#rlly if u r reading this I love u
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
My very rushed love letter to @rowdyknives fanfic what it means to love her. hes such a talented writer no jokeee
#okayy so ive never rlly been a zosan shipper but this fic literally changed my perspective on them so bad#just so so insanely well written and their characters r so well flushed out#i cpuld go on for hours and hours on how well written this fic is and how excited ive been whenever crow updates#but honestly id just reccomend reading it for urselves its crazy good#eeek anyway id love to do more art for this fic one day but rn im so busy and kind out of practice but pls take theseee#butch zoro i want u#butch zoro..oh my goddd#anyway the scene where theyre fixing the merry and zoro wearing one of namis shirts is literally my fave of all time i had to draw it#hmm i probably have more to say but its 2am and i got work tomorrow lmao#wimtlh#pls zoom in for details#:)#also couldnt decide whether i liked the no color versions better so i just sorta added them all lol okay byeee
100 notes
·
View notes
Text
spencer reid writers pls never die i love yall sm keep up the amazing work wtf
#this goes for all writers but damn#the spencer reid writers got me falling to my knees in a walmart#ive always had like…this fictional partner in my head for a long time now who i named oliver#and weirdly enough#he looks and acts like spencer#without me even knowing who he was ?!?!#so reading the fics r so comforting bc omg !!!#praying oliver is a real person omg if i find my fictional bbg irl its OVERRR#anyway love u spencer reid writers (and all writers rlly)#smooches smooches#spencer reid#criminal minds#spencer reid x reader#punkoween yaps
29 notes
·
View notes
Text
i dont think its jusr about pvz gw any,ore help me
#pvz#pvz fanart#the last one is a reference to a really funny pvz comic i made when i was 8#kudos to pvz for being one of my first hyperfixations#most of these r references to my old pvz comics so sorry if they dont make sense#the mushrooms r doom sun and scaredy btw u csnt rlly tell#anyways sunflower is so fun to draw love her#sorry to my followers n oomftuals this is like a one off inthink#team fartress content will resume soon#fun fact for reading so far: my favorite album of all time is three cheers for sweet revenge it was lifechanging
24 notes
·
View notes
Text
"The supposedly sealed memories of a miniature garden"
#dgm#d.gray-man#alma karma#kanda yuu#okay im going to word vomit my concept abt this apologies in advance#anyw ik Wisely gives the opportunity to mind-read/access memories like we see in the 3rd exorcist arc#but i think Road wldve been another interesting choice. i rlly like the concept of dream n its used a lot in that arc#we see a lot fo Kanda's original life within his dreams and illusions which is Road's specialty#just like constructing this false reality idk I've talked abt the idea of Kanda being put to sleep many times before but never properly#inspection style like idk maybe they still look like kids running in this like. perfect place that illusion of the word that Alma read abou#Allen waddling through a lake's worth of lotus with Road instead of the labs!#idk...........some parts are so deep he falls in and those r pockets of memories u know bc i still want that#and the deeper and closer he gets the water gets murky and red#u know bc im cool and love cheesy symbolism#I want Allen to bargain with Alma and Alma to just be like. sweet and charming and laugh it off until Allen gets to the root of the problem#WAIT U KNOW IN LIKE SAILOR MOON WHEN THE SCOUTS DIE (that is not a spoiler i promise) and they're wrapped in thorns?#I wanna draw that w Kanda....deep under the water#but he has to want to wake up from that dream. I'm playing off the fact that Allen had to punch him to snap him outta it#anyway....im done its okay
203 notes
·
View notes
Text
not being horny on main rn sorry pls feel free to scroll frfr
i just wanted to talk into a void idk it made me cringe trying 2 write a whole letter to my past self or trying to figure out if i should reach out to someone blah blah. it's easier to put it in a post bc it's way less pressure
tbh just like finally processing emotions that ive been hoarding for more than half my life and im sure it'll be worth it. i think im ready to like grow out of relying on solely on various forms of escapism to get through and focus more on filling my life with the things that make life beautiful
#not snz#notsnz#mentalhealth#ig like it doesnt matter that no adults in my rl gave me guidance at that age bc like im the adult now LMAOOO#i found my diary from age 12-15#reading it was an event#imagining i was talking to a child that wasnt me rlly put it in perspective tho#it took like a decade to get a good therapist and whatnot and ofc i wish it were dif but ik processing & acceptance is key#idk im kinda excited tho like i think i can let go of this nonsense finally#“i think my best years r over” (ur 12) also u have ur own room filled w anime posters and ur watching a r/affi concert w a heating pad#u finally got to play t/tyd bitch!!!! i told u!!!!!! ur life is full of love#two weeks ago u r/eigen a/rataka talked a guy into to knocking off 100 bucks 4 a trumpet purchase what a time to be alive#u found some circles that like u the way u are frfr#u were in the knitting club and like church choir or whatever u were NOT even a problem child they were dramatic#ur so many things and it was ok that you were sad it wasnt even ur fault & ur supposed to be immature bc ur a child
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
hm. i do not like chilshi 🤔
#sylph.txt#everyone likes to joke abt how much of an epic divorce man chilchuck is#but i dont think he ever even refers to her as his ex-wife. i could b wrong bc it's been a while since i read it tho#idk a lot of his arc is him learning to b more open w others (which is essentially what ended his relationship)#and u can see how much he's grown in the chapter where senshi goes into his past#to me it would b a lot sweeter for him to take on these lessons and go back to her and make things work#it's been 4 years but he's remained loyal to her depite their issues. idk to me it rlly does feel like he still loves her he's just a fool#it's made p clear that he's a coward and that he's quick to run away so actually committing to her would b a nice way to wrap things up#we don't get to see much of his wife so i get y ppl r quick to put him w the only other man in the party#but like senshi knows abt his wife too like i do not think he's gnna b making any moves here bc he has morals lmao#(*only other older man in the party. laios doesn't qualify for old man yaoi to most chilshi likers)#(even tho chilchuck isn't old either but shh they don't care abt that)#when it comes to senshi the changeling chapter def helped him w understanding how old the rest of the party is#but he clearly still views them as significantly younger than him#i don't think he views chil as a child anymore but for the majority of their time together he did#and so going from that to in a relationship is uhh rlly weird to me!#senshi has always taken a sort of parental role upon himself#w him romance is no where as interesting as the platonic bonds he has w the rest of the party#similar to how romance is entirely unimportant to izutsumi in the succubus chapter#idk i def don't hate the pairing and there r some takes on it that i find funny#but for me i just don't see anything between them i think ppl just want an m/m ship to play with#that ao3 gap is only gnna get bigger lmao
25 notes
·
View notes
Text
not going to lie i do find it quite upsetting that so many ppl think that animals that arent immediately relatable to humans are completely incapable of thought or feeling. and thats the only thing that matters when it comes to animal rights arguments a lot of the time
#like the take of ohhhh Well this animal is smart and shows emotions!!! it might even be smarter than humans!!!#as if that matters literally at all#like the argument abt fish or hamsters or w/e being stupid (wrong) so it doesnt matterrrrr if they dont get cared for properly#as if its ever ok to mistreat animals.#in general the idea around smaller or less relatable animals being worth less is super frustrating#like if u post abt microwaving ur hamster when u were 6 everyones like ‘lmaoooo i did the same thing’#but if u posted that abt a dog….? The Gallows#we shouldnt have to care abt mistreatment of animals bc theyre cute or funny or smart#i just watched blackfish again and it annoyed me how much ppl were arguing abt the orcas being so smart and emotional etc#which is true. but thats just smth that makes their captivity harder. u jnow. like if they were simple and had simple needs it would still#be wrong if they werent met#its just such a huge issue bc of how hard the needs are to meet in captivity#same as like. bears and shit. you physically cannot give them enough territory to stop them going insane#ik theres ppl who believe All captivity is wrong#like my strpmum is one who believes nobody should own Any pet#which is. Imo a stupid argument and not at all sustainable. ppl need companions thats why weve had dogs and cats for thousnads of years#but also they are such successful pets bc their needs are so easy to meet!!!!!#its this misconception that fish or rodents are Easy Beginners pets… in reality they are 100x harder. but their lives are worth less to ppl#bc they dont show love the same way#well. anyways im not very good at expressing my thoughts abt serious stuff#but its smth that rlly upsets me#its frustrating too bc ppl either dgaf abt animals aside from Maybe the cute ones or r too extreme in advocating for the freedom of animals#like u can absolutely give indoor cats proper enrichment. its just slightly more effort#and its not as simple as just. emptyinb out the zoos. READ ABT KEIKO!!!!!#i feel its a very interesting topic. but ppl r very b/w on it#idk i feel the majority of ppl know so little abt animals its like. impossible to get thru#like ok cool u think zoos r bad bc the lions get saddddd. but u also think snakes and bugs and rodents are nothing but disease spreaders#and cant also have complex lives#Tsk. Whateevr
13 notes
·
View notes
Note
hell ya! please info dump about casino quartet that would be awesome
STARTS VIBRATING OKAY!! for those who dont know, casino quartet refers to the group/ship name of ash, branzy, clown, and red (also known as branzypierceswagdoons or the abcd's because. Ashswag Branzy Clown and red. Doons) . i am #)(%*@#()%*#(@% about them 4 reasons i will elaborate down the cut ^_^
reason one: oh my GOD the comedic potential of these fuckers is sooooo. not one ounce of communication or sanity between any of them god bless!!! they are all enablers of different things and all make each other worse!!!! they will kill each other over not doing the dishes!!! also the diff dynamics between all of them would be Insufferable like clown and branzy would just do So Much pda during the most inappropriate times while ash and red have to Put Up with it while beating the shit out of each other <3 cue clown and red coming back home and doing God Knows What (not talking about feelings straight up) (repressed emotions) (bullying) and ash and branzy get white girl wasted on whiteclaw of wine or whatever and ash bitches about red to branzy while branzy calls him babygirl (branzy is the only one that can call ash this) (once red overheard this and ash almost killed him) (he had to be held back by branzy and clown so he wouldn't kill him) (<- this one is sponsored by cherny)
ANYWAYS ash and clown r a funny bunch too. clown would Always attempt to get ash to do stupid shit and try to hit him with the big wet pathetic eyes and "but please?? for me.,.." and it only works 20% of the time when ash caves in (do not worry ash bullies clown back) (also literally based off of this) . both of them think they're the most normal ones . red and branzy r literally just vibing. imagine everyone else being insufferable/them being insufferable to others and they're like "omg hiiii bestie ^_^" and they chill and knit while drinking sweet tea together or whatever . they're awesome
REASON NUMBER 2: PUNCHES THE GROUND ok ok. they're like 0 canon content of them IN VIDEOS but u have to understand : the original team chaos had red in the group . and the only reason red left is bc they didn't tell him anything (also ash was asleep like 90% of the time L) but like. i think u Could do smth interesting with lingering feelings abt team chaos Esp considering ash Did go back to red and apologize for s3/team chaos and gave him favors .,.. that's if u wanna go Canon Compliant ofc but i think there Could be something that u could write abt clown and red being Farely loyal and strategic and ash and branzy being willing to betray and both being wildcards. i feel like u could do smth interesting with that (and also if you wanna go romantic) some polymary negotiations might b fun ti explore :thumbs_up: usually the Link between them is clown and red but i've also seen branzy and ash ^_^ either way they r rlly fun to think about either way!!!
i dont really like a reason number 3 so i will put this mangoball edit here . thank u for letting me indulge in my insanity
#mcyt#lifesteal smp#clownpierce#branzy#branzycraft#reddoons#ashswag#casino quartet#swagdoons#clownzy#branzypierce#mcytshipping#lsshipping#<- i guess#tw swearing#media.warning.swearing#tw caps#media.warning.caps#tw drinking#media.warning.drinking#i dont rlly ship them bc i Really like them as ambiguous/unlabeled/they don't event know what they are#but like: still. i love them so much i rotate them in my brain so much!!!#i Need more people to understand them#or like. be Aware of them#<- suffering as the only fics of them are by my friend (hi cherny if you're reading) and Me#anyways shout out to revolution cave they hear my mental illness first hand#anyways thank u for letting me indulge anon ^_^ just saying my dms r open at any time if u want to Talk about them#also to all of my followers: that invitation is 4 yall 2. or anyone really#they r a virus on my Brain#ask.core
132 notes
·
View notes
Text
:333333 im just finishing up a teeny tiny rewrite of my old teen toru fic so i can repost it tmrw………… feeling excited
#feels like its been a while since i wrote smth#s… sigh………#BUTTT i feel like a lot of my followers probably havent read this one ??? esp since i took it out of my masterlist a while ago#and :((((( i am . so so fond of this fic#the shoujo manga vibes …….#wahhhh i love them#and i rlly do love writing for teen toru wven though i vastly prefer adult gojo#anyway !!!!! im excited. might post a little snippet but it feels kinda silly when its a repost :’3#hope u r all doing well dash <33#ari noises ✩
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
autisming but my biggest pet peeve abt Batman is when someone who only ever consumed fanon is like “why doesn’t Bruce do *insert thing that he’s done since nearly his conception*
#hu doesn’t he donate to charity#he does#why doesn’t he try and frie the robins#he does 😭 he doesn’t want sidekicks these kids r just crazy#why doesn’t he put all of his money into bettering Arkham and Gotham in general#he does 😭#why doesn’t he put up the bat suit and just be normal#he tries 😭 there would be no story#or like ‘Bruce hits his kids’ and it’s screenshots of them training or Bruce being like. mind controlled or fucked up on scarecrow toxin#or in jays case. fighting jay after jay tried to kill him and did kill many others 😭#like bestie. context matters why read an action book if u don’t want action#like theres soooo much stuff to critique batman for but like. please read one comic book#and not the aus and elseworlds stories. ‘he made a robin eat rats’ and there’s a world where spiderman is a zombie#its not canon 😭 get his ass for literally all the shit he does pls#I also hate when fandom wank and fanon shit makes its way to mainstream because that’s how we get wfa and just rlly bad interpretations#oh dicks the silly one jays the angry one who was always angry and evil Tim loves coffee and uhh is a softboy#cass is perfect and uwuw steph is teh silly one (2) and duke is the Straight Man#SHUT UPPPP.
24 notes
·
View notes
Note
hi my sweet sel :3 i’m sneaking in w a fresh matcha for u to ask for a moot bingo card 🍵… i’m 2 curious i couldn’t resist </3
ari my beloved!!!! thank you for the matcha 🥺 i am sip sippin it while doing your bingo card (my feet are also kicking in the air behind me 🤭) pls sit with me, i am offering you a cookie!! 🍪
(c) xen-blank for the template!
send me an ask and i’ll fill up this bingo for you!! 🥺
#when i say lots of shared interests i rlly mean lots of shared thoughts 🥺🥺 i feel like u just Get what i mean Yk????#i think we understand characters so similarly snd it is so satisfying!! and also comforting to have someone just knows what i mean 🥺#i am chomping ur head because it is simply TOO BIG. full of ALL THAT PROSE AND TALENT.#and younger sibbie vibes bc i do feel like i am always aww-ing at you whenever i see your interactions on my dash!!#esp when you receive all the love you deserve 🥺🥺#i feel like we became moots when you had only a few works up and to see how much your library has grown!!! 🥺🥺#i feel the proud big sis moment a lot 🥺🥺#and pls keep sharing w me ur thoughts and rants and characterisations and aus and hc and EVERYTHINF! 🥹#we r mutual chaos bc we share the same braincells sometimes i think… same w the bouncing of the walls pic… those r our braincells when#-our ideas align#shaking you violently bc i am so in awe at how much you write#REALLY SO AWESTRUCK. u r amazing. i still have so much of ur stuff to read!!!!#ari.🦝#twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat#ask#rep#ask game
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
🐁☁️🌫️
#sorry gnna sound like a shit person now but im not feeling well i just need to rant#nothing good ever happens to me. every aspect of my life is a mess. im constantly miserable w nothing to pull me out of it#it's been getting worse nd worse for years nd if it keeps getting worse im not gnna be able to take it much longer#ofc there are sooo many others who have it way way way worse than i do. so i feel weak nd pathetic for being so affected by it when i know#it could be literally sm worse than it is now. like i get that. i know im not nearly as bad off as many ppl are#but idk still it's rlly tough to have *nothing* that makes me keep going. the literal only thing is that i dont kms bc i dont wanna hurt mom#bc im poor so i cant do ANYTHING. i cant go anywhere. not the cinema not concerts not to the mall not to the bookstore not an amusent park#i cant even go to cafées bc i dont have any money at all to spend on that#i have no friends to hang out w. even if i couldnt afford going anywhere i cant even just take a walk or sit nd talk to them bc there r none#my sisters havent talked for me in over a year#and like yada yada i dont have anything to pull me out of my misery bubble. no friends to comfort me no family to hang out w#nothing to do or nowhere to go. hell i havent even been able to eat for 8 months so i cant even like eat smth yummy nd watch a movie lmao#i cant even read bc of the constant noise! i cant go out into the forest bc there r always subway construction work or choppers or gun shots#i know im 'focusing on the negative' but what am i supposed to do when theres nothing positive to focus on lol?????#im always physically uncomfortable bc of pain nd health issues nd im always anxious nd stressed too so like... yay#and. this is where i sound mean but like after years nd years of nothing good happening to me... idc for others anymore like#when they talk abt their loving relationships and their kind friends nd them going to concerts im like.. wow !! u get to be happy!! i dont!!#im just envious nd jealous nd bitter bc why cant i have ANYTHING good???? not just ONE fkn thing?#other ppl get to have multiple things but i get nothing?????#and its not exactly like i hate them or wish illwill on them im just like wow kinda dont feel sympathy for u bc u have sm things#i've never had :))) nd u can never understand how awful it feels to be deprived of it so idc :))))
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
It’s so difficult being someone will really cool ocs who have really cool stories but I can’t draw well and am unwilling to learn
#people love oc art no one rlly care abt oc writing#things I’ve observed a bit. not like a judgement just smth I think abt#everyone always is like just start drawing we all start somewhere don’t b afraid to b bad at it 🥰#I don’t want to draw or paint or whatever I don’t like doing it it’s not fun to me. writing is fun to me#it’s just I think less ppl are willing to engage w bits of oc writing at least in online spaces#dunno why it’s just what I notice. ppl r more into drawings of ppl’s ocs and tend to think that the only way to get involved with it#I never really see just pure writing of someone’s ocs being made and spread around#anyway all this to say u all unfortunately will never know much abt my really cool and awesome and epic ocs oh well#reserved for my friends who r reading their story
7 notes
·
View notes
Text
reading fics abt characters idk much abt is a hobby of mine and I am having the time of my life reading abt obi wan kenobi
#I’ve still only watched one and a half star wars films and it’s the sequel series#so I thought obi wan was just an old guy who was a jedi and died at some point#fics I’m reading r telling me that apparently the force loves him or sm? I did not realize the force was sentient#it’s so easy to read fics abt characters u don’t rlly know bc u basically treat them as original works#obi wan kenobi#star wars#さくの小言
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
this is why I have 108 drafts lmao I get an idea for one of my long posts when I'm really busy with something else and just jot down some basic nonsense that lives there for months until I stumble upon it one day and go completely feral for several hundred words
#no clue when I will make these real posts btw I usually just get in a tumblr mood and go scrolling until I find one I want to tinker with#i do have a fair number of half finished posts as well from where I can't find the exact right words so I take some time and come back to it#if anyone has one in particular they rlly want to see lmk and that will motivate me to actually go flesh it out lol#also there r some GREAT posts abt some of these and I'm always looking for more so if u have a fav abt any#send them my way#i need to do a lot more research on the monomouth thing i just stumbled across that on Google once so if there's ANY posts I would love to#read them#anyways posting process reveal I guess lmao
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
LOVEJOY CONCERT REALLLLLLL
#FINALLY A CONVERSATION W MY PARENTS WHERE I DROP A BOMB ON THEM AND IT GOES WELL. THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE#SORRY. IM RLLY HAPPY RN.#fucking emotional whiplash of . all day dread . and then the realization that. lovejoy concert is Happening and i am going to HUG MY FRIEND#and we r gonna go to a CONCERT together and objectify wilbur soot in real time. in real life.#and i get to meet PERI ans shes gonna knock me off a SHELF#head in hands. screaming. lovejoy concert real#aster if ur reading this i love u im soooo excited ohh my god
8 notes
·
View notes