#real happiness

[gorrus]

[giftedpoison]

It is so weird. So like I just had my first gig stage managering at a festival.

And it's like something switched.

For a long time every spare chance that I wasn't working my main job or relaxing, I was grinding. Always looking for new ways to make money, new ways to enter a field I enjoy. But after that gig. I find I now can just enjoy writing for writings sake? (In fact, I'm not even sure I /want/ to publish and make money off of it) and I can just sit down and play the sims for a few hours and nothing bad happens. I'm fine. There is no simmering stress. No shame or guilt. All because I found something I love. Something I enjoy that I can make money off of and still feel like I'm not actually working all that much. Like I was always that person like yeah I like video games but I struggle to play them because it's like I'm actively choosing to waste time and that stresses me out. And now I'm like I can play my silly little video game and it's okay because I don't have a looming fear of not being enough, of amounting to nothing in life. Because even if I don't do anything more than working for this one company and all their events, I think I'll be fine. And at peace with it (don't get me wrong I am already looking into more gigs because by god is this field addictive like sweet adrenaline) but I feel secure even if I'm not secure financially just yet.

[padre-millat]

REAL HAPPINESS.

/’ree-al-happiness/noun:Something people die searching for. when it's really in my black sweater,

over a new white dress shirt

it's in the warm water--

pouring over my hands in the cold

It lies-- in the sound of planes,

over our heads.

And in the way my socks, 

tuck under my trousers, 

perfectly--

It's in the grief when someone dies,

when things go downhill,

It's a comfort in tragedy.

It's strange that real happiness

isn't a hill to die on,

but rather a journey.

                                                                                              ~ R.R

[thiccurry]

I’m genuinely happy and without having to rely on another person for it. it feels so, so good that I was the one who got myself here.

[inkskinned]

she's singing in another room and my dog is asleep at my feet. my grandma asked me why i haven't found a man yet and i laughed. oh, you know. i like my house clean.

my girlfriend is also my man is also "my partner" if i'm in a professional setting. yesterday we went to a ren faire and a man mimed at me - you're together? and at my delighted nod, his baffled, you're gay? made me laugh. a woman with rainbow hair said i love the two of you together. you're both so beautiful it's absurd.

my dad introduced my partner as my "..... friend. or whatever" the other day. he knows we're dating. in the same way, i was never able to get my sister's husband to stop saying that's gay like it's 2008. he still uses the word fa***t, and my sister's defense of him has always been well, he's just kidding.

my lover and i dance to old music in a tiny kitchen. we judge new music together and take food critique very seriously. we watch love is blind before we fall asleep and agree that if they had a queer season, it would be bloody but also make for excellent tv. of fucking course queer people would know someone for only 2 weeks and agree to get married. what are you saying.

at a bar with friends, a man puts his hand on my wrist. got a boyfriend? and yes, i do have a boyfriend, she's amazing. i am texting her while i wander around a gas station named after geese. i am visiting a swing state for a wedding. in the candy aisle i overhear: she's actually like a lesbian it's disgusting. two teenage girls with packaged sandwiches in their hands, giggling. no literally, like. i'm not, like. okay with her being there while we're all, like, naked and changing.

my girlfriend and i tailgate, drink gin and cider out of cups. from the frat group beside us, a man corrects himself with one of his friends: bro, i mean, nonbinary entity, and it makes everyone around him laugh, myself included. he razzes his friend the same way i would have killed for at 19 years old - like nothing happened, he continues: you apply sunscreen like an alien. he does a little sassy (and fairly accurate) dance interpretation of the motion. his friend is laughing so hard they're crying.

i am lucky, i live in a safe neighborhood in a safe state. my masc passenger princess comes up from DC. i drive her for an hour to where all the leaves are a violent arrangement of color. we walk along the trails, letting autumn into our blood. in this part of the state, there's a lot of pickup trucks and trump signs. when we chastely kiss before getting into the car, i accidentally make eye contact with a woman holding her child's wrist. she looks disgusted. she looks fucking pissed.

two hours later my girl and i are eating dinner on a patio, soaking in the last warmth of new england sun before the chill of winter sets in. we are giggling and trying to talk through plastic vampire teeth. at another table, i see a young woman sit up straighter. i watch her watch us. she blushes and takes her partner's hand from across the table. shy, like the taste of evening has just become something deeper.

it's worth it for this moment, i think. my lover is still humming the same song she's been singing for four days straight and i don't want to kill her for it. her guitar is beside my bed. her toothbrush is in my bathroom. in a few moments i will make us lunch. we are lucky enough to have found each other. it is lucky enough to be in love.

[loloavy]

EEEE OMG THIS IS SO CUTE!! I also start dancing with them when hear this song

Love the style in this so much and animation is nice hehehe💖💖

FNAF Caramelldansen (3d animation)

Youtube version: FNAF Caramelldansen (BLENDER ANIMATION)

Models & Backgrounds made by me :)

[lifeinspiration4all]

True Happiness: It's All in Your Mind

True Happiness: It’s All in Your Mind. All of us would like to achieve happiness, yet oftentimes we lose sight of the power of inner happiness. “Very little is needed to make a happy life; it is all within yourself, in your way of thinking.” ― Marcus Aurelius True happiness originates within ourselves rather than in the world around us. Contrary to what many may think, true happiness isn’t…

[shopwitchvamp]

[yeslordmyking]

2 Samuel 6:21 — Today's Verse for Friday, June 21, 2024

[isjasz]

Stellar death

[vvenuspng]

💥📣 BLITZO SUX

[i-sprout]

Old enough to spend quality time with parents than on social media......

[officialndilhmx1]

My love ❤️

[chloesimaginationthings]

Can’t spell “Five nights at Freddy’s” without GAY

(Based off @/flashcs5 post)

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

The squad of all time has arrived on scene.

[mioakem]

give bro his girl back im so serious this is destroying me