#ranfom thoughts

[latricecapri]

I was going to write something about projection, but then I decided to go for acceptance. This was the 2nd pic that popped up on pinterest and man, aint it timely.

Just one hour ago, I was freaking out cause I thought I messed up. I had a therapy appointment, but I couldnt find the link in my email to call in. I searched "far and wide" only to be 20 minutes late. My therapist wasnt there. So, I spiraled and got mad. I was mad at the therapist for not waiting for me (especially at a point in life where I need patience and understanding). I was mad at myself for accidentally trashing the email, being late, and not doing this thing that really meant a lot to me (especially at a time when I need to do better about showing up for myself and improving bad habits). Turns out, the lady has food poisoning. 😕

I'd spun a whole web of lies about myself and her. As the post says, I threw a fit. The reason I did so is because I keep refusing to accept the fact that maybe, just maybe, I'm supposed to do all this healing and growth on my own. Yes, I want help, but I keep telling myself I need help. But do I really? Or do I just need a decent sounding board and a different POV every now and then? Do I truly trust my intuition or am I still leaning on others to tell me which way to go and what to do (which has NOT been helpful 😫). I need to work on radically accepting that I can be my first point of contact on my journey of growth and if others dont have the space or the viewpoint (or the proper menu selection) to help me, I'm still good.

Lessons pop up in many ways, in the craziest fashion. Who knew a missed appointment and some food poisoning would spark abandonment issues and lead to a reflect on radical acceptance. ✌🏾💋

[just-gay-thoughts]

Hate this world

Daily reminder that young people can have fucking hip pain too and even if you're joking telling people "you're too young to have hip pain" when they're talking about their hip pain is fucking annoying at best

[curtvilescomic]

Tuska 2023

So the metal festival over now but that was fun!

This was three days, my Son and his girlfriend were full three days I was friday saturday and She was on friday.

Definite highlights were Gojira In Flames, Jinjer and Butcher Babies. Avatar kicked plenty of behinds and Clutch did a good show despite technical difficulties. 

Young ones got their 15 Warholian munutes of game being on Gojira Instagram and Finnish YLE as frontrow. Here is YLE pic

And yes the dude peeking behind my Son throwing horns is his old man in a kilt. And yes there is nothing but me under the kilt for fucks sake.

Avatar was a great festival opener and good live band. On friday Gojira and Jinjer crushed it.

Tati is a goddess

The kids said my stupid face was on screens from audience whether trance like or moshing like a freak I do not know. This band rules 

Young ones liked Arch Enemy too but while I like the band they have way too many guitat solos. I want riffs on riffs and brutality guitat solos are utterly useless 999 times out of thousand and you can keep them.

And we met up with my groovy ex girlfriend which was fun too.

Mokoma had a great tent gig even if it was the most drunken crowd of friday. And Gojira absolutely smashed it.

Today Satan, today. And yes that is bright blue Donald Duck slingbag.

Her friend turns fifty so while on saturday She went to a birthday party ( snd see their new puppy) me and young metalhead couple went back to Tuska.

Orbit Culture was s nice surprisr but despite some rain I left to see Clutch from front roe. And despite drums needing fixing and some looping they went to town. I checked my phone during set and found out that some ranfom female tried to choke my Son but thanks to his great goth girlfriend they got out of situation. And the drigged out assaillant was lucky that I wss elseehere.

We were feeling amgry and down awhile after that but thanks Motionless in White. This was in a way most fun set. My Son wanted to see them. Me and his girlfriend we...found them unintentionently funny emo band. So we just goofed snd danced. As my Son said " I had the gig and a free stand-up show"  and it began to pour rain during the set. I had rainponcho from Her and as my son's girlfriend marked " you turned into hairiest, grumpiest purple metal garden Elf"

Then we waited for In Flames. In the downpour. And made new friends.

In Flames eas good. No. Great. DINOSAUR!

That is not a song. Someone had brougth an inflatable dinosaur. On which the vocalist commented and got the chant of Dinosaur! DINOSAUR!" From the crowd and he apparently forgot this is Finland. I guess he thought saying"I want to see someone riding the Dino " was a joke. Still. Finland.

So, someone riding the inflatable dinosaur on people carrying Said dinosaur. In the pit.

I left through the pit because while In Flames was..well in flames I wanted frontrow of Butcher Babies. ( After I left it apparently went even more mental as flood of crowdsurfing began)

I went Mental with Butcher Babies. Carla and Heidi went to Yorktown and it was great show. And thsnkfully there was last december so I could rest and not have cardiac arrest. Will see them again for sure.

Managed to find the youth utterly spent and had a few as none of us gave a shit about Ville Valo. Though. The final heartfelt ballad "When love and death embrace" it is a pretty ballad. It is And it's a ballad.

So we had three person synchronized moshpit the whole song. Laughing.

They went sunday, me and Her went to movies.

Horns up!

[toonytoodles]

I bet Avery's scales feel so cool and satisfying, and that her hair is so soft

Emma gently pets her and it feels so nice for both of them

Avery just completely chills out and purrs intensely as Emma gives her nice gentle pets and cups her in her hand, or gently pins Avery against her chest with her hand

They just snuggle and even tho Emma's so much bigger they get equal enjoyment out of the others affection

Emma's jacket is pretty nice too, not too thick or fluffy, and Emma's warm and sweet, Avery just wants to curl up on her jacket and rest while Emma pets her

God I love these twoooooo

I know I'm wording this stupid but that's cause I'm stupid rn you get the idea

[takemyrevolutions]

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[shatterspin]

since i'm a slow watcher i'm still watching pkmn os (orange islands) and seeing the change between journeys and the os is weird. ofc it's bc it's been 20 years and he's improved but i do miss his bratty old self 😔😔 the change is obviously more dirastic bc i'm watching both the begging and the current episodes of the show. but at the same time i'm glad he is different now bc it might've gotten boring seening that he wouldn't change at all and wouldn't improve at all

i still can't believe ppl rly saw OS ash and said that he acts so childish... have u ever interacted with a 10 year old?

[randomnote]

Book: Anna Karenina, Leo Tolstoy

[acatwithmanyfandoms]

Don't hesitate to ask me random junk. I get bored easily and an ask is like the most joy inducing thing I can receive right now.

Also go watch James Cordens carpool karaoke with The Red Hot Chili Peppers.

[emmettmccartycullen]

it's kinda fucked up that at some point Bella had feelings for Jacob and he was (unconscious ly) only attracted to her because of what was inside her ovaries... (just a ranfom thought)

I really wonder if anyone ever stopped her before it was published to be like “hey! haha the books totally great, like totally! haha the baby, right? yeah. anyways. have you thought about maybe changing all of it?” bc how could no one else think it’s fucked up

[foxspirit1928]

FOXSPIRIT1928 INDEX (2019)

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2. FOXSPIRIT1928 INDEX (2016)

3. FOXSPIRIT1928 INDEX (2017)

4. FOXSPIRIT1928 INDEX (2018)

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1. Miss Fisher Australia Tour (Posted 02-Jan-2019 through 18-Jul-2019)

2. For the Love of Phrack (31 - 60)(Posted 20-Apr-2018 through 22-Mar-2019)

3. Miss Fisher versus Vintage Art (91 - 120)(Posted 09-Sep-2018 through 17-Apr-2019)

4. Miss Fisher Multiplicity (1 - 30)(Posted 16-Sep-2018 through 02-May-2019)

5. Miss Fisher Fandom 30 Day Challenge - Reprise (Posted 18-Jan-2018 through 05-Oct-2019)

6. My MFMM Calendars 2019

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(Posted 08-Feb-2020)

[canine-necrosis]

@mothgayy

Aesthetic for a nonbinary mlm ghostkin!

[anxiouscritter]

het so ive beem relearnign how w touch type recently and i thought id make some ranfom posts to dociment ot? om trying ,y best not to liij at the leybpatf vut i dont thin itd hel;ping so muvh. im also not correcting my mistakes, i shall live with the siffering kmowledge of mt failures as a means to motivate my improvement.

that is all

[realtalk-princeton]

How does auditing a class work? Di you have to dign up for it and take it as audit? What does that even mean? Can’t you just show up to ranfom lectures here?

https://realtalk-princeton.tumblr.com/post/168230411874/thoughts-on-cee262-stl-writing-sem-language

[kayesy]

Makakamtan mo lang talaga ang ganap na kaligayahan once na nagparaya ka at nagsimula ka ng tunay na umibig. 💖

[toonytoodles]

Fuxking love that in every AU Luther is still trans cause that's who he is and it never chahgs big respect to ibis I love you and I fuckin love Luther

[aliceinpuckland-blog]

It's always a little embarrassing when you are replaying a conversation in your head or thinking something out in a crowded group of people and you realize you are making faces that go along with the silent thoughts you're having.