#replies are on in case I should answer smth I forgot. this is all spur of the moment I gotta be honest

[lesbiantvfish]

(( added this to the art tag to help archive/address why I don’t consider myself in the fanbase ))

srmt fans I’m sorry abt unfollowing you guys but to quote myself as to what I said abt it earlier

I was thinking about it, and I feel it’d be best if I just stepped away from other srmt fans. It physically and mentally hurts so much, it’s hard to put into words how much it hurts to see people perpetuating the same posts that led to my childhood assault. I can’t stomach it, but outside to anyone else I just look like I’m inciting some sort of drama. It’s only going to keep triggering my ptsd.

will I keep making fanart? Absolutely. would I post it? maybe sometimes. but probably nothing rebloggable. I’m going to try being in fanbases that don’t normalize child porn so much which sounds like one hell of a good decision out loud

It is ok to interact with me abt srmt, but just don’t do it in bad faith is all I ask.

edit: realized without context this was too vague.

The posters that are perpetuating cycles that create more csa victims are anti antis, who support proshippers but try to support minorities too. Because they’re centrists (not picking a side benefits the oppressors more! surprise)

blocking hasn’t worked because the anti antis are popular. They’d show up as “reblogged from” and seeing an anti anti who didn’t think I deserved happiness through my disability tried to spread pro disability posts, on top of openly supporting people who post incest/child porn reminded me that this fandom is corrupt to the core.

If you want to know any usernames just dm me, but since I’m sure there’s hardly any other csa victims in this fanbase that acknowledge that proshipping creates more victims irl, it’s all just things that affect me and my ptsd of seeing this cycle again.