. 5 Senioren bis 1973 Thomas Bergner Thalheim Sieger / Ostdeutsche Trialmeisterschaft / Kl. 4 Senioren bis 1973 Sachsenmeister / Kl. 4 Senioren bis 1973 Marcel Schneider Börnichen 2. Platz / Ostdeutsche Trialmeisterschaft / Kl. 3 Sachsenmeister / Kl. 4 Benjamin Ranacher Oelsnitz/Vogtland Sieger / Ostdeutsche Trialmeisterschaft / Kl. 3 Sachsenmeister / Kl. 3 Ingo Breitfeld Auerbach Sieger / Ostdeutsche Trialmeisterschaft / Kl. 2 Sachsenmeister / Kl. 2

Kategorie: Oldtimer

19:24 Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Joachim Martin Steffen Dolina 0:03 Vorstand für Ortsclubangelegen-heiten des ADAC Sachsen Oldtimer-Beauftragter des ADAC Sachsen

Sportart: KFZ-Veteranensport

Karlheinz Köhler Kohren-Sahlis Sachsenmeister / Kl. M1 Motorräder bis BJ 1935

Ralf Oppenländer Dresden Sachsenmeister / Kl. M4 Motorräder bis BJ 1966-1987

Mario Weber Dahlen Sachsenmeister / Kl. B9 Motorräder mit Beiwagen bis BJ 1987

Leander Lätzsch Kohren-Sahlis Sachsenmeister / Kl. JA Auto bis Bj 1987, Fmax 25

Günter Scholz Hirschfelde Sachsenmeister / Kl. A7 Auto BJ 1951-1965

Jörg Höbald Glauchau Sachsenmeister / Kl. A8 Auto BJ 1966-1975

Mike Klipphahn Frohburg Sachsenmeister / Kl. A8-1 Auto 1976-1987

Kategorie: Automobilrennsport

19:27 Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Peter Weidinger Michael Sachse 0:04 Leiter Sport des ADAC Sachsen

Sportart: historischer Rennsport

Nils Holger Wilms Coswig Sieger / HAIGO / Kl. Formelfahrzeuge bis 1600 cmm Sieger / Uli Melkus Pokal 2018

Sportart: Autocross

Linda Schreyer Dresden 2. Platz / dmsj-Deutsche Junioren Autocross Meisterschaft / Kl. Junioren Div. 2a

Toni Hoyer Bautzen 2. Platz / Deutsche Autocross Meisterschaft / Kl. Cross Buggy Div. 4 und 5

Sportart: Automobilrundstrecke

Marvin Kirchhöfer Markleeberg 3. Platz / ADAC GT Masters

Kategorie: Ewald-Kroth-Medaille

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Detlef Hastreiter Joachim Martin Stellvertr. Vorsitzender und Finanzvorstand des ADAC SN Vorstand für Ortsclubangelegenheiten des ADAC Sachsen

Ewald-Kroth-Medaille in Silber René Fritzsche AMC Sachsenring Ronny Heinrich AMC Sachsenring Heiner Lubk MC Jauer kommt nicht Günther Neuparth MSC “Globus” Pausa Karsten Schneider MSC Thurm Klaus Sliwanski OTV Kohren-Sahlis e.V. Jörg Wetzel Kart-Club Sachsen e.V. Geehrte von Bühne

Ewald-Kroth-Medaille in Gold Martin Breitfeld MSC Dahlen kommt nicht Detlef Busch MSC Lugau Jaqueline Jahn MSC Pflückuff Peter Kirchner MC Post Leipzig Christoph Kunze MSC Lugau Jörg Müller MC Oberlausitzer Bergland Ray Richter MSC Pflückuff Jan Wagner MSC Dahlen kommt nicht Jens Wutzler

Ewald-Kroth-Medaille in Gold mit Kranz Heiko Arndt MC Großenhain Michael Hunger MSC Stollberg Gerd Lapat AMC Sachsenring

Sportart: Motorradrundstrecke Achtung Videoeinspielung nach Aufruf der Ehrenden !!!!!!!

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Peter Weidinger Ole Stark  Motorrad-Referent des ADAC Sachsen

Mika Siebdrath Wildenfels 2. Platz / dmsj-Dt. Pocket Bike Meisterschaft / Kl. GRC 2. Platz / ADAC Pocket Bike Cup / Kl. GRC Ben Wiegner Plauen Sieger / dmsj-Dt. Pocket Bike Meisterschaft / Kl. GRC Sieger / ADAC Pocket Bike Cup / Kl. GRC Lucas Eisenfeld Chemnitz Sieger / dmsj-Dt. Mini Bike Meisterschaft / Kl. Einsteiger Sieger / ADAC Mini Bike Cup / Kl. Einsteiger Lucy Michel Elterlein 2. Platz / dmsj-Dt. Mini Bike Meisterschaft / Kl. Nachwuchs 3. Platz / ADAC Mini Bike Cup / Kl. Nachwuchs Dustin Schneider Adorf/Vogtland Sieger / dmsj-Dt. Mini Bike Meisterschaft / Kl. Nachwuchs 2. Platz / ADAC Mini Bike Cup / Kl. Nachwuchs Thomas Körner (abgesagt) Markleeberg 2. Platz / DMSB Langstrecken Cup / Kl. HR-Cup Classic SSP 400

Max Böttcher Leipzig 2. Platz / DMSB Langstrecken Cup / Kl. 1 Moto 1000

Dennis Norick Stelzer Pirna Sieger / DMSB Langstrecken Cup / Kl. 2 Moto 750

Daniel Flemming (nicht zurück g.) Lichtenau 3. Platz/ DMSB Rundstrecken Cup / Kl. HR-Cup Classic Super Big Bike

Paul Fröde Hohenstein-Ernstthal 2. Platz / DMSB Rundstrecken Cup / Kl. Superstock 600

Moritz Jenkner Hohenstein-Ernstthal 3. Platz / Int. Dt. Motorradmeisterschaft / Kl. Superstock 600

Toni Erhard Schwarzenberg/Erz. Deutscher Meister / Int. Dt. Motorradmeisterschaft / Kl. Supersport 300

Max Enderlein Hohenstein-Ernstthal Deutscher Meister / Int. Dt. Motorradmeisterschaft / Kl. Supersport 600

Uwe Neubert St. Egidien Deutscher Meister / Int. Dt. Motorradmeisterschaft / Kl. Seitenwagen …als Beifahrer

Didier Grams Limbach-Oberfrohna 2. Platz / Int. Road Racing Championship / Kl. Superbike

Sportart: Rallye

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Peter Weidinger Wolfram Centner Rallye-Beauftragter des ADAC Sachsen

Jens Ziegler Zwickau Sieger / ADAC Sachsen Rallye Slalom Cup / Kl. S3 seriennah bis 2.000 ccm

Erik Sperling Schkeuditz Sieger / ADAC Sachsen Rallye Slalom Cup / Kl. M1 modifiziert bis 1.300 ccm

Marcus Goral Lauter Sieger / ADAC Sachsen Rallye Slalom Cup / Kl. M4 modifiziert über 2.000 ccm

Christoph Gerlich Niederwiesa 3. Platz / Deutsche Rallye Meisterschaft …als Beifahrer

Carsten Mohe Tanneberg 3. Platz / Deutsche Rallye Meisterschaft / Division 4 Alexander Hirsch Crottendorf (Co-Pilot von Carsten Mohe!)

Sportart: Enduro Achtung Videoeinspielung nach Aufruf der Ehrenden !!!!!!!

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Klaus Klötzner Christoph Seifert Vorsitzender ADAC Sachsen Enduro Beauftragter des ADAC Sachsen

Lenny Reimer Krumhermersdorf Sieger / ADAC Sachsen Enduro Jugend Cup / Kl. 1 Schüler 50 Sachsenmeister / Kl. 1 Schüler 50 Oskar Müller Wurzen 2. Platz / ADAC Sachsen Enduro Jugend Cup / Kl. 2 Schüler 65 Sachsenmeister / Kl. 2 Schüler 65 Erik Schmidt Lossatal Sachsenmeister Kl. 3 Jugend 85B

Jeremy Nimmrich Gelenau Sieger / ADAC Sachsen Enduro Jugend Cup / Kl. Jugend 85A Sachsenmeister Kl. 3 Jugend 85A Niclas Leon Kallmeyer Großrückerswalde Sieger / ADAC Sachsen Enduro Jugend Cup / Kl. Jugend 125 Sachsenmeister Kl. 4 Jugend 125 Michel Lang Gelenau 2. Platz / DMSB Enduro Pokal / Kl. E1B Marvin Poller Zschopau 3. Platz / DMSB Enduro Pokal / Kl. E2B

Karl Weigelt Wolkenstein Sieger Deutscher Enduro Mannschafts Pokal Tobias Opitz Lunzenau Sieger Deutscher Enduro Mannschafts Pokal Bastian Streit Augustusburg 2. Platz / DMSB Enduro Pokal / Kl. E2B Sieger Deutscher Enduro Mannschafts Pokal Kenny Lötzsch (abgesagt) Drebach 3. Platz / Deutsche Enduro Mannschaftsmeisterschaft

Jörg Haustein Mülsen 3. Platz / Deutsche Enduro Mannschaftsmeisterschaft

Derrick Görner Gornau 3. Platz / Deutsche Enduro Mannschaftsmeisterschaft 3. Platz / Deutsche Enduro Meisterschaft / Klasse E1

Heike Petrick Schleife Siegerin / DMSB Enduro Damen Cup

Louis Richter Pockau Sieger / dmsj-Deutsche Jugend/Junioren Enduro Meisterschaft / Kl. Jugend Sieger / DMSB Enduro Jugend Cup Kevin Nieschalk Lengefeld 2. Platz / dmsj-Deutsche Jugend/Junioren Enduro Meisterschaft / Kl. Junioren 2. Platz / DMSB Enduro Junioren Pokal / Kl. Junioren Florian Görner Drebach Sieger / dmsj-Deutsche Jugend/Junioren Enduro Meisterschaft / Kl. Junioren Sieger / DMSB Enduro Junioren Pokal / Kl. Junioren Nick Emmrich Borstendorf Dt. Enduro Mannschaftsmeister 3. Platz / Deutsche Enduro Meisterschaft / Kl. E2 Andreas Beier Krumhermersdorf Deutscher Meister / Kl. E1 und Dt. Enduro Mannschaftsmeister 2. Platz / Int. Dt. Enduro Meisterschaft / Championat A

Kategorie: ADAC Sportabzeichen / ADAC Sportnadel

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Klaus Klötzner Detlef Hastreiter Vorstandsvorsitzender des ADAC Sachsen Stellvertr. Vorsitzender und Finanzvorstand des ADAC SN

ADAC Sportabzeichen:

Bronze: Dominik Fugel Chemnitz Automobil Rundstrecke Thomas Trabitzsch Chemnitz Motorboot

Silber: Jörg Haustein Mülsen Enduro Rick Hartmann Kamenz Kart Henrik Bundesmann Lawalde-Lauba Autocross

Gold: Ronny Weiß Meißen Bahnsport Uwe Neubert St. Egidien Seitenwagen-Rundstrecke

ADAC Sportnadel

Silber Phillip Tonn Neukirchen Motorrad Rundstrecke Louis Richter Pockau Enduro Lennox Lehmann Dresden Motorrad Rundstrecke

Gold Toni Finsterbusch Krostitz Motorrad Rundstrecke Nick Emmrich Borstendorf Enduro Edward Hübner Penig Enduro Nils-Holger Wilms Coswig historische Automobilsport

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Detlef Hastreiter Torsten Meiner  Kartbeauftragter der Sportkommission des ADAC Sachsen

Nils Hartmann Kamenz Sachsenmeister / Kl. KCT 50

Torsten Meiner Hohenstein-Ernstthal Sachsenmeister / Kl. KCT Youngtimer Getriebe

Christopher Röhner Mülsen Sieger / Ostdeutscher ADAC Kart Cup / Kl. X30 Senior

Silvio Hoppe Röderaue Sieger / Ostdeutscher ADAC Kart Cup / Kl. KZ2 Gentlemen

Nico Lorse Waldheim 3. Platz / ADAC Kart Cup / Kl. KZ2

Rick Hartmann Kamenz Sieger / ADAC Kart Cup und Ostdeutscher ADAC Kart Cup / Kl. KZ2 Sieger / Ostdeutscher ADAC Kart Cup / klassenübergreifende Wertung Simon Connor Primm Großschirma Sieger / ADAC Kart Cup/ OK Junior Sieger / Ostdeutscher ADAC Kart Cup / OK Junior Niels Tröger Großfriesen 3. Platz / ADAC Kart Masters / Kl. OK 7. Platz / Deutsche Kart Meisterschaft / Kl. OK Tim Tröger Plauen 2. Platz / ADAC Kart Masters / Kl. OK

Sportart: Kartslalom

Simon Albert Schwarzenberg Sachsenmeister / Jugendkartslalom / Klasse 1 Maxim Felix Dacher Schwarzenberg Sachsenmeister / Jugendkartslalom / Klasse 3 Alexander Brunner Geyer Sachsenmeister / Jugendkartslalom / Klasse 3

Sportart: Motocross Achtung Videoeinspielung nach Aufruf der Ehrenden !!!!!!!

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Ole Stark Jörg Fiedler Motorradreferent des ADAC Sachsen Motocross-Beauftragter des ADAC Sachsen

Daniel Georgi Borna Sachsenmeister / Pitbike / Kl. Open

Simon Pietzonka Klipphausen Sachsenmeister / Pitbike / Kl. MX 60

Angelina Paul Werdau Sachsenmeisterin / Kl. Ladies

Tony Wünsche Radebeul Sachsenmeister / Kl. Open 2T ab 14 Jahre

Oliver Weigelt Zschepplin Sachsenmeister / Kl. Senioren ab 45

Leon Göhler Hartmannsdorf-Reichenau Sachsenmeister / Kl. K4 125 2-Takt

Alfred Schürer Langenbernsdorf Sachsenmeister / Kl. K5 Masters

William Söll Frankenberg 10. Platz / Deutsche MX Junioren Meisterschaft MX2 / Kl. 250ccm Sachsenmeister /Kl. K4 Youngster Justin Weihrauch Thalheim 5. Platz ADAC SX Cup / Kl. SX 3 Sachsenmeister / Kl. K3 Junioren Dominique Pascal Thury Schneeberg 2. Platz ADAC SX Cup / Kl. SX 1

Laurenz Falke Brandis, OT Waldsteinberg Sieger / dmsj Deutsche Jugend Motocross Meisterschaft / Kl. 125ccm 13. Platz / Int. Dt. Motocross Meisterschaft (MX Masters) / Kl. 125ccm

Kategorie: Europameisterschaft/Weltmeisterschaft

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Peter Weidinger Klaus Klötzner Vorstandsmitglied für Sport ADAC Sachsen Vorstandsvorsitzender des ADAC Sachsen

Maik Schubert Hopfgarten 10. Platz / Enduro Europameisterschaft / Kl. 250 4 Takt 10. Platz / Deutsche Enduro Meisterschaft / Kl. E1 Edward Hübner Penig 10. Platz / Enduro Europameisterschaft / Kl. über 250 4 Takt 10. Platz / Enduro Weltmeisterschaft / Kl. E2 Deutscher Meister / Kl. E2 und Dt. Enduro Mannschaftsmeister Grit Hennersdorf Hochkirch 5. Platz / Autocross Europameisterschaft / Kl. Tourenwagen

Thomas Trabitzsch Chemnitz 7. Platz / Motorboot Weltmeisterschaft / Kl. F125 5. Platz / Motorboot Europameisterschaft / Kl. O125 Stefan Probst Dresden 8. Platz / Motorboot Weltmeisterschaft / Kl. Formel 250 5. Platz / Deutsche Meisterschaft des DMYV / Kl. 350ccm Julius Tannert Lichtentanne bei Zwickau 8. Platz / Rallye Weltmeisterschaft / Kl. Junioren

Kategorie: Sportler des Jahres

Die Ehrungen nehmen vor Peter Weidinger Detlef Hastreiter Vorstandsmitglied für Sport ADAC Sachsen Stellvertr. Vorsitzender und Finanzvorstand des ADAC SN

Bester Sportler Zweiradbereich

Andreas Beier Deutscher Meister / Kl. E1 und Dt. Enduro Mannschaftsmeister Interview 2. Platz / Int. Dt. Enduro Meisterschaft / Championat A

Bester Sportler Vierradbereich

Tim Tröger 2. Platz / ADAC Kart Masters / Kl. OK Interview

Nachwuchssportler des Jahres

Laurenz Falke Sieger / dmsj Deutsche Jugend Motocross Meisterschaft / Kl. 125ccm Interview 13. Platz / Int. Dt. Motocross Meisterschaft (MX Masters) / Kl. 125ccm

Quelle: ADAC Sachsen / Fotos Hit-TV.eu

  ADAC Sachsen ehrt Motorsportler des Jahres Am Freitag Abend fand im Konzert- und Ballhaus „Neue Welt“ in Zwickau die Sportlerehrung des ADAC Sachsen statt.

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Aftwr the epilogue is so good I could cry 💜💜💜 Thank you

thank you darling! I’m glad you enjoyed it!!

Read After the Epilogue here!

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Why Does the EU Get Such a Bad Rap?

By Ullrich Fichtner, Der Spiegel, Jan. 23, 2017

Has the EU really lost touch with its citizens? Is it unable to improve people’s lives? Yes and no. Across Europe, EU money flows from Brussels into thousands of projects and ideas. Why does nobody notice?

On the search for an alternative narrative of Europe, there are plenty of places to start: A giant, next-generation bio-product mill is being built deep in the forests of Äänekoski, Finland. A new, state-of-the-art trauma center is under construction on the outskirts of Birmingham. On the Greek island of Crete, resourceful entrepreneurs are replacing pig fat with olive oil to make better sausage for the world. Near Barcelona, pharmaceutical researchers are experimenting with plasma and proteins to develop drugs to treat genetic defects. Off the coast of Suffolk, England, German wind turbines are going up in the North Sea.

Thousands of small companies in the Netherlands receive low-interest loans, thousands of homes in France are being renovated to make them more environmentally friendly, thousands of jobs are created by such measures. Portugal is getting a 4G mobile network, a large printing company in Heidelberg is getting cheap R&D funding to expand its digital portfolio, Spanish ports are linking up with the railway network, contaminated wasteland in Belgium is being converted to clean building sites, and many Polish dairy farmers will have the opportunity to work with more modern machinery in the future.

Such are the outlines of the other European story. It is rich and colorful, but it is also so discordant and diverse that it is almost impossible to create a single, compelling narrative. The bits of good news go largely unnoticed.

Making things even more difficult is the fact that some of the worst storytellers happen to be located in Brussels and the European capitals. Year in and year out, they fill entire libraries with books full of laws, papers, projects, programs and reports, but the texts are usually so incomprehensible, so blighted by footnotes, cross-references and legalese that no one can understand what has happened thus far. And no one can say what is happening now, either. And when it comes to figuring out what the future will bring, we are especially clueless.

Such is the situation in Europe at the beginning of 2017. March will see the 60th anniversary of the signing of the Treaty of Rome, which marked the beginning of the European adventure. But in many places, the prevailing mood is that there is nothing to celebrate. Project Europe has been running on fumes for years, and now it seems as if majorities in society and the media believe that the European Union belongs in the dustbin of history. That the entire anemic episode has come to an end, those eternal Brussels congresses where elitist Eurocrats engage in nothing but myopic navel-gazing. That, at least, is the well-practiced cliché.

But the examples mentioned at the beginning, the hospital in Birmingham, the sausage factory in Crete, the wind farm in Suffolk, the pharmaceutical research facility in Barcelona, the environmentally friendly houses in France--all that and more would not exist without Europe, without the European Commission, with the European Investment Bank (EIB), and without the “Juncker Plan,” the unofficial title of the “Investment Offensive for Europe” launched two years ago by European Commission President Jean-Claude Juncker. The Juncker Plan is an attempt to use smart lending to trigger additional investments worth many times the original sum, with an ultimate goal of 315 billion euros, distributed among thousands of projects throughout the EU. This article’s aim was to take a closer look at the Juncker Plan.

The idea was simply that of examining whether the European Commission’s strategy to provide a beneficial jolt of liquidity into the European economy is working. The plan was to find out whether the funds are truly being disbursed, whether the companies in the glossy brochures actually exist and whether the stories about them are true. The research involved traveling to the construction site in Birmingham, to the Cretan sausage factory, to Barcelona and the French region of Picardy, and to Munich and Luxembourg. And yes, it’s true, the companies and the projects all exist, and while they may not amount to a huge jolt, they do inspire hope. Loans are being disbursed and the money is being transformed into machines, buildings, software and jobs. In other words, Europe is alive. Europe is humming along.

But during the course of the research, we discovered something else. It’s more of a feeling really: that Europe’s institutions are the last to profit from these success stories, if they profit at all; that hardly anyone makes the connection between the wind farm in Suffolk and the European Commission, between the sausage factory and the Juncker Plan, between the hospital and EIB loans, between Polish dairy farmers and European ideals.

It became apparent that although this Europe is working tirelessly everywhere to achieve its goals, its successes remain invisible, while in the 28 member states (soon to be 27, without the British), a bright spotlight is shone on every failure. The EU, which has become part of our everyday lives, an indispensable player in even the most remote corners of the continent, has nevertheless remained a remote, unpopular entity.

Brexit supplied spectacular evidence to support this notion. Wales, for example, is one of the biggest beneficiaries of European support. A great deal of money has been sent to the British region so that museums could be operated and festival halls built. The EU helped rebuild roads and pedestrian zones, create educational and sports facilities, and build bicycle and hiking paths. But the majority of Welsh voter supported Brexit, more even than the nationwide average. Some 52.5 percent of the Welsh, 854,572 people, voted to withdraw from the ridiculed, despised and hated European Union.

These numbers alone made it seem pointless to simply dissect the Juncker Plan and write, for example, that within two years this bold program has helped 290,000 companies in 27 countries receive loans and provided 100,000 people with new jobs. It seemed pointless, because such information apparently goes in one European ear and promptly goes out the other. When Europe does something, the common response is: So what? How is that my concern? What do I have to do with Birmingham? Or sausage in Crete?

Europe is the forest that people are unable to see for all the trees. Spend half an hour on the European Commission’s website searching for funding opportunities, and you’ll end up feeling thoroughly confused. There is no branch of politics and no segment of society without a corresponding subsidy program.

There are funds to promote civil society and others to address asylum issues. The European Commission promotes foreign trade and competitiveness. “Creative Europe” supports artists, filmmakers and other cultural workers. “Galileo” funds a navigation system supported by 30 European satellites; “Copernicus” provides money for the collection of geodata; “Erasmus” promotes the exchange of students and trainees. There are funding programs for honorary positions, for nuclear safety, for cultivating the rule of law, for urban areas, for villages and for underdeveloped regions. There is something for almost everything. And yet its effect seems to be nothing.

Supposedly so out of touch with its citizens, Europe is in fact on every market square and every street corner, and yet most passersby consistently overlook it. There are currently 1,175 small and large EU programs underway in Barcelona alone, a huge number, and the story isn’t all that different in Lyon, Liverpool, Milan, Prague, Rotterdam, Lisbon, Seville, Cologne, Vienna and Warsaw.

In the German state of Saxony, where enthusiasm for Europe wanes by the year, there are 5,753 entries on the catalog of projects funded by the EU. The list includes hairdressers, small software companies, law firms, youth workshops, kindergartens, English tutors, naturopaths, employment agencies, clubs, associations, businesses and government agencies. The EU, it would seem, is doing its best not to forget even a single citizen of Saxony with its largesse.

The subsidies are for 110 euros (117 dollars) or 2,585 euros or even 253,000 euros, and there are loans galore. The money goes to cities and towns like Dresden and Leipzig, Werdau and Chemnitz, Radebeul, Zwickau, Pirna and Schkeuditz, Hoyerswerda, Grimma and Glauchau. But even as the money flows and Europe extends its helping hand, surveys show that only 33 percent of Saxony residents believe that Germany’s membership in the EU is “generally advantageous,” down from 52 percent only six years ago. How is this possible?

Are the bailout packages for Greece, Ireland and other countries to blame? Have these bailout packages had any effect on people in Germany? Is anyone in Germany worse off because of Europe? In fact, aren’t many people better off? Could it be that people’s heads are still full of old fairytales about standardized cucumbers? Or has Europe simply replaced the enemy that was missing in our highly polarized world?

There is apparently a collective emotional barrier against thinking money from Brussels is a good thing, against thinking that that Europe is a good thing, against recognizing the values of the EU as our own. Europe is held responsible for everything bad. There is hardly any place where Europe is able to gain a foothold.

The EU story in Crete is different. High above the beautiful expansive beaches of Rethymno is the Creta Farms sausage factory, and the people who run it can hardly be beat when it comes to enthusiasm for Europe. The company has developed chemical and technical processes to extract fat from pork and replace it with olive oil. After the procedure, the sausage is easier to digest, and yet it still tastes good, at least better and stronger than many a competing product.

For about a year, the Greeks have been supplying the Australian market with products under the brand name “Oliving,” a play on the words olive and living, and they have already captured a 3 percent market share in the low-fat segment. They have to expand quickly to satisfy demand, which is where the EU came into play, in the form of the Juncker Plan.

Creta Farms became part of the European Investment Offensive when it was granted a 15 million euro loan. Without the money, says company president Manos Domazakis, a slim, melancholy man, the company would have run into difficulties and would not have been able to fill its orders--and roughly 700 jobs would have been in jeopardy. And in Rethymno, Crete, 700 jobs is a huge number.

Experts from Brussels and Luxembourg flew to Crete, inspected all the books and had company officials explain the business down to the last detail, including the process of putting olive oil in the sausage, the marketing and the sales potential. They visited the pig production facility, the largest in Greece, with 45,000 animals processed annually, and they toured the sausage factory, passing commercial kitchens, fermenters and packing stations. They also looked to see whether the company had any other potential sources of financing. But there were none.

That’s because Crete is still part of Greece, where banks are tip-toeing along the precipice of a financial and government crisis and have no interest whatsoever in granting new loans. The Greek stock market is also as good as dead and private investors prefer to look for projects in calmer waters outside of Greece. For Creta Farms, says President Domazakis, Europe was the one last chance to secure fresh funding.

The visitors from the north were sober, competent and professional, says Domazakis, who runs the family business together with his brother. They are truly grateful to the EU and its investment bank. In fact, the Domazakis brothers would be the perfect examples of the benefits offered by European Union membership, and not just in Crete. But during a drive along the coast, Domazakis lowers his voice and says that not everyone is pleased about the Juncker loan.

Envious competitors have badmouthed Creta Farms as “traitors” for allegedly receiving special treatment. Domestic banks were also upset over the foreign money from Brussels and Luxembourg, and about the symbolic message it sends when a Greek company is unable to secure financing in Greece. In other words, the fans of Europe from Rethymno, the employees of Creta Farms, all of them grateful beneficiaries who would certainly like to tell their story, now prefer to remain silent. Saying good things about the EU only creates bad blood.

No matter where you look, the various agencies of the European Union can do what they want, but they won’t get any recognition. Instead, people merely seek out and find the old prejudices, including the claim, disguised as economics, that the EU, with all its programs, ultimately only interferes with European markets.

The people at the European Investment Bank ought to have a response to that. A visit to the EIB in the cold European district of Luxembourg reveals sober, competent, professional men and women who could all have been part of the group to visit Creta Farms. And they explain, quite plausibly, that the EIB does everything it can to help as effectively as possible, but without interfering and getting in anyone’s way.

No one wants an uber-state, one which, in addition to the nation-state apparatus, bursts into domestic markets as an unwanted actor. That is why Europe tries to identify investment gaps, determine “additionality,” recognize structural problems and understand market failures--prior to granting loans and providing assistance. And if a member state doesn’t want any help, because it believes the help is misguided, no help is provided.

In contrast, the national governments like to take what they can get without asking permission and go back for seconds if they can--before turning around to badmouth the European Union. Many national governments are not ashamed to actively block compromises at meetings in Brussels, only to return home and deride the EU for its inability to compromise. The same story has been going on for 10 or 15 years: The same governments that play a key role in shaping Europe’s fate as members of the European Council in Brussels talk about the EU as a foreign power over which they have no influence when speaking to a domestic audience. It is an untenable situation.

This mendacity on the part of governments destroys all the minor successes, of which there are so many. The meetings where experts from 40 cities discuss ways to fight corruption in the awarding of public contracts. Or how best to handle difficult adolescents. Or how to bring the disabled into the working world. The European Union spends a lot of time exploring how to create jobs, how to train people properly, how not to leave the unemployed behind and how to give young people hope.

“Power_m” is a Munich-based project that successfully advises the unemployed. Also in Munich, “Amiga” helps highly qualified immigrants find jobs. “Guide” helps women start businesses and “BIWAQ” addresses the problems of disadvantaged neighborhoods. The programs cost as much as 10 million euros each and the EU pays 50, 60 or 70 percent of these costs, depending on the project. Europe is present, not just in Brussels but in Munich’s Giesing district, in Berg am Laim, Ramersdorf, at the Innsbrucker Ring or on a country road near Tegernsee. Europe helps. Everywhere.

When 10 educators from Munich visit kindergartens in Scotland to learn how the Scots treat disabled children, Brussels pays some of the cost. When Munich and Vienna organize a trainee exchange program, Brussels pays some of the cost. The EU provides 31,255 euros for the “Save Earth Life for Youth” program, 72,634 euros for “Mobility of Trainees in the Baking, Confection and Butcher Professions,” 34,524 euros for a program called “Fit for Work,” and 2,600 euros for “Alpha+ Improving Reading and Writing.”

Sometimes there is also a panel discussion on the topic “The EU and the Media.” At one such discussion, Josef Schmid, the deputy mayor of Munich, once said that it was certainly the media’s job to uncover abuses. But, he added, it is worth asking how a kind of European allegiance is supposed to develop if Europe only gets attention when something goes wrong.

The same questions are asked in the Europe division of the Munich Department of Labor and Economy. Its deputy manager, Anton Tropper, 34, is friendly and matter-of-fact--and is indisputably a dedicated European. Tropper was born in Graz, Austria, worked in Brussels, and has now been living in Munich for the last four years. The city is so well-connected to Europe that it could fill thick annual reports on the topic of the EU alone.

In the course of a major project called “Smarter Together,” Neuaubing-Westkreuz, a Munich neighborhood that has somehow remained stuck in the 1950s, has recently turned into an idea laboratory. Researchers and IT firms have descended on the neighborhood to introduce bike and car sharing to residents and to interconnect everything and everyone. Through all kinds of renovations and urbanistic tricks, carbon dioxide emissions are to be reduced by 20 percent while renewables are to become 20 percent of the energy mix. Energy efficiency is to rise by 20 percent. As a result, quality of life will improve across the board. And the EU is paying about €7 million to find out whether this approach can work, so that other cities and neighborhoods can learn from it. Two other “smart cities,” Lyon and Vienna, are also part of the experiment.

What might sound like a classic top-down project is in fact more of a large-scale field experiment with constant citizen participation. The residents of Neuaubing and Westkreuz receive home visits and free consultation, and there are frequent meetings, which are supposedly even well-attended. At any rate, Europe feels very much alive out in the western section of Munich. “We need to go to the people,” says Anton Tropper, and by “we” he ultimately means Europe. “The days of glossy brochures are over.”

He’s right. No one can hear the laudatory speeches about the EU anymore. After all the acrimony over bailout packages and central bank policy, after the total failure of the community in the refugee crisis, after the forays of Hungary and Poland into non-constitutionality, after the crooked deals with Turkey, and after all the years of ongoing inability to bring about reforms, it’s finally time to put a stop the devotionals.

The good old appeals have never sounded more hollow than they do today. The big speeches have all been given. We no longer need a top-down but a bottom-up Europe. We need interaction, because enthusiasm can only spring from interaction. The German-French friendship, once the world’s biggest “traditional enmity,” is the European model for this type of interaction.

To gain new supporters, the EU probably needs to concentrate less on spreading money around Europe and more on sending people around the continent. Enthusiasm is generated when educators from Bavaria meet teachers from Scotland; when trainees from Munich go to Vienna for an internship; when bakers from Paris visit bakers in Budapest; when Swedes explain to Germans how they help refugees; and when envoys from 40 cities get together to discuss how best to help young people.

Europe is when Germans and British install wind turbines together, when Italians, Dutch and Poles get together and think about dairy cows, when people from Lyon argue with people from Munich-Westkreuz over clever ways to use bikes. That’s Europe. And when that happens, the European narrative is a positive one.

[pandora-evermore]

I laughed. I cried. It's so so good.

Road to Schkeuditz Masterlist

(Storyboard made by my wonderfully talented fiancee @sarahwroteathing)

Summary:  So much has changed with the Sokovian Accords. The team is divided in half, and you’re not sure where you stand. You know you should sign the Accords, but it doesn’t feel right. After a conversation with Sharon, Steve, and Sam at the prison, you realize that you don’t want to sign them. Now you, Steve, Sam, and Bucky are on a mission to get to the Leipzig airport…in the tiniest car imaginable…so you can clear Bucky’s name.

[Prequel] [Part 1: 0 Hours] [Part 2: 0 Hours, 23 Minutes] [Part 3: 1 Hour, 6 Minutes] [Part 4: 3 Hours, 29 Minutes] [Part 5: 3 Hours, 58 Minutes] [Part 6: 4 Hours, 7 Minutes] [Part 7: 5 Hours] [Part 8: 6 Hours, 44 Minutes] [Part 9: 8 Hours, 6 Minutes] [Part 10: 9 Hours, 50 Minutes] [Part 11: 10 Hours, 18 Minutes] [Part 12: 11 Hours, 19 Minutes] [Part 13: 11 Hours, 27 Minutes] [Part 14: 12 Hours, 57 Minutes] [Part 15: 13 Hours, 55 Minutes] [Part 16: 16 Hours, 5 Minutes] [Part 17: 16 Hours, 12 Minutes] [Part 18: 17 Hours, 36 Minutes] [Part 19: 18 Hours, 11 Minutes] [Part 20: 18 Hours, 24 Minutes] [Part 21: 19 Hours, 5 Minutes]  [Part 22: 20 Hours, 35 Minutes]  [Part 23: 21 Hours, 41 Minutes]  [Epilogue] 

[aubzylynn]

Goin out for a drive to help my brain to figure out how to write this last part of RTS. Per @sarahwroteathing, I queued up a roadtrip playlist to help get in the mood. Guess what song comes on first? All Star by Smash Mouth. Im done 😂😂😂😂😂

[aubzylynn]

HAHAHA SAM KNOWS!! It's going to be sooo funny 😂😂😂

Sam’s a mess! Thanks for reading!

[aubzylynn]

author honesty hour

I was tagged by @soldatbarnes (thank you, gorgeous )

Rules: Answer all 21 questions, let the one who tagged you know you answered and then tag your writing pals!

The Works:

1. Which is the imagine you’re most proud of? This is like choosing my favorite child. I’m gonna have to say Control

2. Which is your least favourite? I don’t have one. I literally went through every single one of my works and there’s not any that I regret writting or anything.

3. If you were to recommend one to read to your mum/mom? Probably Nomonakalo if it were finished and had OCs. 

4. Which one would you consider re-writing? A lot of my masterlist. Especially the older stuff like Cuddle Drabbles. I feel like I could tell the story better, now, but I mean, there’s nothing I can really do about it now lol

5. Biggest regret in an imagine? I regret building up Nomonakalo like I did. I regret not being able to do a whole series at the same level, ya know?

6. Biggest success with an imagine? Uh..I guess Cuddle Drabbles? Everyone seems to like that series best? Or maybe Road to Schkeuditz

7. Your imagine with the most notes? Series is Cuddle Drabbles at 743 One shot is Blind Date at 567

8. Your imagine with the least notes? Wow. What a kick to the gut. Nomonakalo has the least amount of notes if you exclude the 1k drabbles, which I am. Nomonakalo is definitely the one I’ve worked the hardest on and is the longest single post story.

9. What do you think makes a good imagine? Tips? Feeling. Emotions. Something that makes me relate to the characters.

10. When’s the next update on your works? I don’t know. I’m on hiatus until I either have time to write or inspiration.

11. Number of followers before you started writing and after? I have no idea. I think I was around 200 when I joined the Marvel fandom? But I was writing SPN before that?? But I have 2044 currently

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The Writer:

1. Which character do you love writing for? Most of my work is for Bucky, but I enjoy writing Sam and Tony when they pop up in my work.

2. Which character do you dislike writing for? I have a hard time with Steve sometimes. I’m worried about him being in character all the time. But there’s not anyone that I dislike writing for.

3. What’s your favourite AU to write for? Even though it kicked my ass, I really, REALLY liked writing the zombie au for Nomonakalo. 

4. What’s your least favourite AU to write for? I don’t think I have one? I’m not going to write something I don’t enjoy.

5. What do you hope never gets requested? Anything that’s straight up angst. My stories will always end with a happy ending. And I won’t do a cheating fic. I’m tired of seeing Steve getting cheated on. That boy deserves the world.

6. What do you wish was requested more? Uncommon things or things I can turn into fluff fests. I really enjoy injecting a ridiculous amount of fluff into my stories.

7. Thoughts on writing Smut/POC/Curvy/MxM/FxF? I’d love to try all of the above. I don’t know if I’d do justice to any of it, though. I do have one POC!Reader requested that I’ve been holding onto forever. And I’ve gotten a few smut requests, but I don’t think I’d be any good at that lol

8. Which account is your biggest inspiration in writing? When I first started, I really admired @sp-oops in the SPN fandom. Her stuff is just...god her stories are another level. @captainrogerss is actually the one that convinced me to write the Cuddle Drabbles, so I’m forever thankful for Tes!

9. How long have you been an imagine writer for? Iiiii don’t actually know. If we include my SPN works, probably over 3 years?

10. Any upcoming secret works? 🤔 I have a 40′s series still in the works (kinda), a wedding fic, and the rest of Nomonakalo (again, kinda), but there’s not really any secrets.

I’m gonna taaaag @sarahwroteathing @iwillbeinmynest @hellomissmabel @cate-lynne and anyone else that wants to do it!

[aubzylynn]

Rose, orchid, hydrangea, dahlia 💐💝 (Also good morning, and I love you)

Good morning my dearest, I love you more.

Rose: Which of your works is your favorite? Why?     My first instinct is to say Nomonakalo, but that could easily be because that’s what I’m working on currently. But I think my favorites are Control and Road to Schkeuditz. I also love my Preserum!Steve headcanon.

Orchid: Do you prefer to write one shots or multipart fics?My brain wants multipart fics. I feel like it’s more fun to have parts, but there’s also something special about a really, really long one shot. I like both. I prefer both. Just depends on the story and the flow!

Hydrangea: What inspired you to begin writing in the first place?Harry Potter. Wanting to be in that world. I’d put myself into stories that I wrote for the HP fandom.

Dahlia: What time of day/night is best for you to write?Fridays are usually best because I can spend the whole day on something. Fridays are my only days off, and if I can afford to write all day instead of doing other things, then that’s what I’ll doooo!