#rare non yaoi related like minds post from angus beefman????

[realbeefman]

it's the taboo it's the ultimate transgressive desire it's lust it's grief it’s need at it's rawest and dirtiest. did you love her or the body. was she ever more than the flesh more than the meat. when is the point of no return? when does she stop being desirable? stick it in the freezer to slow down time and stop the clock you know isn't ticking. embalm the pretty corpse and make her look alive again. close enough to the memory? close enough to breathe? true enough? shadows on the cave wall and the pleasure in being deceived. remove the soul and all there is is the body. when did the body stop being hers. does it ever? isn't he all in YOUR head anyways? when does the clock really stop? when do you stop listening for it? when do you stop noticing the space between the memory and reality? when do the dead really die. when does the hand snaking up that cool, familiar body stop being about wishmaking and pretend-playing and turn into masturbation. where does she stop after the death. where do you begin.

do i want to fuck a corpse no. do i think about it incessantly yes