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Vienna Waits For You -8- William Nylander
“Miss Bradshaw Krietzburg, I think it’s very possible that this will work in our favor.”
“Mr. Jefferies, all due respect, but I need to know that it will work. We’ve combed over every line of these contracts.”
“Is there really no loophole she can exploit?” Jackson questioned, taking a sip of coffee.
“Well, there is one option, although it requires radical action.”
It took Avalyn two months to finally decide to take action against her management team. Jackson was able to hire a lawyer on her behalf, so that her team wouldn’t know anything about it. Together, the three of them met weekly, sometimes more than once, to try to find a way to rid Avalyn of her management.
She hadn’t spoken to William since that night in her apartment. They were like strangers to each other again, only seeing one another when it came to work related functions. But everytime she saw him from across the room, or on the ice during a game, her chest hurt. She missed seeing him all of the time, missed being with him and talking to him.
Jackson walked out of the small office with Ava. Both of them had a day off from filming, although they were nearing a break that would last a few weeks. Production wanted to finalize the first two episodes and present them to the studio to make sure that they’d be allowed to continue before finishing off the season.
“Are you coming to the game tonight?” Jackson asked, a mischievous gleam in his eyes.
Jackson had been grasping at straws for weeks, doing everything he could to get Avalyn to show interest in anything. The only thing she could focus on outside of filming, was doing everything in her power to get out from underneath her parents. Everything else was just…nothing to her.
The makeup team had a hell of a time making her look better on screen than she did in real life now. Her cheeks hollowed out a little more again, with large dark circles under her eyes. He knew she didn’t sleep much, or eat more than the bare minimum. She was slipping, and there was little he could do other than keep throwing out a rope and hoping she’d grab it one day.
“No, it's best if I don’t. Besides, I want to make sure I have everything down before the shoot on Monday,” She replied, pulling her coat closer to her body.
“Avey, you have to give yourself a break at some point. You can’t keep working yourself like this.”
She smiled sadly at Jackson, “I keep working so I don’t have time to think.”
He pulled her close, holding her head against his chest in an effort to block out the world, “I wish I could just fix it all for you. God, I wish you didn’t have to deal with any of this anymore.”
She held onto him, feeling relaxed in his arms, “I know. But I’ll be okay Jacks. We’ll find a way out of my contracts.”
She pulled away enough to see his face. Avalyn tried not to pay much attention to the worried look he had, instead she brushed some of his long hair away from his eyes and tried her best to smile, “Go to the game. Have some fun.”
“Promise me you’ll get some sleep?” He seemed to beg her, “Don’t obsess over the scripts all night.”
“I’ll do my best. Now go, I don’t want you to miss anything.” She shooed him away, “I love you.”
“I love you more.”
She forces a smile as she makes her way out of the office. For the past month it felt like she couldn't breathe. Like an elephant was sitting on her chest, forcing the air from her lungs. She tried to fight it, but the unbearable pressure from her parents was getting worse.
Jefferies thought that maybe she could sue them for her rights, or something like that. But she was afraid of what would happen if she took things to a court, because of how nasty they could get. She knew first hand how vicious they could be when they wanted to be.
Her phone going off drew her out of her thoughts, she pulled it out of her pocket and answered it without even paying attention to who was calling.
“Avalyn Bradshaw Kiretzburg.”
“Do you always answer your phone that way?”
She feels her shoulders sag at the sound of his voice, slowly breaking down every barrier she spent the last several weeks trying to build. She leaned against the wall in the hallway leading to her apartment. She hadn’t talked to him since that night in her apartment. The news about the show broke, she went on several more talk shows with the cast. Her parents scrambled to make it seem like this was something they approved of. But the reception was incredible, everyone seemed to be excited about the new hockey show hitting streaming services within the year. It made Avalyn incredibly proud to be a part of it.
“Only when I don’t pay attention to who’s calling,” She admitted shyly.
“Ah, so that’s why you picked up,” He laughs, filling her ears with the wonderful sound.
“You know we can’t do this,” she sighed, digging in her pocket for her keys.
“No, I just know you say we can’t,” He rebutted, “I don’t care much about what your parents think.”
“I care too much about you,” She shakes her head, “My dad could have your career ended with a single phone call.”
“Yeah, I don’t buy that,” She can picture his smile as he shakes his head, “Anyway, I wanted to see if you’re coming to the game tonight.”
“You know I won’t be there,” She tells him softly, “It would cause too many questions. Jackson though, he’ll be there with some of the other cast members.”
“So you can’t come because?”
“People are already questioning those pictures of us from a little while back,” She rushed to explain, “I can’t give anyone a reason to look closer. I can’t give them a reason to look at you.”
“So, more of your self preservation bullshit,” He surmised, “Got it.”
“Will-”
“Look, I like you Ava, you know that. But I can’t wait for you to decide to live your life,” He informs her, “You have to make that decision. No one can make it for you.”
“Willy I-”
“I gotta go, game is getting ready to start. Just wanted to hear your voice before I got on the ice.”
She wanted to say more. Wanted to beg for him to wait for you to get out from underneath your parents. She was so close she could taste freedom. She just wasn’t sure how to get it, no matter how badly she wanted it.
So instead she gave it another week, waiting for her next meeting with Mr. Jefferies, when she finally asked what the most radical thing to do would be. He took his time explaining how many moving parts this plan would entail, and how important it was that it go off without a hitch. No one outside of the room could know about it. All she knew is she wanted to be free.
Avalyn wanted to be rid of her parents once and for all. No matter what it might mean for her career. Jackson was ready to talk to his agent and see if they’d be willing to take Avalyn on as a client, provided they would sign an NDA beforehand, so they couldn’t tell anyone else about this either.
She longed to tell William. Longed to tell him that she was trying to live her life to the best of her ability. But she just needed to get through the next month and then everything would be different.
“I’ll need a place to crash, off the grid, once news breaks,” Avalyn stated.
“What about Rose’s place? The homestead with her family?” Jackson questioned, “She’s coming to guest star on the show next week, we can talk to her.”
“I don’t want to drag Ro into this though,” Ava sighs.
“You know she’ll be happy to help. You’ll be safe there, no one even knows where she lives.”
Avalyn sinks further into her seat, knowing her friend was right. Roisin Quinnlyn, or more famously known as Rose Quinn was a famous singer and actress and a good friend of Avalyn and Jackson’s. One of the only ones left after Margot’s tirade. She stuck with them throughout all of it, never once turning her back on them.
Rose was the daughter of Irish immigrant parents, who then brought her grandparents over as well. The family had a homestead of sorts in the state of New York, tucked away where no one really knows. The locals don’t talk about her being there, in fact they protect her in every way that they possibly could.
Avalyn realized it was one of the few places she actually felt at home. Aside from the home she was slowly making for herself here in Toronto.
“Yeah, okay,” She finally agrees, “Make the arrangements.”
Jackson finally relaxes in his chair, knowing his best friend would be free soon. He hated seeing what her parents did to her all of these years. Hated seeing how they broke her down and stole her spirit. He thought some of it had come back when she moved here for the show, but he watched as it slowly disappeared again.
“Good,” Jacks smiled, “I’ll call Rose tonight and see if she’s game. But she hates your parents as much as we do, so I’m sure she’ll be down to cause some trouble.”
“You and Rose only cause trouble,” Avalyn rolled her eyes.
He smiled again, big and bright at her. Showing off his dimples. There was a pang in Avalyn’s chest at the thought that they wouldn’t have to fake date anymore, which meant she wouldn’t see as much of him when they weren’t filming together. She was selfish in the way that she wanted to keep him in her life as much as she possibly could. She loved him, in more ways than one.
“It’ll be good to see her again though,” He adds in, “It’s been a while.”
Rose was just coming off the back of a world tour, which sold out every venue. Avalyn and Jackson were lucky enough to catch one of her shows in LA before she went for her European leg. You were in awe of your friend as you watched her on stage, you loved watching her do what she loved.
“You should talk to Willy,” Jackson said as the two of them made their way back to her apartment, “He really misses you.”
“I know he does,” She said softly, “I miss him too, but I can’t risk his career, not when I’m so close to getting out.”
“So after it’s all over? Will you talk to him then?” He asks.
“I’ll do more than just talk to him,” She admits, “I’ll get on my knees and beg for him.”
“I don’t think you’ve ever begged for anything,” Jackson lets out a laugh.
She shakes her head, “I begged for him before, begged for my parents to leave him alone. It was the first time I tried to get my way with them.”
Jackson wrapped his arms around her and kissed the top of her head, “We’ll get you through this. But right now, there are people taking pictures of us, so shut up and kiss me like you love me.”
“I do love you,” She rolled her eyes, but stood on her tiptoes so she could reach his lips.
It didn’t feel the same as kissing William. There was no spark with Jacks. Never had been. Anything they did together, they did because they were made to, or it was just safest to do it with one another. They had sex together because it was safe to do so. The other party wouldn't sell the story or anything. Rose and William were the only ones who knew it even happened.
“I love you,” She forced herself to say overly lovingly.
“I love you too,” There was a hint of sadness in his voice, in his eyes too, “C’mon, let's get you home.”
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Happy Friday! The first 4 pages of the polyfob comic (with Girltrick) are up on the WordPress!
As always I want to give a major shout out to @punk-gremlin for commissioning and writing this! You can find their fic below 🫶 I'd really love to draw the rest of it sometime, it's a real treat UwU
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#yayyyyyy ive been wanting to show yall this for what feels like FOREVER#im very bad at being patient#i honestllllyyyyyy almost want to just crowdsource individual comics#bc dude how sick would it be to have like 70 pages#full color or at least with shading and effects and all cleaned up ahhhhhhhhh#thats the dream like just let me draw this band fucking#also ive been thinking about branching out a bit more again like im sorry im having a major itch for drawing gerard#but this was soooooo fun and the process videos for the pages will make their way onto the patreon too!#poll in the read more in case tou miss it#okayyyy now to tag this thang lmao#pete#patrick#joe#andy#art#commission#comic#request#fic#art submission#polyfob#girltrick#girl out world#girl out boy#fall out girl#im so tempted to call this safe to reblog lol#btw if you ever want to share my regular art IG that also helps me to fund this blog as a passion project!#Joetrick#andtrick#peterick
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Hi? Gosh how do I even start with this :'D
I know it's been ages since I've last popped up on here. I've been debating when to post this for a while, but I kept adding to my draft more and more and now it's the end of JULY omgg I felt so guilty disappearing with zero updates but then thought my birthday would be the best day to finally address this considering it'll feel less random? idk but Ive always celebrated my bday with you guys and I'd feel so bad answering your kind asks without me at least explaining why I was gone for months.
Truth be told, I was dealing with a lot of stuff irl. health issues and sudden declining grades that left me stumped and drained for months now- along with technical issues like having to replace some parts of my computer that took a while for me to find to even draw digitally, which I didn't have the time for anyway with how tired and weary I felt every day.
I'm frankly shaken up by a lot of shit rn and I don't know how to be active online with this burden on my chest- Especially as it's been a while since I've even looked at utmv related content and my motivation dwindled. I swear I'd hype myself up to post or reblog something- but I'd see just how much I've missed or the overwhelming amount of posts I'd need to go through and I'd feel so swamped with exhaustion and most importantly guilt, for not clearing the air up sooner to reassure you guys that I'm, y'know, alive, and not dead in a ditch somewhere. And I'd procrastinate cause typing it all out is hard and I'd give up halfway every time and it's just not fair to you all!
I thought I was handling it well when I started going out and socializing more, instead of staying cooped up at home on my computer all day. and in the first draft of this post I made months ago I was gonna detail some of the fun plans I had, for my life and for this blog :D but relaxing my strict study schedule and letting go a bit of my tight routine, thinking it was better than wringing myself dry to keep it up, backfired horribly, to say the least.
I know right?? so silly to be hung up on stupid shit like studies of all things! but this is a very important thing for me considering my career plans and the competitivity encouraged by everyone I'm surrounded by, the pressure of keeping up adding to my already stressful days. I had to fix myself up first and I couldn't handle the strain nor interact with people and thinking of jobs and exams sapped my energy so much it's frankly embarrassing. writing this feels so cheesy too and it frustrates me to know I could've come back a month earlier if it weren't for that, but I also know putting all of this into words then would just sound like incoherent venting (not that this is very different tbf) and I wasn't in the right headspace to address my absence, or anything really- I didn't want everyone to see me return when I couldn't muster up a genuinely positive message, let alone talk to anyone with a shadow of my usual cheer
I feel like a complete mess and It drives me up the wall how depressed I've gotten. I debated deleting this blog so many times 'cause the fear of disappointing my audience and my friends, for lack of a more fitting sentiment, made me feel even shittier. I'm constantly thinking if this wall of text is worth posting, or if it's better not to burden you all with all my sappy troubles as if it's the end of the world. Trust me, I'll be fine. I'm not trying to dramatize this situation, but I don't think I'm up to pretending I'm all sunshine and enthusiasm you're all accustomed to.
So sorry for worrying you all! I'll try to catch up, deliver some missed birthday gifts, and answer some asks while I'm at it! Again, I can't state how much I appreciate your support throughout the years. It's frankly a miracle I kept any of you around with how much I keep popping and leaving at random with no warning. I definitely can't promise for my stay to be without a hitch, and if you don't mind an inconsistent schedule you're free to stay of course, but I'm afraid I can't sustain the pace I had when I first started this blog. I'll keep posting art, but lower my activity in the fandom sphere to reduce the strain on my mental health. so fewer rants and walls of text, more art, and less stress overall. Love you all and thanks for waiting for this long <3
#I'm not leaving the fandom btw! Just realized it kinda sounds like I will but I won't!#Still got my fem versions and some animations to spice things up in case I feel less inclined to draw my resident skeles lol#To the people that reached out before this thank you SO much!!!#I know this is not gonna reach many people considering my leave but i deeply appreciate it<3#I wouldn't be surprised if people forgot why they even followed me in the first place with how long I've left this time Hhhh#There's some plans about commissions as well cause no matter how many times I fix this poor pc it keeps failing me lmao#And I wanna try my hand at it to feel less pressured and dependent on my academics :')#It's a scary thought and an even scarier process and idk if you guys will be interested? but that's for another post ig >:)c#muah muah ily all thanks for EVERYTHING cause I'd restart this blog all anew if I didn't have so many people that I'd miss around here >:'D#blah blah Yuri is back on her bs so get ready for some banger art!!#To any mutual reading this pleaaaase bear with me if I don't reblog your art immediately#cause I've been tagged on a few and I wanna give them five tags each at minimum and I don't know where to start HHH#If there's something specific you want me to see you're welcome to tag me In it but don't be discouraged I haven't gotten to it yet!#This is So long I'm genuinely sorry aughghg 😭
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does anyone have any advice or personal success stories about unmasking. I'm realizing how tightly my real self is locked up and I'm going to fix it. and i would really like to hear other people's experiences.
for the last two or three years i tried to make my new years wish be about being more true to myself. and every time i just crashed and burned. but this year is going to be different. my new years wish is to stop masking my true self all the time. I'm really gonna do it this year!!!!!!!
#I'm gonna reblog this a ton because i genuinely want to hear what you guys have to say. if there's anything#there's a me that's missing from this world because i never let it exist#i don't want that to be the case anymore
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If you like LARGE Elven 🍆, open for a prize at the end of the fic! (🧝♂️🍆 by @marimosalad )
“The Gift of Spite:” Annatar x Galadriel update for “The Best Gift of them All…”
Summary: In spite of loathing, Galadriel wanders to the Forge… Despite his strength, Annatar finds himself restrained at her hands and cunning. When he makes her a proposition, a proposal of all she could want, she just might take it, in spite of herself.
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Annatar x Galadriel | Saurondriel | Explicit | 2nd Age Canon | Not RoP
CW: bdsm, blood kink, Some hints of Silvergifting, definite hints of “Sauron’s Proposal,” enemies to maybe not…
His back slipped down the column, but not before something tethered his wrists around the stone, making him embrace its coldness, the caress of a leather strap binding his hands behind his back.
“How redundant,” he groaned, forcing himself awkwardly to stand. A sliver of blood trickled from the corner of his mouth. “We have already been here before,” he tried to make his voice steady, a little waver creeping into his words even as she preened with delight standing before him. Her hands tightened the leather straps just a little harder.
“Not like this,” she hissed, “not when I can have you at my mercy for once.” Her hands reached around behind the pillar, her touch ghosted over the pale flesh of his arms, where the brown of the strap pinched into his flesh. “Perhaps, I require another gift,” she looked straight into those green and amber eyes, “and I do not care if you think me greedy.” She leaned in as he panted, a slight wince in pain as he licked his cut inside his lip. Her hand pressed on his shoulder, keeping him pinned, pressed mercilessly against that black pillar.
Her eyes scanned it merrily, a flash of an idea entering her brain, hazy and powerful. A scene that tugged at her gut in that same way she had felt that invisible summons. A glimpse of how her body would fit perfectly, untouchable by his bound hands, her frame pressing into his, against the stone cylinder, their bodies joined once more…
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AMAZING ART BY @marimosalad in the moodboard… see the whole NSFW masterpiece on AO3 too!
#why does 🧝♂️🍆 sound like a designer fragrance#hint of silvergifting#reblogging makes the tumblr go round#reblog in case you missed it#annatar lord of gifts#annatar and galadriel#lotr#saurondriel smut
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It is incredibly isolating to navigate through fandom as an aromantic person. Aro experiences are so varied, and there is no definite aro experience that encapsulates the alienation that fandom spaces cause for certain people.
Fandom is mostly built and structured on shipping. And if not, the blorbofication of characters, which tends to go down the shipping pipeline; where does that leave the romance repulsed aro person who genuinely does not want to see any form of shipping? Platonic dynamics, right?
Yeah, sure. But by platonic dynamics, it's only "best friends" or "family" right? Where does that leave the aro folks with undefined labels? No, qprs aren't a get-out-of-jail card.
And qprs- they have no rules or standards set upon them by society, not even having a clear definition for what it is, because not all qprs are the same. Yet, for some reason, it ended up becoming the "nonbinary" option to a lot of people- not romantic or "regular" platonic? Qpr it is, right?
But where does that leave the aro folk who don't want a qpr? Who don't wish to see characters depicted in pairs or trios or so forth- who embrace the lack of a partner?
And these concepts presented; when aro folk talk about them, do you care? And if you do, do you understand? Do you try to?
If you aren't aro, but wish to be supportive, are you a genuine ally? Do you raise the concerns of aro folk you share the space with?
Or do you take a look at these concepts- and decide you understand them "well" enough? Do you decide to speak for aro folks instead?
Do you depict relationships outside of romance because you believe in the importance of platonic relationships? Will you accept the fact that not all platonic interactions will be familial or "best friends"?
Can you accept depictions of qprs outside of "more than friends, less than lovers"? Are you willing to accept it is not just "best friends" or "romance lite"? Will you accept that nothing is inherently romantic- and characters in a qpr may fall under your standards of lovers?
Can you resist the urge to put every character in a pair or trio or group? Are you comfortable with the notion of characters finding more joy in being by themselves, outside of all those lenses you see them in?
It's good if you can.
And if you can't, at the very least, do you understand why some aro folk in your space are upset? Embittered by your favorite ships? Starving for representation?
Did you depict these characters with these concepts with the knowledge that aromanticism is fluid?
#antihibikase.txt#Long Post#((I'm sorry. I have been thinking about this for weeks and I am unhappy.))#((Honestly? I have been feeling more and more isolated in fandom recently.))#((It hurts. I know non aro folks are trying.))#((And its hard to describe. It's alienating.))#((And the typical fandom response is more representation- which is well-meaning.))#((But. Specifically to non aro folk. When you depict these aro concepts are you normal about them.))#((Do you do so respectfully.))#((Reminder that qprs are not restricted to aro folks btw.))#((I'm so so tired. It's easy to say you care but then completely miss the mark.))#((And just in case- this is NOT alluding to anyone. Please allow me to let my rage be my own.))#((Or to share this with those who understand.))#((And if you as a non aro person feel attacked by this- sorry.))#((I did my best to word this as firmly as possible without sounding angry because I am aware that-))#((-many will read this in bad faith.))#((Okay to reblog btw.))#((This isn't one of my usual rambles despite it being under my txt tag.))
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Send me a 🎁 if your muse would like to (anonymously) receive a gift from my muse for Christmas
Be sure to either send me the above emoji or the word "present" if you can't see the emoji in order for it to count!
Be sure to specify who the gift is for in the ask if you have more than one muse! (Not specifying is okay, too, if you'd rather it be random or want to be surprised!)
I will pop into your IMs or DMs to ask for some extra details
Prompt will close for the year on the 22nd and gifts will be distributed starting on (or after) the 25th.
#❒ 💜 ❒ M.em.e.s ❒ 💜 ❒#I might send these off anon if I'm feeling particularly brave but the chances of that are not high#As always- I'll pop into your IMs (or DMs if we talk over Discord) and ask you about what your muse would like (or want)-#-and then I'll come up with something from there; these will be sent out starting on the 25th of the month#I'll also reblog this a few extra times in case people might've missed it but yeah :v#Also: You've got to be an RP blog for this
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#reblog?#the mummy#the mummy 1999#indiana jones#Raiders of the Lost Ark#Raiders of the Lost Ark IMDB 8.4 and RT 93% ja 96%#The Mummy IMDB 7.1 RT 62% and 75%#so which movie do you like more????#I personally think IMDB and Rotten Tomato scores for The Mummy is baffling#and yet based on Tumblr you would think The Mummy is one of the best movies ever made#no other gifsets that I have made get so much love then The Mummy ones😺#and I do love some Indy#mostly Indiana Jones and the Last Crusade#and my cat was named after Indy#but The Mummy has my heart#it has it all#and I saw Indiana Jones way before#so it's not the case what I saw first#I just think romance is the missing key factor#Indy is more like James Bond when it comes to romance and this is not my thing
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Feel free to reblog and explain your choice in the tags 👀😊
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hello my dear customers!
i hope you have all been doing well, this time around i come here to say that my codes and graphics CANNOT BE CHANGED IN ANY FORM, there is a reason why I ALWAYS SHOW A THEME TESTER PREVIOUS I SEND THE CODES to my customers, i do this so you can see them LIVE and ask for the changes you consider i need to make, i allow a certain amount of changes and they will not be charged or modify the price, so MAKING CHANGES AFTER I HAVE SENT YOU THE CODE AND GRAPHICS ARE NOT ALLOWED TO MAKE ON YOUR OWN, it's not relevant if you know how to manage coding or know how to make minimum changes, if you need something modified TELL ME, we are grown ups, so following RULES is part of life, if you think MY RULES on how i manage my commissions are not okay that is fantastic, you are not bound to commission me, but please if i ASK YOU AND TELL YOU NOT TO MAKE CHANGES TO MY CODE AND GRAPHICS AFTER YOU HAVE THEM AND AFTER YOU AGREED TO LIKE THEM, PLEASE DON'T. this is the announce i wanted to make due recent events i will not be commenting on but that they gave me the idea to make this post just in case this needed to be reminded.
yours truly, Maruja / hyruleshop / hyruleshopcomms.
#𝐇𝐄𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐍 / hyruleshop comms announcements.#i will be reblogging this as days pass by just in case old and new customer miss reading it <3#i hope you are all having a good day or night!!
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One thing about me is that if I see someone reblogging AI images, I will let them know 👌🏻
#unless they explicitly tag it as ai in which case i will simply judge them quietly and move on#but if i don't see clear evidence that they know it's ai i will send them a lil ask <3#of course y'all can reblog whatever you want but i will do my duty since i seemingly can just tell?#idk how to explain what my brain process is but ai generated images (especially the ones trying to look like photos) look so obviously to m#i might have more trouble with images trying to copy someone's art style (which sucks!) or some other non realistic thing#but ''photos''? so obvious!!#(watch me miss a billion images lol)#but you get me#anyways if i unknowingly reblog ai pls let me know <3#angel talks#personal#anti ai#fuck ai
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there's a point at which someone's fear of being a dick wraps back around to them just being a dick anyways
#im side-eyeing those who reblogged my post on ethnocentrism and missed the point#but im also thinking about the tags i saw on being too scared to comment on fic#the first is being ~too scared~ to write cultures other than their own#(1. my point was people should be learning *as they watch the show* not just when they write#2. i just. jfC. stop saying youre too scared to *try* to write from another culture/POV different from your own as tho its a *good* thing)#the second is just annoying/frustrating because being too scared to participate in community is how community's die#i dont want to be dismissive of cancel culture because i do know the stories and there is always indv cases of a person ready to be a dick#but like. its just *not* a thing most people have to be worried about. very likely you're just not big enough to have that concern.#anxiety's no joke but like. u dont just accept the anxiety as the excuse. you have to challenge it. i've been there but u cant feed it.#and i dont want to sound dismissive of that anxiety but im really frustrated with seeing people throw that excuse around#without considering how their fear-based attitudes/actions come off in turn#such as not showing fandom creatives any appreciation for fear of saying the ~wrong~ thing#which comes off as creatives' stuff seeming to be ignored completely or otherwise very discouraging silence#when the only rule for tags/comments is to treat others the way you wish to be treated and apologize if you accidentally tread a toe#and being more worried about accidentally stepping on a theoretical persons toe than interested in showing actual people gratitude#like? pretty sure im not the only one side-eyeing that like ''have u really considered this feeling/logic????''#again: its not saying that anxiety isnt a dick or easy to dismiss but i am saying maybe challenge it or at least reflect on it#i just#blahh#the commenting thing is way more mild than the other but tags arent for that conversation and i need a much better brain space for that one
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GOOD MORNIE EVERYBUN!! ☆૮꒰ˊᗜˋ* ꒱ა SANTAS COMIN TONIGHT!!! eeep!! im so excited!! ٩(。˃ ᵕ ˂ )و im seein sm fam tmrw & im gonna have ALL the winter treats!! hehee don’t forget to leave a lil plate out for santa!! :3 i hope this holiday season treated you so kindly & if not don’t fret!! bc you ALWAYS have a home right here in the city!! (◍´꒳`(´꒳`◍ ) ♡ happy holidays my loves!! <33
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#hiiii!! *⸜( * ॑꒳ ॑*)⸝* happy holidays & merry xmas to all who celebrate!! woo!! we made it!! were almost to a brand new yr!!#the city is all lit up & sparklin w sm lights & the BIGGEST tree in the town square!! - ̗̀ෆ(˶'ᵕ'˶)ෆ ̖́- all for youuuu!! <33#this past wk has been kickin my butt ໒꒰ྀི𖦹﹏𖦹꒱ྀི১ you guys know the holidays in retail oh boyyyyy#i’ll be queuein up my lil tree in case anyone wants to leave a lil ornament!! i feel like ive missed sm this yr :’<#i’ve been a v busy bun but im hopin 2025 will be super good!! & give me lots more time on here!!#some of my rb’s never happened for some reason ??? so you might see me reblog some fics again !!! i gotta support all my bbys!!!#i’m wrkin a lil baby shift today & im bringing my switch to play some anch w my cowrkr!! (∩ˊᵕˋ∩)・* hehee!!#HAVE THE GREATEST DAY IN THE WHOLE WIDE WORLD!! 𓂃 𓍄 𓄽𓇬𓈒 MWAH MWAH!!
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Turning on notifications for your blog cause I constantly miss the round 1s for tournaments 😭😭😭😭
Anyway Hermes sweep
God I won't reccomend that, I am known to talk too much
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So I am thinking about making #got7revival week an annual thing and this time I want to do it 7 weeks before their anniversary... would anyone be interested in this? For those who missed out last year, I had prompts for each week for 7 weeks and everyone had a week to create their own gifs/edits for that designated prompt. You can check out what I did here.
#got7#got7revival#miss seeing them on here#like and reblog if you are interested#i want word to get spread around#in case anyone else wants to participate#signal boost
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hi. just came to say i’m alive and well (mostly) if anyone cares. i simply broke down due to emotional stress so i had to delete the app and cut it all out. idk how long it will take, but i’ll be back and catch up on blogs/tags/messages by then! hope you’re doing great, i’m sending you all my love and a special shoutout to @itsniceto, @mycastlescrumblingdown, @jdschecter, @intomymelancholia and @mayangelsleadyouin for being such a ray of sunshine. miss you and love you all soooo so much 💜
#part of not coming back rn is taylor tbh. in case you missed it i kinda distanced myself from the fandom although obviously#her music will always be a big part of my life. but it’s so tiring trying to separate the artist when shit keeps coming out#& yes i’ve listened to sntv but all i’ll say there is that now it’s oficially top last lmao esp after what she did to my fave tracks#like wth happened to btr and this album production. but again i have no intention of talking shit nor i care enough at this point#i’m also on the verge of a break up and my brother’s health is getting worse so. i really cannot deal with any criticism rn#at least i knew long before i couldn’t afford to go to a show. anyways enough talking to myself ! these are the news ig#also thanks to everyone who keeps tagging me on their edits. i appreciate it sm and i will reblog them when i’m back!! promise#see you around and please. remember to take a deep breath and drink water and put yourselves above anything else <3#pt
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