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man what the fuck
#JUST WHEN I FELT COMFORTABLE ENOUGH WITH A LABEL DID I START QUESTIONING MY ENTIRE EXISTENCE#long story short there is this person i feel like they're super cool and i really really really want to be friends w them but#its not how i typically feel about wanting to be friends with someone else??? one of my friends was like maybe you have a crush on them#like what the fuck#anyway im queer now?????? not aroace anymore what the fuck#really thought i had that one in the bag#i mean this is mainly only for romantic but ??? i dont even know if its real or if i literally just wanna be their frienf#BUT I HAVE LITERALLY NEVER HAD A CRUSH ON SOMEONE EVER???#so WHATS THE DIFFERENCE#and this person is mainly just vibes we've interacted like 3 times and had surface level conversations wtf is happening#im done actuslly im just done carinh
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#marshall d. teach#blackbeard#blackbeard pirates#one piece#whitebeard pirates#my art#so sometimes i think about how teach stayed on WB ship for close to 30 years#now i know he was fighting and doing his part but still he never tried particularly hard and he was basically living under his dads roof#for his entire adult life#and would have continued to do so if not for the yami yami no mi#anyway after talking with a friend it got me thinking about him as a neet so there#really loose concept and this is just me procrastinating but kind of funny i thought#neet au#about marco since someone mentioned. since he was ship dr and 1st commaner i wouldnt consider him a neet#marco had a lot of responsibilities while teach was just a regular member#so marco would be the more mature and successful older bro#anyway with this i finally drew bb with tired eye bags#like this man doesnt sleep. he should look tired as hell#i feel like im going crazy#i want to draw highschool luffy and discord mod teach having a brawl on the street
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Day 12 - The Killer "Iconic. The bringer of doom. It gives them pleasure to pick of the cast, reveling in their own cat and mouse game. No matter their backstory, it always leads to slaughter in the end."
from @windbrook's Slashed Challenge.
#he's a bit of a lazily designed killer#but i thought the smiley face was a mildly creepy touch#😅#by the time i got to twelve i wasn't sure what to do#and i was done downloading cc so#i had to improvise with the hats/masks in the game#which turned out to be fun the eco living bag is kind of a good option like he could have got it anywhere#i can't believe it's the last prompt though i had so much fun with these#going to work on a character page i think for them all#because i'd really like to work on some edits for the plot#thanks everyone for enjoying the sims it's been super fun to see the likes they got so thank you 😁#slasher dude#(i never gave him a name...#i had one but i feel like it's already been used)#day 12#windbrookslashed#sims 4#ts4#sims 4 screenshots#ts4 screenshots#tw murder mention#tw murder#tw death mention
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well that's the worst nightmare I've had in a while
#we were at the grocery store and a shooter came in. my sibling and i were separated at the time.#they died. and i was theone to find their body afterward. so. that fucking sucked.#woke up and strted to cry bc i thought it was real for a second#dream journal#edit bc i dont eant to reblog it to say this but ive had time to process it now#i was the only fucking person who cared that xe died. the dream cut to after the shooter was arrested and we were preparing for xer funeral#i think the dream implied that yhe shooter was an ex employee at the store and my dad and i were trying to like. talk to the owners about Y#Your Ex Employee Killed My Fucking Sibling#and the manager or boss or ehoever just. didnt care. didnt have any sympathy#my dad was there. but he didnt speak. i had to beg the managet to feel anything for the child who was shot and killed in his store.#to pay for xer funeral? i dont know.#we were there getting a blind bag toy xe had talked aout going to get irl since it was a short walk there really#i was looking for those pink chocolate chips.#to make cookies fro my friends#thats why i eoke up thinking it was real i think#most of my set-in-reality nightmares hinge on something that Cant happen anymore. this one was based on Recent Events and Planned Events#i had woken up just before six. when xe gets up for school. so i stared crying bc Oh My God Xe's Dead Xe's Never Going To Go To School Again#i dont think ive looked them in the face at all today.
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Hey, you know what's always been a weird thing in Silvers room? Not not the clocks or the birds but the Owl... Mask(?) That's on the wall.
Hey what were the humans called that invaded Briar Valley? Silver Owls?
Do I have anything to put together? Nope. It it an interesting detail? Yes.
#ive always thought that the owl / bird mask(?) was a weird addition to his room but before i never really questioned it#but now...#ch7 really got my mind acting up huh#also idk what those bags are in his room#i was changing the background from the event one to silvers room and I had a revelation#twst#twisted wonderland#twst silver#twisted wonderland silver#silver vanrouge
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People be out here saying "don't get the free plastic bags from the store, just buy reusable ones!" as though my parents haven't been using the same 10 free plastic bags for the past seven years.
Most things are reusable if you have enough determination.
This is a shitpost I support environmentalism and also people who need disposable shit for health reasons I just thought this was funny please don't hate me-
#environment#environmentalism#reusable#reduce reuse recycle#recycling#waste disposal#plastic bag#shitpost#made this post because i (college) student was buying emergency groceries and realized that i forgot my bag#and i had too much stuff to carry in my arms so the cashier asked if i wanted a bag#and my first thought was 'oh good a free bathroom trashbag'#like yes plastic bag are still bad but i also think it could be interesting to talk about the ways in which we still reuse disposable thing#i have been using the same paper plate for the past three meals#i throw it out when i think it will attract ants#growing up my parents subconsciously taught me every possible way i could reuse a disposable bag#so i don't completely mind it when i get one from the store because for me it's really similar to a normal reusable bag
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finished helluva boss and now i have Thoughts
#random thoughts#hell#give me more fat characters. where is the body diversity 🔫 stop showing me twinks#i don't like that stella is so monstorously evil. like i enjoy it but i think stolas would be a more compelling character#if his cheating wasn't excused by the narrative#i think she should still be evil but less of an idiot about it#like for the first whatever years of their marriage they're partners who work together to raise their daughter. like platonic life partners#and stolas is like 'Yes this Must be what love is' because he Does care for her but he doesn't have the life experience to quantify it#so when he and blitzo meet (btw i Do think the 'they were childhood friends' thing is. lame? it's lame)#he gets swept away by just how much he's feeling#so he has an affair which he's hiding from his wife until some pictures of stolas and blitzo hit the tabloids#nothing TOO incriminating so the cat's not out of the bag but enough where he's like 'shit man i have to tell my wife'#so he does and he's thrown off by how much more worried she is about their image (and how stolas may ruin it)#than she is about their relationship#so she's preparing all this damage control and he's like '? excuse me? i CHEATED on you are you? are you not getting that?'#and then she reveals that yeah of course they're in a loveless marriage she thought he KNEW#the IMPORTANT thing is not risking their REPUTATION stolas!!!#so basically she's been kind to him all these years to make the best out of a bad situation and doesn't really actually like him as a person#so she's like 'you can fuck your little imp all you want just keep it where no one can see you'#and when he eventually DOES divorce her she's PISSED because how DARE he ruin the life SHE worked so hard on???#and that's when she starts trying to get him assassinated before the divorce can be finalized (so she can inherit)#(i know there's different inheritence laws in universe but i don't remember then rn okay sue me)#and maybe if she's afraid of octavia inheriting before her she could be like 'actually she was never his so we never had a true heir'#because she HAS cheated on him before and oh god now i really like the idea of octavia not being stolas's biological daughter#basically my ideal stella is hannah gill but one who thought truman was aware their marriage was a sham#haha 'you thought we were in love? that i loved YOU? i knew you were sheltered but i didnt think you were that STUPID'#the closest she gets to being upset about the affair personally is that he cheated on her with an IMP??? are you TRYING to make her look BAD#but back to octavia because now i'm like a dog on a bone and i NEED to explore the idea of her not being stolas's#it's revealed by stella during the show and when octavia comes of age she gets some sick new secondary traits from her bio dad#her sperm doner (as she calls him) is some kind of predator to owls
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How I be looking at my old Pokemon figure collection that I haven’t seen in years
#rants and rambles#pokemon#meme reference#I finally found them after so long. I remember a few years back talking to my mom about how I miss my old Pokemon figure collection and#wanted to start anew. to which she told me about how I still have it but it was ticked away somewhere. today finally aka where it was that#she kept it and once she did I instantly retrieved it. it was in an old careered and it had ALMOST all of them. I was so happy when I got#them. it was like getting back a lost memory. I felt like a little kid again. though some of them have a bit of damage on their paint#counting they were still fine ableit a little dirty. I even found an old animal jam toy in there too. I used to be a really big fan of#Animal jam. I had actually completely forgotten about it’s existence up until now. anyway I sorted all the figures out and cleaned the ones#I was going to keep. I also made a pile of what I was going to give to one of my siblings. there was barely anything left in the bag once I#was done except a few toys that were ever broken or had missing parts. I have the ones that I kept displayed on my desk. I feel so happy to#have them again. I’ve missed them so much man.#btw reason why I thought they were “lost was back of how I had them all before moving and once we did I just never saw them again.#but now their back so yippee!!!
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well boss said reese has no indication of any uti or crystals only a tiny amount of red blood cells which can be caused by the manual expression. coworker insisted there was no point in taking rads to see if he's blocked from the string so going to try some laxaire and hope 😬🤞🏻also then my boss gave me a ride to the bus stop so i didn't have to carry the huge crate which was uncharacteristically nice of him 🤨
#already plotting in my head how trying to get him into emergency surgery on the weekend would go and its not great#on account of the fact that i simply do not have enough thousands of dollars for the er proper. or a way to get there but i could probably#figure that one out but not so much the money#he had a god awful time he had to see a d*g and that was horrible he hissed at it (chihuahua less than 1/3 his size)#he was SO scared i feel horrible and i almost cried a lot of times just from looking at him 😭#anyway i'm glad we did a ua though that does help some of my anxiety but now the problem is the string#it probably had a big knot in it so i'm not totally convinced it would even be able to exit the stomach but if it did thats terrifying#i don't think it was super long just the big knot#coworker also insisted strings cant cause blockages only intussuseptions which does not sound right to me particularly if it was a bulky#but not long string such as this one. but what do i m#*know#i'm still really stressed and we have to move tomorrow ugh#i forgot to grab the laxaire at the clinic so i'm going to have to go out and get some but i have to go drop off a goodwill bag anyway#ugh also while my coworker was trying to get pee from him she said “if you bite me i'll smack you in the face i dont care if your moms here”#and i didnt say anything but if she had done that i think i would have lost my mind. what the fuck is wrong with you#she is like that with all of the animals and it drives me insane or like she'll brag about how her rottweiler lifted his lip at her so she#beat him and stepped on his head (???) like some would accurately identify this as animal abuse and yet youre a vet tech???#like these animals are all having a horrible day why the fuck don't you have two seconds of patience instead of immediately going to#“oh you threatened to bite me let me force you into tonic immobility”. again what the fuck is wrong with you#same woman who justified hitting kids in the face btw. of course#my boss is actually much nicer to them for the most part than she is he's just a total douche to people (me) its weird#like i just think you should not have made your lifes work being a vet tech if you think its cool and fine to smack dogs and cats around for#not immediately doing what you want or for expressing discomfort or fear#and they are almost all fear reactive i think there have been maybe two cats that i would describe as aggressive and not just fear reactive#and i'm probably wrong honestly! theres always a reason#anyway. please everyone pray or vibe or whatever that my cat doesnt get his guts tied in knots because i dont have $10000 and his insurance#doesn't kick in for two weeks i think (i got it last night in a panic having intended to do it months ago but thought he had to have a vet#relationship in order to get it)#i'm still really scared lol. god bless#me
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fuck meeee one of my flatmates locked Both Doors when he went to work and now i'm locked outside in the storm with no idea when my other flatmate gets back 🙃🙃🙃
#i thought i had my keys in my backpack but they're apparently in my other bag#and i didn't really stress about it since one of the doors is basically Never locked since the handle is Fucked#but noooo the day i Actually Forget my keys is the day my flatmate actually locks it kill me kill me kill me#im wet and cold and hungry and i really need to pee#and instead of telling me when she's getting back my other flatmate is just repeatedly calling me a loser like thanks dude#really needed that rn#i wanna lay down and cry#does fish make noise??
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don't mean to be a little freak but since i work in a hospital now ive got a new perspective and appreciation for gore art. like oh my god you got that fat tissue just right—
#i have seen so many internal organs man#i held a large intestine in my hands (was gonna say bare hands but they really weren't)#he'd gotten a colostomy like 12 years earlier but after 7 years his intestine fell out! it fell out! and the doctors were like eh it's fine#and it was. he'd had his intestine hanging oout of his stomach for 7 something years and it was fine. and i held it in my hands#a good five inches of intestine. like a tentacle. in my hand#i put my entire hand inside a new crazy hole i found in a guy (to this day the grossest thing ive seen in my life i thought i'd die)#(like you can't... you can't understand... you can't....)#i put my hand inside a guy's foot! they had made a large hole in it! i put my hand in#one woman just had her small intestine out in the open like it was nothing! walked around and everything w a lil plastic bag over it#there are so many crazy holes to clean and flush#like. just. stomachs. do you have any idea how good the body is at having holes. sometimes holes just appear and eat their way thru the bod#making tunnels like a little ant except it's your body and suddenly ur intestine is inside your bladder or whatever like how did THAT happe#.txt#a man shat blood all over me i cleaned it forever man#one guy got a fistula between his intestine and aorta so he got like shit in his bloodstream. how did that happen!
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by the end of this hospital stay I’ll either be completely fine with needles or even more anxious about them than ever
#needles tw#I have to get stabbed so many times#painkillers anticoagulants blood draws cannulas#I know it’s all necessary but I hate it lmao#my first cannula in my left elbow became loose after two nights and my iv wasn’t going in right#so they moved it to my right elbow#later that day I had surgery and woke up with one in my right hand alongside the one in my elbow#and that was Sensory Hell#I was almost crying asking the nurse to take one of them out#so she took out the elbow and at first I thought the hand was great but then I had to wash my hands#and the tape began to peel up and get itchy and stopped me from doing p much anything#I was told to eat my dinner slowly and I achieved that by only being able to eat with my left hand#by this evening it was peeling up and I had a sore pink line going down the back of my hand so I asked if they could move it#againnn#I profusely apologised for being such a pain#luckily the night nurse tonight and I quote ‘loves putting in cannulas’ so I said go for it girl#in other news my drain bag looks like some really cool gory watercolour marbling that I equal parts love and hate looking at#hospital posting
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my shoe wishlist is complete!! proof dreams do come true ♡♡
#nana talks#it wasn't a super long list there were just a few certain styles I thought really suited me so I wanted them#and that one pair of boots my mom didn't let me wear when I was 8 because it had bows and I was 'too old#to wear boots with bows#biggest surprise years later was finding those exact boots in adult sizes and in pink too#like maybe it's silly but every day I get free happiness when I look at them all sitting next to each other#I blame my mom for passing down her shoes and bags obsession to me shouldn't have taken me on every shopping trip 1 second after I was born#I'm not mad about it though#anyways everyone say thank you nana's bf for getting her the last shoe on the wishlist
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Talking to [leftist/socialist/progressive/whatever] white people as a brown girl is always an experience
#🐈⬛⚜️#A couple weeks back I was stopped by these uni students who were promoting a convention and advocating for Palestine#I was really sad and tired then so I was like sure. let's chat#I signed a petition and began talking to these 2 girls#One was a white girl. the other wasn't. could not pinpoint her background though#Anyways. we talked about the state of the world and Palestine and how the US and by extension the Western World has failed them#(which is a topic of its own because the Western World did not 'fail Palestine' they literally wanted this annihilation to happen#and have been an active participant in it)#And I pointed how ultra rich Arab countries have completely turned a blind eye to it but poorer countries such as Yemen. Lebanon have#been doing so much. despite their own vulnerable position#And this girl said but they're still not doing enough. they could lend military help#I was just disappointed because it doesn't take more than 15 seconds to realise why a regional war is not the solution#By virtue of wanting justice. I would want the IOF to be blown up too but that's not the solution#simply because the casualties will be the civilians of all of these countries and we cannot put millions of people at risk#And she kept telling me about how they're a socialist group. and she was also kind of taken aback by how much thoughts I had about this?#They're having a convention on Socialism and co (social issues. Marxism and all that jazz) next month and that I should consider cominv#Then she hit me with 'The entry is only $90' and there's a student bundle where you can get a book and a tote bag#Honestly funny as shit#And she kept insisting I should buy the book. it was 'Introduction to Marxism' I believe#I did not know how to tell her that I did not want to read that. and even if I did I would just pirate the Communist Manifesto#Anyways. interesting experience and it did make me focus back on how different Brown Leftists and white leftists are#I like to give them grace because it's hard to know context and history and social rules about somewhere you haven't lived or grown up#But I do believe if you're advocating for another group of people. you need to learn and understand first and foremost#I actually don't know what to make of that whole interaction tbh
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#a mystery grab-bag of thoughts:#sometimes i just want to send you dumb memes out of nowhere and hope that the randomness and absurdity will make you laugh#when i do my daily crossword puzzles i wish we were sitting across from each other racing to see who finishes first#(but working together on the really difficult ones because god knows I’ll never get a Sunday NYT by myself)#i think of you often but especially when it’s raining#I’ve taken to making a pie every week—nothing fancy just something in a graham cracker crust that sets in the fridge#(so far i have one ol’ faithful recipe and I’ve had a couple of failures but they were still tasty)#my phone sometimes suggests a selection of pictures of you and it used to make my heart stop a little bit#but now i just look at your face and smile and think about how lovely it was to see you every day; I’ll cherish that#i never thought you were a ‘media bully’ but if I could return the favor I’d urge you to watch amc’s interview with the vampire#it’s so GOOD and so GAY and i have a small crush on Eric bogosian that goes in the same category as my crush on Greg Davies#and it’s quite funny in places like a dry humor that leans surreal/absurd#i dunno i think you’d appreciate it even though you’re not a horror person#i wish i could hold your hand and kiss your fingers and probably nibble on them a bit#(what can i say? I’m a cat)#i made some new glitter bottles this week and they look so pretty in the sun#today my Spanish lesson was about telling time#i have no problem remembering ¿a qué hora? but get tripped up on the format of answering#(son las (hora) y (minutos) and son (minutos) para las (hora) and i could get around it by only ever answering on the half hour)#I’m not like *confident* about my Spanish but I’m picking up more than what’s in English captions when i watch stuff which is neat#i do wonder if it’s sad or weird to still feel you here with me in my heart#but i think when someone is precious to you time and distance can’t really touch that love#anyway I’m going to go do my dishes instead of blithering here all night lol#sending you care and love and sunshine and flowers my darling dearest#💜#🌻
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My gender complex goes back 3 generations and through two queer women and their family trauma, I feel like I know what I'm talking about. We know a thing or two because we've seen a thing or two.
#i got my gender from my she/her misogynistic transmas gay dad who's also the mother of my mom.#my sperm donor doesn't matter here.#he's kinda fruity though and swears he's just a straight southern boy in alaska.#my dad/grandma and my sperm donor/dad were/are both autistic though.#im pretty my great-grandfather (whom i was named after (whom was named after his father)) was autistic to.#and even though he was an abusive piece of shit the autism had him connect with one of his four lesser-sons.#so she got a bit of a complex from really admiring him. i got a bit of a complex from really admiring her. i was named after him.shit's wild#oh yeah and a psychic told my grandma in a past life she was her fathers husband and she thought it was crazy but he said that makes sense#(in that past life he was his daughters wife to clarify)#he didnt even believe in that shit she was blown away when he said that like ''dad you're joking right?'' (he wasnt)#it was to explain why he always broke down in tears hearing the bag pipes.#this hardcore military man would just start crying when he heard bagpipes playing. absolutely break down.#and the psychic said it's because they played bagpipes when my grandma/his/her husband came back from war after leaving her to fight.#she had the gaul to give my mom his last name. her maiden name. and well my mother never married so i got it too.#the family hated us for that.#and he treated her(my grandma's) daughter way better than any of his own kids. so the family hated us for that too.#my mom's also an ace/bilesbian lol.#out of all the confusion im trans so like. i feel like i have a better handle because of that.#i take a bit of pride and freedom in the confusion.#hexacles.txt
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