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hiya! i really love your writing and i was wondering if you could do something about ramuda amemura w/ a s/o that lacks self worth/is struggling with mental health issues? they would be a lot like him as well, except they put on a lot of different sides for diff people/groups of people, and their true self is still unknown to them cause of the self manipulation, but theyre a rather soft hearted, kind, and insecure person in general. theyve had a long a rocky past, from being verbally/physically abused by parents, to being excluded at school. theyre also quite good at bottling up their emotions as well, so maybe the scene would start in the middle of a silent panic attack? (although he can tell cause mutual trust and dating for a while) if you arent comfy w/ this, i completely understand (its just a silly rq to help me cope im sorry dndbdjdnd), so please dont pressure yourself! ty for your time and have an amazing day/night!

Just Breathe (Ramuda Amemura x Reader)

𝗔/𝗡: 𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗴𝗼!

𝗪𝗔𝗥𝗡𝗜𝗡𝗚!!! 𝗱𝗲𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗱 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝗮 𝗽𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗰 𝗮𝘁𝘁𝗮𝗰𝗸. 𝘃𝗮𝗴𝘂𝗲 𝗱𝗲𝘀𝗰𝗿𝗶𝗽𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀 𝗼𝗳 𝘀𝗼𝗰𝗶𝗮𝗹, 𝗴𝗲𝗻𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗹, 𝗮𝗻𝗱 𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗹𝗱𝗵𝗼𝗼𝗱 𝘁𝗿𝗮𝘂𝗺𝗮. 𝗽𝗹𝗲𝗮𝘀𝗲 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗰𝗲𝗲𝗱 𝘄𝗶𝘁�� 𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻

𝙒𝙖𝙣𝙩 𝙩𝙤 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙 𝙢𝙤𝙧𝙚? ⇒ 𝙈𝙖𝙨𝙩𝙚𝙧𝙡𝙞𝙨𝙩

𝙟𝙤𝙞𝙣 𝙢𝙮 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙘𝙤𝙧𝙙 𝙨𝙚𝙧𝙫𝙚𝙧?

𝙗𝙪𝙮 𝙢𝙚 𝙖 𝙘𝙤𝙛𝙛𝙚𝙚?

When you feel like you’re dying, you don’t like to be touched. 

  Even when you start to tremble. Even you feel find yourself silently slinking out of the room with your breaths running short and your eyes growing wide. Even as your heart beats and beats and  beats  against your chest as you look for a quiet place to hide away and exist. Even as your vision starts to blur with tears and you become dizzier and dizzier until the second you’re able to fall onto the ground. And  especially  when you start to grow scared. When you start to grow confused. When you start to  choke , you don’t like to be touched. You can’t be touched. You don’t  want  to be touched. You don’t want that to die. But you don’t want that to be the thing that kills you either.

  And yet…

  “Deep breath in…”

  …you still choose to let him in.

  “...deep breath out. And again. Here we go-”

  Most of the time, you could listen to Ramuda talk and hum and sing to you all day long. Oddly enough, this is one of those times. But as you sit on the hard pavement of a random back alleyway in Shibuya, tucked in between trashcans and forgotten pieces of junk, you find that no matter how hard you try, you just can’t focus. You just can’t  breathe . And you’re trying. You’re trying really, really, really,  really  hard to. You want to do what he says. You want to feel better. You don’t want to make him feel worried for you. But it’s  hard . It’s  hard,  and you hate it. You hate it, and you’re  scared . You’re scared, and you don’t want to  die.  

  It’s fear that boils up first in moments like these. Fear that hits you heavy and hits you hard as it overpowers all else in your mind overflowing so, so  much . Anger and Sadness fight to be tasted. Two strong flavors. Two strong emotions. They fight for who is next behind fear. They fight for who is more powerful. In the moment. For all time. But exhaustion? Exhaustion waits its turn. It has laid claim to the aftertaste. Soon it will lay claim to you. And right after? You know it won’t be death. You know it won’t be. 

  But it feels that way. 

  It feels like it’ll be something close to death. It feels like something worst than terror and nightmares itself. It feels that way so, so much right now. That you’re going to die in just a second. That you’re going to gasp on your last exhale. Choke on your inhale. Tears will be streaming down your face, but your body feels too warm, your heart beats too fast, and your body shakes too much, and you’ll  die.  Right here, and right now. With your hands in his. And his hands and yours. 

  You sob.

  “ Shh, shh…it’s okay,”  In an instant, Ramuda is shushing you. Your cries are quiet. You’ve learned to hide your tears well. You knew you would be punished if you did anything else. But that last cry cuts through the air like a knife. It pains you so. It squeezes at your throat with the stress. It squeezes at your heart with the fear. And then before you know it, it swallows up your everything in silence once more. To hide your emotions. To cover up your fears. And to do so much more. “We’ll get through this. We have each other. So breathe with me, okay?”

  You want to. You want to tell him that too. You want to tell him how you want nothing more but to breathe out the same air he fills his lungs with. You want to tell him how you want to follow his every order- his every direction- because you know much he cares for you. You want to.

  But a quiet sob mixed in between a deep inhale is all you can muster. A pitiful sound. Nothing short of a mere hiccup as your lips try to move. They try to make a sound. And when it doesn’t work out the first time, they try again. And again. And again. And again until all they can do is part in desperation to let out another cry. 

  Somehow your abusers of times past have claimed your tongue as their own. 

They’ve silenced you. They’ve silenced you and they’re not even here. They’ve silenced you and they haven’t paid for it yet. For your pain. For your suffering. For their sins. For their transgressions.

  You deserve better than this. You deserve more than this.  Words so easy to say. Words so hard to  mean . You can’t convince yourself of that message. You can’t promise yourself that you weren’t meant to be hurt. But that’s the thing. You don’t want to hurt. You don’t want to die. You don’t want this to be the end. You don’t want to choke. You don’t want to cry. You want to breathe. You want to smile. You want peace, not suffering. You want laughter, not anger. Your happiness, not sadness. But most of all?

  “Another deep breath in. We’ll be okay. I promise we’ll be okay.” 

  You hold your hands in his. He holds your hands in yours. You want him instead. 

  “I’ll do my best to protect you, I swear. So just breathe with me, alright?”

  You want him instead.

   It takes a couple of seconds, but you manage to nod your head, and you can almost  feel  the encouraging smile he offers you in exchange. Somewhere in the blurry mess of your vision, you’re able to see one of the only people to ever matter in your life. He speaks to you gently in this moment. He teaches you how to breathe in the same voice he sings to you in. You still feel like you’re dying. But the feeling is starting to ebb and flow with each word he says. With each breath he takes. Sometimes it’s there. Sometimes it’s not. Sometimes you’re afraid. Sometimes you’re not. Sometimes you’re happy. Sometimes angry. Sometimes you’re sad. Sometimes you’re a whole lot of things.

  But for now, you’re doing your best to breathe while Ramuda is doing his best to talk you down from the same bridge to hell that you’ve found him traversing on as often as you do. You’re still a lot of things right now. He’s still a lot of things too. But for now, you'll hold your hands in his. And he’ll hold your hands in yours. You have a long way to go to escape all of your pain. A long, long, long way. But if heaven is a place on earth for the two of you to witness?  Well…

  “Just breathe.”

  …you hope he sings you a song as the two of you drag each other along. 

  You hope more than anything. 

[gacha-stims]

↳ *ℝ𝕒𝕞𝕦𝕕𝕒* ༉‧₊˚✧

a stimboard for the Ramuda in our system, a personal project!! focused on glitter and snacks, as well as pink and purple tones

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Please do not tag as kin/ID/me!

[tenns-secret-night]

Masterlist☆彡

Here’s my Masterlist!

Gentaro Yumeno

Lovingly Lathered - TransMasc!Reader - Fluff, Small Hurt/Comfort

A Certain Softness - TransMasc! Reader - Fluff

Sweet Servives - G/N! Reader - Fluff - Acts of intimacy headcanons

Sweet Dreams, Sweet Night - M! Reader - Ramuda x Reader x Gentaro - Fluff, Comfort

Pounding Heart, Resounding - TransMasc! Reader - Fluff, Suggesstive

Ramuda Amemura

Sweet Services - G/N! Reader - Fluff - Acts of intimacy headcanons Sweet Dreams, Sweet Night - M! Reader - Ramuda x Reader x Gentaro - Fluff, Comfort

Tenn Kujo

Sweet Services - G/N! Reader - Fluff - Acts of intimacy headcanons

Momo

Dear My Love - Jirai Kei Reader Headcanons

Sweet Services - G/N! Reader - Fluff - Acts of intimacy headcanons

Rosebuds and Soap Suds - Yuki x TransMasc! Reader x Momo - Fluff, Hurt/Comfort.

Yuki

Rosebuds and Soap Suds - Yuki x TransMasc! Reader x Momo - Fluff, Hurt/Comfort

Yuki Fluff Headcanons - x Reader Request!

[abyssalreds]

1, 2, 3, SHIBUYA DIVISION!

[chichirid]

ramuda amemura tumblr layouts

for day two of @lavendergalactic 's event: make a gift for your younger self

[towl]

『 Hypnosis Mic -Division Rap Battle- 』Rhyme Anima PLUS : Ending

[ydotome]

Ramuda Amemura "easy R" (飴村 乱���) - Hypnosis Mic: Division Rap Battle - Rhyme Anima S2 - Episode 4

[deolkai]

☆RAMUDA TERRITORY☆

I spent so much time finding a way to make a gif in good quality and it turned out I won’t be able to use it anywhere, well I guess we are sticking close with the original

Bonus good quality video with music ♪

[prochniak]

FUKCING KITY

[stellabyystarlight]

silly ramuda gif to get the hang of clipnote :3 idk if ill use it again but it was rlly fun, it's been a while since ive animated stuff..

[hydranomago]

Touchy touchy Rivalry 🌚

[shizukais]

[getosugurusbangs]

i cooked

[tenns-secret-night]

Sweet Services

Headcanons on some displays of intimacy.

Genre: Fluff

Characters: Gentaro Yumeno x reader, Ramuda Amemura x reader (hypmic), Kujo Tenn x reader, Momo x reader(Idolish7) (all seperate)

Warnings: none

A/N: G/N! Reader!

Gentaro Yumeno

Anything really that involves with you both being physically close.

Usually involving some form of self care between the two of you

A lot of hair care and skincare

You’re feeling sad/in need of comfort? Wait one moment while Gentaro grabs the brush.

Please do the same to him too.

“I think I may quit writing and become a beautician”

“That was but a lie”

Despite him saying this both of your hair and skin never looked better.

Alongside this, he also likes to read to you.

If he needs your ideas on a manuscript or if he just found and interesting novel while out

He will hold you gently against his chest and read you a story until you fall asleep

Ramuda Amemura

It’s a bit obvious but modeling!

He finishes work with the prototype of a new accessory he designed and he wants to see it on you now

When you try on things like necklaces and earrings he always makes sure to place a playful kiss to your jaw/cheek

He tells you that you look amazing, but he’d say that for anything you wore.

If you go over to a mirror to see you can bet he’s attached to you, arms wrapped around you, head places on your shoulder.

“You’re so cute in this you should just keep it for yourself!”

He can always make more for his shop. That particular accessory is now specially your own.

Whatever collection of accessories and clothes you had before the relationship has tripled.

Tenn Kujo

He can get pretty sore from working long hours as an idol so please

Cuddles and massages

Started out with him complaining about his shoulders being stiff after a long rehearsal and turned into a nightly routine.

Pays you back with cuddles

Will absentmindedly run his hands through your hair as he reviews his schedule for the next day

It’s very hard for him to turn off his work brain so it’s good to remind him that he needs to rest as well

“When you make that face I can’t help but rest”

Gaku and Ryu found out about his routine at some point and won’t him live it down.

It’s all playful though, they truly are happy that Tenn is getting the rest he needs.

Momo

Cooking together!

He may not be the best at it but oh my gosh will he try his hardest.

You both tried to make karaage together once and he burnt the oil.

He can learn though, once he was shown how to fry in oil, he has never messed up again.

Has gone to Yuki’s house before to learn how to cook a dish you mentioned wanting to make with him.

When you both cook together, he rests his head on top of your own as you demonstrate what you want him to do.

When it’s time to eat he will insist on feeding you.

It’s a complete K.O. if you feed him back, he’s a blushing mess.

[abyssalreds]

FLING POSSE ☆ HYPNOSIS MIC RHYME ANIMA S2 EP4

+ bonus dice:

[akkivee]

ARB basically turned them into Dead By Daylight?! LMAO

Next year we'll have Michael Myers fr even Trapper was there and now Hifumi is wearing one of The Trickster skins but in alternative color HAHA haven't see the event yet, pls don't tell me they're doing gen

i was getting my horror games mixed up lol like i kept seeing people say it’s dead by daylight, thinking they meant until dawn gameplay LOL

but they really did just throw hypmic characters into that game that is so funny LOL

gentaro was from last year’s hypquest!!!! i think he was supposed to be a leatherface ref????