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You Suit Me . . . ~Chapter One

// Rabbi Milligan (Patrick Milligan) x *OC

*AU second daughter of Donatello Fadda

Summary: After the ‘double cross’ that ended the Yiddles family, Rabbi Milligan is taken in by Donatello Fadda and grows up with the Fadda family. While living in the Fadda household, Rabbi is befriended by Donatello Fadda’s youngest daughter, Noemi Fadda (AU OC). A romantic relationship develops.

Warnings: Some mentions of blood and gore

Note: Somewhat follows the progression of the show (Fargo, Season Four) but will take a hard AU turn eventually. Essentially, a ‘secretly dating’ troupe!

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A quick visit with Loy Cannon, that’s what Rabbi had said and yet, Noemi Fadda waited with an apron tied around her waist in the Fadda family dinning room long after her father and the others were meant to return.

It was Sunday dinner and all guests—save for her mother and herself—were running late.

Her mother, Chianna Fadda, had resigned from waiting and took to her bedroom with a glass of wine. From Noemi’s speculation, Chianna Fadda did that a lot these days. Noemi suspected it had something to do with her youngest brother, Zirominu—or “Zero”—being sent to live with the Cannon family. Noemi considered her mother to be handling the separation from her son a lot better than she could have handled it. Noemi imagined carrying a baby for nine months, many sleepless nights and early mornings, raising a child, feeding it, watching it grow into a precious little boy and then, her father simply plucking that child from existence in your family home. Where does the love go? Noemi felt a sinking feeling in her chest whenever she thought about her baby brother and his current predicament—being forced to live with strangers all these months.

A pleasant distraction arrives in the form of someone entering through the back door near the kitchen. Rising from her seat, Noemi leaves the dinning room to go towards the clatter of the screen door. She finds Rabbi Milligan and “Satchel”—Loy Cannon’s youngest son—arriving home.

“Where were you?” Noemi exclaims. “Dinner is cold, mama’s upset!” Noemi looks towards the ceiling with her hands spread out. Though she gripes, no one hears. Rabbi Milligan is midway through instructing Satchel to go to his room and wait for him while he talks with Noemi alone.

The situation looked very serious. Any qualms Noemi possessed for being stood-up on a dinner she spent the majority of the day preparing flee when she watches Satchel leave and Rabbi look to her very gravely.

“What?” Noemi asks.

Though Rabbi feels the need for it, he refrains from touching her.

Instead, Rabbi gestures Noemi to come near him with a slow flit of his hand.

“We have ta’ talk,” gravelly voice to match that look he gave her.

Noemi approaches Rabbi as he pulls out a chair for her at a small two seater-table in the Fadda family kitchen. Taking the seat across from her, Rabbi rests his arms on the table as he begins, “there’s been’a accident.”

“What happened?” A hitch of concern in Noemi’s voice as she sits with Rabbi. The fear—the anxiety she felt made her feel like doing anything but sit. Her father traveled with quite the entourage of men and yet, only Satchel and Rabbi returned home. She squirms in her chair as Rabbi slowly licks his lips and prepares to tell her more.

“Your brother is fine, as is everyone else, but your father’s been admitted to the public hospital; he’s lost a’lot of blood, but ee’s stable. The doctor is keepin’ him a few days for observation.”

Noemi looks neither relieved or nor alarmed to hear all of this from Rabbi Milligan. Perplexity is her sole expression in the Irishman’s eyes.

“What kind of accident was dad in?” Noemi presses him. Hearing a statement like, ‘your father had lost a lot of blood,’ is no news to easily digest.

“Ah, yea.” Taking a breath to gather his words, “the car was at ‘n intersection near the school, some boys were playin’ with toy guns, one of them must’ve been a pellet gun.” Rabbi’s eyes shift from Noemi to his hands on the table, uneasy with the task of notifying the family of his boss and keeper. “The gun went off, hit your father in the backseat, ‘ee has a neck wound but ee’is being treated for it, like I said.”

Filled in at last, Noemi does not know how to respond to the news of her father’s ‘accident’.

While Noemi sits in a stunned silence, Rabbi finally does what he wanted to do before. He reaches across the table and collects Noemi’s hand; a rare move for him, considering his place beneath her in the household. “Would you be needin’ assistance in tellin’ your mother?”

Noemi Fadda had been preparing her family’s meals since she was old enough to turn on the stove all by herself. With cooking, came lots of cleaning and caring for the house, a role expected of her, especially as she was not yet married and out of the house like her sister, Naneeda. Noemi’s hand felt very cold and dry in Rabbi’s warm grasp.

Swallowing quietly to reanimate herself, lost in her thoughts as she was, Noemi straightens up in her seat, a kind of quiet excitement and exhilaration hits her when Rabbi—or ‘Patrick’—had taken her hand and held it.

Shaking her head, Noemi assures, “no, I can tell her.”

As Rabbi lets go of Noemi’s hand, Noemi rises from the table and takes a step past Rabbi when suddenly she stops and turns back to him.

Impulsiveness possesses her like a soft and lonely ghost as the young woman eases down onto Rabbi Milligan’s lap, sitting on him as if it were the most natural thing in the world to do.

Alarmed but resisting futilely, Rabbi wears a look of concern as he gathers Noemi’s slight shoulders in his hands and looks into his secret lover’s eyes, preparing to turn her away. He whispers an urgent reminder of their boundaries, “Nomi—“

Nomi—that was his nickname for her, something that started back when they were kids.

“—no one is here,” the young woman interjects in an urgent whisper and smiles as she wraps her arms around his neck. Tilting her head, Noemi Fadda kisses Rabbi Milligan.

The pair shares a romantic moment that soon melds to one of desperate comfort. They stole them, every chance they could get.

Rarely with a instant where it was just them two, Rabbi buries his face in the crook of Noemi’s neck as they embrace one another and hold each other for what feels like a blessed eternity, though it was only a few cherished seconds.

Patrick Milligan hugs Noemi like he has never been hugged before and maybe he hasn’t—not before her, at least.

Reality brings Noemi Fadda pushing herself back to her feet, straightening her dress and her apron.

Before she can leave the room, Rabbi gently catches her by the wrist. Carefully, he unknots the apron ties at the small of his lover’s back.

“Thank you,” Noemi whispers in elated gratitude, watching him from over her shoulder.

[pantsaretherealheroes]

sorry i'm sick and didn't add the first bit! I was tagged in this "get to know you" meme by @village-skeptic thank you!!

last song: someTIMES i feel i've got to BOM BOM RUN AWAY this came on my shower playlist before. also before that i listened to sophie ellis-bextor's murder on the dancefloor which I have personally never forgotten but has gotten a boost from it being in a certain popular film recently

currently reading: A Good Girl's Guide To Murder by Holly Jackson, which i know has a terrible focus group-y title, but is actually very interesting and involves a teenage girl solving a mystery in her town (which is very much my thing) and has been nice for me easing back into properly reading again

last film: Anyone But You i think? it's silly but i had a great time, altho very weird to see a very american romcom take place in australia. and also why the fuck did they not advertise this as an adaptation of much ado about nothing, my favourite shakespeare??

currently watching: Nancy Drew which is fun although not really a Nancy Drew kind of thing it's more like teen supernatural investigations in a small town. not that i'm not into that! And also Percy Jackson and the Olympians, in which I have adopted three children and am about to wage war on two of their godly parents

three ships: well. if you've followed me from anywhere from the last 5 seconds to that last two and bit years, i'm sorry, and it's definitely buck/eddie from 911. also i am similarly insane about syd/carmy from the bear (the 'person you work with who you have an intense and close dynamic with and trust them with the most important thing in your life after not really knowing them all that long' ship dynamic is strong with me) and also lets say percy/annabeth from pjo because it is only the beginning but i know they're gonna fall in love so much!!

favorite color: turquoise or teal blue? or plum.

currently consuming: not much i have covid and also not many groceries until later today

first ship: hmmmmmmm probably something harry potter honestly i do not remember

currently working on: getting better from the ol covid. and writing a little bit :)

tagging if you want @cal-daisies-and-briars @jellicle-ball @rabbimilligan and @manycoloureddays :)

[patrickmilligan]

#rabbimilligan #fargo

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I don’t know why @rabbimilligan has me blocked, so I can’t reblog or comment, (and honestly it hurts my feelings more than an internet stranger should...) but anyway, here’s the fucking answer to the question. Yes, that is young Calamita.

[the-dead-characters-society]

i was tagged by @sunsoakedsand​ to share the last four albums i listened to!! thank you annie 💕💕 

i’ll tag @ghostomatic​ @rabbimilligan​ @punkassfool @tiredandlame @adifferentsun and any other mutuals who want to share (:

[spaceportfloozy]

changed my url

spaceportfloozy → rabbimilligan

might as well use this one while I’m on my fargo high

[pantsaretherealheroes]

Tagged by @broromini and @manycoloureddays

when u get this u have to put 5 songs 🎵 u actually listen to, publicly. then, send this to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool) ✨

These are some of my on repeats

New Love Cassette - Angel Olsen (this was my top song of 2022 according to wrapped)

Calypso Queen - Calypso Rose

Lent - Autoheart

Love$ick - Mura Masa ft ASAP Rocky

Come - Jain

Tagging @jellicle-ball @rabbimilligan and @village-skeptic 😊💕🎵🎶

[pantsaretherealheroes]

I posted 9,214 times in 2022

That's 1,378 more posts than 2021!

285 posts created (3%)

8,929 posts reblogged (97%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@thistlefly

@manycoloureddays

@village-skeptic

@moopet

@rabbimilligan

I tagged 5,721 of my posts in 2022

Only 38% of my posts had no tags

#0 - 482 posts

#cackling - 995 posts

#stranger things - 272 posts

#our flag means death - 173 posts

#evan buckley - 134 posts

#buck x eddie - 134 posts

#iwtv - 96 posts

#what we do in the shadows fx - 96 posts

#the sandman - 91 posts

#goncharov - 88 posts

Longest Tag: 139 characters

#when i was really little nd my mum was giving me a bath she says i asked if she could turn the hot water down because "i can't tolerate it'

My Top Posts in 2022:

#5

you know when you set your adult 'confirmed bachelor' brother up on a blind (friend/roommate) date with a cute doctor of his age because you're worried he gets lonely and spirals when he's alone and the doctor turns out to be his soulmate, you know that thing

443 notes - Posted November 5, 2022

#4

I realise that at every age especially in high school you feel a lot older than you used to but as a late-twenties adult hearing these BABIES on heartstopper say "I wish I'd known you when I was younger" wistfully is SENDING ME i'm like what, when you were in year one??

447 notes - Posted April 25, 2022

#3

eloise and benedict STILL give me the biggest queer siblings vibes and i don't care it's not canon in the books that's just the vibes i get

460 notes - Posted March 25, 2022

#2

louis meeting lestat de lioncourt

558 notes - Posted October 2, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

I really liked the rare Diego & Allison scene - the two living non-white Umbrella Academy siblings talking about how scary it was for them to be stuck in the 60s by themselves, the things they experienced and how it's stuck with them

1,210 notes - Posted June 26, 2022

Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

[pantsaretherealheroes]

Just found out liam garrigan played king Arthur twice in a row in two different properties over three years @rabbimilligan tell me how to feel about this

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Based on my following the tag #rabbimilligan Tumblr constantly recommends I follow a blog that, for some unknown reason, has me blocked. And every once in a while I go “ooh, did they unblock me?” & click on it, but alas no, still can’t see it. And every time... 💔 *sigh*

I should be committed.

[the-dead-characters-society]

list seven comfort movies and tag seven people

tagged by @rabbimilligan thank you!! had to steal a couple bc ur list was so good (: 

John Wick

Mad Max: Fury Road

Pacific Rim

Spider-Man: Into the Spiderverse

The Mummy

Atlantis: the Lost Empire 

The Secret Life of Walter Mitty

i’ll be tagging @ghostomatic @sunsoakedsand @punkassfool @ohhowsheblushes-mypretty and anyone else who wants to share!

[pantsaretherealheroes]

Tagged by @magnetic-rose

10 faves from 10 different fandoms, in no particular order:

10) Gus, Psych

9) Mike Hanlon, IT

8) Aziraphale, Good Omens

7) Nile Freeman, The Old Guard

6) Stewy Hosseini, Succession

5) Eleanor Shellstrop, The Good Place

4) Lito Rodriguez, Sense8

3) Moira Rose, Schitt's Creek

2) Nadia Vulvokov, Russian Doll

1) Ray Holt, Brooklyn Nine Nine

Tagging - but only if you want to - @rabbimilligan @jellicle-ball @broromini @raeadropofgoldensunshine @village-skeptic

[the-dead-characters-society]

tagged by @rabbimilligan to post 13 songs i’ve been listening to on repeat…. aka the only way i consume music haha

TONYA - Brockhampton

Out of Touch - Hall & Oates

Wait a Minute! - Willow Smith

Umbrella - Rihanna 

Space Ghost Coast To Coast - Glass Animals

Blue Monday - HEALTH (Atomic Blonde OST)

home with you - FKA twigs

I’m Not Falling Asleep - Andy Shauf 

Love Drought - Beyonce

While My Guitar Gently Weeps - Regina Spektor

I’m Not Calling You A Liar - Florence + the Machine

Landslide - Fleetwood Mac

I Bet On Losing Dogs - Mitski

tagging @sunsoakedsand @ghostomatic @punkassfool and @tiredandlame .... spill the tunes