#raargh
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i've been really struggling the last few days with just... doing shit. getting up to go to the toilet. reaching beside me to take a drink of water. eating when i'm hungry. figuring out if i'm hungry/thirsty/in need of anything else particular. i want to tidy the house because it really fucking needs it. i want to fold clothes because i need to find them. i want to be in a space that's pleasant to be in. i want to eat. i want to go out in the fresh air. i want to read any one of my unfinished or unstarted books. i want to play a videogame. i want to reply to rp. i don't. i sit. i stare at the screen. i feel my brain oozing sluggishly. i might be getting a headache. i don't move. i don't look away from the screen except to stare at the wall. i think about all the things i want to do. i think about all the things i should be doing. i don't feel any particular emotion. my stomach growls. i think about getting a snack. i scroll another six posts on tumblr. i stare at the wall. i haven't opened my mouth or made a sound in an hour, two hours, more. i want to play my ukulele. i want to listen to music. i want to watch a movie. i stare. i sit. i lose thoughts halfway through having them. i forget birthdays. i forget plans made two days ago. i forget to make myself a snack. i forget to talk to my friends. i forget promises i've made. i forget who i owe rp replies to. i forget due dates. i sit i sit i sit i sit i sit.
sometimes i get really sick of me.
#AND I'M NOT EVEN LIKE. DOING BAD AT THE MOMENT#work is fucking exhausting#but i've basically finished uni#i have a holiday coming up#i'm on top of things for the most part!!!!#i got decent sleep last night. i've been doing stuff with my friends. i've been getting exercise.#and yet and still and unfortunately. i sit#like i say a lot of stuff off handedly about almost definitely having undx adhd#and looking through old school reports recently. yeah. lmao.#lizzy is poorly organised lizzy doesn't hand things in lizzy always seems distracted#lizzy took a textbook home and forgot to bring it back for weeks#lizzy is a pleasure to have in class for like four specific classes and lizzy is not living up to her potential in all the others#i can't move i can't relax i waste so much TIME#and yes. i am making this post instead of doing literally anything useful. thank you#raargh
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he's so
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mfw someone reminds me that the random noises i make all day arent in fact just sound effects for life around me and my emotions that everyone can understand and relate to but, in fact, a symptom of my autism
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Symptoms are kicking my ass all the time
Thank Jesu's pies idht serve in el military
I got surgery on my toe when I was six, cuz I ramme my foot into a metal door and it was bleeding SO much omg
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STOP TALKING ABOUT THE RAPTURE
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Wow my art is actually lowkey kinda shit 😀
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I REFUSE TO BE DRAGGED INTO A HAMILTON AU
#original post#FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK#AHHHHHHHHHH#YOU CANT BRING ME BACK THERE#🤬🤬😡🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬🤬#RAARGH
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orange is a good color . ok . i don’t like it because i’m a redhead OK ????
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OKAY today we are thinking about Izzy putting on some much-needed weight after having to be on bedrest after the end of Season 2. He's wandering around the inn with his shirt off because he's doing DIY and it gets sweaty when you're working by firelight in the Caribbean
and Ed and Stede
just
cannot look away.
They are in full 👁️🫦👁️ mode. Their thought processes are ninety percent 'dat titty jiggle'. They are walking into walls.
Ed at one point hammers his thumb by accident and needs Stede to kiss it better, but in all honesty, he's too busy ogling the curve of Izzy's back as he takes over from Ed (with only minor complaints, and a little swearing) to care about the pain. Izzy finishes nailing the plank into place, covering a hole in the inn's woodworm-pitted walls. Muscles flexing under his skin, burnished gold in the candlelight...
....Which is to say. Um. Stede, distracted, accidentally sucksEd's thumb into his mouth. Then sits there. Drooling around it. Ed, equally distracted, doesn't even notice, because damn, Izzy's thicc as fucc??He could probably pick Ed up and bang him against that wall just as easily as he's holding that plank in place, which, helloooooo -
At some point, Izzy realizes he's the only goddamn guy doing any work in this inn. He turns around to see these idiots giving him the horniest, sappiest stares, Ed's thumb wedged in Stede's drooling mouth.
...To which Izzy flushes bright red, mutters 'fucking twats', and gives them both the finger
..........no, he does NOT put his shirt back on
#steddyhands#blackbonnet#gentlebeard#stizzy#edizzy#blackhands#gentlehands#RAARGH I LOVE EM#ofmd#izzy hands#stede bonnet#ed teach
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ASHLEY's BACK I GUESS???? fuck. maybe this isn't the last chapter after all
godDAMMIT
when you get halfway through the final chapter of your fic
and stumble across
a new plotbunny
I WILL NOT FOLLOW IT. I WILL NOT FOLLOW IT TO WONDERLAND. I WILL NOt -
#I couldn't not include my girl but the chapter is already going off the rails#and growing like a fungus#RAARGH#okay I will write to the end of this tiny plotbunny and then FINISH.#we are DONE. this is IT.#.......isn't it? T^T
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happy holidays! another year another christmas event at fredbear's. for a limited time customers may now purchase mascots with a holiday twist (as pictured) (left) and thank you all for this past year.
#fnaf#michael afton#william afton#elizabeth afton#evan afton#charlie emily#jeremy fitzgerald#lt nathan holt#lt bruce murphy#lt kevin mcloyd#little tangerines comic#christmas 2023#disclamer the items advertised in this post are actually not real and cannot be purchased anywhere#the signature up there is so augh im not sure its VISIBLE RAARGH#anyway whatever it is youre celebrating in these times (if anything at all) im sending you my best wishes#second try at making a drawing look kind of like a picture from the 80s minus the demon red eyes
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Me? A Striker liker…? No….
(Yes)
#i liker#striker#helluva boss#I love how he looks always HES SOOOCOOL#TEETHY SCARY RAARGH FUCK#he is my favorite villain in the whole show#helluva boss spoilers#also his new voice is less jarring now that he’s had it for a previous episode already
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Sometimes you need to snarl like a beast as an especially stupid form of temper tantrum
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OH MY GOD YES I LOVE THEM SO MUCH thank you thank you thank you
But wait! Theres more! I was also the secret santa for @isabelartpurple ! A non expected guy has joined the party
This was my first time drawing the glamrock gang, and they were so fun to draw!
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