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#oc stuff#not my oc#i did design her though#this is from ummmm….. 2021?#felt not good so why not draw something older#really tired honeslty#happy with the redraw though don’t get me wrong
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Some people are just so. Online.
#i hate it when i see people saying something that i know only has meaning within inane online discourse#like. who CARES???? no real people are talking about this#if i real flesh and blood person tried to discuss this shit irl no one would know what they were talking about or care at all#it’s just exhaustinggggggggg#makes me want to delete this last remnant of social media and be done with it altogether#give a few trusted mutuals my number and have that be that#honeslty might… haven’t found much value on here lately#i’ve just been so busy with work and it’s like.#is this REALLY what i want to spend my time on?#idk idk#maybe i’ll just take a break to start and see how that is#also - worth noting - this is NOT @ - any of my mutuals or friends or anyone i interact with#this is in response to me seeing a post i agreed with and then checking the op’s blog and losing faith in humanity#i am TIRED and i don’t CARE#and i have better things to do than come on here and get annoyed#but apparently not better things to do than come on here and complain!#lmaoooooo GOODNIGHT!!!!!!
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mm yes back to work today. gonnnnna probably not talk too much cuz i don’t wanna.
however i do have an interview at 530 today for the other potential job so. we’ll see
#it’s honeslty less omg are they gonna pick me#and more am i gonna pick them#bc this bitch reached out to me on her OWN#after i turned them down last year#i probably will end up going with it#bc i’m tired of my current job#but like i really don’t wanna be back in an office i just don’t#so i’m gonna have to get over that#like id rather just be home doing what i need to do#talking
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#diary#personal#i was gonna journal but im far too tired now and i cant.#so instea imma ramble here.#anyways. i was thinking lately how as i got earlier i sorta would just. cut off parts of myself.#like. id observe everyone around me. figure out what was socially acceptable. and remove what wasnt.#sometimes... people would say little things. and i work very very hard to to fix that about myself.#like. if i dont understand humor. i worked REALLY hard so i could. and so i could figure out how to joke and talk with others.#and god. anytime i make friends i try REALLY FUCKING HARD to make sure i like. do their activities that theh like.#i just sorta hope that i can have friends that way. if they like cars well now i do. if they like computers now i do. etc.#and like. i used to try hard to keep up with pop culture shit so i could feel included. cuz otherwise id be left out.#honeslty all of elemetry school i remember trying so hard to fit in and it really made me feel like i lost myself in it all.#i remember in high school a lot of this came to a head and i sorta just. felt lost a lot.#i like. feel a lot better now. i dont do things i dont wanna. i dont try so hard to blend in. but its still really hard sometimes.#i remember. i used to always have to ask what people mean. what a joke was about. i felt excluded from things a lot.#i sorta. gave up on friends in like. grade 7-8ish. i was also sorta depressed. so id just. watch people#and in the winter. id sometimes walk around in little circles and make patterns in the snow. recess wasnt long enough tho#i remember in grade 3 when i sorta became the token loner id just. walk around aimlessly at school.#it was sad being excluded but i really learned to enjoy it to. to really feel the wind. to listen to the sounds. to feel present#i love the swings. still do. might be why i rock so much now? ive always just loved throwing my body around violently.#it honestly makes me really sad now bc it hurts now. i cant move in ways that are fun anymore.#i can rock tho. and i do a lot. yknow i saw a girl(?) on the bus the other day rocking#it was so... strange to see it from the outside. i wonder if thats what i look like now that i think about it.#it was distressing tho bc they seemed upset. bc thats how i rock when upset. just. very regimented.#theyd stop abruptly. then continue. i could really only see myself in that. i wanted to ask if they were okay but...#i felt that it could potentially cause more stress. besides. idk if theyre autistic or whatnot. it could be invasive. i hope they were okay#mn. i sorta wish i had never just. cut away at myself. removing what i deemed garbage.#im... so much different from the way i portay myself sometimes.#i love looking at things. just. staring at stuff. watching people. and. when im with others i remove that.#when i work i have to remove the fun from things. and that sucks.
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[Dazai can hear that tired tone to Chuuya's voice and hums lowly, making his voice quieter as he continues] I might have to lie down here more often. [Dazai forces a yawn of his own out, trying to make it sound as genuine and tired as possible]
[Chuuya hums a bit, still mostly focused on trying to breath. He nods though, absently agreeing. He tilted his head a bit, seeming to be silently wondering if dazai had gotten it all or not, before sighing a bit. His grip around Dazais wrist is iron strong, if a bit loose.]
[@long-death-dazai contining the other one here!]
#<- yr well maybe hell fall in a river and get picked up by mori and when he comes back to the house.#<- WAIT OUGH NOOO#dazai is owrried but hes just tired and tells him to leave and reminds him of the flowrrs from this threat.#<- THIS WOULD ABSOLUTELY KILL ME HOLY SHIT#bc honeslty. dazai sersly.#<- yeah 😭 dazai objectively not a good friend to have really when he's not doing well
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hello ! I hope you’re well I wanted to ask you if are planning to do something about the platonic batfamily ? Thank you for your work, you’re literally my favorite blog 🥰. (sorry if there are spelling mistakes)
Ah thank you for the question i love it so much! What we’re doing today is breaking down each yandere and how they treat you in order
Alfred: very gentle, very caring. He makes you think that he’s on your side only to betray you if you ever try to run away. His loyalty is to the health and well being of the family and if you left it would nasty for all parties involved. He isn’t overly possessive, and is the most likely to let you out and about (so long as you’re with him or another trusted member of the family)
Bruce: At least you were a tool for making up with his son, but he grew to see you as his own child. You’re younger then Dick so he treats you as such, and is very unlikely to let you out of his grip,/let you out of the house because he’s paranoid. He’s the ultimate possessive yandere, wanting to keep you safe in the house at all times. He’s like this with his children too but because they’re fighters/have proven themselves it’s a lot different
Dick: Good luck with this. Dick sees you as someone who deserves childhood, who deserves to be young, so he treats you younger then you actually are. He’s very possessive, and almost doesn’t realize that you’re capable of taking care of yourself and he’s ver y smothering because of that. He’s the type of yandere to be in his own world and not really see. things as they actually are..
Jason: Caretaker to the fucking MAX. He likes. taking care of people and things that he considers his and you are absolutely one of those things to him. He needs to tak3 of things because it makes him feel real, feel. focused again especially when he’s tired of angry. The least likely to ever hurt you but will break you mentally if he has to.
Cass: does not get it, at first. She doesn’t understand why her family wants something that she perceives as helpless as one of them. Cass is all about getting her shit done and you interfere with that. It isn’t until she sees Jason visibly relax around you and stay in the same room as bruce that she understands. You keep things stable which means that you need to stay. She‘ s obsessively, can be cruel and uses physical punishment like forced dancing or sparring to keep you in check if you leave or deny your place in the family.
Tim: Oh good fuck. Tim is pretty close to yandere in canon, he’s terrifying, possessive of what he thinks is his and cruel as hell. with you he’s cruel cold, only to turn gentle when he deems it the right moment. Tim wants to break you because that means that you won’t run away and try to go and be somewhere else (with someone else). Tim is sadiastic and if he and damian are working together it’s best to go and beg jason for sanctuary from them.
Duke: Honeslty you aren’t sure whether he’s like you or like them at first because Duke is so easy doing, listens to your problems so well and makes. you feel like you’r valid for being angry. It’s all true what he says, it’s just that he also is on his family’s side about you and is slowly working his way into your heart in a way that the others can’t because they’ve never been where you (and he) has. Duke is the gentle yandere unless you really manage to make him angry by getting hurt in any way.
Damian: I wish you the best of luck. Damian is the son of thalia and bruce. His ver y nature is to be possessive over anything that he considers his and you are his. You’re his older sibling in a way that Dick is, someone to be trusted, someone to ask questions too, but that does not mean he’ll let you escape. If anything the thought makes him infuriated and he’s likely to blow up. Damian is obsessive, and sadistic, willing to do anything if it means that you’re safe at home with him.
#yandere#yandere writing prompts#yandere batman#yandere batfamily#yandere batfam#yandere jason todd#yandere dc#platonic yandere batfam#yandere x gn reader#dick grayson#jason todd#cassandra cain#duke thomas#damian wayne#batfam#batfamily#tim drake#batboy tag
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Giving up but not loving them
[ YANDERE HEADCANONS ] [ Harpae, Hananoi, Kaguya ]
[ Pocket Mirror GoldenerTraum ] [ A condition called love ] [ Kaguya-sama Love is war ]
⚠️ Yandere, I don't support nor try to romanticize this toxic behaivor, is just for entretaiment
⚠️ This may contain a little bit of spoilers
I didn't manage to think on more characters to write with this prompt but I swear I will write this prompt again with other characters!!
I love this prompt, angst and sad, just the way I like them 🫶🏼
Harpae
Harpae is incredibly caring and doting towards her darling, for Harpae her darling is irreplaceable and unique, there is nothing in this world that can compare to you and she treats you like such. She is incredibly gentle but at the same time is incredibly possesive and controlling, Harpae see herself as the knight in shining armor of her darling, you have nothing to worry when she is around
Despite her disability she is incredibly good at taking care of you, she is loyal and devoted to her darling so she expects the same, Harpae tries really hard to show his darling how good she is at taking care of you and how you don't need anyone else aside from her, she is perfectly capable of taking care of both of you
Normally Harpae is gentle and loving, but it goes to the point where she just treats her darling like an indefense baby, wich can end up being unbearable, it would be understandable is you get tired and try to go or do things by yourself, but for Harpae thats something unaceptable, she can handle everything by herself her precious darling doesn't have to worry about anything! and, honeslty, if you insist Harpae will grow more and more angry, she pass from being passive agressive to directly get violent if you insist
Also, Harpae is incredibly controlling over her darling so she always has an idea of where you are or even is at your side, she is incredibly controlling but also dependent of her darling, once Harpae falls in love with you she just can't imagine a life where you aren't around, thats why everytime you even considere going somewhere she doesn't allow you, meeting someone else or even directly going away she snaps against her darling, desperately forcing you to stay with her
Harpae became incredibly dependant of her darling, thats why she really tries to make her darling at least like her, she will be incredibly heartbroken if you don't, she doesn't want to heard bad comments about her like the other people did, she would not be able to handle it, thats why when she found out that you dont actually love her and just do what she ask in hope to get some peace Harpae is absolutely heartbroken
It take her a long time before finally noticing because she has being too focused on keeping you safe to notice, but after a while of you just doing what she told you Harpae will start noticing the little things, like the sadness, discomfort or even the fake happiness in your voice, being completely in silent when doing what she ask you to is also something that will let her know that you aren't happy, keeping the chatting at the minimum despite her efforts to make you talk
Harpae is mostly in denial, she doesn't want to admit that you don't like her, because when she finally does accept it she has a complete break down, thinking that you probably just hate her so much that you doesn't even look at her most of the time, not being able to see you makes her think that you probably have a expresion of disgust everytime you two are together, she can't just not imagine the repulsion and even hate you may look at her with everytime she brush your hair
Harpae is going to be a mess for a long time, crying her heart out and scream in desesperation, begging for you to dont hate her and dont leave her, she doesn't want to lose you but she doesn't want you to hate her neither, she will even ask you what to do to make you like her, she can change! she will try and change for you! she will be better but please just dont leave her all alone
Saki Hananoi
Love for Hananoi is something really complicated, he doesn't know how to love without giving his all, without giving up all that he has and all that he is, going as far to even to change who he is just in hopes to be more apealing to his darling
When Hananoi falls in love he does really hard, his darling become his complete world, he lives for his darling, everything he does is for his darling and in hopes to make you love him, he wants so bad to make you fall in love in return that he just will become what you need and what you want in hopes that you will accept him
Hananoi tries too hard to be of your liking that his bad habits just grow more and more, even more when you seem to be uncomfortable or even dont like him. He is already incredibly clingy and needy, but if you show any negative feelings against him Hananoi feels like breaking down, feeling paniced and at the edge, which lead him to try harder and harder to be of your liking
Hananoi also end up insolating and trying to monopolize you as much as he can, even if you don't seem too comfortable is his desesperation what lead him to try to be more possesive over you, at the end it wasn't too difficult to notice how hard Hananoi is trying, even when he acts like is nothing and tries to hide from you how desperate and hurt he is at the end it just become being quite obvious if you pay enough attention
Even when Hananoi will never dare to be violent towards you he still bring you a lot of troubles, he never leave you alone and is obvious how bad he is getting the more you refuse to love him or even look at him, so at the end it would be understandable if you decide to just go with him and play his game, either for not wanting more troubles or even just for pitying him
Honestly, at first Hananoi was ecstatic by it, thinking that you were finally loving him, that he have finally become enough for you and you finally will leave him love you, but he can't lie to himself forever, soon or later he notices that, in fact, is not that you have finally fall in love but just accept him, no matter how much times he profeces his love and what he does its just for you its doesn't make you happy, you just tolerate him and give minimun responses, sometimes even just give him a fake smile in hope that he will stop being pushy and calm down
After finding out that you have only given up and give in his obsesion he is completely heartbroken, all he have done is for you, what he wants is for you to be happy with him and love him, but it seems that he have just brought you misfortune, he have done nothing but force you to be with him, and he doesn't want things to be like this
Hananoi is desperate for your love and attention but seeing you uncomfortable or even faking it for his sake is not the way he wants things to be, so now he is stuck between wanting to force himself to leave you free because he doesn't want to be the cause of your sadness and hoping now that you had accepted him one day you would just fall in love with him properly, that somehow one day you would be happy, wich end up leading him to be even more possesive and desperate
Kaguya Shinomiya
Falling in love for Kaguya is a tricky situation, for being of such prestigious family she has to relate to people who are at her level, as well, Kaguya is quite prideful so she has in high esteem her darling but at the same time thinks that her darling must do more to win the honor of being with her, but at the end all of that are just excuses to cover up the fact that she is the one who have fell in love
Kaguya is incredibly controlling over her darling in an indirect way, Kaguya is possessive due her own inoccent insecurities so she tries to control everything around her and her darling, making the most elaborate plans to make sure you never leave her side, forcing you to stay at her side while pretending that are just coincidences without importance
Kaguya is more than willing to use all her influences and even use Hayasaka to control every single thing around to make sure you don't leave her side, and yet she doesn't want to control you, she may try to win your heart and make you be at her feet with tricks and manipulation but deep down she doesn't want that, she does it almost for instinct but she firmly believes that with all her efforts she will manage to make you love her and be with her willingly, even if she doesn't dare to say it out loud thats what she truly wants
Kaguya is convinced that you are perfect for her and that she can easily make you hers, one way or another you will fall in love with her, so if you don't show interesant on her or even doesn't seem to comfortable around her Kaguya will get desesperante and even paniced but she repeats herself over and over again that you probably are just too shy and awkward, even intimidated by her! wich is not bad!
It has to be Hayasaka who notices that you aren't really happy at her side, but no matter how much she tries to explain the situation Kaguya is just in denial, she doesn't want to hear it! and, honestly, this only lead her to be more possesive and desperate, she tries even harder to make you stay at her side, even if that means insolating you from others, to make sure no one in the school wants to be with you
Its the moment when you give up the moment Kaguya will finally have to accept the reality, she can see it on your eyes, is the same feeling she has for being trapped in her family, that resignation, that feeling that your life is not yours, and she hates it. The realization happens slowly but it happens really painfully, she slowly has to face the reality of what she have done to you, how she had force you to be with her even when you aren't even comfortable with her, how she have taken away your own freedom, and she hates it, she hates that she have done this to the person she loves but now she doesn't know how to fix it, you probably hate her by now
Kaguya is too scare to let you free because she probably would just lose you forever, so she tries to fix what she have done slowly, trying to be more sincere and make you truly happy at her side, trying to make you love her in a more sincere and affectionate way, willing to open up to you enough for you to see how sorry she truly is and, hopefuly, you can understand that the only thing she wants is for you to be happy together
#pocket mirror#pocket mirror x reader#pocket mirror goldenertraum x reader#harpae#harpae x reader#a condition called love#a condition called love x reader#saki hananoi#saki hananoi x reader#hananoi x reader#kaguya sama love is war#kaguya sama love is war x reader#kaguya shinomiya#kaguya shinomiya x reader#kaguya x reader#yandere harpae#yandere saki hananoi#yandere kaguya shinomiya#x reader#x gn reader#video game x reader#anime x reader#manga x reader
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It's quite interesting to see the reaction of most charlos fans here, because whenever it was carlos saying shit or doing shit on the race I don't remember half of this reaction.
carlos had a bad behavior on track, causing contact and risking a dnf, overtaking out of track all when they had previously agreed to use that beginning to save tires. the way carlos reacted to lewis overtake on him is how he would react if charles was the one doing the move today instead of him. So for him to go on and say charles always complain too much, when he himself spend half of the race complaining about Lewis move (that wasn't even as bad as carlos move) is hilarious. But I don't see any charlos speaking of any of that.
Now with charles words is an overreaction, calling him manipulative bitch, pissy spoiled, saying carlos family was right for saying he has no honor. I'm honeslty in shock with this reaction for what he said. I do think what he said was mean and unnecessary, but honestly? In 4 years together there where countless times where carlos did whatever he wanted and prejudiced charles (like the multiple times last year in quali when it was charles weekend to have priority and carlos didn't respect) and charles barely would say anything. Which some of you guys would use to show that everything was well because "look charles is not even mad!!! ". So maybe he got a bit tired of always smiling and waving and being the pr good guy while carlos could do and say whatever he wanted in post radio interviews.
But hey I think you guys are just proving people when they use to said most charlos fans are only carlos fans and charles is there just to be the other hot guy on the ship.
All in all I'm just sad with all of this because I will have a hard time ever enjoying charlos again after seeing the words charlos fans here were using it to call charles.
Okay now that i slept on it, I am gonna summarize my thoughts and this is the last time I am gonna talk about it, because I want to move on.
The thing with what happened yesterday in comparison to other times when Charles or Carlos were shady or rude to the media, is that it never felt personal. It was always a little comments here and there, but never such a dig. Imo, this wouldn't be such a big deal and people would maybe just shrug any other time, because it is all about the time and place. That is extremely important, because all this happening after Monaco (no, i am not saying Carlos helped Charles to win, it is purely about the difference in their attitudes and the striking contrast that makes most people really upset), it happening at Carlos' home race and him saying that during the situation in Carlos' career that is very delicate, so yeah in this case the comment was out of pocket. I saw people saying Charles said it to salvage and soften the blow of Carlos actually ignoring what they agreed on, and if that was a case then okay, could be! But it was very poorly executed. Going with a quote alone it was already eh, but the tone in which he said it was condescending. I did try to give him benefit of the doubt, he is a human being that makes mistakes and there are times you fuck up and hurt people (with or without realizing). I think he and Carlos will talk it out. This is their 4th year together and they are two grown men, I do not think that takes away from the fact they really seem to get on well off track. It is gonna be fine...
I like Charles and I won't turn against him for this one thing, it is just disappointing when I think about it and it will take a few days to digest, but it's okay! Is it really so wrong to be upset with something your fav did, you did not find nice? There are many instances and proofs Charles is very lovely and nice, and yeah he blew up yesterday and talked about the situation as if no one else mattered, but that happens. I hope he will reflect on it and yeah, that's that. He was on edge the whole weekend ngl.. maybe he truly didn't mean it and it just came out wrong, but that we will never know.
That little contact was insignificant and didn't change anything, so I wouldn't act like that was world breaking, but I guess it could have impact on how Charles felt, but as it was later confirmed there was no damage as Fred said it on the interview, and that touch did not cost him P4. That also comes into play with the whole situation, as it looks like Charles was lying and putting all blame on Carlos when in reality P4 was the best they could achieve (i'm saying looks like he was lying, because I am sure he just didn't see the data so he went with what he thought was true). Carlos saying Charles always complains was a reaction to him hearing what Charles said and imo you can see it quite hurt him to hear that. Could it be taken as him being mean too? Totally, however I think it was more of a defense mechanism... I do not really care about any complaining or whining on radio, from neither driver and I think hanging onto what is said in the car will never do anyone any good. You do not know a friend in that situation. And no, Carlos is not saint and they both have had their fair share of shitty situations and they will probably have more, but regarding the comments in media, I do not really remember Carlos being that condescending, even when pissed. A lot of Charles' own fans agree it was a bit too much.
I have never called him pissy, manipulative and I would never condone to liking hate tweets and I know many of other charlos girlies wouldn't either. Some for sure (e.g. those that were already pissed with monza '23), but not all... The majority of people I saw saying that was mostly Carlos' fans on twt, that have nothing to do with Charles... There is a difference in "dropping the pr" saying what you want and being respectful vs saying things that reflect poorly on you and make you look disrespectful, but it is done. It is understandable the fans are not happy with that.
Now, I am sorry, but I am so fcking tired of that argument, because if you wanna say things like that, I guarantee you that there are quite a lot of Charles' fans that like charlos only bc Carlos is a fuck toy. Do I complain about it 24/7? No. And this all is so stupid, bc the point is somewhere else. THIS is not about ships and fics, can we please differentiate that. This is about real people. This is not a ship war and this is not a time to be like "haha charlos' girlies downfall" "they were weird either way for liking the duo". Spare me.
#we will move on. some won't. it is up to everyone's own feelings.#this is the last time i ever engaged in drama here or anywhere#eva answers#it is gonne be fine! it was bad but it could be worse. it was a bad timing and it was rude but i am sure he will realize it
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Hey! Four asks here. I haven't figured how to ask properly though don't mind my mistakes please TwT
1. Has One ever heard birthday's before? Would that be relevant somehow?
2. How does Spilnter react to having deal with telling the boys about who created them once they tell him about Drax and that they found their "dead" brother.
3. This whole disaster twins dilemma got me thinking about what would happen in the episode where Donnie and April are with purple dragons. How would One be there?
4. Would One be friends with Shelldon?
Hi! Oh this questions are fun!
1) One does know about birthdays, he just doesn't celebrate them. I like the hc that Draxum has lived a few centuries so his kind doesn't really celebrate them because it gets tiring. The mindset Draxum has on birthdays being useless and a waste of time is a mindset he passed on to One.
It will be relevant later! :3c
2) This one is a little hard to explain because is not a thing that gets solved in a single situation.
The boys know One is alive and Draxum created them, but Splinter doesn't know that One is alive and that they know about Draxum. Then Splinter finds out about One being alive and the boys have to come clean about how much they know, but they also have questions for Splinter, because the story he had told them on how he got them now doesn't match up if Splinter knows who One and Draxum are. So Splinter "comes clean" but is actually still lying about a whole part of the story so they don't know he was Lou Jitsu.
And then they find out about Lou being their dad, and Splinter still doesn't tell them the truth.
Is not until One moves to the lair that Splinter tells them the whole truth. And it is mostly because he doesn't really have another choice.
Since he lost One, he had been lying to the boys to protect them, so they wouldn't be hurt for things that were out of their control. But as the truth starts to come out Splinter is struggling to keep those lies, some are still to protect his boys, but honestly, some are to protect himself, so he doesn't have to talk or think about about a time of his life he doesn't like.
Raph is the one hurt the most by all the lying.
3) honeslty, I don't think im gonna do that episode. There are some things that don't change from canon since they don't really involve One, so I'm just not gonna make them, that doesn't mean some of them don't happen, it just kind of happens off camera.
4) I still haven't think up much about that dynamic (is still a very long time until I get to that in the story so I'm not worried) but I do want One to be a bad influence on Shelldon lmao
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Actually girl, let's discuss seb and anthony for a moment --- do you by any chance remember that one really heartfelt and tender bday post he made from him a couple of years ago? I think that energy lives on and translates through these roles.
What do you think will happen with these upcoming MCU projects of theirs - any mentions of one another or interactions with each other? Do you think we'll get another mini series?
Hi again Anon!!!
Of course, how could I forget! Anthony and Sebastian always had a great (work) friendship and great chemistry, and I think that it's why they kept giving them those scenes together in Civil War, Endgame and they even got their own show because of it! They really work well together and their friendship works so well on screen. Kevin Feige's words not mine.
I don't think we'll see any more posts like these in the near future because my man Anthony is barely on social media and Sebastian doesn't seem to use it either (maybe he got tired of his stans like we all did😂).
Honeslty, we were robbed from a proper press tour, and with the strikes who knows when they'll start shooting new MCU content.
Not to be that person, but I don't think we'll see them in another mini series, I don't think there was supposed to be a 2nd Season to TFATWS which is too bad but at least we have the movies.
With the Sag strikes, I'm not really sure what's gonna happen in the MCU, Cap4 release date was already postponed and it could be postponed again, same for Thunderbolts. The good thing is that at least Cap 4 finished filming so there's a Big chance it will Indeed come out in 2024.
I don't know about any other project they'll do together but if it's any consolation I'm 99,99% sure that Bucky will appear in Cap 4 or that Sam will appear in Thunderbolts. It'll probably be a small cameo but we'll see them together on screen then.
One thing I've thought about also is that I would love to see them work together on a non-MCU related project, I'm sure it would be fun, maybe that buddy cop movie they have been asking for for 7 years😂.
What about you? Do you think we'll see them together again soon?
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i love being Scottish like im so proud but sometimes i get so upset about it.
So basically my WHOLE family is Scottish and about a 1/4 Irish but becuase my dad was in the army we were posted to England, where i was born and raised, therefore developing an English accent and no one ever talks about how awful you feel when you have a different accent to the whole of your family and you don’t speak your native language (Gaelic for me) and on top of that you live in the country that YOUR country was tormented by for centuries it is SO embarrassing and it honestly feels as though im not really Scottish becuase i feel disconnected in some way and the fact i have to literally explain and make someone believe i am not English is so infuriating. Also when i visit family i feel like I do not belong there because of my accent but then I don’t feel like I belong in England honeslty it’s an awful feeling, especially becuase I just have never felt “English” or felt “Scottish” but I automatically have to accept people will think and assume im English and I can’t do anything about it. There is so much more I could say but I really hope people understand what im trying to say here.
Just so clarify, I don’t hate England or English people it’s just considering my heritage and history with the English that makes it difficult to be called English and assumed as an English person, it’s a bit ironic and insulting tbf.
I know to some people this may sound “dramatic” or seen as “not that deep” but just put yourself in this situation whether that be Scottish, Irish, Welsh or any other nationality and you will see it does get tiring and eventually just sad that you can’t confidently identify as your own ethnicity without being looked at like you’re lying. Obviously this is my experience but I know some other people of other ethnicities and cultures have experienced this and im sorry if you have :))
#im putting random tags to boost#amrev#american history#alexander hamilton#american revolution#john laurens#alexander hamilshit#henry laurens#eliza schuyler#kirk hammett#george washington#scottish independence#scottish#scotland#irish history#ireland#Irish
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iiiiii decdied this last night actually but i was sooo sleepy tired i basically jsut had to pass out but this years already been fucked for me as far as. having a drawign i can have for each month for the yearly art review and i have justttt decided to accept it
like ye its a bummer and i wish i wasnt so and ill still make the art summary at the end of the year but like. ive been going through a LOT. for a LONG TIME. its honeslty amazing under these curcumstances i was even able to get it fully filled out last year feel like this was a long time coming. and im just like. nottt really in a position where i can sacrifice any portion of my health for a small joy like having. fully filled out yearly review this year. i just cant. and it wont diminish any art i DO finish this year, it just wont be ideal and im going to have to live with it U_U
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#diary#personal#im gonna finish eating and go back to lay in my bed all day...#im just sorta. it really really hurts and i honeslty cant handle interacting with others right now.#hell. everything just hurts so much right now.#like. i tried to force myself to do something and just. i end up getting instantaneous backlash.#im really tired. and id just like to exist calmly.#so imma go back to bed after eating and using the washroom and do nothing else at all today.#i honeslty dont think i can today. like. i obviously can. but at what cost?#im beyond burnt out. still recovering from a meltdown/shutdown/breakdown/whatever. and im sore and in pain#im really tired of living like this. and id rather stay in bed. and actually feel okay there instead.#here? its just painful. i barely got out of bed to eat and now i just regret it.#i wouldve not eaten. i would've liked to have not eaten. but i barely convinced myself to get outta bed.#but then the thing i was gonna gave we were out of. and then i got stressed while making porridge#and while i barely finished everything hurts beyond all else.#i just. im used to this. its fine. but i still hate it.#i dont mind taking care of myself. really. i just wish i had enough space to do so without being set back again and again#im so fucking tired. and i dont think anyone ever really understands what that means?#not to me at least. they seem to think itll be fine#but its not. its really not. i have to keep supressing the urge to just quit my job and actually just be okay.#but i have to press on. i have to work. i dont know why. but its not like i have much of a choice?#i dont know why im bothering. i dont know.#im really tired. and theres no break that could ever realy fix this. im sorta just fucked arent i?#haaah. what i wouldnt give to live differently. what i wouldnt give to just live elsewhere.
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i've been following you for a while and i know you change who you're writing to from time to time and now i'm scared that you're going to stop writing to alex
well, it will happen at some point 😅
I can say that this is the first time I'm writing and I don't feel bad about what I have ready, I don't know how to explain it, but I have memories of this blog getting comments about how bad my English is (or was or probs still will honeslty, but i feel it's less worse) and no matter how much I post anyway I still get a headache to post new stuff. I haven't gotten bad reviews in a while. Last week, for example, I posted a fic here and I got the timeline wrong and I only realized it when I already had about 5 notes and I still have it stuck and screaming in my head. Although I don't think I will stop posting for now, I find my writings very repetitive, I'm not very creative tbh, at some point it's going to get really tired, like for you who are going to read it as much as for me to keep trying to force something here. But I'll try to keep going as long as I can 🥹😊
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Originally wanted to use the tags but fuck it, reading this post over I want to forward resources for OP and anybody else who's in this kind of situation because I'm sick and tired of employers screwing over their disabled/chronically ill employees. (I can only provide links since I'm not qualified to give legal advice.)
I went through the process for ADA accomodations and they pulled my job title to 'justifably' deny me—I do the same work everyone else does, just for a shorter time.
This part really stood out to me because under the ADA you are legally protected to request reasonable accommodation for a disability. What OP's employer did by "pulling their job title" once they started filing for ADA-compliant accomodation sounds a lot like retaliation. I have information on retaliation linked below:
OP, if you see this, (and honeslty, anybody else going through this) don't hesitate to look into your resources, because what your employer did may be in violation of your employment rights. I linked more information on employees with disabilities through the Department of Labor and the ADA. Don't hesitate to reach out for help on this, whether that be through an advocate or through a lawyer, because that mention in of itself is extremely sus.
AITA for not letting people know I'm quitting?
I work in education just finished a really hard school year. I'm chronically ill and ended up at my school because I was life-threatingly sick and had to drop out of my graduate ed program... again. A position that was only a few hours a day came up, so I applied and rolled with it until the end of the year.
It was great; I loved the students and my coworkers. I had tons of fun. The kids are fantastic and are such bright little people but working with young'uns is a kind of energy I cannot sustain.
I'm leaving because it's so hard on my body and I have no support. I let admin know about being ill and I was ignored. I went through the process for ADA accomodations and they pulled my job title to 'justifably' deny me—I do the same work everyone else does, just for a shorter time. The people who assured me I could go to secondary (a much calmer level for my work) told me no chance.
So, I'm just not going to sign my contract when it comes in August. I might be leaving education all together because everything seems to be telling me I just can't be ill and an educator as the same time (which makes me frustrated; no matter how much support we give to kids they're still seeing people like them weeded out before their eyes.) I always said the situation is complicated when asked about returning but I didn't tell anyone outright.
My school, as everyone's, is incredibly understaffed. My team enjoyed having me around and says they really needed me—I was there to handle a lot of really difficult situations with students. We've lost nearly 20 people going into next year already.
What are these acronyms?
#also bc this is a aita op nta#you literally applied for accommodations you tried to communicate with your employer and still got screwed over#literally makes my blood boil as a fellow disabled employee/student who is under ADA protections#fucking ridiculous and i hope that these resources can be of help op
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A rare sighting of sapphics in Middle Earth
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/CMhmVcA
by liliemaegden
So, this is a continuation of a previous fic I wrote called "A Sleepover in the Meduseld". It starts during the battle of Pelennor fields and will probably have a few more parts, but who knows, really. There are almost no proper F/F ships in this fandom, but I am on my way to rectifying that.
No, I'm sorry, but Faramir/Eowyn is not going to happen in this fic, even though they are a cute couple.
I am tired of tragic lesbians, so warning for a hella happy ending.
Words: 873, Chapters: 1/?, Language: English
Series: Part 2 of A Sleepover in the Meduseld (and Continuation)
Fandoms: The Lord of the Rings - All Media Types
Rating: Not Rated
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Categories: F/F
Characters: Éowyn (Tolkien), Original Female Character(s), Gandalf | Mithrandir, The Fellowship of the Ring
Relationships: Éowyn (Tolkien)/Original Female Character(s)
Additional Tags: Tenth Walker, War, Blood and Injury, graphic depictions of injury, Angst, Fluff and Angst, Hurt/Comfort, Healing, No Beta, We die like Boromir, Not Canon Compliant, Who gives a damn, Lesbian Character, Useless Lesbians, it's true, I love them but they're stupid, I mean the characters, does anyone read these?, I'm honeslty dithering at this point, anyway, Continuation of another fic, Because the tags on that didn't fit, Oh and Also, Modern Girl in Middle Earth
read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/CMhmVcA
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