#rangiku x female reader

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Kinktober day 1: Body worship, Rangiku x fem! reader.

A/n: Happy first day of Kinktober my friends <3 Also, I've never really written body worship before so hopefully this is good <3

If there was one thing Rangiku loved the most, it was to worship you and your temple of a body. You're pretty, hot, and sexy to her that she can't control herself around you, hence the reason why you're finding yourself in this situation right now.

The room is hot with lust in the air as you're sitting on the edge of the bed, Rangiku on the floor below you. Both of you are bare bodies. Her hands are on your thighs, fingers kneading into the flesh.

"You're so pretty, y/n," Rangiku comments, eyes glistening.

Rangiku's core is soaking wet as her hands roam all over your body, worshipping you. Rangiku sits up on her knees and dips her head down to your bare pussy.

She runs her tongue over your clit, sending shivers up your face. Her hands move up to your breasts, hands cupping them and squeezing them, earning a moan from you.

"Such a pretty pussy. So so beautiful," Rangiku practically whines out, wrapping her lips around your clit and sucking it lightly. A few breathless moans leave your mouth as her lips suck on your sensitive bud.

Her thumbs flick over your nipples and they harden. You lean into Rangiku's touch, her tongue lapping at your bud. She's devouring you in the most angelic way to exist.

Her fingers knead your plush breasts and squeeze them, earning a muffled groan from you. Rangiku gazes up at you from her knees, eyes glistening full of lust and despair.

She pops her lips off of her clit and runs her hands down your torso.

"May I please worship you? You're such a goddess, y/n," she breathes out, pink lips parting open. A smile tugs on your face and you nod your head.

"I would love that," you whisper out. She sits up on her knees, cupping your face and pressing her warm lips on yours. Your lips melt together as one, taking turns lapping at each other's plush lips.

Her hands run down to your shoulders and she massages them. Her fingers are so soft and warm, dipping into your flesh. Rangiku feels herself getting wetter as her hands roam your body.

Rangiku wants to burn her touch into your memory. "I've wanted to worship you so bad," Rangiku comments, voice husky. Her hand trails down to your waist then to your wet core.

A tiny escapes your lips as she slides in two digits into your pussy.

Her fingers easily find that plush spot inside of you and start lapping at it with the pads of her finger. You dig into fingers into the bedsheets, gripping them tightly.

"God, I cannot get enough of you," Rangiku squeezes her thighs together. You're starting to breath heavily as the pleasure increases from the way her fingers slide in and out of you, pushing right up against that soft spot.

"Rangiku," you softly moan out, eyes rolling into the back of your head. Her other hand slides down your thigh and onto your ankle, massaging it gently.

The way your ankle feels against her fingers makes her even wetter than she already is. She bows her head down and places a shower of kisses along your ankle.

She moves her hand over to your other ankle and does the same, increasing the pace of her fingers. Your moans grow louder and louder.

"Oh my-Rangiku. Keep going," you demand, reaching your hand into her hair and tugging on it. She whines and nods her head, burying her fingers deep inside of you.

Her fingers stroke your g-spot continuously as your body tenses up, holding your breath for a moment. The pleasure takes over you, cumming all over Rangiku's fingers.

Your chest heaves up and down as you come down from your high, Rangiku slowly sliding out her cum ridden fingers. Her clean hand cups your face as she sinks down on her knees, cheeks red and flustered.

"That felt really good," you huff out, smiling down at her. She returns the kind smile and caresses your cheek.

"You deserve it, baby. You deserve all of it," she speaks softly, pressing a soft kiss to your ankle.

[ambiguouslady42]

Pairing: Gin Ichimaru x Rangiku Matsumoto

Genre: Sweet sprinkles of fluff, angst (no comfort)

Synopsis: The final words spoken before saying good-bye forever.

Tags: @pixelcafe-network, @interstellar-inn

Thank you @actuallysaiyan and @purpleqilinwrites for reading it <3

The past

From the moment she woke up on that empty ground, Rangiku Matsumoto knew something was missing. A piece of her that would make her complete. 

“Eat this,” someone said as a piece of dried persimmon appeared near her mouth. “If you can have the energy to collapse from hunger, then you must have spiritual energy.” 

“Do you have it too?” she asks the person. 

“Yes. My name is Gin, pleased to meet you.” 

Barely having the energy, she takes a small bite of the persimmon. Taking a bite of this fruit carried the sensation of something that could be forbidden. Gin and Rangiku were inseparable from the start. Rangiku never had a birthday, so the day they met would be her birthday. Every year since the star-crossed pair would share a dried persimmon to celebrate her birthday. Gin one year decided to gift Rangiku her first kiss. It was small and gentle; a symbol of his affection for her. His affection for Rangiku was true and never a lie; however, his mission was not.

They were just children, but Gin had a greater purpose, and he would carry this purpose to his dying breath. Despite the time they spent together, she never knew what his intentions were. The truth of the matter is that Gin knew what happened to Rangiku right before they met. The fire he felt in his heart the moment he saw glanced at how they left her on the ground. He swore his revenge, but he knew that journey would require sacrifice. 

He witnessed another victim of having something stolen from them. Sneaky like a snake, he just watched from a bush as he acknowledged that it was a soul that was stolen. He saw who it was possessing these souls; Sosuke Aizen. He was methodical when he confessed to her that he was going to become a Shinigami. He was capable at this point of doing anything for her; he had to get her soul back. After telling Rangiku that he would become a Shinigami, he kissed her cheek and walked away. This memory was etched into Rangiku’s head, remembering the visual of Gin walking further away from her. 

Upon meeting Aizen, he knew he had to do everything that was asked of him. To falter or question could mean death, and that wasn’t an option at this time. His ultimate goal was to take back what was stolen and kill those who harmed his Rangiku from the start. Over time, Gin proved to be an asset to Aizen. Watching several Shinigami become Hollows and smirking whenever Aizen admired his work. That smirk remained on his face, and yet, beneath all of it, he was always thinking of her. 

Rangiku would follow Gin’s footsteps. She would become a Shinigami, but her strength would not be able to come to par with his. Despite this, she would do her best to be focused and serious if needed. As he gets further and further away from her, Rangiku becomes more outgoing. Meeting others and being in camaraderie brings out a facade that she can be easygoing and relaxed. Some would find this annoying, such as Captain Hitsugaya. This was just a mask. In her silence, she would think about the chaste kisses they used to have on her birthday. 

“What was on his mind?” she kept thinking to herself.

One evening, she was sitting alone outside her quarters. It was her birthday, so tradition dictated that she have a dried persimmon. Although, she was alone this time. She sat silently eating while staring at the moonlight. When she looked to her right, she saw Gin sitting next to her

“May I?” he asked, reaching his hand out. 

“Oh? Sure.” she hands him the persimmon. 

“Not that, your hand.” 

Furrowing her brow, she stared at him before giving him her hand. As she placed her hand on his palm, he gently tugged it close to softly kiss the back of her hand. Then in an instant, he placed a soft kiss on her lips. The moonlight illuminated right beneath them.

“Happy Birthday”, Gin said quietly.

The blush on her cheeks could be seen. Her heart was racing, but there was nothing she could say at this moment other than give him a soft smile. However, he looked at Rangiku solemnly. His time with her was coming to an end. Before he got up to take his departure, he leaned in and whispered something in her ear. From this moment, Rangiku’s world fell apart. She shed a tear, but he had already disappeared.

“What was he thinking? Why did he say that?” is all she kept thinking. She didn’t sleep that night, reliving every kiss and what it meant or could’ve meant. 

The next day was the last time she would touch. She held on to his wrist before he departed from the Soul Society. 

“I’m sorry”, he said before looking away from her. 

She was confused as the one she held closest to her heart betrayed her to some extent. They made an oath together, yet he broke it. The words from that fateful night replayed in her head. 

The present

The days go by. Those days turn into months. Without missing a beat, he’s always on her mind. She feels the ache in her heart whenever he is on her mind. She wonders if he ever thinks about her or if he forgot about her. Did he ever think about the kisses they shared? Or are they just a figment of the past? She lingered on these thoughts while remaining in Karakura Town. She remains loyal to protecting the souls of the living and those who need to crossover to the other side.

Meanwhile, in Hueco Mundo, Gin relives those memories when he isn’t near Aizen. His final kiss with you was always on his mind; along with the words he said to you on that night. He wonders if it’s coming true. In his heart, he knows that he is falling apart, but he must remain focused on his goal. He made a promise to himself that no one would hurt you again. He regrets any pain that he may have caused you, but he knows it was all for a cause. Maybe one day you’ll forgive him for his transgressions to the soul society. Perhaps, you will greet him with open arms and you accept everything he did for you. The time was coming near; he will likely see you again. He doesn’t know what will happen, but he needs to make sure you’re safe.

Rangiku fought and fought that day as if her life depended on it. She did it to defend the balance between the Soul Society and the world of the living. Duty demanded that she protect the vulnerable, even if the Shinigami’s chances of winning this battle are slim. Taking heavy breaths in and out, she is injured from fighting. Her inability to use a bankai placed her at a disadvantage, especially for this battle. However, she did not relent. Even when Aizen appears, she did not withdraw her weapon. She was ready to fight, no matter what the result would be. Out of nowhere, he appears again. Trying to dissuade Aizen from inflicting harm on her, it wasn’t a possibility. He knew that death was knocking, so he did what he had to. In an instant, he grabs her and teleports her away.

They’re at a building away from the danger, but he knows he just defied Aizen. Time is ticking, so he needs to make every moment count. For the first time in a long time, she’s able to see his eyes. They’re somber as he looks at her with longing. As she laid on the ground while he kneeled next to her, she mustered the strength to try to get up. 

“Why did you do that?!”, Rangiku yelled. “Why did you leave?!” 

However, he couldn’t answer her. The words were stuck in the back of his throat. All he kept thinking was about that final night and how he wished it never had to be this way. 

“You shouldn’t have come here. Why did you do that?”, Those were the only things that were able to come out of his mouth. 

“I’d do anything for you. I’m not ready to die yet, but if I can keep you safe, then I’ll do it.” are the words he thought about.

As she glared, the words that came out of his mouth were the ones he had said that final night. The tears quietly rolled onto her cheeks. Before she could respond, it went black. Gin did what he had to do to protect her; make her go to sleep and hope that she stays out of this battle. As she was out cold, he placed a gentle kiss on her forehead before continuing his mission; kill Aizen and retrieve her soul.

Within the darkness, she kept thinking of every moment she shared with him; how she longed for those days in vain. The kisses that she felt were just ghosts; lingering, but never forgotten. When she was able to open her eyes, she felt a sensation that she never longed to feel. She ran as fast as she could to see him, but it was too late. As the tears kept coming, all they could do was trickle down his face. His final moments were feeling the warmth of your tears on his face. He kept you safe, but he’s sorry that he couldn’t stay. 

As she stayed with his lifeless body, she remembers that night still. She will never forget it or forget him. However, she didn’t expect his final words to be the ones from that evening. It’s a cruel joke as she feels that her world is falling apart. She’s just the one who gets to watch in adoration. 

“Please ruin yourself for me, and I’ll watch in adoration as I fall apart as well.” 

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HER CHERRY CHAPSTICK 🍒 ORIHIME INOUE X F! READER ＫINKTOBER DAY 15: RIMMING

🐙 requested by: Anonymous. hi sashi, idk if you write for f x f! reader, but maybe could you write for Orihime x f! reader? maybe day 15? thank you! ❣ ⚠️ tw: mdni. explicit content. first time writing for my queen. sorry if it seems self indulgent (cause it is). Orihime is an adult. the story happens in between Rukia's wedding and Ichigo's proposal. oral. nipple sucking. rimming. 69. squirting implied. friends to lovers kinda. alcohol mentioned. 🐙 wc: 1,7k // kinktober 24 masterlist // join the taglist

Before the princess became a queen, she spent her days waiting for a certain knight… yet, there was a time when a princess took the place of that knight~ 

“I am tired of him not noticing me” Orihime says, throwing a piece of bread against the coffee table. Her motions are a little sloppy, as both have attacked a bottle of Sake Rangiku-san given you from the Seireitei. 

You widen your eyes; Orihime Inoue has never spoken ill of Ichigo and much less has thrown bread away.

“He might be an adult in age, but he is still a kid deep inside… Uryu does the exact same thing” you tell her; maybe trying to console her, even though your words were also tinted in bitterness. 

You, for Uryu. Her, for Ichigo.  And them? Still playing video games. 

Orihime lets her back hit the floor, tangerine hair framing her face like Aphrodite herself. A micro short and a crop top is all she is wearing; no need for more… After all, it’s just you… she could be naked in front of her friend, and she wouldn’t care. 

Her forearm falls upon her eyes; in silence, she tries to cry. You know her very well to tell underneath her arm are tears sprouting. 

You sigh; you hate to see her cry… if you could hit -which you will- Ichigo to wake him up, you’d do it. 

Dragging your body, a little bit intoxicated, you huddle next to her. 

“Stop crying…” you whisper, brushing her hair back. You have always adored those orange locks… she is like a sun princess, knitting the hearts of everyone around. 

“I’m not -snif- crying” she lies, you can see the wetness of her tears coming from under his arm. 

Another sigh; this time painfully pitying her… such a beautiful woman suffering for a man? Pff! 

You jump on her; forcing in a playful way to uncover her freckled cheeks for you. Tickles on her tiny waist, tickles on her hips… what a beautiful body she has… 

“Stop!” Orihime laughs, still pouting and with reddish eyes from crying.

“Not until you stop crying…” you threaten her with more tickles.

Orihime sniffles and traps you with her arms. Your chest hits hers, pressing your breasts, squeezing female anatomy with strength and love. 

“Let’s stay this way for a little, please” she whispers; hugging you in the middle of the night, on the floor of your rented apartment. 

You nod, falling to the side to hug her from the right. Both press your foreheads one against the other, perhaps in such a way only women can understand… female rage, female pain, the sizes of your hearts, the things only you two have experienced until this silent night. 

Little by little, hers and your breathings synchronize. Heart beating also do, with your finger tips touching with hers. Both have eyes fixed on your hands that stand up, getting the red led light of your place to filter in between. 

“I hate this world sometimes…” she murmurs; real words coming from her juicy lips that maybe nobody but you, will ever listen to. 

“I hate it too, but as long as I have you in it… it’s fine with me” you whisper back, sincere and true. There are no lies, nor second intentions behind those words. 

Orihime smiles with her eyes closed, some tears still pooling by the corner of her lids. Such a beautiful smile, Inoue-san… 

When her eyes open again, you fix yours into her pumpkin ones. The sound of silence is way louder than any conversation… what happened through your minds in that exact moment, you don’t know… Because the next thing snatched all of your attention; her lips crashed against yours. 

At first; just a peck. Then another one. Tasted the waters, tasted the flavour of her cherry Chapstick, then it was time for the kiss to deepen.

Tongues twisting, in such delicacy only Venus’ daughters know how. Your hand slowly slides under her crop top until meeting with her swollen breasts. Your whole palm isn’t enough to grab one, but you still squeeze the same way… you’d lie if you said you didn’t want to feel the soft turgor of her bouncy chest every time you see them.

Orihime moans into your mouth when you concentrate your fingers around her growing nipple. She does the same, the knitting princess is desperate to feel your breasts as well. 

Both stop just for a second to sit properly; working at the same time to take off your tops, you reveal your nudity to each other. 

Pinkish nipples invite your lips to surround them. You gloat, ready to attack. Cupping her tit, you snake up until your tongue can taste the flavour of he skin. Knowing exactly how to suck and bite, you do. 

Orihime throws her head back, allowing her orange hair to rain on her tiny back. The neck exposed, her lips semi open, her hips fidgeting as she is kneeling down… what a sweet representation of female perfection. 

“Ngh…” she whines, making you shiver from your head to your toes. Not only this feels wrong, but it also the more it does, the more you want more of her. And Orihime, wants exactly the same… 

You help her stand up, never stopping the nipple sucking. When her bare foot are both on the ground, a simple swing allows her shorts to slowly slide off her hips down her ankles. 

You softly push her against the sofa, allowing her to sit down. Kneeling in between her legs, you slowly move her already dampened panties to the side. Your hands tremble; should you continue, your friendship could be destroyed… but can you stop? Absolutely no, specially because her nails have been brushing your hair back to keep it out of your face. 

“Can I?” you ask, your lips so close to her anatomy. You are sure it probably tastes as good as her skin smells. 

“Please, (Name)-san ~” she begs, desperate. Orihime’s heel lands delicately on the small of your back, leaving her inner thigh right next your face. 

You bite, of course, her thigh first. A mark you are secretly proud to leave there. Then, a peck on her core that makes both of you shiver and jolt… even with your lips barely covered in her sweet honeys, you prove your theory to be truth; there isn’t a better taste than hers. 

In a matter of seconds, Orihime becomes a mess of herself; your tongue gets crazy, spelling every word on this world around her folds. The more you do, the more she pulls from your hair, burying your face into her sex. 

“Nhg… (Name)-san, sto- stop please” Inoue pleads; tapping your head with soft little slaps. 

You do as she asks; what is happening to her? Perhaps she just realized how fucked up is to fuck your best friend…?

“I wanna taste you, too… please, don’t be the only one giving pleasure” she requests; of course, such a selfless person like Orihime couldn’t let this slip.

“I am pleased to give it all to you, Ori…” you are not lying, you are absolutely happy to eat her whole soul through her core. 

“No, no, no…” she shakes her head, helping you stand up. Orihime takes a swift look at your knees; no way they are getting hurt. “Please, lay down” she asks, sweetly but still with a hint of dominancy. 

You nod, absolutely in awe… looking at her full body naked, with dripping wetness that reaches her inner thighs and slides in droplets down her knees… her orange locks in savage mess, her cheeks blushed in complete lust, lips swollen from kissing… Ichigo, look what are you missing… she is all mine now. 

You do as she tells; laying on your back on the sofa, you wait for her next movement. And you wonder, that maybe, just maybe… you could love her at the same time she will. And, indeed, that’s exactly Orihime’s purpose. 

You receive her on top, in a perfect 69 position. Her ass all for you, your core, all for her. 

Your nails carve on the sides of her hips first, marking her a little more as the first kiss on your slit arrives. You tremble, your stomach spasms. She is so delicate; she is so accurate… the tip of her tongue touches your clit in such perfection you can’t help but whine loudly. 

“You like it?” she asks, shily. 

“Mor-more than that, Orihime-chan” you answer back, already spreading her ass cheeks to devour her again… 

Whole tongue you use to drink from her; going from her sex to her rear entrance at once. How can someone be that delicious? It’s almost addicting, her flavour will become your favourite drug… 

As she keeps sucking on you, and her breasts heavily land on your lower belly, you asphyxiate yourself with her ass cheeks on your face. Your tongue concentrates on her butthole, going around, up and down and sometimes in and out, rimming her so good her thighs can’t help but start shaking. 

“(Name)-chan, I… mnhgn… I can’t stop it…” she whines, letting you know she is about to come while muzzled by your own honeys and folds. 

You, can only nod and moan in response, as you are exactly close like her. 

There isn’t much you could do but to keep rimming her as she does the same to you, coming together like everything you’ve ever done together… climax hits so different when both exactly know how the other is feeling ~ 

“Should we do this again?” you ask, lying both naked in the aftermath. 

“Mh… if Rangiku brings more sake…” Orihime murmurs, curling a tuft of your hair in her index. 

“You want Rangiku to join us?!” You stand up, startled… after all Orihime might not be that innocent no more… 

“NO! well… wait-“ 

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Bleach

Bleach characters favourite places to kiss and get kissed ( Ichigo x reader/Rukia x Reader/Yoruichi x reader/ Toshiro x reader )

Bleach characters receiving a bouquet! ( Rangiku x reader, Ukitake x reader, Grimmjow x reader, child! Platonic! Nel x reader)

Bleach x reader with self confidence issues ( Urahara x reader and Byakuya x reader)

Bleach x reader reader dies fighting the Quincy ( Shihoin Chika x reader)

Bleach x reader - reader have to choose between two captains of the original gotei 13 ( Shihoin Chika x reader x Furuoki)

Being Byakuya's vice captain before Renji ( Byakuya x reader)

Being cautious of Chika at first ( Chika x reader)

Shijima Chigiri with a terminally ill reader ( Chigiri x reader)

Urahara makes you a chibi version of yourself ( Urahara x Chibi! Reader)

Pregnant! Reader x Shihoin Chika (female reader)

Teasing the girls about their height ( Rukia x reader and Soifon x Reader)

Lovely reader who can fight very well ( Chika x reader)

Ichigo having a nightmare about his s/o( Ichigo x soul reaper! Reader)

Ichigo and a Elizabeth Liones like reader ( Ichigo x Goddes like reader)

Kon stealing your clothing ( Ichigo x reader)

Ichigo vs Kitty ( Reader's cat dislikes Ichigo greatly, Ichigo x reader)

Karin sees Toushiro and his daughter after some time ( Child!reader)

You fainting on their arms ( Ruki x reader, Unohana x reader, Rangiku x reader)

Gift giving ( Jushiro Ukitake x reader)

Daily life with Furuoki ( Furuoki x lieutenant! Reader)

Part 2 ( kind of) of Furuoki x Lieutenant! Reader)

Reader going with Ichigo through the zero squad training ( oetsu Nimaiya x Shy! reader)

Reader passes away against Yhwach ( Ichigo x unrequired!Love Reader)

Ichigo dealing with a reader that jealous and angry on their period ( Ichigo x Female!reader)

Accidently walking into Chika in a onsen ( SFW don't worry, no descriptions here) ( Chika x Shy!reader)

[strawhatsoraya]

Hiii! So, we've been talking about Shuuhei… what about a little scenario with a female soul reaper who's from another division but has had her eyes on him for a while because, well, he's HOT. Maybe she even already realized that his bad boy look isn't really true because in some small interaction he was super nice and polite? Or perhaps she's still convinced he's a total womanizer/bad boy based of his looks and kept her distance? Either way, one evening, she gets nice and tipsy (with Rangiku?? Or somebody else?) and goes all "You know what? Look at him. LOOK AT HIM. He's so underappreciated! Fuck it, I'll go for it." So she tries her very best to seduce Shuuhei and is a) surprised he's so gentle and soft-spoken and b) flusters him completely? :D Or something along those lines.

Random scenario-thought, in case it strikes a cord, I'd love to read your version of it :D Have a great day!

how long has it been??? don't answer, this question is rhetorical I don't even wanna know. i wrote some shuhei uh fluff? yes...fluff with some suggestive content but nothing explicit. you get drunk y/n making a fool of herself and shuhei being cute.

SHUHEI HISAGI X FEM READER / SFW WC: 2.7k CW: alcohol consumption, horrible attempts at humor and seduction, second hand embarrassment, badly timed boners, and equally badly timed confessions

You didn't know what it was about him that made you so crazy. 

Rather, the truth was, you couldn't decide on a single thing. Maybe it was that dark bold stripe across his face. The same that made you stare at his profile, that squinted intense gaze that rooted you to your spot wherever you were. Maybe it was the numbered tattoo on the angular bone of his cheek. Maybe it was the mystery of not knowing what any of it meant.

Or maybe, just maybe, you liked that you couldn't figure him out. You liked the danger that came with the unknown, the quiet variables that leave your formula incomplete day after day.

Although you had yet to see him entangled in somebody else's arms you were convinced he was as emotionally unavailable as the rest of the men clad in black. Tomorrow was a flimsy promise that nobody dared to even touch but you tacked it on the front of your shinigami robes, like a stupid participation ribbon.

Tomorrow you'd take the first step. Tomorrow you'd confess. Tomorrow, always tomorrow.

Those days came and went, and you were nowhere closer to unraveling the secrets Shuhei Hisagi kept. Tired of your cowardice, and tired from that day's training, you find yourself commiserating over drinks with Rangiku. Her tolerance for alcohol was beyond measure. It was a terrible idea to pair up with her, but she was always willing to lend an ear or two.

Right now, you didn’t want logic or common sense. Right now, you need someone to make you feel a tiny bit better about your cowardice. 

Rangiku does it well. She makes sympathetic noises, as she fills your sake cup repeatedly. It is quite a skill,  you think to yourself amongst the clouds, the way she never lets your cup be dry. Not even for a minute. You’re gathered with members of different squads for one of Rangiku’s badly coordinated mixers. The numbers between female and male guests was never even–assuming people even showed up in the first place.

“Is it really my fault?” you start feeling indignant. In the back of your mind you know you have no right. You were not the victim of the cruelty of the Fates, or unchangeable circumstances. The truth was, you were merely scared of rejection. “Is IT my fault?” You ask again, as Rangiku sways slightly next to you, a tiny smile on her lips.

She looks content with her lot in life at the moment, and your indignation is slowly replaced by green envy.

“You just don’t understand do you?” you ask her as your head bobs. The movement is mostly involuntary but you find yourself too tired to control it. The alcohol has steeped itself in your veins, and you know now would be the time to cut yourself off. Instead, you bring the cup of sake that Rangiku just refilled to your lips once more.

“I do understand, actually,” Rangiku insists, gathering your shoulders in an one armed embrace. “I do. Men are so DENSE. In fact, like that one,” she slurs as she points her chin towards the familiar pallid appearance of one Izuru Kira. “Look at him!”

Her voice is loud, and the scent of sake is sweet coming from her moistened lips. You look away to watch Kira perk up in his seat. His cheeks are pink, a bright contrast against his pallid skin. The stupefied expression on his face is slightly endearing. Perhaps you had too much sake after all.

“You see him?!” Rangiku prattles on, steamrolling over the din of stranger’s conversations. You sway in tandem with her, still trapped in her arm. Her strength was not completely unknown to you but there was something about drunk Rangiku that made her at least three times stronger. “Look at him! So dense. So stupid. So cute.”

You smile apologetically at Kira. It almost feels like the sudden verbal attack was incited by your poor inability to be honest with your feelings. There’s an attempt to free yourself from Rangiku as you press a hand on her chest and push. Rangiku squeals in your ear and lets you go, only to bring her hands to her chest. Her smile is crooked, and she flutters her eyelashes at you.

You swallow a groan.

“Have you moved on to me already?” she asks you in a shouted whisper. You glance sideways at Kira waiting to be saved but he avoids your gaze and instead greets the new arrival to the table.

The last person you expected  joins your table. At the sight of the stripe across one of his cheeks you feel your blood turn to ice. A  chill passes over you, making you shiver where you sat. You almost wished Rangiku would twist herself around you once more. Anything to return the heat back to your body and away from your sweltering face. You can’t see it, but you feel it–the flush that ridicules you; burning your shame on your cheeks until you fear it’ll become a permanent tattoo. 

Shuhei Hisagi, as usual, seems ignorant to your struggle. Aside from a casual glance and nod of acknowledgement he gives no indication of knowing your discomfort. The sake threatens to come back up, and you swallow. The acid burns your throat on the way back down.

“Well,” Rangiku’s voice comes in like artificial sweetener–it overcompensates and leaves a terrible aftertaste in the back of your mouth. “Look at what the dog dragged in.”

“It’s cat,” you interject with a quick sideways glance. Rangiku places her arm on your shoulder.

“Whatever.” The blond woman is unfazed. She smiles at Shuhei. “The point is, the man of the hour is here.”

You feel your heart drop to the bottom of your stomach. If possible, you could have feared it slipping right out of your body. You wouldn’t doubt for a second that if it could preserve itself by abandoning the vessel of your pathetic body that it would. Instead, you feel it speed up again, at an alarming rate. It pounds frantically against your ribcage as Shuhei turns his slanted gaze at you. 

“You were waiting for me?” he asks. He is looking at you. You know this because you’re staring right back at him, slack-jawed and in a daze. Yet, it feels as if his question was aimed at Rangiku instead.

“Of course!” she chirps, leaning forward. You glance down and see her breasts threatening to spill out of her uniform. Clumsily, and quickly, you try to gather the fabric and bring it to a close across her cleavage. Rangiku glances down at you, perturbed, at your clenched hands keeping the opening together. Gently, she pats your whitening knuckles. “Now, now…” You don’t let go so she pries your fingers off before continuing the conversation. “I was waiting for you because I need you to take Y/N to her room for me.”

You blink, and sway on the spot, suddenly lightheaded. You have no idea what Rangiku is planning and you consider losing yourself in a temporary moment of dread. That is, until you realize the wonderful opportunity that is being presented to you. Here was Shuhei Hisagi in all his hardened edges, cool demeanor glory. If you could have a moment alone, with your cowardice drowned in alcohol, perhaps you’d find the courage to make a move.

You stand up suddenly, slamming your hands on the table. Kira jumps startled but Shuhei remains calm. He follows suit, and you watch him stand up, taking in his height, his broad shoulders, his imposing gaze. He nods his head at you and gestures quickly.

“Come on then,” he mumbles as he turns his head quickly. You try to find the strength in your jelly legs to walk around the table. So focused in your efforts to remain upright, you almost miss the pink on the top of his ears. His hand is covering half his face when you reach him. The way he chose to wear his uniform was unique. Some might say he barely had it on. As you walk besides him, you notice a rosy flush on the top of his cheeks.

“Are you cold?” you ask him, placing light fingers on his bicep. Before you can register the difference in your body temperatures he’s jerking away, startling you. You never thought you could be criticized for lack of coordination, but inebriated you became a person you didn’t quite know. 

“No, I’m fine,” he mumbles as he turns his face away from you.

The sake must be really doing its toll on you, because if you didn’t know any better, you’d start to believe that Shuhei was being shy. It didn’t suit him. There was such a large gap in his appearance that it just couldn’t possibly make sense but still his ears grew redder and redder, especially when you decide to tuck your hand in the crook of his arm.

You feel him jump even as he tries to keep walking, your fingertips gently brushing the inside of his elbow. He starts to say something, stuttering over his words.

“C-c-careful,” he says, his eyes on the ground. There’s a furious flush on his face, threatening to obfuscate the tattoos on his face. “The ground is lumpy.”

You can’t help it. Even as you bite down on your lower lip, there’s a giggle that bubbles out of you–free and weightless. 

“I’m holding on to you,” you tell him, leaning into him playfully. He sways as you bump him. “I think I’ll be fine.”

It becomes quickly apparent to you that your miracle opportunity could very well lead to nowhere if you don’t take it further. You’ve managed to press your breasts against his arm, in hopes of stirring something wild and untamed inside of him. Instead, he starts to walk stiffly as if he had a metal rod placed in his back. Although you begin to feel more sober, you decide to amp up the theatrics a little, stumbling here and there in your walk.

“Shuhei~” you chirp coyly, syrupy and addictive. “Why don’t you come inside?” you tug him along, struggling with his big frame. If Shuhei is surprised at your strength he doesn’t show it much, except for a careful raise of his eyebrows.

“I really shouldn’t be going into a woman’s room like this,” he mumbles as you finally shove the rest of his big body inside. Shuhei looks around the small room quietly. There’s a futon on the floor in a corner, books littered here and there and wrappers of snacks you promised you’d get rid of weeks ago. 

“Nonsense. That’s way too old fashioned thinking,” you tell him, lowering yourself to the futon. You wave a hand at him repeatedly. Shuhei stares at it apprehensively—like the fluttering wings of a death butterfly, but still heeds its call. He lowers himself awkwardly onto the futon and sits cross legged next to you. His skin feels as if it was tinling, your presence making it worse every time you pressed yourself against him.

You slither one hand over his knee, and Shuhei feels the back of his neck heat up. Your breath tickles his ear when you speak next: “Shall I help you relax? You seem tense. I’m very good at massages.”

He stiffens at your touch. Shuhei knows your touch means more than it implies. He knows that your soft smile is promising him more than just a massage. He also knows that the rouge on your cheeks and the glassy look in your eyes is due to alcohol; that which you consumed a little too much. He knows that to let you keep skimming your hand upwards his leg, as you are doing now, is very ungentlemanly of him.

He presses his shaky hand over yours.

“I’m fine,” he says sternly, lips drawn thinly on his face. “I don’t need a massage right now.” What he needed, perhaps, was to swan dive into a cold lake. His nether regions weren’t getting the picture. He felt himself stiffen, and Shuhei adjusted his legs as discreetly as possible. He didn’t count on your keen observational skills, and your lack of decorum all at once.

“Then what’s that!” you whisper shout, pointing at the sudden rise of cloth between his legs. Shuhei stutters as he feels heat swallow his head whole.

“Never mind that,” he shakes his head, feeling embarrassed and angry to be in this situation with you. “Just go to sleep. That’s what you should do.” He holds you by the shoulders, as you try to peek around his arms. He pushes you back on the bed, as you hold on to his wrists, dragging him down with you. Shuhei, holds his weight up by slamming his hands on either side of your head against the bed. You look up at him, startled, heart racing in your chest.

“Are you going to sleep with me?” you ask him, your fingers still curled around his wrist. “Is this what this is?”

“No!” he shouts, turning bright red. He pushes off of you. “That was an accident because you pulled me down with you.”

“I was hoping to seduce you,” you tell him plainly. Now that you were on your back, you rethink your entire plan. You thought you had sobered up but as the room started to spin slowly, you realized quickly that it had been some kind of delusion. 

“I’m not someone that will just sleep with a drunk woman,” he mumbles, gathering the blankets and pulling them over your body. He tucks you into them, pushing the blankets deep under your body with his fingers, until you become a human burrito. “So please stop.”

“So, you’d sleep with any woman if she wasn’t drunk?”

“No,” he pats your hands which he trapped under the blanket. “I didn’t say that either.”

“I like you,” you confess. You meant to look and feel braver than you did, but being wrapped in blankets unable to move as the room spun slightly, seemed to have stolen all your earlier bravado. Shuhei stares at you silently, before he looks away abruptly. You can see his ears reddened again as he loosens up the blankets slightly.

“I tucked you in too tight,” he mumbles, ignoring your confession.

“I said I like you!” you state a little louder, and bite your lower lip. “Shouldn’t you say something back? Anything?”

Shuhei sighs, and finds your hand under the blankets. He lightly traces the shapes of your fingers, sending goosebumps up your arm. 

“You should say that when you’re sober,” he mumbles softly, finally looking back at you. “Do that, and I’ll give you a proper answer.”

There’s a pout that sticks your bottom lip out. Shuhei stares at it for a bit too long, and feels the back of his neck catch fire. He sighs heavily as he pushes himself up.

“Go to sleep,” he says gently, even as your eyes start to flutter closer. 

He looked shy and awkward as he stood there undecided. His feet shuffled, as he wanted to leave but was torn. You stifle a giggle. He was nothing like you had imagined. Not very cool, and not very smooth. You’d be lying; however, if you didn’t like this gentle part of him.

“What if I don’t remember?” You ask him quietly.

“I’m sorry?”

“What if I don’t remember,” you repeat yourself. “What if I forget I’m supposed to tell you I like you?”

Shuhei rubs the back of his neck, and you see his cheeks color. Your fingers twitch under the blankets. You want to trace the splotches on his cheeks, feel their heat under your fingertips. 

“Then I’ll remind you,” he mumbles shyly, eyes downcast and fluttering from corner to corner of the room; anywhere and everywhere but on your face. “I’ll just have to remind you until you do.”

There’s a heavy silence that falls between you; thick and flammable. A simple spark could cause it to ignite. You hold your breath in anticipation 

“Now, seriously, go to sleep!” he nags, stomping towards the exit. “And drink water when you wake up. Goodnight, Y/N.”

He leaves you there, tucked warmly under the blankets. The room spins slowly, so you shut your eyes to stave off the dizziness. A groan floods your mouth, and you swallow saliva that pools on your tongue. When you’d wake in the morning, you know you’d be full of regrets. You’d regret drinking so much, and regret making a fool of yourself. 

That is, if you even remembered that last part.

[cottoncandy-cult]

Natural Beauty

Kenpachi Zaraki X Chubby! Reader

slight trigger warning in that the reader realizes that some people are gossiping about her appearance and sometimes what they say is mean though no specific quotes are given.

(Y/n) sighed softly as she sat at a booth in the local bar, the Whispering Lilly, she was waiting for her Captain and friends. The young woman was the only adult female of squad 11, she fought with the boys and kicked ass to get to where she was now. Of course, this meant her body type was a bit different, she was curvier and had more muscle than most girls that was for sure, but this also meant a bit of a wider mid-section. She didn't think she looked bad, men still make the mistake of flirting with her, and it wasn't like she was morbidly obese. Rangiku and the women of the Shinigami Women's Association always told her she looked good. But recently she found that wherever she went there'd be people talking about her appearance, it made her wonder if it really was only just happening or if it had been going on all along. Some comments weren't bad, but others could be cruel, the ones from the other women hurt the most.

It had been going on all week, and now here she sat alone in a booth and wondering just how many people around her had noticed her or said something about her. The longer she sat alone the more she felt judged, even though she kept reminding herself that she was overacting. She kept over thinking every move she made, even her breathing. That was when she downed the drink in hand, the burn of the sake dragging her back to earth. She was 4 in when Kenpachi showed up with his 3rd and 5th seat, Ikkaku cocking an eyebrow. "Everything ok there? You look like you want to throw a table." That made Kenpachi laugh, his golden eye locking on the bald man. "Now don't say that, you might just tempt me into throwing a table."

That made (Y/n) laugh a bit, the alcohol making it easier to lighten her mood. "Sorry I'm fine, it took you guys so long I got lost in thought." She watched as everyone sat down, her Captain sitting by her while Yumichika and Ikkaku sat across from him. Kenpachi always sat beside her, it made her feel tiny bit safe. She knew her Captain wouldn't turn his blade on her, she also knew if someone got unruly, he'd shut them up for getting on his nerves. "I'm glad I'm not the only one in this squad that has enough thoughts to get lost in." Yumichika chimed up, filling up everyone's glass. (Y/n) unconsciously throwing it back, not even cringing. "That's happenin a lot to you lately (L/n), what's goin on in that head of yours." Kenpachi had noticed her staring off sometimes, even in training or while sparring. It was like she'd go into autopilot, she looked so hyper focused yet unfocused at the same time. (Y/n) knew she had been slipping up lately, though she didn't realize it was happening that often.

"It's nothing, I just feel like I'm in a bit of a rut... I don't even know what I'm doing in life anymore let alone why I'm doing it." She gave a sigh, throwing back another drink. She wasn't lying, the last month had been so repetitive, each day the same as the last. On top of it she has no inspiration, she loved to write even though no one reads it but her writer's block was killing her. "That's understandable, everyone's been hit with a wave of busy work and the hollow attacks have slowed. It's so boring it'll rot your head." The Captain swallowed down his drink, leaning back in his seat as Ikkaku nodded and tossed one back. "You need to talk more then, the more you sit and think the worse you'll feel. Go pull a prank or something." The bald ones advice wasn't bad, she had considered doing so but she didn't know who to mess with that wouldn't get her in trouble. She was one of the only ones who at least tried to be polite or decent. "Why don't we go shopping tomorrow (Y/n)? We haven't gone in so long, the captain and Ikkaku can come as well. We need people to carry the bags."

That made Ikkaku snort, Kenpachi swallowed down a big drink from the sake bottle and shrugged. "I ain't got nothin better to do, what time are we all meeting up?" That made Ikkaku stop laughing, he already knew he didn't have an option now that the captain had agreed. (Y/n) filled up her sake glass before swallowing it down, shrugging slightly. "How about 11? We can get lunch and take a break before getting into our actual shopping." A lot of the (H/c) head's favorite shops didn't open up til a little after midday anyways, so she knew she wouldn't do a lot of shopping until then. Everyone seemed to nod in agreement, from there they drank and discussed where they'd eat. Until they wandered off in various directions to try and find the barracks, ironically only Kenpachi made it back within an hour.

      ~~~Time Skip 11:30 ~~~

(Y/n) gave a soft yawn as she made her way to the squad 11 common area, she hadn't stumbled her way back to the barracks until early that morning. Having napped in one of captain Kyoraku's cherry blossom trees for a bit. She wore her standard uniform; her hair was brushed but she didn't bother dressing up. She spotted Ikkaku eating and Yumichika was checking himself in a pocket mirror, she assumed their captain was doing his hair or something.

"Hey..." The young woman yawned and sat on Ikkaku's opposite side, stealing one of his rice balls as per her daily ritual. Ikkaku didn't care anymore, he just started to get extra at this point. "Now come on (Y/n) why not dress up? We're going to that shop you enjoy that makes those dresses from the living world you like." The (H/c) haired girl simply yawned, looking at him with a groan. "It's too early for all that work, but tell you what after we shop, I'll let you dress me up." Being the only girl, she'd let Yumichika use her as his little doll, though at this point she just wanted an excuse to put it off for later.

"That's a wonderful idea! We'll have some drinks, and we can gossip a bit! I can't wait to tell you what I saw Shuhei looking at~" He laughed giddily, though (Y/n) was distracted by the sight of her Captain. For once his hair was down, not a single bell in sight. For once the young woman found her breathing stopped and heart racing, she had never blushed before and it was a struggle to keep her cheeks from turning red. "Hey Captain, running a little late aren't ya?" Ikkaku looked to the large male, both men noting that their boss wasn't sporting his usual hair style. "Yachiru left to do something with that Matsumoto woman, so I woke up late and I need her to put the bells on for me." The large man huffed, running his fingers through his long hair.

"Well now that we're all here we should get going, there's a cute little shop that sells jewelry I think you'll like." Yumichika grabbed the hand of a flustered (Y/n) and began dragging her off, leaving the two men behind them to catch up. "I got some questions for you when we get back.~" The black-haired man winked at the girl, making her face catch fire as she cursed how observant he was.

Though she quickly calmed down as the other two caught up, Kenpachi on her left and Ikkaku to Yumichika's right. "Thanks for doing this Captain, I know you probably don't care much for this stuff." She spoke up and looked to the large male, she couldn't tell if he was looking at her because of his eye patch but she knew he heard her by his grunt. "Ain't like I'm doing much anyways, besides if I said no, I'd have to listen to Yumichika's whining." Yumichika gave an offended gasp which made (Y/n) laugh, she missed the slight darkening on the captain's cheeks that formed at the sound of the young woman's laughter.

          ~~~Time Skip~~~

                     5:30 p.m.

          (Yeah I know right)

(Y/n) gave a yawn as she sat on the ground in a small meeting room in the squad 11 compound, the young woman wore a (F/c) dress. It tied behind the neck with a heart shaped collar as it clung to her upper body, the skirt was looser and came to mid-thigh. This was something Yumichika picked out for her, it made her a bit self-conscious given how plump her thighs were though Yumichika thought it looked great on her and talked about how popular such dresses are in the world of the living. He had gotten dressed up, having bought a top that he said he saw in the world of the living called a 'button up' as well as some pants.

Currently the two sat across from each other, they had a drink or two already and she listened quietly as Yumichika talked about how he caught Shuhei looking at Rangiku's chest when delivering paperwork. "So, let's talk about you, I saw how you had been eyeing the captain this morning.~" The young man grinned as he poured her another drink, chuckling as he watched the woman try and block her face with the sake glass while she downed the drink to buy herself time to come up with an answer.

"He just... Looks good with his hair down is all..." Her cheeks only darkened as she listened to Yumichika hum, watching as he pointed his finger at her and downed his drink. "Ah but it's more than that, you've always had a look in your eyes when you see the captain." The woman fell silent as she swirled her refilled drink, watching the clear liquid a moment. "I've never put much thought into it... I do find the man attractive; his personality is enticing and he's so strong he leaves me in awe... But I've always told myself he was out of my reach..." She spoke steadily despite the hazy feeling in her head and swallowed her drink down, the young woman missed the look of confusion on her friend's face. The male had never seen her like this, she was always cheerful or feisty but the look on her face was one he could only describe as disappointment.

"What do you mean by 'Out of reach?', of all women you're closest to having his attention." His words surprised her, the young (H/c) head looked at him in confusion as he downed his drink and refilled both of their glasses. Though before she could answer him the door slammed open, their captain came in with a huff. "I was looking for you two." (Y/n) looked back only to blush at the sight, Kenpachi was only in his hakama and his hair still down only it was somewhat damp, so she assumed he took a bath while she and Yumichika were trying on clothes. "Is something wrong Captain?" Yumichika quirked an eyebrow and tried not to laugh at the way the girl seemed to quietly die, Kenpachi sat down with the two and looked up at them. "Ikkaku is off doing something and Yachiru fell asleep right after getting back, so it's been pretty boring."

(Y/n) had stood and went to grab another sake glass from the cabinet, unaware of the golden orb that was locked on her form. "So that's one of those worlds of the living outfits you got? It looks good on you. These uniforms really don't do anyone justice." He watched the blushing girl return and set down a large sake glass, grinning a bit at the generous pour she had when filling it. "Thank you, Captain, I was a bit worried it didn't fit my body type..." She sat and refilled her glass before passing the bottle to Yumichika, she watched Kenpachi down his drink before she did the same with her own. "The hell you talking about girlie? Since when have you ever cared about body type?"

Yumichika had simply sat back to watch, only moving to refill their cups when needed. (Y/n) only shrugged, swirling her drink a little. "I mean I am still a woman Captain; I do put some stock in my appearance..." She downed her drink, listening to the large man scoff after he had done the same. "Listen up sweetheart cause I'm only saying it once, you look damn fine and any man who says otherwise is really just a boy. Physical appearance isn't everything, from what I've seen you're also good at kicking Ass and you ain't fucking dumb." They had finished the first bottle and were starting the second, the more the two had to drink the more open they got. Yumichika wasn't even drinking that much anymore too busy watching what he hoped was his ship setting sail.

(Y/n) could only blush deeply at her Captain's words, downing another drink. "Thank you, Captain, aside from Yumichika I really don't hear that stuff often lately... So, I guess I started to doubt myself." Kenpachi chuckled at that, leaning forward so they were face to face. "Well then, maybe I'll have to remind you every chance I get.~" He had practically cooed his sentence, and it was in that moment (Y/n) broke. She lunged at the male and knocked him on his ass, straddling him and gripping his haori as she laid claim to his lips. Yumichika was left utterly astonished, his Captain feeling the same way at first though Kenpachi quickly recovered and soon enough their kiss became like a heated battle. Yumichika was quick to flee before things got too heated, making his way to the bar where he knew several members of the Shinigami Women's Association were having drinks so that he could fill them in on the new development.

[24hlevi]

2,500 ℱ𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 ℰ𝓋𝑒𝓃𝓉

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Close To Breaking (Toshiro Hitsugaya x Female Reader)

SNAP

I duck as low as I possibly could behind the side of my Captains desk. Piles upon piles of paperwork stacked all around it, almost like a tent. My head peaks over just enough to watch over my Captain. I gently roll a brush his way, making it tap to a stop against his hand. He grabs it, quickly gripping it with anger.

“Um….Captain…?”

“What?” He growls.

“That was your fifth brush…” I try to tell him.

His head snaps my way, making me yell in surprise and falling on my be-hind. Unfortunately, that fall ends up having me pushing over a pile of paperwork. The loud sound of a crash and fluttering thin pieces of paper has me sweating to the max. I quickly stand up, bowing as low as I could to my Captain.

“I’m so sorry, Captain! I’ll-I’ll pick them up right away!” Quickly turning around and picking up all of the papers.

“(Y/N)….” I hear him sigh. I stop my actions, turning my eyes to him. “Don’t worry about it. Just…where is Rangiku?”

I set the papers I already had down in a neat pile, then fully turning my body towards him. “If you would like me to catch her, I can….but…you know she won’t come…” I say hesitantly.

Toshiro’s eyes turned from anger to guilt right away. “I’m sorry, (Y/N). You shouldn’t be dealing with this.” He looks away.

“It’s no worries, Captain! I really have nothing to do, so I will gladly help with the paperwork!” I say excitedly.

He looked at me in shock. “You…really do like to help people, don’t you?” He chuckles. A rare sight to see from the Tenth Division, Captain Hitsugaya.

I smile at his reaction. “Please, Captain. Let me help.”

He sighs once again, nodding in approval. I grab a pile from his side and taking it to the couch that Rangiku would use for her own desk — not like she actually uses it.

Hours pass, leaving me to be the only one awake in the middle of the night. I look over to my sleeping Captain, watching as his back slowly moves to his breathing. Just a little bit ago, I fetched a blanket and put it around him. Thankfully he didn’t wake up, but he’ll probably scold me in the morning for not waking him up to finish the work. Not that he really needs to, as I’m already half way done with the last pile.

With a big yawn, I set the brush down gently, looking over my finished work. Now I can head to bed…

“….(Y/N)…?” I freeze at hearing my captains yawn. Damn, is it already morning? I look around, finding the sun light to be shining through the windows and paper walls. I quickly stand up, turning towards my Captain with a bow, and running out the door. The last thing I hear is my captains yelling of my name.

————————————————

After a days fulfillment of due errands, I head back to my Captains office to report in. Sliding the door open while announcing my presence, I look up to find my Captain leaning against his desk with folded arms. Oh boy….this isn’t going to go well….

“Hi, Captain! Good evening!” I greet him.

“(Y/N)! How many times do I have to tell you to wake me up when I fall asleep?!” He went straight for the scolding.

I giggle, nervously scratching my neck. “I know, I know. But, you already know I’m too stubborn to not finish the work. After all, you were super stressed about it. My job is to take care of my Captain.” I smile.

His blush spreads across his face. He was embarrassed, and flustered at my bluntness. “Yeah…Th-thank you…” He whispers out.

I pat his shoulder as I walk passed him. “Your very welcome, Captain! Oh, and Rangiku said she’s skipping out again. Just saw her walk towards that bar she usually goes to.” I say.

“Rangiku!” I hear him yell, running out the door to find his oh-so-faithful Lieutenant.

[remember-to-be-gentle]

Rukia (Spirit Society)

A demon disguised as a tengu, she is the definition of "tiny but mighty" with her fierce nature and strength. Once you're in her sights, you may as well say goodbye to your life. With her social status as an adoptive member of the Kuchiki family, she'll (make Byakuya) pull strings until you're right in her lap. Nothing can stand in her way, not when she's in love and you're ripe for her taking. Hope you're not allergic to feathers.

Byakuya (Spirit Society)

While Byakura usually wears his mask, he remains unreadable without it. A composure made of steal and etiquette refined beyond belief, he is impossible to understand as a stranger. When he finds his darling, you, and he'll give you invitations you can't refuse. Each one escalating until suddenly you're living at the Kuchiki manor as a guest. As a tengu as well, he has some tendencies to nest. He wants to settle down with you right away, after all, hawks mate for life and so do crows.

Rangiku (Spirit Society)

Unlike most hone-onna, Rangiku likes you for more than hour delicious looking body. Most of her kind are only looking for a quick fuck to make up for the poor self-esteem from their past lives that transferred to this one, but Rangiku doesn't need that. All she needs is you at her side, safe inside her exoskeleton. She doesn't need your praise but just to be the only one who gets to see you. Careful though, she may forget to feed you.

[brittscafe]

𝐒𝐮𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐧𝐨𝐯𝐚

Pairing: Rangiku matsumoto x fem! reader

Summary: Rangiku worships insecure fem! reader.

Request: Heyyy. Pls can I get a Rangiku x Fem! Insecure! Reader body worship where Rangiku just keeps praising reader but reader is sad gorl but she comforts and tells her how lucky she is to have her. As always remember to take care of yourself

A/n: Heyyyy!! Ughh, this is so cute and soft. I was gushing when I was writing thisss 😩

Content: Pure fluff, mentions of being insecure, sad girl moments.

Ko-fi link (anything is appreciated <3)

"Aw, come on now, my darling. You know how much I adore you," Rangiku's voice is like butter, soft and the words slip out so easily. She's almost speaking in a teasing tone, giving you goosebumps along your arms. A soft, comforting, teasing tone that makes your heart skip a beat.

You're both sat on your shared bed. Her hands are on your face, thumbs caressing your cheeks and eyes locked onto yours. She presses a soft kiss on your lips and runs her hands down your waist, feeling the soft, warm flesh.

"I love your curves and the way your body looks. Your body looks so amazing, y/n," Rangiku gushes, her voice going up a pitch as she's excited to gush about your body.

No matter what she says, the thoughts still linger in your head about your body.

"Whatever," you mumble out, drifting your eyes away from her. You wrap your arms around your body and shift away from her. Rangiku frowns for a minute and places her finger underneath your chin, bringing your face back and lifting it up, so that your eyes meet hers.

"y/n, you're the most beautiful woman I've ever seen. I am so lucky that you are mine," Rangiku speaks firmly and truthfully, eyes never leaving yours as she does speak.

For just a moment, a slight smile starts to form on your face and Rangiku's eyes light up. Her hands travel up and down your waist, squeezing you lightly. She bows her head down and starts placing kisses on your shoulder through your shift.

"So so so pretty," she mumbles in between kisses, moving onto your other shoulder. Her hands slide down your waist and onto your tummy where she massages it.

Her hand is so warm and feels so good. She slides her hands down onto your thighs and her thumbs does circles on your inner thigh.

"Such a gorgeous waist and thighs I would love to be suffocated in," Rangiku comments, glancing up at you with mischief in her eyes.

"Rangiku!" you scoff out, mouth gaping out with shock. She giggles and shrugs her shoulders.

"You're like a supernova, y/n. So stunning. I love your hands too. They're soft and they hold mine when I need it," Rangiku comments and you huff out, rolling your eyes with amusement.

She grabs onto your hand and gazes into your eyes as she brings your hand to her lips, kissing it ever so gently. She does the same with your other hand, making sure you know just how much she loves them.

"I love you so much." she whispers, leaning her head up and catching your lips in a soft kiss that makes you melt on the inside.

[withloveoptimus]

Request info and Rules <3

i've been meaning to do this for a while and thanks to an anon asking if i take requests, i shall be doing it now !

(note: stuff will be added as i go along !)

What I will write;

romantic scenarios

platonic and familial scenarios.

female, male, and gender-neutral reader. (i beg that you are specific when requestion x reader !)

hcs, scenarios, and short stories.

character x character (depends on the ship).

smut, angst, fluff.

mildly triggering content (with trigger warnings ofc).

poly relationships.

What I won't write;

anything offensive in ANY way (racism, transphobia, etc.)

extremely triggering content (SA, abuse, etc.)

sexual content involving minors (not even aged up).

What to include when requesting;

character(s) you want me to write for (a limit of like 4-5 characters).

the general scenario, plot, and hc

anything you want to be specifically mentioned/included

pronouns for x reader requests (i will do gn!reader if there aren't pronouns mentioned)

don't be vague, if you have a clear idea of what you want to request, please tell me ALL OF IT. even if you feel like it's too much bc i really don't mind <3

Fandoms I write for;

Transformers (Bayverse, Knightverse, Prime, and G1) Characters: Optimus Prime, Ratchet, Jazz, Bumblebee, Ironhide, Arcee, Bulkhead, Smokescreen, Mirage, Prowl, Megatron, Starscream, Knockout, Breakdown (yk what i write for all of them basically LMAO) Genshin Impact Characters: Zhongli, Venti, Ei (Raiden Shogun), Diluc, Kaeya, Hu Tao, Xiao, Ganyu, Keqing, Jean. Reincarnated As a Slime Characters: Rimuru Tempest, Veldora, Shion, Benimaru, Souei. Inuyasha Characters: Kagome Higurashi, Inuyasha, Sango, Miroku, Shippo, Sesshomaru, Rin, Kouga. Bleach Characters: Ichigo Kurosaki, Orihime Inoue, Uruyu Ishida, Sado, Rangiku Matsumoto, Toshiro Hitsugaya, Grimmjow jaegerjaquez.

if you aren't sure if i write for a character or fandom that's listed, please still feel free to request and i'll try my best to deliver ! <3 thank you so much for taking the time to read this, i really appreciate it !!

[kittyscafe]

Library section: Bleach

An over-affectionate girlfriend

Sumary: Chad's reaction about his loving girlfriend being clingy and over-affectionate

Paring: Yasutora Sado x F! Reader, originally posted on: August 2nd, 2019.

Reader pronoums: Female, she, her

Genre:💟Fluffy, comfort;❣ Suggestive ✏= Headcannons

🟢Português - BR ⚪English ⚫Español

Beautiful sight

Sumary: Ichigo's reaction when he sees his girlfriend in a sexy swimsuit for the first time

Paring: Kurosaki Ichigo x F! Reader, originally posted on: March 2nd, 2020.

Reader pronoums: Female, she, her

Genre:💟Fluffy, comfort; ✏= Headcannons

🟢Português - BR ⚪English ⚫Español

Little sins

Sumary: Spice things that they would do it to their S/O

Paring: Matsumoto Rangiku; Kuchiki Rukia & Shihōin Yoruichi x GN! Reader, originally posted on: June 22, 2020.

Reader pronoums: Gender Neutral, you, your

Genre: ❣ Suggestive 🈲NSFW, ✏= Headcannons

Minors, please do not interact!

🟢Português - BR ⚪English ⚫Español

[ulquiorrapleasecallmetrash]

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Kenpachi Zaraki:

Bleach Characters Reaction To Marvel Movies

Bleach Male Characters Reactions To WAP Dance from Tik Tok

Kenpachi Zaraki SFW Realationship Headcanons

Things That Turn Bleach Characters On

Kenpachi Zaraki with a demoness s/o

Where's My Super Suit?! But with the Bleach Captains and Lieutenants.

Ass Tits or thighs

s/o breaks up with kenpachi

s/o wearing short skirt of revealing shirt reaction

imagines:

Sucking Kenpachi's cock

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Kensei Muguruma:

Kensei  Muguruma with a son! Reader Headcanons

Kensei Muguruma SFW/NSFW Headcanons With a Shy s/o

Things That Turn Bleach Characters On

Kensei Muguruma with a shy! blind! s/o 

kensei with a chef s/o headcanons

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Kisuke Urahara:

Sosuke Aizen and Kisuke Urahara S/o being Best Friends Headcanons

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Renji Abarai:

Bleach Characters Reaction To Marvel Movies

Bleach Characters Watching Naruto for the first time Headcanons

Renji  falling in love with uryu  make  cousin headcanons

Where's My Super Suit?! But with the Bleach Captains and Lieutenants.

fanfictons:

riding renjis abs

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Shinji Hirako

Shinji Hirako SFW and NSFW Relationship Headcanons

Shinji Hirako w/ a chubby! Reader s/o SFW and NSFW Headcanons

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Sōsuke Aizen:

Bleach Characters Reaction To Marvel Movies

Bleach Male Characters Reactions To WAP Dance from Tik Tok

Sosuke Aizen Being The Only Man In The Family Headcanons

Sosuke Aizen With A Famous Singer S/o

Sosuke Aizen As A Sugar Daddy Headcanons

Sosuke Aizen and Kisuke Urahara S/o being Best Friends Headcanons

Sosuke Aizen giving cunnilingus Headcanons

Sosuke Aizen Taking his s/o Virginity Headcanons

Sosuke Aizen With A Wizard s/o

Sosuke Aizen s/o Visiting Him in Muken Headcanons 

Aizen with an s/o with adhd headcanons

Sosuke Aizen With An s/o Who Doesn't Care for the Plan

Sosuke Aizen Relationship Headcanons

Sosuke Aizen with a very loving Female s/o sfw and nsfw Headcanons

Sosuke Aizen with a very loving Female s/o sfw and nsfw Headcanons

Jealous Sosuke Aizen Headcanons

s/o breaks up with Aizen

aizen being oblivious to liking s/o headcanons

s/o with a short skirt or revealing top reaction

Fics:

Relieve Me (Sosuke Aizen X flirty! Reader)

Show Me (Sosuke Aizen x Shy! Reader)

Your  Punishment (Sugar Daddy Sosuke Aizen  X reader)

Seduction In The Halls (Sosuke Aizen  x reader)

Never let you go (Sosuke Aizen x reader)

Imprison (Muken! Sosuke Aizen x Reader)

Anything We Want (Sosuke Aizen x Arrancar! Reader x Gin Ichimaru)

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Shunsui Kyōraku:

Bleach Characters Reaction To Marvel Movies

Bleach Male Characters Reactions To WAP Dance from Tik Tok

Kensei Muguruma and Shuhei Hisagi Reaction to an S/o with Nipple Piercings

Fics:

First Time For Everything (Shunsui Kyoraku x Reader)

I'm shy Okay? (Shunsui Kyoraku x Small! Petite! Female! Reader)

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Tōshirō Hitsugaya:

Bleach Characters Reaction To Marvel Movies

Bleach Characters Watching Naruto for the first time Headcanons

Bleach Male Characters Reactions To WAP Dance from Tik Tok

Toshiro Hitsugaya with a relaxed water user s/o Headcanons

Toshiro Hitsugaya With A Shorter s/o Headcanons

General Toshiro Hitsugaya Relationship Headcanons

Toshiro with a chef s/o

s/o breaks up with toshiro

s/o with a short skirt or revealing top reaction

toshiro nsfw headcanons

Other Characters:

Rangiku x Male! Reader

Uryu Ishida- ass tits or thighs

Mayuri nsfw and sfw headcanons

[randomreadingtimewithtsuki]

Masterlist

Current requests: Open - Rules.

Prompt example

Jujutsu Kaisen

HC

Nap time.

Giving them a back hug ( valentine's day event)

Toge x childhood sweetheart ( valentine's day event)

Imagine

Gojo being annoying

Inumaki x non sorcerer! Reader. ( Anon ask to @toges-wife )

Don't leave me ( megumi x reader)

Pranking him ( inumaki x reader)

Nanami x Bakery girl

Modern time! Inumaki x Boss! reader ( a little jealous Toge)

Gojo being treat as regular person ( Gojo x reader)

Having a bad day ( Inumaki Toge x Reader)

Tales of Vesperia

How their day is like ( Ristelle - Rita x Estelle)

Knowing you have a fake smile ( Yuri x reader and Estelle x Reader)

Only trusting Flynn because of Yuri and Estelle( Flynn x reader ish i guess?)

Rita with a ditzy assistant ( Rita x Reader)

Yuri and Estelle holding you back because someone bad mouthed Karol ( Yuri x reader and Estelle x reader)

Tales of Crestoria

Imagine

Vicious - character episode

Nanatsu no Taizai

Mael x Goddess Clan! Reader Part 1

Mael/Estarossa x Goddess Clan! Reader Part 2

Mael x Goddess Clan! Reader Part 3

Imagine: Escanor becoming a father figure ( teenager reader and father figure! Escanor)

Nanashi x kitsune! Reader.

Nanashi as a Boyfriend ( Nanashi x reader)

Nanashi and strong yet tender reader ( nanashi x reader)

Yu Yu Hakusho

Imagine:

Jin x Reader (reader that wears glasses + chubby)

Jin x Reader ( Jin proposing to reader during the dark tournament)

Jin x Reader ( Reader sleeping on the couch)

Kurama x Reader ( Reader gets burned while cooking)

Yusuke x Reader ( Reader gets injured)

Jin x Reader (Jin reaction to reader publishing a book)

Kurama x sick! Reader. ( Kurama takes care of sick reader.)

Jin realizing he fell in love ( Jin x reader)

HC

How Hiei acts when he likes you ( Hiei x reader)

Ao no Exorcist

Dating HC ( Rin x reader and Shiro x reader)

Enemies to lovers ( Lucifer x Reader)

Dating HC ( Lucifer x Angelic power! Reader)

Dating HC ( Mephisto x reader and Juuzo x reader)

You sleeping on their shoulder ( Rin x reader, Renzo x Reader and Ryuji x reader)

Boku no Hero no Academia

Imagine:

Supporting him (shinsou x second year! reader)

Class 1-A finding out Aizawa is married ( aizawa x pro hero! reader)

The teasing one became the teased ( Todoroki Shoto x reader)

Hc:

Carrying them princess style part 1

Carrying them princess style part 2

DR. Stone

Senku with an energetic reader ( Senku x reader)

Ryusui trying to have a small dance with reader during the rain ( Ryusui x Reader)

Bleach

Bleach characters favourite places to kiss and get kissed ( Ichigo x reader/Rukia x Reader/Yoruichi x reader/ Toshiro x reader )

Bleach characters receiving a bouquet! ( Rangiku x reader, Ukitake x reader, Grimmjow x reader, child! Platonic! Nel x reader)

Bleach x reader with self confidence issues ( Urahara x reader and Byakuya x reader)

Bleach x reader reader dies fighting the Quincy ( Shihoin Chika x reader)

Bleach x reader - reader have to choose between two captains of the original gotei 13 ( Shihoin Chika x reader x Furuoki)

Being Byakuya's vice captain before Renji ( Byakuya x reader)

Being cautious of Chika at first ( Chika x reader)

Shijima Chigiri with a terminally ill reader ( Chigiri x reader)

Urahara makes you a chibi version of yourself ( Urahara x Chibi! Reader)

Pregnant! Reader x Shihoin Chika (female reader)

Teasing the girls about their height ( Rukia x reader and Soifon x Reader)

Lovely reader who can fight very well ( Chika x reader)

Ichigo having a nightmare about his s/o( Ichigo x soul reaper! Reader)

Ichigo and a Elizabeth Liones like reader ( Ichigo x Goddes like reader)

Kon stealing your clothing ( Ichigo x reader)

Ichigo vs Kitty ( Reader's cat dislikes Ichigo greatly, Ichigo x reader)

Karin sees Toushiro and his daughter after some time ( Child!reader)

You fainting on their arms ( Ruki x reader, Unohana x reader, Rangiku x reader)

Gift giving ( Jushiro Ukitake x reader)

Daily life with Furuoki ( Furuoki x lieutenant! Reader)

Part 2 ( kind of) of Furuoki x Lieutenant! Reader)

Reader going with Ichigo through the zero squad training ( oetsu Nimaiya x Shy! reader)

Reader passes away against Yhwach ( Ichigo x unrequired!Love Reader)

Ichigo dealing with a reader that jealous and angry on their period ( Ichigo x Female!reader)

Accidently walking into Chika in a onsen ( SFW don't worry, no descriptions here) ( Chika x Shy!reader)

Tokyo revengers

Mikey x foreign! Reader ( reader can scary and intimidating when a dear one is distressed)

Reacting to you meeting a toxic friend ( Mikey x reader and Kazutora x reader)

Dazai like Reader (adult! Kazutora x Reader)

Taking care of a depressed reader ( Chifuyu x reader)

SummerTime Render

HC

Taking a nap with them ( Platonic )

Being childhoodfriends friends with Hizuru ( Platonic)

Kemono Jihen

Inugami x reader ( Inugami gets Jealous)

Platonic! Kabane x reader ( ghoul Reader!)

Patching up Inugami ( Inugami x reader)

Taking care of Sick Inugami ( Inugami x reader)

Being a mom like person to the kids ( x reader)

Trying to convince Inugami to let him carry you ( Inugami x reader)

Their Reaction - Reader is a Wolf Kemono ( No parings)

Tanuki! Inugami shenanigans ( Inugami x reader)

Vanitas no Carte

Hc:

Cuddling time with Jean-Jacque ( Jean-Jacque x reader)

Comforting him about his past ( Jean-Jacques x reader)

Imagine:

Enemies to lovers au ( Roland x vampire! reader)

Pranking her ( dominique x reader)

Being Chloe's maid ( Jean-Jacques x vampire! reader)

Noé proposing to a dhampir reader ( Noé x reader)

Noé comforting reader during a storm ( Noé x reader)

Noé and Reader that likes to give flowers ( Noé x florist! Reader)

Noé and a reader who was raised by vampires ( Noé x Human! Reader )

Noé x Afab ! Reader ( Reader is rather sarcastic and dresses androgynous)

Noé x Reader ( reader works at a wedding shop)

Kimetsu no Yaiba

HC:

Reader that enjoys domestic activities ( Genya x reader / Muichiro x reader)

Imagines

Gentle kisses - reader x Kyoujuro

I hate this labyrinth- Kyojuro x reader

[tinyanimelover]

For You, I’d Give Everything

Requested by @georgieb-fandomtrash!

[Gin Ichimaru x Reader]

Sorry if it’s too angsty and not what you wanted T.T

The girl bit her lip to keep her composure as she gently laid the male down, “Gin..” she managed to get out, her voice failing her towards the end. He stared weakly up at her with a faint smile “..Y-..Y/n..”. His crystal blue hues struggled to stay on her as his body begged for rest. “I’m here Gin” she choked out, tears spilling as she held her hands over his body “I’m gonna heal you up well, okay? Don’t worry, I’ll...you’ll be okay..please stay with me, just stay..awake!”. Her hands emitted a light green glow as she began to heal what she could, but they both knew normal healing kido wasn’t going to save him. “It’s gonna be okay..” she let out with a weak and soft voice as she wanted to sob out, she wanted to go fight Aizen for doing this to the man she loved, she wanted to be stronger! But..she was just a kido healer formerly from squad four with no special fighting abilities. She was useless to Gin unless it required healing someone. “Gin..” she cried out, “..it’s not working...I can’t.....what do I do?...”. “S’,,fine...Y/n..” he choked out as her tears soaked his clothes “S’fine..”. “...dammit...you never..you never gave me the chance to be truthful to you, Gin...you never let me tell you my secret..” she sobbed lightly. She put her all into the kido “Just let me tell you what Ive wanted to for years! Then, go and comfort Rangiku! Because she’ll be a broken mess if you die here!”. His gaze softened a bit, knowing what she was going to say “Y/n--”. “Quiet” she ordered “Save your strength. Just listen..”. And so he complied, owing her so much more than she would ever know. “...when I first met you, you called me a deer in headlights and said I fit perfectly in with squad four” she found herself smiling at the memory, “Do you remember the night you asked me why I wanted to help Aizen?”.

“Why would you think Aizen-taichou would want someone like you?” Gin smirked slyly as he circled the girl who foolishly ran after him in the middle of the night, begging to be allowed to go with them when the time came. She glared lightly up at him as he paused in front of her “Because I was smart enough to know that that you guys were planning something”. “And what’s stopping us from just killing you? We could do that and no one would ever know~” he teased lightly. “Because I’m a highly skilled hado user!” she stammered out “And I can be of use!”. “Hmm, that’s quite an argument you’re making” he let out as he backed up a bit from her “But I’m curious: why would you want to help Aizen-taichou and not sell him out?”. “..I-I...” she grew flustered as she looked away “I just want to help..that’s all I’ll say”. He eyed her for a few moments afterwards, unsure what to do with her. It was true she was gifted in the hado field and perhaps she would be of great use to them, but she lacked the heart. She was too kind, helping and naive. So why would she want to help them?

“I joined because I wanted to stand at your side” she said with a sorrow filled smile ‘Because I’ve loved you ever since you spoke to me in the academy when no one else would. I was so happy I made a friend, even Rangiku who was popular became my friend..and I couldn’t live with the possibility that I would never see you again unless it was on the battle field. So I joined Aizen for my own selfish reasons...watched so many people get hurt, healed so many wounds, cried every night because of the deaths I’d seen..and seeing you made it all better, Gin. It reminded me that if I were to lose you, I’d be lost. Rangiku, your best friend would be devastated...even though I’m not the best fighter, I knew I could help you if you ever needed me with my hado skills..”. She took a deep breath as she could feel his heart rate dropping rapidly as the seconds passed, “I knew I could die at any point...that you could die at any point, so when that moment came, I wanted to be ready. I studied really hard to master this skill..I’d already been branded a traitor to Soul Society I told myself, what would happen if I learned this technique? Nothing...Gin, promise me something?”. She’d noticed by now that his breathing had stopped, eyes half-lidded as his eyes stared blankly up at her. “Promise me you’ll take care of Ragiku” she grinned despite the tears that streamed from her eyes “Use this second chance to make things right, go back to Soul Society, take responsibility..most of all, I want you to be happy..c-can you do that for me?”. She began to recite a incantation, the glow from her hands  formed into some sort of flower “Flower gleam and glow. Let your power shine. Make the clock reverse. Let existence intertwine---”. She knew that Gin wouldn’t have wanted her to do anything else now that he was dead but it seemed like she’d already made peace with what she was about to do. A burst of light surrounded the two as she spoke. She continued with her spell, “Heal what has been hurt. Change the fate's design. Save what has been lost”. As she recalled all the wonderful memories she shared with the man, her smile grew wider and filled with content even as she cried, she smiled through the pain of knowing she’d never be able to speak with Gin again, or laugh with him, or even just sit in silence with him, she smiled through all of that as the life began to be sucked out of her body, “Exchange a life for mine..Gisei hado..”. The petals of the flowers had dispersed, meaning the spell had worked and she could rest peacefully. “I love you Gin” she spoke weakly as she fell onto his body, eyes struggling to stay open “...I used..a forbidden technique..but..at least....I’ll get to see you live once more...I’ll always watch over you Gin...so please don’t hate me when..you wake up..”. And she took her last breath.

A few weeks later, Gin of course was charged for his crimes against Soul Society but the fact that he was never really on Aizen’s side was taken into consideration. Having given her life up for Gin, he felt a bit empty now without the female. He couldn’t stop thinking about all the times he had with her, all the times he should’ve told her how he felt about her, how he wished he’d never brought her along with them, how she tore down his walls and made him fall for her with her dorkiness and how kind she was. He wanted to tell her how brave she was and how much she meant to him, how he wanted to give her this second chance, because without her, he was empty and now he had no way of seeing her again. No way of hearing her again. And that’s what hurt the most.