#ren honjo x reader

[reesespeanutbutterfuck]

she says, “babe, you look so cool.”

(ren honjo x reader)

told tales about your confusing relationship with the trapnest's notorious calm demeanoured guitarist, ren honjo.

content warnings: mentions of sex, allusions to sex, black stones vocalist!reader, pregnancy, mention of reader having a panic attack, mention of ren’s substance abuse, smoking, reader with avoidant attachment style, ren with abandonment issues, mutual obsessiveness, mutual possessiveness, toxic relationship, miscommunication, takumi is an asshole as always, spoilers for NANA

songs: robbers - the 1975, habits (stay high) - tove lo, bonnie & clyde - DEAN, casual - chappell roan, creep - radiohead, every girl gets their wish - saint avangeline

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you cannot explain your relationship with ren honjo.

you'd say it's... anything but ordinary.

even before he left for tokyo, he doesn’t toss you away after you have sex. like how he should.

you’d often wake up in the morning wearing one of his button ups or jackets that smell just like his musky cologne and seven stars cigarettes.

he clothed you so you won’t catch a cold.

even then, ren buys you a lot of gifts and lacy lingeries. when he notices your eyes linger longer on a vivienne westwood necklace, the next day, it’s yours. he gave you a cryptic necklace that spells venus. he worships you like a goddess, hence, venus.

his venus.

you get the cigarette from his mouth and put it on yours. he gets it back and stubs it. he's always been like that. he stubs out his cigarettes whenever you’re with him so you don’t inhale the smoke, even if you smoke too.

in amidst of the chilling dawn, you wonder, why isn’t he dating anyone and seeing some other woman that doesn’t always run away from your feelings like you do?

you tell ren to fool around with other girls and enjoy his youth.

he still doesn’t, anyway. 

he stays over at your house in the weekends and when he has to leave early he leaves you something to eat. with a note reminding you of the things he remembered in your schedule today that you told him the night before.

he cares about your well-being more than you do.

why?

why does he care so much?

everytime you have sex, your primary feeling, or so you think is always nothing but lust. desire. 

but ren… ren’s is love. 

why is he filled with this much love for you? why doesn’t he give up on you?

ren is always one call away.

remember that one night when you were having a panic attack and was breaking down? with one dial on his number, he picks up. after hearing one muffled sob from your line, because you couldn't form even a single word from weeping, he's dashing towards his car in the middle of a heavy rain with nothing but a shoulder for you to lean on.

you hate how he laughs it off whenever you insult him to stave him away from you. you don't really want to push him away, but your avoidant nature leads you to. he knows you don't mean it.

even when you saw him again after he moved to tokyo, his eyes always had a way of finding you amidst the crowd.

that night after trapnest's concert he found you backstage. everything was a blur after. you shouldn't even be here because seeing trapnest's ren honjo with black stones' [y/n] would make a lot of headlines and destroy his image, yet ren doesn't care.

why is he ready to risk everything just to keep you around?

everything happened quickly. how he pulled you to the side away where no one hears or sees, how you ended up in his house, how he hugged you for the first time after years.

“[y/n], i lo–” you cover his mouth.

“don't. don't say anything.”

he removed your hand from his mouth. “i love you.”

“i said don’t!”

“i get high just to keep my mind off you. you’re only one i want and desire. i love you. i’ve always had–” you cut him off with a kiss.

and then it so happens that one kiss turns into a passionate one, and leads to another, and another.

it was hard to stop.

he was addictive.

maybe the fact that he acts up on the way he wants you, added to the passionate warmth he ignites inside you. something no one has ever made you feel because everyday the universe reminds you you were always unwanted and that's all you'll ever be.

the following morning, you hear a soft moan from his lips while you were sitting on the corner of his bed and buttoning your clothes that were discarded on the floor last night, careful not to wake him up. when you were about to stand up, you felt ren’s hand tugging yours. he didn't say anything, he just held your hand.

“i'm sorry, did i wake you up?”

“stay…” there was something somber in ren's eyes.

“you know i can’t.”

so he lets go of your hand with a forlorn smile.

he expected it, and he understands. yet somehow, he still hopes… he hopes you would.

from there, everytime you leave in the morning after a long night of multiple rounds of sex, he hugs the sheets smittenly to pretend like you were still there. it still smells like you.

yasu and the others eventually found out you and ren were seeing each other like that again. yasu knows way more than he shows. you know he does. he knows about ren's strong regard for you. you didn't. you pretended not to.

which is why you were shocked when nobu's tongue slips and he accidentally blathers, “ren wanted you for so long. it’s crazy. all these years and yet still you’re the only one he wants and ever wanted. did you cast a love spell on him or something?”

you think about what nobu said a million times everyday.

so much that you wish you hadn't heard it.

you once stayed in ren's unit the morning after for the first time while he went out and answered the door on takumi while wearing one of ren’s white shirts and boxers. you called ren's phone to let him know his bandmate’s here. ren told you to stay there and he’ll be coming as fast as he can. he knows you and takumi do not get along.

takumi sat across you on ren’s couch. “so, what's your relationship with him?” came his condescending question. you can tell he was looking down on you.

what, indeed?

“what's it to you?” you answered with the same monotonous tone.

the truth is, you don't have any idea either.

months continued on with you and ren in that set-up. he's still the same calm and goofy ren you knew.

he still remembers every single thing about you. your scent, your favourite food, music, everything.

then ren came with the question you're most afraid of hearing.

“what… are we?”

ren batted an eye up at you while he was hugging your torso and sitting on the bed while you were straddling his lap.

you searched for an answer.

ren took the long silence and your visible uneasiness as the same answer he got from you over the years.

“i’m always up to take this in the long run. but it’s okay if you don’t want to.” as long as you're here, with him. he buried his face on your chest and you two forgot about it.

maybe takumi was right, you’re just using ren.

he’s okay with that.

this is so wrong.

how could he be that cruel to himself?

ren still reminds you to eat. some habits die hard, no?

whenever he eats with you, he even sanitizes your hands for you, with his own hands rubbing yours to spread the sanitizer.

“stop coddling.” you snatched your hand away from him.

ren chuckles, “okay, sorry.”

he keeps an eye on you in band practices. you threaten him that if he doesn't stop distracting himself with your presence, you'll leave. he obliges, but he won’t hesitate to step in if some creep bothers you.

he's possessive of you even if he doesn't show it openly.

but you're somehow possessive of him too.

when you saw a girl touching his shoulders, you wanted to chop her hand off.

“i’ve been deprived of everything my whole life. now, even my ren?” ren overhears you talking to yourself. your ren, huh?

“i’m sorry, ren.” you pecked a kiss on his lips after you told him to date other girls after you got jealous. “will you forgive me?”

he pulls you into a hug, “it’s okay, i forgive you.” he kisses your cheek. “i never said i don’t love you anymore.” he kisses the side of your neck. “why are you giving me away, anyway? if you’re jealous, be jealous. tell me and i’ll do something about it. don’t give me away like that.” he kisses the side of your head.

such big words for someone who is afraid of communication himself, thought ren.

he’s subtly affectionate to you in public places like when he lays his head on your lap in standby backstage and one of the members of the management asks nobu if you’re dating in which nobu answers “it’s complicated.”

you always turn him down whenever he asks you to stay, but once, he said “i could never refuse you.” while patting your head and hugging you after when you asked him to stay the night.

when you woke up first, you brushed his hair up and planted a kiss on his forehead.

i love you, ren.

three words you can’t say. 

rather, words you’re afraid to say.

ren was always very open with the idea of having a kid with you. but he wouldn’t force you to.

why would he want a future with you?

takumi dislikes you, obviously. you couldn't care less about him, anyway. you hate him with the same passion. he tried to knock sense on ren one time. it didn't go as he planned.

“i see your woman’s quite a catch.” takumi puffs his cigarette.

“of course.” ren replied.

“but she's quite like a closeted harlot.”

he's wrong. you never had anyone else after ren.

ren's ears tingled and his eyes darkened upon hearing what takumi said. “are you insulting her?”

“don’t get me wrong. the way i see it, she doesn’t seem emotionally involved with you. it seems to me that you’re the only one who is in your relationship, whatever you two are. if i know, i’d say she only wants sex and not love. you’re okay with that?” takumi chuckles.

ren raises his head. “so be it. i couldn’t care less.” if that’s what it takes to keep you around him.

“i’m just warning you, dude.” takumi raises both his hands in a defensive manner. “women like that, they're for the streets–”

ren, for once lost his calm demeanour and threw a shot glass at the nearest wall. the loud sound of the glass shattering startled everyone around them. even reira who was recording a demo of one of their tracks.

ren's face was settled into a death stare. it was scarier than a face that really showed anger. his fists clenched after the burst of anger he let out and takumi was taken aback by the unexpected behavior of his usually composed bandmate.

“i don’t want to hear you talk about her like that ever again.” he coldly turned his back on his bandmate to go outside and calm himself down.

ren rarely gets mad. but when it's about you...

you don’t even get into fights often because ren stays out of drama and he avoids confrontations. which is why he's prone to keeping his emotions to himself instead of expressing them. he's very non-confrontational.

his desire to take your relationship to the next step was strong, but the desire to keep you around him was stronger. he knows he’ll drive you away if he mentions about tying the knot in a serious talk.

he likes using any products with your signature scent. it makes him feel like you’re there with him everywhere he goes.

“ren, you smell like white wine and strawberries, just like a girl!” was what reira told him upon stepping inside the room while sniffing him. “it leaves a scent trail. it smells familiar. what perfume are you using?”

ren turned to her, “it's [y/n]’s shower gel.”

“[y/n]? from black stones? woah, you stay at her place?” naoki stood up from his seat. ren entertained their questions for a little while.

it goes the same for you too in band practices too.

“is that ren’s perfume on you?” nobu speaks from behind you, smelling the familiar scent of his friend on you.

“no.”

“but…” nobu scans your figure. “oh. it’s because you’re wearing his shirt.”

you didn’t even smell how the shirt smelled like ren. it’s just your nostrils got so used to his scent that it didn’t even register to you how you didn’t smell like yourself.

your relationship was unstable and full of uncertainties, and you hate being emotionally vulnerable in front of anyone, even him.

sometimes, you want to leave.

“ren.”

“hm?”

but then you embrace him and suddenly, you’re reminded how strong your feelings are for ren honjo.

he stares at your face longer than he should in the morning when he wakes up first and you’re sleeping soundly next to him.

you’re beautiful. like you came straight out of a magazine.

if you were to be put beside supermodels, you’d outshine everyone. ren revels at the thought. if your face were to be featured in a magazine, he’ll frame it and keep it forever.

ren mutes all phone calls when he’s sleeping with you. but when he goes on tour, his mind is there back at home with you.

“i didn’t know booty calls worry what the other person eats. is that how people do it nowadays? so modernized, truly shocking.” came takumi’s remark while talking to reira and naoki out of ren's earshot.

“that’s so mean, takumi. leave him alone.” reira glared at him, having flashbacks of when he offended ren when he was talking to him about you. her eyes were also on ren who's on the phone with you.

you'll always come back to him, he’ll always be waiting for you to go to his arms. you two are hopeless.

more time passed and you're finally decided to take a step forward, which ren was only waiting for you to initiate.

one snowy night while you and ren were sharing each other's heat, you hovered on top of him.

ren stops you. “wait,”

“do you not want to?” you were prepared to get off him in case he doesn't want to do it, but he held you in place.

“it’s not like that. it’s just…” he trailed, “i do want a family with you more than anything. i have never denied that. but if you’re off the pill right now then…”

“so what?”

“i don’t want you to get pregnant if you don’t want to. what i say doesn’t matter. decide for yourself.”

“i want your child, inside me, ren.”

he was about to tell you to think it through again, but you put his hand on your hip. “let's start a family.”

and once again, he can never deny you of anything.

after weeks, you didn't take the news well about hachi and that asshole, takumi.

“one of these days, i’ll snatch hachi back from you.” you told him.

“are you in love with my fiancèe even after everything, [y/n]? i pity ren for being ardent with his love for you. dump him if you can’t love him back like that. he doesn’t deserve your half-assed love.” takumi smirks, enjoying how riled up he makes you while relaying the news.

you thought you were just crazy when you gone through a deep state of grief after that conversation.

but you found out another cause were your hormones.

you're pregnant.

when you told ren you were pregnant, he reacted to the news calmly yet he was ecstatic. he's been waiting for this moment with you all along.

you chose not to tell ren about the conversation you had with takumi about hachi only a few days ago that put you in distress. you know he'd do something about it, and that'll cause more problems for him.

nothing much changed for the first few weeks, you continued on with your gigs while your belly wasn't showing yet and you can still move around normally.

ren stopped his substance abuse when he learned he'll be stepping into fatherhood.

yasu always keeps a close eye on you especially whenever ren is not around, even without ren's instructions. he's always there to aid you whenever you need something, which rarely ever happens because your pride doesn't let you ask for help from anyone. yasu still insists, anyway.

nobu speaks to your not-so-showing yet belly under your edgy peplum top and tells your kid to not grow like his or her mom, you, all gloom and grumpy. he earns a smack on his head in return. he's still in a state of grief himself after how unfortunate his relationship with hachi ended up, but he's happy to be a soon-to-be-uncle to your child.

shin follows you everywhere like a puppy. he accompanies you to your walk to you and ren's shared unit and he stays over whenever he wants to. sometimes falling asleep comfortably on your lap while you watch light-hearted movies on the tv.

when you started showing, you took a break from the band for a few months but you didn't disclose your pregnancy to the media, announcing that it's only a hiatus.

when your belly started to get bigger, your clothes fitted small to you, which is why to maximize their use, you let shin have his way with your closet. you had somehow similar versatile fashion styles, anyway. because of his small frame, almost everything in your wardrobe fits him. you told him to grab whatever he wants to borrow from your closet.

ren is there every step of the way. he buys you a lot of food. whatever you need, he'll go through hell to get.

he'd give his trapnest career up if ever he gets put in a situation where he has to choose.

when you gave birth, everyone visited.

everyone... but hachi.

you try not to think about her anymore, but you still wonder about her whereabouts. you told ren and the others to stop talking about her in front of you when you were pregnant so it became a sensitive topic for everyone to talk about. and besides, you know another factor is also because takumi locks her away.

you only overheard from yasu that hachi gave birth to her child with takumi too, a few months before you gave birth to venus.

ren used to call you his venus.

your daughter’s name is venus.

venus honjo.

it's a pretty name the both of you agreed on giving such a pretty girl like your daughter.

you always opt to eat healthy while breastfeeding.

ren is a good father to venus. she's more close to her father, that's why her first word was “dada”.

he gave your daughter everything the both of you never had, and you protected your daughter from the things no one protected you from when you were younger.

you were extra gentle with her because you too, were a little girl once, and she doesn't have to go through the same pain you went through during girlhood.

ren got deja vu when he was coddling venus and she snatched her arm from him.

“i kept praying she wouldn’t take after you. i guess her mama’s genes are stronger as expected.” ren laughed after what just happened. the engagement ring on his finger shining under the morning sunlight made you look at yours.

you ended up with him after everything.

and yet the words to describe your relationship with ren honjo are still nowhere to be found.

'she’s an angel,

a goddess.

my goddess.

like venus.

a beauty.'

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[getosugurugirlfriend]

hii, could i have a NANA headcanons of reader being ren's younger sister, who is born deaf & mute? (maybe there's a bit of shin x reader as well👀) thank you so much! have a nice day :)))

Shin x deaf & mute! reader, Ren x younger sister reader

Hey anon, if you wanted something more specific feel free to also elaborate more in chat with me in private, I am not judging requests. <3

a/n: Correct me if there are misinformations, because I am not deaf and mute, but I can kinda relate to it, because I am a semi verbal autistic person and I can only hear on one ear, so I tried my best. I tried to get into the disability with this. Shin and the reader are in a relationship in here.

So read this as the reader and shin being around the same age. I love my boy.

Request are open, but it will take me some time, because I am changing schools atm :).

Will proofread it tomorrow.

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─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── Ren ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

✮ So Ren will be used to taking care of you, because he is the older brother. I see him as a protective brother, so he will make sure that everybody is treating you right and will correct people if they are saying something hurtful.

✮ If you get harassed in school about being deaf and mute, he will take action and yes, it’s in a physical way.

✮ Ren is a loving brother, he will give you the world, because he wasn’t treated well in his childhood, when he was young.

✮ When you grew up, he will learn sign language along with you, so he is able to communicate with you in every way possible.

✮ If you are feeling down because of your disability, he will confront you about it and will make sure that you know, that it is normal to have something special about you.

✮ He is probably a brother that will show you physical affection, to make you feel more grounded and will hug you and cuddle with you.

✮ If you need a hearing aid, he will do anything to provide you with one, even tho your family (I mean it’s probably only you and him I’m sorry) are having financial issues.

✮ He will inform people about your disability, so you don’t have the need to do it yourself and avoiding the chance to make you uncomfortable.

✮ He wants you to feel like a ‘normal’ kid.

✮ If you have problem making friends, I can see him as someone, that will drag you to shin, because he found out from Nana, that her band member is in your age.

─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─── Shin ─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───

✫ I can only see Shin as someone that wants and will learn more about the disability, how to comfort you, how to properly handle it and how you want to be treated. He wants you to elaborate everything, if you can read lips, if you are able to use sign language or you are able to hear, but not well.

✫ He doesn’t want to make you uncomfortable, as in making you feel like you are different than others, so he will do research.

✫ My boy will learn sign language for you (if it’s the way you want to communicate with others), he wants to take the effort to properly have a conversation to you.

✫ When he first met you, he heard that he should avoid mumbling and covering his mouth. If you didn’t catch what he said, he takes his time and will repeat it for you.

✫ Shin will be having conversations with you from eye to eye, he will not see you as something less or as someone that can’t do something on their own. While talking he will keep still, to make it easier for you to understand him.

✫ He will make sure that you are in an environment with not much background noises taking place.

✫ When he got to know you better, at first he obviously couldn’t do sign language, but he will be very excited to show you the new words he learned (such a puppy), you mentioned to him before that he should use gestures and express his body language a lot, so he did.

✫ He will be a bit self conscious, because he thinks he won’t be doing a good job at learning about it, but he actually does really well with it.

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[anime-fan-05]

Hey taking advantage of the fact that there are people asking for headcanons of nana, could you make headcanons dating Ren?

Nana ~Boyfriend headcanons~

Manga/anime: Nana

Warnings: nothing

(Y/N): your name

H. Ren

Ren is a very insecure boy, even if he covers this insecurity with a veil of bravado and by acting tough. In fact, when you two are alone, he's much more shy around you than he's in front of other people: he sometimes just needs to be reassured and consoled and advised by you

What does Ren like to do most with you? Nothing. Or rather, everything. He enjoys doing every activity with you, from cooking dinner to doing laundry with you. In fact, whenever he's available, you two can do all sorts of activities together

Ren loves when you come to see Trapnest's concerts, and he always gets you tickets in the best seats and access to their dressing room: there's nothing he likes more than seeing you come to him after the concert is over. Furthermore, he would also like you to listen to his band's rehearsals, but Takumi the other members are against it because he gets distracted watching you, so he doesn't play well. Plus, know he wants to take you on tour with him every time, and, if his managers are against it, he'll insist until they allow it

I think Ren's first love language is quality time: since he's always very busy with Trapnest, he thinks the best way to show you affection is to spend as much time with you as possible. In fact, whenever he has free time, he stays with you, doing all sorts of activities together with you, like cooking, teaching you to play the bass, reading or watching a movie

Ren doesn't call you by any particular and imaginative nickname. In fact, he usually calls you by your name, but he sometimes uses classic nicknames for you, such as "love", "darling" or "dear". However, he only does this in some specific cases: for example, when he's jealous, he uses "darling"; when he comes home upset from a busy day, he calls you "love" (sometimes also "my love"). Instead, when he's in a particularly sweet mood, he calls you "beauty"

💮 Rules 💮 Masterlist 💮

[mommypieck]

May I please request NSFW headcanons for Ren, Shin, Yasu, and Naoki meeting their female S/O backstage after one of her concerts?

ren

"there's my girl." ren says, placing his hands around you. you're in the backstage of one of your favorite singers and ren's decided to go with you today. also his presence makes other people believe that they're not in a dirty bar but in serious high class club.

"the lights are making you look so good." he mumbles into your hair, his hands coming lower and they rest on your ass. you chuckle at his gesture, knowing that he's getting needy.

"what's this all about?" you ask with a smile, wrapping your arms around his neck and coming closer to him. he just kisses the side of your head, mumbling a little "nothing." his mouth latches onto your neck and he sucks few purple marks. you love when he gets this possessive.

he basically purrs as he watches the love bites he made on your neck.

you can feel his hand coming from your butt to your core and he massages your thigh.

"let's sit down, sweetheart. come on my lap." he says, placing you on his lap. he kisses your deeply, one hand on your thigh and the other on your face. he start massaging your inner thigh again and you can feel yourself getting wetter and wetter. his cock is hard as rock underneath your ass and you playfully drag your hips. he hisses, stilling your hips.

"baby is so desperate for my cock." he tssks, putting his hand into your panties to rub your clit. he moans at the wetness he finds, just few rubs of his hand leave juices all over it.

"i need your cock." you whine, grinding your hips against his.

"such an inpatient baby." he says but he unbuttons his pants to free his aching cock. you can see that he's ready for it as much as you are. you take his cock in your hand and you slowly sink into it. you're surprised that he lets you set the pace and you start to move your hips. the pace is slow and you savor every second of how his cock feels inside of you. he's big and he's filling you in all the right ways.

"is it too much for you?" he asks when he notices you losing rhythm. you only nod, bringing you hand down to rub your clit. "naughty girl," he mumbles under his breath, fucking into you harder.

"are you getting close, sweets?"

you nod again, laying on your on his shoulder as you let him fuck you hard. you can feel your orgasm nearing and before you know it, you're cumming all over ren's lap. he cums shortly after you, filling you up.

"we made a mess, baby. let's clean this up."

yasu

"you shouldn't be here all by yourself." a voice wakes you up from daydreaming and you see yasu standing in front of you.

"you alright, sweetheart?" he asks you, kissing you on the lips. the kiss is sweet and you can feel yasu's cigarettes on his lips.

"did you enjoy the show?" you nod and yasu smiles at you. you wrap your arms around his middle, cuddling into his chest. he smells nice and he's warm too, making you feel good inside. he kisses the top of your head, holding you in his arms. the way he holds you and his smell make you lightheaded and hot inside. you let your hand creep on his chest, massaging his muscles.

"are you doing what i think you're doing?" he asks you with a smirk, cupping your face in his palm. he places a kiss on your lips and it soon becomes heated. his tongue explores your mouth and his teeth bite your lip, making you moan.

yasu presses you against the wall, making some of the things on the hanger next to u fall. his hands caress your body with delight. he inspects your every curve but his hands slow down when he gets to your boobs. he fondles them with his hand, pinching your nipples.

"so pretty," he breaths out. his hands slowly pull your shirt of your body, leaving you in front of him just in your bra. anyone would walk in right now and see you half naked, but yasu doesn't care. he undresses himself too, spreading your thighs so that he can line himself with you. his cock teases your wet folds but doesn't press in.

"please yasu, fuck me." you beg, spreading your thighs a bit further. he just smirks but still not pressing him. his cock is soaked in your wet folds. after some time, he finally presses in. you moan when his size fills you up. he wraps one of your legs around his hips and he starts thrusting in. he's rough and he doesn't spare you. you can feel his cock hitting your cervix with every thrust.

"baby, you feel so good." he praises you, his hand falling back. his facial expression are a work of art and you wish nothing but to see him like this for the rest of your life.

"im close." you whimper, holding onto yasu harder.

"you're close, sweetheart?" his fingers find your clit, massaging the little bud. your whole body feels like on fire and you cum around yasu's cock.

"good girl." he moans, fucking into you even harder. he can feel himself being close and he knows he's not gonna last any longer.

"im gonna fill your pretty pussy." he says as he cums inside of your cunt. you can feel him shooting inside of you and you cum again.

"good girl. you did so good for me. now let's get you cleaned up."

naoki

"i know i would find you here." you hear your boyfriend announce as he tries to get his way to you. you always wait for your friend to finish her gig but today's the first time you bring naoki with you.

"she's fucking awesome, isn't she?" you ask, motioning to your friend on the stage.

"damn right she is." he agrees, bringing your chest to his. he wraps your arms around you as you listen to the song. you don't realize how thrilling the song is until you feel naoki's erection poking your leg.

"naoki god, that's my friend singing." you squeak out, hitting him playfully in the chest.

"i know, but you just look so pretty tonight."

his lips are on yours in the next second, sucking and biting as hard as they can. his hands search every inch of your body until they land on your ass, softly lifting you up so that you can wrap your legs around his waist. he swears that luck is on his side when he slithers his hand underneath your skirt and finds out you're not wearing any underwear.

"my dirty girl." he grins, quickly unbuckling his pants to press his hard-on into your pussy. your head falls back when he bottoms you. his hands are carefully lifting you up and placing you back down. he feels too good inside you and you let out a whiny moan.

"you have to be quiet." he says even tho nobody can hear you because of the music. his thrusts are quick and you can feel that he nears his orgasm.

"gonna cum inside that pretty pussy." he says, positioning himself better so he can abuse your pussy better. after few thrusts be comes spilling inside of your pussy. he sets you down and you whine at your lack of orgasm.

"don't worry." he says before kneeling in front of you. you yelp when his mouth latches onto your clit. it feels so dirty but he loves pleasuring you. you cum onto his tongue in no time.

"good girl. now let's get out of here."

shin - sfw

"i knew i would find you here." he says, wrapping his arms around you. you smile at him, leaning your head on his shoulder to look at him.

"did you like the show?" you ask as you bring your hand to caress his cheek.

"it was already," he says, "but we are better." his chuckle makes butterflies wake up in your stomach.

"but now i just want you all to myself." he takes your hand to lead you backstage. his lips are on yours as soon as he closed the door. he's a lot taller than you so he has to lean down to capture your lips with him. the kiss soon becomes heated and your lips hurt from how hard he bites them.

"shin, baby." you breathe out in between kisses, trying to pull away from his greedy mouth.

"too much?" he asks, his thumb stroking your cheek. you nod your head, laying your head against his chest. you can feel his chest quickly rising from the make out session and you know that if you looked up, he would be all red.

"i love you, shin." you whisper into his chest. his breathing stops for a moment before he replies with soft voice, "i love you too, y/n."

[edgessunflower]

May I please request headcanons for Nana O, Ren, Yasu, and Nobu overhearing their female S/O singing and playing the piano?

YAAAAAS SOME NANA ASKS HERE IT IS

Nana characters reacting to Female reader singing and playing the piano 😊

Yasu

He was walking by to talk to Nana when he heard the soft notes of the piano playing followed by a soft lovely voice begin singing

He stopped slowly peeking through the crack of the door seeing you playing and begin singing with your back turned to him as he smiles listening to your voice and you glide over each key of the piano playing

He listens quietly slowly coming in the room while you focus not hearing him come in

You sing the song and when you finished you turned to see him staring at you like he was in space "What is it?" he smiles and walks to you

"Maybe you could play with us sometime" you smiled and immediately agreed playing for the others and them being even more amazed than yasu was having you on as a part time member always welcoming you and giving you time to decide if you wanted to join full time

Soon you did and all the fans loved you and the way you played and added more flavor and love to the bands music with you voice alongside nana's and your piano skills blending with the boys guitars

Nobu

He was practicing for a concert when he heard the piano start playing going and hearing singing behind a door slowly opening to see you playing and singing

He closes his eyes listening to your voice as you sing the lovely song he had never heard of before until now thinking of asking for the name to listen to it

Right before you were done he snuck out of the room grabbing the others and slowly heading back as you started playing and singing another song

All of them listen to you while Nana records loving the way your voice just flowed like honey but also lit up like the sun in the early morning

You finish the song hearing the door crack open turning to see nana and nobu walking in with smiles on their faces asking you if you would play in their shows with them not knowing they had heard you

You agree and after a couple of shows Yasu tells you that they heard you that day before you started playing with them leaving you a burning rosy mess

Soon you became a well known and loved member of the band like everyone else receiving letters,autographs,and young kids wanting lessons and you gladly teaching them

Ren

He heard you hum in the shower before but never sing like you were when he walked by after getting a drink

He sees you singing and playing the piano in a focused haze so in tune to the notes of the piano with your notes and musical vocals

He walks in and watches smiling gently putting his hand on your shoulder after you finished getting up and hugging him as what you did sometimes for affection

The next day everyone has heard about you singing and playing piano they wanted to hear you each listening as you played and sing for them each smiling and in awe of how you sounded both with playing the piano and singing with such emotions

You started playing at some of their shows and the fans loved you not only because of your talent and for being with ren but they loved you so much that a year later you joined the band and became a fan favorite

Nana O

She had heard you sing in the shower but only a few words but she could feel her heart grow and fill with warmth hearing you sing playing the piano and singing

Everyone sees her with a look of love and being proud looking to see you playing and they all watch and listen with her

She goes in after you finish the song wrapping her arms around you and giving you a kiss while everyone smiles and they all ask you to play with

You join and everyone loves you so much they make gifts and art for you and nana showing support for the two of even some fans sending you letters of admiration and asking when the two of you will get married

Then when the two of you did get married fans showed up and showed endless support at the wedding and after

You became a well known member and had lots of fans but you also had your family and the love of your life by your side

[itzmaztercom]

"I'm here waiting for you"

He's so Nana vibe or it just me

[lottacomics]

Does nana actually love ren? Or yasu more? In 50 chapter i was so confused about shins speech

shin said that nana actually in love with yasu

When nobu and shin see shion go in yasus room , they were all anxious about because nana s reaction .

but nobu has replied “dont say that! She is marrying ren!”

This panel made me to think “Mmmmso i think now that her true love is yasu.. ?” Ouch. ren😢

This was also a Reddit topic lol

https://www.reddit.com/r/NanaAnime/comments/136zga5/what_do_you_guys_think_about_the_theory_that_nana/

there are so many ‘clues’ in the story about it, for example in the chapter 69 when yasu said thanks to nana well that “thanku” was so beautiful for her she cried for the happy . so many chapters after shion say to little misato that a “thank you“ sometimes is more rewarding than “i love u” if it comes from the person we love more.

OK.

I know , Ren has made SO MANY mistakes and in know yasu Is perfect but I believed that nana and ren were soulmates no matter what …happened . I’m so sad for ren… i know.. it’s crazy. yasu and nana are so special yes But i still believed that nana x ren was something more.. no matter what.. till now? 😮‍💨

Ren is my favorite character in nana. that’s why he is to dear to me .. my only hope is that his love is reciprocated by nana.. for real

aahhh I don’t understand what ai yazawa wants to say to us sometimes that i get angry really much. Love is not perfect sometimes… that shion theory’s so deep that i wanna scream 😂 nana was so happy for a thanku .. omg .. Ai Yazawa please.. ren is so lonely in the end.

What do you think about it? So sorry for my bad English

[rriinnnie]

reach you | suna rintaro x reader

bandau!guitarist! suna rintaro x singer!reader

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PROLOGUE

it’s in the middle of december when sixteen year old y/n encounters the nineteen years old suna rintarou for the first time. Two orphans who decide to start a band and eventually bond like family to overcome the shitty world they live in. As years goes by they come to the conclusion that they can’t live without one another anymore as they become one thing together - inseparable - to the point where it is too toxic.

However it seems like destiny has different plans for them as they have to saparate ways in order to achieve their dreams and goals.

Is their love strong enough?

Two hot headed people who face each other again after long 4 years. Now y/n is 20 and Rintaro, who is now 23, is the famous and handsome guitarist of NoMemories.

“Rin is more myself than I am. Whatever our souls are made of - I am sure of one thing - his and mine are the same”

WARNINGS: smoking, use of drugs, swearing, toxic relationship, nsfw, sex, vulgar and strong language, rehab, addiction, anxiety, mental illness, depression

AUTHOR’S COMMENT: ATTENTION THIS IS NANA INSPIRED - MOSTLY REN AND NANA’S RELATIONSHIP - CUZ I LOVE IT SO MUCH SO SORRY IF THIS IS TOO SIMILAR TO THE ORIGINAL STORYLINE. BUT I WANTED TO CREATE A SIMILAR STORY WITH SUNARINN CUZ I NEED MORE STORIES OF HIM BEING IN A BAND

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~ CHARACTERS INTRODUCTION ~

y/l/n y/n is the lead vocalist of the popular punk band of Revival. Y/n is a tall/short young woman in her early twenties with long/short c/h hair. Numerous characters have stated Y/N as beautiful.

She’s kind hearted and devoted to her friends. However, after being abandoned by her family, she slowly develops abandonment issues which leads her to become quite selfish towards the people she loves - not wanting them to think about anything but her. She spent her childhood alone - refusing to be sent in an orphanage. Therefore she learns to take care of herself.

Despite insisting that she wants to be independent Y/N often turns to Osamu and mostly Eita for help.

In her teenage years she’s rebellious, intimidating and cold - often addressed as “cold princess” even in present time. This changes when Osamu breaks through her icy exterior and presents her to his childhood friends Rintaro and Eita, both grown into the same orphanage.

When she first lays eyes on Suna Rintaro, she feels mesmerized and captivated not only by his look - especially his bright olive eyes - but because of his talent. Therefore she finds herself accepting the offer to join the band - and this is where their love story begins.

Suna Rintaro is the popular guitarist of NoMemories. Before moving to Tokyo he was previously the guitarist for Revival. Ever since he was a kid he has always being called “the prodigy of music”.

Rintaro was an orphan who was abandoned right after his birth. Subsequently, he stayed at the same orphanage as Eita. After Semi was adopted, Rintaro frequently visited his friend, so much so that his foster mother offered to adopt him, an offer which he refused.

Later, he formed a band, Revival, with Eita as the leader and bassist, himself as guitarist, Osamu as drummer and Y/N as lead vocals. He also fell in love with her. However, despite the band being quite popular, he was offered to join NoMemories, but declined because of Y/N. With Eita convincing him, after a while he then joined Nomemories as their lead guitarist. As he left, he and Y/N tearfully broke up.

Rintaro is very handsome, has dark brown, slightly combed down hair, with few strands sticking out at the top of his head and middle-parted bangs. He has grayish-yellow narrow eyes.

Despite being popular he suffers from anxiety which is why he often relies on drugs to calm down - to the point where he becomes an addict. Eita feels responsible for it as he knew that Suna couldn’t live in this industry especially under people constant judgement and being followed by ossessive fans and paparazzi.

He was able to quit drugs for a few months but fell into the abyss of addiction once again.

Despite Eita, Osamu and his Nomemories’ bandmates awareness about his problem, he keeps Y/N in the dark - not wanting her to have a different view of him.

Semi Eita is the popular leader and bassist of Revival. He handles most of the band's business related matters. He is a long-time friend of Suna Rintaro, with whom he created Revival.

When he was little, both of his parents were killed in a car accident, and was therefore put into the same orphanage as Rintaro.

He is older than the others, and the only one of them who has higher education, so Osamu sometimes teases him by calling him "old man". Ever since he met Y/N, Eita has been an older brother figure for her and sometimes Osamu, and acted as Y/N’s "guardian". While he admits to being in love with her, he baits Rintaro to steal her from him in order to convince him to quit his addiction. However Rintaro says that Eita - since they were kid - has always let him have what ever he wanted - to the point that Semi had to give up on his feelings towards Y/N.

Eita looks after her in place of Rintaro, who can not.

Eita has thick and messy ash blonde hair with dark grey tips. His eyebrows are black, contrasting his hair. His eyes are brown and sharply shaped, and he's often seen with a small scowl on his face. He has a lean but muscular build.

Miya Osamu is the drummer of the popular punk band of Revival and was the only person able to befriend Y/N during high school — with whom he coincidentally began their shared love for punk music.

Osamu is a kind and caring guy, willing to stand up for people he cares for and for what he believes is right. He’s very friendly which is why he has a lot of friends. Especially he enjoys being around people who are different, unique, even strange. He is a curious person, who loves to seek out something new and unusual in the world.

He always cares for Y/N’s well-being and tends to have a sense loyalty towards her - resulting to be the first one to be able to stand most of Y/N's tantrums.

He also highly respects Rintaro and idolizes him - dreaming to be one day as good as him.

However when he discovers that Rintaro’s doing drugs again he feels powerless and scared to lose him.

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EXTRAS:

- NoMemories memeber’s will be revealed soon

- Eita refers to Suna as Rintaro while Osamu calls him Sunarin

- Y/N refers to Suna as Rin

- they often call each other bastard, punk, fucker

- Rintaro loves to tease Y/N and often calls her “princess”

- when Revival reunites in Tokyo they start to look for another guitarist

- Revival’s new guitarist will be revealed soon

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[xanticore]

i have a fic ideaaaa!!!!

ok that's enough

[sanjoongie]

𝕴'𝖒 𝖆 𝖇𝖗𝖔𝖐𝖊𝖓 𝖗𝖔𝖘𝖊

🥀Pairing: Ren Honjo! Song Mingi x Nana Osaki! Reader (f)

🥀Genre: smut, angst

🥀Au: Nana au, Manga au, Rockstar au

🥀Trope: ex to lovers

🥀Word Count: 2,472

🥀Warnings: public sex, wall sex, sex with a condom, fingering (f), thick and long dick! Mingi

🥀Rated: 18+ MDNI

🥀Summary: when you meet your rocker ex boyfriend after finishing a set yourself, can you hold yourself back from the man that broke your heart?

🥀Author’s Note: to the only Leo I know 🥰 I tried my best to write something that you would love. I'm still learning what it means to be your friend, but I love learning, so this is a great journey. Please accept this humble Mingi fic and I hope you have an amazing birthday my love

🥀also, if you're not listening to Rose by Anna Tsuchiya while reading this, you're not doing it right 😉

The crowd screamed your name and your bands as you finished the last song of your set. It was a small venue, celebrating your small town and the famous people that hailed from it. Your band had been one of the big sellers, still being a local group, but the headliner had been your ex, Mingi’s. You hoped to hell that he saw all these people who were screaming your name. It would be the perfect revenge.

“Hey, I’m going to go outside for a smoke,” You said to your guitarist.

“Throw a jacket on! You’re going to catch a cold!” The drummer yelled.

Your bassist passed his lighter to you and you took it with thanks.

You pushed open the heavy door to the back stage, your leather jacket sitting on your shoulders. You pulled out the pack of cigarettes you preferred and lit one up. You had one minute of complete solace as the late winter snow fell around you when the door flew open. Out stepped your ex, Song Mingi.

“Hey.”

You took a long drag of your black cigarette and willing your face to not show how fast your heart was beating. “What’s up, Mingi? Long time no see.”

That was an undersell, and you knew it. Mingi had gotten big with a band that wasn’t yours. You played it cool, tried to pretend that the betrayal, the heartbreak, hadn't torn you asunder but there were nights that you let your mascara smear as you chugged back the cheap kind of beer that only Mingi liked.

“Yeah. It’s been a bit.” Mingi attempted to light his cigarette with a cheap Bic, and you sighed.

“All that money and you can’t even afford a good lighter?” You flashed the Vivienne Westwood necklace lighter your bandmate had given you.

Mingi leaned in, dark eyes meeting yours as he waited for you to light his cigarette. You managed to get the lighter lit without trembling, and soon Mingi was puffing his cigarette. You let a small sigh out when he leaned back.

“You know, I never did it for the money,” Mingi said as he exhaled.

You scoffed at Mingi’s facade. “Mingi, you were poor as fuck back then. Bullshit you didn’t do it for the money.”

Mingi smirked and shrugged one shoulder. “Okay, but that wasn't the main reason. You know why I did it.”

“Big arena concerts, thousands of fans screaming your name, yeah I get it, Mingi,” you said dryly.

The only sound is the embers at the end of your respective cigarettes burning cheerfully.

“So, how have you been?” Mingi prompted you.

You let out a loud noise of frustration. “Nah, I’m not about to do this with you, Mingi.”

Mingi looked at you, bewildered. “Do what?”

You pushed your cigarette against the brick wall to put it out before you chucked it to the ground. “Small talk, beating around the bush, trying to find out if there’s a back door you can slip through. Fuck you, Mingi, I’m not doing that.” You walked past Mingi to get back to the door you had propped open with an empty beer bottle.

Mingi grabbed at your wrist to stop you, dropping his in the process. “Hey, Babe, don’t--”

“Don’t you touch me!” You shrieked. You ripped your arm out of your ex’s grip.

Mingi threw his hands up in defeat. “Sure sure, just hear me out for a minute.”

“And don’t call me Babe!” You continued to shout, your shoulders heaving with how worked up you were getting. “You don’t get to call me that.”

Mingi had the audacity to look a little crestfallen but put back on his signature smirk. “I still have your lock, you know.”

“Yeah I fucking know, Mingi,” You spat. “Every damn interview you get asked about it and you say some bullshit like the love of your life gave you it.”

Mingi raised his eyebrows at you. “You listen to my interviews?”

You felt your face heat up in shame at getting caught keeping up with Mingi. “That’s besides the point, you prick, you know damn well I’m not the love of your life.”

Mingi’s eyebrows furrowed deeply. “That’s not bullshit. You are still the love of my life. You just have to make it big and then--”

You threw your head back and cackled. “Oh, that’s rich.”

“What?” Mingi’s fists curled at his sides. “What’s this attitude all about? We agreed amicably that we should break up. It would be too hard to keep up our relationship while my contract got signed. But once you become a celebrity, it will be easy to fly to each other’s concerts and--”

“I’m going to have my own life,” you interrupted Mingi’s grand speech. “I’ve got my own band, my own road to run down. No. That life you’ve got in your head, you have to bury that.”

“Huh?” Mingi used his big body to his advantage and pinned you in between his body and the wall, his arms barring your way. “No way. No fucking way. That’s the plan!”

You’re shocked when you look up and see that Mingi’s got tears in his eyes. “I’ve been working myself to the bone so that I can have so much money that none of that old shit matters! The end game is for us to be together. That will never change.”

You feel yourself softening. Goddamn it. “Mingi, there’s no way. If I make it big, that will only make our schedules that much more chaotic. It would never work. You’ve got your life and I’ll live mine. Just be happy if we both get to attain our dreams.”

“When.” Mingi insisted stubbornly. “When we attain our dreams.”

You let out a bitter laugh. “I’m doing my best.”

Mingi bit down on his lower lip. “Let me talk to my manager, maybe we can get you as an opener, maybe--”

“No.” You held up your hand. “I’m doing it on my own, Mingi. If I can’t make it with my own talent, then I can’t make it at all.”

Mingi’s eyes scan your face, eyes moving back and forth, fondness shining from them. “It’s really good to see you.”

“Mingi,” you growled.

Mingi smiled. “You look really good, Babe.”

“Mingi, stop.”

Mingi closed his eyes and inhaled. “You smell good, too.”

“We can’t do this, Mingi.” You swallowed loudly. “I can’t do this.”

“We’re like magnets, Babe,” Mingi said in a low, husky tone. “We just can’t resist.”

You crumbled when Mingi’s ringed hand cupped your jaw, and he slanted his head as if he was going to kiss you. Only he halted, only a tongue’s lick away from kissing you. “Tell me no. I’ll go back in.”

The piece of shit knew he had you, he just wanted to gloat that he had you once again. You grabbed the lapels of his leather jacket with both hands. “Just fucking kiss me already!”

Mingi’s mouth smashed against your mouth, tasting like the cheap beer he adored. His tongue played with yours, plunging in and out. It was messy and hot, just like how Mingi preferred it. His big hand gripped the side of your head, keeping you in place while he kissed you senseless.

It was when his other hand began to inch up your thigh to pull up your miniskirt that you rose to the surface in the puddle of lust you had become. “Wait, Mingi, not here.”

Mingi smirked against your lips. “Where else are we gonna go, Babe?” His fingers followed the garter belt, callused fingertips caressing your hip bone. “It’ll be like old times, huh, fucking in the alley after a set?”

You couldn't help but moan. Mingi made everything sound so simple and perfect. “I’m not ready--”

It took no time at all for Mingi’s fingers to rub against your clit through your underwear. “I got you, don’t worry, Babe.”

You whined and squirmed against the brick wall as Mingi played with you through your underwear. He made maddening slow circles around and around the bundle of nerves. He made you an absolute wreck in no time. It was his way of telling you that no time had passed between you two; that he still knew how to push all your buttons. Mingi pushed his hand further between your legs, poking one long digit against your hole, making you cry out.

“You’ve got a wet spot, Babe,” he chuckled like that was the best compliment he could have received from you. “I think you’re ready now.”

You would have rode his fingers to find your high. You felt a wave of heat flash through your body once again at that realization. “I--”

Mingi’s deep voice cut through your worries immediately. “You didn’t think I’d come back here without a condom, did you? It’s cute and pink, just the way you like them.”

You watched as Mingi pulled a condom from his back pocket. He ripped it open with his teeth, holding it there until he had unbuttoned his belt and pushed his pants down--of course that fucker had gone commando. His cock practically strained past his belly button. You breathed in and out deeply. There was no one like Mingi, even in this regard. Mingi pushed the condom down his length.

“I…I didn’t stretch you. Is it going to be okay?” Mingi asked. His words were worried but he rubbed the head of his condom-covered dick against your sensitive clit, making you cry out.

You cocked a leg to curl around his hip and you pulled your underwear aside. “Just go slow, okay? I’ll be fine.”

Mingi smiled and nodded. “I remember.”

You both groaned loudly when he began to push into you. He would pause every half inch, if only to pull out and push back again. He continued to make headway like that, slow and steady pushing apart your walls, allowing you to adapt to his girth and length.

“Ho-hold me up?” You managed to stutter as Mingi was halfway there.

Mingi nodded, teeth dug deep into his bottom lip. You jumped up a little, swinging your other leg around Mingi’s small waist. Mingi’s hand caught at the small of your back to brace you, and you managed to sink the rest of him inside of you.

“Fuuuuuuuuck,” You moaned, drawn out and blissed out.

“I can move, right? Please say I can move,” Mingi pleaded.

“Yeah, yeah give it a--oh my fucking god, Mingi!” You couldn't help but cry out as Mingi moved languidly inside of you. You could feel every fucking inch of him and--you had forgotten what it felt like to be filled up by Song Mingi.

Mingi leaned in for a messy kiss while he continued to wave his body between your legs. He didn’t pound into you, still cautious of his length and girth. That alone told you that he still cared about how you felt, that he still--

You quickly gripped his face harshly with one hand, the glint of your black, sharp nails nice against his bronze skin. “Fuck me, Mingi.”

Mingi’s eyebrows furrowed in confusion. “Ar-are you sure? I can hold back, I can go as slow as you need.”

“What I need is for you to fuck me,” You insisted.

Mingi hooked one leg, then the other with both his arms, and then you were at the mercy of his stroke. And damn his stroke game was good. His rhythm of pounding into you was a shock to your system. He continued to rub up against your g-spot, he even hit the end of you, and your eyes rolled into the back of your head.

“Fuck fuck fuck,” Mingi started to chant. “Fuck this cunt. Oh god. How are you still able to take me like this? You’re so fucking wet too, I know you’re loving this. Fuck, Babe, I’m kinda in love with you all over again, you know that? We should reconnect, we should--”

“Mingi!” You shouted. “How about we come first, hmmm?” You sucked on your middle finger and brought it down to your clit, letting out a low moan.

Mingi looked like he had just been insulted. Of course, he could make you come untouched. What was your finger doing? He growled, tearing it away and pushing his body even tighter into you. There wasn’t room for anything other than his cock pushing in and out of you. It was only when you heard his tiny moans that you knew he was getting close.

You pressed his head into the crook of your neck and began to verbally encourage him. “Come on, Mingi, come inside of me. You gonna fill that condom right up, hmmm? Give me something to fuck myself on my fingers later, eh?”

Mingi groaned loudly and unloaded inside the condom. His last few thrusts sent you over the edge, too, and you saw stars. That bastard still knew how to make you come, even after all these years.

“Oh, fuck,” Mingi groaned, his voice sounding a little raw.

You tapped on his bicep, and he let one leg go. But he didn’t move back. Nor did he pull out. He continued to stay tucked against the nape of your neck.

“Mingi,” you prompted.

“I… I don’t want to leave.”

You sighed. “I gotta get back soon. Someone is going to check on me. My bandmates actually care about me.”

Mingi pulled back, but only enough so he could read your face. “You’re just going to go back in there? Like nothing happened between us?”

You avoided Mingi’s gaze. “Yeah. That was the plan.”

Mingi gripped the padlock around his neck. “Only you have the key to this.”

“Should have thought about that when you left, huh?”

Mingi pulled out of you. He removed the condom and threw it next to your discarded cigarette. “Sure, sure,” he said almost amicably.

You put your underwear back in place and straightened your mini skirt. “It’s better that way.”

“Yeah.” Mingi’s voice was cracking. Shit. He was crying.

You opened the door and stood there, holding it open. “Listen. If you come back in here and sign something for one of my members, they're a really big fan, then we can think about--MINGI!”

Your ex wrapped his arms around your waist and lifted you up. “I love you,” he said, sniffles muffled against your back.

This shit was messy. But then again, things with Mingi usually were.

“Let me go! I said if! Don’t get your hopes up,” You grumbled.

“You wait. It’ll all work out. I just know it,” Mingi insisted, letting you down.

And maybe, deep down, you believed that, in the pieces of your heart that Mingi had broken. It was like… you needed his love, like a broken rose.

[anime-fan-05]

im in love with your account 😭🫶🏻 can i ask nana's boys when they are in love/have a crush but you're not dating yet? :3

Nana ~With their crush~

Manga/anime: Nana

Warnings: nothing

(Y/N): your name

T. Nobuo (Nobu)

He's definitely the one who shows his crush on you the most

Indeed, every time he's in your company, he blushes a lot and tries to make you notice him, although he often ends up making a fool of himself

Plus, he always goes out of his way to make you smile, even if it means getting hurt or humiliated

For example, one day you were sad due to a harsh insult on your social profile; he started making jokes, but, after seeing you weren't feeling better, he softened his tone and sweetly listed everything he loved about you

In short, it's truly clear he's totally in love with you; the point is he doesn't realize it and, when he confesses to you, he'll be amazed you already knew his feelings!

O. Shin'ichi (Shin)

It's more likely others will notice before you he has a crush on you

In fact, he doesn't openly demonstrate he has feelings for you: he apparently doesn't talk to you and treat you differently from everyone else, he doesn't give you more time than he gives to his band members, he doesn't give you gifts except for your birthday...

In short, his feelings are almost unrecognizable to you

However, to outside eyes it's more than obvious what he feels

Indeed, his eyes soften as he looks at you, he's always ready to catch you if you should fall and he makes very small gestures for you which pass off as friendship gestures, such as serving you the dish first during lunch or dinner or, when he cooks (at BLAST's retreats or at dinners or lunches with friends), avoiding everything you don't like

T. Yasushi (Yasu)

Like Shin, it's very likely you don't notice his crush on you

He also doesn't behave differently towards you than towards others, but his signals, although still imperceptible, are less notables than those of Shin

For example, if you need help, even if this happens in the middle of the night, he'll rush to you, masking his apprehension thanks to his responsible nature

Another gesture, which he's capable of disguising, is taking care of you when you're sick

One day, in fact, he stayed with you all day, since you had a fever, and he refused to leave your house until you were better ("Yasu, what about your work?" "Don't worry about that, just think about getting well.")

H. Ren

Do you know the typical story of the popular boy who, in love with a girl, courts her by making fun of her so much she thinks he hates her, but in the end he proves to be the sweetest person in the world with her?

Well, that's how Ren is

He's truly a mystery to you: he's a mix between a tease and a very sweet boy

For example, one day he had teased you quite cruelly, almost making you burst into tears; the next day, having noticed how you avoided him like the plague, he came to you and consoled you sweetly

In the end, he's just a shy and insecure guy trying in his own way to get you to notice him

I. Takumi

You'll never know what he feels: he behaves with you totally as he does with everyone he knows

No one was, is and will be able to notice his feelings in any way, least of all you

However, there's only one event, since he's had a crush on you, where he demonstrated those: one evening, while you were at a dinner with Trapnest, a boy had tried to flirt with you; Takumi had gotten so jealous he almost fought with him, if it hadn't been for you, who hugged him tightly, begging him to stop

By the way, when you remind him of that event, he ignores you and walks away (so you can't see his red face for showing you his feelings)

It'll truly be a wonderful surprise for you when he confesses to you!

💮 Rules 💮 Masterlist 💮

[lottacomics]

🙏 grazie mille per la risposta beh assolutamente si. Infatti è alla luce del sole tanto che non può essere messo in discussione nemmeno da me che sono una fan di ren nonostante tutto. Nella storia è ben specifico e non sotto intesa perche ai yazawa parla chiaro. Dall’inizio alla fine.

Ma si creano certi schieramenti tra i fan a volte dove provo fastidio con chi fa passare questo rapporto , nanaxren , sia perforza come rapporto di Consolazione per nana stessa non potendo davvero stare con yasu. Visto le priorità della amicizia che provava ed ren. Tale da definirlo anche fratello.

io credo adesso come dici tu .. che si, la ai yazawa voglia sottolineare si il poliamore magari anche , ma proprio perché esiste l’importanza di Entrambi e non di un Accontentarsi. appunto di uno nello specifico..

o no ? lol

Perche come ci ricorda in tutta la serie anime e manga, l’amore non è perfetto se assume solo certe forme ideali. A volte infatti non si riesce a parlare Proprio con la persona che si ama di più per paura appunto di soffrire. Insensatamente a volte nasce questo timore , È illogico ma è reale… purtroppo. Per questo yasu è nana hanno un rapporto fortissimo di amore e di comunicazione si ma nella loro perfezione non mi soffermo perché l’amore non è solo quello… sempre o meglio anche ma a volte si scappa dall’amore perché ci ha fatto anche troppo male. E si, diventa tossico così facendo. Ma non c’è amore di serie a o b in questa storia voglio pensare. Perche davvero no so decidermi.. e neanche nana 😂

Tuttavia anche io, nonostante tutto anche qui , sono più convinta ancora che certo :

nanaxhachi sia il legame più forte di tutti al di là di tutto… e ancora tutti. 💖😊 😝

Ciao ! Che bello, è difficile trovare una fan italiana qui di nana lol

Sai Mi sono imbattuta in questa teoria , che prende sempre piu piede secondo me.

Perche rileggendo il manga mille volte ho percepito anche io questa teoria, ma sempre di più… alla fine.

Yasu e nana sono innamorati veramente, ren è parte del cuore di nana ovviamente.. ma nel profondo yasu è importante quanto ren. Lo so è tosta 😂

Ma è reale. Se vi ricordate Anche ren ha chiesto di sposarla per far si che cosi lei possa “buttare “fuori dal suo cuore il pelatino lol parole di ren lol

Tutto questo è un po’ toccante a mio avviso. Perche in fin dei conti molti personaggi nella storia di nana soffrono una certa solitudine ma pensare che ren ami nana sapendo che non è ricambiato e questo potrebbe essere causa una delle cause del proprio l’uso di droghe mi inquieta 😞

Ren ha chiesto a nana di sposarlo per averla tutta per se. E che sarebbe arrivato a ucciderla per essere solo sua, nel senso che aveva a volte questi desideri tali confessati a reira.., in un capitolo ben preciso dice questo.

ma andando avanti nei capitoli, nella storia lui matura molto e si dice che se anche nana abbia qualcuno altro nel suo cuore invece che lui.. lei accetterebbe per l’amore che prova per lei. lo fa crescere da diventere un essere umano gentile rispetto a tempo che era possessivo al limite... perche sa.

https://www.reddit.com/r/NanaAnime/comments/136zga5/what_do_you_guys_think_about_the_theory_that_nana/

nell articolo ci sono anche degli screen dove si sottolinea questo…

Ad esempio si prende in esempio confronto tra yasu e nana parlando della propria band e come l’importanza di un grazie ricevuto da yasu possa essere piu importante di un ti amo e cosi via.. e nel capitolo successivo o nello stesso non ricordo bene, infatti shion , parlando alla vera misato sorella di nana (anch’essa in sofferenza per l’amore che prova per il fratello , tale rapporto lo si ricorda con nana e yasu effettivamente lool sara genetica innamorarsi della figura del fratello in se come yasu è per nana alla fine ), shion la risollevare dicendo espressamente come un grazie a volte più bello di un ti amo se viene dalla persona amata.. anche se non si puo possedere ..

Infatti nana pianse di gioia , non capendo perche un semplice grazie l’abbia resa cosi felice…

… ai yazawa cosa vuoi dirmi ? Non è da sottovalutare secondo me. Lei lancia sassolini e poi risponde in altri capitoli subito dopo lol

Oppure un altro momento è quando shion va nella stanza di yasu, e nobu e shin erano preoccupati che nana potesse fare un casino x cio.

Poi shin diede dell’ ingenuo a nobu dicendogli chiaramente che nana e yasu sono …… ma non pote finire la frase perche nobu non volle ascoltarlo ribattendo che nana e ren si sarebbero sposati a breve e con tale risposta, shin paragonò nobu a questa sitsituazione visto che la vera donna che nobu ama è hachi e che nonostante lei abbia sposato takumi, è comunque innamorata di nobi in realtà…

Spero di spiegarmi nel migliore dei modi 😂😂😂😂🤧

Queste scene accadono tra gli ultimi capitoli della storia.

Quindi non è roba vecchia come se ,ai yazawa voglia tenermi sempre confusa sulla priorità di ren o yasu nel cuore di nana 😂 Mannaggia!

Ma non lo sapro mai perche se ai yazawa nn continuera la vedo dura e cosa che sono certa haime non accadra mai 😂

Ma mi chiedo come mai tenga vivo questo amore non dichairaro in modo forte da non sottovalutare di nana e di yasu nonostante tutto.

Pensare che anche miu , coprese che yasu volesse sustituire nana mettendosi con lei all’inizio. Però certo somo la relazione piu solida li dentro dopo junko e kiosuke lol

So che nana e ren sono una cosa sola ma perche ai yazawa mette certi sipari davvero da mettere confusione..

…nana quando ren mori , ovviamente ne rimase succube di tale dolore ma gli indizi prima di cio mi lasciando pensare sul seguito( che mai accadra 😂 )su un cero “colpo si scena” tra di loro lol

vorrei mettere certi screen ma nn so come fare quindi lascio direttamente il link lol 😂

Il fatto che nana e yasu fossero innamorati non si può mettere in discussione, solo che (presumo) che l'amore in certi casi non basti per fare stare insieme due persone, e penso che fosse questo il messaggio che l'autrice volesse far passare. Come hai detto tu, il matrimonio tra ren e nana è stato solo per via di alcune circostanze, in oltre, è anche possibile che nana amasse entrambi, e forse è una breve sfaccettatura del poliamore che, a mio parere, fa parte di un po' tutti noi. Basta pensare ai "diversi tipi di amore" che proviamo per persone diverse, anche se non sono nostri partner, e se vogliamo nuovamente riferirci a questo manga, si potrebbe parlare per ore dell'amore che c'è tra nana ed hachi (un qualcosa di totalmente platonico, ma pur sempre amore) ed è a questo che si riferiva il mio post.

[mommypieck]

I HEARD YOU MIGHT BE WRITING FOR NANA..? oh boy.. my carnal need for ren to breed me grows. he’s gotta have a thing for it especially since he didn’t have a problem having a kid with nana 😵‍💫

༺ ♱ ༻ fill you up

✿ ren honjo

✿ smut

your body trembles as ren settles in between your legs. his finger is toying with your clit, making you even wetter... if that was possible. your body tenses when his tongue meets your slit, licking and teasing you. his mouth focuses on your clit and his fingers massage your opening. he slowly pushes one finger in, his mouth still doing miracles.

"ren, i need more." you moan out. you can feel ren smile against your clit and soon you feel second finger probing at your entrance. he pushes his two fingers deep, making you shake with just his fingers.

"i want you inside." his fingers are overwhelming but it's still not enough. nothing compares to his thickness.

"okay princess." he whispers and leans down to kiss your cheek. his cock settles at your opening, still not daring to push in. he leans down again to kiss your. his tongue meets yours, kissing you like his life depended on it. suddenly, he pushes in, finally making you feel full. he sets a rough place from the start as he fucks you like a slut. you knew ren liked it rough and messy and that was what he was going for.

"ren... condom." you choke out in fear. you both forgot about the protecting but he was already deep inside of you.

"im gonna pull out." he says already deep in pleasure. his thrusts become even deeper and it seems like the fact that he's not wearing a condom, made him even wilder.

"im gonna cum." you whine out in between his rough thrusts. and from how his thrusts are slowly becoming more sloppy, you can tell he's close too.

"me too." ren is too lost in the pleasure. he knows that nothing compares your pussy. you make him go crazy.

"pull out." you warn him in between your orgasm. your whole body is shaking under ren and he can't hold on any longer. your cunt is squeezing him in the best way possible.

"i can't, baby." he whines, "please let me cum inside. i want you to have my babies."

the confession is so sudden and you don't have any time to respond before he's filling you up.

he falls onto your chest, completely exhausted and still inside. after few moments he finally slips out, almost getting hard again when he sees him cum leaking out.

"did you mean it?" you ask him, looking him straight in the eyes.

"i mean it," he chuckles, "you're gonna be the best mommy."

[edgessunflower]

May I please request headcanons for Nana O, Ren, Yasu, and Nobu reacting to their female S/O singing and putting on a performance for her child who's dying from cystic fibrosis?

Oh I remember this episode 🥹

Nana O

She knew you had a child awhile after the two of you met and were getting to know each other but she didn't know that you had a very sick and chronically ill child that needed so much care

After taking things slow she soon meets your daughter who despite being sick was always carefree and happy and soon the two were inseparable and adopted your daughter before she went shopping for an engagement ring with her friend who is also called Nana and her friend Yasu

She helped you care for your daughter going with you to every appointment for treatments and checkups,holding you when you cried about how much you were afraid of losing your baby girl,and whenever you were tired or out she would jump in tending to and helping your daughter with whatever was needed

She and her friends along with your family planned to have a singing event in honor of her after the two of you found out her condition was rapidly going downhill and as a way to bring some comfort to her you would sing a song you wrote for her

She sat with your daughter while you singed and after you hugged her tightly while she smiled at both of you with tears in your eyes as she told you she was proud of you

You didn't know how much longer the two of you would have her but you both were going to enjoy every single moment you had left

Ren

He never thought he would find love after all that happened with Nana but when he met you boy how wrong he was

After a couple of weeks of slow dating you told him you had a child and you were surprised that he not only seemed happy about it but that he still wanted to keep seeing you and met your son

You had an 11 year old son who was your light in the darkest of tunnels and that you always cared for rarely ever leaving him unless it was with your best friend who was his godmother or your brother who was a great uncle and always had a hand out ready to help you whenever you were overwhelmed and needed a quiet moment to think or whenever you had to work

He knew he wanted kids in his future at the time he met you and soon after awhile you had him and your son meet and soon the two weren't seen without the other

He still loved your son despite him being sick and needing to have constant care and he jumped into learning how to care for him from dosing his medicine and having his machine ready to doing his treatments with him and always treating him no different despite it

As his condition went down hill you would sing to him whenever he was upset and to help him fall asleep so the two of you and his friends planned an event for him

You had been writing a song for him for a couple of years and you decided that even though you hadn't released it you wanted to sing it for your son

You singed with every emotion you felt keeping your emotions in and smiling seeing ren and your son watching you and waving

As soon as your son fell asleep and you sat down in her room beside ren you just sobbed while he held you wishing he could take away all pain not just for you but for your son as well

The two of you married on your grandmother's farm not only because you had been planning to get married for awhile even though there wasn't any proposal but also it was his final wish that he wanted to see

Not too long after he was in the hospital and you spent his last moment as a family until he took his final breath leaving you empty but ren knew as long as he was there with you you would slowly grieve and move on but still think of him everyday

Nobu

He always had a natural charm with kids that he always just had no matter what he could always calm a child down and make them laugh

He had met your daughter when she got hurt while you were preoccupied taking care of your son and didn't know she was gone until you noticed she wasn't beside you making your heart stop

You quickly look to see a blonde man smiling and talking to your daughter putting a bandaid on her and giving her chocolate after tickling her making her laugh loudly

"There you are" he looks at you immediately not believing the woman in front of him who looked more like an angel than a real human

The two of you run into each other again and within the next few months the two of you are dating and after another 3 months both your kids are calling him dad and it makes him the happiest person alive

As a surprise on your two year anniversary of being together he proposed to you and 5 months later you are married and he adopted both of your kids always taking care of them both especially your son who has been sick for 3 years now

The two of you plan a concert for him for his birthday and you sing a song you had written when you found out you were pregnant with him and sung it while he and his band and friends played with you

Both kids were watching with your sister right in front of both of you and ran into the both of your and his arms as your eyes filled with tears and started crying

You were always going to be terrified of the day that you would lose your son but no matter what you were not going to let it ruin the rest of the time the two of you had left with him

Yasu

He helped take care of his young cousins and his friends kids a bit so he had a way with children but never thought or knew whether he would have any of his own

He met you through nana considering that you were a childhood friend of hers and the closest thing to a sister she had and knew the two of you would be a great pair

You both fell immediately in love with each other but waited until after slowly dating and being together for 2 months to officially have him and your daughters meet each other

He knew about your 10 and 7 year old daughters but never met them so he didn't know what to think but when he saw them the trio immediately became attached at the hip with each other

He immediately helps and takes care of your eldest daughter who has been sick for a month now but also shows the same amount of care and love for your other daughter as well

After dating for 12 months the two of you got married and the next month he adopted both your daughters living the life either of you didn't think you each would have

Soon your eldest who is now 13 has slowly gotten sicker and in honor of her you and Yasu along with his friends performed a song you wrote for her and performed it on her birthday making her day

The two of you were going to hold the time you had left with her dear and still love your 10 year old and your future child that was on the way

[jaegersmoon]

this is just a suggestion BUT u should totally think about making a ren honjo x reader FF 😍😍

srry b after ob is done i plan to only write for gojo and aki and then i’ll be throwing in my writers towel probably forever

[lottacomics]

Since I written this

I thought (and I still thinking) so much about it thanks to some of you guys and I get a new point of view about it.

1 ) So I just realize that “Everyone" thinks that nana replace yasu with ren .. I received so many messages and comments in every social I post about it like this :

Hell No.

Ok. She love him , (yasu yes.) I think it me too indeed like I said before. ….But she also loves ren too! In 57👇chapter she felts so sad when ren said to her that perhaps it would be better to cancel the wedding because their love no needed to anything else especially of a piece of paper. So why she felt like she was dying there?

Because she loves ren. (!)…In another way but she loves ren too so much .

And another thing: no, yasu is not asexual. lol

2) I received something like this too👇

Just to be honest in the story nana say that she becomes “in love“ or she feel she bonded with yasu, but after this moment.. and during That period of time that nana and ren were apart.. i believe in nana x ren... now I was just confused😐

Because ren has a very sad fate in the end in everypoint you can see his life . So even nana it is like this . Their are really our Sid An Nancy For real 😳😆…

SO again, ren was not perfect.. but either love it is perfect like dreams sometimes and it’s so illogical for everyone who we love. So I think they loved each other no matter what happened.

Its so clear that yasu loves nana (anyway poor miu for be “the replaced “ by yasu for his secret love for nana😅 😂 😳 no? ) and her love his presence … maybe she really loves him as well but its not my point now, I know she runs to yasu whenever she has a problem or when she has afraid of something. But sometimes we escape from the person who we love more because we are afraid of being hurt by the person we care most about. I know it’s illogical thing but it’s so real .

That’s why I believe and I hope, no matter in the manga or in the anime , Nana and Ren are soulmates. I think we have this idea that soulmates are "perfect" in a way and Ai Yazawahas a great way of showing you that'snot exactly true! Even soul mates don't get a happy ending because that's how Life is.

In the end my only hope is that nana love ren a little more no matter what .. despite knowing that yasu was or is still so special for her…🙏🏻 . i know im crazy that i still believe in nanaxren and their “love” no matter what Despite knowing that shions “thank you theory”in 77 chapters 👇 and that shin speech with nobu in 50chapter … im totally insane yep 👍

Anyway i feel that Nana still was hurt about rens decision of leave her years ago for his career but worst of it she was cold to him because she was jealous of reira for have steal ren s heart(especially just only Singing…) so I think nana was so confused about her ego and no because she doesn't love him anymore... that's why she didn't want to see him. She escapes from him because She was hurt.

So Their love its full of suffering about past issues not yet resolved.

… and despite this👇

Yea it’s so deep this panel, 👆 that I feel so sorry for ren sometimes just only thinking about it…(maybe it’s true this theory so this is the end of the story! ) but now I remember to myself there’s no a love of first class and love of second class in the end…. especially in this manga.😂

I think also in a strange way anyway that takumi loved hachi and her loved him despite the fact that he was a raper …..! ( For example . )

Omg 😳 yes ….and hachi still wanted to be there for him . This is so crazy but its like the story goes.

So what!? Love is not perfect. In the end.

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(Nana was so cute in this panel ☺️)

I decided to write it today because it’s Christmas so this means it’s a very special day for nanaxren lovers and supporters .

So… merry Christmas everyone 🫶