scorpiontattoo
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DEREK/HYENA š§Ø SHE/HE/IT š§Ø BODILY 19 š§Ø MDNI
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Okay but..what if he was scene/emo...
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Fancied a new phone wallpaper
[ID: a digital drawing that features the four members of the Hyaenidae family, from the top to the bottom: striped hyena, brown hyena, aardwolf and spotted hyena. Only their heads are shown peeping out from the left. They're painted with bright, unnatural colors and their eyes are not detailed. The word Hyaenidae is written vertically at the bottom right. End ID]
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sometimes I realize I'm probably never getting answers to why he did all of that and it just breaks me for a bit
#its been months i know i shouldn't still dwell on it#but fuck man#i never got reasons. the breakup was literally just āI'm leavingā and me begging for explanations he refused to give#and theres the shit before that#i don't fuckinf know i know ita dumb to dwell on and im only hurting myself#but sometimes i just wanna know what he decided was so wrong with me rhar i deserved all of that#hyena barks#vent
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You, miss, are a f(aggot)ish /ref
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Welp, guess nows a good time to make this announcement.
Iām starting a project called āDirtyMurderGames Wikiā, which will act as an Wiki Archive for Boyfriend to Death, The Price of Flesh, You Kill Me Every Time, This Is Not Romance, ETC.
Iāve been planning this project for a WHILE now due to how abysmal the BTD fandom wiki was before its sudden deletion, but put it on the back burner as I was going to wait until I moved out (which that plan went up in HUGE flames btw). With this sudden turn of events, I feel like I have no choice but to go ahead and start the project anyways.
The only issue is Iām stuck mainly using my phone atm as my laptop is currently in a VERY shitty state, but I can provide plenty for the project. This isnāt a āIām gonna sit on my ass and let people do it for meā type deal, I WILL be contributing. Iāll help with formatting, providing as many images/archived info as I can, help with writing any text, ETC.
I cannot do this all on my own, Iāll DEFINITELY need help. If you know basic coding and all that and/or would like to help with the project in any way PLEASE DM me on discord. My @ is snuffk1t.
The wiki will be hosted on Miraheze , a good Fandom.Wikia alternative that isnāt filled to the brim with ads AND allows nsfw content unlike Fandom. There are certain specifications for it but itās nothing crazy.
IF YOU ARE A FORMER MOD ON THE BTD WIKI AND WOULD LIKE TO HELP, FEEL FREE TO DM ME ON DISCORD!
I have nothing against the mods of the former wiki as I know they were fed up with the constant trolling there too, but with Miraheze weāll have MUCH better control over the wiki than on Fandom.
There will be a discord server made once I have enough people interested, and weāll use it as our primary means of communication up until the project is completed.
Let me make two things clear beforehand:
1. ABSOLUTELY NO LEAKED PATREON CONTENT FOR YKMET WILL BE ALLOWED. If we catch any of you trying to sneak it on there youāll be banned immediately.
2. NO MINORS ARE ALLOWED TO WORK ON THE WIKI. PERIOD. THIS IS FOR 18+ GAMES.
Also yes, Electricpukes characters + Lucien Rire WILL obviously be included in the project. We will not be including fandom OCās on the wiki nor games that arenāt by Gatobob, Electricpuke, Darqx etc. Sorry!
Alright, thatās all. Have a good night everyone! Once the project is up and running Iāll make a side account for progress on it!
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Not now honey, mommy is on tumblr.com posting about gore, cannibalism and submissive men
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big wii sports overlay that says Normal! whenever i do anything so i know im not insane
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Tbh I think if Derek just bit the bullet of possibly becoming poor and cut contact with his dad heād be much better off. He can drop out of college and just become the asshole at your local punk scene nobody likes instead of a rich boy forced into whatās p much some weird murder group in the middle of a fuckass desert in Arizona or something
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"Sunrise" digital drawing Inaccurate design š¤ āļø
šø mira rana.. y uno doodle !
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i love you biiitch
i aint never gonna stop loving you
biiitch
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-moths @swarmbite
ok I was gonna hold onto this bc it makes me feel happy but.
everyone look at my best friend they're so fucking epic and cool
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"everything should be okay" I say knowing damn well our grandma hasn't stopped vomiting since last night, we don't have any actual answers about what's wrong with her despite the hospital sending her home, and that between the gout and breathing issues she is! not doing great!
#just tryinf to stay positive but lowkey i wanna bash my skull in#if anything happens to her#we have to move back in with our abuser full time#i really don't want that#hyena barks#vent
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being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways
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today has been a lot please be patient w me if we're talking
#not even fully yeena talking i dont think today's been hell#loved one in hospital farz ex bugging us having to stay with our abuser for an unknown amount of time and and and#tired as shit#hyena barks#vent
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also sorry for being away for so long I wanted to kms so bad that I got put in idiot fagboy jail . still there but like sillier.
waves at you guys I am in fact alive btw š btws I need to update my pinned but like im a weird girlboy dog thing atp I don't really care but uh. she/he/it pronouns for me pretty please ^^
#sorry to be so straightforward but i really did not want to be alive#getring cheated on fucked me up so bad and i am thankful for my friends who waited for me i love you guys#hyena barks
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oh cool the others already updated the age shit for me. thanks fuckers.
#our birthday was on the thirteenth!#got a new laptop and we also bought ourselves some fake piercings that ive been having a lot of fun with
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waves at you guys I am in fact alive btw š btws I need to update my pinned but like im a weird girlboy dog thing atp I don't really care but uh. she/he/it pronouns for me pretty please ^^
#dont really care about words. im a girl im a boy im a mutt#but the pronouns and name are important to me#both derek and hyena are acceptable as names with hyena preferred#hyena barks
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blegh continued
I think the shittiest part is knowing that the others are starting to get more comfortable with the body again because our scars are fading. for some reason seeing them fading makes my skin crawl. but the others feel comfortable, they feel happy, their insecurities are finally easing where mine are arising.
I don't wanna fuck that up but this such a hard itch to avoid scratching. I want them happy but God I hate this everything hurts and I just want to make it stop.
blegh
getting urges to relapse again. we're doing so good and I really don't wanna fuck it up but every time I front I just feel so sad and useless that all I wanna do is hurt us. I feel horrid. I don't want to ruin things for the others. I don't wanna be a problem.
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