#rambles and bloops

[funkynoshes]

I'm scared.

[the-hugger]

Can you give @walkthruthewords and @thatrando13 (Atlas) and @thatrando13 (Freida) and @kimu-dem and @supermilkshakebanana and @brb-on-a-quest and @onewingedsparrow and @beautiful-songbird and @ramblings-of-lola and @lilliesandlight and and @plaid-n-converse and @thecrazyalchemist and @carrotsinnovember and @life-is-okay-rn2 and @givemeasong-singamelody and @igotthisaccountunderduress and @bleep-bloop-boo and @alchemicalwerewolf and @fresh-bed-old-sheets and @cocusnuss and @thebookshelflord and @reiningsoral and @dandelions-arent-weeds and @a-wondering-thought and @friesnoketchup and @maximum-tragedy (hope she's ok) and @the-thing-of-worms and @sonofshu and @ria-coolgirl and @florsial and @deetealeaf and @waitingforthesunrise and @mintytealeaves and @azures-grace and @a-resplendent-mushroom and @quackethh and @ so many people I can't remember the usernames of a hug and ask them if they want to be on the list and guys, thank you so much for making memories with me. I treasure every one of you and though I don't talk to all of you very consistently I think you're amazing and you hold a special place in my heart and I love you. I think about you all the time. I apologize if I've ever hurt you and I take joy in every time I made you smile and I want you to be okay. And sometimes life is hard but I promise you are strong. And you're not alone. Know you have someone who is proud of what you've accomplished and who loves you, probably plenty of people because you're so awesome that it's probably inevitable, but at least one. Another day will come and You'll see the rain out of the window and feel the sunshine and smell the petrichor and fresh grass and feel the satisfaction of resting after hard work and feel the breeze on your skin and find beauty in little things, laughter, clothes swaying on a clothesline or leaves curling shriveling leaves like dying curses at the sky, or a soft sunset, or the breath of a cat as it lies on its side, a dog happy to see you, the grin of a person who catches sight of you like you're one of the best things in their life. There will always be hope and you will always be loved and I hope you find it soon and that you find it plenty.

@brb-on-a-quest @onewingedsparrow @beautiful-songbird @ramblings-of-lola @lilliesandlight

@plaid-n-converse @thecrazyalchemist @carrotsinnovember @life-is-okay-rn2 @givemeasong-singamelody

@igotthisaccountunderduress @bleep-bloop-boo @alchemicalwerewolf @fresh-bed-old-sheets @cocusnuss

@thebookshelflord @reiningsoral @dandelions-arent-weeds @a-wondering-thought @friesnoketchup

@maximum-tragedy @the-thing-of-worms @sonofshu @ria-coolgirl @florsial

@deetealeaf @waitingforthesunrise @mintytealeaves @azures-grace @a-resplendent-mushroom

@quackethh

[shuuenka]

know that I would gladly be, /the icarus to your certainty

[anathemav360]

Where’s my modern GIGS au where Skizz and Impulse are in a qpr and take care of local neighborhood nuisances Scar and Grian? Or will I have to write it myself?

[tetzoro]

GOOD MORNING FRIENDZ AND HAPPY LEAP DAY !!! such a weird little day we have here lol i hope it’s full of wonder and the best vibes ^_^ !! have a great day !! ᰔ

[justabloop]

watched Blues Brothers for the first time last night

It was good :D

[socially-reluctant]

psychic ability is considered a type of neurodiversity in the mgs verse

[thebananaiscold]

I’m out right now and don’t know when I’ll be back. I Want to finish atleast one more ask before I take a break for a few days then I’ll get back into it. I answer the asks in order from who asks first, so just know I’m not ignoring y’all. Y’all can submit more asks! I’ll draw your ocs, my Ocs, our ocs together, creeps content, creepypasta content, fanart, etc. just gimme some time to finish it lol.

[bugsoda]

someone take this device away from me i am much too tired to be dignified. pay this buffoon no mind.

[funkynoshes]

Somehow my dash has become full of gay superhero couples

[dragonbleps]

stumbled into a brand new side of youtube

The Bloop (creature based off the mysterious sound with the same name) VS El Gran Maja (creature I didn't know about until yesterday) battle animations

[hauntkandie]

After so much confusion and panic and dissociation and denial alongside a life of notable and noticeable fluidity and variance in almost all aspects of myself, I have realized that I may be a median system.

I've dissociated for most of my life and have been so confused by the multi-sided dialogues in my head, extreme fluctuation of functioning and symptoms, frequent shifts of desires, aspirations, beliefs, behaviors, needs, expression, interests, abilities, body/gender dysphoria and euphoria..... but I can't fully parse out entire individuals. I'm not one, and I'm not a set of separate pieces. I feel like I'm a spectrum. Not simply on a spectrum, I contain spectrums. There are countless layers and aspects that shift and twist all over, and some of the traits and such happen together, and have been recurring. But it's all blurry to some extent. I just never knew there was an in-between. My life feels like a long, long battle to fit in somewhere, to be something, and to be such in a consistent manner. It's never happened - at least, not for long. I'm tired of wondering what's wrong with me and why I never see or hear about anything like this. Tired of feeling like I'm just weird, silly, crazy, fake, and it's all my fault. I'm tired of people trying to tell me I'm normal because everybody changes. The fluidity feels so extreme and all-encompassing and constant. It's one of my very few constants. It's a lot for me to comprehend and feel.

Making this post to document things in a way? I feel like if I just let this float around in here (the head) it'll get lost and I'll get distressed about this all again. I'm not asking for someone to tell me yes or no or what or why. I just want to see if my existence makes more sense/is less stressful to me when viewed this way. Thank you for reading, if you didn't read, thank you anyways. I love you all!!

[phoenix]

Recording an intro for a bloopers episode of my podcast and realising I'm making so many bloopers I could make a blooper episode blooper episode from the bloopers of me introducing bloopers.

[haruzen-ampy]

*pixelated metal pipe falling sound.mp3*

-hmmm this is fire actually

[astrumavis]

How the hell did Georges directions work I am astonished that Sapnap didn't miss any of the jumps

[socially-reluctant]

I feel like Mantis' main fear is feeling invalidated, or forgotten

He is hellbent on making sure people know that he's the greatest psychic in the world, and I think it's because he's been treated like shit for as long as he can remember, and this is the one thing that sets him apart.

Even though his powers have caused him so much pain, they are the one thing that makes him superior to others.

It stems from a life of helplessness, from being unable to keep his mother alive, being unable to keep people from taking advantage of him, being unable to keep people's thoughts out of his mind without his mask.

Because of this, he wants to make sure people know that he's the best, that he is the one in control, that no one will ever hurt him or take advantage of him again.