#rato ranto

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The Rato ranto of today is:

I’m locked in🔒

Well somewhat🫠👍 I’m just drawing and just posting it cuz I can, I will and I should.

Anyway thinking of drawing all of Ames outfits 2/5 are done so 3 more outfits left I’ll be done with that on the 25, Leaving me 5 days till 30th.

Idk what I’ll do for the last 5 days🤔💭 o well I have time or I think I do

Anyway CHEERS

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Well shitttttt

Ummm it’s already 27/28 and I’m like 2 outfits behind 😂🫠 sorry yalls I was playing ptn, toa is happening so I was doing that leading the ss to get the cute profile thing AND i was catching up with the holo gta server, bro it had so much going on and lastly gotta watch the last few ame streams😭

But rest assured it shall be done… hopefully😭😂👍

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Ranto Arto!

Ummmm okay shits be happening.

Basically we got back to back graduations, a one two combo 😵‍💫🥊 💫

And I won’t lie went crazy, had my tin foil hat on, red treads and web browser opened😭😔

I also had the usual crying eyes out activities. But also had a crazy character growth moment: I didn’t immediately go on the internet and have a moment, I stayed off the internet 👏 yea I did pour out my heart felt feelings for ame but LIKE I DONT EVEN SAY SHIT IRL BUT HERE I WAS POURING MY HEART AND SOUL ON X and it was X OF ALL PLACES 🙈 this time around I made sure to not do that again except I went crazy in a irl dms😭🙏 sorry gang😭

So yea I did cry mad when they announced they graduating.

Anyway going back - tin foil moments: I mean I wanted answers cuz everyone is citing disagreements with management and or not fucking with the direction of the company.

And like professional over thinker that I am obv ill ruminate in my room going mad with conspiracies and like I have also been in a astrology crystal rock energy sort of vibe so the tarot cards had to come out and goodness the pair is actually crazy😭🙏

I won’t exactly tell my shit cuz it was wild😭

Anyway I have accepted that more peeps will quit, now that I have finally realise the direction they going in so Faunas and Ames decision makes sense. I think I went wild because I didn’t really understand why so many were leaving. Now I think I’ll have a “make sense” sort of attitude from now on🥹 the direction is really really obv but I didn’t think they were fr LMAO I thought the sub group was to achieve that I didn’t expect their decision.

Also ABOUT ART:

It’s their eyes, I really love eye shots been seeing a lot of it on the for you page so kinda got inspired.

Usually I listen to music while I draw, I was listening and watching a bunch of nature TikTok edits while drawing😭 a lot of the song choices these edit uses are really sad tbh so kinda weird that it lead to a more warmer piece ig idk it’s not blue.

Also I wanted to try a more cinematic thing, kept seeing the black bars added that LMAO😭 ik it’s to fill in the space but damn it looks good on the edits 😂

Also another note, drawing doesn’t feel so heavy now. Like drawing was actually pretty chill and straight forward this time. Idk hope this feeling continues tbh it probs won’t.

Anyway that’s all I have for the rant ig, kinda all over the place😭

Cheers yall✨

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Yup yup yup THIS TIME I ACTUALLY DREW SOMETHING- it’s call for a celebration🎉🥳🍾🎁🎊👯‍♀️

WeLL TeCHNicallY 🤓☝️ I drew something days ag- SORRY🙇‍♀️

I’ll try to explain myself LMAOODJDN

Anyway, Feelings on the piece?

I think pretty Self explanatory, self exclamatory JK it’s kinda complicated LOLS

I basically thought it was ass… I don’t think so anymore.

Let me explain:

Comparing it to my other stuff it’s not so ground breaking shaking but it’s also not terrible- like it could have been so much uglier but it’s not, so therefore it’s good enough. There’s things that I have drawn that are so fucking ugly I’m even flabbergasted that I am capable of being that bad and would not share it with anyone, but this? It’s not something I could classify as ugly, messy yea but not ugly and same goes with my other work that I don’t share - I have labeled them as ugly and unworthy to be shared but it’s not rlly😭 they are perfectly okay tho.

Also I do ik I can be critical on myself but it’s valid tho, if you know you can be better then it’s reasonable to be so harsh, there’s no ceiling on how good you can, and I whole heartedly believe that I can be insanely good, others may think not but I think it’s possible. I haven’t figured how to get to the next level (probably being more consistent but I’m going to ignore that🤪).

Anyway that’s my feelings.. this piece isn’t as ugly as I thought LMAOO and also hope it clears the air as to why I’m so self critical HAHAHA

Anyway cheers to yalls hope to more art, ngl I feel like this a big catalysis but idk for sure LOLS SEE YA NEXT TIME

👋

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ANOTHER PIECE ANOTHER RANT

Art talk first:

Let’s address the fact I FORGOT THE FLOWERS IN HER HORNSJXICICKCN

I DEADASS FORGOT but WHY AM I STILL POSTING IT EVEN THO I SEE AND RECOGNISE THE MISTAKE???

Welp, this is actually not my first time I have missed a BIG ASS detail, Gura was my first victim😔 I deadass would forget her tail which which comparatively that was mad bigger than this - THIS DOESNT CHANGE THAT ILL STILL OVER THINK IT THO even tho it’s like normal to forget some details😭… whoa.. LIVE ON AIR YOU SEEING ME ACCEPT THAT, unless this is just me convincing myself that’s it’s fine😵‍💫👍

Also this was supposed to go up a lot earlier ummm like 7 hrs ago👉👈 SORRY I WENT SHOPPING😭

Also there were some last mine design changes there actually was suppose to be a kiss mark but I was advised to remove it👍

AND I rushed to upload cuz I won’t be able to post it Tom cuz I’ll be busy😭 so right now, TODAY it had to go up.

There’s also a lot of stuff happening aside from that, the big glaring one is that… IDK HOW TO DRAW BOOBS‼️‼️you would think that staring at all these vtubers and their big honkers I would be pretty good at it, colour me surprised when shit looked UGLY.

Yall I had to sit and actually learn how to draw them… not complaining 😳 I tried brute forcing it, looked like dog shit so art advice: stop and practice wat u struggle with cuz i spent a hr on this when i could have just watched a 20 min video did a bunch of exercises and we’ll be done with it tops 30 mins😭

Also the music for this one was BUMPYYYYYYYY

EEEYUP-

Girlies the vibes were a lot of Britney Spears✨ Maneater✨ Femme Fatal✨, the vibes in my playlist were slowly turning to more mobster/mafia vibes later on regardless music still eating🤩✨ I wis-

JDJIDJS SHE LIKED ITJXICJCJCN

HOLY SHIT NVM I ATE😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋😋

WOW

yea shit that’s happening😵‍💫🤙 rad

UMMM yea nvm BVM NVMSKDskkz

How am I feeling????

GREAT NOW🤭🥰😍💖

I was about to go on a tangent about how ehh this week was and how random my started hands shaking (it’s probs cuz I barely slept and ate😭 but I have done that before idk y it’s like doing all this extra stuff), I been having the sniffles and a headache for a hot while but shittttt nvm🥰

We good😍👍

We so good🥰

Anyway next week I’ll probs draw more Fauna, graduation is coming up🥲 i wanted to draw more fauna but i looked at all my past ones… most of my art has been about the a graduated members😔 i don’t wanna just do that😭 yea im sad and like thinking about them but still there’s a lot of holo mems I haven’t drawn✨ and a lot of them are hot✨✨✨🥰🥰🥰 so expect a lot more art from me🥰

Anyway that’s all sorry if it’s kinda all over the place again

Also happy holidays to yall guys✨✨✨✨

Cheers 🍻

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Another Rato Ranto 😩

Hey hey hey!

It’s been a week since the last one and well… the good feelings did not last😔

Not surprisingly but:

Taking it as it comes 😕

I’ll be honest: I have not been locked in on vtubers.

BUT I have been keeping up with the music tho! Otherwise have not been so up to date on the happenings. Currently I’m in my yearly nba basketball phase so vtubers taking a back seat until then😔

Anyway let’s talk about the art!

The song choices this time around is kinda is a lot warmer than before, it’s actually orange🌅

I mentioned this on my twt but I had:

On repeat for hours for a good chunk of this, I think it’s fitting. In fact, when this song played on shuffle this song inspired me to draw this piece initially.

I also listened to a whole a lot of Laufey! Hence the dreamy lake side romantic sort of vibes happening🥰 idk if I achieved that sort of dreamy thing tho, up to debate LMAO but yea been listening to a lot of that while drawing this.

Music does influence the end product of what I draw😅 it can derail my whole piece sometimes cuz Spotify shuffle isn’t that good😔

Anyway the bg - I cooked LMAO. If there’s one thing I’m good at it’s I think it’s bg, THIS IS MY OPINION, feel free to tell me if I’m ass😭

Fauna herself EHHHH I didn’t draw her face which I was supposed too but gang I’m not that confident😢it’s been a while since I drew a face 😔 maybe after a while once I get into the swing of things maybe I’ll draw a face😅 that I’m ass at, no need to tell me😔😭

Anyway that’s all for now!

Kinda short rant today✨ (everyone is cheering - LMAOOO😂)

Cheers guys🍻👋

Till next time probs next week LMAO see ya👋

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updates updates updates!

I have a bluesky acc!

I actually had it for a WHILE but I forgot 😵‍💫🔨💫

SORRYS😭🙏

Also changed pfp cuz idk were i saved my last one and I only got a blurry ass version of it so we rocking the anch****🥰✨🫶

****for now idk might change we shall see😭

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Hey… Im back posting again…

Kinda goofy… I do remember what I said and I quote:

“There’s not going to be art for a while until I fix it..”

…it hasn’t even been 3 days, I had reasons.

As you may or not know I got scammed ummm I was not feeling so great after it 🤠 I really wasn’t going to post for a while, I was recouping my resolve and just trying to get my head back on again before I was hit with another whammy.

Amelia Watson ceases all social media related activities ie including streaming

Ummm it seems to be that my week just got EVEN WORSE HAHAHAHAH

I probably have not said it but I’m a big holo myth fan. Love everything about them… istg they are literally the perfect group construction ever made. They had art, music, games, yapping the whole shebang and they also had a perfect models. Anyway threw me for a loop this one HAHAHH.

Umm I poured my heart out on X/two imma just copy paste what I was feeling:

“...l'm going to be posting art again.

I'm not rily in the best head space but I can't let this feeling go. Not after this group literally gave me a reason to start drawing.

If holo myth didn't exist I wouldn't be drawing.

They genuinely inspired me to make art again.

To think that the group I owe my art too is losing a member - it hurts.

I draw for them... I improved so that I can make better art for them... every single one of them contributed to me stepping out and indulging in my love for art unapologetically.

To try again.

To be obsessive, to be critical, to be innovative with my art.

Like words can't even express the amount of love and respect I have for them.

...Cheers Ame🍻I wish you the best in whatever you decide to do, hope u know whatever you do will inspire someone out there. Just as you and the rest of the girls have done for me.”

Dawg first of trying to copy paste that was so fucking hard, anyway I was crying while typing that SORRY IF ITS KINDA DISJOINTED I WAS GOING THROUGH IT ACTUALLY😭

Anyway yea pretty much it, I do really mean it, like they are my shiny chariot (lwa) like if it weren’t for hololive I wouldn’t be drawing that how damn impactful they are for me.

Im putting them on a pedestal, I dont give a fuck if that’s bad.

Anyway yea that’s that but what does it have to do with me posting… well a lot.

I was sad cuz I lost my money, but I’m sadder cuz Ame is graduating… so I’m posting more.

It make sense don’t try to argue with me. I probably sound crazy whatever IM A MESS LEAVE ME ALONE, ig best way to think about this is to think of me like Akko she wants to become a witch cuz she watch chariot’s show and spread happiness. I watched them make stuff which Inspires me to make stuff to. Anyway I love them.

anyway cheers guys, sorry it this also all over the place, it’s been a rough ass week I basically took hits to my psyche like crazy anyway expect a lot of art from me for a while.

I am locked in.

After I cry some more CHEERS YALL😭🍻