#raughs tbh

[captainsparklefingers]

KALINA NOOO!!!

What the FUCK. BAD KITTY. BAD. NO GREENIES FOR YOU.

[kilzbee]

the moment when pinterest gives you funny images, I might aswell post this trash here did these a week a ago.

First image, from left to right: Hua -> Daiyu -> Chuntao

And second image is my oc calling Macaque 'Baby gurl'

[bored-trans-orchidsexual]

honestly that Mary ann scene w/ the peach soda made me a lil sad. ah shit the violence is cycling and such rhetoric. do you have any further thoughts on this? I would like to hear them

TBH I'm pretty worried overall. Current headcanon? That While yes, porter is *now* "seeing" Gorgug's vision for rage and artifice, he still has to cave to the bad teacher's toxic expectations to unlock his MCAT. That means he has to start yelling and lashing out, and got rewarded for it. And what's his best example of toxic rage? Raugh, freshman year. Literally quoting the 'this freak thinks it's ----" that bothered him so much.

As for why Mary Ann in particular, I think it's more than just, she knocked the wind out of him once in tryouts. I think it's that *she* gets to be neutral, even barbarian rage-strong, without being scary. There's some insightful posts at how black coded gorgug and his orc nature is, how rage and his anger are seen as scarier so he doesn't get angry, doesn't wanna like scare his parents. Mary Ann is *stronger* than him but his party keeps hyping up how cute she is, I think it's jealously lashing out as bullying because that's what he subconsciously is leaning into now, for rage.

[miky-joined-the-masquerade]

21/4/24 - sunday

I did:

Project on Kafka's "The Judgment" • learned geography for tomorrow's test • nice work out • enough steps • finished hygiene • restaurant lunch to clebrate my father's birthday

I didn't:

Practise guitar • eat very healthy tbh • take biology notes (but it better making them before the class anyway, I remember it better)

Today I wasn't feeling just very energized to do anything, my 3d is screaming at me bcs the restaurant, so today was raugh. I'm happy I moved my body today, did enough steps, etc. I am also happy that I finished the project, I really wasn't feeling good about it.

[thiriumhound]

for the fandom asks, 5 and 22?

hiiiii thanks for ask!!!!!!! boy u also came in quick xP after seeing my answers i suppose (thx!!)

5 (something you see in fics a lot and love) - ok so obv i already did this in the prev one u didn't see bc i hadn't posted it yet lol but ill try again anyway!! .....ok so i scrolled thru some of my ao3 bookmarks of dbh and literally like 90% of it contains either smut or trauma. lmfao. help. ...oooh i love badass connor! but i don't see enough of him tbh so it doesn't qualify for the "a lot" part....... raugh!! it seems the two categories are typically mutually exclusive for me lol. probably my own fault for being an annoying hipster tho xP i scrutinize popular ideas WAY too much. uhhh i do love autism connor fics, ive seen them about and i just. eat up all autism hc fics lol so im glad the fandom does that

22 (the fandom friend you've known the longest) - oh dear me.... i have no sense of time! or uh. what qualifies as friendship 😭 but i sought out @iwonderwh0 when i saw them first getting into/back into (idr?) dbh and was like "wow! same boat! let's be into dbh together!" and now we're mutuals so :3 worked out just fine for me anyway i don't have any like regularly-talking super-close friends in dbh tho i just spam my outside-of-the-fandom friends with my insanity sometimes while they listen politely lmfao

anyway apologies for the rambly nature if it's incomprehensible, but if anyone wants to send me more here's the post <33 https://thiriumhound.tumblr.com/post/747618958223540224

[grave-cleric]

10 fandoms 10 characters!

I have nothing better to do so lets fucking go. Tagged by @skuitti <3 inbefore i have forogtten every character i've ever liked...

Emu Otori from Project Sekai. Starting with a very new addition to the roster, started playing this march and got hooked to a lot of characters but i can't put all of them on this list so i'm putting Emu because she's my colorful little decora gremlin princess. I love her energy and think she should have more extravagant outfits in the game 😤

Goemon Ishikawa XIII from Lupin the 3rd. I am a weak woman, i see a stoic samurai and i fall in love. I just, he's so [incomprihensible screaming]. He's cool and collected and dramatic in the stupidest of ways and his banter with the rest of the gang is amazing. Once again I would put other characters from the series here but i can choose just one so himb

Jester Lavorre from Critical Role, my girlfail cleric <3 I would literally put all of the Mighty Nein here if i could but alas. I love her whimsy and her style is on point. Laura is an amazing actor and how multifeceted Jester is is just a testament to that. Cant wait for the eventual forjester wedding one shot lol

Mitsuri Kanroji from Demon Slayer. My wifeeee, i love her. Just, her!!!! Witness her you fuckers!!!! Cutest and strongest girl just love her and her whole thing

Kurloz Makara from Homestuck. Had to waiit til the middle to put in the homestuck lol. My stupid dubious clown man. He's the worst and i love him for it, like go king be horrible and religiously delusional. Dancestors were so underutilized and i hate it they were all so cool. Tbh this whole list could be full of homestuck characters but i cant do that so yall get my delusional clown.

Rin Hoshizora from Love Live. My whimsical cat girl <3 fun fact i once cosplayed her. She's adorable and i like her personality a lot, also orange/blue girlie love her

Mipha from Breath of the Wild. Fish. I love the zora and Mipha hits the spot i my angst healer soul, good shit good shit. Her design is also so good!! I have the making a champion book an all of her concept art is just <3!

Karamatsu Matsuno form Osomatsusan. Fail man. That's it that's the post. Not the most pathetic out of the group but he's my pathetic little blue man. Originally didn't like him, then i just grabbed him by the neck and didn't let go. Stupid flashy man, i love him.

Legolas Greenleaf from Lord of The Rings. Pretty, slighty stupid men i love them. Also blond men. His dynamic with everyone is just, amazing. Also elf, i love elves. Be glad there aren't more elves on here

Shadowheart from Baldur's Gate 3. One more elf! My baby girl... she's so <3!!!! i don't care what anyone says, love her and her storyline to bits. More on my angst healer list, fits like a glove <3 I seem to have a thing for liking religiously fanatic characters i guees but raugh her storyline with Shar and her memories and!!!!!! Great game recommend

auaag tagging peopleee you don't have to do this if you dont feel like it @snepdragon @neiti-kassiopeia @siniseri aug uh i dont have anymore that pop in mind grauh

[backup-backdown]

Hey! I saw that you like Death Note. With Death Note, I've noticed that recently there's been somewhat of a spike in Death Note fans. Not that much, but still. This fandom seems to be somewhat reviving itself, since a lot of the posts I've seen were newer than I thought they'd be. Do you think that's actually happening or is it all in my head? Also: I've noticed that fans tend to differ wildly in their opinions of L, his sense of morality, and how much was an act/lie. Some people think L has a strong sense of justice, similar to Light. Some think L has very few morals and does mostly what interests. Personally, I believe it's a bit of both. He seems to mostly do as he wants to, but he does show empathy for the task members occasionally. What type of morality do you think L has? (sorry if this is a loaded question, I've been very curious about this for a long time, since a lot of people disagree on it)

hey omg lol i didnt see this but im glad i found it!!

RAUGH. I have such a hard time talking about like.... cool in depth meta because i think im the dumbest death note fan perhaps. lmao. not really, i just think other people have probably verbalized what I think in ways that I never properly could, but I'll give it a go :>

1- I have no idea!! Honestly I feel like the death note fandom has never really died, although it really does go through dips and valleys in terms of members' activity. It probably is dependent on new adaptions being released, death note coming up in other pop culture spheres and getting people interested, and cringe culture dying. For me, my return to the death note fandom was really the last one, along with me just being more confident about my interests lol. I also think that there's a new generation of people who are into anime and not as deeply ashamed of it as some older folks might have been at that age and i think its great!! tbh overall i probably don't have the best gauge of the exact growth and diminishment of the fandom because i take a break every couple of months whenever i drown in some other random hyperfixation lol. but i always come back :) death note is pretty timeless! its neat!!

more under the cut because i........... ramble....

2- and here is where i repeat again that I'm definitely not like. a great meta writer with super fresh and interesting ideas (which is kinda weird because one of the main points of appeal of death note for a lot of the fans is the meta and analysis and theories and whatever. but idk im just not creative :') ) but I'll give you my take lol

Analyzing L as a character can be really frustrating to me because... let's face it, O&O don't write incredibly deep characters. All of the characters in Death Note tend to fit roles and tropes rather than being super three dimensional studies of incredibly complex personalities. The purpose of L's existence in death note is to serve as an adversary to Light, our protagonist, antagonist, anti-hero, whatever. Light's existence is to propel the plot. We see Light specifically stray very far away from whatever his actual personality or character could have evolved into as he is transformed by the death note. You could say that while Light used the Death Note for his own purposes, the Death Note essentially used Light. Both the actual book. in the show. and the show. The characters exist solely to further the plot and tell the story, and little focus is put on their more intimate profiles. idk how to really put this part of my response into words eloquently, but that's that.

Which brings me back to L. because i get sidetracked very easily. L is used to further the plot, but we're left to question his motivations and his inner profile as O&O did not elaborate on that. Annoyingly.

I personally like to think of L as just... a guy. doing his job. Like how a lawyer would do their job. He takes on cases because he likes the challenge, and he allows himself to feel triumph when he 'wins.' Because our worlds are shaped by the presence of other people, despite the fact that L seems very antisocial and picks and chooses when to follow moral/ethical standards, he still does rely on the general concept of 'justice' in order to get some gratification from his work.

He's just a guy who has way too much fucking money and time on his hands, and he's way too smart for his own god. All of those things will give you a bit of a god complex, so I see L as someone who is based in the desire to do good/gain approval of others but is less fettered by things like.... laws...... social norms... the opinions of a lot of people. How could you not take on some big bad villain like Kira, saving the lives of thousands of people, and not allow yourself to feel like you've done something good? That you're a bringer of justice? That's just a really powerful feeling that I don't think L would be afraid to indulge in. Like I said, he just isn't as fettered as most people, and he has an insane amount of resources at his disposal.

I think empathy is a different subject, as it's separate from having a sense of morality or justice (I struggle HARD with empathy but I have a very strong sense of justice. probably not how everyone else thinks of justice, but yknow.) As someone who is so clearly on the spectrum/neurodivergent, I think that we as the audience are also meant to understand that L does not experience normal levels of empathy in comparison to the other characters, especially Misa and Matsuda. I think his lack of empathy is not (as is unfortunately mischaracterized in a lot of meta/fanfic) primarily emotional. L is shown to have emotions-- fear, embarrassment, anger, happiness, and he is shown to understand when other characters are acting based on their own emotions. That being said, L does behave coldly at times, and he always maintains a distance from himself and his coworkers. He can seem detached, and I think we can't forget that that is again, just part of his job. Being a detective means that you cannot get wrapped up in your work emotionally. He's very good at his job.

His primary lack of empathy is in respect to his general understanding of socialization. He is clearly not someone who's had many relationships-- Light is his first friend, and the thought of falling in love with Misa seems to really knock him backwards. He's just very socially inexperienced. Tying it all together though, I think that L does understand emotions, he has them, he can empathize with his co-workers, and he does care about them to a certain degree-- He's just very good at being able to put all that shit aside and do his damn job.

thanks for the ask!!!

[nakaxmaru]

satoasty replied to your post:Apparently if you’re Canadian, you’re...

//S SAME

Congratulations, you're adorable.

[yuexra-blog]

waterlemon-minki:

YOU BET I AM -Hands you a six piece nugget happy meal-

OH MY GOD. I love you. *takes it and picks a nugget to immediately dig in*

[ciphercalamitiez]

love this tbh rAUGH

so like until I figure out what the fuck is going on in flat dreams I made my own thingy I think. I just made it easier to digest for myself and also I want an excuse to make any shape I want into a little guy

also made some characters for it

ignore the circle that was going to be a guy but I ran out of time

I’m probably not going to actually use it that much but it’s just to give me peace of mind I guess and so I don’t feel as left out or whatever

please ignore my bullshit handwriting

[bomxpressmoved]

opera-yo replied to your post: “Once the corn is hot, it will pop even better! “

OH MY GOD. /DY-ING

what is going on who are you who am I

[sniisnii]

ppl who try to distress/taunt me over mayuri potentially dying in bleach--

[yushiny]

plot twist: a predebut rookie group is releasing parts of their songs online and pretending the songs are exo's for free publicity

[udon-rp]

C.A.P. » JB. 

[aiyums]

parklizzy-wtf replied to your post: parklizzy-wtf replied to...

i’m really not sure what you’re trying to say with this gif

im laughing fuck u im trying to be ic

[udon-rp]

... guys, suggestions?