#repost! from my former sideblog

[kmpshitposter]

Halloween 2007

[otomiyaa]

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(literally how I named the image, couldn't think of something else)

Hi guys :') To my followers and tumblr friends, I'm really sorry if my sudden disappearance scared or upset you. It wasn't quite... planned. And today was a busy day and I needed some time to consider what I wanted to do.

Short version of the story:

My tumblr account got terminated for copyright infringement. A certain Mr. Green got me in unlucky trouble (ref 1, 2).

I won't get it back, or try to get it back. It's gone.

Needed a moment to consider 2 options: ask Mia to extend my dramatic farewell letter and stay gone, or make a new blog.

Not planning to post new writing here. I won't be using words like 'never' or 'forever' because I'm a known clown with things like this, but the intention is to no longer post fics. I will finish Tickletober on AO3 and then take a break from writing. So yes, I cancel the swiftscribbles event too, sorry!

When I opened my laptop, I could see my old blog in its final hour lmao (I found out about the loss on my phone). So that's what the snap is from on a fitting grave. It was fun while it lasted!

Long version of the story:

Losing my blog(s): My Tumblr account with main blog + sideblogs got terminated overnight, it was quite the surprise! I've either been reported or tracked by bots. The posts are a bunch of numbered URLs I can't open, but the message is clear: for including anime content, genshin impact or media from other sources (whether it's videos, screenshots, official art, gifs or even fanwork) you technically can get a strike. Upon googling the claimer I quickly found this first, and knew it was a lost cause. Although it feels shitty and unlucky, I am in no place to appeal. It's like when I used to make AMVs in the past, you never knew whether a song or even anime footage was going to give your YT account a copyright strike or even a ban, it was a gamble. I have lost YT accounts before, and now I lost the Tumblr one. With 7+ years of tickle trash content and a bunch of sideblogs. But oh well, moving on!

Starting a new blog: It was a serious consideration whether this was my ultimate chance to do what I've always said I wanted to do eventually - quit my blog. My first thought was to ask Mia to share my explanation and literal goodbye with you guys, and stick to my chaos of a Twitter account to indulge in fandom stuff. But then I thought of how happy Tumblr made me, even without the fic writing, but just.. reblogging things, getting random asks, shouting about life and of course, about tickles. I decided to make a new blog after all, but also decided the following:

The 7K+ milestone swiftscribbles event is cancelled, for which I apologize! The follower milestone, together with the motivation to write the fics, and even the asks with the requests I got, all died with my former blog.

I will see how long I can survive without posting a new fic or drabble. A loose headcanon or two might fly around sometime. And if necessary, a link to a new fic on AO3.

Tickletober? Hell yes I'll finish it, I would cringe in bed for 49 days at least if I would stop. I just won't post the fics here, but on AO3.

Reposting/reblogging my old works? Undecided at the moment but I'm tired and lazy. I don't feel too upset since most of my fics are still on AO3 at least and not completely gone.

Anyways, I'll see what happens and how long I can enjoy this nerfed version of blogging.

Surprisingly I'm not upset about losing my other blog, there were a lot of memories but it was also very cringe. I'm gonna be just as cringe here, but at least I feel cleansed.

For those who choose to follow me again, thank you, but please know that there won't be much original content coming from me, for now!:)

[koinotame]

\o/

hi! it's me, nana / koinotame!

if you're wondering why i went inactive and then deleted, my mental health kind of (really) tanked... and i ended up deleting my blog in a fit.

it's getting better bit by bit though! and i've been wanting to get back into writing (and talking abt my unhinged/yan ideas i can't really talk to anyone else abt), so. here i am! for now, at least

as for my previously posted writing, there's some good news and some bad news: the bad news is that everything i wrote directly into tumblr (99% of snippets, a lot of ask answers, most exact content warnings, etc) is gone. the slightly less bad news is that iirc there were very very few posts of mine that weren't reblogged by anyone at all, so they're probably still out there? feel free to send them my way if you find any and i'll rb them. @/midnight-remembrance also has reblogged a couple of them! there's a couple snippets i have saved in some places, so i might repost those on my own as i find them, but there's very few of those. the good news is that anything longer (proper writing — oneshots, hcs, yan alphabet responses and so on, prompt responses, etc) is safely backed up where i originally wrote it! some of it is also on my ao3, which is the same username. feel free to send me asks about any you'd like to see again and i'll repost them! i might not post them if i feel too embarrassed about/wish i hadn't posted them, and i might rewrite/heavily edit some of them, but i think there's only a handful that fall into the former category and none of them were particularly popular. either way, no harm in asking!

as for some other updates: i'm a little divided on whether i want to keep posting explicit nsfw or not so we'll see. i might just keep it out of main tags. idk yet. regardless of what decision i make, this blog is still strictly 18+ and that will not be changing. since we can reply from sideblogs now, this is a sideblog and not my main now. why? sometimes i prefer to check up on a blog frequently instead of following them for a couple of reasons, but this felt very awkward when they were following me. so this being a sideblog relieves a bit of that stress. if this makes it sound like i have severe brain worms, it's because i do. to that effect though, if we interact every so often feel free to consider us mutuals regardless of whether or not i'm actually following you =w=b tbh i.............. am not really into genshin anymore. i might post about it here and there but i just Do Not (really) Care about it anymore. scara aside to some degree i also have no clue what's going on post inazuma lol whatever projects or commitments to writing or etc i had made beforehand. i forgot all of them so just pretend that never happened ok? ok i'll also probably be posting more sparsely, but we'll see! and (this is obviously the most important bit) i have no clue where i put the mika edit so we're back to my og classic pfp. the header scales terribly and is temporary, please ignore that too

all that aside, as a treat for anyone who sees this in time,

*roughly 6/22 done, but fairly quick to write. roughly one paragraph per character (sneak peek line: "it's not too hard to be discreet with his unique magic when someone really deserves to fall face down a flight of stairs. or three. oopsie. odd they don't remember it, huh? well, he had nothing to do with that.") **more realistic isn't quite the right word(s)... probably won't post this one to the main tags regardless. won't be doing all of the characters (only important/relevant ones) and won't be writing more about/expanding on, so this one is just like. a one off experiment sort of thing. overall less violent than most takes on the au + leans a bit (or lot, depending on how you look at it) more on the religious aspect of self aware aus. i wrote a couple paragraphs a while ago, then rewrote them, but i'll only finish/post them if there's interest for it (sneak peek line: "aether has deluded himself and cast You aside entirely on his own—and when You finally grace them with Your real presence, zhongli is certain aether will be the first to fall from Your grace.")

i have one other new thing immediately ready for posting that'll get posted in a couple of days but that one's pretty silly

[grandfatherissues]

repost from my sideblog but needed it in the tags here:

since i had a lot of people approach me about that partner call i put out, i thought i would compile a list of plot ideas i have just to make things easier. please keep in mind that this list will contain dark, tcboo, and problematic content so read at your own risk. if you could message me if you're interested that would be appreciated as i'm on mobile 99% of the time and i'm a sideblog so tumblr likes to dick around.

001. an esteemed hollywood movie director casting a disney actor / former beloved child star in a controversial and exploitative role. probably takes advantage of her excitement to work with him and/or her eagerness to shed her good-girl image and not only moulds her into his dirty on-screen fantasy, but very likely becomes obsessed with her off-screen in the process. an age gap + power difference would be preferred.

002. a cult leader teaching his daughter / sister / granddaughter / niece / new young wife what a good and obedient follower of their cause is expected to behave, dress, and speak like.

003. a prolific and hardened criminal / gang member developing a fixation for someone who isn't interested in him / his lifestyle. cue him stalking her, threatening her and her loved ones, blackmailing her, all the fun stuff until she either gives in willingly, or he just decides to take her and keep her anyway.

004. an obscenely rich man and his mail order bride / trophy bride and their life in the domestic suburbia he's carefully chosen for them. a big age gap, power differences, + some bimbofication would be preferred.

005. a family dynamic (father x daughter, brother x sister, cousins, uncle x niece, grandfather x granddaughter, etc) where they only have each other left and try to take care of each other in the best way they know how. but along the way, their relationship becomes highly co-dependent and close, and they end up developing feelings and tension they never expected.

006. a gross old trucker picking up a runaway / traveller and agreeing to take her where she needs to go, but then pulling over somewhere dark and isolated because of course he requires some sort of payment for his service.

007. a science fiction / fantasy plot where humans are enslaved by monsters or a supernatural creatures. the humans are assigned as toys for the monsters / creatures fun and pleasure, or maybe even to be bred if you want to explore that. but basically a plot where a highly virile monster / supernatural creature gets their long-awaited assigned human pet / partner / bride.

008. a hardcore adult content creator and the young amateur just looking to make a quick buck making a video together. ideally it would include rough / dark kinks but it can be something they both enjoy and continue doing, or it can be something she's really not into but keeps coming back because his audience like her and he offers her more and more money to perform.

009. a much older man (ideally at least 50+) finally deciding he wants to be a dad so going after a much younger woman to make his wishes come true. a huge age gap, daddy kink, and breeding/pregnancy would be preferred.

010. brothers / twins going after the same girl and either making it a competition who can get her first, or maybe they end up playing fair and having her at the same time instead. if they're twins, maybe one of them starts fucking / dating her but the other twin also gets to have his fun by pretending to be the other, and it's a big old fucking mess but...they end up lowkey working as a trio? idk.

011. a young woman who's curious and needy falling for / being seduced by her best friend's dad. him being all supportive and sweet to her, always offering her to stay, giving her rides home, treating her like his own daughter. but then the immediate perking up whenever she's around, the way his stare lingers too long when she's hanging out at their pool, the way he finds excuses to be around her when she's staying over for the night. can instead be a dad's best friend plot if that's preferred.

012. an only child finding out his father had a love child many years ago which was the cause of his parents divorce. and now she's around and in their lives and he resents his new sister for his mother being hurt by his father cheating and their lives being disrupted by the divorce, but he also lowkey develops an attraction to her and begins a fixation that may or may not get pushed too far.

013. a guy fathered a child when he was very young himself (early to mid teens) and wasn't given contact by the mother / went to jail / the kid ended up being adopted, and now it's 18+ years later and he's finally reunited with the child he's always wondered about. but because of the smallish age gap between them in comparison to other parents and their children, and also because they're pretty much strangers getting to know each other for the first time, their dynamic leans more towards being friendly and fun at the start, and eventually develops into something romantic / sexual as they begin to spend more time together and get all their overwhelming and conflicting feelings / urges mixed up.

[ferociousconscience]

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Von, (he/she) Former stage manager and literature fan. Been lurking in the Les Mis fandom for a decade, but much more focused on the literary, cinematic, and historical side of les mis nowadays. Please don't be afraid to message me with whatever you would think would pique my interest!

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[serenscarlett-moved]

From the OTP Prompt Generator. Reposted from main blog to sideblog but with a screencap edit. otp: cipher nine (oc) x Darth Marr.

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Aris hasn’t had a decent night’s sleep for months, adjusting her weight comfortably on a softest mattress with a thick layer of heated blankets draped over her body, drawing a relieved noise from her lips.

Blinking her eyes from her deep slumber to the warm tones of sunrise and its lighting beams descended through the window filling the bedroom. It was a pleasant change of scenery from the ship’s cabin she had accustomed to the dark interior and bright lights strained her eyes for long. She reached for the box from the bedside table and pulled her hearing aids out to put them on.

The bedroom was relatively quiet save for the sound of hitched breaths, Aris gazed her red eyes downward to the muscular arm over her waist as her back was pressed against Marr’s, she shifted around to face her sleeping lover and wiggled her body to savour her spouse’s body heat.

Aris smiled to the sight of the chiss hybrid resting soundly in a deep sleep. The former Cipher Nine heaved a relaxed sigh melting within the embrace, her fingertips traced the smooth, scarred muscular arm–taking great care not to stir the Sith awake through her touch–then hovered her fingers up to their arm then to broad shoulder. Marr’s skin was soft through her sensual touch, ragged with rough lines of veteran war scars that tell tales of past battles and duels. The feeling of the scar texture had made her fingers shiver with goosebumps.

Marr had bared all–mask and armour–to allow themselves to be completely vulnerable within Aris’ eyes with a deep mutual trust and emotional connection between two spouses. Through Aris’ perspective, Marr was a beautiful and strong warrior, she never had the courage to mention it to her spouse–her wife she endearingly referred to behind closed doors–how badly she wanted to tell them this, recalling to the memory she remembered the first time she watched Marr unmasked to her.

Aris laid on her side watching her lover with adoration, soaking up the attentive details of Marr’s distinguishing features. She had never seen them sleeping so serene, or peaceful, like this before. Usually, it was Marr being the first to wake up in the early hour before her, with a hand running through her hair massaging her scalp that brought comfort to her. Today was different for a change.

Aris had contemplated waking her spouse up with a surprise kiss, she inched her face close to Marr’s but she paused mid-way ceasing her action with a hitched breath, and her cheeks grew hotter by seconds that she quickly looked away out of embarrassment.

“Well if you won’t do it,” Marr slurred with a gruff tone, that brought Aris’ attention back to them, “I will.”

“Marr? I-… how long have you been awake?” Aris stammered, mortified at being caught out.

“Long enough to notice you’ve been holding back.” Marr murmured, raising a hand to brush the strands of red-haired locks from their lover’s eyes before cupping her cheek tenderly, “Why don’t you c’mere and give me a kiss, hm?”

“Well, since you asked nicely, my lord.”

Aris smiled blissfully, embarrassment now long forgotten, leaned forward to brush her soft lips against the roughness of Marr’s, and the two relaxed into each other’s embrace for a longing, aching kiss with a starving need. Aris felt like a giddy teenager receiving her first kiss, then she pulled away uttering a satisfied sigh.

“This better?” Aris asked, resting her forehead against Marr’s.

Marr hummed thoughtfully in a sleepy haze, “Hm. I could do with another one,” their voice was rasped, hiding the smirk from their face, “I’m still not fully awake yet.”

Aris swatted her hand gently against Marr’s arm, evoking a laugh out of the Sith Warlord, “You are a tease, Darth Marr.”

“I thought you liked to be teased mercilessly.” Marr jested, fingers-combing through Aris’ hair, “I’m still waiting for that kiss.”

“Bossy.” Aris played along in a joking manner.

Aris shuffled closer to press her lips against Marr’s for another longingly, shared kiss–filled with love and heated lust that led into a sloppy makeout that had their tongues dancing together and drew a breathy moan out of it. They pulled away from the kiss to catch their breath without taking their adoring eyes off the other like two younglings in love at first sight.

“So,” Aris was the first to speak up with a breathy voice, now that they’re both awake, “Breakfast?”

“Mm.” Marr wrapped their arms around their wife, finger carressing up and down the hybrid’s ridged spine, holding her body flushed close to theirs for a cuddle, “Later. I’d rather we’ll stay in bed a little longer.”

Aris nuzzled her face into Marr’s chest with a contended sigh, “I’d like that.”

[tricktster]

Hey, I'm just letting you know I noticed some of your posts have been reposted on facebook by "Just Sock Thoughts"

Yeah, I feel like I get my Premium Original Content scooped by aggregators pretty frequently, and for the most part I don’t mind (or like... just don’t see it because I can’t bring myself to actually get into Instagram). But there are two aggregator incidents that stand out in my mind as particularly remarkable:

Incident 1:

I’d probably have a much bigger head about the relative frequency that one of my posts takes off if I didn’t know that becoming an Extremely Minor Internet Personality is way less about making good content than it is about... random luck, I guess. 

Like, this is actually a sideblog (so for any of my longtime buddies on here who might be wondering why I’m not following you? I prooooobably am). At the time I made this sideblog (2015-2016?), I never thought it would pick up more followers than the 200 or so I had managed to coax into following my main blog over the course of four-ish years. 

I was wrong, this account rapidly accumulated followers, and now I get scooped by aggregators on the reg. And like... it’s not like I’m doing anything different on this one than I was doing on my main, other than obscuring my identity a little better? I’m not funnier here, I’m not changing my formula, it’s just that I got enough followers when I first made this sideblog (through my patented process of Writing Explicit Undertale Fanfic in the Hopes of Getting Enough Monetary Donations That I Could Afford To Eat) that now even though I’m just posting my own weird niche bullshit on here, the odds are stacked in my favor towards any one of my posts picking up a lot of notes. If I posted the same exact thing on my extremely obscure main? The odds swing HARD the other way. In the 3-4 years before I made the trickster account, I was lucky to break 10 notes on a post, and 500 was as high as any of them went. 

Except for one. 

You’ve probably seen the post I’m talking about. It’s surpassed my most popular trickster posts by like... several hundreds of thousands of notes. I’m not linking it here for two reasons: 

A) I never scrubbed all my selfies off my main and I don’t need all y’all discovering that I’m hot as hell, and more importantly 

B) the post in question fucking sucks. 

It’s like the lowest effort meme, it’s smug and annoying, and it basically reeks of the worst era of r/athiesm. It’s the sort of shit that gets popular on facebook groups that wish they were “I fucking love science” but can’t achieve the same degree of quality... even though it’s an extremely low hurdle for them to jump. It evokes the concept of a fedora. Whenever I see it on tumblr, I want to hop in a time machine, travel back to the 17th century, convince Matsubayashi Henyasai to take me on as a pupil, train under his tutelage until he declares that I have mastered my chosen weapon, hop back into the time machine, travel to 2013, infiltrate my old apartment, and finally, at the precise moment my former self is about to click “post” on that dumbass meme, destroy her mouse, laptop, and cellphone with an incredibly accurate barrage of shurikens. 

Still, like... while it makes me cringe to my very soul whenever I encounter it, there’s a tiny part of me that has spent the last eight years just BASKING in the validation of knowing that there are several hundred thousand anonymous people out there who think I’m funny. It is not an attractive part of me, but shit, I’m an Extremely Minor Internet Personality, and you don’t become that unless you’re in some way motivated by the approval of anonymous strangers.

I’m giving you all this backstory so you can understand the significance of something that happened last month.

There I was, innocently scrolling through my news feed to see how my Trumpy uncle was justifying the whole coup thing, when I came upon a familiar image. I recoiled in horror, and then examined it more closely.

The Coolest Guy I Knew In College But Never Succeeded In Really Befriending (Because I Was Too Intimidated By How Cool He Was) had just shared my smug, cringy-as-hell meme from 2013 on his wall... and the version he had shared had been not only watermarked by one of the aforementioned wannabe “I fucking love science” groups, but also had a copyright symbol on it next to the name of some dude I’ve never even heard of.

THE MAELSTROM OF CONFLICTING EMOTIONS IS STILL OVERWHELMING ME TO THIS DAY. I AM WINCING. I AM INDIGNANT. I AM REASSESSING WHETHER THAT GUY WAS ACTUALLY AS COOL AS I THOUGHT HE WAS. I AM WEIRDLY AMUSED. I AM EXTREMELY CONFUSED. 

I AM SUSPICIOUS THAT SOMEONE MIGHT BE MAKING MONEY OFF OF MY NONSENSE, AND IF SO, I WOULD LIKE MY GODDAMN CUT. 

...

i’m fine

i’m gonna be fine

Incident 2:

This really requires a lot less elaboration than the last one, but @anagha-draws brought this aggregator post to my attention and I just can’t stop thinking about the fact that there’s a guy out there who got paid some amount of actual U.S. dollars to write a book report about the time I accidentally played WAP for my mom’s book club. 

[soulsurvivcr-moved-blog]

SHIPPING INFO!   answer the following for your muse so people know how shipping works on your blog.  repost, don’t reblog.

WHAT’S YOUR OTP FOR YOUR MUSE?:

T A L I A N (SCREAMS)

WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO RP WHEN IT COMES TO SHIPPING?:

the good ol’ fluff, some angst, maaaaaybe smut? depending on the pairing and how i feel about the ship i guess. tyrian is very much demisexual so there has to be a strong romantic bond before i’d even consider smutting with her. i will absolutely not roleplay noncon or abuse.

HOW LARGE DOES THE AGE GAP HAVE TO BE TO MAKE IT UNCOMFORTABLE?

well obviously her partner has to be over 18, but like... anything up to ten years older might be okay i guess? anything more than that is uncomf for me. even then the biggest age gap i’ve shipped her in is 4 years.

ARE YOU SELECTIVE WHEN SHIPPING?:

i’m selective with rping, so it’s a given that i’m selective with shipping. there HAS to be actual chemistry between the muses. i refuse to ship with someone if they try to force it upon me.

HOW FAR DO STEAMY MOMENTS HAVE TO GO BEFORE THEY’RE CONSIDERED NS.FW?:

as soon as hands start wandering, that’s probably when i’d start putting it under a read more cut. that being said, if i ever do rp smut with tyrian, i’ll likely make a nsfw sideblog for those kinds of threads. i’d prefer to keep them separate from my main blog tbh. WHO ARE OTHER MUSES YOU SHIP YOUR MUSE WITH?: uhhh... i lowkey ship her with ezreal? either as like a super close friendship or romantic - usually the former. other than that i’m not super sure to be honest! i have entertained the thought of shipping her with lux - but only if the lux is of age of course.

DOES ONE HAVE TO ASK TO SHIP WITH YOU?

well, yes? i’d prefer to see how they work ic at first before a potential ship would be discussed - if tyrian isn’t comfortable around the other muse, it’s pretty obvious that i probably wouldn’t want to ship them, for instance. and again, do not force ships. that will likely result in a block tbh.

HOW OFTEN DO YOU LIKE TO SHIP?:

i do love shipping! i crave fluff tbh but i just need to find good partners for my girl uvu

ARE YOU SHIP OBSESSED OR SHIP MORE-OR-LESS?:

i’m not really obsessed with shipping - thus far i’ve only ever had one ship on this blog, and i’ve had the blog since feb 2016. i would like more ships but again, i am pretty selective. 

ARE YOU MULTISHIP?:

yep! each ship would exist in a separate verse, of course.

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SHIP IN YOUR CURRENT FANDOM?:

my fav league ship in terms of canon characters is proooobably zed/syndra >:3

WHAT IS YOUR NOTP?:

talkat or talcass. they’re his adoptive sisters you mongrels.

FINALLY, HOW DOES ONE SHIP WITH YOU?:

interact with me and we’ll see where things go from there! if the characters have a good dynamic, we could discuss a ship. ♥

TAGGED BY SWIPED FROM: @paallas TAGGING: anyone who wants to do it!