#redacted camilopardalis

[lucamilo]

I invite yall to make judgements on me based on my redacted kins 💪🏼 (both characters and listeners) with them listed in an estimate of how much I kin them

Asher

Gavin

Angel

Camilopardalis

Darlin

Sweetheart

I’ve also been compared to Huxley and Caelum by some friends, Huxley more than Caelum

Be as brutal as possible I LOVE being read to filth 🫶🏼

[mar-the-magician]

Be Well, Dearest Love

Not enough Cam and Lasko (Easy Breezy) out there so I made this— pls be kind 😅 

Sitting across the table from his close friend-turned-crush in a quiet cafe filled with abstract art and baked treats, Lasko twisted the fidget ring Cam had given him a while back to help with his nerves. It did help, a little bit, but it was no match for a the gulf of anxiety in the pit of his stomach. He was about to confess to his crush, for crying out loud! It was completely natural to feel a bit unsettled. But maybe not quite so unsettled that he might throw up…

"Lasko. What’s wrong?" Cam's sympathetic eyes helped Lasko more than any ring ever could. He knew he couldn’t hide his feelings from the daemon— and no matter how Cam felt about him, Lasko knew he would be kind about it. So he decided to get straight to the point. 

"N- ah, nothing's wrong, Cam, I just, ah, I-I-I need to tell you something. S-something really important to me. I-i-if you don’t mind…" 

"Of course, I’m happy to listen. What is it?"

"I-I-I guess you probably already know, or— or, or at least suspect, since y'know, you can sense my emotions— I mean, daemon and all that!" He chuckled nervously.

"… But ah, but since you ah, never said anything about it I figured maybe, y’know, you just, wanted to hear it straight from me, or, or, maybe you just somehow never noticed, or didn’t connect the dots— n-not that I think you’re stupid! Or anything like that! Fuck, no, you’re like, one of the most intelligent, understanding people I know, I would never… think that about you o-o-or want you to think I thought that or a-a-anything like tha—“ 

"Lasko."

"Hm?" His voice was squeaky.

"You’re spiraling. Do you… want to take couple deep breaths with me before you tell me what you needed to tell me? I think it would help make it easier for you."

"Y-yeah. Yes please. I-I'm so sorry, I always do that— and I get all wrapped up in my own head and then you have to try to calm me down and— fuck, Cam, I-I'm sorry I’m always like this—“

"You’re not a bother, or a burden, or a nuisance, or any of the things I know you’re thinking right now. Everyone has the things they have to bear. Yours happens to be… nervousness. Overthinking sometimes. That’s natural and okay, and I’ve been in situations with people who had far more… inconvenient problems many times in the past. Now breath with me?"

"Yes. Thank you, Cam."

"Don’t mention it. I think you know this one— it’s intended to slow your heart rate and prevent hyperventilation, or anything along that line. Breathe in, slowly, while counting to four." Lasko inhaled and counted.

"Hold your breath while counting to seven." 

One, two, three, four, five, six, seven…

"And now breath out, again slowly, while counting to eight. Very, very good. Now we’re going to repeat that five times, okay?"

At the end of the exercise, Lasko realized he had closed his eyes. Cam's voice was just so calming… fuck, he loved his voice.

"I’m just gonna say this all in one rush, because if I don’t say it now, I might not ever say it. Camilopardalis, I… I think I’m in love with you and— I've-never-felt-so-strongly-about-someone-and-honestly-it-kind-of-scares-me-because-what-if-you-don’t-feel-the-same-way-and-then-I-can’t-get-over-you, o-o-o-or-what-if-it-ruins-our-friendship— and it’s totally fine if you don’t feel the same way and when I actually think about it, I know you wouldn’t let it ruin our friendship, but it’s still just really nerve-wracking and I—“

Hand. Warm hand. On top of his hand. Cam had put his hand on top of Lasko's. 

"Hey," he leaned his head forward until they made eye-contact. 

"I like you too, dearest."

"R-r-really? I mean, you, you don’t have to say that just to make me feel better, seriously, I’ll be okay if you—“

"If I didn’t mean it, I wouldn’t have said it.” He touched his forehead to Lasko's. 

"You were right earlier. I wanted to hear it directly from you. While I could sense the rush of joy and affection every time you saw me (and I am flattered by the way) I didn’t want to act until you were ready to tell me. It didn’t seem fair, especially to a humanborn who hadn’t had exposure to magic from a young age. I love how intelligent you are, how dedicated to your work you are, how much you care for the people around you. I love your sense of humor and your deeply engrained morals. I love your eyes and your soft, fidgeting hands and how you always order the same thing or some variation on it, no matter what cafe we're in, and your unmatched prowess in Super Smash Bros. I love you, and I want to be your boyfriend if… you’re ready for that." Lasko was blushing and gasping. Then smiling. Then laughing.

"Yes! Okay! Yes! I am absolutely ready for that! I’ve been ready since like, the third time we saw each other!" Cam started laughing too. They sat there like that for a while, just existing close to each other. Then Cam looked down.

"Lasko…"

"Yes?"

"I have to go soon— may… may I…" 

"Hm…?" Cam whispered "May I kiss you?"

"Oh! Um— y-ye-yes. Yes please." Cam chuckled a little.

"Thank you." And then they were kissing. And oh wow Cam's lips were soft. And warm. He was so close… what did he smell like? Some kind of spice that Lasko couldn’t identify. And lotuses. He smelled like lotuses. Lasko was tingling from head to toes, tunnel vision on Cam's lips and his lips.

Finally they broke away.

"I have to go. I’ll message you later… be well, dearest love."

Don’t touch me, I am soft. I love them together so much. Anyway, first time really posting any of my fanfic online, so pleeeeeaaassee be kind to me.

[mar-the-magician]

Oh lor he got tiddies 😂 🤣

Decided to doodle a quick Camelopardalis design

Colored it in cause why not???

If we get to romance this serenity daemon please don’t let it be slow burn-

I can’t wait that long for us to make out-

[mar-the-magician]

So I was listening to some songs and now they are tempting me… to make a playlist… of like, ‘Cam finds you having a panic attack in a public bathroom stall and talks you through it’

[mar-the-magician]

Me: "Really I'm just here for the spicy content, that's the reason I joined, everything else is just an added bonus"

Avior and Camilopardalis, two characters with very little possibility of getting spicy content any time soon: "Are you sure about that, Mar?"

Me: *visibly sweats* "n- ye- uhm"

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A kiss prompt!!!

I desperately want more Lasko/Cam and would love to see your take on #1 - kissing on the palms of hands. <3 <3

AH! ASK FROM DOMINI!! 😭😭🥺😳😳😱

Yes!! I am always down to write more Cam/Lasko, so here we go!!

“Aaand that's the last of it. Th- ah, uhm, thank you for letting me borrow your pencil, I can't believe I was stupid enough to leave mine at home when this is l-l-literally a study date—“ Lasko stopped himself when he saw Cam's expression.

“I mean, uh— I can't believe I was so forgetful. It— I'm not stupid, it was a mistake anyone could have made. Just… kinda silly.” Cam smiled at him and Lasko totally, absolutely was not fixating on how beautiful his smile and his lips were. Not at all. He held out his hand with the pencil.

“Thank you, dearest love,” Cam took the pencil and then took Lasko's face-up hand, kissing the palm of it. Lasko's brain short-circuited. Soft lips— warm lips— on his palm. Cam looked up at him, blushing a little.

“I should have asked, forgive me… but you did seem to enjoy that…”

“Yes! Y-y-y-yes I enjoyed it.” his face was beet-red. ”It was… really really sweet… actually…”

Well, I got carried away… that was a great deal longer than I inteded it to be 😆

Hope you enjoyed!! ❤️💜💕

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What's new, I am once again stuck between ideas. The fabulous @floofdeloop has encouraged my idea of Geordi smut, which I do have a pretty solid idea of what I would write for, but I also want to do another Cam x Lasko fic that is loosely inspired by the "Serenity Daemon Helps You Relax And Sleep" audio. Help me decide!

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4, 15, and 22 for the ask game? 👀

Ohohohoho, you knew what you was askin for—

First and foremost— Lasko/Cam!!!!! I love Easy Breezy, I just think they’re so cute together. Secondly! Gavin/Lasko!! For… obvious reasons! 😏 I also love (thanks to you) Milo/Sweetheart/Lasko! Huxley/Lasko is also really cute— Okay, okay, I’m done shipping Lasko with everyone now, I promise. I also love the D.A.M.N. polycule, Avior/Gavin, Gavin/Vincent, Gavin/Asher, David/Asher, Vincent/Sam or Vincent/Lovely/Darlin/Sam, and (some ideas at least) Gavin/Milo.

ALL OF THEM!!! LOL— but especially the D.A.M.N. fam, Asher and Milo, Camilopardalis, GEORDI!!! Sam, and Vincent.

Darlin, definitely, and also Angel. I feel like if someone treated me the way that early David treated Angel, I’d just shrivel up and slowly allow myself to fade out of his life because— he obviously doesn’t like me, right? Also, bit of an odd thing, but Angel being scared by a storm kind of threw me off them initially, because I am absolutely in love with storms, and find them the most comforting things in the world.

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OOOO for the redacted ask game, 1, 2 and 35? :3

Ooooh that’s tough!!! I love my bois so much!!!! 😭😭😭 But, I particularly like Geordi, Avior, Camilopardalis, Lasko, Vincent, Milo, Asher, William, and Sam!

Listeners, well— Lovely will always be near and dear to my heart as the first listener I ever was exposed to, but Sweetheart and Freelancer are both very important to me as well, and Baabe has something so wholesome and pure about their vibe and their dynamic with Asher that just makes my heart melt.

As I’m sure many of my followers know, Vincent’s ”Soft Sheets, Sharp Fangs” video was my introduction to the channel, but I think when I knew it would become an obsession was somewhere along the way in Gavin’s playlist— or Geordi’s HBW vid, or Milo’s first HBS vid. :3

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GOTTA GIVE THE PEOPLE WHAT THEY WANT

So I was listening to some songs and now they are tempting me… to make a playlist… of like, ‘Cam finds you having a panic attack in a public bathroom stall and talks you through it’