#ramblings of a madgod

[church-of-the-madgod]

when younger queer folk argue against reclaiming of the slurs used against us, it saddens my heart. I know they intend well, but it shows how little queer history they know and how easily we can fall to anti-queer propaganda, especially if its presented as an attempt to be more "politically correct." We fought to reclaim these words to rob them of their power to harm us, we have done so for generations, and will continue to do so for countless generations to come. If we start fighting amongst ourselves in this matter, or any other designed to tear us apart, it will only make the rest of us easier to stamp out. That is the goal of those who argue against our existence, after all, to stamp us out like so many bugs beneath their feet.

Posting faggot and queer like 2am gunshots to keep property values on my blog low and scare away assimilationist LGBTs who want to replace my empty lot full of native wildflowers with a 5-over-1 because they're too traumatized by their upbringing to accept the reality of our diverse marginalized community

[church-of-the-madgod]

The Big Bang was the death of a god

the expansion of the universe is the whale fall

life as we know it is the microbes feasting on the rotting corpse

but what of the larger life forms that also feed?

well

that is something we shall find out

in time

[cheeseandstrawberrytartlover]

Cool Sereyna stuff

1. Sereyna's hair poofs up even more in high humidity areas. Imagine their hair in a sauna

2. Even though Sereyna's demiprince existence is kinda laying low, but also not: Her pupils reflect like the ones of khajiit or cats in general. But obviously not as aggressive as Sheogorath's eyes.

3. I have no idea if my readers even noticed: Sereyna is sapphic and I have her coded in a very autistic way. If you have noticed both, I will kiss you.

4. She doesn't just have all of Ben's or Martin's traits but because of the gene jumbler that are daedric genes, they also have a Ton of her grandma's traits. Maybe Sheogorath noticed that right after her birth. Maybe Sheogorath just gave Sereyna her grandmother's middle name out of fun. Who knows? ;)

5. Sereyna can ONLY regenerate in Sheo's chaotic creatia. (Totally not out of balance reasons nooo)

6. Sereyna can only travel to realms she is invited to through her own little pocket realm. (Also totally not balance reasons)

Please gods someone needs to listen to me about my Sereyna ideas. I wanna ramble for the first time in MONTHS

[ray-elgatodormido]

So… Non Ghost Skyrim Lucien

I’ve been sorta just brainstorming ideas of Skyrim Lucien. Overall he’s like Shadowmere but I kinda wanted to add more to him in my Skyrim au and so I bring forth theses ramblings.

It starts off with him being dead and the guard of Bruma finding the nightmarish scene in Applewatch. During the investigation, Sithis got pissed that is Dark Brotherhood fav died like an idiot so the Dread Father did the same void stuff he probably did to create Shadowmere but with Lucien this time. Lucien starts, for lack of a better term, regenerating from his wounds and gained powers such as super strength and regeneration. However that resurrection wasn’t perfect since he’s blind from an eye, deaf to everything that isn’t Sithis or his own voice, more bloodthirsty, less subtle and his lower jaw occasionally falls off.

Well he made quite a ruckus in the North of Cyrodiil for obvious reasons, eventually word spread across the entire province about the man who literally sprung back to life. Some say it could have been necromancy gone wrong, others would point to the deadra. Lucien would enter the Cheydenhall sanctuary and haunt Arquen for a week before brutally killing her as revenge for the whole traitor situation. I don’t think he’d seek revenge on Arquen if this was regular Lucien, but yeah this Lucien is quite vindictive and really really pissed. Not in the loud anger but in the silent rage kind. He eventually makes his way to the Night Mother’s crypt to discover what happened to Bellamont, the Night Mother eventually tell him to calm tf down and that Baadahil deserted her position as Listener, at this point Baadahil is Lucien’s wife and locked herself in Cloud Ruler Temple out of heartbreak and anger.

They both confront each other and Baadahil seeing how dangerous Lucien ended up becoming (he nearly kills Martin and did a lot of collateral damage because he did not calm tf down) , she freezes him solid and seals him in a Dwemmer ruin. This event only made the Deal Brotherhood finale worse for her and Martin’s death was the final straw for her to mantle the madgod. Around 200 years later, before the events of Skyrim, Astrid learns of a legend of the Dark Brotherhood being sealed off inside a Dwemmer ruin. And so Astrid ventures in, defrosts Lucien who finally calmed down and gets him as an ally in the same way she probably got Shadowmere aka he can be brought to Nirn from the same void pool as Shadowmere.

And then the Skyrim time fuckery Au happens and that makes for a very awkward reunion. I mean if I were a 200+ year old undead assassin and found that my long lost wife has been isekaied and is now possessing the body of a Dragonborn and at one point divorced the leader of rebels in the ongoing civil war I too would be weirded out.

Anything to put a soap opera in Skyrim for pure entertainment.

[church-of-the-madgod]

Light is cosmic horror, white is blank, empty; yet it is comprised of all visible light, and beyond; it is nothing, yet it is everything, it is all that exists and all that does not, it is how we perceive that which can not be percieved, empty and blank, yet full of things we can not even imagine.

[crysdrawsthings]

What would happen if Sheba and Lanaraume met? (Also I love the way you describe your characters)

Oh, it would be interesting! As a matter of fact they do meet once in the weirder part of Things Crys Did to TES Canon, thanks to Elanor abusing her "Alduin" privileges and fucking with space-and-time continuity.

I think for the most part I can say that Lanaraume (aka Deer) would probably have two major things to say:

embedding shards of welkynd stones in her body to combat the negative effects of being born under the Atronach was metal and just about the right level of flipping off fate fully in accordance with the family traditions

out of ALL possible options to hang out with post her ascension to the position of your neighborly Madgod she picks MANNI-FUCKING-MARCO? Girl, can't you do better???

On Sheba's side? Mhm. Most likely will just continuously ramble Deer's ears off for hours on end in the classic "I am saying some nonsence, but trust me, in a few centuries it will all make SO MUCH sense" fashion.

The main part will probably be about noting how there are just so many things and so oddly right and wrong at the same time about Deer's existence, this is marvelous. So much potential. Should probably watch out for the Boethiah and maybe go stab her first.

[superlativesamsara]

Calling all Comic fans: We Got 'Em.

[strangesolicitations]

((OoC Note! I won't be doing these concurrently! I'll do them in the order I received them until I run out! And it'll probably be around 8 before I get started on them because I've got a few more hours of work to go ;p

[church-of-the-madgod]

I’m thinking of getting into the illegal name trade.

The joke being that, rather than trading names by methods prohibited by law, I would trade names by methods that were not recognized by law. Such as religious, spiritual, and/or majjyckal methods. I’d even offer my services in a variety of styles, Faustian deals, witchcraft, fae name stealing shenanigans, religiousy ‘born again’ baptisms, shady back alley deals, etc… I’d probably include some two for one special, free pronouns with the purchase of a new name! And for any who fear rejection from friends/family I could always pose it as a curse. After all people tend to be more considerate of someone who’s suffered a ‘terrible tragedy.’ Simply explain that it’s not your fault, an evil witch cursed you to trans your gender, or a fairy stole your name, or whatever.

[superlativesamsara]

((Fair warning to followers new and old! Rose is currently Capital-D-Dead pending cosmic reset! So it'll be a bit before this account is particularly active beyond one of Rose's alts occasionally liking a post or sending something.

((That said if you're a HS Muse (or a muse familiar with such) she is in a Bubble, for a bit, if you wanna have your muse get a bit of closure with this iteration.

((There was an event I was having for it but, given a lack of writing muse on my part and apparent enthusiasm on the part of anyone involved (myself included), I have decided that for blog purposes it will have all happened already because it's getting tiresome and somewhat emotionally draining to keep doing nothing with the character.

[church-of-the-madgod]

My mom used to say "wow, beautiful, you should stitch that on a pillow." in reaponse to someone burping/farting or making other such "rude noises" without excusing themselves

shorthands for dumbassery that i have grown to love deeply

"how dare you say we piss on the poor" in response to someone misinterpreting your post

"_ isnt gonna fuck you" for suck up behavior

"woah. should we tell everyone? should we throw a party?" for who the fuck cares

"and what if the world was made of pudding" for when would this ever matter.

"and sharks are smooth both ways" for a group of people heatedly arguing with 1 guy who is fucking with them all

".. but its about a witch in the alps finding her lost cat" for someone trying to sanitize something to the point of absurdity

[church-of-the-madgod]

With all this talk

of so called

artificial intelligence

creating Art

without Soul

it makes one wonder

waht makes a Soul

is it complexity?

is it biology?

is it nature?

is it nurture?

if one were to create

an exact replica of a person

the exact same proteins

forming the exact same cells

the exact same neurons

the exact same thoughts

who is to say

that the original has a Soul

and the created one

the copy

does not

is artificial intelligence

real artificial intelligence

truly artificial

or is it

intelligence

how much can one

play at being a god

before actually

becoming

a god

[superlativesamsara]

((Quick weather update we've changed the blog title in preparation for Loop Rose committing existence at 9:02CDT tomorrow. Hold onto your butts!

[church-of-the-madgod]

Space is sixty-two miles up.

Our oceans are seven miles deep at the deepest point.

The oceans under the icy surface of europa are estimated to be between forty and one-hundred miles deep not including the ten to fifteen miles of ice.

Liquid water likely means molten core producing geothermal energy keeping the water liquid.

water is made of two of the six ingredients that made all life on earth, hydrogen and oxygen.

The others being carbon, nitrogen, phosphorus, and sulfur.

Heat acts as a catalyst making the formation of life more likely.

If we have masssive squids in our seven-mile-at-it's-deepest ocean, then imagine how big squids could get in a seventy-mile-deep-on-average ocean.

[church-of-the-madgod]

if this ever happens to any y'all, and y'all are fortunate enough to be holding the side that still has that center bar bit attached, you can just take it with you and use it like a key. My bedroom doorknob did this in college, and I never fixed it. I just carried my door knob in my pocket forever. also impressed one of my prefessors when his doorstop went missing, and i pulled out my trusty door knob (an object used to help doors stay closed) and used it to help his door stay open.

Cant have fucking shit in Detroit

[superlativesamsara]

((Behold! The second part of that commission from @videcoeur, featuring another pose and a neat little transition! Worth every penny!