#ray x cmc

[natasha-in-space]

So I've been clearing out my files and in the process stumbled upon a forgotten treasure! Found a bunch of custom chat rooms I created for numerous au's years back... I have a whole collection of stuff I forgot about, but this is the first in the story. Decided to share it just for fun! This one is set in the college au. Only with the entire cast as college professors :) Also I decided to make Unknown coexist with Ray and (Suit) Saeran here???? Pretty sure I did that just for fun lol

Keep in mind that my English wasn't nearly as good at the time. Some wordings are... definitely very wonky. The chatroom was made with the Mysterious Messenger engine on RenPy!

[dailysaeran]

Butler Ray 🩷

[marshmallowprotection]

My Sunset

Pairing: GE Ray/CMC Description: Ray has to confront his jealous thoughts when he realizes he's not the only one who's ever made Sunset smile warmly. He wishes he didn't feel this way. Word Count: 4,077 Sunset belongs to @dailysaeran. [Read on AO3]

“...What about this, Ray?” Sunset held up another white dress she intended to try. “I think the lace at the bottom of the skirt would match the flower overlay on the corset you picked out perfectly.” 

“Let me take a look,” Ray grabbed the end of the skirt and held it against the corset he’d picked out as soon as they entered the store. It was the foundation of the look he wanted to build! “What do you know? You’re right. These flowers are the same. The team must have liked the design enough to use it twice… you don’t see that too often.” 

“That just means we’re on the right track,” Sunset beamed. 

Every month, they set aside time to go shopping together because there was nothing more delightful than being able to experience the wonder of picking out clothes for yourself. At least, it was among one of the many freedoms Ray clamored for when she told him he could do anything he wanted once they were free.

Ray delighted in being able to finally dress like a prince, and he loved knowing that Sunset enjoyed being his princess, too. She didn’t dress up to make him happy, he knew, she reveled in ribbons and tulle because it empowered her as well. She felt confident as a princess, just as he’d felt confident as a prince. 

Whenever he could, he liked to style their coordinates to blend seamlessly. Not only did it feel good to dress as he felt on the inside, but it felt even better to know he could share the experience with his girlfriend.

To think that people would see them cozied together on the street as they went about their day… without a doubt in their minds that he and Sunset belonged with one another? That was more than Ray could’ve hoped for, and… he was undeniably grateful to have experienced it. 

He loved Lolita fashion. It… was one of the reasons why he was drawn to Sunset in the first place because seeing a woman stride confidently down a city street with a dress that had seemingly appeared out of the pages of his fairytale book made him feel like his dreams could come true.

He had no idea that people could continue to dress as they once did in the stories he adored! 

As he affixed the last accessory of his outfit, he heard the sound of a changing room door open and shut behind him. He admired his reflection in the mirror until Sunset eased in at his side and overwhelmed his heart with more love than he knew how to handle.

She’d chosen a white dress that kissed her shoulders and flared out behind her with a train that would dazzle when she spun around. She was right, he thought, as she wrapped her arms around his waist and played with the lace trappings. The fabric fit perfectly, both around her waist and his hips. 

The black rosette that sat atop her head was the pair to the white rosette that sat on the lapel of his shirt. Somewhere amidst their journey to create harmony between their new outfits, they exchanged roses. She wasn’t purely made of light, and he wasn’t only made of darkness—because as long as they were together, they could be an eclipse. 

“We look perfect together,” her lips brushed against his cheek. “I can’t wait to find the perfect outing to wear these coordinates to, Ray. Whether it’s at tea or a date meant for two, I know we’ll be the envy of everyone’s eye.” 

As long as she continued to speak about him like that for the rest of their lives, Ray knew he would forever be the happiest prince of them all. 

———

“Oh, it’s you two,” the surprised voice from the other side of the hall caught Ray’s attention. “I didn’t expect to see you on our day off.” 

He didn’t have to look to know who it was, but his eyes trailed across the room to catch a glimpse of Jaehee and Minji.

Ray hadn’t expected to see those two, either. Jaehee’s cafe was located on the other side of Seoul. It would’ve taken them an hour to take the train to this part of the city; But, if the cafe was closed for the day? It made sense for them to travel further away.  

“Hello, Jaehee, Minji,” Sunset gave a friendly wave before Ray could even think of a greeting. “It’s certainly a surprise but a pleasure, too. I don’t think I’ve seen you guys outside of the cafe since the last party. You must be enjoying the attention Zen brought to the cafe last month when he insisted the director use your cafe for filming... I figured you guys would be too busy to slow down all things considered.”

Minji chuckled. “You’re not wrong, Sun. It hasn’t slowed down for a minute, but… it hasn’t been all bad. Jaehee’s finally got an excuse to hang up a sign that says this is Zen’s favorite spot, and there’s proof for any fans who want to fact-check her claims online. I haven’t seen someone as excited as this since I took you to that gallery exhibition.” 

Sunset’s cheeks turned rosy. Ray noticed it in an instant because his dearest love began to giggle and wave her hand as if to remove the butterflies from her tummy. It wasn’t all that different from how she reacted to Saeran when he poked and prodded at her heart until she quivered under his advances.

“Oh, please. I doubt it. As much as I love that artist, my enjoyment of their work is nowhere near as dedicated as Jaehee’s appreciation of Zen's career. But, that’s to say there’s something about admiration versus appreciation that gets lost to the wayside sometimes. A casual enjoyer next to a super fan will have distinct differences when it comes to how they’re seen by their loved ones,” she said. 

“I’m not sure I would use the label ‘super fan’ for myself, either,” Jaehee added. “As much as I admire his work ethic and lust for life, I think I would refer to what he does for me as you would an inspiration. After all, if it wasn’t for his encouragement, and Minji’s passion, I’m not sure I would’ve chosen to stand up for myself. ” 

“What can I say? There’s a certain sparkle in your eyes when you’re able to do what you love,” Minji squeezed Jaehee’s hand. Her tender smile didn’t waver as she continued, “I remember it was the same for Sun. Seeing someone you love shamelessly be themself is the greatest gift you could ever hope for.” 

“Minji… not in public.” 

“Sorry, Jae. I couldn’t help myself, hahaha.” 

Sunset laughed again. Ray hadn’t said a single word and Minji inspired the loveliest of sounds from his sweet princess’ lips. How many times had Minji been the reason Sunset laughed? How many times had Minji made Sunset feel fluttering butterflies in the pit of her tummy?

How often had Minji seen through Sunset’s wandering eyes and shown her she was the reason bells sang and birds could fly? How easy had it been for Minji to help Sunset feel alive when it took Ray months to even learn how to look her in the eye? Was he as pitiful as he felt? 

That sound was like music to his ears, but to… to hear someone else inspire that laughter in his Sunset made his stomach churn in knots. It was as if the high he experienced when she pressed her lips to his cheek over and over again plummeted in a heartbeat.

All of his confidence waned, quivering underneath the force of his insecurities like a wilting rose… left to drown in a thunderstorm. 

Rather than experiencing the butterflies he had earlier when she peppered his face with lofty kisses and lauded him with heated compliments he could’ve only dreamed of back when they were in Mint Eye, he felt the bitter pangs of insecurity and jealousy crawl up and down his spine.

He didn’t like to feel that way, to sit disgusted with himself for his outright ire towards anyone who could make Sunset smile wider than he could, but the fact of the matter was that Ray wasn’t yet confident enough to say he was worthy of the love Sunset shared with him. 

She promised him long ago that she would never make him feel like a bug, pitiful and forgotten as soon as she lifted her heel to crush him and continue on her merry way. It was a promise painted against her strawberry lips as she smoothed out his hair and gave him no reason to doubt her words.

She was the one who made him believe there could be more out there for him than what he allowed himself to have. He didn’t have to sit there in agony and settle for torture… he could have everything he wanted and more if he asked for it. 

Ray pleaded with her to have mercy on him, to treat his heart however she liked because he knew her tender hands would never make him quiver, and she did. She gave him the love he desired and then some, even knowing what might befall her if Rika discovered so much as a sneaking suspicion of what they were doing.

She risked everything to be with him. He could never thank her enough for that. Ray never once thought he would be a person worth fighting for, but all the same, she fought for him without any expectation of receiving something in return. 

She was too good to be true, that’s what Saeran thought. That was why he lashed out at her the way he did. He didn’t know if she was genuine—if she would keep the promise she made with his Ray—and every horrible attack he made came with a strange test he didn’t fully understand until the dust settled and he had to pay the piper for all of the awful things he did to Sunset. It was no different for him.

Even if she kept that promise for the rest of their lives, it couldn’t erase the trickery, deceit, and verbal degradation she faced at their hands. She forgave them with the wave of her hand, but they didn’t know how to forgive themselves. 

Saeran had more conversations with Sunset about it than he did. Ray wasn’t sure if he avoided those conversations because he was afraid of what she might say if he said the wrong thing, or if he avoided it because he knew if he expanded just how pitiful he felt at times compared to other people, she might think… less of him.

After all, it had been a couple of months since they had a reason to be afraid of any skeletons in the closet. 

The world was no longer on the verge of collapse and they were on their way to making a full recovery. 

Wouldn’t it be wrong for him to confess he felt awful when Sunset, Saeran, and Saeray were working towards healing? After all, Rika once told him he was the bundle of weak, insignificant, pitiful emotions that could never exist in this world as anything more than her pathetic child who wasn’t meant to survive. 

Even if he now understood those very words were meant to keep him under her thumb forever, there were times when he wondered if what he felt deep within his heart meant that Rika hadn’t been entirely wrong about him. 

If everyone in his life was already moving forward, what did it say when he felt like he couldn’t keep up with them? There were moments when he felt like he was climbing higher and higher towards the same place of peace Saeran and Saeray had found, and moments like this when his eyes fell to the ground and he felt like a monster for being envious of something that shouldn’t have bothered him in the first place. 

Sunset was… she was his girlfriend. 

Even if someone else made her laugh and smile, it couldn’t dare take away from the fact that she decided to embrace him as her lover, right? Was it wrong to want Sunset’s laugh and smile all for himself? He knew it wasn’t fair to want that, not when she had Saeran and Saeray, too. They loved her just as much as he did; That fact was undeniable. They loved her more than life itself! 

The time he spent with her was just as meaningful as the time they spent with her, and she would never think to praise one of them over another because there were different kinds of love to be experienced and shared, but he—

But, Ray couldn’t deny he desperately yearned to experience what it felt like to be the only one Sunset adored. He wanted to be the reason she smiled, laughed, giggled, and sang.

He wanted to know what it felt like to inspire her, to shape her worldview, and to watch as she learned something new about herself that she only could’ve known thanks to him. Back then, when he was tormented in Mint Eye’s suffocating march, she’d been the only spark in his world that made it all feel worth it. 

If he was the darkness that existed on a moonless night, then she was the star to greet him at sunrise. She was the reason that the sun would not only rise but set, as well. If darkness tried to snuff out his hope for a better tomorrow, he knew he could turn his head and see her smiling face and realize there would always be a reason to survive for the next day. 

When Ray felt as though there was nothing meant for him in this world, he looked to Sunset and thanked whatever powers that be for putting her in front of him. She was everything he could’ve ever hoped for in this world and… he screwed it up by deceiving her on day one. She trusted him, blindly, even if every part of her body told her to think twice, and he nearly allowed himself to pour poisonous ichor down her throat from his lips to sweeten the acid. It was that trust that made him feel wanted in a way no one else could, but her trust nearly allowed him the chance to destroy her beyond recognition. 

It haunted him whenever he saw the light diminish from her eyes on a rainy day. Even if he wasn’t the source of her sadness. His eyes fell to the ground as Sunset continued her light-hearted conversation with both Minji and Jaehee, determined not to interrupt her and the laughter their warmth inspired.

What if he wasn’t good enough? What if being around Minji reminded her of what it felt like to be with someone who wasn’t afraid of his own shadow? What if she realized she didn’t have to wait for him to learn how to be a stronger man? 

“Minji and I figured the next time we saw you in person would be at the grand opening of your shop. I do hope that’s coming along well,” Jaehee said.  “Saeyoung mentioned he would have a private opening before you open to the public as well, do you have any idea when that might be? He’s certainly gotten better about letting us know when he’s up to something in advance but… given what I’d heard from So about his work ethic the other day…” 

Sunset waved her hand. “I’ll have to get back to you about that. But, it won’t be too much longer before I have a concrete date I can share with everyone. There are a few more finishing touches I have to take care of, but thank you for your continued and vested interest.” 

“It’s because Jae wants to offer our services for catering if we have a small party,” Minji added. There was a playful wink that came with those words as she covered her mouth to laugh. “Sorry, sorry. It’s just not too often we get to have fun with everyone like that, and we’ve added a few new items to the menu in honor of…” 

Their voices droned on but they made no sense to Ray. He was too swept up in his old worries as they crept closer and closer to the forefront of his mind. He hated them.

He hated those feelings because they stood in the way of him growing beyond his bubble… kept him from realizing there was more to the world than those he knew he was safest with… because if his ugliest of intrusive thoughts were breached the surface, he knew it wouldn’t be long before everyone saw the green monster lurking just beneath his bright eyes. 

He didn’t want them to know just how pitiful he was… not when they all thought he’d grown past the angry hacker who wanted to destroy those who were happy while he was forced to suffer. 

“I’m sorry, we have to get going now,” he eventually heard Sunset say as he was dragged from his stupor. She interacted their fingers together and gave a polite wave to send the couple on their way. “It was lovely seeing the two of you. Ray and I have to get home to make dinner before it gets dark.” 

———

Ray didn’t know if she sent them away for his sake, or if she decided she was tired after their long day of searching through clothing racks to find the perfect outfit. But, what he did know was that she decided to never let go of his hand, not even on the drive back to their home. 

As soon as they arrived home, Sunset wasted no time in helping Ray get changed from his day clothes into comfortable pajamas. It would be easy to say she realized something was bothering him from how tenderly she cradled him in her arms, but she held Ray as close as she would any other day.

The sweater that clung to his frame dwarfed him as she led him to flop down on the couch so she could prepare their hot chocolate. He felt tiny and unsure of himself, so much so that he hadn’t said a single word to her since they left the underground mall. 

I hope she doesn’t think it’s her fault, he thought. As he rubbed his sleeve against his face to push back any tears that dared to come forward, he paused to ask himself if that top belonged to her or him originally, only to realize it didn’t matter in the grand scheme of things.

She once told him that there was no reason to separate their things, what was his was hers, and what was hers was his. 

In a way, it was a subtle choice that said: I belong to you. 

By the time she returned, she placed their matching mugs on the table and rolled over onto the couch, shifting her hips apart so he could lay between them and rest his head atop her chest. It was his very position, the one that brought him the most peace, but as Sunset ran her fingers through his hair, he couldn’t help but quiver and bury his face in her shirt.

There was nothing wrong with showing his tears in front of her, but he felt so ashamed of himself for being jealous over something as simple as her laughter with that considerate woman she used to date. 

Sunset’s lips found the top of his head. She always kissed him there, determined to get rid of his monsters by smothering them with love at the source. “What’s eating at you, Ray? You’ve been quiet for a while… is it something you feel comfortable talking to me about, or would you rather wait to discuss the problem later?”

“I’m having unfair thoughts,” he whispered. 

“What makes them unfair?” 

He dug his fists into the fabric of her shirt. “I’m being selfish again… I want to be the only person who knows how to make you laugh like that, even though I understand wanting to be the only person who makes you happy… isn’t that different from how close I came to caging you in a dollhouse for the rest of our lives. I can’t possess you… you’re not a doll I can covet on a shelf. You’re my perfect Sunset, and I’m lucky to be your Ray. But, you’re not only mine… you’re beloved by so many people… not just… Saeran and Saeray and…”

Not fair. 

He couldn’t stop the tears from spilling over this time. They came forward in a wave, crashing over his shores before he knew how to set up sandbags to keep the water from flooding her city streets.

It wasn’t fair for him to want something like that, even if she understood where those feelings were coming from, but his heart yearned to be one of her most beloved things. He wanted to know he was special! 

In a cowering breath, he managed, “You were loved by someone before you met me… I’m not the only person you’ve ever loved… and I’m not the first person you’ve loved. Isn’t it twisted of me to want to be the only one? I don’t want to force you to only be with me… or make you feel bad for having such a beautiful heart. But, it hurts… I wish that it didn’t hurt when Minji made you laugh. I know you’re not going to go back to her, and she would never try to sweep you out of our arms, but my stupid thoughts—” 

Sunset gently shushed his tears. She held him that much closer, that much deeper into her arms so that he could listen to the sound of her heartbeat and know it was as real as he was.

“Ray, I love you… and I’ll say that as many times as you need to hear it. It’s not shameful to have intrusive thoughts… We all experience thoughts that go against what we believe in, and what matters is how you react to them instinctively. The fact that it makes you feel sick after you think about it… shows how far you’ve come.” 

How far I’ve come? He thought.

“I know you would never try to purposefully make me feel bad, Ray. Just because you have thoughts that make you feel this shameful doesn’t mean you actually want to act on them. God knows I’ve had my fair share of intrusive thoughts… there were times in Magenta when I would think about how badly I wanted to hurt Rika, even though I’m not the violent type. Some of those thoughts were dark, too. I didn’t enjoy them, but at the time, it was the only catharsis I had in going against her until we found a way to get out,” she murmured. 

Sunset had those thoughts, too? His wonderful princess had been plagued by thoughts that made her feel sick to her stomach. She knew what it felt like to have a thought that went against everything she stood for. It didn’t make sense, but as he lifted his head to meet her soulful eyes, he knew she was telling the truth. It was hard to imagine it. She seemed so perfect, but in embracing reality, he had to realize somewhere along the line that perfect wasn’t what he saw in Sunset.

It was her confidence to keep her head up at the first sign of danger! 

He looked away, “So, you don’t think I’m a bad person for thinking these things?” 

“Of course not,” she kissed his forehead to ward off his nightmares. “But, I’m glad you were honest with me about it. I understand it’s not always easy for you, sweet Ray. It’s hard to adjust to a world like this one when it’s filled with love and understanding and all you’ve ever known is apathy and judgment. Just because it’s difficult for you today… doesn’t mean it won’t be easier tomorrow. You’re my prince, forever and always, and I want to be with you for the rest of our lives. You might not be my first partner, but you will always be my first and last Ray.”  

[luxielle]

Ray & Lumen ✧･ﾟ: *

[amee-racle-ofmyown]

Warning: implied/referenced stalking

Ray x oc/cmc

‘You’re wonderful. Flawless, even.’

‘Mmm, flawless is pushing it.’ 

Her blush wasn’t very noticeable, a light pinkish tint on her warm brown skin, barely illuminated in the garden’s dim lighting. But Ray saw everything. Every little detail, every slight reaction; his senses were keenly honed in on every manner of her presence. He had no doubt his face looked a little flushed too but that was alright. After all, why hide it? She already knew how his heart raced for her.

‘Is it?’

‘I’m not as perfect as you think, Ray. No one is.’

‘Well, you are to me.’

‘Ahh…’ she made a flustered sound and covered her face with her hands. Ray smiled, willing her to move them. Show me your face, he thought, and as if hearing his silent plea, she parted her small hands like curtains, peeking up at him through delicate fingers.

‘You know exactly what to say to flatter someone, huh?’ 

He gave a quiet little chuckle. ‘Oh, I don’t know… I suppose it just comes easily to me when it’s you.’ He took her hands, gently peeling them away from her face and watching how her eyes widened slightly at the gesture. ‘Every moment I spend near you, I just can’t help but be aware of every single thing I like about you. Complimenting you feels like the most natural thing in the world.’ 

She flushed far more visibly at that. Ray laughed softly once more, his hands gently squeezing hers, preventing her from hiding behind them. Oh, how he delighted in those flaring cheeks. He wanted nothing more than to cup her face and gaze into those eyes, stroking her soft skin with his thumbs and muttering endless sweet praise to see just how red she would go. And he would mean every word. 

‘Um, th-thank you… I like you a lot too, Ray. Just- um- you haven’t known me for very long-’

I’ve known you for so much longer than you think… He wouldn’t dare utter such a thought out loud, however. Ray didn’t know how she would take it. She couldn’t know how many months he’d spent watching, waiting. Yearning. Would she be upset if she knew? Scared, even? Of course, he’d only ever done so with good intentions but what if she didn’t like it? What would she think of him? Would she call him a creep? Would she think him crazy if she knew exactly to what lengths he would go to keep her safe and in the palm of his hands? Would she try to run away? No, he couldn’t take that chance. He didn’t even want to even think about it.

‘I’m sure there’ll be all kinds of things you don’t like about me, to be honest. I don’t understand why you already seemed to like me so much so soon after meeting me for the first time...’

The girl’s words made him frown a little. Did she doubt his sincerity? Worse still, was it possible she was suspicious of him…?

She seemed to pick up on his concern, as she brought his hands to her chest and looked up at him, meeting his eyes with a shy but undeniably warm and reassuring smile, before she continued to speak.

‘What I mean is, I want to spend more time together, Ray. I want you to get to know me properly and I really want to know you. If you still like me so much after that… well, then we can keep going from there.’ There was still a faint blush over her features as she smiled up at him. The crinkles beneath her twinkling eyes made him think of the gentle creases and overlapping folds of petals around the stem of a rose. 

Ray wasn’t entirely sure he understood what she meant, but she’d said she liked him and that she wanted to spend more time with him, so, that was what mattered most, right?

‘I… like the sound of that. And Princess, I don’t think you could do anything at all to make me dislike you. I would do anything for you, MC.’

[rin-the-cat]

I was going to edit and add this rant to my previous post but it got so long I decided to give it its own post.

I don't understand how Doctors get a way writing up their notes like they do. At the vet clinic where I work, if a doctor doesn't examine something on an animal they put in the record that they did not examine it, but this never seems to be what human doctors do. Lets use my recent visit to a Rheumatologist. I will begin by prefacing that, in this case, I did not come away from the visit feeling like he had done a poor job. He did an exam that I felt was adequate for the situation and he asked all the right questions. However, the notes that he put into my legal medical record do not reflect the exam that he actually did.

Warning: very long rant ahead.

TLDR: Doctors lie in legal medical records all the time and sometimes it can have major consequences, but apparently not for the doctor or they wouldn't keep doing it.

ENT examined for oral mucositis, moisture, thrush, nasal deformity, external ear redness, deformity.

He did not look into my mouth and I don't think he was sitting close enough to me to get a good look from me just talking.

Abdomen examined for softness, tenderness, obvious organomegaly.

He never touched my abdomen

Neurological examination done for alertness, speech, facial symmetry, tone and power in upper and lower extremities, and gait.

He never checked tone or power in my lower extremities. I'm not sure that he examined the tone or power of my upper extremities now that I think of it. The only opportunity he had to see my gait was the two steps it took for me to get to the table, and I was very obviously limping.

The joint examination is performed for swelling, tenderness, warmth, erythema, and range of motion in the following joints: DIPs, PIPs, MCPs, wrists, first CMC's, elbows, shoulders, hips, knees, ankles, feet; spine for range of motion and paraspinal muscles for tenderness.

He did feel the joints in my hands (the reason why I was there.) but he didn't check range of motion on any joints or feel anything in my lower extremities.

The salient normal / abnormal findings are appended.

I suppose this line is supposed to excuse the fact that everything above it was a copy/pasted generic normal exam findings...

She is tender in the PIPs especially ring middle and index fingers, she does not have definite synovitis in any of the palpable joints. She does not have dactylitis. There is no nail pitting or onycholysis. She does not have a rash on her face there is no sclerodactyly periungual erythema. She has minimal if any tenderness across trapezius along the paraspinal regions. She did not have any significant tenderness in the trochanteric areas

This is the exam that he actually did in its entirety. Why type this out and include the copy-pasted bit that reports normal exam findings for things you didn't examine? What if you put this in my medical record today and tomorrow I ended up in the ER with a giant abdominal tumor that you somehow missed when you supposedly palpated my abdomen. It seems like you could/should get in serious trouble if something like that happened.

And that is basically what happened to my mom. She went in for pain in her back, over her ribs. The doctor didn't touch her except to "hit" the spot that hurt (her words, not mine. I do know that the spot that was hurting was so tender that a tap could have felt like he smacked her.) He declared that she had a broken rib, sent her to x-ray then sent her home. However the exam notes he put in her record read just like the ones above. The next day the pain was so bad she ended up in the ER where it was discovered that she had stage 4 lymphoma. It would not have been possible to do the exam that his notes claimed that he did and not realize that there was something more than a broken rib going on. This is a pet scan of her upper body. For those unfamilure with looking at CT scans or PET scans. the gray area at the top is her brain, the scan goes down to her mid-waist, and her arms are held up above her head. All of those bright white blobs are enlarged, involved lymph nodes.

On a normal person, you would only feel one node on each side of the neck and one node in each armpit area There are more there, but they would normally they would be too small to really feel. You can see on this scan that if he had palpated her neck, he would have felt numerous lumps. If he had felt her armpit (which you might not normally do, but if there were a bunch of enlarged nodes in the neck, you would probably feel the armpits next), he would have felt many lumps there too. If he had done the thorough exam that his medical exam notes claimed he did, he would not have though this was a simple broken rib.

Now would it have made a difference if it had been caught 24 hours sooner? Absolutely not, but that's not the point. The point is that Doctors lie in their patients medical records every day. Lying in a legal medical records is grounds for losing your license so why is lying and saying you examined something that you did examine given a pass? Why would doctors take the risk of doing multiple times a day, every day?

I like the way our medical records software is set up at the vet clinic where I work. There is a check list of all the systems that are typically examined. If a Doctor examines a system and it's normal they check a box but don't enter any notes. If something is abnormal they check the box and put in their notes in the text box next to the chart. If they don't examine a system (say there's an aggressive dog in for a routine exam, they might skip looking in the mouth.) then they don't check the box. When they are done it auto-populates the exam findings and for any system not examined it lists it as not examined. And that's now it should be, if a doctor doesn't examine something, they shouldn't be reporting normal findings. And here's the thing, the doctors that I work with actually do do a thorough exam, nearly every time. Doesn't matter if the dog is in for a well check or because they are sick, they look in the ears, eyes, mouth. they feel all the lymph nodes. They check range of motion on all four limbs. They feel the spine and check for neurological deficits. They listen to the chest. They palpate the abdomen. And that last one is a big one because dogs tend to get these primary splenetic tumors that are totally asymptomatic until one day it ruptures and the dog bleeds out. There have been many times where these tumors were discovered at an annual well check and the spleen could be removed while the dog was healthy instead of it being an emergency surgery on a critically ill dog. And the vet does all this so quickly and with a practiced ease that you might not even notice them doing it.

I think part of the reason that this is standard practice at any (decent) vet practice is because animals can't tell us where it hurts or how they are feeling, and I suppose human doctors assume we will be able to tell them if something is wrong. But here's the thing, that's not always true. Someone might have had a problem their whole life and assume that it's a normal thing. I tend to clam up at the doctor and forget what I wanted to say (It's really annoying, take the rheumatology visit for an example. My hands have been a major problem for me lately, the pain interferes to some degree with nearly every daily task that requires dexterity, but once I'm sitting in the office I sound more like, "My fingers hurt a little I guess... I don't know, I guess when I open jars 'n stuff" and mean while the doctor is probably thinking, "wtf is she doing here?" and I know the solution to this should be to write a list but when I try to do that my mind goes blank. My mostly nonverbal autistic 7 year old certainly isn't going to be able to tell the doctor what the problem is. I can't even get him to point to where it hurts when he hurts himself, i just have to wait and see where the bruise pops up.

[roboticchibitan]

Lmao saw a hand specialist for the hypermobile joints in my hands today and he looked at the x rays for like five seconds tops and then went "yeah both your thumbs are not fully in the joint." I now have a CMC thumb joint splint! He said to try it on my dominant hand and then if I like it I can come back for one for the left hand. Doesn't do splints for other joints, though, so I'll have to source those myself but thanks to a very kind friend I already have most of the splints I need ordered already! Just waiting for them to ship!

Turns out I've been walking around w subluxated (or at least partially subluxated) thumbs for gods know how long.

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Living Donor Kidney Transplant in India

Kidney diseases are on the rise. Lifestyles, dietary habits, and excessive alcohol and tobacco consumption are the major factors responsible for kidney diseases. In India, there are many Kidney transplant specialist surgeons at many better-equipped hospitals to provide successful live donor Kidney transplants. As the awareness and availability of organ donation post-death(deceased Donor) are still in a very nascent stage, Kidney from deceased donors are not readily available and patients suffering from an end-stage renal disease requiring a kidney transplant depend on donation from living family members for live donor kidney transplants. At CMCS Health We are associated with the best and most experienced Kidney transplant surgeons and the best kidney transplant hospitals in India.

Who can be a living donor for a Kidney transplant needing patient in India?

A healthy blood-related family member usually a son or daughter/parents, grandparents and grandchildren, and brothers and sisters are considered blood relations. The donor needs to be a major in the age group of 18-55 years preferably and healthy enough to donate one of his kidneys, without any risk to his quality of life post-donation. Prelim tests for the fitness and compatibility of donors are done for screening and choosing the correct donor for a successful kidney transplant. Any other relative is considered an unrelated donor and certain documents are needed to prove to the Government of India-appointed organ transplant committee that the donor is related to the patient requiring kidney transplant. And donor is willing to donate one of his kidneys to the patient out of love and family bonding and not under any pressure or monetary obligations.

What happens to a Living Donor after a successful Kidney Donation?

A healthy and fit donor lives a perfectly normal life post the donation of one of his kidneys. The doctors do advise him on certain do's and do not post-donation. Anything that is not good for the health of a person with both kidneys functioning normally is also considered bad for the live donor. Regular and periodic checkups are suggested for a live donor. As high blood pressure and diabetes are considered two major causes of kidney function going bad, the donor is advised to follow a healthy lifestyle to remain disease-free.

Does live donors have a health risk or compromised life post-kidney donation?

A healthy donor lives a perfectly normal life, post-donation. Donation of a kidney does not hurt overall life or quality of life for the donor. Selecting the right donor is important as it cuts down the cost of dialysis and the need for frequent admission of patients till the time we get approval from the government of India-appointed transplant committee for kidney transplants. Once the approval is given by the Committee, the patient is given a date and time for surgery. The following tests for donors are required to lessen the chances of flying in the wrong donor and save time and money for guests till we fly in the right donor.

1. Urine ( SPOT), Protein creatinine ratio, LFT (Liver function test), Urea, Creatinine, Sodium(Na), Potassium (K), Blood sugar( Fasting and Postprandial), HBA1C, Calcium (Ca), Phosphate (Po4), Uric Acid, PTH, Lipid profile, Vitamin D level, T3, T4, TSH and LDH.

2. Complete Hemogram, BT, CT, PT, PTTK, and urine routine.

3. Urine culture, CMV-IGG, EBV(CAPSId)_IGG, for MALE patient PSA (if above 50 years of age). for Female patient CA-125 and pap smear.

4. Blood group, HBSAG, Anti HCV antibody, HIV1 & 2, HCV RNA qualitative, Anti-HBS antibody.

5. ECG, Echo/stress echo, Cardiac clearance.

 6. Chest X-ray, Ultrasound-whole abdomen, CT (Angio) for renal vessels, DTPA scan, etc.

CMCS Health is a leading medical tourism company in India. We offer medical tourism services such as finding the right doctor, the right hospital, and cost estimation for medical treatment in India for foreign patients. Some of the main countries are Bangladesh, South Africa, Egypt, Kenya, Saudi Arabia, Ethiopia, Nigeria, Uganda, Zambia, Sudan, Dubai, Namibia, Iraq, and so on. We provide free medical assistance aplastic anemia treatment cost, stomach cancer treatment, sickle cell treatment cost, the best hospital for heart valve replacement, heart valve surgery, arthroscopic surgery, bone marrow transplant cost, best liver transplant hospital, brain tumor surgery cost, cosmetic andplastic surgery, heart surgery, kidney transplant cost,spine tumor surgery,cancer treatment cost, lung transplant,liver transplant cost, top knee replacement surgeons, knee replacement surgery cost, top shoulder replacement surgeons, hip replacement surgery cost, best bone marrow hospital, etc.  If you are searching for free medical and healthcare consulting to find the best hospitals and top doctors and surgeons in India for any treatment then contact us- Cmcshealth.com.

Source: https://cmcshealth1.blogspot.com/2024/11/living-donor-kidney-transplant-in-india.html

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Comprehensive Guide to Paramedical Studies and Courses in India

The healthcare industry is one of the fastest-growing sectors globally, and its backbone lies in paramedical professionals. Paramedical studies serve as a gateway for individuals who aspire to make a meaningful contribution to healthcare without pursuing traditional medical degrees. This guide will provide insights into paramedical studies, the types of courses available in India, and their career prospects.

What Are Paramedical Studies?

Paramedical studies focus on training individuals to assist doctors and healthcare teams by providing clinical, technical, and support services. These courses encompass a range of specialized fields such as diagnostics, emergency medical care, rehabilitation, and more.

Paramedics are integral to healthcare systems, ensuring timely diagnosis, treatment, and rehabilitation for patients. With advancements in medical technology, the demand for skilled paramedics is at an all-time high.

Importance of Paramedical Studies

Bridging the Gap in Healthcare Paramedics play a critical role in addressing the shortage of qualified healthcare professionals, especially in rural and underserved areas.

Quick Entry into the Workforce Most paramedical courses are short-term, enabling students to enter the workforce faster than traditional medical degrees.

Diverse Career Opportunities From lab technicians to physiotherapists, paramedical studies open doors to numerous specializations in healthcare.

Lucrative Career Options Paramedics are well-compensated, especially in specialized roles and urban settings.

Popular Paramedical Courses in India

India offers a wide array of paramedical courses, ranging from certificate to postgraduate levels. Here are some popular ones:

1. Diploma and Certificate Courses

Diploma in Medical Lab Technology (DMLT): Focuses on diagnostic testing in laboratories.

Diploma in X-Ray Technology: Prepares students for roles in radiology departments.

Certificate in Emergency Medical Technician (EMT): Trains individuals to handle emergency medical situations.

2. Undergraduate Courses

Bachelor of Physiotherapy (BPT): Covers therapeutic treatments and rehabilitation.

B.Sc. in Medical Laboratory Technology (MLT): Involves in-depth study of laboratory diagnostics.

B.Sc. in Radiology and Imaging Technology: Focuses on diagnostic imaging techniques.

3. Postgraduate Courses

M.Sc. in Medical Lab Technology: Advanced studies in laboratory diagnostics.

Master’s in Public Health (MPH): Prepares students for leadership roles in public health.

4. Specialized Paramedical Certifications

Certified Dialysis Technician: Focuses on kidney-related treatments.

Certified Cardiac Care Technician: Trains individuals in cardiac diagnostic and therapeutic procedures.

Eligibility Criteria for Paramedical Courses

The eligibility requirements vary depending on the level of the course:

Certificate/Diploma Courses: Typically require a Class 10 or 12 pass, often with a focus on science subjects.

Undergraduate Courses: Require completion of Class 12 with Physics, Chemistry, and Biology (PCB).

Postgraduate Courses: Require a bachelor’s degree in a relevant field.

Top Institutions Offering Paramedical Courses in India

India is home to several prestigious institutions offering paramedical education:

All India Institute of Medical Sciences (AIIMS), New Delhi

Christian Medical College (CMC), Vellore

Manipal Academy of Higher Education, Manipal

St. John’s Medical College, Bengaluru

Amrita Institute of Medical Sciences, Kochi

These institutions provide state-of-the-art facilities, experienced faculty, and exposure to real-world medical scenarios.

Career Opportunities After Paramedical Studies

Paramedical graduates have a plethora of job opportunities in hospitals, diagnostic labs, research centers, and NGOs. Popular career options include:

Medical Laboratory Technician: Performing diagnostic tests.

Radiology Technician: Handling imaging equipment.

Physiotherapist: Assisting in patient rehabilitation.

Emergency Medical Technician: Responding to medical emergencies.

Dialysis Technician: Operating dialysis machines for kidney treatments.

Scope of Paramedical Courses in India

India's healthcare sector is projected to grow significantly, with an increasing emphasis on quality healthcare. Paramedical professionals are in high demand across private and public healthcare systems. Moreover, the rising popularity of medical tourism has created additional opportunities for paramedics.

Advantages of Pursuing Paramedical Studies in India

Affordable Education: Compared to many countries, India offers cost-effective education.

High Demand: India faces a significant shortage of healthcare workers, ensuring steady job prospects.

Global Opportunities: Many Indian paramedical graduates find employment abroad, particularly in countries like the UAE, UK, and Australia.

Challenges in Paramedical Education

While paramedical studies offer numerous benefits, challenges exist, such as:

Lack of Standardization: Quality of education varies between institutions.

Limited Awareness: Many students are unaware of the scope and potential of paramedical careers.

Efforts are underway to address these challenges, with the government and private sectors investing in healthcare education and infrastructure.

Tips for Aspiring Paramedical Students

Research Thoroughly: Understand the different specializations and choose one that aligns with your interests.

Focus on Practical Skills: Look for programs that emphasize hands-on training.

Stay Updated: Keep up with advancements in medical technology.

Conclusion

Paramedical studies are a promising avenue for students passionate about healthcare but not inclined towards traditional medical degrees. With a range of paramedical courses in India, aspiring professionals can find programs tailored to their interests and career goals. As the healthcare sector continues to expand, the demand for skilled paramedics is set to rise, making it a lucrative and fulfilling career path.

Whether you’re drawn to diagnostics, therapy, or emergency care, paramedical studies provide the knowledge and skills needed to make a tangible difference in the lives of others.

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Contrast Media Market Size, Trends, Growth Forecast 2032

Contrast Media Market Overview

Market Research Future (MRFR) predicts the Global Contrast Media Market size was valued at USD 6.36 Billion in 2023. The Global Contrast Media industry is projected to grow from USD 6.74 Billion in 2024 to USD 18.23 Billion by 2032, exhibiting a compound annual growth rate (CAGR) of 4.76% during the forecast period (2024 - 2032). The radiographic contrast agents market is characterized by a dynamic interplay of technological advancements, evolving regulatory landscapes, and growing demand for diagnostic imaging procedures. Radiographic contrast agents, often referred to as contrast media, play a pivotal role in enhancing the visibility of anatomical structures during medical imaging procedures such as X-rays, computed tomography (CT), and fluoroscopy. These agents are formulated to selectively absorb or scatter X-rays, thereby accentuating the contrast between different tissues or organs within the body. As medical imaging technologies continue to advance, there is a corresponding increase in the diversity and efficacy of radiographic contrast agents, driving market growth.

Contrast Media Market Key players

Prominent contrast media companies are

AMAG Pharmaceuticals (US)

Bracco Diagnostic Inc. (Italy)

Lantheus Medical Imaging (U.S.)

Covidien (Ireland)

Mallinckrodt Pharmaceuticals (UK)

Targeson (US)

nanoPET Pharma GmbH (Germany)

NanoScan Imaging (US)

Medrad Inc. (US)

Guerbet Group (France)

Subhra Pharma Private Limited (India)

GE Healthcare (US)

CMC Contrast AB (Sweden)

Daiichi (Japan)

Bayer Healthcare Pharmaceuticals (Germany)

Latest Innovation on Contrast Media Market

Advanced MRI Contrast Agents

Recent innovations in MRI contrast agents include the development of new gadolinium-based compounds with improved safety profiles and enhanced imaging capabilities. These advanced agents offer higher resolution images and better tissue differentiation, which can lead to more accurate diagnostics and reduced need for follow-up imaging.

Hybrid Contrast Agents for Multimodal Imaging

New hybrid contrast agents are being developed to work across multiple imaging modalities, such as MRI, CT, and ultrasound. These agents provide versatility and improved diagnostic accuracy by allowing for comprehensive imaging assessments with a single contrast medium, reducing patient exposure to multiple agents and optimizing workflow efficiency.

Iodinated contrast media are widely used in radiographic imaging studies such as computed tomography (CT) scans and angiography. These contrast agents contain iodine, which has a high atomic number and excellent X-ray attenuation properties, making it ideal for enhancing contrast in X-ray images. Iodinated contrast media are administered orally, intravenously, or rectally, depending on the imaging modality and the area of the body being examined.

Contrast Media Market Segmentation

The segmental study of the Global Contrast Media Market gives a compendious market overview that highlights key points of the market that benefits our clients to identify growth opportunities of the market. The contrast media market study is segmented into type, procedure, application, and route of application.

Based on the type, the market is segmented into intravenous contrast materials, iodine-based contrast media agents, and others.

Based on the application, the market is segmented into nephrological disorders, oncology, cardiovascular disorders, and others.

Based on the route of administration, the market is segmented into injectable, rectal, and oral.

Gadolinium-based contrast agents are commonly used in magnetic resonance imaging (MRI) studies to improve image contrast and delineate structures with greater clarity. These contrast agents contain gadolinium, a paramagnetic metal that alters the magnetic properties of tissues and enhances signal intensity on MRI images.

Contrast Media Market Regional Insights

MRFR’s regional analysis of the Contrast Media Market gives a holistic approach towards the demographic progress of the market in the forecast years. Based on the region, the contrast media market is segmented into Asia Pacific, North America, Europe, and the Rest-of-the-World (RoW).

North America is expected to dominate the market, holding a significant market share owing to its strong technological infrastructure. Increase in medical tourism, rise in the number of cancer patients and patients suffering from chronic disorders, and market players likely to deliver cost-competitive contrast media products are factors which are predicted to fuel the regional market growth.  

Robust economic improvement, existence of influential market players, and technological advancements in the European region can augment the regional market proliferation.

The contrast media market in the Asia Pacific region, led by the rapidly proliferating healthcare sector and developing economy, has emerged as a promising market, globally. Increasing markets in countries, such as Japan, China, and India, are pushing up the growth in the regional market. Moreover, the APAC Contrast Media Market is driven by the rising population and the spreading awareness towards the functionalities of contrast media.

The rapidly growing healthcare industry and emerging economies like India, Japan, and China in the Asia Pacific region, a huge population, and increase in awareness towards benefits of contrast media are market dynamics expected to drive the regional market growth.

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[natasha-in-space]

Sweet Begining

Ray/cmc Lila Lancelot;

A birthday gift to @marshmallowprotection! I hope I did Lila justice, as I love her to the moon and back, and want only the best for her. This drabble takes place in the first few days after Lila's arrival to Magenta, the bond between the developer and his precious tester growing stronger by the day.

Once again, happy birthday, Kait! :D

"Oh... Ray this dress is stunning..."

Lila had no idea how in the world did Ray manage to get all of her measurements this precise and accurate, but in the end, she decided to brush it off as sheer luck and his caring nature coming into play. After all, he was always so considerate of all her needs... Even when she tried to hide something from him so as to not bother him too much. Everything in her life seemed to get better and brighter by the day ever since she came here. Sometimes, she even doubted whether or not this is truly a reality she's living or just a sweet dream her mind has carefully sewn together in order to keep her painful heart at peace.

She is helping to create something great, a wonderful game that will undoubtedly help so many people in need once it finally reaches its proper release, a game the characters of which she has already become so very attached to.

She lives in the most beautiful and comfortable conditions she has ever lived in, and to top it all off, everyone treats her with such sincere kindness and respect, that she was seriously considering on staying here for a longer period of time once the testing will inevitably come to its end. Especially with Ray slowly but surely becoming one of her closest friends, their bond blossoming by each day.

Sure, sometimes the characters of this game seemed weirdly realistic for a simple dating sim, but then again, it was easy to brush it off on the professionalism of the developers. Or... rather, a developer? Maybe Ray was the only one doing it. He never shared much on the developing process with her, and it's not like she was knowledgeable on the field of game design.

In any case... Today, they were planning on taking a walk in the garden, which was truly gorgeous on the eyes, not to mention the fragrant scents of various flowers blooming and flourishing in the warm summer sun. This certainly wasn't the first time Ray would take her out there, but today was a rare occasion of him managing to catch a break during the day, rather than in the middle of the night. What she wasn't expecting though, was for him to bring her a small gift in the form of a beautiful puffy dress that matched his suit perfectly in its colour pallette. It was a perfect combination of her sweet style with his daily outfit. And yes, she liked it, very much so. No, she absolutely loved it. Ray was so considerate of her interests and hobbies, and it was making her heart flutter just to think of him carefully researching through his options, determined on picking the one that she'd definitely like, while at the same time, one that would remind her of him whenever she wore it. It was... not something she was used to. To be cared for like this.

But, it was nice.

She had no idea what was so special about her for Ray to choose her as his tester... However, without a doubt, she was forever grateful for this opportunity. This was becoming so much more than mere entertainment to her, and she was anxious to see what her future holds in this magical place.

Ray couldn't help but smile at the charming sight of her timid yet happy smile. He liked seeing Lila smile so much... Seeing her eyes twinkle with joy filled his chest with so much warmth, he felt like there was nothing he couldn't do, if only that meant that his actions will bring about another smile on her face. He wanted his lovely princess to always keep smiling at him like that.

To always keep smiling... He only wished that he'd be the only one privy to such an enchanting sight, however selfish this wish of his may be.

"I'm happy that you like it!" Still, clearly embarrassed by the praise directed at him in her sweet voice, he couldn't help but look away for a brief moment, hoping and praying that he didn't seem too weird in her eyes. "I... tried really hard. This dress really brings out your beautiful eyes. It reminds me... of sweet chocolate."

He put his glowed hand over his heart, feeling its steady beat and still unable to suppress his smile as he looked her over, mesmerized by her elegant beauty. She was making him come alive with such simple words... He couldn't imagine choosing anyone else to be his tester.

"Ah, jeez, you're spoiling me..." Lila giggled in embarrassment, absentmindedly playing with her carefully styled curls. She couldn't help the warm blush gradually covering her cheeks at his sugary compliments that just kept making her heart flutter like a hummingbird's wings. Taking in his appearance more closely, she couldn't help but furrow her brows, noticing deep dark bags under his eyes. "But, you look very tired... Did you have trouble sleeping again? Maybe it'd be better for you to use this break to take a nap, rather than waste it on entertaining me?"

It's true that his Savior gave him a new urgent assignment in early morning, so he had no choice but to fulfill it. Well... He slept for about one hour at most as a result of that. Although, he did initially plan on sleeping for an hour longer today, since Lila insisted on him taking better care of himself. But, then again, this sort of thing is merely part of his routine at this point. Nobody ever worried about him getting enough sleep, before Lila came here... Didn't he always look like this?

"Ah... I do have a lot of work to take care of. But, it's my duty to make sure you're happy while staying with us." Ray took a small step forward, hoping to reassure her worries. She is so caring... "Don't worry about me. I'm just a little tired, but I'm fine, really. Spending time with you gives me more than enough energy. So? Are you alright with accompanying me?"

He was still unsure about so many things when it came to communicating... Having friends, or any close company for that matter, wasn't something he had a chance to experience before. But whenever he was next to her, he truly wasn't afraid to try and be a bit bolder with his desires, despite all his fears and doubts,

When it comes to Lila, perhaps, what attracted her to Ray most of all was his personality. She did have the tendency of being perceived as somewhat naive or even weak due to her kind and caring nature... And while it definitely hurt to be treated like that by the people she trusted, she never let it make her cruel. No, she wanted to treat the world around her with kindness, to give those she met warmth that she never got. In truth, Lila wasn't stupid or naive... She merely made a conscious choice to try and see good in everyone.

But, Ray... He never once tried to take advantage of her soft nature. Moreover, he openly admired her and treated her with the same respect she has given him. It was easy for her to start feeling comfortable in his gentle presence.

So, she humored him. "Of course... You know how much I love visiting the garden with you. But hey, you should still rest, you know?"

It wasn't long till the pair were leisurely strolling down the beautifully adorned halls of the building, Lila's hands holding onto Ray's arm as she eagerly chattered about his game, hoping to provide as much helpful feedback as possible. Neither of them minded any occasional passerbys rushing by to go about their daily tasks, too engrossed into their private talk.

"-I'm sure many people will like this game... But, I wanted to ask you if we'll be in touch after the testing ends? I would like to continue spending time with you even after my departure." Lila smiled, a hint of melancholy flashing through her eyes. She wasn't confident in outward asking to stay here quite yet. Not before Ray confirms that it would truly be okay for her to want that.

He hummed, somewhat nervously darting his gaze from side to side, as if he was unsure on how to respond to that. "Ah, well... I have been developing my AI's for a very long time. Thank you for your praise, I really appreciate it. And... I'm sure we'll... keep in touch. Actually, there is a way for you to stay here indefinitely... I was planning on bringing it up with you some time further into our testing. I'm happy that our hearts seem to have connected once again."

It did feel wrong for him to lie in her face like that. But he knows he's doing it for the right purpose. He's doing this to save her. He knows about Lila's pain more than anyone else. She's the same as him, which is why saving her from that cruel outside world is so important to him. But, for that to happen, he must act carefully and not rush things. That's what his Saviour told him.

And, the more time he spent right by her side, the more intense these feelings of his got.

Still, for now... He needs to keep this facade. He is sure that, one day, she will be happy in their paradise, once she finally comes to know everything as it truly is, and is, at last, saved by his hand. She will be just as happy as he is. She just has to wait a bit. And it seems... He's getting more impatient by the day.

Through all his daydreaming, he didn't even notice them finally coming out into the warm sun in the garden, not until the fragrant scent of flowers hit his nose. But, even that did not keep his attention for long as he lowered his gaze at his precious tester, smiling tenderly at a small bud of red camellia's to her right.

God... He wanted to hold her hand so much...

Instead, he awkwardly cleared his throat, trying to brush away all these unwanted fantasies filling up his mind like a swarm of determined bees. Taking a step closer to her, he couldn't help but smile, uttering a small compliment without even giving his words a single thought before they flew off the tip of his tongue. "As expected, you look very pretty. I was hoping to see you in this dress surrounded by my favorite flowers... I wish I could take a picture of you. I know you'll make a perfect member for our growing... company."

"Um... But, I don't really have any extraordinary skills. And it feels kind of unfair, you know? It's better to accept those who can bring plentiful of help with their abilities. I still think this garden is much more pretty than me, but thank you, haha. It feels like I'm in a fairytale every time I get to come out here." Lila looked around at the various buds with a gentle smile on her plump lips.

Ray sighed dreamily, continuing to watch her as she rustled about the garden. So honest and kind... So much so, that she would rather give up a good position to others who might need it, than take it for herself. He was surprised that Lila sometimes described herself as incapable and unworthy, despite these wonderful traits he found so dear in her. As if she didn't notice her own perfectness whatsoever. But it's... It's so obvious to him.

Ah, he certainly did not make a mistake with his choice.

"No, you're just the right fit for us. I'm sure you just don't realize your own potential quite yet." He smiled at her, following her along further into the lush bushes. The beauty of the flowers long lost on him, as he kept his gaze trained on her back, observing her long curls flowing in the wind. "And thank you for the compliment. Actually... I planted some of the flowers here myself."

A little embarrassed, he scratched the back of his neck, hoping that he didn't sound too show-offish to her. "Well... Only a few, really."

He carefully pinpointed a few white lilies growing nearby. 'Purity and innocence'. They suit her. Lila as a whole... Could be compared to a flower in his eyes. So beautiful, kind and gentle... and just as fragile. More than anything else, he wanted to be the one to protect her from any harm that could come her way.

At this point, his staring has become adamant to even Lila herself, as she turned to look back at her friend over her shoulder. Perhaps, that's partially due to the fatigue he was effortlessly fighting off this whole day. Either way, she didn't seem to mind him always observing her from afar, much to his relief.

Yes, he definitely didn't get enough sleep. Though, Lila couldn't help but admit that he looked kind of cute, so drowsy and clumsy like that. Letting out a soft giggle, she took one of his hands into her own as a way to gently attract his attention. "Hey. You're obviously tired. Come on, we still have a lot of time ahead of us, it'll be better for you to get some sleep..."

Ray's pale cheeks turned a charming shade of pink almost in an instant. Wide-eyed, he stared down at her tiny soft hands clutching onto his boney bruised fingers, even though she couldn't see that ugliness behind the safety of his gloves. But... He couldn't help but wonder what it would feel like for her to touch him without any fabric getting in the way.

No, no, no, he shouldn't think of such inappropriate things when she's right in front of him, caring for him with only pure intentions on her mind!

"Ah- Y-yes, I mean, no, it's... It's okay, really!" He stuttered, not making any sense and feeling his head slowly starting to heat up, like an overworked computer. It's pretty ironic how easily flustered he gets from just one single touch, when his thoughts and daydreams can get as far away from innocent as they can get. Though, this tiny pang of shame in his chest helped him regain his composure, finally managing to give his tester a proper response. "No, it's all right, really. Spending time with you is more important."

He chewed on his bottom lip, guiltily admitting his mistake without any way for him to avoid talking about it now. "I rarely manage to organize a break long enough to take a walk with you... Not to mention during the day. I do not want to miss this opportunity. Besides, I know how excited you were for this..."

"Hmm... Then how about you take a short nap right here in the garden or in my room? I'll wake you up later, promise." Lila retorted just as smoothly and gently as before, a patient smile still adorning her soft features. She could be stubborn when it came to those she holds dear... and she was determined on making sure that Ray rests for at least a little while, instead of powering through his sleepiness just to spend time with her. They could come up with a compromise, after all.

"Uh- But..." He seems even more confused and embarrassed by her suggestion, clearly loosing all his former princely composure without even putting up a fight. "Is it really okay for me to do that?"

He didn’t quite understand how he was supposed to sleep right here in the garden, but something told him that his heart just could not take any more of such fantasies today. They... were just fantasies, right? There's no way Lila would... want to be this close to someone like him. Especially once he messed like that because of his own insecurity.

"Of course it's okay... I wouldn't propose anything to you, if I didn't want to do it with you, trust me." Instead of getting mad at him or asking for him to leave, she merely giggled again, slightly tilting her head to the side and making a stray ray of sunlight land right onto her hair in the process. If it weren't obvious to him before that Lila was, in fact, an angel, now he knew it for certain. She was practically glowing as she stood there, her eyes locked solely on him, and nothing else. It took of all his willpower to keep his focus on her quiet voice. "So, what will it be? Are we returning to my room or staying here?"

"Well... I don't know..." His fingers twitched nervously in her grasp. She was asking for him to decide? He felt so weird, being asked to make a decision for himself like that. Won't he just mess things up if he starts acting however he wants to act? But... He didn't want to upset Lila, too. So, anxiously, he responded. "May I... rest here then?"

He did not want to go back, being in the sunlight felt too good to give up. But... He still had no idea how is he supposed to sleep here. Questioning her didn't feel right, though. So, he just went with the flow, hoping that his princess will guide him even when he's so unsure of himself.

"Okay." The young woman, on the other hand, merely nodded to his decision and, after a bit of looking around and careful wandering about the garden, she apparently took notice of a small corner next to the small patch of freshly planted begonias. It was a peaceful little island of sunlight, like a tiny oasis. She knelt down in the lush grass, patting down the fabric of her dress adorning her knees. "Come on, join me, Ray."

Oh God, she was asking him to lay his head on her lap.

Did he understand her right? Or-

"W-what? Here?" He felt like his heart was about to, quite literally, burst out of is chest any minute now. His feet were frozen in place, as all he could do was just stand there and gawk at his tester, unsure if this is just one of his many dreams he mistook for reality. "But-"

Lila's all the same sweet and patient smile already gave him all the answers he needed. Damn it, he got the chance to be so close to her by her own request, and now he is too embarrassed to act on it. Ray could practically hear his other half going crazy from his indecisiveness inside his own head. Shutting his eyes tightly, he took the first step into the unknown.

"O-okay. But, please tell me if you get uncomfortable..." Shakily, he slowly lowered his head into her lap and... It took all of his inner strength not to hide his burning face into his palms as soon as he felt the warmth of her body so, so incredibly close to him. "Is this... okay?"

And, as he cautiously looked up at her, his breath got caught in his throat at the sight. The sun was shining right above Lila's head, creating a sort of halo around her face as she met his fearful gaze with one filled with silent promise of safety.

"It's more than okay, I promise. How about... I hum you a lullaby to help you relax? It's what my... sister used to do whenever I was too anxious to fall asleep."

Ray gulped. "I would love that, princess..."

[dailysaeran]

Mystictober 2024 | Day 17: Vampire / Elixir

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Cheritz can deny Ray his picnic as much as they want but I will not.

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[luxielle]

Saeran x Lumen ✧･ﾟ

VAE dream girl magic ✨

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#MixOfDay #Podacast #Radioshow #LiveDjset Wicked Woods 2022 Wicked Woods was nice. If you are also nice, this festy is for you! It was a serious honour rocking the sunrise on 'stacked Saturday' at the Unicorn Lounge, following SEVERAL of my favourite artists and biggest inspirations. I am so grateful for every beat, and it was def a highlight of my career bringing the sun up with so many smiles. Thank you to everyone that stayed up soooo late to rock out with me and for those that missed it - hope you guys dig my sunrise set from Wicked Woods 2022! Peace ~Funk Tracklist FunkinRight - Wicked Woods Intro Griz X The Sponges - Turn That Music Up (FR Edit) How we do a fake ID (FR Edit) FunkinRight - Tell You Friends You Love Them Father Funk - Boogie Nights (FR Edit) Shapeless & Casual Order - Funk Police (Extended) FunkinRight - Lava Nicky Genesis & Rumpus - You Betta (FR Dolla and Gold Edit) Cazztek Neon Steve - The Party Update (Extended Mix) POSIJ (Neon Steve Edit) (FR Re-edit) Shapeless & StiGy - Colors Tchami & Marten Hørger - The Calling (FR Edit) Arnold & Lane - I Wanna FXXX WBBL - Eat Yo Salad The Sponges - Gotta Move On (Extended Mix) CID - Carnaval de Paris (Extended Mix) LOUIS THE CHILD - KEEP ON MOVING SHORT EDIT Manic Focus, The Sponges - Brand New Funk (Original Mix) Askillz X 50 cent - Twang Bangers is High All the Time (FR Edit) Voodoo vibe X Snoop - Freshback Gin & Juice (FR Edit) Sunglasses (BadboE & B-Side Remix) Featurecast X Stickybuds - KPMpire (FR Edit) Ease Your Mind, Gangsta Nation (FR Edit) WBBL x Mobb Deep Shook You (FR Edit) Real Love Got Me Crazy Right Now (FR Edit) Bright Idea - Glitchn Aboot (FunkinRight Remix) The Funk Hunters x CMC & Silenta - Tribute (La Felix Remix) X Ray Ted - Get the Funk out the House (FR Edit) FunkinRight - Like Dis (Fractal Edit) Father Funk - Boogie Time Boydex & Stabfinger - Cosmic Funk (FR Edit) WBBL - Say my name (FR Edit) Mr Stabalina - In The Air (original mix) Boydex X FunkinRight - Funk Buddies ID FunkinRight X Boydex - Funk Buddies ID Super Freak (No Thanks Remix) WBBL - Kids (FR Edit) Jimi Needles - BYOB (FR Edit) Father Funk - Ray Charles (FR Hands in the air Edit) Jimi Needles -Hands in the Air (FR Edit) Featurecast - Shut You Down (FR Edit) WBBL - thinking of you (FR Edit) Jimi Needles - It's So Damn Funky Eric Prydz - Call On Me (Father Funk Remix) Jimi Needles - stay (FR Edit) Curtis Mayfield How You Want It (FR Edit) Defunk - Bones (FR Edit) SLY - Lean On (FR Edit) K Theory - Things I Like To Do GRiZ - For The Love ft. Talib Kweli GRiZ - Turnin’ ft. Orlando Napier Funk, Funky, DnB, 2022, "House ", "House Music", "Funky House", "Bass House", "Tech House", "Mid Tempo", "Funky Breaks", "Funky Glitch Hop", "Glitch Hop", "Funky Bass", "Drum and Bass", "Funky DnB", "Sunrise Set", "Dj Mix", "Wicked Woods Music Festival", "Wicked Woods"

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How can plastic surgeons help treat thumb arthritis?  

Thumb arthritis, also known as basal joint arthritis, is a painful ailment that affects the joint at the base of the thumb. 

This illness can significantly influence one's life, making ordinary actions like grasping things, writing, or even opening jars difficult. 

While thumb arthritis may be handled non-surgically, plastic surgery has emerged as a vital resource for delivering successful treatment choices.  

In this post, we will look at how Dr. Adel Quttainah, the best plastic surgeon in Kuwait, may assist in curing thumb arthritis and help the individuals who suffer from it.  

An Overview of Thumb Arthritis  

Thumb arthritis is a typical aging condition that arises when cartilage wears away from the ends of the bones, creating the carpometacarpal (CMC) joint at the base of your thumb. 

Occupation, food, and obesity are less clearly linked to the development of basilar arthritis. During menopause, over 30% of women develop osteoarthritis of the bases of their thumbs.  

What Causes Thumb Arthritis?  

Thumb arthritis is a typical occurrence as people age. Thumb arthritis can also be caused by prior trauma or damage to the thumb joint. 

In a thumb joint, cartilage covers the ends of the bones, functioning as a cushion and allowing the bones to slide smoothly against each other. 

Thumb arthritis causes the cartilage that covers the ends of the bones to degrade and the smooth surface to roughen. The bones then scrape against one other, causing friction and joint injury. 

Damage to the joint may result in the formation of new bones along the sides of the existing bone (bone spurs), which can cause visible lumps on your thumb joint.  

Symptoms of Basal Arthritis 

The most frequent and initial sign of thumb arthritis is pain. When you grab, hold, or squeeze an object or use your thumb to provide force, the pain might develop near the base of your thumb.  

Other indications and symptoms may include:  

Swelling, stiffness, and soreness near the base of your thumb.  

Reduced strength when pinching or grabbing items.  

Limited range of motion.  

The joint at the base of your thumb is enlarged or bony.  

What is the Treatment for Basal Arthritis?  

When symptoms initially appear, consider visiting a plastic surgery clinic in Kuwait. At Quttainah Medical Center, we will provide effective non-surgical remedies to reduce pain and strengthen local muscles. 

Topical capsaicin cream, heated wax baths, contrast baths with ice water and warm water, ibuprofen or acetaminophen, steroid injections, lidocaine patches, night splinting using thumb spica splints, and hand therapy have all been proven to be beneficial. 

If the non-surgical therapies listed above are ineffective, surgery may be a viable alternative to explore. The purpose of surgery is to alleviate discomfort.  

Dr. Adel Quttainah will thoroughly study your X-rays and inspect your hands before deciding on the best surgery to cure your discomfort.  

Thumb base arthritis surgery options include:  

1. Correctional Osteotomy   

This involves adjusting the angle of the bone at the base of the thumb such that the joint wears only on areas that are fully covered by cartilage, shifting the wear point away from any bare bone. 

This method may be appropriate for people with early arthritis and minor X-ray alterations. 

2. Trapeziectomy   

This is the most common procedure for alleviating discomfort from thumb base arthritis. 

It entails removing the tiny bone at the base of the thumb that is pressing on the major thumb bone.  

To replace the lost bone, a replacement is created from your own tissues. This is a dependable solution for pain relief from thumb-based arthritis.  

3. Joint Replacement  

Many individuals demand replacing the thumb base joint with an artificial joint prosthesis.  

Several artificial joint options are available on the market, and the most appropriate one for your specific hand will be discussed with you during your appointment.  

Recovery and Recuperation  

After surgery, you must wear a cast or splint to support your thumb during healing. While wearing the splint, your hand can still be used for light activities. 

The time you need to wear the splint depends on the type of surgery you had, but typically, it is around six weeks from the operation date.  

Conclusion  

Plastic surgeons play a crucial role in the comprehensive treatment of thumb arthritis. 

Their expertise in delicate tissue reconstruction and joint stabilization techniques can greatly enhance the quality of life for individuals suffering from this condition. 

For advanced personalized thumb arthritis treatments, schedule a consultation with Dr. Adel Quttainah, the best plastic surgeon in Kuwait. 

Our team of skilled plastic surgeons at Quttainah Medical Center will provide the care and outcomes for your thumb arthritis journey.