#reallyexists

[reallyexists]

Heavy Ordnance 0.3 is live!

https://reallyexists.itch.io/heavy-ordnance

[reallyexists]

This is so cute oh my god!!! Fanart is the highest form of flattery imo. Thanks so much!

Some fanart for @reallyexists of Blue Lobster, character that features in their game Heavy Ordnance! It's free on itch.io and totally worth the experience, even managed to get a causal gamer like myself into a shooterism game

[thunck]

All my bones are gone and living inside the body of @reallyexists

[wonderingwithwandering]

Does anyone else remember this cool British emo social media site called Dreckly from like 2010?

[flameontheotherside]

The Matrix

We exist in so many worlds simultaneously. In our past, future and in-between lives. So far I know myself and what she's doing in between lives. My higher self.

Our higher selves from my understanding is our TRUE self. The core or the essence of who we really are. Who we return as when we "die". Everyone can get to know their higher self. We can be alike, we can be opposites, it depends on who you chose to be in this incarnation.

Our higher self is using an avatar.

We are spiritual beings living a human experience. Our life here is temporary. It's like a simulation. The computer is The Akashic Record. Which can be thought of, "The Cloud". This stores all record of everything ever done or existed everywhere. This is the space prophets, druids, witches, psychics, the gifted, can access at will or randomly.

Time is not linear. It doesn't reallyexist. We made up the concept of time and called it science. But time isn't real. That is how lives past, present and future can and will overlap.

Throw out everything you have known.

This is what I had to do at the beginning of this journey. We have to ditch concepts, ideas, teachings we learned or had. Because if we don't we feel crazy, nothing makes sense. People will confuse you.

Sheep, skeptics, normies, typicals, robots, fools...dont understand this concept. The thing is...

...we are all special.

I never claim to be above anyone else because I know we all have a unique role to play here. There's no group or 144k select of people. That concept is just another idea to trick us all into accepting we are not worthy or special when we all really are. I'm not talking about race. I'm talking about the spiritual human race. Who we are past the physical realm. The same thing people deny exists. I think most spiritualists will know what I mean by this and let me be clear on this as well...

Yes, the physical human race is also in shambles but that's a whole other bag of chips.

There are "special" groups.

However in the grand scheme of things, groups, titles, rank and so forth don't matter. We don't place as much value in these things on the other side. As humans, we love this. We want to feel better than the next person. This is our human nature. Clubs are so important because we want to belong somewhere.

We do. We all belong somewhere but like I said these places don't have significance. We all come from the same place. From the same source. So, we aren't of the earth but for the earth. We aren't of the world but for the world. Our desire is to save it. Some get this concept and strive to do lightwork. Some will not and have a false sense of what is real and isn't. For them, ignorance is bliss. They can't handle the truth.

Skeptics, nonbelievers, naysayers, hold on to "reality".

They are cogs in the wheel. They are just compliant ants in a working system built to divide, kill, destroy, hurt, and like it that way. It's easy to have the thinking done for you. Being told what is and what isn't is safe. It's sane.

I know this because I was in denial the matrix exists. It's hard. It's a hard pill to swallow and watch mindless people claim to be human but act like robots. They want to know things but refuse to be taught anything that makes them feel uncomfortable or anything that goes beyond their perceived "logic".

Science will soon prove if not have already.

That this we live in is the matrix and everything we know is wrong. It's becoming widely accepted. We already know about The Law of Attraction. That's a fraction of what living in this simulation is if we are capable to alter our perception and our reality in our favor with just a thought.

😘❤ Good night, be safe.

[starlyclimler-blog]

girl i love u. i would give you all my money but i am a simpleton who fears using credit cards. however i can send you bjork bjork things if you like for christmas.

Thank you! I must point out that it's not credit card, it's paypal. But I always accept Bjork. I mean, who can turn down Bjork?

Seriously, look at that face!

[reallyexists]

I did not do a post about it but my game won Best Writing in the game jam I made it for! Consider playing this game if you enjoy:

fat furries playing ttrpg

professional wrestling

those are the two things. that are in it. also a lot of reading I guess

[theflubbernator]

Some fanart for @reallyexists of Blue Lobster, character that features in their game Heavy Ordnance! It's free on itch.io and totally worth the experience, even managed to get a causal gamer like myself into a shooterism game

[reallyexists]

After a nonzero amount of holiday crunch Heavy Ordnance's 0.3 update is almost ready! I took a break from working on it to do a seasonal animation that's only... a little bit late.

[reallyexists]

After this WG/inflation retro shooter/fps is done (1 year? 10 years???) next thing is either an agonizingly personal tank controls survival horror game OR a diablo-alike where you have a really big sword and you have to gain weight to wield even bigger swords

[reallyexists]

Back working on Heavy Ordnance again after several consecutive life/sanity crises! There will probably be more of those, but at least I made A Thing. This is some sandboxy enemy AI testing. Might be a fun mode to add once there's more... game.

V0.21 available now! Flamethrowers not included.

[reallyexists]

They're married your honor. (My OC/mascot Queen Birusa & Wario L. IV)

[reallyexists]

The long and agonizing metamorphosis is over!! Now with added SEO.

I have too many real problems to worry about maintaining propriety on tumblr.com anymore, so I'm merging my furry fat fetish sideblog that I never use with my main. Hopefully the frog has been sufficiently boiled at this point for this not to be like... shocking? I guess this is 18+ now also.

Mostly continuing to reblog & very very occasionally post according to my tastes, maybe I will actually talk about my projects now? Only time will tell.

Anyway I make horny video games: