#racc music

[racc00ning]

did NOT hit me how many Spotify playlists we have until I just made playlist #473

[francicide]

stuff i found from my very early 2023/late 2022 pronouny. uhh.

tags: @id-pack-archive

NAMES

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Howard, whistler, vincent, edward, bruce, samuel, joesph, prophet, neo, norman, romeo, kingston, henry, jerome, jeremiah, carnival, jack, artie, amnesia, vegas, harvey, julie, jim, jason, louis, max, winston, lucky, pluto, allison, clarice, lora, hector, apollo, valentino, alastar, laurence, veronica, rosemary, victor, rouge, addison, francisco, wilson, oswald, william, sparky, frankie, rocket, fang, cat, lyric, scarlet, benny, junk, hyde, sadie, eight, domino, chance, roulette, asrael, mustang, molly, cameron, anubis, clark, kent, jake, steven, wasp, chrome, fred, spring, haywire, sunny, bonnie, ashton, renard, voss, nathaniel, oscar, peter, junebug, wombat, indiana, mortie, noir, vannie, cabbie, newton, lloyd, cherry, goldie, miguel, dave, bill, horror, confetti, muse

PRONOUNS

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he/him, it/its, ink/inks, sh?/h?r, h?/h?m, th☆y/th☆m, fle/flesh, rit/ritual, haha/haha, invest/investigate, cri/crime, myst/mystery, ax/axe, bit/bite, bon/bone, brai/brain, bug/bug, bu/burn, carni/carnivore, ch/chaos, chor/chord, clow/clown, clu/clue, core/cores, co/coin, dia/dial, foe/foes, fun/funs, goo/goop, gui/tar, gut/guts, hope/hopes, joke/jokes, lie/lies, lo/loop, lord/lords, mask/masks, mob/mobs, mon/ster, note/notes, officer/officers, or/organ, rabi/rabid, ret/ro, ring/rings, save/savior, shee/sheep, sheri/sheriff, skull/skulls, song/songs, ma/smart, star/fish, sta/static, tru/truth, wor/ship, i/me, h*/h*m, [redacted]/[redacted], @/@s, #/#s, ☆/☆s, 🦇/🦇s, 🥩/🥩s, 🔪/🔪s, ��️/🕊️s/, 🐧/🐧s, dis/disease, abyss/abyssal, ae/aer, ang/angel, anim/animal, anti/antis, arcade/arcades, bari/baritones, a/aro, ay/am, bun/buns, bun/bunny, byte/bytes, cat/cats, choke/chokes, ci/cipher, cor/corpse, cor/corv, crea/create, creep/creeps, cry/cries, dae/dem, dead/deads, dea/death, doll/dolls, drop/drip, elec/tric, eu/euro, eye/strain, fa/faun, fla/flare, fi/fire, fix/fixs, fi/fizzy, fool/fools, four/fourth, fox/foxs, fluff/fluffs, fur/furs, gala/galas, gho/ghost, giggle/giggles, gli/glitch, gli/glitter, gi/grr, gore/gores, grime/grimes, hab/habit, heir/heirs, honk/honks, hy/hyena, hy/hym, hymn/hymns, hx/hxm, hum/hums, hu/hush, hyp/hyper, idol/idols, kin/kins, kni/knight, lol/lols, lost/sheep, lo/love, mad/mads, medi/medical, meow/meows, mim/mimicks, mir/miracle, moo/moos, moon/moons, mo/mourn, musi/music, ni/night, no/non, nov/nova, of/ofs, op/oprea, other/others, pain/pains, paw/paws, pos/sum, poison/poisons, polyb/polybius, rabbi/rabbit, racc/raccoon, rai/rains, ram/rams, rat/rats, rawr/rawrz, rep/tile, ribb/ribbit, rule/ruler, scene/scenes, sea/seas, se/ser, sly/slim, spark/sparks, star/stars, stim/stims, survivor/survivors, syn/synth, the/then, thou/thee, vamp/vamps, voi/voids, vi/rus, were/wolf, whisp/whisps, wing/wings, woo/wools, wol/wolf, wy/wire, wyv/wyvern, xe/xeno, xyz/xyz, you/your, ze/zer, kit/kits, thon/thons, eel/eels, pey/pen, pocket/pockets, chemic/chemical, moss/mosses, dem/demo, lin/linen, unknown/unknowns, hi/hiss, ith/iths, mal/ware, crow/crows, nor/mal, code/codes, cy/cyber, shark/sharks, woof/woofs, silly/sillys, .doc/.docs, .exe/.exes, k9/k9s, h3/h1m, sh3/h3r, 3rr0r/3rr0rs, 0/0s, 3/3s, 6/6/s, 7/7s, 9/9s, 𖤐/𖤐s, ███/███, 💤/💤s, 🐁/🐁s, 🎶/🎶s, 🐚/🐚s, 🕹️/🕹️s, 🪱/🪱s, 🩹/🩹s, 🐍/🐍s, 💉/💉s, 🧿/🧿s, ✒️/✒️s, ⛓️/⛓️s, 🃏/🃏s, 🦴/🦴s, 🎭/🎭s, ☎️/☎️s, 🎲/🎲s, 🌕/🌖s, 🦈/🦈s

and ̴̡͈̜̙̜̫͉͈̲̺̦͕̦̳̒͌͐̓̉̆̀͆̓͘/̴̼̹͑ ̸̛̝̩̫̫̲̱̎͌̇̑̇̑̀̕̕/̵̤̺̣̝͙̱̙͋̋̍̈́̓̽ ̶̛͇̙̺͔̬͓̼̭̭̞̗͖̙͗́̎̆͛͌͝ ̶̨̬̙̤͍̮̗̙̟͉̊͑ͅ/̴̧̧̲̟̏̎͒̍̕

TITLES

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The creature, prn who loves glitchcore, prn who embodies retrocore, prn who loves aesthetics, the creature, prn who is an angel, prn who loves obscure media/things, the loud one, the roleplayer, prn before who prn is now, prn who loves 2010 (games).

[raccoons-under-a-trenchcoat]

Uh, I think it's time for me to actually do this!

INTRO!!! FOR ME!!! (+ Important Info)

About me:

Trans (gender Flux, leaning agender)

My name's Toby or Keegan, but racc, apollo or any silly nickname is fun, too!

They/it/he interchangeably

I'm a minor

My Art commissions are: Open!

I age- and petregress :3 (often at the same time, when I'm in pet-/littlespace and u notice, please it/its pronouns :3)

Also I do art!!! I've got a separate account for that tho

All my important stuff is tagged under "Raccs trashcan" (hehe get it? Raccoons? They dig through trash? I'm 3 raccoons under a tre- okay I'll shut up)

PLEASE TAG ME!!! I'm serious, I love being tagged in shit. Picrews especially :3

FREE PALESTINE!!! 🇵🇸 (Please don't send me GoFundMe links, I can't donate! And with the amount of asks I get about this, sharing would not be effective.)

Boundaries:

No bigotry

No NSFW (I'm a minor lol)

NO ABLEISM!!! I'm audhd, and I will come after you

Cutrent hyperfixations:

Call of Duty

Bikes (especially Kawasaki bikes)

Military (I'm planning to enlist in a few years)

SCP

More facts about me!

I've participated in artfight this year!

I have two cats

I'm german, but live in the US

I'm a therian too!

Also I use :3, :D, >:] etc

I suck at socializing, so please forgive me for being extremely awkward at times

I'm aroace-spec (aceflux and something aro-adjacent?)

I've got them AAAAAAA (Autism, Adhd, Agender, Anxiety, Asexual (spectrum), Aromantic (spectrum), Avoids eye contact at all costs

FANDOMS!

Tma, Tmagp, Malevolent (the podcast), Bsd, Mh, Atla, Toh, Gravity Falls, Marauders (but fuck JK Rowling), Good Omens, Link click, CoD, SCP, Motorcycling (can't wait for 16)

And also some really good music:

Will wood (and the tape worms)

Modern Alibi <333

Måneskin

Mcr

Queen

David Bowie

ABBA

Cosmo Sheldrake

Arctic Monkeys

[g1gglee-rxccoon]

a goofy little intro post! <3

Hello— I thought after having this blog I'd finally post this introduction to correlate with absolutely nothing. On another note, fixing this will always stay chronic. :D

I'm fine with people over the age of 18, just don't be weird.

can interact!

—Dsmp fans

—IT fans

—Anyone with my interests lol

—South Park fans

—people who like stuffed animals!!!

—Hamilton fans

thin ice!!

18+

People who write/draw feet tkls

I don't think there's much more to put here, until I think of it. Obviously kekw

DNI

People who support any of the following;

*Abelism

*Transphobia

*Homophobia

*Things disrespecting people such as: Dreamsexual, Dracosexual, etc etc.

Toxic people

People under 13, the only reasoning is I swear a lot. this won't be a problem unless someone makes it one.

General!

Okayy, so you may use any names whatsoever, but the following are more usually used or preferred.

—Raccoon

—Racc

—Feral

*—Gremlin (Friends may call me this!)

—Tommy

*—Toms ( @/wilblee-soot only :D )

About me!

I am a sixteen year old living in London, England. (Won't EVER be specific with where in London other than best friends and close siblings.)

Face reveal?

Not fully.

Voice reveal?

Yeah lol

Height?

4'1 ½.

Stuffed animals?

IF SOMEONE BOUGHT ME STUFFED ANIMALS I WOULD LITERALLY DIE /pos!!1!1!

Movies/Plays/Shows/other you've watched?

IT 1&2

Hamilton

SpongeBob (only for entertainment stfu /pos)

Scream -all of them

Jason Voorhees movies -all of them

A lot of horror

happy tree friends

Favourite animal(s)?

Pigs

Ducks

Raccoons

Cats

Any animals at home?

4 cats

4 guinea pigs

Favourite music artists?

Halfy&winks

Sublime

Derivakat

Kroh

CG5

Wilbur soot

Tikkle me

Alioof

Cavetown

F.F.D.P (Five finger death punch)

Closest friends!!

@/quackalee

@/theybibsxi

@/totallynotbat

@/delicatetreemagazine

@/ducklee-rulez

@/turtle-bee-rayne

Not very close/Don't know eachother but would enjoy talking more!

@/strangleetomz

@/joker-anon

@/sketchingtothemoon

@/slimeylee

@/someone1348

Family list!

@/wilblee-soot

BIG BRO WILBY!!1!1!

@/totallynotbat

PHIIIIIIL

@/theybibsxi

SIBLING BIBS!!

Outro!!

Thank you for reading this pain in the ass! Tell me if I missed anything :D

[marcedrickirbyfounderceosblog]

Yella Beezy, Trapboy Freddy - " Raccs" (Official Music Video)

MARCEDRIC KIRBY FOUNDER CEO.

MARCEDRIC.KIRBY INC,

WELCOME TO THE VALLEY OF THE VAMPIRES

[fenrir2006]

Heyhey, tut mir leid dass ich dich erst heute Kontaktiere! Gab ein paar Organisationsprobleme TAT Jedenfalls, ich bin dein Secret Santa Partner :D Direkt vorab, wer sind so deine Lieblingscharas aus dem JCU?:D vielleicht auch Charas aus anderen Fandoms in denen du drin bist? Mein Lieblingschara is entweder Rhun oder Zeke! Zudem bin ich grad auch sehr in Zelda und Pokemon drin! Anyway, hoffe du hast noch nh schönen Abend und kannst die späte Frage entschuldigen :'3 -Racc

Hi Racc,

ich find eigentlich alle Wächter cool :3

Im Zelda oder Pokemon Fandom bin ich nd drin, aber gerade nen bissl in Arcane und voll in Epic the musical. Außerdem hat HTTYD bei mir grad nen Comeback :))

Das mit der späten Frage ist überhaupt kein Ding, vor allem wenns Orga-Probleme gab.

Ich freue mich voll :D

byee

[independentartistbuzz]

7 FROM THE WOMEN: SHELLY RUDOLPH

We are delighted to welcome Shelly Rudolph, Portland Oregon based singer-songwriter who recently released her new single "I Love LOVE", featuring Charlie Hunter.

This song is a standout example of how the intricacy of jazz, the sophistication of soul, the infectious groove of funk, and the emotive depth of blues can be transformed into a mesmerizing, seductive package.

With a music career of more than twenty years, Shelly has masterfully blended jazz, soul, blues, R&B, reggae, and pop to create a unique and captivating sound. Based in Portland, Oregon, she has become a local favorite, known for her soulful vocals and dynamic performances.

Her latest album, “The Way We Love,” showcases a bold departure from traditional jazz, featuring a drum-less, chamber jazz style in collaboration with cellist David Darling. Shelly has graced the stage alongside notable artists like Tom Grant and Phil Baker of Pink Martini, earning praise for her genre-blending music and poetic lyrics.

Internationally, her music can be heard on platforms such as Spotify and Pandora, as well as jazz radio stations across Europe, Japan, Indonesia, and the Middle East. On the local front, Shelly is deeply involved in community projects and has been recognized with awards like the RACC Professional Development Grant and a selection for Mayor Adams’ Listen Local program.

We connected with Shelly for an Exclusive 7 From The Women Interview:

What Have You Been Working To Promote Lately?

My newest release is called "I Love LOVE" featuring Charlie Hunter. I think of it as my sassy, soulful anthem of Universal Love.

The words may be sweet and powerful, but the message is an urgent call to celebrate and share love - in any and every flavor - all ways, always.

Please tell us about your favorite song written, recorded or produced by another woman and why it’s meaningful to you.

I don't have a favourite song, but everything that Afro-Peruvian singer songwriter icon Susanna Baca is filled with meaning for me.

She epitomizes and embodies the soulful, spiritual, sensual, truthful, universal power of womanhood to me. She is magic.

What does it mean to you to be a woman making music/in the music business today and do you feel a responsibility to other women to create messages and themes in your music? 

As the world becomes increasingly untethered and chaotic and as the old guard male archetype fights to keep its power, and squash women's rights, I feel compelled to create and lift up my voice authentically and powerfully.  I

wrote a song called "Wild Bird" which yet to be officially released but here a live performance with the wonderful A-WOL Dance Collective: 

"Wild Bird" seeks to express the richly nuanced, multi-faceted mystery and glory of being female. 

As a tender-hearted poet and a soft-spoken lady, I sometimes feel that my way of being, my art, is too gentle to "make a difference" but then my inner-knowing reminds me: dismissing my true voice as not being "enough" is to judge myself through a traditional masculine lens of black and white might. 

So I continue to whisper and roar, giggle and guide, wildbird-soar and LOVE with all of my might. 

What female artists have inspired you and influenced you?

My first (musical) loves were Billie Holiday, Aretha and Nina Simone.

Then I discovered Ms Baca. More recently I’ve become a huge fan of Lianne LeHavas. 

What was the most challenging thing you have had to face as a female artist?

It had definitely been a challenge for me to take up space and stand in my own authority as an original artist in this male-dominated world.

I find myself automatically deferring to musicians who have more official education and training… feeling that they know better, know how to do it “correctly.” Which is so absurd as these are my songs and I’m the only one who knows what I hear and how they go. I’ve made great strides in standing by my vision - while still being open to suggestions and collaboration- but I still have to remind myself to stay vigilant and true to my inspiration. 

If you could collaborate with any other female artists, who would you choose?

Susana Baca! I would love to record Wild Bird with her, in Spanish and English. 

What do you hope to share with other women in the industry with your music?

I’d love to share and inspire authenticity and the great joy of being female - in all of it’s mysterious deep glory. 

Finally – Where can we find you online?

Connect with Shelly Rudolph:

Website // Instagram // Spotify // YouTube

[tr1s-prior]

RaCC City

[thefirstkbgames]

[racc00ning]

"After everything you've done, how will you sleep at night?"

"...Next to my wife."

WHAT@!!HKGTWEHOT /posr

[victorysp]

King Willem-Alexander attended the celebration of the 50th anniversary of Rotterdam Ahoy and the opening of the new Rotterdam Ahoy Convention Center (RACC) and RTM Stage. After a guided tour, the King unveils an interactive musical work of art in the forecourt. September 9, 2021.

📷 Royal House of The Nethelands

[softbeanz]

Headcannons for Ezra having a goth gf/ having a crush on a goth girl?

Racc with a goth s/o

A/n- thanks for requesting! I really don’t know too much about goth culture? So I kinda just did what I know and hoped it wasn’t offensive so I’m super sorry if it’s short! Also I could find a gif so here’s a cute cuddly raccoon <3

Crush

Met you somehow through Fitz

You were hanging out with Swag and you just seemed SO cool

Once he got to know you better he wanted to copy your style and music taste

Makes jokes like “ lets go to hot topic “

Or “ dude have you heard My Chemical Romance “

He's so funny amiright’ *unimpressed*

Dating

He still makes the same jokes

But now he’ll actually buy you tickets to your favorite band and buy you whatever clothes you want

Often says to his friends

“ my goth girlfriend is cooler than yours “

He’s gonna match clothes with you because your style is AWESOME

And your music? Full blast on the speakers

[fuseum]

Developing your art as a selecta

Developing your art as a selecta

Playing with other selectas is a good way to develop your art as a selecta. It is an opportunity to experience other styles of selecting and presenting selections of music and ideas.

The Electro Magnetic Radiation on Zanj Radio is a space to present ideas and music as well as a space to practice and develop.

Last Friday, the Electro Magnetic Radiation featured a guest set by Dj Zanj Raccand a…

[misfitsluug]

| 4 | callmefitz

man i’m really out here at 1am, it’s kinda quirky doe. i plan on writing different stories besides just this one; also if you have any requests just ask! i don’t bite, i can write bbs, gbg, and goopcast so yeah ajevhwebfdjjw hopefully y’all enjoy this chapter! :)

/ carson. /

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余韻: linger.

stay in a place longer than necessary, typically because of a reluctance to leave.

eg: "I wanted to linger in his presence longer than this."

(t.w - minor drug mention.)

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recap:

"We should get off this roof," Carson added, rubbing his head.

"Yeah, let's go," I helped Carson up and grabbed his cane from the ground along with mine and his backpack. Leaving the same way we came.

I hope this doesn't change anything.

-

I got home later than usual, knocking on the door painfully slow because I knew what was waiting for me behind this door. It's not like I can avoid this, I live here. "Carson," Cooper greeted me with an angry tone.

"Cooper," I replied, walking inside as I felt him softly shut the door. "Where were you, dude? I waited out there for ten minutes, I looked like a parent picking up their fifteen-year-old kid waiting there."

"At least I'm back, right?"

"That isn't the point Carson, you blind fuck, you could've-"

"Listen, you're my best friend but not my parents. I don't want you on my back all the time," I spat, the room filled with silence. "I'll be fine."

"No, no you won't because there are fucking bandages on your face and you smell like weed! Explain, now," Cooper retorted, on my way home I forgot that the roof thing happened. I didn't say anything. "Carson."

"Coopie, calm down. Maybe he tripped or something?" Travis countered, his hand on my shoulder as if he knew what I did. "He'll be okay, he's home now."

"Yeah, fine. You better fess up soon because seeing you like this isn't fun, Carson," Cooper replied, probably walking to his room.

"Carson, you gonna tell him or me?" Travis asked as he moved his hand away, I fiddled with my cane. "Fine, I was hanging out with a friend of mine and some fucking assholes attacked us, happy?"

"Oh, did you do something?"

"No, Travis, I'm blind."

"Hm, be careful next time, for Coopie's sake?"

"Yeah yeah, I'm going to my room," I slowly walked to my room, throwing my cane down and put on my pajamas and falling onto my bed. I could see the fuzzy moonlight entering my room, taking off my glasses which didn't change my vision at all, I just got used to wearing them. I couldn't sleep, I keep wishing that we could’ve gone anywhere but the rooftop. Maybe things would've been better.

Earlier that day.

"Now what?" Cameron inquired as to if I knew how to respond. I just shook my head no, I didn't feel like talking. "Listen, I'm-"

"Don't apologize, it already happened," I interrupted him which led to a long pause.

"I still feel guilty, is there something I can do?" He offered, his tone was almost hopeful. I squeezed my long cane, it was going to be a long walk home. "Do you have a car?"

"Yeah but it's kinda old. Might smell like weed."

"You could drive me home," I answered, walking off the school grounds and suddenly felt freer. Maybe because I was pelted to the ground earlier. "You didn't have to ask. Do you mind if I patch you up? You look not so good."

"I bet you look not so good either," I chuckled, taking a deep breath afterward. Cameron led me to his car and opened the door for me as I sat down, mentally praying he's a genuinely nice guy and not a creep. "Okay so, I have a first aid kit in here. Is-is it okay if I touch your face?"

"How else are you gonna do this?"

"Hah, you got me there," He confessed, I listened to him fumble with the kit as a click ran through the car. The only sounds were us breathing and him looking for whatever in the kit. "This might burn," Cam mumbled, I nodded and closed my eyes tightly, a wipe touched my cheek. I hissed slightly but let him tap the scratch lightly and place a bandaid after. "Why do you have a first aid kit in your car?"

"Just for moments like these," Cameron declared, tapping the scratches away with a wet wipe that smelled of rubbing alcohol. "So this has happened before?"

"Yeah, I have a couple of scars I guess."

"I'm sorry, they're such assholes. If I could, I'd poke them very hard with my cane."

"I appreciate you saying that. You're quite the chatty guy, aren't you?" Cameron said in a sarcastic tone and I smiled. "Of course, I'm surprised at how quickly you found out."

"I have my ways," His tone became softer, placing a third bandaid but his hand still on my cheek. "C-Cameron?"

"Yeah, I finished by the way," Cameron blurted, putting away different things into the kit as he threw it in the back. "Thank you, you didn't have to do that either."

"You let me, how could I not help a guy like you?" Cameron added, his car keys jingled as the car started, the clicks of our seatbelts being put on while he drove out the parking lot. "If you don't mind me asking, what am I like?"

"I can't tell you exactly since I haven't known you that long but I can tell you're a cu-nice guy."

"What were you gonna say?"

"Nothing, just my tongue slipped is all," Cameron explained with a giggle at the end. "What do you think of me?"

"I think you're weird and different and I like that," I announced but realized what I said. "I-I mean like, I like that you're weird and different you know? I think you're cool and stuff but I didn't mean it like that, you know, right?"

"Calm down, Carson. I understand what you're saying. I enjoy how different you are as well."

"Are you repeating what I said but better? You jerk, burn in a deep frier," I stated threateningly. We laughed a little bit.

"I just realized I have no fucking clue where I'm going, do you know where you live?" Cameron advised and I told him my address. "Okay, thank you. As much as I'd love to drive around with you, it's probably past your bedtime."

"You're probably right, God, Cooper's gonna fucking send me to the slaughter machine," I forewarned myself, nervously laughing at the end.

"Cooper? Is that another one of your little goons?"

"Oh yeah, he's like one of my best friends. He and his boyfriend live with me, it's pretty great. Do you have any roommates?"

"Yep, me and my best friend, Toby. She's a very sweet person," Cameron affirmed, tapping against the steering wheel to the beat of the music from the radio. "That's good Cam. Are we there yet?"

"Uhh, you said you lived in a complex called Crossing Sunset?"

"Yep, that's it," I agreed, the car turned and the speeding bumps underneath shook the car as he parked in the parking lot. From what I knew, the complex isn't that big and it's very quiet except for the dog that barks every single hour. "Can I walk you home?" Cameron offered, I nodded and grabbed my backpack along with my cane. I told Cam my apartment number and we took our time walking there. I crossed arms with him so he could lead me to my apartment, in reality, I just wanted to wrap my arm around his, I wanted to linger in his presence longer than this. "Are we ever gonna talk again after this?" I asked seriously, which led to a long pause from Cameron, making my stomach churn. "I don't know, I'll try and talk to you as much as possible. If I don't, it's because I'm busy."

"Doing what?"

"You know what," He reminded, then I remember the smell of weed in his car. I probably smell like weed.

"Hm, okay," I replied shortly, our conversation was silent until we found my apartment. "You should probably go, I don't want Cooper to see you."

"What do you mean? Are you embarrassed by me?"

"What? Let's not jump to conclusions, you know I don't mean it like that."

"It's fine. I was just messing around," Cameron assured but his tone became more serious. He let go of my arm. "I'll see to you soon."

"Yeah, when do you wanna meet up?" I stalled but I could tell he knew that so I gave up trying to make him stay. "Nevermind, you wanna go, right? I'll talk to you later, Cameron."

"See ya later buddy," Cameron left. I stood outside listening to his departing footsteps before opening the door.

Two days later.

"Carson, wakey wakey, baby boy," Cooper shook me awake, I groaned and threw my pillow at him. "Ow, bastard," Cooper laughed and hit me with the pillow. "Seriously bro, get up."

"I will in a moment-"

"No, you won't, c'mon grumpy headass. I'll be waiting for you, okay?"

"Fine, I'll be out soon," I muttered, listening to Cooper chuckle and close the door. I sat up and cracked my back prior to standing up. It's been a while since the roof incident and Cameron still hasn't said anything. I want to talk to him but he said:

"I'll try and talk to you as much as possible. If I don't, it's because I'm busy."

And that sentence has been stuck in my head ever since. It's stopping me from talking to a guy I actually like. Do I like him? Do I really like him like that? Maybe.

I was too sad and lazy to shower so I just put on my clothes, walking out my room with my stuff as Cooper and Travis' laughter fills the living room. I walk into the kitchen, opening the cabinet and reaching for a Cliff bar. Once I retrieved the bar, I dragged myself to Cooper, tapping my cane impatiently. "Hey, lemme talk to my boyfriend, headass," Cooper demanded so I let them talk for a while until I asked Travis for the time. "Oh uhm- guys, it's 12:14."

"Cool, we were supposed to leave an hour ago," I said whilst eating my Cliff bar.

"What the fuck? Carson get your ass up, we gotta go," Cooper spoke rushed as I stood up calmly, saying goodbye to Travis as Cooper shoved me out the door and led me to the car. "I told you we should've left earlier."

"Shut the fuck up Carson or I spin your jaw," Cooper threatened, starting the car and driving off, the car screeching as Cooper spun out the parking lot. "Jesus Cooper, calm down."

"No."

"Listen, I think I have a crush, Coop."

"Huh? Seriously, what's his name?"

"Cameron, I don't know if he's gay or straight though."

"Sounds gay if you ask me. Is he gonna be like Racc?"

"Oh, awesome. I'm glad we're talking about Racc now," I pointed out, rolling my eyes.

"Hey, it's just a question. We both remember Racc."

"And I'd rather forget him, moving on," I sighed, leaning against the car door.

"Fine, I'll just leave it at that. We're here," Cooper mentioned, stopping the car. I squeezed my cane, I knew that once Cooper said Racc that he isn't leaving my mind. "Alright, I'll talk to you later."

"I'm sorry, okay? About him, just go to class."

"I will," I said as I hopped out the car and shut the door, walking away and listening to his car zoom away.

"Carson, sup dude," Jschlatt greeted me, he sounded happy.

"Hey, Schlatt. You remember Racc, right?"

"Oh, yeah. Do you really wanna talk about this? What about Cameron, how's shit going with him, eh?" Jason changed the subject, I expected him to do that. So I told him about Cameron as we walked to our second class since I missed the first one; I told him how calm and nice Cam is, how he's been involved in some heavy stuff but I knew he'd be fine, how sweet he is and how genuine this guy is. "I stopped talking with him though, it's been two days," I added, walking into my classroom with Schlatt.

"You are so gay, aren't you?"

"I am so gay it worries me sometimes," I laughed and so did he, leaving class to go to a different one. The school found he'd been ditching different classes so now if he doesn't show up to his actual classes, he's potentially screwed. So, I sat down and thought about Racc.

Racc was my first partner, he was a nice guy. We met last year and dated for almost two years until he became distant and broke up with me for seeing another guy behind my back. It's still hard for me to get over him, we broke up a couple of months ago and I could feel him telling me to move on. It's what he told me to do when he broke up with me. I could hear him whisper it just the way he told me.

"Please, move on. I want you to be happy but you won't be happy if you don't let go."

I still haven't let go. "Hey," A sweet tone whispered beside me, I looked around until they tapped my right shoulder. I look to my right and they giggled. "Hi, you're Carson, right?"

"Y-Yeah, why?"

"I'm Toby, I'm sure Cam's told you about me," She mentioned, I remember him telling me about her. "Yeah, he has. Is he okay?"

"That's exactly-" The teacher shushed us before continuing her lesson. "That's exactly what I wanted to tell you, he's okay. But Swagger's keeping him busy for some reason, Swags still thinks Cam's apart of whatever Swagger has. Anyways, he misses you a lot, I'll help you talk to him again, don't worry. Okay?"

"Yeah, okay."

"Awesome, it was nice meeting you but I don't sit here so I gotta dip, bye!" Toby said quickly, she ran to the back of the room, her chair squeaked a bit as well. I sighed and let my brain process what was happening.

Who's Swagger?

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[free-tea-shop]

heya there! i'm mod cheetah. my pronouns are she/they and i'm bisexual. me and my friend mod racc run a school tea (drama ig) account.

basically we'll be talking about school drama bc we only know of one other person at our school who has a tumblr (hi, plaz). we won't be revealing our like, actual town/location whatev. gotta stay safe luv xx 😽✌️

stuff abt me:

• i like homestuck and vast error a lot (it's a hyperfixation, yes i have adhd)

• buzzfeed unsolved, you mean free serotonin right?

• anarchist, no bigots allowed on this account 😻🤘

• 100 gecs is best music don't @ me

• john mulaney is my everything,

favorite things

color: red

tree: sugar magnolia

show: barbie life in the dreamhouse

animal: opossum (there was no opossum emoji *shrug*)

word: cattywampus/caddywampus

gay person in history: freddie mercury

song:

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Yella Beezy, Trapboy Freddy - " Raccs" (Official Music Video)

MARCEDRIC KIRBY FOUNDER CEO.

MARCEDRIC.KIRBY INC.

WELCOME TO THE VALLEY OF THE VAMPIRES

Well well well my Japanese family would like to see if they can buy the Nissan company with continuous to be used for $4 billion dollars profit for 10 years and it will be released back to the original owners, whichever comes first, the real plan is to do it in 60 months also with the company revenue to be up to $2 billion dollars :P.S. LIKE WHAT THEY WOULD SAY IT WOULD BE MARVELOUS we do have some property in New York City for sale but don't tell nobody