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Musicians' Uniforms in the Revolutionary War
(Artwork by the legendary Don Troiani)
A favorite descriptor of mine states that British drummers and fifers of the Georgian era were "birds of very gay plumage throughout the whole of the 18th century," a phrase which has irrevocably rooted itself in my head whenever I think of these colorful lads. Often there is curiosity about the vibrant getup of these gents, simply because they blatantly don't fit in with the rest of their unitsâwhich happens to be precisely the point.
The reason behind these colorful coats is that musicians had to be the most stand-out members of their regiment: they functioned as the voice of the officers on the battlefield and therefore had to be easily locatable at any given time. Officers would communicate via their musicians in order to convey significant large-scale orders, such as to retreat or cease fireâorders you can imagine quick communication would be vital forâand in the fog of war it would have been difficult to pick a handful of musicians out of a sea of similarly-uniformed men-at-arms. Thus, the musicians wore the inverse colors of their regiments, with the regimental facing colors becoming the main color of the coat, and (in the case of the British army) the standard red coat color becoming the color of the facings. The fellow pictured above is a drummer from the 63rd Regiment of Foot, which was faced with "very dark green" according to the 1768 clothing warrant, and thus the green is the body color of his coat.
These uniforms were also elaborately ornamented with the regimental lace pattern, as you can see above, whereas on the coats of men-at-arms this lace was restricted to the buttonholes on the facings. The smallclothes would still generally be white or buff, matching whichever color smallclothes the men-at-arms wore, unless the regiment was faced in white or buff, in which case the smallclothes would be red so they wouldnât be the same color as the coat. The regulations were quite specific, as you can tell, but it serves to emphasize the degree of importance the musician held in the 18th century army.
There is some debate as to whether musicians wore cocked hats or bearskins, like the drummer pictured above. Musicians were technically considered part of the grenadier company of a regiment, which is why they bear red "wings" on the shoulders of their uniform and why they often wore bearskins, but there exists evidence of them wearing cocked hats, as well, so it seems likely that depending on the regiment they could have worn either. They would be armed only with a short sword worn across the waist, as they generally were not expected to participate in actual combat. The instruments themselves also functioned as part of the uniform, in ways: the regimental drum was always painted in the facing color of the regiment, and in the case of fifers, the fife sling would also be colored according to the regimental colorsâsee the 22nd Regiment's "candy colored cord,â as we call it, below (as well as the red smallclothes, as they are a buff-faced regiment... featuring myself and my janky uniform on the right!).
(Photo by Jeff Bross)
As far as I know the Continental Army generally abided by these same practices, which is why you occasionally get instances of the "American redcoat": certain musicians from the Continental army wore red coats with blue facings, looking much like their British adversaries, because they came from Continental regiments faced with red. This kind of cross-army confusion did not occur with the British, however, as those regiments faced in blue were the Royal regiments, and, in accordance with this honor, the musicians of these regiments kept the standard red coat with blue facings as opposed to inverting them (they were, however, still distinguishable by their copious amounts of lacing). Just goes to show that not every red coat is a Redcoat, and not every Redcoat wears a red coat!
#you know I had to do a post on this eventually#it's only my favorite subject ever or whatever#amrev#revwar#american revolution#revolutionary war#awi#field music#military history#18th century military#18th century#18thc#redcoat#uniforms#fife and drum#redcoatposting#the captain's lectures#this is your captain speaking
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Music/rhythm games are one of my favorite genres. I might not be that good at them but I still like them.
#rhythm heaven#scratchin melodii#friday night funkin#samba de amigo#osu#dance dance revolution#guitar hero#project diva#taiko drum master#donkey konga#melody of memory#Theaterhythm#parrapa the rapper#beat saber#elite beat agents#rhythm thief#crypt of the necrodancer#cadence of hyrule
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Drums Along the Mohawk Walter D. Edmonds This is 1 of 12 vintage paperbacks that comprise our current giveaw@y.
#walter d. edmonds#drums along the mohawk#american revolution#historical fiction#paperback#books#book contest
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BATAS NG GUBAT (LAW OF THE JUNGLE) LIVE
BATAS NG GUBAT (LAW OF THE JUNGLE) is a sonic and visual collage tracing the spirit of revolution centered through the history of the Philippines and the interconnectedness of the struggles of marginalized peoples' around the world. This recording was from the live performance of the project for Circuit Breakers hosted by Breaking Capacity, L3FTFIELD, and planetqueer at Trans-Pecos in Ridgewood, NY on February 2nd, 2024.
Tracklist and References
1. IBAGSAK
Edgar Jopson, Ferdinand Marcos & the Battle of Mendiola (First Quarter Storm) - January 30th 1970 | https://youtu.be/jWtWlsi5kdk - Anti-US rally in Manila, Philippines - 1970 | https://youtu.be/WByyDkySnmE
Anti-Marcos protests outside the Philippine Congress - January 25th 1971 | https://youtu.be/aauButUBjSg
Ibagsak Ang Imperyalismong Kano (Down with U.S. Imperialism) - https://youtu.be/c_MYJuZ4Zbc
2. CHILDREN OF DARKNESS
Muslim Gauze - Yasser Arafat's Radio | https://youtu.be/-QuzcApPAPE
The Palestinian (Al-Falastini) 1977, dir. Roy Battersby | https://youtu.be/yZqXkoqSjp8
Concerning Violence dir. GĂśran Olsson narr. Ms. Lauryn Hill | https://www.facebook.com/baeyoungco/videos/673325013345205/
Reem Anber, oud player, Gaza - Let Palestine Sing #1 | https://youtu.be/RLqoRWgiXKQ
kulintang and agong IMG 6751 | https://youtu.be/ZYqACdZebJg
3. HATAW NA
Alec Empire @ Groove Nation's CONSORTIUM 1996 | https://youtu.be/EKZn_X5z4w4
Alien Dame Tu Costa with Budots Dance | https://youtu.be/TCSjaWndczI
Budots feature on VICE Asia featuring DJ Love and Libya Montes | https://www.tiktok.com/@vice.asia/video/7238445862043536642
BUDOTS DANCE CAMUSGIRLS TIWTIW BOMB MIX | https://youtu.be/kgGvaQ0lUcg
4. MAKIBAKA
Fall o the I-Hotel dir. Curtis Choy | https://youtu.be/lzrWwvI8JpI
Dub Poetry ft. Sankofa | https://youtu.be/Wpmy0nCkrhM
Jungle Soundclash - The âGrand Finalâ - 16th July 1994 | https://youtu.be/XVj2TrkymZs
Iba Ang Pinoy: Dakila | https://youtu.be/Antt2qSgJ8w
Late 1970s San Francisco Mission District, Chicano Street Scenes | https://youtu.be/I0Hqnn8cdRE
Dakila - Make Me a Man | https://youtu.be/zHVxh19eh10
Dakila Language Lessons | https://youtu.be/ag1Lg1eTrdI
5. A RUSTLING OF LEAVES
A Rustling of Leaves: Inside the Philippine Revolution (1988) dir. Nettie Wild | https://youtu.be/qpOxlSFhEmc
The Mermaids of Lake Sebu dir. BenoĂŽt SĂŠgur | https://youtu.be/r_lWRvuuZzI
#youtube#jungle#junglist#live set#ableton set#finger drumming#drum and bass#live#trax#batas ng gubat#free palestine#theory#anito#revolution#filipino#philippines
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Chase and Status: Pioneers of the Drum and Bass Revolution
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#2 RUFF Vol.1#2023#Britische Musikszene#Chase and Status#Drum and Bass Duo#Drum and Bass Revolution#elektronische Musik#Empfehlungen#Erfolgsgeschichte#Innovativer Sound#Kollaborationen in der Musik#Live-Performance#Musikgeschichte#New Music#Robert James Perkins
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O, say, bonny lass, will you go into battle?
Where the drums are beaten and cannons loud rattle.
O, yes, my bonny lad, I will share all thy harms.
#muse: Anna strong#muse: benjamin tallmadge#muse: Sarah Livingston#anna x selah#Ben x anna#Sarah x William#ben x sarah#music / arenât brainy people obtuse!#au: following the drum#american revolution#18th century#18th century history#for skill in music named / queue
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my nostalgia for the 90s and early 00s uk club scene (thanks to dance dance revolution and youtube recs) is even more hysterical cause i've never been to britain, been to a club, or been alive in the 90s (02 baby)
my nostalgia for circa 2010 club music is hysterical to me. i was not at âthe clubâ in two thousand and ten, i was at home on the family computer singing along to âlike a G6â as if i wasnât in the G6th fucking grade
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The Smoker, the Drummer of the Jersey Blues, oil on panel, 1900, by Theophile Marie Francois Lybaert (1848â1927).
Not an accurate depiction by any means, but I resonate with him. Sometimes all that drumming will wear you out.
#this uniform is like aggressively 19th century but it's okay i like him#also does he have two.... drum harnesses?#one on the drum and one for his sticks??#it can't be his sword belt because he's wearing it. and i sure hope it's not a cartridge box for obvious reasons#man is really going through it#haul up your queuegarnets#amrev#art#19thc#revwar#field music#revolutionary war#american revolution#continental army#<< wow lee posts about the continentals?? for once?#awi
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08 Embracing the Dance Revolution
#youtube#03:11 08 Embracing the Dance Revolution Synth & Electro Bass Drums Synths Electric Guitar Electric Piano. ISRC: DKEM22300408 ISWC: T- KODA-I
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Galaxy Walker & The Hoodstarz SA 17.06.2023 Regensburg
Galaxy Walker & The Hoodstarz SA 17.06.2023 Regensburg Bismarckplatz 20.30 Uhr #funk #bĂźrgerfestregensburg2023 #galaxywalker #FunkFever #GrooveNation #FunkyBeats #PartyLikeItsFunk #GetYourGrooveOn #FunkyVibes #FunkSoulBrother #FunkItUp #BoogieNight #FunkadelicParty #FeelTheFunk #DanceToTheFunkyRhythm #FunkyGoodTime #FunkRevolution #GetDownWithTheFunk #FunkInYourSoul #FunkyFresh #GroovyJam #Funkalicious #FunkyTown
#youtube#Galaxy Walker#The Hoodstarz#Funk#Regensburg#BĂźrgerfest#Bismarckplatz#Funky Beats#Get Your Groove On#Funk It Up#Funk Soul Brother#Fuky Good Time#Funk Revolution#Groovy Jam#Helmar WeiĂ#Schlagzeug#Drums#Funky Town
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Revolution of the Heart
in the silent chambers of the heart,
a revolution stirs, unseen but profound,
an uprising not of banners or blood,
but of echoes and whispers.
here, the old guard of fear and doubt
crumbles beneath the weight of truth,
and the walls, once high and unyielding,
are breached by the soft siege of hope.
it begins with a flutter, a murmur,
a flicker of light in the darkness,
a quiet rebellion against the shadows,
the tyrannies of self-doubt and resignation.
love, the unarmed insurgent,
moves through the corridors,
its gentle force tearing down
the barriers built of solitude and sorrow.
in this new realm, compassion rules,
an unassuming leader, guiding
the steps towards healing,
towards a horizon where grace
is the common language.
the heart, now freed from its chains,
beats a rhythm of renewal,
a drum that echoes in the quiet spaces,
a testament to the power
of the unspoken revolution,
where change blooms in the tender soil
of vulnerability and connection.
by S.T.
diana the huntress by gaston casimir saint-pierre
reaching for the moon by edward eggleston
an afternoon rest by guillaume seignac(one of my personal favorites)
#sarahsinferno#poetry#art#original poem#poet#original poets on tumblr#original poetry#oil painting#flow state poetry#songwriter#strength#diana#artemis#happines#revolution#poets of tumblr#pinterest#greek mythology#growth#my poem#poems and poetry#poems on tumblr#oil on canvas#oil on panel
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âłÂ you pride yourself on being a professional, but sometimes your students' parents really test your patience.
â jungkook x reader â fluff | smut | teacher!au | single parent!au | e2l â 20.3k [1/1]
ââ our kids are bitter rivals and the only time we ever meet is when weâre both called to the principalâs office and whatever maybe i think youâre kind of cute but your kidâs a monster and ALSO someone keeps buying the last everything bagel at my favorite coffee shop 2 minutes before i get there in the morning and has heard about my plight and has started leaving me bragging notes about it ââ
notes:Â fic number two in the serendipity series is here at last!!! this took me like a million and a half years to finish because Real Life happened but here we finally are! also, i changed the type of bagel that the story is centered around, because i honestly didnât come to like everything bagels until relatively recently and i will still only eat it if itâs part of a bagel sandwich because? just having cream cheese or whatever on an everything bagel feels kind of unhinged to me! but thatâs neither here nor there and no one is here for my bagel opinions so! hope you enjoy the story!!! đ
â˘Â series masterlist. | inspired by this post.
warnings: dilf!jk, some kissing and hand stuff, â¨sexual tension⨠but nothing too terribly explicit tbh
Silence has never sounded louder.Â
You drum your fingers against the armrest of your chair, nails clacking against the cheap plastic. On the wall, the second hand of the clock completes yet another revolution, and you glance over when your companion sighs, plucks off her reading glasses, and sets them down on the desk beside the placard that houses her title: Principal Pamela Baker, Hybe Academy.Â
A woman nearing her fifties, Pam has sandy blonde hair cut into a neat bob and an enviable ability to pull off any lipstick color, no matter how bold. Youâre lucky enough to call her both a friend and a mentor, and when she mutters a curse under her breath, you chuckle. âLate again,â she huffs, offering you a wry smile before leaning back in her seat and casting her gaze skyward. âTypical.â
âYou know what these corporate types are like, Pam,â you reply, rolling your eyes. âThey have zero regard for anyone elseâs time. He was twenty minutes late to our parent-teacher conference last semester, so donât take it personally.â
âBelieve me, I know plenty of men like Jungkook Jeon,â Pam says with another sigh, this one heavier and longer than the last. âI even married one, you know. But that was before I came to my senses and divorced his ass. Best decision of my life, right after getting my tubes tied.â
âThree kids was enough for you?â you tease, and Pam snorts out a laugh.Â
âMore than enough,â she replies. âWhat about you, though? Thinking of having another kid anytime soon?â
âI donât think so⌠well, not anytime soon, at least. Ask me again inââÂ
The sound of a doorknob turning stops you in your tracks, and a moment later, the door to the office swings open with a dull click.Â
âPrincipal Baker. Miss {L/N}.â Jungkook Jeon is standing at the threshold in a wool coat the color of charcoal, the buttons of which are undone to reveal the undoubtedly designer suit underneath. His dark hair is parted neatly across his forehead, still sprinkled with lingering snowflakes from his journey here, and you bite back the urge to remark on his tardiness. Instead, you stand when your boss stands up, mustering up every ounce of professionalism you possibly can.
âMr. Jeon,â Pam says, giving his hand a firm shake before gesturing to the empty chair beside you. âItâs nice to see you again. Please, take a seat.â
You incline your head in Jungkookâs direction as he lowers himself into the plastic chair, the legs scraping against the tiled floor in protest as he adjusts his position. âHello, Mr. Jeon. Thank you for finally joining us.â
If Jungkook notices the snarky inflection of your tone, he doesnât let it show. He merely levels you with a cool gaze, blinking lazily before turning to your boss. âExcuse my tardiness,â he says, smoothing down the lapels of his black jacket and straightening his slate blue tie. âI got here as fast as I could. Where is my daughter?â
Pam gestures toward the door. âDaeun is down the hall in the library, under Mr. Kimâs supervision. I thought it best if we spoke without the children first.â
The dark-haired man hums. âWhat happened, Principal? You were rather vague on the phone.â
Pam nods, and you exchange looks before she turns her attention back to Jungkook. âYes, well, as I explained on the phone, there was an incident. Daeun forcefully took her classmateâs book during the free reading period, and refused to return it when asked.â
At that, Jungkook casts you another glance. âI see. And I presume the classmate was Miss {L/N}âs daughter?â
âIt was,â you confirm, taking care to keep your tone even despite the irritation simmering in your belly. âThis is the second time Trixieâs been targeted by your daughter, Mr. Jeon. Do you think thatâs a coincidence?â
Jungkookâs eyes narrow, his lips twisting into a displeased frown. âI'm not sure I like what youâre implying, Miss {L/N}.â
The iciness in his voice is unmistakable, but you have fifteen minutesâ worth of annoyance festering in your bellyâannoyance that has amplified with every second that he made you wait. That, combined with his behavior last semester is enough to stir that annoyance into full-blown anger. Heâs been short with you every time youâve called to talk about his daughterâs progress in class, and you very nearly canceled his eight oâclock appointment to meet with you during Decemberâs parent-teacher conferences. You remember pulling up his contact information nineteen minutes after eight, thumb hovering over the call button on your phone when he finally burst into your classroom. No preamble, and no apology. He just sat down, as if nothing was amiss, and began asking about Daeunâs grades in math.
Itâs no wonder youâve never heard so much as a word about a Mrs. Jeon. The nosy part of your brain wonders about Jungkookâs home life on occasion, and the more vindictive part relishes in the fact that heâs no doubt a single parent. Any woman would have to be a saint to put up with Jungkook Jeon, you reason, because as far as youâre concerned, heâs the devil.Â
The devil dressed in head-to-toe Armani, who is currently fixing you with a look that could temper steel.Â
âMr. Jeon.â Pam, as always, is quick to diffuse the sudden tension thatâs settled over her office. âNo one is implying anything here. We just want to have a frank, civil discussion about Daeunâs behavior, and see if you can think of anything that may be causing her to act out. A recent change in her life, perhaps? Something new that she hasnât quite adjusted to yet?â
You take a deep breath, releasing it through your nose before putting your professional mask back on. âHer shift in behavior was extremely sudden,â you chime in, watching out of the corner of your eye as Pam inclines her head in agreement. âLaughing when Trixie and another classmate slipped and fell on the ice, and now this? I donât believe for a minute that this change came out of nowhereâsomething must have caused it. Daeun is a smart girl, Mr. Jeon. Sheâs outgoing and a little rambunctious, but sheâs always been kind to her classmates in the past. Todayâs behavior was incredibly out of character for her.â
A beat of silence passes, as your words fade into silence. Then Jungkook shifts in his seat, crossing one leg over the other as he turns his full attention to you. âWe keep talking about Daeun as if she was the only child involved in this incident, Miss {L/N}. Why donât we talk about your daughter instead? Trixie, is it?â
And just like that, your mask begins to splinter at the edges. âTrixie was reading quietly at the table when Daeun approached her,â you reply coolly. âShe didnât instigate anything, Mr. Jeon.â
âOh, and Iâm supposed to take your word for it?â Jungkook huffs out a humorless chuckle, leaning back in his seat. âI think you, of all people, might be a little bit biased.â
Fury flares in your belly, hot and bright. âI am a professional, Mr. Jeon,â you manage between clenched teeth. âI care about all of my students equally, and treat them as such. But I donât expect you to understand that.â
Jungkook opens his mouth to retort, but your boss stops him before he can utter a single syllable. âI think thatâs enough for today,â Pam says, rising to her feet and stepping around her desk to shake Jungkookâs hand. Even in heels, she only comes up to his chest, and you would have laughed at the height disparity if it werenât for the rage still bubbling through your veins. âLike I said before, the girls are just down the hall with Mr. Kim. If youâll follow meâŚâ
Pam ushers Jungkook out of the office, chattering mindlessly about the cafeteria renovations that are underwayâfunded in large part by Jungkook himself, youâre certain. As much as youâve grown to dislike the man, you know that he cares deeply about education and donates a rather large sum to your school every year. Trailing after them by a few paces, you listen as Pam points out a row of plaques hanging on the wall, honoring distinguished students and teachers alike.
The library, when you reach it, is empty save for three figures seated at one of several rectangular tables that occupy the middle of the room. Taehyung Kim, the copper-haired librarian, springs out of his seat upon your arrival, and you wave tiredly as he approaches with a warm, affable grin.Â
âWelcome!â Taehyung says, adjusting his gold-rimmed glasses before extending a hand for Jungkook to shake. âYou must be Daeunâs dad. Iâm Taehyung Kim, the librarian here at Hybe.âÂ
âJungkook Jeon.â Then Jungkookâs gaze flits past him to where the two children are seated opposite one another. Daeun is a slender, petite girl with dark hair braided neatly down her back and round, brown eyes that are narrowed in concentration as she colors in a picture of a lion. Quietly, Jungkook strides over to his daughter, kneeling down beside her chair until heâs eye-level. âHey, Daeun,â you hear him murmur. âWhat happened today, hmm?â
You, meanwhile, join your own daughter at the table, sitting down in the chair Taehyung abandoned and taking in the paper and coloring utensils scattered across the surface âHey, jitterbug,â you murmur. âWere you nice to Mr. Kim while I was gone?â
âTae read us a book about butterflies,â Trixie replies, shrugging her little shoulders. âHe taught us about migration.â
You chuckle. âMigration, huh? That sounds interesting. You want to tell me all about it on the drive home?â
Trixie nods, her pigtails bobbing in time with the movement. Then she glances over to where Jungkook is instructing Daeun to pack up her backpack, tucking books and notebooks neatly inside while Daeun collects her crayons and puts them into a sparkly little pink case. âAre we going home now?â
âSoon, bug,â you promise. âI just have to finish up with Mr. Jeon and Principal Baker, okay?â
âOkay,â Trixie says agreeably, returning to her drawing. Pam gestures for you to join her and Jungkook near the library doors, and you meet Taehyungâs gaze as you brush past where heâs pulling a few books down for a display. Good luck, he mouths, and you suppress the urge to make a face. Instead, you mouth a quick thanks back, offering Daeun a quick smile as well before joining her father and your boss at the door.Â
âMr. Jeon,â Pam says, casting a surreptitious glance toward Daeun and Trixie before lowering her voice. âI donât think you should ignore this behavior from your daughter. If thereâs something in her home life that is making her act out, I can recommend a few counselors who would be more than happy to speak with the two of yââ
Jungkook shakes his head, a lock of dark hair coming loose from whatever gel heâs used to style it. âWith all due respect, Principal Baker, I donât appreciate my parenting abilities being called into question. I think itâs probably best if Daeun and I take our leave.â
Pam sighs. âMr. Jeon, I donât mean to offend. But Daeun did take a book out of Trixieâs hands.â
âAnd Iâll be sure to discipline her for that,â Jungkook replies. âBut if this is all over a book, Principal, I think the solution is simple. I can easily buy her whatever book she needs.â
âIâm not so sure itâs about the book itself,â you point out. âTaeâI mean, Mr. Kimâhas multiple copies of Charlotteâs Web available for the students.â
Jungkook hums and turns up the collar of his wool coat, pulling it snug around his throat. âNonetheless, I think weâre done here. Daeun, weâre leaving.â
The six-year-old looks up from the book Taehyung has checked out for her and immediately runs over to grab her fatherâs extended hand. âAre we going home?â she asks quietly, and he nods.Â
âYeah, we are, sweetheart. Come on. Say bye to your teachers.â
Obediently, Daeun waves to you and Taehyung before bidding Pam goodbye as well. Jungkook offers you a stiff nod, and Pam resignedly offers to walk the duo out. They depart together, and you watch as they disappear around the corner of the hall before turning to Taehyung with a heavy sigh. Trixie is still engrossed in her coloring, and you lower your voice as you join Taehyung where heâs begun re-shelving books from a cart of returns.Â
âThank god thatâs finally over,â you murmur.
Taehyung glances both ways, ensuring the coast is clear. âYeah. That Jungkook guy is a total wang.â
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By the time you pull out of Hybe Academyâs parking lot, rush hour has well and truly begun. Silently, you curse Jungkookâs tardiness as you merge onto the main road and almost immediately come to a complete standstill amongst the traffic. Glancing back in the rearview mirror, you take in the sight of your daughter, buckled neatly into the backseat with her face pressed against the window.
âWhat color are we looking for today, bug?â
âRed,â she replies, her nose scrunching against the glass. Every day, your daughter picks a color and counts the number of cars she sees in that particular shade. Sheâs taken to keeping a running tally on the refrigeratorâworking toward the answer to a research question that only she understands. Her work is accompanied by a variety of figures and diagrams as well, which sheâs plastered across the remainder of the refrigerator door and are slowly encroaching on the freezer door as well. Youâre pretty sure sheâll need a larger surface soon enoughâthe wall of the hallway leading to the bedrooms would probably sufficeâbut until then, you have no plans to interfere with her creativity. If anything, you sometimes wish you could see the world through a childâs eyes againâto view every new experience as an adventure, and delight in the simple things. Itâs one of the many reasons you love working at Hybe, even if you do have to deal with the occasional entitled parent.
Unwillingly, your mind wanders back to Jungkook Jeon. Youâd be lying if you said you didnât find him attractive, even if youâre reluctant to admit it and refuse outright to say it aloud. Heâs blessed with the kind of face that angels could rhapsodize aboutâhis dark, expressive eyes set above a strong nose and an enticing mouth. His jawline is sharp as a knife, and youâre fairly certain the devil himself sculpted his thighs. Even beneath the drape of his expensive suits, you can see the definition of his musculature as clearly as if he wasnât wearing anything at all. You wonderâmore often than youâd like to admitâhow his workplace hasnât deemed his suits obscene. Maybe he needs a dress code, you think to yourself, easing off the brake as the cars in front of you begin to inch forward. Baggy clothes only from this point forward. The more skin covered, the better.Â
âOooh! Found one!â Trixie exclaims, tapping the glass vigorously. âAnd look, thereâs another. Itâs a darker red, though.â
You hum and nod toward the traffic up ahead, where you can glimpse the corner of a cherry red bumper. âWhat about that one up there? That makes three, right?â
In the mirror, you see your daughter nod. A few minutes pass, the two of you calling out when another red car is spotted, and traffic eventually eases up enough that you can continue your way home.Â
âSo, what did Mr. Kim teach you about butterflies?â you query as you make a right turn. âSomething about migration?âÂ
Trixie nods absently, still fixated on the cars driving by in the opposite lane. âYeah. They go south for the winter to stay warm.â
You glance at her reflection in the mirror again. âMust be nice.â
âYeah.â
Up ahead, the light turns green. You hit the gas, debating whether to bring up Daeun or not, but your daughter speaks again before you can dwell on it any further.Â
âItâs weird,â Trixie says, her face still pressed against the window and her breath misting the glass. âDaeun was never mean to me before. We werenât friends, not really. But now it feels like sheâs picking on me on purpose and I donât know why.âÂ
Something in your chest splinters at the tone of her voiceâsubdued and small. Sheâs dragging a finger through the fogged up glass now, tracing the crooked outline of a butterfly, and you take a moment to collect your thoughts before speaking again.
âWeâll figure it out together, then, jitterbug. Now, why donât you start thinking about what you want for dinner?â
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Mornings are always a little chaotic in your home. Trixie is sprinting around the entirety of the two-bedroom apartment looking for her favorite scrunchie, a half-eaten piece of toast clutched in one hand and her backpack swinging from the other. In the kitchen, youâre going through a mental checklist of all the places your daughter could have possibly left the accessory while sipping on your morning coffee. The mug nearly slips from your hand when your pet cat, Taco, slinks past your legs on her way to her food bowl, and you hiss out a sharp curse.
âFuck!â Hot liquid dribbles down your knuckles. The calico cat gives you an unimpressed look, and you glance both ways to make sure Trixie is out of earshot before wagging a reprimanding finger. âManners, Taco. Youâre better than this.â
Taco merely flicks her tail and turns back to her own breakfast, rebelliously batting her water bowl with a paw before settling down to eat. Sighing, you finish the remainder of your coffee and rinse out the mug, listening as Trixie darts in and begins rummaging through the silverware drawer.Â
âBug, I donât think your scrunchieâs in there,â you remark, earning yourself a shrug in response.
âCanât be too careful,â she says in a startlingly accurate impression of you, and you canât decide whether to laugh out loud or roll your eyes. Coming up empty, your daughter runs off again, and you return your attention to your bag, rifling through the folders and assignments within. âAha!â you hear in the distance, and smile. Trixie comes bounding down the hall a few seconds later with a sparkly holographic scrunchie in hand, and you obligingly help her wind it around her ponytail as she wriggles in place with excitement.
âReady to go?â you ask once finished, and she nods eagerly. âHave all your homework?â Another nod. âWhat about those books you have to return to Mr. Kim at the library?â
Trixie heaves a dramatic sigh and fixes you with a look. âYes, Mom. Can we go now?â
You chuckle and extend your hand for her to take, heaving your bag onto your opposite shoulder. âAll right, all right. Letâs go.â
Locking the front door, you and Trixie take the elevator down to the ground floor of the building and exit out into the wintry air. Your car is parked on a nearby side street, and immediately, you see that the windshield is coated in a light layer of frost. Sighing inwardly, you head toward the trunk where you store the ice scraper. Trixie releases your hand when you pop open the lid, and you turn to watch as she skips her way down the sidewalk. âSure you donât want a ride to school?â you call.
She stops, her nose wrinkling. âItâs lame to go to school with your teacher, Mom.â
You feign offense, slapping a hand to your heart. âOh? Iâm lame now, am I?â
âDonât take it personal,â Trixie replies, shrugging. âAll adults are kinda lame.â
With that, she waves and darts the rest of the way down the sidewalk, making her way to the bus stop at the end of the block. You watch her go, waiting until she safely joins the other half-dozen kids clustered on the corner beside the stop sign, before turning back to your car and climbing into the driverâs seat.Â
Thereâs something calming about your morning commuteâsomething about the low hum of the engine and the whir of wheels against asphalt that soothes your soul. The route downtown is a familiar one, and you navigate it with ease. A glance at the clock on the dashboard tells you that you have just enough time to grab some breakfast, and at the next intersection, you opt to turn left instead of right. Three minutes later, youâre pulling up to your favorite coffee shop in the city, snagging one of the few remaining parking spaces on the street and braving the chill one more time as you head for the brightly painted front door beneath the cheery sign that reads, Bean There, Done That!.Â
The smell of warm cinnamon and vanilla washes over you as soon as you step inside the coffee shop. Thereâs a relatively short line, and you pull out your phone as you join it, scrolling through news articles and notifications until you reach the counter. âGood morning, Bonnie,â you greet the middle-aged woman working the cash register, before waving at the man whoâs already brewing a fresh espresso in the corner. âMorning, Jin.â
âHiya, {Name},â Jin replies. As the owner of the shop and a dear friend of yours, he knows your usual order like the back of his hand. âGot your coffee going right now.â
Bonnie smiles at you, nodding as Jin plops your finished drink down and joins her at the counter. âMorning, hun. Youâre too late again, Iâm afraid. Can I get you something else?â
You glance over at the glass display case where all the baked goods are housed, disappointment sinking into your stomach when you see the empty row in the bagel section. âNo cinnamon streusel? Again?â
âSome guy beat you to the last one,â Jin answers as Bonnie rings up your coffee and slides it across the counter into your waiting hands. âSame one as last week, actually. He comes here pretty regularly.â
Your eyes narrow. âYou mean the same jerk has taken my bagel three times now? How is it that I havenât run into him yet?â
âI dunnoâdudeâs an early riser, I guess. You missed him by about ten minutes this time, but sometimes heâs in here even earlier than that.â Jin shrugs and jabs a thumb toward the back where you can just barely see the kitchen through a small window. âWeâve got more bagels going right now though, if you can wait five minutes.â
The time on your phoneâs screen tells you that you cannot. âSorry,â you tell him. âIf I donât leave now, Iâll be late for school.â Turning, you nod at Bonnie and drop a few bills into the tip jar. âSee you both tomorrow.â
âWait!â Jin pats down his apron pockets and fishes out a crumpled napkin from within. âI almost forgot. The guyâhe left a note.â
âHe left⌠what?â You frown. âWhy?â
Awkwardly, Jin clears his throat. âI, uh, may have let it slip that he kept beating you to the last cinnamon streusel bagel on Friday. And then he asked if he could leave you a note, soâŚ.â Uncrumpling the napkin, he extends it toward you. âHere.â
You canât help itâcuriosity roots in your belly and winds its way to your fingers as you carefully accept the note and smooth it out on the countertop.
Better luck next time ;)
âThat prick.â
Jin winces. âYeah, I know. I mean, he does always leave a twenty in the tip jar, but yeah, totally. Iâm with you. Guyâs a wang.â
Youâre barely listening. Scowling, you fumble for the pen in your purse, taking the napkin that Bonnie wordlessly hands you and scribbling out your own note so fiercely you nearly rip through the papery material.
Game on, mister.
///
The rest of the week seems to drag by, until Friday arrives at long last and shepherds with it stormy gray clouds on the horizon. Youâre already feeling rather grumpyâno doubt thanks in part to the collection of snarky napkin notes youâve accumulated over the past few daysâand the sunâs absence only serves to exacerbate your foul mood. Even worse, you had an unfortunate run-in with one Mr. Jungkook Jeon yesterday, meeting with him in the principalâs office following an incident where Daeun took and hid Trixieâs favorite holographic scrunchie. Thankfully, it was recovered quickly, but even now the mere thought of Jungkook Jeonâs stupid, condescending face is enough to tank your mood. Scowling, you lock your car and head in the direction of Bean There, Done That!, carefully eyeing every person who exits in an effort to discern whether they might have purchased a cinnamon streusel bagel and hoping that none of them have snagged the last.
Youâre running a full forty-five minutes early todayâall in an attempt to beat the damned bagel thief. Half an hour hadnât been enoughâyou found that out the hard way yesterday, when Bonnie had greeted you with an apologetic smile and Jin had wordlessly doubled the usual shot of espresso in your coffee without charge. Looking back, your initial attempts to be a mere fifteen minutes earlier were feeble at worst and laughable at best. But today, you think, today will be different.Â
The bell over the door jingles pleasantly when you step inside the coffee shop, and you immediately deflate when Jin catches your eye and shakes his head. Heâs there to greet you when you finally reach the front of the line, and you sigh as you accept the folded napkin he hands over. âHe beat me? Again? Does this guy not sleep?â
âHe was super early today,â Jin replies with a shrug. Groaning, you unfold the note and smooth it out on the counter, sucking in a breath when you read the words scrawled there.Â
Whatâs that saying again? Something about the early bird always getting the worm? ;)
âThat fucking asshole,â you grit out. âIâm gonna kill him.â
âTesty,â Jin says, clicking his tongue. âWhatâs got your panties in a bunch today?â
You sigh. âSchool stuff, mostly. I had to meet with the father of one of my students yesterday, and heâs a real piece of work. And then I was up late grading homework.â
âYou could always assign less,â Jin offers up unhelpfully, which earns him a snort and an eye-roll from you. Relenting, he instead begins pouring your coffee, chattering on as the hot liquid splashes into your cup. âSo, about this guyâs impending doom. How exactly do you plan on murdering a man when you donât even know what he looks like?â
âStop being logical,â you groan, rubbing the bridge of your nose. âI donât want to hear it.â
Just then, the coffee shop door flies open, letting in a gust of chilly wind. You turn to see Bonnie bustling inside, wearing a bright pink woolen hat and ushering along her eleven-year old son, Caleb. âHi, hun,â she greets you, her nose scrunching when she sees your frown. âI take it you still havenât found your mystery bagel man?â
You heave a sigh, shaking your head. âI donât think I can get DNA off of his notes, so no. I have no idea who this guy is, which means I have no way of tracking him down and giving him a piece of my mind.â
Bonnie tuts sympathetically and pats your arm. âSorry, hun.â Giving your elbow an affectionate squeeze, she slips past the counter and into the back room to grab her paycheck. Jin finishes up with your drink, and you thank him as you take a long sip. Then you turn to Bonnieâs son, whoâs taken a seat in a nearby booth and is doodling on a piece of scrap paper.Â
âHey, Caleb. Howâs it going?â
The boy, normally quite talkative, just shrugs. Taken aback, you decide not to press the issue and instead turn back to Jin, whoâs wiping down the espresso machine and whistling something that sounds vaguely like âNever Gonna Give You Upâ under his breath. Bonnie returns then, and you give her a quizzical glance as she pours herself a to-go cup of coffee and adds two generous pumps of caramel syrup. Is something up with Caleb? you mouth, and watch as confusion flits across her face before realization dawns.
âDonât worry about him,â she whispers, approaching you so you can hear. âHeâs just a little bummed from yesterday. Misspelled âserendipityâ in the school spelling bee, and it cost him the win in the end.â
You wince. âOuch. That hurts.â
âYeah, that sucks real hard,â Jin chimes in from his spot at the espresso machine. âLittle guy didnât even try to steal a cookie from the display like he normally does.â
Bonnie chuckles. âIâll grab a couple to-go, thenâa double chocolate and a snickerdoodle, if you please. But then weâve really got to head out. School starts in twenty.â
At the reminder, you pull out your phone and glance at the time. âYeah, I need to leave soon too. Give my best to Caleb, okay? Thereâs always next yearâs spelling bee.â Turning to Jin, you hand over your credit card to pay for the coffee before grabbing a pen and a napkin. It takes you a few seconds to figure out what you want to write, and then another few to scrawl out the note:
Donât forget, the tortoise always beats the hare in the end.
Straightening up, you hand the napkin over to Jin, who accepts it wordlessly and tucks it into his pocket. And once heâs handed your card back to you, you wave goodbye to both Jin and Bonnie before heading out.
Itâs typically a five-minute drive to Hybe Academy from the coffee shop, but this morning, it takes you almost ten. Every red light in the city has seemingly teamed up in order to make you late, and you make it through the door of your classroom with mere minutes to spare. Thankfully, the first bell hasnât rung yet, and to your surprise, Taehyung is still lounging in your desk chair when you enter the room. The two of you have a longstanding tradition of having breakfast together in the morningsâeven if breakfast just turns out to be two extra-large cups of coffee with anywhere between zero and four shots of espresso added in. Taehyung occasionally brings in some of his kitchen experiments as well, and youâve had to politely decline his offer to share on more than one occasion.Â
âHey, there you are!â Taehyung grins and props his feet up onto your desk, crossing one leg over the other. âI was just about to leave.â
âReally? It looks like youâve made yourself pretty comfortable,â you reply, dropping your bag onto the floor and collapsing into the chair heâs pulled up beside him. âMust be nice, not having to worry about being on time for first period.â
Taehyung nestles deeper into the back of your chair and lets his eyes drift shut. âSure is.â
You snort and take a sip of your coffee. âJerk.â
âIâm rubber, youâre glue,â he replies without missing a beat, his eyes remaining staunchly shut.
Shaking your head, you instead direct your attention to the tupperware container thatâs sitting on the desk in front of your friend. You can see what looks like some kind of pastry inside, and prod curiously at it before poking Taehyung in the shoulder. âSo, whatâs this? Donât tell me you tried to make croque monsieurs again.â
âExcuse you, those werenât even that bad,â he defends, his eyes flying open. âAnd no, I didnât. I made quiche this time.â
âRight,â you say suspiciously. âAnd whatâs in it?â
âBacon, cheese, onions,â Taehyung lists with a shrug. âOh, and a few baby carrots I had on hand. I didnât really know what else to do with them.â
Itâs far from the strangest combination your friend has come up withâa sentiment you voice aloud as you pry open the edge of the container and accept the fork he hands over. âThis feels shockingly normal.â Cautiously, you dig into an edge and bring it to eye level so you can examine the filling. âAre you sure youâre feeling all right?â
âIâm going to start force feeding you if you donât stop teasing,â Taehyung threatens, grabbing a fork for himself and helping himself to a generous bite. âSeriously, give it a tryâI promise itâs good. I didnât even drop any eggshells in it this time.â
Laughing, you bring the quiche to your mouth. The pastry is flaky and the filling is smooth, and youâre pleasantly surprised by the harmonious balance of seasonings that you taste. Taehyung watches in satisfaction as you go in for a bigger piece, and pushes the tupperware closer when you nearly drop it.Â
âTold you it was good,â he says smugly, and you can only nod your agreement and raise your coffee in silent commendation.Â
The two of you eat in silence for a few momentsâuntil you remember the napkin shoved in your pocket and pull it out with a grimace. Youâve ranted to Taehyung about your new nemesis on more than one occasion by this point, and he doesnât even blink as he flattens out the material and scans the words scrawled there. âIâve gotta say, the guyâs got good handwriting,â he remarks, and you immediately fix him with a scowl.Â
âReally? Youâve got to say that?â
Taehyung holds up his hands innocently. âJust an observation,â he says. âHow many of these notes do you even have now? Three?â
âFive,â you grumble. âAnd Iâm still no closer to figuring out who he is. I donât suppose you have access to a police database or anything, right? Some way to match this guyâs handwriting?â
âIâm pretty sure it doesnât work like that,â is Taehyungâs blasĂŠ reply. âBesides, itâs not like youâre going to do anything, even if you do figure out who he is. Youâll just keep stewing until something else comes along, so why even bother with the manhunt in the first place?â
You sniff. âIâm raising Trixie to be a strong, determined woman who can accomplish anything she sets her mind to. What kind of example would I be setting if I canât do this one thing?â
Taehyung doesnât even bother trying to disguise his snort of laughter. âYouâre so full of shit. Jesus Christ.â
The bell rings, thenâsignaling that students have five minutes to make their way to their classrooms. You sigh, and Taehyung wordlessly stands up and begins gathering his tupperware back into his bag, tucking the cutlery in last and grabbing his remaining coffee as he turns toward the door.Â
âCatch you later,â he says at the threshold, and you wave him off before brushing a few stray crumbs off your desk. Finishing off the last of your coffee, you pull your planner from your bag and absentmindedly shove the napkin note in its placeâputting away any and all thoughts of your bagel nemesis as students slowly begin filtering into your classroom. Trixie briefly catches your eye as she files in with a couple of her friends, and you smile as you rise from your seat and begin outlining the dayâs lesson plan on the chalkboard.Â
Thereâs no doubt that Fridays are your favorite. Friday afternoons at Hybe Academy are dedicated to the arts, and listening to the soft strains of music coming from the orchestra room and the various solo instruments taking lessons brings you boundless joy. You love seeing the new paintings on the walls the following Monday too, and often stay a while after school lets out on Friday to hang up the pieces produced by your own class.Â
But this particular Fridayâit isnât going as planned at all.
Youâre beginning to think that this morningâs strike from your bagel thief was an omen. Up until two hours ago, itâs just been the usual inconveniences and minor drawbacksâa misplaced pencil here, or a spilled bit of juice there. But now, halfway through the schoolday, you feel like youâre drowning. Your stomach is growling and your hair is in disarray, and itâs all thanks to the fact that you currently have twice the amount of students you normally do occupying your classroomâall of whom are seemingly intent on covering every available surface with splatters of paint.Â
You canât blame Miss Kumar, of course. Family emergencies are just thatâemergencies. They canât be predicted or controlled, and when she was called at lunchtime with unexpected news, you understood that she had to leave immediately. In an unfortunate turn of events, none of the Academyâs usual substitute teachers were available, and you soon found yourself haplessly watching on as her first-graders filed into your room with chairs in tow, taking up residence two to a desk alongside your own students.Â
And even though youâre doing your absolute best to maintain some semblance of order, you know youâve lost when one of Miss Kumarâs studentsâNicholas, you think his name isâupends a little plastic canister of paint onto his desk and splats both hands into it. Blue paint goes flying in every direction, and as he giggles, the other children quickly begin to follow his lead.Â
âGuys, no, waitââ you try to say, but itâs too late. A fully fledged paint fight has broken out, and you watch in horror as Daeun flings a dollop of yellow paint straight onto Trixieâs Hercules shirt.Â
If thereâs a bright spot in all of this, itâs that Principal Pam Baker works fast. Youâd called her mere minutes into the fight breaking out, and sheâd done her part by calling the parents of the students youâd named as instigators of the fight. Those who could came in right away, and once you managed to settle everyone down, you brought their kids down to Pamâs office so that she could have a group meeting with both the parents and students alike. The remaining children you took to the library to be watched by Taehyung while you cleaned up your classroom. Itâs an absolute disaster zone, and youâve only just begun spraying down the first desk when the door flies open.
âMost of the children are at the library,â you say without turning around, scrubbing at a particularly stubborn bit of red paint on the corner of the desk with a wet wipe. âIf youâre looking for your child, youâd best head over there.â
âActually, Iâm here to speak to you,â a familiar voice says, and dread pools in your stomach as you turn and find yourself face-to-face with none other than Jungkook Jeon, his dark eyes unreadable. On his wrist, just barely concealed beneath the sleeve of his charcoal overcoat, you can see his expensive silver watch glinting in the fluorescent light.
âMr. Jeon,â you manage once youâve found your voice again. âHow can I help you?â
For a few long seconds, Jungkook remains silent. He steps over the threshold and into your classroom, taking in the paint-splattered walls and the chairs scattered haphazardly about. Then his gaze settles on you, his nose wrinkling slightly as he speaks again.Â
âIt smells in here.â
âItâs the paint,â you answer shortly, stepping over an upended cup of brushes and making your way to the window. Fumbling with the lock, you struggle for a few seconds before finally managing to heave it open, letting in a welcome gust of cool wintry air.Â
Jungkook watches all of this in silence. Then he hums, faint amusement lacing his voice. âI see that.â
Irritation blooms in your belly at his blasĂŠ tone. âWhat did you want to talk about, Mr. Jeon? If youâre looking for Daeun, Iâm afraid sheâs down the hall in Principal Bakerâs office.â
âIâm well aware of that.â Jungkook takes a step forward, the heels of his sleek black oxfords clicking against the tiled floor. âThis is the second time youâve lost control of your classroom, I believe. And tell me, Miss {L/N}, why has my daughter been sent to the principalâs office two days in a row, now?â
You glance up from where youâve begun wiping at a spot of hot pink paint on the windowsill. âWith all due respect, Mr. Jeon, I think thatâs a question that only Daeun can answer.â
âDaeun.â Thereâs outright laughter in Jungkookâs voice nowâbut itâs the humorless sort that makes the hairs on your neck stand on end. âRight, of course. The blame is always on my daughter, isnât it? Never any of the others. Never your own.â
For a moment, you can only stare at him. Then, without even fully realizing what youâre doing, you begin walking forward. First one step, and then anotherâuntil the tips of your sensible block heels are mere inches from the tips of his oxfords. Emotion is building steadily in your chestâa cocktail of exhaustion and anger topped off with the dayâs frustrationsâand all of it comes flooding out as you raise your chin and look Jungkook Jeon square in the eye.Â
âUnlike you, I saw what happened today, Mr. Jeon. Several students were responsible for instigating and perpetuating this fight, and unfortunately, Daeun was one of them. I donât appreciate you implying that I favor any of my students over others, and I certainly donât appreciate you questioning my ability as a teacher.â Your chest heaves as you pause to take a breath. âI am a professional, Mr. Jeon. Maybe you donât think so, but I am. Iâve been teaching for nearly a decade, and Iâve spent almost every day with these children for the past year. You donât get to come in here and disrespect me in my own classroom. I donât care how much money you give to this school. Iâm not beholden to you or your money, and Iâll thank you to not come in here with unnecessary attitude and finger-pointing.â
Your blood is rushing in your ears by the time your speech comes to an end. Jungkook is silent, staring down his nose at you for three long seconds before he deliberately raises a dark eyebrow. âAre you finished?â he asks.Â
You shiver as his hot breath fans against your cheeks. âNo.â And then, in a surge of stupid, adrenaline-fueled bravery, you add, âI kind of want to cuss you out, to be honest.â
The other eyebrow rises to join the first, as a huff of wry laughter escapes his lips. âOh?â
You deflate slightly, your bottom lip finding its way between your teeth. It shouldnât be so easy for a parent to get a rise out of you, but Jungkook seems to do it so easilyâand so often. âIâm not going to,â you murmur.Â
âNo?â Jungkookâs gaze darts down to your lips, then up to your eyes, and then down to your lips again. âThatâs rather disappointing.â
Unwittingly, youâve drifted even closer to him since you first started talking. You can see each fleck of amber in his irises, and could probably count each of his individual eyelashes if you so cared. This close to him, you can see that one of his eyebrows is piercedâhis dark hair brushed back just enough to reveal the silvery metal embedded in his skin. You donât pull away though, and neither does he. If anything, he seems to be willing you closerâhis lips parting and his tongue darting out to moisten them.
And then he blinks, and you pull back as if burned. âIf⌠if thatâs all, I should really get back to cleaning up,â you stammer, hating the wobble in your voice as you return to your desk and grab a fresh wet wipe. âPrincipal Bakerâs office is down the hall on the left.â
âI remember. I was there yesterday, after all.â The faint amusement has returned to his tone. Straightening his tie, he begins making his way to the exit, only to pause in the doorframe and glance at you once more over his shoulder. âOh, and Miss {L/N}?â
You look up. âYes?â
âYou should really look in a mirror. It looks like a Smurf exploded on your face.âÂ
///
Saturday brings with it clear blue skies and a sweet, sweet reprieve from the chaos of the week. Youâd promised Trixie that you would make ratatouille together over the weekendâjust like in the movieâand now youâre making good on that promise as you push a shopping cart around the grocery store with your daughter skipping happily by your side. âOoh! We need these, right?â she exclaims, pointing at a display of zucchini, and you nod, watching as she carefully selects two and plunks them into the cart.Â
Together, the two of you finish up in the produce section and head for the aisles that house all the baking goods. Trixie peruses the shelves as you stock up on the essentialsâflour, sugar, and a couple boxes of baking soda. Then you grab a package of chocolate chips, laughing when Trixie immediately perks up at the sound of the bag crinkling and whirls around to look at you with wide, eager eyes.Â
 âCan we do chocolate chip and peanut butter cookies?â she asks, clasping her hands in front of her chest.Â
âI think youâre pushing your luck, young lady,â you tell her, but relent when she selflessly offers to bring the extras to class on Monday to share.Â
Ten minutes later, youâre heading toward the checkout line when you suddenly realize that youâve forgotten something. âTomatoes,â you say aloud, glancing down at Trixie apologetically. âTotally slipped my mind. Letâs go grab some, bug.â
Trixie sighs dramatically, but turns toward the produce section nonetheless. Faster than you can blink, she trots off, leaving you to trail after her with the shopping cart. Maneuvering around a particularly tall display of onions, you pull out your phone to check the grocery list one more timeâonly to be interrupted by the metallic clang of your shopping cart hitting another. Immediately, you open your mouth to apologize, but stop short when your eyes meet the owner of the other cart.
âO-oh,â you stammer, your head spinning as you try to recover your full vocabulary. âMr. Jeon. I⌠I didnât see you there.â
Jungkook chuckles. âThat much I gathered.â Then he nods toward Trixie, who you can just barely see two aisles and a crate of watermelons away. âDoing some shopping, Miss {L/N}?â
You donât respond. Your brain is in overdrive, struggling to reconcile the Jungkook standing in front of you with the one youâd seen just yesterday in your paint-splattered classroom. His dark hair isnât parted neatly across his forehead for onceâinstead, it falls in soft waves around his face. Rather reluctantly, your brain acknowledges that he looks goodâirritatingly so. Youâve never seen him in casual clothes beforeâonly neatly pressed suits that cost more than your entire paycheckâand the change is jarring to say the least. His purple sweatshirt is baggy and his black joggers are just tight enough to show off the definition of his thighs, andâ
âhang on, is he wearing Birkenstocks?
Trixie, thankfully, comes to the rescue as you gape at Jungkookâs feet for several seconds too long. âIs this enough?â she asks, lugging a plastic bag bulging with at least a dozen heirloom tomatoes. Still a little shellshocked, you look down at her, blinking dumbly before bursting into laughter.
âThatâs plenty, bug. In fact, we probably need to put some back, unless you want tomatoes in your cookies too.â
âThat doesnât sound too bad,â Trixie says thoughtfully, pursing her lips. âOr we can make marinara and have spaghetti and meatballs tomorrow!â
Jungkook chooses that moment to huff out a laugh of his own. âSpaghetti and meatballs, huh? Great minds must think alikeâDaeun suggested the exact same thing for our dinner tonight. Only thing is, weâre apparently making everything by hand, even the spaghetti. And weâve never made pasta before, soâŚâ He chuckles. âYou can imagine how well thatâll probably go.â
You glance around the nearest visible aisles. âDaeunâs a proper little chef, I see. Is she here with you?â
The dark-haired man gestures toward the back of the grocery store. âI tasked her with grabbing some milk and eggs while I get the onions. She wonât go near them until theyâre cooked, so I figured this would be most efficient.â
You grin. âDivide and conquer, huh?â
âExactly,â Jungkook answers with a surprisingly boyish smile. You note with amusement that his front teeth are more prominent than the rest, just enough to give him the resemblance of a rabbit. Rather unfairly, it somehow manages to work in his favor when put together with the rest of him. Your cheeks warm when you register again just how handsome he truly is, and you quickly suck in a deep breath as you search around for a distraction.
Youâre in luck. Daeun rounds the corner of a nearby display of cantaloupes with a wide grin, a gallon jug of milk and a carton of eggs in either hand. Her grin widens when she spots you, and you chuckle as she tries and fails to raise her jug-bearing hand to wave.
âHi, Miss {L/N}!â she exclaims as she comes to a stop alongside Jungkookâs cart and deposits her goods inside. âWhatâre you doing here?â
âDae,â Jungkook chides gently, but you laugh and wave him off.
âHi, Daeun. Iâm doing some shopping with Trixie, just like you are with your dad. Speaking of whichâyou probably have a lot of cooking to get to.â You return your attention to Jungkook. âI mean, I know we do. Somehow, I was talked into making two types of cookies this weekend, so we should really head out and get started.â
âWaitâhang on a second.â Jungkook speaks again, and maybe itâs your imagination but you think you hear a tinge of desperation in his tone. âIâm actually glad we ran into you today. We were going to do this on Monday but since youâre both here, Daeun has something sheâd like to say to Trixie. Isnât that right, Dae?â
Daeunâs gaze drops to where sheâs scuffing her sneakered feet against the tiled linoleum floor. Jungkook reaches down, giving her an encouraging nudge, and she hesitates for a second before looking back up and glancing between you and Trixie. âIâm sorry,â she begins shyly. âI shouldnâtâve thrown paint at you. Or taken your book.â And when Jungkook nudges her again and lifts an eyebrow, she continues again. âAnd⌠Iâm sorry for laughing when you fell down on the playground. It wasnât funny, and I wasnât being nice. Iâm really sorry, Trixie.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, as Daeun falls silent and looks at your daughter hopefully. You glance between the two girls, then up at Jungkook, who still has a hand on Daeunâs shoulder and seems to be holding his breath. Trixie, for her part, looks to be deep in thought, her face scrunched in contemplation as she taps a finger against her lips. Vaguely, you wonder if you should say something, but decide against it.
And then Trixie beams, toothy and bright. Daeunâs answering smile is still tentative, but it transforms into full-blown giggles when your daughter rushes forward and clasps one of her hands in both of her own. âI forgive you,â she says shortly, giving her hand a shake like a little businesswoman. You and Jungkook watch on as the two girls proceed to skip off, hand-in-hand and singing âBaby Sharkâ.Â
âWow,â you remark, turning back to Jungkook. âI have to admit, Iâm a little surprised. What brought that on?â
Jungkook begins to look rather sheepish, scratching at the back of his neck. âI actually have a bit of a confession to make. Not to mention, I owe you a huge apology. I talked to Dae last night, and⌠well, you were right. She wasnât acting out for no reason. She⌠she was actually jealous of Trixie."
You frown. "What?"
He nods. "Yeah. See, I got promoted at my job a while ago. Right after the holidays, I had to start working longer hours, which of course meant less time at home with her. And I guess all of that took its toll, especially since I had to stop taking her to school every morning.â He sighs. âShe didnât adjust very well to that. I tried my best to make things work, but thereâs only so much I can do, you know? Eventually I had to set up a morning carpool with some of the neighbors. And I tried to ease the transition as much as I could, butâŚâ He trails off with another sigh. âGuess I did kind of a shit job there.âÂ
Your mind is reeling at all of this new information, but you manage to find your voice again after a few moments. âYou did your best,â you tell him, resisting the sudden urge to reach out and touch his arm. âAnd youâre still trying. Thatâs all that matters, you know. Youâre trying to make things better. Daeun can sense that, and believe me, itâs paying off.â
Jungkook chuckles. âI think youâre giving me too much credit, but thank you. Iâm just glad that Dae has a good school and good teachers. Actually, youâve always been her favorite, did you know that?â
You didnât. âReally?â
âReally.âÂ
You arenât sure what to say after that, so you opt to look around instead. At some pointâyou arenât sure whenâthe two of you mustâve started walking around the grocery store again because all around you are shelves full of bread and baked goods. Mindlessly, you grab a bag of everything bagels and smile when Jungkook follows your lead and drops a bag into his own cart.
A few minutes of meandering later, you find Trixie and Daeun together in the snack aisle, deep in discussion about their favorite candies. The conversation winds down as you and Jungkook approach, and you decide not to comment when Trixie not-so-surreptitiously slips a package of chocolate caramels into your shopping cart.
âWe should probably get going,â you say instead, pulling out your phone and glancing at the time. âGosh, there really arenât enough hours in the day. You ready, bug?â
âYep!â Trixie replies cheerily, turning to wave goodbye to Daeun and Jungkook. âBye, Daeun! Bye, Mr. Jeon!â
âSee you Monday, Trixie! You too, Miss {L/N}!â Daeun exclaims. And as you and Jungkook exchange smiles and farewells of your own, you feel lighter than youâve felt in days, as if an invisible weight has lifted.
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Like clockwork, Monday morning finds you at the counter of Bean There, Done That! with an apologetic Jin offering you your usual coffee in a size larger than the one youâd paid for. âAgain?â you exclaim as you accept the cup and take a generous sip. âI canât believe this. You opened like, twenty minutes ago.â
The corner of Jinâs mouth twitches. Then, with a dramatic flourish, he produces a full tray of cinnamon streusel bagels from somewhere beneath the counter, picking out the best-looking one before sliding the tray into its spot in the display. âI just wanted to see the look on your face,â he admits as he slips the bagel into a paper bag and hands it over. âThese are freshâstill pretty warm, in fact. Surprised you didnât smell them when you came in.â
âI did smell them,â you tell him, wagging a finger. âBut the blueberry bagels are always kind of overpowering and this whole place tends to smell like vanilla anyway, so excuse me for taking you for your word when you said you were out.â
âYou know, a simple âthank youâ wouldâve sufficed,â Jin sniffs. Then he gestures to the stack of napkins next to the cash register and waggles his eyebrows. âCare to leave a snarky note of your own?â
A slow grin spreads across your face as you start fishing in your purse for a pen. âAbso-fucking-lutely.â
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The rest of the day goes smoothly, and youâre pretty sure itâs all thanks to the cinnamon streusel bagel youâd had the time to truly savor this morning. Youâd even bought an extra for Taehyung, who for his part contributed a tupperware full of bacon strips and a pitcher of mixed berry smoothie to your breakfast. For lunch youâd made sure to eat a healthy dose of vegetables, and as you head into the final period of the day, you feel more than ready to give a room full of children their next big assignment.
âAll right, class,â you say as your students filter into the classroom and start taking their seats. âWeâve been learning about the animal kingdom for the last few weeks, and itâs finally time to put everything weâve learned so far together. Iâm going to go around and hand each of you a card. Take a look at itâyouâll either see a picture of an animal, or the name of an animal.â Grabbing the stack of cards off your desk, you begin distributing them, slowly making your way up and down the rows of desks. âThen, I want you to get up out of your seats and find the card that matches yours. If thereâs a picture of a zebra on your card, you want to find the person with âzebraâ written on their card. And that person will be your partner for this project. Does that make sense to everyone?â
Nods and exclamations of affirmation all around. Satisfied, you hand out the last of your cards and return to your desk, gesturing for your students to stand up and find their partners. You watch as the children mill around, exclaiming happily when they find their match. Much to your satisfaction, you see that Daisyâa little girl who always has her blond hair corralled into a neat braidâand Josiahâa well-mannered boy with a different-colored polo for each day of the weekâjust so happen to be partners. You hadnât planned it that way, but youâve always gotten the feeling that there was a hint of a little crush there.
Another pleasant surprise comes in the form of Daeun, whoâs plopped herself in the seat beside Trixie and is animatedly gesturing at her card. Even from your spot in the front of the classroom, you can read the big block letters that spell out âpenguinâ and see the corresponding line drawing on Trixieâs card. And as the girls begin to chat, itâs as if the issues of the last few months hadnât happened at all.
Your class spends the last few hours of the school day in the library, working on their newly assigned project. Youâve set up shop at the table nearest Taehyungâs desk, which youâve always kind of envied. Perfectly round and situated in the center of the room, it allows for a 360-degree view of the entire library if he so much as spins in his chair. âHonestly, I could get so much done if I had one of these,â you lament to him as you watch Josiah sharpen Daisyâs pencil for her out of the corner of your eye. âIâd set up the best frickinâ assembly line you ever saw.â
âYou sound like a workaholic,â Taehyung replies, doing yet another lazy revolution in his seat. âOr a lunatic. Same thing, really.âÂ
Resisting the urge to stick your tongue out at him, you settle for rolling your eyes instead. The final bell of the day rings, and you shepherd your students out of the library with your friend on your heels. As the children disperse to their lockers, you trail after Trixie and Daeun, waiting for the two to say their goodbyes so you and your daughter can walk to the car together. Itâs still odd seeing the two getting along so well, but you arenât about to question it as you and Taehyung follow the girls to their lockersâwhich happen to be in the same section of the hallwayâand then out and into the bright afternoon sun. Smiling, you listen to them chattering excitedly about the project even as Taehyung launches into a tirade about his latest rent increase.
âSeriously, I should just move at this pointâitâs fucking ridiculous. I donât even use the conference center, and the indoor pool is just a waste of space when thereâs a public one thatâs twice the size three blocks away. And that one even has a hot tub! Not to mentionââ
You sigh, cutting him off mid-sentence. âJeez, Tae, just move. Youâve been threatening to for over a year now, and itâs not like anyoneâs forcing you to stay. You donât even like the neighborhood, for godâs sake. I donât know why you stuck around for that long.â
Taehyung sniffs. âMovingâs just such a hassle, you know? I really wanted to avoid it, but I guess I canât this time around. A 22% rent increase⌠fucking hell. Youâll help me pack, wonât you?â
âIâd rather not.â
âBut youâre so good at packing! And you have all that bubble wrap and the box of styrofoam peanuts hoarded in your closetââ
âStored in my closet.â
âWhatever,â he says dismissively, waving you off. âIâm not here to debate semantics with you.â
âNo, youâre here to guilt me into helping you move,â you reply. âWhatâs up with that, anyway? I thought you swore off of renting U-Hauls for good after last time. You were googling moving companies and getting quotes for weeks.â
âYeah, I definitely lost that spreadsheet,â Taehyung admits. âBesides, moneyâs a little tight right now. Every last bit of spare change we have is going toward Jiminâs new pilates studio. Weâre saving wherever and whenever we can.â
You nod in understanding at the mention of his fiancĂŠ and his new business venture. âHowâs all that going, anyhow? I know Jiminâs been super busyâwe havenât been to bar trivia in weeks.â
âYeah, itâs a whole thing,â Taehyung says, pinching the bridge of his nose. âStarting a business is hardâwho knew?â
âWho knew, indeed,â you echo. Youâre about to say something else, too, but any semblance of coherence flies out of your head when you glance at the girls again and see that theyâve come to a stop. Thereâs a sleek black Mercedes-Benz idling at the curb, and leaning against it is none other than Jungkook Jeonâdressed in a sharp navy blue ensemble with his hair slicked back and dark sunglasses perched on his nose. Itâs impossible to tell whether heâs seen you yet, and itâs all you can do to tear your gaze away before you get caught staring. Turning back instead to Taehyung, you raise a hand in farewell. âWell, it looks like this is my stop.â
âSeems that way,â your friend hums, casting a curious glance at Trixie, whoâs enthusiastically greeted Jungkook with a Hi again, Mr. Jeon! and is now giggling with Daeun about how they can see their reflections in his car. âSee you tomorrow. Donât get into too much trouble!â
You roll your eyes at the flagrant wink Taehyung sends your way, surreptitiously flipping him off from behind your tote bag. Then you make your way over to your daughter, whoâs still engrossed in conversation. Coming to a stop behind her, you lay a hand on her shoulder, smiling as she looks up and flashes you a big grin. âAll righty. You ready to go home, jitterbug?â you ask.
Trixie juts her bottom lip out into a pout. âCan I go to Daeunâs?â
You raise an eyebrow, glancing up at Jungkook, whoâs now scrolling through his phone. Then you return your gaze to your daughter, taking in her eager, bright eyes. âI donât know, bug. Have you asked Mr. Jeon if you can come over?â
Daeun pipes up then, her pigtails bobbing with every word. âHe says itâs okay, Miss {L/N}! Since we have a project to work on and all. He even said we can order takeout for dinner!â
Again, you look at Jungkook. His expression is unreadable behind his sunglasses, but when he feels your gaze he glances up, tucking his phone back into his pocket and pushing his sunglasses up onto his head. âDaeâs rightâI did promise the girls takeout. Sorry to catch you off guard with last-minute plans like this, Miss {L/N}. If youâd like, youâre welcome to join us as well.â
You blink. To say that the invitation has caught you off guard would be a massive understatement, and as your brain races to catch up, you suddenly realize that heâs willing to let you come to his home. You would be in his spaceâwhere he lives, eats, sleeps. The thought is simultaneously terrifying and exhilarating.
âIâI donât want to impose,â you finally manage after what feels like an eternity. âIâm sure youâre busy, and I have a lot of homework to grade, andâŚâ You trail off, hesitant, and Jungkook waits a beat before chiming in.
âNo imposition at all,â he says, offering you a small smile. âHonest. Iâve spent two of the last three weekends hosting sleepovers for Daeunâs friends, and Iâm not convinced I remember what adult company is like anymore.â Then his smile widensâjust enough to offer a glimpse of his endearingly prominent front teeth and crinkle the corners of his eyes. âRemind me?â
You arenât sure if youâre imagining the flirtatious edge in his tone, but you push the thought to the very back of your head and straighten the hem of your blouse before grasping for the phone tucked in your bag. âI⌠I suppose that would be all right,â you begin hesitantly as you pretend to check for new notifications. âYouâre sure it wonât be any trouble?â
âNone at all,â Jungkook reassures. âHere, Iâll give you my address for your GPS, but it might be easier if you just follow me. Where are you parked?â
You gesture toward the staff parking lot, which is usually separated from the main lot by a row of neatly manicured hydrangea bushes that bloom in bursts of pink and blue and purple during the spring and summer months. Right now, there are only a few sparse yellow daffodils, pushing up through the dirt and signaling that spring is not far off despite the lingering chill in the air. âIâm about three rows in. I can drive over and meet you here, if that works?â
Trixie chooses that moment to pipe up, instinctively raising her hand like sheâs still in class. âCan I ride with Daeun and Mr. Jeon?â
You hesitate, glancing over at Jungkook, who shrugs as if to say fine by me. Turning your attention back to your daughter, you nod and reach down to adjust the glittery pink scrunchie in her hair. âBe good,â you order. âDonât distract Mr. Jeon while heâs driving, okay?â
âMmhmm,â Trixie hums, already turning toward the sleek black Benz and tugging on the door handle. âSee you there, Mom!â
You wave, watching as the girls climb into the backseat before turning and making your way to your own car. Unlocking the door, you slide into the driverâs seat and take a deep breath. Then, you take another. And a few moments later, you take a third.
Even as you mentally play back the events of the afternoon, you still canât wrap your head around how it came to this. Here you are, about to drive to Jungkook Jeonâs house. Youâve seen his address in your files, and you know from the street name that he lives downtown, in the part of the city thatâs dominated by high-rise buildings and five-star hotels. Itâs an area that you donât visit often, having no reason to unless thereâs a particular restaurant that youâre looking to try outâand have the money for. It feels odd inputting his address into your phoneâs navigation app, but you do so nonetheless, watching as it calculates the optimal route.Â
Steeling yourself, you start up the ignition and ease up on the brake. As you pull out of your parking space, you crane your head to see if Jungkookâs car is still where youâd last seen it, which it thankfully is. Slowly, you make your way over to where the Benz is idling, pulling up alongside him and giving him a little wave. Jungkook has donned his sunglasses again, but he lowers them when he sees you and nods in acknowledgment. Ready to go? he mouths, and you nod even though itâs a lie. You arenât ready. You arenât sure you ever will be. But Jungkook is already pulling ahead and out of the parking lot, and youâre forced to push aside your intrusive thoughts and follow.Â
The first stretch of the drive is easy. Jungkook is a measured driver, and you can tell that heâs taking care to turn only when thereâs enough room for both of your vehicles. The second stretch, however, proves far more difficult. Now that youâre downtown, thereâs an abundance of one-way streets and pedestrians. Traffic lights sit on seemingly every corner, alternating between red, yellow, and green at random, as far as you can tell. You nearly lose Jungkook twice on particularly short green lights, and only narrowly avoid hitting an overeager dog dragging its hapless owner into the crosswalk before the walk sign has changed.Â
The third time, it finally happens. Dismayed, you watch as Jungkookâs sleek black Benz cruises past a green light, just before it turns yellow for a split second and then flips to red. Youâre forced to brake far faster than youâd preferâway too fast to be safe, for sureâand watch as Jungkook disappears around the Starbucks on the next corner. Muttering out a quiet curse, you drum your fingers impatiently on the steering wheel as you wait for the light to change again. Thankfully, youâre only about two minutes from your destination.Â
After what feels like an eternity, the light finally turns green. Releasing your foot on the brake, you take the turn that Jungkook had taken, glancing between your phone and the surrounding buildings to identify your destination. Thereâs a string of restaurants, a pharmacy, and a post office. You cruise past a dentistâs office and a few dry cleaners, and then your phone is directing you to turn right onto a street that boasts a long row of glass-fronted office buildings.Â
Two blocks later, youâre pulling up to a tall, sleek chrome building. The first floor is occupied by a seafood restaurant and the second and third seem to be a gym, but as you crane your head upward you can see that the floors above that seem to be condominiums. Letting your head fall back against the headrest, you glance down at your phone one more time, confirming that this is indeed your destination. Then you take a long, deep breath before you begin following the little blue signs that claim to lead to a parking garage beneath the building.
To your relief, the garage itself isnât difficult to find. You take a ticket from the machine as you descend down the concrete ramp, keeping an eye out for any open spots that are designated as guest parking. Seconds pass, and then minutes. Your heart flutters nervously in your chest as you descend deeper into the parking garage, seeking a break in the rows of cars that never comes. Youâre seconds away from giving up and turning around, when finally, you see an open spot. Itâs a little cramped and itâs right next to a concrete pillar thatâs just a little too close for comfort, but you manage to squeeze into the space. Heaving a deep sigh of relief, you turn off the ignition and tuck your keys into your purse, taking a moment to gather yourself before exiting your car and locking it behind you.
Thatâs when you encounter your next obstacle: figuring out how, exactly, to get out of the parking garage. You canât find a single sign to guide your wayâonly a locked dark green door that you assume is some kind of mechanical room. Groaning, you spin in a full circle, taking in your concrete surroundings. Maybe if you just start walking, youâll find a sign that will point you to the elevators. Youâd even consider taking the stairs at this point, no matter how many floors down you are (youâre pretty sure itâs seven or eight).Â
Just then, your phone begins to buzz in your pocket. Pulling it out, you see Jungkook Jeon (Daeunâs Dad) emblazoned across the screen and immediately swipe to answer. âHello?â
âHey,â Jungkook says, obvious relief coloring his tone. âIâm sorry I lost you back there. Where are you now?â
âIâm in the parking garage below your building,â you reply, idly scuffing your foot along the concrete floor. âIâm parked pretty far down, and now I canât seem to figure out how to get upstairs.â
Jungkook hums thoughtfully. âYeah, Iâll admit the signage isnât great down there. Let me see⌠can you see any doors?â
âJust this green one, but itâs locked.â Reaching out, you try the handle again to double-check. âOther than that, nothing.â
Another hum from the man on the other end of the line. âOkay, walk away from that door. Try and head toward the middle of the garageâthatâs where the elevators are. Thereâs four of them, and theyâre in this big concrete circle. Can you see them yet?â
âMaybe?â You can see a break in the rows of cars up ahead, and a rounded concrete wall in the distance. Speeding up, you make your way around the edge and blink as a bank of elevators comes into view. âOh, waitâyeah! Huh. Weird. I didnât expect the doors to be orange.â
Jungkook chuckles. âEach floorâs color-coordinated, yeah. Orange means youâre near the bottom, though. Didnât you see the guest parking on the first floor?â
You blink. âNo, I donât think so. Did I miss something?â
That draws another chuckle from him. âProbably. Thereâs a row of spaces off to the right as soon as you enter the garage, but it can be pretty easy to miss if you donât know to look for it. I shouldâve given you a heads-up.â
âItâs okay,â you tell him as you enter the elevator and hit the button for the thirty-fourth floor. âI couldâve asked.â
Bidding him farewell and assuring that youâll see him soon, you hang up and tuck your phone back into your pocket. The elevator ride is relatively short despite how high youâre going, and before you know it you find yourself standing in front of a navy blue door with a polished brass knocker. Raising your hand, youâre about to knock when the door flies open, revealing Daeun and Trixie standing there with identical grins.
âYouâre finally here!â your daughter exclaims, bounding forward to take you by the hand and lead you inside. âMr. Jeon said we had to wait for you to get here. He says heâs gonna give us a grand tour!â
âItâs really not as exciting as theyâre making it sound.â Jungkookâs voice comes from around the corner, and the man himself steps into view a moment later. Heâs taken off his jacket and removed his tie, leaving him in navy slacks and a crisp white shirt with the first few buttons undone. Your gaze lingers a little too long on this newly exposed sliver of chest, but you forcibly tear your gaze away when Trixie gives your hand a squeeze.Â
âCome on, Mom! You can see everything from the window. Itâs like youâre on top of a mountain!â
Laughing, you follow your daughter deeper into the apartment. She points to the closet off the foyer, where you obligingly hang up your coat next to her periwinkle one. Then she leads you to the far end of the foyer, where it opens into a wide hallway. On the other side of the hall is an archway that leads to a spacious kitchen with white cabinets and polished granite countertops. You take note of the bright yellow bar stools at the kitchen island, chuckling when Daeun loudly declares that she picked them outâand that Jungkook had caved to her despite wanting boring gray ones instead.
As you continue your tour, it becomes abundantly clear that Jungkook has caved to his daughter on multiple occasions. The furniture in the living area is neutralâshades of beige and dark wood that pair well with the polished floorboards and modern floor-to-ceiling windows. But scattered throughout the space are pops of color and quirkiness that you can confidently attribute to Daeunâhaving graded several of the art pieces that you now see hanging on the wall and adorning the sleek glass coffee table. Thereâs the lopsided clay vase painted with streaks of hot pink and specks of bright yellow, and thereâs the papier-mâchĂŠ snowman with his jaunty orange hat. You see more and more of Daeunâs influence everywhere you lookâthe watercolor butterfly paintings on the wall, and the red floral accent chair that youâre sure Jungkook didnât pick out himself.Â
âThatâs Daddyâs room,â Daeun says, pointing to a nondescript white door beside the bookshelves that flank the flatscreen TV hanging on the wall. Then she points down the hall, past the kitchen where you can see a few more doors. âAnd thatâs my room down there, next to Daddyâs office. Do you want to see?â
You nod. âI canât wait. Lead the way.â
Cheerfully, Daeun gestures for you to follow after her as she skips toward the door at the very end of the hall. She opens it with a flourish, allowing all of you inside, and as soon as you step past the threshold youâre transported to a fantastical world. Daeunâs bedroom walls are painted to resemble an enchanted forest, complete with delicate fairy lights wrapped around the wooden four-poster bed. A white desk and an accompanying green chair sit in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, the pale pink curtains opened to let sunlight stream in. Along the sill is a collection of stuffed animals, ranging from a tiny butterfly to an elephant that youâre pretty sure is taller than Daeun herself. Opposite the bed is a gallery wall, composed of colorful floral prints and Daeunâs own artâa charming, eclectic mix of animal paintings and landscapes. Itâs the kind of bedroom that you wouldâve loved as a child, and your daughter is equally taken with it if her awed expression is anything to go by.Â
âThis is so cool!â Trixie runs to the window to peer out at the city below, before twirling in a circle to take in the art on the walls. âI canât believe you live here. Itâs like a magic forest!â
âItâs a beautiful room,â you remark, nodding your agreement. âAnd all of these drawings are amazing, Daeun. Youâre a talented artist.â
Daeun flushes at the compliment, thanking you with a shy smile. Then she and Trixie are off again, speeding down the hallway to look at something else in the apartment. You and Jungkook trail after them slowly, until he opens another door off the hall to reveal his office. Itâs smaller than Daeunâs bedroom and far more simplistic in its decor, but itâs a cozy and inviting space nonetheless. One wall is lined with mahogany bookshelves, and a polished wooden desk is pushed against the opposite. A plush burgundy armchair with a matching ottoman sits in the corner beside a tall potted plant, creating the perfect space for reading, and you can tell from the indentation in the seat cushion that itâs been well-loved over the years.
âIâve definitely been bringing my work home too much lately,â Jungkook admits. âIâve been cutting back though. Ever since Daeunâs behavioral problemsâŚâ He trails off. âWell, you know all about that already. And I do want to apologize for giving you a hard time. Itâs just⌠I guess itâs not all that fun being told that youâre failing as a parent.â
âYouâre not failing as a parent,â you reply, laying a hand on his arm before you can think to stop yourself. âYouâre doing your best. Itâs all we can do, isnât it? Do everything we possibly can for our children?â
He nods, but he isnât looking at you. Heâs looking down at your hand on his arm, and you blanch inwardly as you quickly pull back and pretend to brush invisible dirt off your skirt. âWe should go find the girls,â you murmur. And just like that, the tour is over.Â
The two of you rejoin the girls in the kitchen, where theyâve begun assembling themselves a snack of peanut butter and crackers. Jungkook slices up an apple and a banana for them to share, and they barely take the time to thank him before disappearing into Daeunâs bedroom to work on their project. You and Jungkook find yourselves alone in the kitchen, and when the silence between you has stretched on for just long enough to be awkward, you decide to speak. âSo. I guess I should probably grade some homework while Iâm here.â
Jungkook blinks and shakes his head a little, as if coming out of a trance. âRight, of course. Iâve got a few things I need to wrap up myself. Please, make yourself comfortable. Youâre free to work in the office, if youâd like.â
Immediately, you shake your head. âOh, no. I donât want to intrude.â
He nods, then gestures out toward the dining table, which sits in a little nook between the main living area and kitchen. âWell then, feel free to make use of the table. Or the kitchen island. Or even the couch, if youâd prefer.â He pauses. âWait, where are my manners? I havenât even offered you anything to drink! Did you want anything?âÂ
âOh.â You hesitate. âIâm okay.â
Jungkook begins making his way to the refrigerator, regardless. âSeriously, itâs no trouble. I have coffee, tea, banana milk, and I think thereâs probably a carton of apple juice in here too. What do you usually drink when youâre grading?â
âTea,â you admit. âAny kind. Iâm not picky.â
âTea it is.â Jungkook sets about grabbing two mugs. âGo on, make yourself comfortable. Iâll bring it to you.â
For a moment, you wonder if you should ask if he needs help. But heâs already preoccupied with the kettle, his back to you, and you have to force yourself to look away from the way his broad shoulders taper into his slim waist. In an attempt to distract yourself from gawking, you walk back out to the dining table. Pulling out a chair, you settle your bag on the floor beside you and take a seat. And by the time Jungkook comes out of the kitchen with two steaming mugs of tea, youâre already halfway through grading the first math worksheet in your pile.
âHere you go.â Jungkook places a mug by your elbow, and you glance up at him with a grateful smile.
âThanks.â âNo problem.â
To your surprise, he takes his mug to the opposite side of the table and sets it down. Then he disappears into the kitchen, returning a few seconds later with his laptop in hand. You try not to stare as he sets up shop across from you, a loose lock of dark hair flopping across his forehead as he logs in and begins reading something, his dark eyes flitting across the screen. His piercing in his eyebrow glints in the sunlight streaming in through the nearby window.
Ripping your gaze away, you force yourself to focus on the homework you need to grade. And after a few minutes, youâre fully immersed, thumbing through sheet after sheet and writing down your notes.
Before you even realize it, two hours have passed. You only become aware of how late itâs getting when Jungkook shuts his laptop with a click, stretching his arms overhead and working a few kinks out of his neck. âItâs almost dinnertime,â he remarks, glancing out the window where the sun is steadily dropping closer to the horizon. âDid you have any thoughts about dinner? I can order some pizza or something.â
âOh, I donât thinkââ you begin to protest, but Daeun and Trixie choose that moment to dash in like mini tornadoes, whirling around the dining table.Â
âWe can still order takeout for dinner, right Daddy?â Daeun gazes up at Jungkook with pleading eyes, clasping her hands in front of her chest. âAnd Trixie and Miss {L/N} can stay if we do, right?â
Trixie looks at you, lower lip already beginning to jut out in a pout. âPlease, Mom?â
Jungkook gives you a meaningful glance across the table, and you can only shrug and relent. âYeah, all right. Since takeout was already promised, we can stay for dinner. But weâre going home after that, okay? Itâs a school night.â
The girls burst into cheers. After a brief discussion on what kind of food to order, you all settle on Jungkookâs initial suggestion of pizza. As he puts in the order, you begin tidying up the dining table, clearing it of your graded homework. Daeun points out where the plates are kept, and together, you and the girls set the table for dinner.Â
âEstimated delivery time is half an hour,â Jungkook says as he tucks his phone back into his pocket and joins you at the dining table. âWhat should we do while we wait?â
âLetâs play Candyland!â Daeun exclaims.Â
Trixie gasps. âI love Candyland!â
And just like that, itâs settled. The four of you settle around the coffee table for the gameâyou and Jungkook making yourselves comfortable on the cream-colored sectional while the girls sprawl out on the shaggy rug on the floor. The pizza arrives just as Trixie reaches Candy Castle, and Jungkook goes to answer the door while she celebrates her victory. Then, the four of you sit down for dinner.
Itâs strange, sitting in Jungkookâs undoubtedly expensive apartment and eating pizza. But even more strange is how okay it all feelsânatural, even. You arenât sure when you became so comfortable in his presence, but you arenât about to question it. Youâre grateful for the lack of awkwardness.
An hour later, the last slice of pizza is finished. You volunteer to do the dishes, and Jungkook clears the table while you take up residence at the sink. Youâve tasked Trixie with gathering up her things so you can depart after youâve finished in the kitchen, and can hear her giggling off in the distance with Daeun. âThanks for hosting us today,â you murmur to Jungkook.
He chuckles, waving off your gratitude. âItâs no problem, seriously. I had a good time.â
You smile at him before returning to the dishes. Just as youâre putting away the last plate, the girls run back into the kitchenâTrixie with her backpack in tow.Â
âCan Daeun come to our house next time?â she asks, and you laugh.
âSure, jitterbug. Youâre welcome to come over whenever youâd like, Daeun.â
And with that, you and Trixie say your final goodbyes. You slip back into your shoes and grab your coats from the closet. Jungkook gives you directions for the easiest route out of the parking garage, and you thank him for what feels like the umpteenth time.
Youâre barely listening to your daughterâs ramblings as you climb into the driverâs seat and turn on the ignition. All you can think about is Jungkook and this strange, newfound warmth that stirs in your belly whenever he seeps into your thoughts.
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âYou wiped that part of the counter already.â
Trixieâs voice barely registers in your mind, but the washcloth in your hand slows nonetheless. Itâs a beautiful Saturday morning with hardly a cloud in the sky, and Jungkook and Daeun are due to arrive any minute. Youâve been cleaning for the past hour, and even though you know youâve already gone through the kitchen, you canât help yourself. This is the first time Jungkook will be seeing your humble abode, and youâostensiblyâwant to impress.
âBug, can you set the table?â
Trixie sighs dramatically, but complies nonetheless. Grabbing four plates, she places them down carefully before returning for four glasses. You join her at the table with a pitcher of freshly squeezed orange juice, straightening out one of the striped blue placemats as you set it down beside the vase of flowers that serves as a centerpiece.Â
Youâve just started frying bacon when the doorbell rings. âGot it!â Trixie calls, darting to the door, and you listen as she enthusiastically greets your guests. A few seconds later, Jungkook rounds the corner with both girls, decked out in jeans and a gray cable-knit sweather and carrying a plain white cardboard box in his hands.Â
Curiously, you tilt your head. âMysterious box youâve got there.â
He laughs. âHello to you too.â Then he puts the box down and pops open the lid. âI brought my favorite bagelsâI hope thatâs okay. Didnât want to show up empty-handed.â
You smile at him. âOf course itâs okay. I was just planning on making some toast, but bagels are way beâŚâ You trail off as the bagels in question come into your view.Â
Perfectly golden, with a dusting of cinnamon sugar and streusel crumbles on top. Youâd recognize them anywhere.Â
â{Name}?â Jungkook sounds concerned. âAre you all right?â
You blink and shake your head, mind still whirring. âAre these from that coffee shop downtown? Bean There, Done That?âÂ
Jungkook nods. âYeah, have you been?â
You nod. âThis⌠this might sound crazy and I might be way off base. But do you stop there every morning for a bagel?â
Jungkook blinks. Then he blinks again, his lips parting wordlessly. A beat passes, and then another. âWait,â he finally manages, his voice a croak. âHang on. Is it⌠I mean, it canât be⌠can it?â
You reach into the drawer next to the stovetop and pull out a wad of pen-stained napkins. âDid you leave me these?â
For a few seconds, it seems like Jungkook can only gape at you. âHoly shit,â he finally breathes, before slapping a hand to his mouth with wide eyes and glancing around to make sure the girls arenât within earshot. âI was leaving you notes this whole time?â
You can only laugh in disbelief. âYou were the one taking my cinnamon streusel bagels?â
âHey, I wouldnât have taken them if youâd gotten there earlier,â he teases. Chuckling, he picks up a napkin note and uncrumples it, scanning across the text. âDamn. Small world, huh?â
âThe smallest,â you agree, mind reeling from this new development. Still chuckling, Jungkook steps past you to get to the stove, and you belatedly remember that the bacon is still sizzling in the pan as he picks up your tongs and carefully flips each strip.Â
âI kept your notes too,â he says after a moment. âI shoved both of them in my glovebox.â
You huff. âBoth. Yeah, okay, you beat me to the last bagel way more than I beat you. You donât have to rub it in, Jungkook.â
âOh, come on.â He grins, toothy and bright, and youâre momentarily distracted by the endearing prominence of his teeth. âI think I have to rub it in a little.â
âHmph. As long as itâs only a little,â you concede as you join him at the stove with another pan and begin scrambling eggs. Together, the two of you finish making breakfast, piling eggs onto one plate and bacon on another. You grab the bowl of fruit salad youâd prepared last night out of the fridge, and Jungkook grabs the box of bagels and calls for Daeun and Trixie to come eat. Then, he surprises you by sitting beside you, leaving the girls to sit next to each other on the opposite side of the table.
Breakfast is a relaxed affairâeven if Taco keeps trying to jump up on the table to steal some bacon. Youâve eaten several meals with Jungkook and Daeun since that first dinnerâusually at Jungkookâs apartment, but also once at the food court in your local natural history museum, where you took the girls to see the ocean exhibitâs penguin display. Since this is the final weekend before their group project is due on Monday, youâve promised to take them to the zoo to see real, live penguins and complete the last of their research. Both girls already have their backpacks packed and ready to go, and you task Jungkook with checking to make sure they have all their notes while you clean up in the kitchen.Â
Twenty minutes later, youâre on your way to the zoo. Jungkook has volunteered to drive, and you canât help but gape a little as he unlocks his sleek black Mercedes-Benz and opens up the passenger door to reveal cream-colored leather seats and shiny silver hardware. âWow,â you remark, catching his eye as he walks around to the driverâs side. âThis is like the Batmobile or something.â
âHardly,â he says with a laugh. âI wish I had rocket boosters and ejection seats. Thatâd be cool as hell.â
âDaddy!â Daeun gasps, scandalized. âThatâs a bad word!â
Jungkook has the decency to look properly abashed. âIâll put a dollar in the swear jar when we get home,â he promises before pretending to zip his mouth shut and throw away the key. Satisfied, Daeun clambers into the backseat with Trixie on her heels, and Jungkook shoots you a conspiratorial little wink as he takes his own seat and starts up the engine.
The drive to the zoo takes only about fifteen minutes. Itâs already beginning to get crowded by the time you get there, but Jungkook still manages to find parking with little difficulty. Together, the two of you usher your daughters out of the car, reminding them not to run too far ahead when they immediately make a beeline for the entrance.Â
After a short wait in line to buy tickets, you finally make your way past the lion statues flanking the front gate. The wide concrete pathway leads to an open plaza where people are milling aboutâsome looking at the directory located at the far end while others rely on the colorful signpost in the center, reading through the various directional arrows before heading off to their destination. Along the edges of the plaza are a multitude of stallsâselling everything from footlong hot dogs to stuffed animals to cotton candy. Thereâs a couple of artists painting faces, too, and Daeun only has to give Jungkook one wide-eyed, pleading look before he caves and pulls out his wallet. Aghast, you try to protest, but he waves you off and sends them both off with some cash in hand.Â
âConsider it payment for all the bagels Iâve deprived you of,â he says, and you relent with a laugh.
Slowly, the two of you make your way around the plaza, making sure to keep a watchful eye on the girls at all times. Half an hour later, Trixie and Daeun come skipping back your way, their faces bright with colorful paint. Daeun has an intricate pink and blue butterfly, while Trixie has opted for the distinctive orange and black stripes of a tiger.Â
âDo you like it?â she asks, and you nod, bopping her fondly on her painted black nose.Â
âI donât just like it, jitterbug. I love it.â
Pleased, she rejoins Daeun, who has successfully diverted Jungkook to the cotton candy stand. Following after her, you hand the vendor your credit card to pay for both snacks before Jungkook can get a word in edgewise. Reluctantly, he tucks his wallet away, laughing when you stick your tongue out at him.
Once the girls have had their fill of the main plaza, the four of you head off in the direction of the penguin exhibit, stopping to look at the zebras and giraffes along the way. Photographs are snapped, and Trixie even flags down a nearby couple and asks them to take a photo of all four of you together. The girls jostle into place in front of the giraffe enclosure, and you suddenly find yourself standing shoulder-to-shoulder with Jungkook, the warmth of his body radiating off of him like the sun in the sky. Your resulting smile feels forcedâespecially when the girl starts taking multiple photos from different anglesâbut gradually relaxes. And now, even as you enter the penguin exhibit, you canât stop sneaking glances at the last photo.Â
Because in it, you and Jungkook look like couple. Youâre standing close enough that anyone who saw it would construe it as a family photo, the two of you beaming with your giggling daughters in front of you, their arms draped over each otherâs shoulders.
Swallowing, you let your phone screen go dark and tuck it back into your pocket. Youâre coming up on the penguin exhibit now, and the girls can barely contain their excitement as they run ahead to the outermost edge of the enclosure where a massive glass wall allows for a clear view of the penguins swimming about underwater.
âTheyâre so fast!â Trixie exclaims. She stops at one of the numerous placards lining the glass wall, her little face scrunching as she slowly reads it out loud to Daeun. âIt says here some can swim over twenty miles an hour!â
As the girls pull out their notebooks and begin taking notes, you and Jungkook find an unoccupied bench near a rocky outcrop occupied by several bronze penguin statues. âLook,â Jungkook says, patting one of the upright penguins. âYou can see how many people have rubbed this little guyâs head. Itâs turned gold.â
âMust be good luck,â you remark, running a finger along the golden beak of another penguin. âOr maybe I should make a wish? I donât really know what this situation calls for.â
âIâm pretty sure you make wishes when you throw a coin into a fountain,â your companion replies, brushing a dark strand of hair off his forehead. âActually, I think I saw a fountain back there. Should we check it out later?â
âI donât think I have any change on me,â you reply, peeking into your purse to make sure. âSeriously, who even carries coins anymore?â
âNot me,â Jungkook agrees. âI do usually have at least a little cash on me, though. Itâs nice to have sometimes.â
âMm, yeah. You never know when youâll need it.â
Just then, Trixie and Daeun run up, gesturing toward the brown building at the very back of the enclosure. âThereâs a penguin movie playing over there!â Daeun says. âCan we go see it?â
âSure,â Jungkook says. âHow long is it?â
âI think it runs every twenty minutes,â you reply when Daeun frowns and scratches her head. âCome on. If Iâm remembering correctly, we should be able to see more penguins inside too.â
Daeun and Trixie beam. âCool!â they exclaim in unison, before galloping off and leaving you and Jungkook to follow after them as quickly as you can manage without breaking into a run yourselves.
Your memory proves correct, as you enter the brown building and immediately see that the walls inside are glass as well. A penguin dives off of a rocky island and into the clear blue water, and you watch as it goes all the way to the bottom of the pool before coming back up for air.Â
After doing a lap of the building, Daeun and Trixie decide to go into the theater to see the fifteen-minute short film. Meanwhile, you and Jungkook find a quiet little alcove near the entrance, chatting softly while watching the penguins behind the glass on the opposite wall.Â
âI havenât been to the zoo in ages,â Jungkook admits. âDaeâs mom used to always take her, though. They always came back with a stuffed animal from the gift shopâyou mightâve seen them in Daeunâs room, actually. She loves them.â
You nod. âI remember, yeah. Itâs quite an impressive collection.â Then you hesitate, gnawing on your bottom lip as you consider your next words and debate whether youâre being too nosy. âDaeunâs mom⌠can I ask what happened between you?â You pause, then quickly speak again. âAnd feel free to say no, obviously! You donât have to tell me if you donât want to. Iâm probably just poking my nose where it doesnât belong.â
Jungkook smiles at you, but thereâs a faraway quality to his gaze that wasnât there before. âNah, itâs okay. Thereâs really not much to tell, if Iâm honest. Evelyn and I, we started dating when we were nineteen. We got married at twenty-three, had Daeun a couple years later, and then one day we realized that weâd become entirely different people and that we werenât really in love anymore.â
âOh.â You arenât sure what else to say. âI-Iâm sorry to hear that.â
He shrugs and sighs, tilting his head back to look up at the ceiling. âNo need to be sorry; it was a mutual thing. Totally amicable. Weâre still friends, and weâre a pretty kickass co-parenting team too.â
The conversation continues, and you find out that Evelynâs job took her overseas last year. According to Jungkook, she currently lives with her new boyfriend, whoâs a little pretentious but completely harmless. And despite the six-hour time difference, Evelyn still finds the time to FaceTime Jungkook and Daeun every Sunday afternoon. Because of those calls, sheâs apparently heard all about you, tooâyouâre her favorite teacher, remember? heâd said with a laugh.
âWhat about you, then?â Jungkook glances over at you inquiringly, his eyebrows raised. âIs it my turn to pry?â
You can tell from the melodious lilt in his tone that heâs teasing. âMy storyâs far less interesting than yours,â you answer, fiddling with a stray thread on your jacket sleeve. âI donât have an ex-partner or anything like that. Iâve just always wanted to be a mother, so one day I decided that I was going to do it. I used a donor, got pregnant, and here we are.â
Jungkook takes this in slowly, nodding. âDo you⌠I mean, do you know who your donor is? Have you met him?â
You shake your head. âNo, it was an anonymous thing. I got a profile and some information about his appearance and hobbies and stuff, but not much beyond that.â
âIââ Jungkook begins, before trailing off. âIâm sorry. Iâm asking too many questions. I donât know a whole lot about the sperm donor thing, but Iâm glad it worked out for you. Trixieâs an amazing kid.â
âShe is,â you murmur. âI love her more than anything.â
âAnd youâre an amazing mom.â Jungkookâs voice grows softer, and when you turn to look at him, he seems closer than he was before. âI donât know how you manage it all, teaching and parenting. But you do, and itâs incredible. Youâre incredible.â
You arenât sure who leans in first. All you know is that one moment, youâre staring into Jungkookâs earnest brown eyes, and then in the next, youâre kissing him.
It starts soft. Cautious, even. His lips press against yours gently, once, before he pulls back for a breath. You can feel him exhale, the warmth fanning your cheeks. And then you pull him back in by his collar, fisting one hand in the knit material and finding the soft hair at his nape with the other.Â
Time slows to a standstill. Jungkook groans against your lips, and you feel the way it rumbles through his chest, the sensation sinking into your skin and settling straight in your core. His hands find your hips, and you wind both arms around his neck to pull him closer.Â
And then, just as suddenly as it had stopped, time starts ticking again. Reality crashes down around you in the form of familiar, boisterous voices rapidly heading your way. You and Jungkook only barely manage to untangle yourselves before Trixie and Daeun round the corner of the alcove, chattering excitedly about all the new penguin facts theyâve learned.Â
âCan we go to the petting zoo next?â Trixie asks, seemingly oblivious to your lingering embarrassment at nearly being caught.
Awkwardly, you clear your throat. At your side, Jungkook is faring no better, shuffling his feet and refusing to make eye contact. âYeah, sure, bug,â you finally manage when you find your voice again. âLead the way.â
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Monday dawns cloudy and gray. The weather app on your phone promises thunderstorms later in the afternoon, but that isnât enough to dampen your mood one bit. Instead, you thumb back over to your messages, your heart skipping a beat when you see the text still sitting at the very top.
[6:54am] Jungkook Jeon: Make sure to stop by bean there, done that before school. Left you a surprise ;)Â
Taking a deep breath, you type out a response:
[6:56am] You: Iâm a little scared. Should I be scared?
His answer comes in immediately. Nah. Itâs a good surprise, I promise.
[6:58am] You: Sure it is⌠đ¤¨
Biting back a grin, you tuck your phone into your bag and head toward the front door of your apartment, nearly tripping over Taco along the way, who has chosen that moment to start slinking between your legs.Â
âReally, Taco?â you ask the unperturbed calico cat at your feet. âWhat if I fell and cracked my head open? Who would feed you then, huh?â
As usual, Taco merely gives you an unimpressed look before flicking her tail and wandering off. Sighing, you call for Trixie to hurry up before turning to check your appearance in the mirror leaning against the wall of the entryway. Itâs a large, vintage pieceâa gold-framed, flea market find that you treasure dearly and swear makes you look good no matter how awful you might feel.
Satisfied, you hike your bag higher on your shoulder and smooth down the lapels of your coat. Trixie rounds the corner and gives herself a quick once-over too, and you give her a thumbs-up. âReady, bug?â
âYup!â she replies, tightening her grip on her and Daeunâs projectâa carefully constructed shoebox diorama that shows a group of penguins in their natural icy habitat.Â
âLetâs go, then.â Opening the front door, you let her through before locking it up behind you. Together, you head out to the car, and Trixie ensures that her diorama is completely secured in the seat beside her while you check your mirrors and turn on the ignition.
The drive to Bean There, Done That! takes only about ten minutes. Jin waves cheerily when he spots you walking up to the counter, but his face positively lights up when he sees Trixie is with you. He absolutely adores your daughterâTrixie loves him tooâand on the occasional instance youâve had to call on him to babysit, the two of them always end up stuffed with food on the couch and giggling over bad puns.
âWhat can I get you, maâam?â Jin asks, directing the question at Trixie, who beams at him before turning to look at you with pleading eyes.
âCan I have a double chocolate cookie?â
âThat⌠actually sounds really good,â you admit. âMake that two. And Jin, did someone leave something here for me earlier?â
Jin grins. âThought youâd never ask. This here is from one Mr. Jungkook Jeon.â Reaching beneath the counter, he pulls out a box and watches as you open the lid to reveal half a dozen cinnamon streusel bagels with a neatly folded napkin on top. Unfolding it, you can only laugh at the words written on it:
Hope you have a mug-nificient day!
âJust so you know, he stole that line from me,â Jin says with a sniff. âIâm not letting him take the credit.â
âDuly noted,â you tell him, trying and failing to hide your smile as you look down at the note again. After a couple beats, Jin clears his throat, and you glance up to see that heâs grinning like the Cheshire Cat.Â
âSooo,â he begins slowly, dragging out the single syllable, âI imagine you want a fresh napkin and a pen, unless⌠are you going to see Mr. Jungkook Jeon at some point?â
You shrug, feigning nonchalance as best you can. âTrixie was paired with his daughter for a school project, so weâve been meeting up for the past few weeks so they can work on it. Now that thatâs over with⌠I donât really know. Weâre both pretty busy.â
Jin scoffs. âThatâs a lame excuse, especially since heâs clearly flirting with you. Andââ
Unfortunately, Trixie interrupts before he can finish his sentence, skipping back over from where she had been examining the pastry display cases along the wall. âCan I have a lemon bar?â
You fix her with a stern look. âYou already asked for the double chocolate cookie, remember? The lemon bars can wait until next time.â Then you turn back to Jin, reaching into your bag for your wallet. âWe should probably get to school, anyhow. What do I owe you?â
âNot a thing,â he replies, handing over a paper bag with your cookies and a bottle of apple juice. âItâs already been taken care of.â
From the wink he sends your way, you know that it must have been Jungkook who doled out the extra cash for your breakfast. âThanks, Jin,â you reply, handing Trixie the cookies and juice before accepting the cup of coffee he hands over. âIâll see you tomorrow.â
âPleasure doing business with ya,â is his response. Trixie waves goodbye, and together, the two of you head back out to the car. Itâs started drizzling since you arrived, and you thank your lucky stars that youâd managed to snag a parking spot right up front.
Your daughter seems to be deep in thought as you help her buckle her seatbelt, her lips pursed in concentration. Then, out of nowhere, she asks:
âDo you like Mr. Jeon?â
You nearly choke. âW-what?â
âMr. Jeon,â she repeats patiently, and youâre thankful that sheâs not looking at youâinstead, sheâs focused on the raindrops splashing against the window and racing each other down the glass. âYou spent a bunch of time with him when Daeun and I were doing school stuff. Whatâd you do?â
âAdult stuff,â you reply, before cursing inwardly at the potential implication behind your words. âMostly, I spent my time grading homework. And he had some things to do for work, too.â
Trixie hums, apparently satisfied with this answer. âHeâs nice,â she declares. âHe buys us food and he has a cool house.â
âSure,â you agree. âHeâs a very nice man.â
And with that settled, you finish buckling her in her seat. Shutting the back door, you suck in a deep, calming breath before circling around to the driverâs side and setting off on the familiar route to Hybe Academy.
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â... Miss {L/N}, are you listening?â
You blink and sit up a little straighter in your chair. âYes, of course. Please go on.â Hastily, you scribble down a few random words, hoping that will placate the parent sitting across from you. Itâs parent-teacher conference weekâand youâre beyond grateful that itâs Friday night as Mrs. Greene rambles on and on about how the school isnât doing enough for her precious baby boy. Sheâs talking about how the school day should be extended nowâor at least how teachers should watch after the children whose parents canât pick them up right at three-thirty. I donât understand why itâs so difficult to understand. I mean, my husband is a very busy man, and I have my own business to run. I canât be expected to drop everything in the middle of a client meeting to come pick Derrick upâŚ
It takes everything in you not to snap at her. You know for a fact that her âbusinessâ is selling bejeweled keychains on Etsyâand that theyâre incredibly poorly made, if the reviews are anything to go by. Instead, you bite your tongueâhard enough to taste metalâand remind her that the schoolâs operating hours are not for you to decide.Â
After what feels like an eternity, the clock strikes seven, marking the end of her reserved time block. Standing up, you shake her hand and wish her a pleasant evening before opening your planner and checking to see if you have any more meetings. Your parents have Trixie for the night and thereâs a bottle of wine on your kitchen counter calling your name, and you cannot wait to get home and relax in the bath with a glass. Maybe, you think, Iâll even do a face mask.
The final name written in your planner stops you in your tracks. You havenât seen him in over a weekânot since that Monday when he left you half a dozen bagels at the coffee shop. The girls had insisted on meeting up that evening to celebrate turning their project in, so youâd all gone to a popular taco joint.Â
And then thereâs a knock on your door, the three raps pulling you right out of your musings.
Silhouetted there in the doorframe is Jungkook Jeon, decked out in a polished charcoal suit and wearing a smile that makes your insides lurch dangerously in your chest. His dark hair is parted on the side, and you catch the slightest glimpse of his brow piercing glinting behind the hair thatâs loose across his forehead. âHi,â he says, his voice low, and you have to remind yourself that itâs impolite to stare as you find your voice.
âHi yourself.â
He grins, baring the adorably prominent front teeth that you hate to admit youâve grown rather fond of. âYou look like you werenât expecting me.â
âOh, no. I just wasnât expecting you on time,â you retort, gesturing to the plastic chair sitting across from your desk. âYour track record is questionable, at best.â
Jungkook grimaces. âYeah, sorry about that. I made sure to leave plenty early this time, just in case I ran into traffic. Or if Bobby decided to corner me in the elevator againâthat guy really doesnât know when to shut up.â He pauses. âWait, I told you about him, right? Works on the development team, owns one singular tie? Balding but tries to hide it with a bad combover?â
âThat rings a bell,â you reply. âThe tie is red and Christmas-themed, right?â
âSure is.â Jungkook chuckles. âI thought they mightâve been polka dots the first time I met him, but nope. Christmas ornaments, even in the middle of July.â
You laugh. âOdd fashion choice.â
âSeriously. Donât even get me started on the rest of his clothes,â Jungkook says, shaking his head. âHere, letâs change the subject. Have you eaten yet?â
You gesture around your classroom, artificially lit with fluorescent light even as the sun begins to dip closer to the horizon. âNope. I mean, I had about twenty minutes between the end of the school day and the start of my first meeting, so I scarfed down an apple in the break room. But that was hours ago.â
âPerfect.â At your look of disbelief, he chortles and quickly amends his phrasing. âSorry, I just mean that Iâve got you covered. Here, look.â And he begins pulling things out of a paper bag that you hadnât noticed him carrying before. Crackers, sliced baguette, an assortment of cured meats and cheeses, grapes. He produces a bottle of wine next, and you very nearly start clapping.Â
The last thing he pulls out is a single red rose, his smile soft and warm and dizzyingly affectionate as he presents it to you. âIâwow.â You arenât sure what to say. âThank you. I⌠I feel like I shouldâve prepared something. Stolen an apple for you from the teacherâs lounge, at least.â
Jungkook snorts. âWell, hereâs something you can help me out with. I donât actually have glasses for the wine. Totally spaced and forgot that weâd need them. Any ideas?â
Youâre on your feet before he can even finish asking. âI teach elementary schoolers, Mr. Jeon. I always have cups.âÂ
Making your way to the cabinet by the window, you grab a box of little paper cups and pull out two. Jungkook accepts them when you hand them over, and you watch as he unscrews the cap on the wine bottle before pouring out two generous helpings. Together, you lay out the food heâs brought, spreading it across whatever empty space there is on your desk. âCheers,â Jungkook says once youâve both taken your seats again, raising his paper cup to tap against yours.
âCheers.â
For a moment, there is silence as you both take a drink. Then Jungkook speaks, glancing up at you as he carefully begins crafting himself a mini salami and cheese sandwich. âSo, where does Trixie stay while youâre doing all these meetings? Do your parents have her?â
You nod, taking another much-needed sip of wine. âYeah, my mom picked her up after school. They actually have her until Sundayâmy dadâs going to teach her how to fish tomorrow, and then I think theyâre going to build a pillow fort.â
Jungkook chuckles around a mouthful of gouda. âI love a good pillow fort. Dae insists on building one at least once a week, and at this point, Iâm honestly surprised there isnât one permanently in her bedroom.â
Grinning, you reach for a cracker and some cheese. âTaco manages to destroy every pillow fort Trixie and I try to make. She either decides itâs a trampoline, or that itâs a good time to start scratching everything she can reach. We canât win.â
âSounds like you need better defenses,â Jungkook replies, waggling his eyebrows. âThat, or you can come over whenever you need a pillow fort fix. Iâm sure Dae and Trixie would create something truly epic together. I mean, that penguin diorama was pretty fucking cool, wasnât it?â
âVery fucking cool,â you agree, and both of you burst into laughter.
Deep blue twilight settles outside as the two of you continue chatting over your makeshift meal. The cheese begins to dwindle, only a few lonely grapes remain on their stems, and when you go to top of your wine, you realize thereâs less than a quarter of the bottle left.Â
âWow, we really put a dent in this thing,â you remark, holding it out for Jungkook to see. âAnd itâs already dark out. The time kind of got away from us, huh?â
âYou wonât catch me complaining,â Jungkook replies, tipping the last of his drink into his mouth. âIâm enjoying spending time with you.â
You canât help but smile at his earnest honesty. âMe too.â
Thereâs a beat of silence, and then you rise from your seat. At the same time, Jungkook stands up from his chair on the other side of the desk, making his way around to meet you halfway. And then his mouth is on yours, warm and firm in a way that makes your heart do a backflip before plunking straight into your churning stomach.
Jungkookâs hands find your hips, palming along the flowy material of your dress before finding a resting place just above the soft curve of your rear. Your fingers delve into the soft hair at his nape to tug him closer, and he groans against your lips when your nails rake across his scalp. Slowly, he begins trailing kisses from the line of your jaw down to the column of your neck, pausing to lavish attention on any spots that make you gasp or squirm in his grasp.
The growing hardness against your lower belly is growing more and more evident with each passing second. Deliberately, you slide one hand down his chest, admiring the toned ridges of his abdomen that you can feel through his white shirt, before making your way down past his silver belt buckle. Jungkook inhales sharply when you cup his hardening cock through the charcoal material of his slacks, and, emboldened, you thumb across the head and relish in his resulting groan.
Any caution you may have had is thrown to the wind. Adjusting your grip, you shiver when you realize that heâs now fully hard beneath your fingertips, his erection thick and hot through the fabric. You try and visualize what it looks like underneath it allâthe color of the flared head, the veins that run along it, the curve of the shaft, if there is one. And then you realize that you donât have to imagineâyou can look. You can rip his clothes off and explore every inch of his body in the way youâve been itching to since you first kissed at the zoo last week. Your hands scrabble for his belt buckle, fumbling with the silver prong embedded in its notch.
âW-wait.â Jungkookâs hand lands over yours, and you note the breathlessness in his voice with satisfaction. âI⌠this is probably cheesy, but this isnât how I pictured this happening. Not that I donât like whatâs happening, but I just⌠Iâd like to take you out first. On a proper date, I mean. Without our girls in the next room, or down the hall, or in the museum playplace wreaking havoc.â
âThat does sound nice,â you admit. âActually, Iâd really enjoy that. I havenât been on a proper date in years.â
âLetâs do it, then,â Jungkook says. âMy babysitterâs already been paid to watch Daeun until midnight, and your parents have Trixie. This is kinda perfect.â
You canât help itâyou drag your thumb across the head of his still-hard cock again and revel in the way his breath hitches just a little bit in his throat. âMidnight?â you query with an innocent tilt of your head. âWere you expecting something to happen tonight?â
âHoping,â he replies with a cheeky grin. âAnd wait, let me ask you out properly. It just wouldnât feel right otherwise.â
Confused, you let him stand from his seat and slip around you to retrieve the paper bag on the ground. Understanding dawns when he reaches inside and grabs a napkin, and you watch on in amusement as he takes a pen from the cup on your desk and begins writing. And after a few seconds, he wordlessly presents this to you:
Drinks? Dinner? Maybe dessert? ;)
And you can only laugh. âGame on, mister.â
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The near future in the Doctor Who universe sure gets dire doesn't it? Especially if Mad Jack / Roger ap Gwilliam is still part of history.
I thought I'd have a bit of fun listing things out, combining as many sources as possible. Turns out he fits in shockingly well with what we know. There's a lot missing here or cut out, and for obvious reasons it's very UK / Europe focused, but nonetheless:
[ID: Scene from The Christmas Invasion showing Harriet Jones on BBC News. The news ticker reads "PM HEALTH SCARE", "Unfit for duty?", and references a "SECRET GOVERNMENT MOLE" and a quote: "BLOOD ON [HER HANDS]".]
2006-2021 (obviously the past now, but still noting for the resulting temporal and political butterfly effect) - In the original timeline, Harriet Jones remains Prime Minister for 3 consecutive terms, presumably 15 years assuming no snap election was called, referred to as a 'golden age' [World War Three]. The Tenth Doctor deliberately changes history to cause her deposal [The Christmas Invasion], leading to numerous disastrous terms in the meantime, including those of Harold Saxon [The Sound of Drums et al.], Brian Green (who tried to appease the 456) [Children of Earth], Boris Johnson (an auton host of the Nestene Consciousness) [Rose (novelisation)], and Jo Patterson (responsible for deploying cloned Dalek defence drones in the UK's streets) [Revolution of the Daleks].
[ID: Scene from Revolution of the Daleks. A 'defence drone' Dalek is used to support anti-riot police in a test, dispersing protestors with mock tear gas.]
2010s-2030s - The European Union gradually integrates further, eventually becoming the European Zone / Eurozone, a global superpower which competes with the USA through the 21st century. The UK eventually forms part of the bloc [Trading Futures].
It's likely that Harriet Jones's deposal led to this and related events being delayed or erased, with Brexit (driven by, among others, one of Jones's successors in the new timeline) reducing european unity. Most notably, RamĂłn Salamander's rise to power occurs now not in the 2010s [The Enemy of the World], but in the 2030s [Doctor Who and the Enemy of the World]. There are other events that are seemingly delayed by ~20 years by changes to the timeline, including future events like the dictatorship of Mariah Learman [The Time of the Daleks, Trading Futures], and yet also possibly past events like the death of Queen Elizabeth II [Battlefield, The Longest Night et al.], which may suggest something else (eg. the Time War) may be responsible.
~2030 - During a time of rising global tensions [73 Yards], RamĂłn Salamander convinces a group of scientists in an underground shelter endurance experiment that nuclear war has broken out on the surface. They are convinced to generate artificial "natural" disasters to fight back against the enemy. Between this and ongoing climate change, several global food sources collapse as a result, including Canada and Ukraine's corn and flour production [The Enemy of the World].
2031 - Tensions culminate in the "Great Russian War". Despite posturing, not a single nuclear weapon is fired, at least by NATO [73 Yards]. This may be later considered World War III [Trading Futures].
~2032-2035 - Following the war, tensions rise again, now between the Eurozone and the USA [Trading Futures], possibly in reaction to actions (or lack thereof?) taken by NATO during the war [73 Yards]. Both send separate peacekeeping forces to conflict in North Africa. Meanwhile, Italy is engaged in civil war [Trading Futures].
[ID: Scene from The Enemy of the World, showing RamĂłn Salamander.]
Over the decade, RamĂłn Salamander rises in power in the World Zone Authority, using his patented "Sun Store" satellite technology to aid the growth of crops by controlling sunlight over agricultural regions. In the background, he murders and blackmails officials to place loyalists into powerful positions, with the goal of ruling over the World Zone Authority as a dictator. Salamander's treachery is later discovered and he disappears [The Enemy of the World].
2037 - 2042 - Several militia declare wars of Independence from the USA. Notably, Phoenix, Arizona is destroyed in a terrorist attack. While the country largely persists after the conflicts, some territories seem to successfully secede - with, for example, a Montana Republic seemingly being in existence in 2054 [Alien Bodies].
2038 - The World Zones Accord is signed. This is later considered to have reduced the United Nations to a 'joke' compared with the World Zone Authority [Alien Bodies]. Given the extensive power it gives to the WZA, this was likely originally part of Salamander's plan, but due to his disappearance he is not around to reap the rewards [The Enemy of the World].
2039 - A group of Mexican astronauts studying minerals on the Moon go missing [Kill the Moon].
~2030s - 2040s - The Earth begins to experience major climate change effects, including "appalling storm conditions" which harm agriculture [The Waters of Mars]. The ice caps melt and flood much of the Earth [K9] with nations like the Netherlands ending up entirely flooded [St Anthony's Fire]. Some regions experience corrosive acid rain [Cat's Cradle: War Head, Strange Loops]. One summer sees Britain experience a 22 week drought. At this time, the Eurozone closes its borders to millions of North African and Baltic Sea refugees [Hothouse]. This time period may be known as the "Oil Apocalypse" [The Waters of Mars].
[ID: Scene from K9 Episode 13: Aeolian. Big Ben stands in the middle of a colossal storm of wind and rain.]
With Earth's ecosystems collapsing [Davros], humanity begin to realise it's facing extinction [The Waters of Mars]. An artificial cooling agent is spread in the atmosphere to semi-successfully combat the effects, but leads to dramatic side-effects, including freezing some areas of the globe. This is known as the "Great Cataclysm" [K9].
2041 - A three-human team, including Adelaide Brooke, lands on Mars for the first time [The Waters of Mars]. However, with this accomplishment, and increasing turbulence on Earth, Humanity gradually loses interest in space exploration [Kill the Moon].
Before 2045 - Around this time, the UK falls into a dictatorship ruled by the "Director", head of a military council that has allegedly (secretly?) controlled the government since 2028 [Britain Protests]. It is possible that this Director was previously the "Minister of War" for previous governments [Before the Flood].
2045 - The World Zones Authority evolves into a World Government, with Nikita Bandranaik being elected President. The UK is not part of the organisation [This is 2065].
2046-2050s - The Director is overthrown [Down with the Director] and the rest of the government "collapses in shame" [73 Yards]. Some of the revolutionaries celebrate now being "masters of [their] own country" [Down with the Director]. Despite the hopes of the World Government for international integration, this nationalistic streak continues.
[ID: Scene from 73 Yards. Roger ap Gwilliam, with an Albion Party ribbon on his chest declares victory on BBC News, live from Kennington High in London. Headline reads "LANDSLIDE VICTORY FOR ALBION PARTY: Majority of 92 predicted. Roger ap Gwilliam declared Prime Minister."]
Roger ap Gwilliam is elected Prime Minister, with the far-right nationalistic Albion Party gaining a majority of 92 MPs [73 Yards]. While his government does take the step to officially join the World Government senate [Down with the Director], he seeks greater independence from other nations. One of his first actions is to expand the UK's nuclear arsenal, purchasing missiles from Pakistan and withdrawing from NATO. In his term, the world is brought to the brink of nuclear war [73 Yards], likely in the pre-2050s "Euro Wars" [The Time of the Daleks].
In this time, the "Department", a (private?) multinational security organisation is born, based primarily in the UK. They gain broad powers, which they use to control populations with propaganda and use of "CCPC"s: robotic law enforcement notorious for their surveillance and brutality. Despite its recent revolution, the country is rendered practically a police state [K9].
[ID: Scene from K9 Episode 1: Regeneration. CCPCs, hulking police robots, march down a dark alley.]
2049 - The Moon starts to dramatically gain mass, causing massive tides on the Earth, flooding entire cities. In a last ditch at survival, humanity plans to try and destroy the Moon using an array of nuclear bombs. Despite the people of Earth being offered the vote on what to do by turning off their lights, it appears the decision is made on a national level, with lights going off grid-by-grid. Nonetheless, the Moon is allowed to hatch, leaving behind a new less massive egg "moon" with minimal further destruction [Kill the Moon].
[ID: Scene from Kill the Moon. The Moon hatches in the background, as the TARDIS stands by the sea.]
Humanity's interest in space exploration returns [Kill the Moon], starting a new space race. Among these projects, Australia begins constucting a space elevator, Spain a project called "SpaceLink", while Germany and Russia each begin a series of new Moon missions. The Philippines are rumoured to be planning their own landing on Mars [The Waters of Mars].
~2050 - The UK Government (ap Gwilliam's?) is couped once more, by General Mariah Learman. With the King's permission, elections are suspended for at least a couple years, with her ruling over a "benevolent dictatorship". She is later abducted and forcibly mutated by the Daleks [The Time of the Daleks]. Despite the previous description, her promotion of Shakespeare in schools is remembered as the only good thing about her rule [Trading Futures]. (Note: As mentioned prior, it's likely that Learman's rule may have been delayed as Salamander's was. This is suggested by the mention of her in Trading Futures, set seemingly ~2030s or earlier, despite The Time of the Daleks taking place around the 2050s.)
~2050s - The Gravitron is built on the new Moon. This is used to artificially control the tides and weather [The Moonbase]. It likely also is intended to study and monitor the new Moon for future changes [Kill the Moon].
[ID: Scene from The Moonbase, giving an external shot of the base.]
2058 - 2059 - Bowie Base One is established: humanity's first colony on another planet and an international collaboration between the UK, USA, Russia, Germany, Turkey, South Korea, Lithuania, Australia, and Pakistan. One year later, it is mysteriously destroyed in a deliberately triggered nuclear explosion. In the original timeline, there were no survivors. However, after the interference of the Time Lord Victorious, the true story is eventually told on Earth. Regardless "a veil of darkness" sweeps over the planet over the next few years. [The Waters of Mars], as international tensions heat up once more... [Total Eclipse of the Heart].
[ID: Scene from The Waters of Mars, showing an internet news website. Various articles appear focused on the Bowie Base One incident, including "SURVIVORS STORY - BROOKE SAVED EARTH", "THE MYTHICAL DOCTOR", "BROOKE'S HEROIC ACTIONS SAVE EARTH", and "HOW THE COUPLE ESCAPED MARS". The feature image shows the two survivors: Yuri Kerenski and Mia Bennett.]
2060s - The "Great War" breaks out on Earth, involving every country on Earth. This is likely World War IV. Details are vague, but it ultimately ends in a ceasefire, when it's realised the conflict is risking Earth's habitability [Total Eclipse of the Heart].
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If you've got a plan for a revolution, please, let people know! Let's get this done!
If you don't, please stop justifying your inaction. People not voting is what got us in this situation in the first place!
You know I used to think "tumblr's absolute refusal to actually engage with the Trolley Problem in favor of insisting that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is just a short-sighted idiot is really fucking annoying, but I guess it's not actually doing any harm".
Anyway that was before we asked tumblr at large to decide between "guy aiding a genocide but making progress elsewhere" and "guy who would actively and enthusiastically participate in a genocide and would also make everything else much, much worse for everyone elsewhere" and the response was that there must be a third, morally pure option that doesn't require them to make a hard decision and that anyone who asks them to make a binary choice is a short-sighted idiot.
#ive been brainstorming how i might structure a revolution for a bit but i keep running into the problem of spreading word#without the whole thing getting shut down#and also drumming support for a thing when people would rather act like everything is ok
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America owes its independence to Haym Salomon, a Sephardic Jewish Patriot
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A Jewish American Hero
by Yosef Kaufmann
October 17, 1781. An eerie silence takes hold over the battlefield outside Yorktown, Virginia. After weeks of non-stop artillery shells and rifle fire, the rhythmic pounding of a drum is all that is heard. Through the wispy smoke that floats above the battlefield, a British officer can be seen waving a white flag. General Cornwallis has surrendered Yorktown, ending the last major battle of the American Revolution. The surrender of Yorktown and the nearly 8,000 British troops convinced the British Parliament to start negotiating an end to the war. On September 3, 1783, the treaty of Paris was signed. The war was over.
If not for Haym Salomon, however, the decisive victory at Yorktown never would have happened.
Haym Salomon was born in Leszno, Poland, in 1740. In 1770, he was forced to leave Poland for London as a result of the Partition of Poland. Five years later, he left London for New York City, where he quickly established himself as a broker for international merchants.
Sympathetic to the Patriot cause, Haym joined the New York branch of the Sons of Liberty, a secret society that did what it could to undermine British interests in the colonies. In 1776, he was arrested by the British and charged with being a spy. He was pardoned on condition that he spend 18 months on a British ship serving as a translator for the Hessian mercenaries, as he was fluent in Polish, French, German, Russian, Spanish and Italian. During those 18 months, Haym used his position to help countless American prisoners escape. He also convinced many Hessian soldiers to abandon the British and join the American forces.
In 1778, he was arrested again and sentenced to death for his involvement in a plot to burn the British Royal fleet in the New York Harbour. He was sent to Provost to await execution, but he managed to bribe a guard and escape under the cover of darkness.
He fled New York, which was under the control of the British army, and moved to Philadelphia, the capital of the Revolution.
He borrowed money and started a business as a dealer of bills of exchange. His office was located near a coffee house frequented by the command of the American forces. He also became the agent to the French consul and the paymaster for the French forces in North America. Here he became friendly with Robert Morris, the newly appointed Superintendent of Finance for the 13 colonies. Records show that between 1781 and 1784, through both fundraising and personal loans, he was responsible for financing George Washington over $650,000, today worth approximately over $13 million.
By 1781, the American congress was practically broke. The huge cost of financing the war effort had taken its toll. In September of that year, George Washington decided to march on Yorktown to engage General Cornwallis. A huge French fleet was on its way from the West Indies under the command of Comte De Grasse. The fleet would only be able to stay until late October, so Washington was facing immense pressure to lead an attack on Yorktown before then.
After marching through Pennsylvania, with little in the way of food and supplies, Washingtonâs troops were on the verge of mutiny. They demanded a full month's pay in coins, not congressional paper money which was virtually worthless, or they would not continue their march. Washington wrote to Robert Morris saying he would need $20,000 to finance the campaign. Morris responded that there was simply no money or even credit left. Washington simply wrote, âSend for Haym Salomon.â Within days, Haym Salomon had raised the $20,000 needed for what proved to be the decisive victory of the Revolution.
Haymâs chessed continued after the war. Whenever he met someone who he felt had sacrificed during the war and needed financial assistance, he didnât hesitate to do whatever he could to help.
He was also heavily involved in the Jewish community. He was a member of Congregation Mikveh Yisroel in Philadelphia, the fourth oldest synagogue in America, and he was responsible for the majority of the funds used to build the shulâs main building.
He also served as the treasurer to the Society for the Relief of Destitute Strangers, the first Jewish charitable organization in Philadelphia.
On January 8, 1785, Haym died suddenly at the age of 44. Due to the fact the government owed him hundreds of thousands of dollars, his family was left penniless.
His obituary in the Independent Gazetteer read:
Thursday, last, expired, after a lingering illness, Mr. Haym Salomon, an eminent broker of this city, was a native of Poland, and of the Hebrew nation. He was remarkable for his skill and integrity in his profession, and for his generous and humane deportment. His remains were yesterday deposited in the burial ground of the synagogue of this city.
Although there is little proof, many believe that when designing the American Great Seal, George Washington asked Salomon what he wanted as compensation for his generosity during the war. Salomon responded âI want nothing for myself, rather something for my people.â It is for this reason that the 13 stars are arranged in the shape of the Star of David.
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⤡ Synopsis: An honor student was sent to detention, and to everyone's surprise, it was nothing out of the ordinary until the headmaster decided that he had enough and gave your beloved caretaker a call.
⤡ warnings â possessive behaviors, mention of past abuse and trauma, gn reader
"Seriously, your caretaker will be hearing this soon." The headmaster grumbled as he pinched the bridge of his nose, another trip to detention which you thought would just be another chance to laze inside the headmaster's room, sleeping on the couch while killing time.
"Didn't he tell you not to bother him over menial problems like this?"
"Considering how many times you have lazed in my room, I wouldn't say it's menial anymore. Besides, just what made you think that it was a great idea to pick a fight with Whitney?!"
You groaned at the headmaster's bickering, waiting for your beloved caretaker to just come and patch your wounded ass. Picking a fight with the head bully was never a great idea but you were somehow itching for a fight by the school's corridor out of nowhere!
"He should be here by now."
"And you will not be hearing the end from us."
The doors to the headmaster's room swung open, revealing your caretaker who was wearing an annoyed expression. "I supposed it's supposed to be something important, Leighton?" The man questioned your headmaster as he leaned toward the doorframe.
"Did you not learn the etiquette of referring to someone who is older than you too?"
"Oh I'm so sorry but we did not recall ever seeing you being a proper headmaster."
You and he both attended the same school, and the only thing that was surprising enough was that the uniform you two once wore hadn't changed much. Some may say that your uniform seemed a bit different but that was all, no further questions were asked about you. Especially your age.
"Your pretty little brat was causing trouble again, am I in the wrong to summon their beloved caretaker?" the headmaster spat as he drummed his fingers on the table, "Not the first, second nor tenth. But I couldn't just close my eyes anymore on this matter."
You tugged on your caretaker's suit, "Bailey, do you have bubblegum?" Surely you were defiant enough to not listen to the headmaster's bickering but he wouldn't do anything about it. He couldn't.
Bailey sighed as he handed you a pack of bubblegum, at the very least it kept you away from cigarettes. "And?"
"If I have to say, I am kind enough to give them preferential treatment, wouldn't you say so too? No photographs, no spanking, and no-"
"I think you are a bit too high over your head right now," Bailey growled at his remarks, "I too, am being nice to you. What do you think this school will do to a perverted headmaster like you if I leaked out all the blackmail materials you had against the students?"
You thought to yourself as you blew out a balloon, would the mayor do anything about this? Probably not unless a revolution started or the Mayor was edged by Bailey until he had no choice but to dismiss your headmaster.
"You are wasting my time, you know that right? And you," Bailey looked back at you, making you pop the balloon and chew the gum back.
"What?"
Bailey chewed back all the nasty words he was about to tell you as he scratched his head, "Get into the car. I'll have a chat with him first." You shrugged and left the room without looking back, shutting the dual doors tight.
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"I'm not going to say much anymore," Bailey stood up from his seat and walked toward the door, "they could now feel how it's like to be a student and all you had to was turn a blind eye to everything they did, is that so hard?"
The headmaster's face contorted into a scowl, "Bastards, you two really have your caretaker's tendencies running thick in your blood, blackmailing just to obtain what you want."
"Whatever you are saying, if I see them troubled again, I won't be this lenient anymore." Bailey slammed the doors with a loud thud and thought to himself, just who was the brat that punched you so hard that it cut your left lip?
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"Did you win?"
"Hmm... I think so, considering how I'm the only one who could walk to detention." You shrugged as Bailey examined your bruises in the car, your uniform torn and stained with blood, your hair disheveled, and a cut on your left lip.
Bailey groaned at your sight and started to drive like a madman toward the orphanage, "Good, just make sure you can at the very least win."
You cackled at his words and started to play the radio, bobbing your head to the tunes, "Reminiscing how hellish it was whenever you see me wounded?"
Bailey didn't respond but hell he knew what you meant. The two of you were not catered to as children and ironically enough, the boy you once remembered as someone kind and loving is now a ruthless extortionist called Caretaker, perhaps he was worse than your previous caretaker but he was nice enough to not do anything toward the children that were not considered as an adult yet.
Perhaps that was the only justification you could give him.
"Ah right, time to pay up brat."
"No preferential treatment for me?"
"You are still my orphans and I am nothing but a fair man."
You pouted at his words, those who failed to pay will be sold but you knew he wouldn't do that. Besides, the others would be squirming happily should he ever sell you.
"I think I'm short in money sir."
"What a coincidence, I need someone to clean my bedroom and make my bed," Bailey looked at you side-eyed, "and I need someone to keep me company for the night, I suppose you could cover up your debt with this much yeah?"
#DOL#Degrees of Lewdity#Bailey the Caretaker#Leighton the Headmaster#Whitney the Bully#Yandere x reader#x gn reader#this is a shitpost
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