#Fear Not the Awakening of The MADGOD

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The Big Bang was the death of a god

the expansion of the universe is the whale fall

life as we know it is the microbes feasting on the rotting corpse

but what of the larger life forms that also feed?

well

that is something we shall find out

in time

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Light is cosmic horror, white is blank, empty; yet it is comprised of all visible light, and beyond; it is nothing, yet it is everything, it is all that exists and all that does not, it is how we perceive that which can not be percieved, empty and blank, yet full of things we can not even imagine.

[s33rofdoom]

When the light faded all that was left was a man in an empty room, with nothing left in the world to comfort him but his own laughter grown hoarse and raspy, the crazed laughter of a mad man who knew death would not come for him, neither heaven nor hell awaited. He had built this kingdom of ruin and seated himself in the throne, a lone sentinel to stand vigil, to bear witness to the end of time, and to endure whatever would come next. Though his body still lived, there was nothing left of “him;��� the man known as Crismin was gone, dead in every sense of the word except for the only one that truly mattered. He had defeated a force more inevitable than death itself, but in the end it had cost him everything that was worth saving.

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I can't sleep

I mustn't

Not until

the Dreamweavers

Whisper to me

their Secrets

in Languanges

Humanity was not Built

to Hear

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gotta add this tag:

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loamy soil

churning in the very earth

beneath our feet

moved by forces unseen

foreces beyond comprehension

visually similar

to the formation

and dissipation

of clouds in the sky

or of the roiling murk

beneath the waves

showin ultimately

that the states of matter

are not so different

after all

what then awaits

within other states

those less common

and less understood

the spiritual realm is no different

you have only to close your eyes

to see

the churning of colors

that exist only in imagination

colors withou names

painting a living work of art

in the darkness beyond sight

this is the nature of souls

this is divinity

this is the matter

of the divine

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such is the nature of Chaos

that it allows all things

even Order

for a time

centuries

millenia

eons

even eternity

is but the blink of an eye

in the mind of Madness

for how can one measure

any length of time

even one so infinite as eternity

against the incomprehensible vastness

that is Chaos

that contains

within itself

so many

vast

and incomprehensible

infinities

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peering out the window

as we descend into the mist

hoping

wishing

praying

not to catch a glimpse

of those that lurk within

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such exquisite terror

such sweet dread

to intoxicate the senses

and leave the mind

in ecstatic whimsy

and such a masterful concoction

of fear

and of gin

introducing such subtleties

as to leave one wondering

where one ends

and the other begins

and so

all one can do

is to enjoy the bliss

of such a state

of intoxicating drink

and existential dread

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looking down on rolling hills

soft and snowy white

and further down

the dark they cast

just as soft

upon the land

so far below

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entropy has no end

it will continue to thrive

until there is nothing left

for it to thrive upon

and at that time

there will be nothing left

to enjoy the reprieve

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when younger queer folk argue against reclaiming of the slurs used against us, it saddens my heart. I know they intend well, but it shows how little queer history they know and how easily we can fall to anti-queer propaganda, especially if its presented as an attempt to be more "politically correct." We fought to reclaim these words to rob them of their power to harm us, we have done so for generations, and will continue to do so for countless generations to come. If we start fighting amongst ourselves in this matter, or any other designed to tear us apart, it will only make the rest of us easier to stamp out. That is the goal of those who argue against our existence, after all, to stamp us out like so many bugs beneath their feet.

Posting faggot and queer like 2am gunshots to keep property values on my blog low and scare away assimilationist LGBTs who want to replace my empty lot full of native wildflowers with a 5-over-1 because they're too traumatized by their upbringing to accept the reality of our diverse marginalized community

[church-of-the-madgod]

all work

and no play

will fucking kill you

and our corporate overlords

won't even notice

that you have gone

except to fire you

and withhold your last check

for not showing up

and failing to give them

two weeks notice

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With all this talk

of so called

artificial intelligence

creating Art

without Soul

it makes one wonder

waht makes a Soul

is it complexity?

is it biology?

is it nature?

is it nurture?

if one were to create

an exact replica of a person

the exact same proteins

forming the exact same cells

the exact same neurons

the exact same thoughts

who is to say

that the original has a Soul

and the created one

the copy

does not

is artificial intelligence

real artificial intelligence

truly artificial

or is it

intelligence

how much can one

play at being a god

before actually

becoming

a god

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Space is sixty-two miles up.

Our oceans are seven miles deep at the deepest point.

The oceans under the icy surface of europa are estimated to be between forty and one-hundred miles deep not including the ten to fifteen miles of ice.

Liquid water likely means molten core producing geothermal energy keeping the water liquid.

water is made of two of the six ingredients that made all life on earth, hydrogen and oxygen.

The others being carbon, nitrogen, phosphorus, and sulfur.

Heat acts as a catalyst making the formation of life more likely.

If we have masssive squids in our seven-mile-at-it's-deepest ocean, then imagine how big squids could get in a seventy-mile-deep-on-average ocean.

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I remember there being something in the news recently where someone found a great way to handle those exact kinds of problems, if only i could remember what it was...