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13 year old: i kind of hate -

some random fucking dude: oh mY GOD SHUT UP - I’M GONNA FUCK YOUR MOM. I’M GONNA BECOME YOUR FUCKING STEPDAD

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i don't mean to rant on main but I saw a rly bad post about ""narcissistic abuse"" and I just need to scream into the Tumblr void for a minute. these thoughts r gonna be really scrambled and I'm probably saying things that have already been said before, my head hurts. rant under the cut

seeing ppl demonize specific disorders, especially personality disorders, irritates me so much.

seeing other trauma survivors be like "oh, I can say that these people are bad because I'm a survivor and if you silence me your silencing survivors!" NO??? that is NOT HOW THAT WORKS??? I'm sorry that you were abused, that is genuinely tragic and I hope you manage to heal and recover from it. but them having personality disorder/s is not the cause of their abusive actions.

I have experienced abuse from multiple people who had various different personality disorders and I can say that it is not that hard to not demonize every single person with them!! this person did not abuse me because they had a personality disorder. that's not how that works.

I will never claim that I was a victim of "narcissistic/NPD abuse" or "borderline personality/BPD abuse" because that is ableist. people should be judged off of their actions as an individual, not their neurodivergencies.

some ppl CLEARLY never took a basic algebra 1 class because some of these ppl don't know the difference between correlation and causation. just because, sometimes, these things co occur, does NOT mean one directly affects the other.

tl;dr, if u think things like "narc abuse" or anything of the likes is real, please get the fuck off my page and reanalyze ur own ableist thoughts.

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tagging system for my blog bc this blog desperately needs organization. also it is subject to change

racc chit chat - my own written out post things racc rbs - reblogs :D raccs in a trench coat - talking abt system stuff racc info - info about my page for me (like this post!!) racc tags - tag games & just generally posts I was tagged in me core [ 📀 ] tommy's tag for art & hc's that remind him of his source

fronting tags will be added to our posts just in the form of "fronting: alter name🕯️"

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happy disability pride month :D

"Pride month is over"

WRONG! Your pride month is over! Me and all the other disabled queers are having pride month two: disability edition

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WHAT THTE FUCK DO YOU MEAN THE CHICKEN DIED??? HELLO????

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OLIVE GARDEN? bro I'm jealous take me w u /j

being a system is wild cus wdym c dream is sitting in a teenagers bedroom, listening to Sabrina carpenter and eating an orange

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NO LITERALLY!!! GUY WAS LIKE "u sacrificed six men."

EUROLCHYS KILLED 500??? WHEN HE OPENED THE FUCKING WIND BAG??? AND TEHN EVEN MORE WEHN HE KILLED THE SUN GODS COWS???

EURLOCHYS, YOU KILLED THE ENTIRE FUCKIGN CREWI???????

BTW I HATE EURYLOCHYS!!!!!

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NO BECUASE C TOMMY WAS RIGHT. C WILBUR DOES MAKE TOMMYS ISSUES ABOUT HIM. the whole point of the stuff in the prison was Wilbur trying to apologize to Tommy without risking losing him- I think Wilbur saw him 'freeing' Tommy from c Dream as him, in a way, freeing Tommy from himself because he sees Dream as an extension of himself. except he wasnt freeing Tommy from himself- he didn't even give Tommy the chance to leave if he wanted to! he didnt free Tommy from Dream or give him the chance to leave, either, even if he wanted to. Wilbur was making sure Tommy didnt have a reason to leave.

also the whole thing with Independance or Death, with the book, is Wilbur just proving that L'Manberg was a legitimate nation. and thinking about it now, the reason he made it a point to do that was because Tommy was L'Manberg (or, at least, Wil sees him as an extension of L'manberg). he was trying to give L'Manberg one final victory. he was trying to give Tommy one last victory. if he failed L'Manberg in this moment, he was failing Tommy.

aALSO ALSO ALSO. when Wilbur and Tommy start talking about exile, Wilbur gets upset/mad that Tommy hadn't told him about it (which is a huge show of the enmeshment) then, when Tommy finally is like "this makes me uncomfortable" Wilbur makes it a point to talk about Fundy and then GUILT TRIPS Tommy into going back to logsted in the first place. like "well you can go to logstedshire and feel better, I cant go to Fundy." ALSO HE GOES ON TO PHRASES IT LIKE "If this is too much for you". do I even need to explain how that would inspire a need to prove himself within Tommy

before they go to logsted, Wilbur says that Tommy can back out of this the second he's too uncomfortable or unable to cope. but when they're in the prison and Tommy is begging Wilbur for a flint and steel to relight the portal, he doesn't give Tommy one. there is one in Wilbur's inventory but he lies about it. Wilbur needs this to happen, even if it hurts Tommy.

oughh pass me the drywall

:3 <- filled with evil thoughts (about c crime boys)

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jsyk by 'fuck conformity' I didn't mean 'fuck the social norm that makes it weird for you to ship minors with adults.' that's a social norm for a reason and its fuckin weird to do that.

i don't like getting into 'shipcourse' but I feel like the idea that u shouldn't do that kinda thing isn't even discourse. Its js common sense that shipping adults and minors is fucking weird.

but- yeah idc what terms u use to describe ur weird obsession w shipping gross shit, whether u call urself a dark shipper or some adjacent term, get the fuck off my blog. pls and ty!!! <3

fuck conformity, make your own canonically inaccurate dsmp timeline. make it 6 months, make it 60 years, connect various SMPs! who cares!! be silly!! have fun!!