#ri tag

[aroacewxs]

OKAY OKAY. SO. i had to rethink it thorougly but there's the song i was talking about: two breaths walking deco*27 ruinene. childhood ruinene and then middle school ruinene, to be exact. i want them to cover this song even though there's no way (it has the leoni sound. but i guess leoni would fit this song too so i shouldn't complain.) but machico has actually covered the reloaded version and it's one of the best covers ever (i'm biased) so it's huge.

i'm not sure whose pov it is though? at first i completely thought rui but after analyzing the lyrics one more time i think nene's duable for some as well. anyways, up to the end to the first chorus it's their childhood. "because it's lonely on my own, i breathe with you" especially. it screams a lot of childhood rnn To Me.

and then the fun starts because we're shifting to middle school </3

"the front foot i'd half-put out to come over and embrace you / has somehow started to hurt you" makes me think sooo very intensely of how nene reached out to rui and wanted to invite him to her troupe, but he still kept on rejecting and insisting that he's better off alone. nene would actually want to take a step forward and stay by rui's side, but he doesn't want to. almost as if her kindness hurts.

"the words i just learned become a knife that pierces through you / tearing your life to pieces" is rui's pov of this scene, because that's kind of what happened no? rui said what he said because he thought that it'll be for the best, but in the end it hurt nene even more.

"i try to say «i love you», but / instead i'm living my whole life as a sort of oxygen tank" is reflective of how their relationship started to look like; they still deeply care for each other, but they have no way to express it because of the circumstances. and "suck in the words i've spit out and breathe no more" is rui wanting to be left alone. i think.

sooo that would be it. i'm very #Sane.

and actually you know what screw it even. woe the line distribution be upon ye. it's kind of clunky because i find some deco's songs very hard to make line distributions for but i think it gets the message across.

("you'll live by sucking in my breath from now on / your words have already rusted in the saliva" probably could be swapped as well? but i was not sure which one fits better so i left it like that)

UGHGUGHORH RI YOU'RE SO CORRECT ,,,,, my sign to listen to more of deco's music. this fits them wonderfully 💔

the oxygen tank line is so . ohman. god that interaction they had at scramble crossing genuinely makes me ill in the head. nene reaching out and rui pushing her away ........ it makes me wonder if they had any other similar interactions that just aren't mentioned ingame and i have to sit down for a little while

also ri i love how you do line distributions ... and how they're colour coded as well ....... thank you for your wisdom this was awesome

[duncantashi]

HI NIVI HOW ARE YOU HOW IS EVERYTHING

RI HIII <3

i'm doing good but college has been exhausting because another semester is almost coming to an end, so i haven't really been online here or discord :/

how are you? what's new with you? how's academics going on for you?

[livingproofoftbd]

🍓

hiii i dont think we've ever talked 😭 but youre so based and you always have banger posts you seem soo cool and so awesome :)) /posss

[jewish-elphaba]

ooh 9?? (eyes emoji)

bisexual

disaster

lucas

lovingly

[ree-duh]

Before I watch the new episode everyone promise to be normal

[dnfity]

i literally just typed the same “The Mother” lmao 😭😭😭

woah wtf 😂

[justiceforplutoo]

fic where steve already knows he's bi but robin keeps trying to tell him. steve's known he's had a crush on eddie for months at this point but today just happens to be the day where eddie walks in during a slow shift at family video and robin looks up at the perfect moment to catch steve's soft, dopey smile.

and in that moment, robin connects the dots. the music in steve's car being just love songs on loop. steve walking into work in a lovesick haze. steve going out of his way to work his schedule so he could always be the one to pick the kids up from hellfire.

oh.

oh.

eddie ducks into the horror section, and robin throws her full body weight towards steve, who yelps not unlike a stray cat.

"you like eddie," robin hisses.

"yeah, no shit!" steve reaches for the collar of his polo like he's clutching imaginary pearls. "jesus christ, robin, what the fuck."

ignoring him, robin continues. "no, steve," she says, soft look on her face, "you like like him."

steve frowns, nodding slowly. "i-i know that, robin. we're not in third grade anymore, you can say 'crush', it's not going to give you cooties," he says, frown falling to reveal a teasing look.

"wait, what?"

"robin, did you...?"

they stare at each other intensely for what could perhaps be aeons.

"YOU NEVER TOLD ME-"

"I'VE ALREADY TOLD YOU-"

[owiphony]

it came to me in a dream

[aroacewxs]

nnks parallels are sooo interesting... their dynamic and differences make it really fascinating to look at the similiarities they have in their arcs (does this sentence even make sense? ww) and people saying that nene's development is just a copy of tsukasa's make me sooooo mad too. y'all don't get nenechan at all...!! besides it's not surprising they face similiar struggles they work towards the same goal duh

oh when you mentioned it, it makes me think back to power of regret again... i feel like the scramble crossing scene is a bit paralleled by the moment when nene reaches out to imura (i think that was her name?), but her care gets mistaken for pity... it's just like how rui reacted back then, except he didn't say anything as harsh as imura did. but even though it's very naive, it still serves as a reminder that nene is still so kind despite everything and it's aaah i'm in class i can't cry over nenechan right now...!!!!

as much as you're right about needing to see rui's loneliness from his pov because i wish to see more of it as well, but i think i'm just biased... i need to look into middle school nene's psyche, i want to know her exact thoughts about rui's behavior... because they just make me so sad. but i will literally accept everything at this point. i just need to see more of them or i will go crazy

and yeah it's on spotify!! i can't show you right now because i don't have spotify on my phone but expect to receive it later when i get home as well <3

right exactly ... also how they go about growth and improvement is completely different lmao. god i remember when canary came out on jp so many people were calling it a direct copy of phoenix and that tsukasa did It first like Okay none of you deserve kusanagi nene then. go to the desolate corner and reflect on your actions . where's the fun in comparing characters to other characters and saying they're inherently the same when it's so much more interesting to pick their brains apart under a microscope . you gotta search for the differences

and YES YES YES that is exactly what i mean. the parallels are CRAZY i wrote a post about it a while ago when the event came out here because if i didn't talk about it i thought i would explode. i love imura...

also yeah honestly atp i'd take anything ......... we're biased in our different ways LMFAO. i think i'm leaning more towards seeing rui's pov because he's got like. Nothing compared to nene who has physically said aloud that she regrets not being able to do anything back then + it's quite obvious rui's behaviour in middle school traumatized her or at least left a very strong impression on her considering she's grown incredibly familiar to his facial expressions and language when something is bothering him but he's just not opening up about it ... #curtain call's worst fan . but middle school ruinene is middle school ruinene so really. we win no matter what

don't worry!! take your time, i'll be waiting ‼️

[basilries]

redrew a heritage post. happy pride

[heart-select]

The Company but they're dressed up for Halloween

pt 1 / pt 2

[bleackpink]

JENNIE / Mantra @ Music Core (241019)

[dizzybizz]

so many magma kusuriuris... mononoke? more like,,, magmanoke.....

[residencyisstrange]

thinking about a cozy day in w/ leon...

especially if it's rainy, the window cracked open just enough in the living room. the cold air rolling in, making you snuggle closer to him. he wraps the blanket more firmly around you, keeping you closely tucked to his chest. he's practically a radiating heater.

you're mumbling about how it's nice, how the rain sounds so calming. it's like a heavy weight of lethargy is weighing in your head, your eyes slipping more times than you care to count. he smiles, pressing a gentle kiss to your head. his face rests there, humming along with whatever sleepy nonsense tumbles from your mouth.

it's a comfortable silence between the two of you after a while, not much really needing to be said. your head pressed against his chest, listening to the soft thumping of his heart. his hand smooths over your back, gentle and careful. it's the perfect ambience, both of your bodies heat and the blanket keeping the two of you warm for the lazy afternoon nap.

[ree-duh]

I can't imagine how it is… To be forbidden from loving… ‘Cause when you walked into my life… I could feel my life begin…

[foxinys]

JEONGIN in "락 (樂) (LALALALA)" Stages