#rathgir

[tamadoodles]

Thank you so much for the massive amount of Tamacat content that you provide! I really like your art! :D

i’m glad you like it! 

[sakuya123draws]

1, 3, 7, 14, 20, 39, 49, 63, 82 ^_^

(Alright, I’m back with answering these since I now have time….as we ALL do~)

Again, I apologize this question was asked 4 years ago…SO, I’m gonna TRY my best to answer this based on the archive that my beautiful blog has xD 

Thanks @rathgir​ for asking this question!! I’m so sorry I never answered it on time! ;w; (Also I think some of these questions are the same which is ok xD)

1: Is there a boy/girl in your life?

A: OK, I could answer this a million ways, but I think the context of this question is clear. So, my answer would be no and not for a long time. I’m honestly happy the way things are, but if we’re talking about my handsome, bishonen boys than…*dead* I mean, in that context you could say I have LOTS of boys in my life ;) xD

3: What do you think of when you hear the word “meow?”

A: I think I’ve already answered this one, but that’s ok. I have to say that I still think about characters with cat ears saying meow xD This still has not changed which is hilarious because I really stay away from half animal/half human characters for obvious reasons. (I mean, whatever’s your tea xD)

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

A: This is a funny question because I have many times. There are many reasons for this and all of them are not what you would think. xD Lots of times I do because we need to share because someone’s over. Other times I end up crashing after watching a show with my family. I have never slept with anyone else though :o

14:Which hurts the most, physical or emotional pain?

A: Based on my personal experience, I would say emotional pain. I just think emotional pain scars more and lasts longer. THEN AGAIN, you can argue having your limbs cut up would hurt a ton. I’m speaking from a more metaphorical point of view I guess? 

20:When did you last talk to the last person you shared a kiss with?

A: Well define “kiss”. If you mean any type of kiss then I’ll say we talked just a few minutes ago. If we’re talking like a kiss from your lover or significant other than I’d say 4 years ago? I don’t remember how long whoops xD (Wasn’t that memorable tbh… :P)

39:Has anyone upset you in the last week?

A: Actually, yes and many people. I would say a big one happened in between this week and the last. It was really painful, (still is…) but I’m slowly getting over it. 

49:Does your bedroom have a door?

A: Yes it does! (Thank god for that xD I hate open doors/spaces that are open at night)

63:Where will you be 5 hours from now?

A: STAYING UP and possibly on the computer. IF not, I’ll be asleep earlier than I normally would xD (Then again, it’s almost 11pm)

82:Has anyone seen you in your underwear in the last 3 days?

A: Yes…but only because I was running around to find my pajamas xD

Alrighty, that’s the end of the ask! Thanks so much for reading this if you did and thanks to @rathgir​ for being so sweet by sending this ask.

Distract me pls (again xD)

Take care

~Saku

[queenofnohr]

What would Madora's Noble Phantasms be? How would they differ between classes?

This became so fucking long im so sorry @everyone

In a regular Holy Grail War, Madora would definitely be in possession of at least two Noble Phantasms - her Holy/Demonic Sword, Jörmungandr, and her dragon form.

However, something like Grand Order makes it easier to conceptualize her as she is a being who exists - no, whose existence is defined - by repeating timelines. Her Noble Phantasms for each class are as such:

Saber: Vanilla Madora - a Madora in the process of becoming a hero. Far be she from being inexperienced, and while she is aware of the many paths and ends (and even dead ends) she may face, this Madora represents a piece on the cusp of fate, whose path is mutable, and infinite possibility lies ahead. Her Noble Phantasm is her Holy Blade, Jormungandr: God Eater. It was forged from the pieces of the Demon Sword, Ganglari, and the pieces of her old training armor, with her own hands, and baptized in her own blood. Though in this sense it is “man made” the power of the Invisible Kingdom lingers on through it, commanded by her own force of will, and it was recognized as a true Holy Weapon and Yatogami’s equal, by the Rainbow Sage himself. The sword was made as a direct conceptual counter to Yatogami, whose legend originates from kami who would end a family line, and is one half of the puzzle used to slay Anankos - thus the sword has god-slaying properties.

Lancer: A Madora who has chosen to walk with Hoshido. Make no mistake - she did this to provide an escape for her Nohrian siblings. Alas, this is a Madora who understood half the heart of her Nohrian siblings, who understood their desire for a better life, but overlooked their chains of duty. This is a Madora who only knows tragedy - who has cornered herself, and forces herself to trudge down a path she does not believe in through delusion. A poor girl that even Ophelia would take pity on. Her Noble Phantasm is the culmination of the delusion imparted upon herself, her desire to go back into the past, and the climax of this existence - a reenactment of killing her beloved elder brother. La Divina Tragedia: Remember the Past, and Plunge into the Depths of Hell. An extremely strong anti-unit Noble Phantasm that ignores all buffs through the creation of a minor reality marble that strongly denies the reality of the world. Alas, all dreams end, the curtain closes on all plays, both comedy and tragedy. Awaken, child, and know your sin. The user sustains damage and is stunned through the next turn.

Archer: Not a true “Madora”. Rather, the conceptualization of “Victory” given Madora’s form through the belief of the Nohrian people after her death. In other words, the deification of a human being; a composite existence between the person, Madora, and the concept of “Victory.” In this way, she can be regarded as a divine spirit by Fate standards, although her existence is probably something closer to a Witch, whose territory is her beloved hometown. In this sense, this Madora is something a guardian deity of Nohr. This position is not something special, and any “special” human can reach this point through commendable deeds for the country, though it is a position typically gained by rulers. Her husband has been similarly deified posthumously. Her Noble Phantasm is the blessing of an absolute victory. Well, that’s what it is simplified to it’s base, and what she believes it to be. In reality it is a Reality Marble; so long as she stands with you, the whole of Nohr, past, present, and future, stands with you too. Because they stand with you, because they lend their strength to you, you will certainly be victorious. A support Noble Phantasm that buffs herself and allies with all card type damage up, an attack up, and giving all enemies 1.5% damage taken modifier.

Rider: Madora Lily. A earnest and spirited young woman who wants nothing more than to follow in her elder brother’s footsteps and bring glory to her homeland. In reality, such a Madora isn’t a single Madora from before a certain point in her life…….. She is made from two parts - Firstly, the hindsight acknowledgement from the true Madora as an entity separate from herself. Another person that she is no longer and can no longer return to, a “her” that was cast away in return for the power to change her own fate. And secondly, the sincere wishes of those who knew that cast away girl to save her. This contradiction of the person herself saying “this person cannot exist within me any longer” and others wishing to bring back that beloved girl’s smile created a paradox Madora….. Because the real thing fought earnestly to ensure a happy future. Because the real thing sacrificed herself to challenge fate. Because the magic she received opened countless possibilities, she can exist, in theory. Because the others cannot see this contradiction, because they cannot see inside the catbox, that the pure-hearted girl is no longer there, the truth that she could still exist remains in their hearts.

Madora’s corruption from this individual started as soon as she etched those markings onto her face. But, she could only decide that retroactively, and the period recognized as the point of no return, where that acknowledgement was felt by those around her, only happened after she was taken to Hoshido. Thus, while if that person could exist, she could be no more than 10, she exists as a concept as a girl of unidentifiable age, from 15-18, and embodies traits spanning all across that of her younger self. Her noble Phantasm, as such, is something that “could not exist” yet also something that did, against all odds, but once in her youth. La Primavera: Come, O Wind, Let Spring Bloom Once More. Despite it’s name, Madora was always Madora. This is not a gentle spring that comes on mild weather, but a spring brought about by rain spilt like tears by heavens sliced open by determination. Flowers as fruits of one’s labor. A command of nature itself through the powers of the Dragon’s Vein. An anti-army Noble Phantasm that lowers attack and defense, and gives a minor full-party heal. As a multi-hit full-party quick NP, it also produces many stars.

Caster: While Madora could originally use magic, this Madora is not simply that. This is a Witch Madora, the Madora sacrificed for the sake of a chance of a happy future. Or, should I say Madoras. She is the summation of every failed Madora, of every timeline where she could not achieve her absolute victory. She is the Witch of Fate, able to see into any and all fragmented universes of “her” existence. She was created, not from something like “I want to live,” or even “I want to save everyone,” in the void after her death, but simply the small wish of “I don’t want to lose.” Thus, that singular world was smashed into bits, and each fragment of that existence struggles to gain victory - the victory of everyone being saved, the victory of a happy future. However, because those Madoras are allowed to persist on in those timelines, the witch is someone who can “never win” and who has “never experienced victory.” The direct anti-thesis to Archer Madora. She holds immense power, but both the laws of whatever universe she participates in and her own self imposed status as an “observer” limits her power. ……….Like any witches born as she is, she is exceptionally cruel. Her NP is “O Fortuna: Vae Invictus”. She takes the beings of her opponents into the birth of a new universe and forces them to witness the cruellest fate she could seek for them, and their eventual deaths - not just physically, as that wouldn’t be enough to impact a Heroic Spirit, but the collapse of timespace itself, until the Throne of Heroes itself is wiped from existence. Thus, she forces them to live through the cruelest fate possible for them, and experience their very consciousness being obliterated, before taking them back to their own timeline. Of course, if she wanted to, she could just leave them there, and their physical forms would turn to dust in the timeline she stepped from, as a more practical attack, but that wouldn’t be as fun, now would it? :)

Assassin: Assassin Madora is perhaps the simplest Madora, but important nonetheless. She symbolizes, perhaps not the most important aspect, but an aspect that sets her apart from other “Kamui” existences. The will to commit herself fully to Nohr, body and soul, enough to become a servant to the country, though her existence as a “Kamui” defines her as nobility. As a person, however, perhaps even moreso than Madora Lily, this is a woman who can clearly see her situation, yet chooses to exist like this in a vain attempt for acceptance. Indeed, perhaps this feeling is the apex of girlhood. In any case, this Madora is both eager to please, and ruthlessly efficient, like the best kind of guard dog. Her specialty is slaying anyone who would threaten the Nohrian Royal Family - an assassin to slay assassins. Her NP is Semper Fidelis: My Blood is My Bond, an anti-unit NP good against assassins. Since it represents her protection of Castle Krakenburg, she imparts invincibility and instadeath resistance up upon her comrades. 

Berserker: A Madora who has, due to some circumstance, embraced her draconic blood and urges. Madora forsakes her draconic blood as something unnecessary, and perilous. So what, I wonder, would mark this change…….? Her NP is a complete return to her draconic form, and the havoc it can wrought. “Beast of the Ruined Throne: The Gods Whisper Through Blood”. A trump card that lets her face off against an enemy NP to NP. It automatically triggers an enemy’s NP, but only against herself. If she survives, she unleashes her own beat form upon them.

Ruler: This is the union between Madora, and her husband Marx. Madora fights as a queen to protect those she reigns over. Her husband joins her for their NP. This is a Madora who has succeeded in securing a future, at least for Nohr, and reigns as Queen. She wields Caduceus, a staff made from combining Jormungandr and Yatogami with her old training lance. It is both a staff of healing and a spear to harm. Her NP with her husband is the conceptual ushering in of Nohr’s Golden Age. While Archer Madora’s NP is “Nohr stands with you,” their’s is akin to “Nohr embraces you.” A combination of Marx’s Rider NP, Stella Polaris: The Light that Pierces the Endless Night, and Madora’s Twin Snake Paradox: Let the Past Revive to form The Embrace of the Dark Night: The Stars Shine for You. Marx lays down his Noble Phantasm to create a Nohr that will protect the player and power Madora up. Madora then deals party-wide damage with her Caduceus, with a chance to stun.

Avenger: A Madora whose repeated existences bear down upon her soul. In her instability, Anankos tried to posses her, only driving her further into her dark wishes. This is a Madora who has reached the extremes of her being. The echoes of Anankos resound through her blood, awakening the powers of an elder dragon within her. Her blood sings to Marx’s own draconic blood, and awakens it within him, turning him into a draconic monstrosity fused with his armor, and resulting in the sublimation of his core, hidden ideals to be followed, without anything obstructing them. This is a Madora who lashes out against the world who denies her happiness time and time again, and a Marx who she wants to lash out with her. Unfortunately for her, Marx’s inner wishes are simply “to protect her.” But as that is the only thing his draconic urge allows him to follow, things like “speech” are insignificant to him, making him seem nothing more than her lifeless puppet, though that is far from the truth. Marx fights while she commands. With no moral barrier, he can wield Siegfried to its full potential. Their Noble Phantasm is a result of Madora killing Anankos prematurely and devouring his flesh in the hopes of curing the madness he himself inflicted upon her. It is simply called Madora: God Eater, though in reality, it’s a double attack from her and Marx wherein he loans her Siegfried’s destructive power, and he powers him up through Beast of the Ruined Throne: The Gods Whisper Through Blood. 

[sosei]

<deep breath>

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[fewrites]

Valentine’s Love Letter commission

Thank you so much @rathgir for commissioning me to write this letter for you -- I hope you enjoy it! I wanted to make sure to use your primary character option for this. Happy early Valentine’s day! ♡

If you’re interested in receiving a love letter such as this, please refer to this post!

Dear Bobby,

I am a lot better at writing than I am at talking, and I think you already noticed... But this way, I can take my time and pick out the right words. No panicking involved! Writing is just great like that. And if I don't like the way something sounds, I can just start all over again! This is the fourth time I'm trying to write this letter. That... wasn't weird to write, was it? No, I'll keep it as it is!

I think you understand where I am coming from though, right? I've seen you freeze up talking to others the way I do… But it's not like I was trying to spy on you! I just happened to notice it now and then! Maybe I should try and get to the point…

You know when you have a big task ahead of you, and it's so intimidating that it robs you of sleep at night? None of your preparations ever feel good enough, and before you know it, the mere thought of that task chokes you up? Maybe you even feel as if there's a heavy rock inside your chest. I know that's what it feels like for me, most of the time… I hope you've never experienced that feeling – it's the worst! And, well, you deserve better!

But what I was trying to say… Writing this letter is a daunting task for me. You can't tell while reading this, but I have to keep taking breaks every few sentences to collect myself and talk myself into finishing this letter. I never thought it would be this nerve-wracking! However, there's also another feeling involved. It's as if these words are caught inside of me, begging to escape… To be heard. That's, well – that's where you come in, Bobby.

These words want to be heard by you. I don't think I could ever say – or write – them for anybody else but you. Okay, here goes!

I really like you, Bobby.

You somehow manage to make the bad feelings inside of me disappear and replace them with butterflies. Nobody else has ever been able to make me feel like this! When I first realised it, I was confused. Aren't butterflies in your stomach something that only happens in romance novels? But then I found my thoughts wandering to you, again and again, before it dawned on me. They always say 'write what you know', but for some reason, I used to disregard that… I never thought I'd ever experience the same feelings as the main characters in a love story. But then you came, and somehow… Somehow I feel like I may be the main character in my own romance novel. Maybe even alongside you…

I hope that you don't mind me writing this letter instead of telling you in person – I think if I had to say these words out loud, I would beg the goddess to open up a hole in the ground and make me vanish instantly. But if I wrote them down and had you read them before we talk… I thought that would be a better idea for both of us. So, if you happen to feel like it… You could write your response in a letter! Or… not. You don't have to if you don't want to, of course!

Okay, I've said what I wanted to say and now I'll have to hide in my room for the next couple of days. But if you decide to write a letter… You could always slip it under my door.

Please reply soon, Bernie

[fgo-headcanons]

It's okay! Just try to stay hydrated and get as much rest as you can, okay?

Thank you sweetie it means a lot. Hopefully these meds will help reduce it.

[screechesintothevoid]

Thank you for the tag @olyollyoxenfree . Sorry it took so long, I’ve had a hell of a week.

Last Song: "Doctorine” by 煮ル果実.  

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RawnaIb9Pvc

Catchy song, man!

Last Movie: I... have no idea.  I don’t normally watch movies.  I watched a segment (40 min) of the new Tom and Jerry movie with a friend to make fun of it, does that count? (it really wasn’t a good movie..)

Currently Watching:  Doctor Stone!  It’s really good!

Currently Reading: ... I have forever drowning in readings and books for school.  Currently reading Tales of the Field - On Writing Ethnography by John Van Maanen and Writing Ethnographich Fieldnotes by Robert Emerson, Rachel Fretz, and Linda L Shaw at the moment for a qualitative research class (sociology).

Currently Craving: Just ate, so not much in terms of current cravings.  But, if I had to pick...  I am forever craving chocolate cherry cheesecake.  My mom makes one with a chocolate ganache that is SO lovely...

Also, does “craving” sleep, count?!

Tag! You’re it!:

(If I tagged you and you don’t feel up to/want to do this, it’s cool. :)  )

@themidnighttiger @rathgir @thatsmashbro @radiantgardenprince @organized-chaotic-disaster @flutteras @garbage-fox @crowfanity @reigen-131​

Thank you for tagging me, @averysiriuschromie !

Tag 9 people you want to get to know better!

Last Song: "Dreamin' On" - da-ice [One Piece OP 23]

(I'm sure it's annoying my little brother that I'm playing it on loop while we're waiting for his bus, but it's payback for all those years of horses)

Last Movie: Legally Blonde

Currently Watching: A lot of anime help Hmm.. One Piece is the big one right now. And I just finished the first episode of Restaurant to Another World when you tagged me!

(If anybody has food anime recommendations, please send them my way! I won't make anything that's in the show, but I will drool at the thought.)

Currently Reading: Dr. Stone (nothing is okay ;-; ), and I'm gradually making my way through Jujutsu Kaisen and the rest of the manga in my collection...

Currently Craving: Lasagna and coffee rollcake

Tag! You're it!:

@screechesintothevoid @lordsireno @cureemotion @yagirl-mothermoon @ma-lemons @suncatxx @razzle-dazzle-d0rito @regina-de-testudines-est-vacca

[moon--vixen]

Tag Game Thing!

Tagged by @tragic-unpaired-electron

Rules: Answer the questions and tag 20 followers you’d like to get to know better.

Name: Kit

Nickname: Kitty

Zodiac Sign: pisces

Hogwarts House: slytherin

Height: 4′9″

Sexual Orientation: lesbian af

Ethnicity: white (Irish)

Favorite Fruit: strawberries

Favorite Season: winter

Favorite Book Series: ether Moribito, or the Eli Monpress series

Favorite Fictional Character: Brienne of Tarth who desperately needs saving from her hellhole of a series

Favorite Flower: white roses and spider lilies

Favorite Scent: n/a

Favorite Color:red

Favorite Animal: cats and foxes

Favorite Band: Celtic Woman

Coffee, Tea, or Hot Chocolate: n/a, can’t stand hot drinks

Average Hours of Sleep: 6

Number of Blankets: just my top sheet and quilt

Dream Trip: Japan

Last thing I googled: “lost odyssey griffon“ (watching a stream where the guy was talking about how impossibly hard that boss was)

Blog Created: February 19th, 2016

How many blogs do I follow?: 68

Number of Followers: 109 (1,113 on my actually popular sideblog)

What I usually post about: Gwen being an angel and matching aesthetics

Do I get asks regularly?: hahahahahahahahahaha no

I tag @missazure @flannelwerewolf @breadbian @rathgir @agarianradfem

[hellagaypokemon]

Dragon

Ooh, now here’s one I can really answer!

dragonair

kingdra

flygon

altaria

reshiram

dragalge

[sakuya123]

Plusle ^_^

Plusle: You’re an amazing friend

He he, Thank you!! I’m happy that I’m a great friend!! I think you are too!! Thank you so much though, you are such a sweetheart! I’m happy to be friends with you~ ^___^ 

Thank you for sending me this ask!

saku~

[lesbean-phasma]

Merry Christmas! I hope it has been a good one for you! ^_^

it has! I mean, I got a DS I was absolutely not expecting I’d even remotely ever see again, let alone have, so yea, it was good!

I hope yours has been good for you too

[lori-hime]

Undyne

Undyne: Do you think that you’re a strong willed person?Not really. I’m working on it, though..

[scaip]

Tumblr handwriting meme · Thanks for tagging: thefellowshipofthewand (really, really ♥ ) · Tagging: kurolove, happilymad, rathgir, ajarofbeatles, bunnygore, amuriita, kimaiboo, loquevospongas. Now there's an excuse to kill the time~

[sakuya123]

Blue ^_^

Blue - You’re amazing.

aww~ Thank you :3 And I mean come on, you’re amazing too!! Don’t you forget that! :3 (I know this is late, but I finally found the ask meme that went with this ^w^) 

Thank you so much, rathgir!! I love seeing you in my inbox and I really try to answer all your asks >3Sorry I’m late xD Also, thank you so much for sending me a color!

saku~

[reveryspirit]

Purple ^_^

PURPLE: We near never speak, but I do enjoy your presence on my dashboard.Awww, I’m happy you enjoy what I reblog ^u^ I enjoy your presence too!

[sakuya123draws]

catch up with me meme!

Thanks for the tag, @autmnbird (I was so happy to see you tag me!!! <3 you’re the best :3)

last song - Magnifique by Le Cassette. They’re an indie composer from what I know. Not on the radio, but I really like their Synthwave/80′s style of music! <33 If you like 80′s/90′s music like me, check it out :P

last movie - I was actually watching Gintama the live action movie and still have yet to finish it ;w; It’s really nice though! I might actually finish it now with some popcorn! Otherwise, I watched some random movies with my mom over the past weeks, but I don’t know their names... Dx

currently watching - Gintama~! I actually never finished watching it and I watched a few of the newer (at the time) arcs with my brother! I’m around episode 300~ (you know what that means if you’ve seen it ;o) I’m enjoying it and like I’ve said lots of times, I would recommend the shit out of Gintama to anyone xD (Even kids, babies, whoever. Just give it a try xD)

currently reading - OH GOD, it’s sad but I don’t read much unless you count doujinshi or manga online... I honestly should get back into reading! I mean, if you guys have any manga you’d like me to try then DM me :3 <3 (I’m usually open to most genres~) If I had to pick though, I’d say 19 days xD I just love it so much <3 (SO behind though ;w;) 

currently craving - Food! More specifically, something salty like chips, popcorn, bacon...just food xD I need to eat lol (Thanks for reminding me :P)

tag 9 people - I usually leave this open to anyone~ Otherwise, I guess I’ll tag @sunflora-seeds @rathgir @strawberryseeu @sumechiayuu @lacey-lamb @travlstouchdown @loveandjustice @sansan9 @yuyuk0 

Once again, thank you so much for this tag, @autmnbird It was actually quite nice to get back into writing something and posting it :3 

~Saku